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Addiction

Chapter8 Broken mirrors

I'm sorry for keeping you on hold for a while but my Internet provider seemes to hate me, so I had to change it. Forgive me! Pleeeeeease?

`What was I thinking?I am the Lord of the Western Lands, the most feared tayoyoukai ever, and now I decide to kiss a human, a miko nontheless. `

But even now as he thought about her, about the look in her eyes about the addicting sweetness of her lips, he couldn't help but wonder what would have happened would he have stayed. They would have kissed, would have forgotten , would have only lived for that one moment, that one moment of something beyond passion, infatuation, or even love.

No, he was the tayoyoukai, feared, respected by all, love, infatuation, passion, he had never given in to them, and he would not start now.They were weaknesses.

Taking another bite of his breakfast, he almost choked when he heard her.

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Why had he left? Better yet why was she sad about it? When he had been there, had woken her, had brushed his lips over hers she had felt.....what?

It was like this feeling of utter lonelyness she always had, just disappeared, like peace ,calm had settled in her soul, teasing her with the knowledge she could feel this...this... complete when he was there, when he was hers.

Standing she made her way to her room and changed.

Why had he left? He was older, yes, but...it couldn't be that, it couldn't be that he considered her childish, naive or even ... just a game.

The mere thought made her angry and her hand was suddenly hitting the mirror breaking it into thousands of pieces.

"Aaahhh! Damn!" she screamed.

Her hand was bleeding badly, she just wanted to hit the wall not the idiot mirror.

Just then her door was mercylessly ripped open, and she forgot about the pain when she saw the person of her thoughts stand there , but passive like he always was but shocked.

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Walking towards her , he took her hand and led her to the bathroom, wouldn't want his carpet to get stained even more, now would he? She thought sarcasticly.

She looked at him curiously all the time he cleaned her wound. He was gentle to her, she realised, allthough the look in his eyes clearly stated how mad he was.

Strangely she didn't even feel the pain, it was all simply absent. Looking at her hand, to see if she really had been hurt, she thanked the Gods she hadn't

eaten, her food would now be somewhere else than her stomach. Blood was flowing and lot's of it at that... she felt like fainting while looking at it.

"Look somewhere else." A stern voice comanded, making it clear she had to obey.

After looking somewhere else, the shower to be exact, she felt how her wound started to sting a little bit, apparently it was bandaged.

After this Sesshoumaru slowly walked her into her room and made her sit on her bed, while he waited for her mind to sharpen again. But after it did so...

,,What were you trying to do, give the mirror a little kiss ?" Sesshoumaru suddenly asked her, anger dripping from his words.

Kagome looked up at him, with shock. This was happening a lot lately.But then her expression changed, out anger became pain. Her eyes lost their angry sparkle and eyed him, like dull blue diamonds.

will be Rin's nanny, but only because I do not want her to become like you. I truly pitty you. Now let me get changed and then we will leave for my house."

Looking at her with equally shocked eyes, he wanted to leave, and he was just about to turn the door knob, when he realised .

Turning around , he slowly made his way to her, kneeling before her.

Her head was turned away, letting him see only ebony

hair. Gently taking her chin between two of his fingers, he turned her so she was facing him.

Tears were streaming down her flushed cheeks, her lips were blood red, and her eyes were clouded by

transparent cristals.

Slowly he brushed away her tears, letting his fingers

caress the wet skin. Brushing her hair out of the

way he took her head in both hands making her look at him.

,, I'm sorry." he whispered ,,when I heard you and then saw you it just...made me angry, I didn't mean to yell. And I surely did not mean to say what I said."

Locking her eyes with his Kagome gulped. She saw remorse and concern, and he had just apologized something she knew he would never do, and yet she had said that...

Putting her hands over his she looked at him seriously.

,,I'm sorry too, I never meant to say what I have said." she whispered.

Sesshoumaru just smiled at her knowingly.

,,Yes you did, but what you have said is the truth in some part."

Slowly bending down he brushed his lips against

hers tenderly, making her tremble with anticipation for the moment, when he would place more than just chaste kisses on her lips.

Pulling her up, without breaking their sweet kiss, he

placed her arms on his shoulders and his around her waist.

,,Kagome, I hope you realise I don't apologize often, so don't push it." he told her seriusly after parting.

,, Sometimes I wonder where cures for assholytis can be found, do you think doctors or psychologists have them?" Kagome giggled.

,,I will first convince your mother, and then I will show you some manners , now run and say hi to Rin before we're leaving." he ordered.

,,Yes Sir." Kagome laughed.

` She will be the end of my days. But then again who cares what she is, as long as she is mine and mine she will be.`

Never once had he noticed that along with the mirror from this room, had also broken the mirror wall around his heart...