Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Tears Of Blood ❯ Admissions, part II ( Chapter 3 )

Teardrops of Blood

Written by: Sakura Harusame

Summary: AU, Quatre PoV, yaoi, angst. Quatre Raberba Winner grew up in a world where he was unable to cry. You see, if he cries, it's not water… its blood. Surrounded by friends and family, he's been sheltered from the pains of the world. What happens when he discovers the greatest pain of all- love? (Mult. paring fic centered on the 3x4 paring)

Rating: R to NC-17, definitely more towards NC-17 this chapter…

Parings: 1+2, eventual 3x4 and 1+2+5/1x2x5, past 13x5, present 13+Une (is it just me, or does that look like an Algebra problem?)

Warning: Drug (not the kind you're thinking of though) and alcohol references, mentioning of a threesome, and a wonderful hint of lime ^^

Disclaimer: I don't own GW, or the idea for this story. I got the idea from my friend, Dani Yuy at Fanfiction.net, who gave me the OK for it.

A/N: Okay, this fic is totally separate from my other two fics. But that shouldn't stop you from reading it, or the other two for that matter. I promise, it's happier then it sounds.

~*Chapter 3: Admissions, Part II*~

(Quatre PoV)

Tears well up in my eyes as I run home. How could they do that to me? I shouldn't have come to school today... I can only see red as I run through the door.

"Quatre? Sweetheart, you're soaked! Come here- oh Allah! Katrina! Get the car! Hurry!" My sister, Suzumi, grabbed me as I tried to run off, streaks of blood running down my face. Oh Allah it hurts...

"Suzumi, I've got the keys. Get him to the car, here's a towel- wipe down his face." Katrina just graduated from college with a degree in medical sciences. She knows what to do.

"Right." I feel myself being picked up and moments later I feel the rain hit my face. Ya, it had started to rain while I ran home. The raining stops so I know were in the car. "Quatre, stay with us, okay? No sleeping just yet."

I just cry harder. I can barely understand what it is Katrina and Suzumi are saying to me. All I can hear is my conversation with my friends from earlier...

"Quatre! Quatre no, don't sleep!" That was the last thing I could hear before I lost consciousness.

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"Quatre? What are you doing on the floor?" I look up to see Trowa smiling at me. I can't help but smile back.

"Just sitting here."

"Well, come to bed with me, koiboto." Koiboto? Oh Allah, don't let this be a dream...

"Okay." He offers me his hand. I take it and he leads me to what I assume is our bed. He sits down and pulls me with him, wrapping his arms around me. I'd do anything to stay like this forever...

He pushes be back a little then cups my face in one of his hands. He pulls me forward and places a gentle kiss on my lips. The kiss quickly changed from sweet and innocent to deep and passionate. I couldn't help the moan that vibrated through my chest. Trowa moved his hands and placed them both on my upper legs, right below my ass, and pushed me upward. That caused our growing erections to rub against one another and both of us moaned loudly, breaking our kiss.

"Oh god, Quatre... I love you." I hear Trowa moan into my ear as we continue to rub against one another.

"I l-love you too." I couldn't help but stutter as he sucked on my neck.

"Quatre..." Suddenly the room disappears, and my Trowa isn't talking. "Quatre, are you alright?"

I groan, realizing what was going on. I was dreaming and someone was trying to wake me. Damnit... I slowly opened my eyes and I blinked a few times to help my eyes refocus.

"Hey there, are you okay?" It was Kimi, another one of my sisters.

"Ya, why wouldn't I be?" I asked, already knowing the answer.

"You were moaning in your sleep. I thought you may have been in pain, or having a dream about you getting married to that Dorothy girl. But I see those weren't moans of pain or anguish." She giggled as she finished.

I put my pillow over my face. "Shut up Kimi!"

"So, who was the dream about? That little Asian friend of your, Wufei? Or was it the tall lanky one? He is pretty cute..." I removed the pillow from my face so I could see where she was. I smacked her in the arm then returned the pillow to my face.

"Come baby bro, you can tell me." I almost regret telling her at times... I told all my sisters when I first realized it and they were actually really accepting of it.

"Why do you ask when you already know?" I said with a groan.

"Ooo! So it was Trowa!"

"KIMI!" Is it possible to die of embarrassment?

"Alright, alright! Calm down..." She placed her hand on mine. "Mind telling me what you were crying about?"

"Ya, but I'll tell you anyway. The guys know I like Trowa, and they tried to get me to tell him. I can't tell Kimi! The rejection will kill me!"

"No, the rejection won't. You could make it through that. I know you could. The emotional pain though would bring you to tears and that's what would kill you." She gripped my hand tighter.

There was a knock at the door. "Come in."

It was my eldest sister, Elaine. There were a few people standing behind her, but I couldn't tell whom. "How you doing Quatre?"

"Fine, I just woke up a few minutes ago."

Kimi giggled. "She was dreaming about you-know-who again. I had to wake him up for fear he was in pain!"

"Shut up Kimi!" I bury my face deep into my pillow. There's no way this could get any more embarrassing...

"Well, well. Mind tell us who this mysterious person is, Q-man?" I spoke too soon...

"As a matter of fact, yes I do Duo." I didn't even need to move my pillow to know who it was.

"Aw, come on Quat! I'll tell you who starred in my last one if you tell me!"

I moved my pillow and looked at the doorway. There stood my four best friends, grinning like the idiots they are most of the time. "You first Duo, and if anyone else wants to know, they've gotta do what Duo is. Kimi, Elaine the two of you-"

"Way ahead of ya little bro." Kimi was already at the door and was leading a protesting Elaine with her.

"You three, out unless your gonna tell me." Trowa stepped outside the room, and Heero almost did but decide to make Trowa stay out there alone.

"Alright, so who?"

"I told you Duo, you first. The Heero and then lastly Wufei." I said with an evil grin.

"Okay, you know I'm not shy about this kinda stuff. It was starring yours truly, Heero and Wufei."

Wufei coughed violently. "M-me?!"

"Yep, Wu-Wu, you and Heero and me!"

"Same here." Heero admitted. "Damn good dream too, might I add."

"Let me guess, you two Wufei?" I asked. He just nodded, turning a shade of red I've never seen before.

"Allah, you three are so dense..." I muttered with a sigh.

"Hey, what's that suppose to mean?" Heero asked, further proving my point.

I pointed to Heero, sick of the three of them giving each other the runaround. "Heero, you care for both Wufei and Duo." I pointed to Duo next. "You love Heero but have quite the thing for Wufei, too." Lastly I pointed Wufei, who had more emotions running across his face then I knew existed. "You love them both, but have been afraid of saying anything because you think it'll ruin their relationship."

All three of them looked like fish out of water. It would have been- no, wait. What am I talking about? It *was* funny. I couldn't help but crack up at them.

"I guess the three of us need to talk..." Wufei whispered.

"Ya, I guess so..." Heero agreed.

"What's there to talk about? I want both of you, and I'm gonna have ya." Duo said, taking Kimi's previous seat next to me.

"What?" Came the well-bread response from my two Asian friends.

"I said, I want ya both. I care about the both of you and you can even ask Heero, there's more then enough of me to go around." Duo shot off with a grin. "Is that alright with you two? I mean, us being a threesome..."

Wufei look more happy then I'd seen him sense his girlfriend, Meiran, died (she was killed by Treize, though he was never convicted- no gun as proof). "I-I think I would like that."

Heero looked shocked. "You would?"

"So long as your willing to share Duo, and yourself, with me."

"Hell ya he's willing to share!" Duo hopped up, still grinning and glomped both Wufei and Heero. I don't think I've ever laughed that hard.

"Well, I'm happy to see this little arrangement's going to work out." I sighed happily. If I couldn't be happy, then I at least wanted to see my friends that way.

Heero looked over at the table where some of my medications were. He picked up a bottle and took a good look at it. "Quatre, what is this?"

I took the bottle from him, and the second I read the label, I dropped it. "It's, its nothing Heero..."

Wufei picked it up, seeing as Duo was at the door getting Trowa. It seemed they'd forgotten about my dream... "Ya, if nothing translates out to mean 'Zoloft'."

Damnit! This is why I have a journal! So I don't have to tell them these things! "Well, it does."

"You're on perky pills, Quat? Man, those things suck..." Duo announced before he could stop himself. Wow, that one came out of left field. Who would have guessed the two most energetic, happy people were on antidepressants?

"Well, it seems we need to have a guys night. There are quite a few things were harboring from each other." Trowa said, deciding not to comment on what Duo said.

"It seems your right, as usual, brother dear..." Heero said sarcastically, but we all knew that he agreed.

"Whose place?" I asked.

"Mine, Zechs and Noin will be nice enough to leave us be. Hell, they'll even buy us beer if I ask real nice." Duo said with a small laugh. Zechs was Milliardo Peacecraft, Relena's brother. We all call him Zechs though. (He's thinking about legally changing his name) Noin is short Lucrezia Noin, who is Zechs' wife. They adopted Duo when he was about ten.

"Quatre, why are you on antidepressiants?" Trowa asked. I was happy he cared enough to ask, but I really couldn't tell him the whole truth.

"They help me to avoid crying. That and I'm not exactly as happy as everyone thinks... I mean, it's hard to see you all so happy. But if I can't be so, I want you guys to be."

"You know what? We seem to keep having conversations like this when you're in the hospital Quatre..." Wufei deadpanned.

Heero snorted. "Baka..."

"Well, my two gorgeous koiboto, lets go." Duo hooked his arms in Heero and Wufei's thus leading them from the room. "Bye you two!"

"Koiboto? All three of them?" Trowa asked rhetorically.

"Yep, I got 'em together just a few minutes ago." Allah, my arm itched. Stupid IV...

"Catherine keeps telling me I should get myself a nice little girlfriend... I just laughed. When she asked me why, I told her I didn't want a girlfriend. She didn't get it though. I doubt she will until I actually say it."

I looked at him wide-eyed. There's no way... Did Trowa just admit to being gay?