Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ The Hurting Arc ❯ Duo, No! ( Chapter 3 )

Rating: NC-17 for Yaoi lemon

Quatre's POV

I was running in the grass between my house and Heero's/ Duo's dorm. Slowing down to cross and walk up the sidewalk to their door. As I was about to walk onto the walkway, Duo flew past. Chasing him, I fell behind, then watching Duo as he ran into Wufei. I mean literally, ran into him and then bounced off. He hit the ground, butt first and then fell back and hit his head. Wufei kneeled next to Duo's head, lifting it, he checked if Duo was bleeding. He moaned as I moved closer.

"I wasn't good enough." Duo said, then he passed out. Wufei and I glanced at each other, and silently agreed. He lifted Duo into his arms, taking him back to his room. I turned and went back to Heero. I wasn't his best friend, but I saw how he had opened up to Duo, over the last couple of months. I could feel the love emanating from the room, when it was just the three of us. The way Heero watched Duo, when he thought nobody was watching him, told it all. I wanted ask Heero what Duo meant.

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Heero's POV

I lifted my head looking at the door.

"Don't go." I said as I took a deep breath then the song started in my head. The one Duo flung out at his exit and it was Duo's voice, in my head.

// Sometimes I, need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I, (screamed) need you to stay away from me //

Closing my eyes I felt a tentative knock at the door. Opening it wide, quickly, expecting Duo. Duo never backed down. Looking for his lover he was shocked to see Quatre.

"The meetings canceled." I said as I was about to close the door on Quatre. Quatre spoke up.

"Duo is with Wufei, he was knocked out."

"Oh god, I have to go to him." I said as I tried to walk out.

"Duo said something strange before he passed out. Can you explain it, before we go over there?" Quatre said as I turned to get my first aid kit. Looking back around I saw grief in Quatre face. Turning for the door I walked out into the hall, waited for Quatre to follow. Locking our door and taking the stairs down gave me some time to think of what to say to Quatre.

"I don't know what to say, Quatre, I came in here and found him packing. We had words and he stormed out of here. I don't even know what the fight was about. He said I lied to him and how could I do that to him. I haven't done anything." I explained as tears came into my eyes. I moved faster so Quatre couldn't see the tears in welling. Then Duo's voice mocked me, it whispered.

// Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go //

"Lets go see how Duo is." Quatre said before I could turn around and go back. He seemed to sense my indecision.

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"If he doesn't stop, we are going to have to restrain him." Wufei said as we walked in and saw Duo moaning and thrashing. We couldn't go to the hospital because fingerprints would identify us. I walked over to the bed, placing the aid kit on the bedside table. I sat on the edge and slowly felt for the growing lump. Duo moaned, 'Heero?'

"Yes, Duo, it's me." I whispered after leaning closer. I opened his eyes to check his pupils. They seemed to be fine. Duo started thrashing around again.

"Don't leave me Heero, please. I need you." Duo moaned.

"I'm here, Hellcat, I won't leave." As I said this, he rubbed his face in my hand. He calmed down after that.

"I think, he will be ok in a day or so. If he gut's some sleep, I think he'll survive. I'm splitting." I said, as I turned to get up and go back to our room. Duo's arms snaked out and grabbed me around the waist, I stared at the floor in shock and fear. What was I going to do? Then my best friend, before Duo and I got together, saved me.

"I think you should stay here tonight. He is calmer since you got here and I don't want to gag him or restrain him. I'll go stay at your place, tonight. Do you need your laptop or anything?" I responded with a shake of my head as the two other pilots left. After the lock clicked I decided that the only way Duo would stay clam was to get into the bed with him.

I moved Duo's arms as I removed his uniform shirt. Laying him on his back I removed his shoes, socks, and pants. I quickly stripped down to my shorts and crawled into bed with him. I laid on my back like I normally did and Duo moved into his normal spot. He moved his head under my chin and laid his ear over my chest. Sliding his hand over my nipple I felt myself go hard. His leg slid into position, brushing the hairs of my legs with his. Moaning from the contact. I was so confused and so in love.

// Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay //

I fell asleep with those lines running through my head.

"Please tell me you are not naked under my blanket." Wufei had gotten in without me waking and I jumped, startling Duo who rolled over and snuggled his but up against my hip. I sat up and slid my left leg up to hide my morning hard-on. Flipping the pooling blanket over to show my shorts at my right hip.

"Ok well then, I forgot your keys, so Quatre let me stay with him, last night. I'm going to class today, you staying with Duo?" he said as he walked out with clean clothes. A few minutes later he came back dressed from going from his brush. I told him I would be back, I was going to make a trip to the bathroom before he left. Coming back from the bathroom, I walked in finding Wufei holding Duo down.

"What happened?" I asked sitting on the edge of the bed by Duo's hips. I laid my hand on his chest to hold him down and he moaned, 'I love you, Heero," and slid his hand over mine on his chest. He settled down in his sleep again and Wufei moved away towards the window. I closed my eyes. I had never heard that from him when he was awake and not in the heat of passion. Thank God, Wufei was so much like myself. If he was uncomfortable with what someone said, he ignored that and went on like it was never said.

"I'll check in at lunch, do you need anything before then?" Wufei said as he pulled his hair back and put the holder in it.

"No, but could you fish out my keys and bring me some clean clothes? I would appreciate some food, too, if you can get me some?" I said trying to show my friend how much I appreciated him, with my eyes, for all that we had dumped onto him.

"Fine, I'll be back at lunch. With some clothes and lunch. There is some juice and stuff in the mini-fridge. I'll see you later, if anything changes page us. See if you can get some liquids in him today I don't want him getting dehydrated" I just sat there, as he closed and locked the door, Duo had curled around my butt and was rubbing his cheek in my lap like the cat he was, I felt him pressed against my butt. He had started moving while Wufei and I were talking and started with the head thing right before Wufei left the room. I grabbed an apple off the top of the fridge. Biting into it, I looked down at the unconscious cat nuzzling my hard-on. It brought back bittersweet memories, all my love and grief over him. I really hope we could work things out. I finished my apple and grabbed a bottle of water to was it down, ignoring what Duo was doing to my body. After finishing most of the bottle I remembered what Wufei said.

"Duo I want you to drink some of this." I lifted my head off my lap and held the bottle to his lips. Eyes closed, he parted his lips. Remembering the last time I saw this look on his face, I had a hard time concentrating on my task. He swallowed the small amounts of water I placed in his mouth. He finished the water and I laid his head back onto the bed.

I placed the bottle on the table and crawled back under the covers. Duo curled up next to me and his hand started to wander. I was not quick enough to grab his hand and he had his hand clasped around me. His lips started nuzzling my chest, when he found my nipple, my back bowed off the bed and I gasped. Alternating between sucking and licking he had me coming all over the blanket, his hand, and my shorts, not to mention half-way up my chest. Gasping for breath I looked down at my Duo and saw a smile form slowly on his lips. I got my breath under control and said sternly.

"DUO? Are you awake? Come on Duo, you better not be awake?" I said as I shook his exposed shoulder with my right hand. "Duo is some sort of game? Have you been awake all this morning?" He moaned at my shaking and rolled over. Sighing, I grabbed some tissues and tried to clean-up most of the mess. I curled up against Duo's back and fell asleep, escaping his accusations.

// Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with youJust give me myself back and
Don't stay //

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I woke at the moan. Waking slowly I felt Duo moving his muscular butt in my lap. Moaning, I realized where my hand was, sandwiched between that, oh so familiar, flat stomach and Duo's hand, sliding down under his shorts. Attempting to jerk my hand away, caused Duo to moan, grip my hand and roll his hips. Clenching my teeth, I moved my hand slowly to Duo's hip. Duo grabbed my hand and wrapped my fingers around his turgid shaft. He moaned and arched his back and pushed into my lap harder, slipping my cock between his full cheeks. The two layers of material were the only thing keeping me from completing our morning tradition. Thrusting into my hand, sliding my hand up and down his thrusting shaft.

"Please, Heero, pleeeeeease, I want you. Inside me." He moaned. I eased my hips back, trying to get myself away from Duo's ass. I already felt like I was molesting Duo in his unconscious state. Thrusting back to find me placed my hand on the head of his weeping shaft. Moaning between the contact of my palm and his butt finding me, he cried out louder.

"Please, Heero, I need you now!" Reaching behind him, Duo yanked my shorts down so fast I was gasping. He grabbed my cock and led the tip to the loose leg of his shorts. Gripping me as I tried to slide out of his fist, made me gasp, then he used the liquid at the tip to lubricate himself. Then in one quick push down on his hips I was in. My eyes rolled back in pleasure, Duo and never been this forceful. Moving his hand to my lower back he pushed and I thrust home.

"Oh, God, Duooooo." I said as I leaned forward to kiss and bite his shoulder. Remembering, my hand, gripped around him, I timed my thrusts with my hand, knowing what made him go wild.

"YES, Heero, oh yes. Please. ARRRGGGG, OH HEEROOOO, YEEEESSSS." He screamed as he came in his shorts. His screams, always excited me, sent me over the edge. Panting together, cuddling, and finally he went slack in my arms.

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I slipped out of the bed and threw my clothes on. Going back to Duo, I pulled the blanket back, mopping up what mess I could and tucked the blanket firmly around Duo.

"Oh god, Duo." I sat at the foot of the bed, Duo's feet touching my hip, with my head in hands, until Wufei got back. I was leaving as soon as someone, anyone walked in that door. I could handle my hatred of my enemies, but my own self-loathing, letting myself molest my hellcat, I hated myself beyond anything I had been prepared for. I hated myself more than I did my enemies. I know, I don't deserve anyone's love, especially Duo's. The rattle at the door made me realize that Wufei was back.

"Any changes? Did he wake up, yet?" Wufei asked me as he walked in. I looked up. He took one look at me and stopped.

"What happened?" I shook my head and looked down at the floor. He walked over to the ringing phone, I hadn't even heard it when I was looking at Wufei's dress shoes.

"Yes? Yeah. Quatre, I think you should come over, I think something is wrong with Heero. Ok, I'll be here." The last part was whispered, I didn't care. I sat there until there was a knock at the door. I had glimpsed Wufei's shoes a few times. He opened the door and stood talking to Quatre at the door, then it closed. One pair of smaller shoes stepped into my sight.

"Heero, talk to me, Heero. What happened today? Why do I feel that you are hurting more than yesterday?" Quatre said, as I looked up at him.

"I'm leaving, Quatre. I can't be here any longer."

"Why, what happened today." Quatre asked again, as he sat on the bed with me. I jumped up and walked to the window. Looking out, I saw kids running to class. Closing my eyes.

"I can't stop myself from loving him. I have no strength to fight against Duo, even unconscious, he has that over me." I said to Quatre. Startled, I felt arms come about my waist in a hug, his head buried between my shoulder blade. I sighed, and surprising myself, I hugged the arms back. Being with Duo had changed me, I needed to be touched and comforted, when shit went down. Just then, Duo started moaning my name, again. Quatre let me go and I went to the bed.

"I'm here Duo."

"Why, why did you do this? It hurts so bad. Don't leave me. Don't hurt me this way. I love you." Duo said over and over, until I touched his arm. He quieted down at my touch.

// Sometimes I, feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I, just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone //

Quatre and I sat quietly when Duo started again.

"I Hate you Heero Yuy! I hate everything you stand for. You, good for nothing, selfish, bastard. You hurt me more than I can ever forgive. I hate you. You are worse than that bitch." Duo screamed as he grabbed my wrist. I closed my eyes in pain, tears seeping out. Quatre touched my arm. I cried silently until Duo let my arm go.

//Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay//

"Why don't you go back to my house. I'll stay near Duo, and we can talk when Wufei gets back. I'll contact you if anything changes. I nodded as I gathered my things and walked out. I went back to our room to clean up and check if anything had happened. Numb. A blessed release from the pain.

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I was numb for what seemed like days. Those hurtful words, repeating over and over. Then the call came in. We were back in battle. A mission. I fought like I was on autopilot.

// I don't need you anymore,

I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day

of you wasting me away //

Then I saw my chance. Oz had a Gundam. The pilot and I went at it. Venting all the hatred I had at that unknown pilot. I WAS GOING TO KILL HIM.

// I don't need you anymore,

I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day

of you wasting me away
With no apologies //

Then the woman's voice said that they were going to destroy the colonies if we didn't surrender. Defeated, I only knew one way to end this pain.

// Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay //

I hit the self destruct, I Heero Yuy, was going to be released from my pain

// Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Don't stay
Don't stay //

Song Lyrics from: Don't Stay buy Linkin' Park