InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Addiction ❯ my love ( Chapter 12 )

Addiction

Chapter12 My love...

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My love... he had called her ' my love '.

And now he was holding her, giving her the feeling of being truly free, free of her past, free of this world, and yet she belonged to him.

She knew, she knew that he probably did not mean the words, but if lie, if truth, it did not matter, she was here, in his strong embrace, shielded of all the perrils in this world.

Closing her eyes she welcomed the feeling of blissfull sleep, only having one wish....that he'd be here when she would awake.

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My love ...when had he thought of saying those words? But yet again when had he ever considered becoming weak? When had he ever thought the ice mask he wore would fall apart?

Never...and yet he knew his words had never held more truth. She was his love.

He had no comprehension of love, but he knew he , knew that something so powerfull, that it bound him to her could be nothing else.

Attending to another matter though, killing her father? That was hilarious, no seriously , he had killed, and this girl was pure, nothing tainted her. There was no way she had killed.The question was, who did?

Glancing down at her sleeping form , he couldn't help but notice how truly tired she looked.

'She needs a brake. ' he thought, then smirked as another realization came to him .' So do I'.

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Bird chatter could be heard somewhere, somewhere a little far but yet very close. She felt the warm tingle of gentle caresses which were freely given to her by the morning sun.

Turning her body, thus shielding her still closed eyes, she felt something strong and comfy, snuggling deeper into it. Then though something amazing happened , the 'it' vibrated, probably this was the reaction to a amuzed chuckle which had escaped someone.

Someone? Not her. Certainly not her.

Well, if it wasn't her, then it had to be someone else.Slowly opening her eyes, still careful of the light around her.

Fully adjusting her eyes to the morning light, she was met with the image of a nice and broad chest, a very well-built chest. Her fuzzy mind registered that she rested her head on this chest, and she suddenly felt the urge to blush.

Looking down she saw one of her legs between two other legs. Two other long legs clad in black silk pants. Her legs though were

bare. Looking up at herself she noticed a bedgown of liliac color starting at her thighs, wrapping around her body perfectly, ending in two straps at her shoulders, but still having a nice clevage.

Then she looked up, and started as she saw the mirror image of perfection smiling at her.

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He had watched her intently since the moment he woke. He was curious what her reaction would be once she would realise they were no longer in the city, but somewhere in the country.

He watched with pure amusement as she woke up, hiding from the lighting rays of sun, which pierced through the large balcony windows.

She was acting like a child, and he smiled as he remembered how much she disliked being called that.

Then she turned around, snuggled deeper into him, making a shudder of posession run through him. She seemed to be looking at their interwined legs, and he could feel her blush.

Then she looked up, up at him, at his smiling face and he couldn't help but wonder who the fool was who created such beauty and then let her leave.

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,,Where are we?" she whispered to him.

,,My country-house." he responded casually.

,,Why?" she whispered again.

,,Because we both need a brake, and because this year's charity ball is held at a country residence."

,,Where's Rin?" Kagome asked again.

,,Home. She has school to attend to."

,,But I'm her..." Kagome tried tot sit up only to fall flat on Sesshoumaru's chest when one of her hands slipped.

,,Nanny and best friend. But for now, you are none."He told her quietly , one of his hands tracing soothing patterns on her back.

,,What am I then?" she asked with a tiny sad voice. She feared the answer.

She knew , knew what she was...a killer, a whore, a person nobody ...

,,You ask the wrong question." Sesshoumaru tells her quietly, his hand still roaming her back.

Gazing up at him, Kagome met his amber eyes, looking at her , like they always had.

It wasn't about her past. Her future.

It was about her. Only her.

,,Teach me the right one." she whispered to him, needing to be tought, tought how to live without tire and pain again.

,,Who am I." he answered, never once taking his eyes off her, she needed to know, needed to know because if not, she would brake.

,,Who am I?" she asked, her voice still small and unsure.

,,My love." he simply answered.

Tears filled her eyes as she realized it.

He did not love her because he had a reason, he loved her because he had none.

Rapidly throwing her hands around his neck she hugged him to her, feeling his strong arms embrace her.

Smiling she pulled up and gave his lips a chaste kiss, untangling herself from him.

He looked at her puzzled for a moment, but then he saw her run to the balcony doors pulling them apart, running outside, her laughter echoing through all the lands.

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Walking to his balcony he let yet another smile grace his lips. She was dancing, running, spinning , falling and all with a smile...

She was free, but yet she was his, only his.

Watching as she twirled in his gardens on more time before finaly coming running to him he couldn't help but regret he hadn't called her 'my love' before.

Afterall, she was his only love...