InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Sorrow Filled Love ❯ Tears Shed, Kisses Shared ( Chapter 12 )

A/N: Hey guys I'm really bored right now and Inuyasha isn't coming on tonight so I decided to write another chapter to this fic. I'm glad you liked my last chapter. I know I went a little fast but this chapter will be better I promise. Enjoy!

 

Disclaimer: I don't and sadly never will own Inuyasha. `Sigh' this is so depressing!

 

Warning: Not much warning except I think I am going to add some lime at the end of the chapter.

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Chapter 12: Tears Shed, Kisses Shared (Revised)

 

 

 

Sango crawled to Inuyasha and kneeled next to his unconscious body, inspecting the bleeding wound in his chest.

`I did this to him…I…I…with my own hands.'

Sango stared down at her bloodstained hands and felt her vision begin to get blurry. She wiped the tears from her eyes with her sleeve and bent over Inuyasha, pushing her emotions away.

`I need to concentrate on getting this wound cleaned and stop the bleeding.'

She looked around for anything she could use as a wrap, but all she saw was the beads she had thrown on the grass earlier.

She sighed and ripped two big pieces of cloth from her slayer suit and started to undo Inuyasha kimono with trembling hands.

`Why am I so shaky…'

Sango shook her head and put all her concentration into Inuyasha's wound.

For the next half hour Sango cleaned and wrapped Inuyasha's wound and when she was finished she stood up and let out a silent whistle.

A minute later a ball of fire was seen speeding across the sky heading towards the clearing where Sango stood, waiting. When the ball of fire came closer, Sango recognized her faithful companion and sank to her knees, relief evident in her brown eyes.

When Kirara landed she trotted over to Sango and nudged her gently with her muzzle.

“Hi to you too. I need a favor from you…would you mind taking Inuyasha back to camp?” Sango asked her hand smoothing over the soft fur on Kirara's head.

Kirara let out a soft growl and nodded her head. Sango smiled, and getting to her feet, she walked over to Inuyasha. She got him to his feet and, with Kirara's help, got him onto her back.

After she made sure Inuyasha was secure, she quickly took a small twig and dipped it into the drying blood on the grass. With shaking hands she quickly wrote something on a thin piece of cloth and folded it up, once it was dry. She then went over the Kirara and kneeled next to her.

“Please give Kagome this note so she won't worry and make sure they take care of Inuyasha, I'll be back at sunrise.” She said, as Kirara grabbed the cloth from her hand and turned to leave.

Sango stood back up and waved her friend goodbye. She watched Kirara's accent into the air and kept watching until all she could see was a glittering golden speck it the sky.

Once she made sure Kirara was gone for good, Sango turned and caught sight of her bloody Katana. She went over to it and slowly picked it up, inspecting it carefully.

`Why can't I remember stabbing him… the last thing I remember is feeling his arms around me and then I black out and wake up with my hands are drenched in his blood'

Sango turned and walked into the woods, her hand gripping the Katana.

`How can I not remember…I hurt him and I don't know why…why can't I ever be happy…first my family, then my village, and now this…Inuyasha'

“Inuyasha…”

Sango stopped and blinked in confusion when she saw that she had walked to small streaming river. Shaking her head she walked to the edge of the river and dipped her sword into the ice-cold water.

“It's freezing…” Sango mumbled as she scrubbed the dried blood off her sword and her hands.

Once she was finished she stood, and sheathing her sword, she climbed into a nearby tree.

Once she got settled into one of the higher branches of the white oak, her eyes strayed to the shining moon and the twinkling stars of the night. Her thoughts kept running through all that had happened in the past couple of months.

“Why can't I remember? Maybe I was possessed and that's why I don't remember…but that can't happen theirs no demon that can do that…unless Naraku…no, that's not possible he has nothing to gain, he's already taken my little brother, I have nothing left to lose.”

Sango kept thinking over different reason's why any demon would posses her and when she didn't come up with anything she threw that idea away. The rest of the night was spent sitting in the tree and staring up at the stars, thinking over things of the past, the things that are happening now, and things she wished to pass.

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“Sango…. Sango wake up.”

She heard a soft voice whisper in her ear. She felt warm and comfortable and she didn't feel like waking up to the cruel world. But his voice kept insisting she wake up, and after a while it started to grate on her nerves.

Finally she started to open her eyes and was surprised to find it was still very dark out. She looked around at her surroundings and saw the glistening river still below her, and she was still sitting in the branches of a beautiful white oak tree.

“Sango come to me please…don't leave me again…”

Sango looked around in confusion when she didn't see the person that the voice belonged to.

`Where is that voice coming from…it sounds so familiar.'

“Sango…”

Her name echoed in the quiet of the night. Sango jumped from the tree and was surprised to see someone standing in the shadows, his back turned to her.

“Who are you…what do you want, how do you know my name?” She called out.

The figure turned his head slightly and then he walked into the shadowy forest.

“Follow me… I have something to show you.”

Was all he said before disappearing into the shadows.

Sango hesitated but her curiosity got the best of her and she ran after him, not wanting to loose him and the shadows.

When she finally caught up to him he had stopped in front of an opening to a cave. When her heard her come up behind him he moved forward into the cave. Sango looked around and bit her lip.

`Should I go in? Is this a trap?'

Against her better judgment she slowly followed the guy into the cave. Once inside she was engulfed up by inky blackness. She started to panic when she couldn't see anything, but then she turned her head and saw a silvery light coming from further inside the cave and she followed it. She followed the light until she stepped into a giant lighted room in the cave. She looked up and saw a large hole in the ceiling where the moon's light shown in lighting the room with a silver glow. There was grass covering the ground and a hot water spring in the far left corner.

`Its so… beautiful.'

Her glittering eyes swept the room again not believing what she saw, until her eyes fell on the familiar figure in the middle of the room.

Sango's eyes widened in shock as she saw him standing their; his golden eyes staring at her in admiration and desire, his long silver strands alive with the moon's glow.

“Inuyasha?”

Inuyasha's golden gaze swept over her and then he turned and walked to the steaming water of the hot spring.

“Come join me Sango.”

Sango tilted her head to the side in confusion, and then she followed him over to the spring. She hesitated taking off her clothes but he turned his back to her, understanding her hesitation. Once undressed she slowly climbed into the water until the soothing hot liquid was up to her chin.

Sensing she was finished, Inuyasha turned back around and gazed down at her blushing face.

“Inuyasha what is this…why aren't you hurt…I thought you would still be healing, but I don't see any wound.”

Inuyasha swiftly moved to her and pressed her against the edge of the spring, cutting off her sentence.

“Please lets not talk about those things, I just want to be…”

He hesitated and then slid his arms around her bare waist and pulled her close to him.

“ I just want to be like this with you…just you and me and nothing else between us.” He finished resting his chin on the top of her head.

Sango immediately stiffened when he pulled her naked body against his and she felt his strong hard body pressed up against hers.

“Sango would you be my mate if Naraku was dead?” Inuyasha asked suddenly.

Sango pulled back in shock and then she lowered her gaze to the water between them, and blushed when she saw his naked flesh. She quickly looked to the side and pretended to think his question through.

“Ummm…I don't really know…I mean I already told you what I…”

“No what if Naraku didn't exist what if we could go to another world where we didn't have these worries.”

Sango looked up at him, curiosity and confusion shining in her eyes.

“Never mind.” Inuyasha said letting a sigh escape his slightly parted lips, and pulling Sango close again.

He turned his head and kissed her neck and then slid his hand up her smooth back. He stopped when he felt his hands running over scar tissue and he pulled back in confusion.

“What's this?” he asked curiously.

“It's a wound my brother gave me the first time I fought him.” She whispered in a barely audible tone

“Please don't…please just let your mind go free, don't think of him or Naraku or anything but what I'm doing.”

Sango was about to answer but gasped when she felt Inuyasha rub against her.

She let all her tension leave her body and she melted into his touch. She gently slid her hesitant fingers up and down his back, over his strong shoulders and down his smooth chest.

“Your so…beautiful” She whispered in awe.

Inuyasha chuckled and then pressed his lips against hers. Sango closed her eyes and moved her lips against his, opening her mouth to his gentle prodding. Sango moved her tongue with his and slid her tongue over his fangs. Inuyasha let out a deep growl when Sango unconsciously began to rub against him and he grabbed her waists stopping her movement. Sango pulled back in surprise but quickly relaxed when she saw the look in his eyes. Inuyasha moved his mouth to her ear and gently nibbled on her lobe. Sango's eyes closed in pleasure and she leaned against the wall behind her bringing Inuyasha closer.

Inuyasha let go of her ear.

“I love you… and I always will no matter what… you will always be my mate, now and forever.” Inuyasha whispered into her ear.

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Sango's eyes snapped open and she quickly sat up. She looked around at her surroundings and noticed she was still in the tree she had been in the night before and the light of the sun was beginning to light up the forest.

She sighed in disappointment when she realized it was a dream.

“It's to good to be true I guess,” She mumbled to herself and then jumped from the tree.

“Well I guess I better get back and see how Inuyasha's doing…we need to get down to the bottom of this.”

Sango started to walk into the forest, her hand grabbing katana's hilt in a death grip.

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A couple of miles away Inuyasha too sat up abruptly looking around him.

“A dream…only a dream.” He said sighing and lying back down, his golden eyes staring up at the ceiling, seeing Sango's smiling face.

Inuyasha sighed again and closed his eyes.

 

 

Thanks to my reviewers:

 

Shinna: lol I know totally unlike Keade right… well she did do it to him with the whole sit command thing so I didn't feel so bad doing this, at least he isn't being slammed into the dirt face first.

 

Alex: Oh so your in marching band too! Cool a fellow band person. Well I'm glad you like this fic and I hope you like this chapter also.

 

Sarah: Yea I kind of felt bad writing it out cause I mean I had to be a big deal if she went through that pain everyday for 3 months right? Well thanks for reviewing and I hope I don't disappoint.

 

Sourstarburst4: Wow another band person well good luck on any competitions your doing. Also thanks for reviewing and yea Inuyasha definitely gets pissy lol.

 

Shamansun: Thanks for the review and I'm glad you liked chapter 10.

 

SangoXKirara: Wow I'm flattered! I'm so glad you think so highly of me *blushes* I promise ill keep on updating as fast I can I hope you keep on reading.

 

Looser-ville: lol that's what I always ask when I'm left on a cliffy! But thanks for the review, and I'm glad you like it.

 

Sourstarburst4: Okay this is response for your review on the 11th chapter and yes you guessed right it does have something to do with that and the fact that she let it sit for so long without it healing and something about what's happening to her inside. Keep on reading plz! Thanks for both of the reviews.

 

 

 

A/N: Okay thanks for all of the reviews! This chapter was kind of hard for me to write because I kind of felt like I was repeating myself or something I just don't think this was one of my best chapters but I guess I'll have to wait and see what you guys think about it. I'll try to update next weekend or sometime this week since there is no more marching band `sniffles' kind of sad…. Oh well. See ya!

Sapphire

 

Next chapter:

Sango shows up at the camp and gets bombarded by questions, but when she confronts Inuyasha she is met by the cold shoulder…can you believe that and it wasn't even her fault what is Inuyasha thinking.