InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Be Careful What You Wish For... ❯ Never Letting Go ( Chapter 6 )

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~Chapter 6: Never letting Go~


As Kagome lie there in her bed, a horrible vision raced through her dreams. Kagome shot up with a start. “Inuyasha!” she whispered she jumped up out of her bed and raced out of her room. `Inuyasha, what is this feeling! Are you all right?' Kagome wondered. When she entered the kitchen she saw her mom and came to a halt.

“Why, hello Kagome, when did you get home?” Kagome's mother asked

“Hey mom. “ Kagome answered, half listening

“Kagome, what's the matter?”

“Ohh, nothing!!! Uhh, I gotta get going!!”

“Oh, ok dear, but please be safe.”

“I will, bye mom.”

She gave her mom a hug, and bolted out of the door. She sped towards the well and leapt in. `Please be alright' when she exited the well on the other side, the sky was splashed with orange, red, and purple. “Did I really sleep for that long, when I left here it was about four.” She said aloud as she headed for the village.

When she entered the hut, she saw Kaede, Miroku, Sango, and Shippo all sitting around a fire, eating some of the stew that Kaede just brewed up.

“Hey Kagome!” Shippo cheered

“Hey shippo, Sango, Miroku, Kaede. “ Kagome answered as she scanned the hut. She noticed someone was missing. “Ummm, where's Inuyasha?” Kagome questioned

“I don't know Kagome, wasn't he with you last?” Sango asked

“Oh yes that right…” `How could I have forgotten about the moment I had with him earlier this morning' “Well have you seen him at all since this morning?”

“I'm sorry Kagome, we haven't seen him at all.”

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“Usagi, what do you mean by him having no memory?” Kikyou asked

“As in when he awakens, you can give him new memories.” Usagi answered half-wittedly

With that, Usagi returned to the lake gate from which she came, she turned around and reminded Kikyou to avoid and strong blows to the head, for it would reverse the spell. She walked out on to the lake and gave Kikyou a wicked smile.

“I have to go now, the moon will be rising soon”

She sunk into the lake and returned to the sky. Kikyou watched as the Goddess departed and turned her attention back to Inuyasha who was now stirring in her arms.

“Inuyasha? Are you awake?” Kikyou asked

“Uggh. My head. Wha- who are you! And why are you holding me?!” Inuyasha demanded

Inuyasha scurried out of Kikyou's arms and quickly stood up. Kikyou stood up and began to approach him slowly.

“Inuyasha, its me, Kikyou, your love.”

“My-My LOVE!”

“Yes, we are together, don't you remember? You must have bumped your head harder than I thought.”

“No-no I don't. Do you remember my old life?”

“Yes, I can help you to remember everything.”

“You can? Please tell me everything…. Kikyou.”

Inuyasha walked over to Kikyou and looked her straight into eyes, he needed to know everything, if this woman could provide him that information, then he was willing to listen. `But something doesn't feel right, I feel as if there's someone else I should know, someone very close and special to me, but who! Dammit! WHY CANT I REMEMBER ANYTHING!!' Inuyasha wondered as Kikyou pulled him deeper into the forest.

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`Oh h! Where could he be!! I have to find him!' kagome got up with a start a walked out of the hut. She turned around, realizing that she forgot something. She reentered the hut, walked to the left corner, retrieved her bow and arrows, and exited the hut once more. Everyone just stared in question at her actions.

“What's wrong with Kagome?” Shippo asked

“She obviously worried about Inuyasha and has gone to look for him.” Sango answered

“Shouldn't we go after her?”

“No, let her handle this on her own” Kaede interrupted

“But she could be in grave danger.” Miroku butted in

“I know, but she can handle this on her own, she will be fine”

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Kagome was running into the forest, when she saw strange lights coming from deep within the forest. `Those are disconnected souls!'

“Inuyasha!! Where are you!!” Kagome yelled

`Where could he be! Please be alright!' she followed the lights until she came upon a clearing where she saw Inuyasha and Kikyou looking deep into each others eyes. `This is just like last time! It's not fair! He told me that he loved me and then I see him here with Kikyou again! Wait, something's not right… he seems …lost….'

Kagome watched Kikyou lie to him and Inuyasha believe every word of it. `What is wrong with him, he's just believing every little word she says!' she knew she had to stop it some how!!

“INUYASHA!!!” Kagome screamed

Kikyou looked up from where she was sitting and saw kagome with the same look on her face when she last caught them together.

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!!” Kikyou hollered back

Kagome was ruining her plans once more; she had to end this right here, right now.

Inuyasha looked and noticed the strangely dressed girl. She had a striking resemblance to Kikyou and looked very angry. He wondered why someone so beautiful, could be so angry. And how she knew his name.

“Do I know you?” Inuyasha asked

“What do you mean its me- Kagome! Kikyou what have you done to him!” Kagome hissed

“What do you mean? Now how about you run along, it was luck that you were revived before, next time you wont be so lucky… NOW LEAVE!!” Kikyou warned

Suddenly, Inuyasha felt the emptiness in him leave, the feeling that something or someone was missing from his life when the strange girl popped up. `Why does she seem so important to me!!'
 
Inuyasha just stared at Kikyou. He didn't understand what she could be talking about…it was luck that she was revived before? Was she talking about the strange girl? And who was she!!! He didn't get it! Why did she resemble this woman who claimed to be his love, and as soon as she showed up, filled the empty feeling within him. He had to know who she was…

“Uhhh…who are you, again and why do you resemble Kikyou?” Inuyasha demanded

“Huh? Are you talking to me? Inuyasha, what has gotten into you? You know who I am! Its me Kagome!!” Kagome hollered back

“No, I've never seen you before in my life!!”

“Uggghhhh!!! KIKYOU!! WHAT DID YOU DO!!!”

“What do you mean? I've done nothing but restore things to their proper order. But obviously, I didn't take care of everything, considering you're still alive.” Kikyou responded

“Your still stuck on this thing to get have him in you life again and live like you used to!! Its not gonna happen!! Your dead! You have return to the world of the dead you don't belong here your hurting more than helping!” Kagome hollered back

Inuyasha just stared at the two women fighting. He didn't fully understand what was going on, but he had an idea. One of these girls was lying and the other was telling the truth, but who…if he was gonna find out about his past then he may as well find someone who won't make up some dumb story.

“Everybody shut up!!!!!” Inuyasha screamed. Kikyou and Kagome stopped their arguing and just stared at the confused hanyou.

“Look, I want one of you to tell the truth. The stories aren't adding up. One of you is lying.” He accused

“Inuyasha, you have to believe me. We are lovers. Why would I ever lie to you?” Kikyou cooed.

“Look Inuyasha, I want you to believe what you think is right. I want you to be happy with whatever decision you make. I'll still be there for you. But please think about your decision!!! Haven't you noticed that Kikyou is DEAD!!!” Kagome replied.

`What do I do!!' Inuyasha wondered. All of a sudden there was a cold hand on his shoulder. He turned around and saw that it was Kikyou. She was sweetly smiling at him.

“Uhh..K-Kikyou, what are you doing?!” Inuyasha asked a little shocked. Her hand was like ice and it was giving him goose bumps.

“Inuyasha…” Kikyou whispered as she leaned in to kiss him. He tried to resist but eventually gave in. when he broke the kiss, he looked over and saw the hurt expression on Kagome's face. As if he had deeply betrayed her.

“Kikyou, why are you so cold? You are dead, aren't you?” Inuyasha asked

“Yes, I am dead. But I have been brought back so we can be together for all eternity.” Kikyou lovingly replied. Just then he walked over to Kagome and tried to touch her but she resisted.

“Kagome please…”

“Inuyasha…OSWARI!!!” Kagome yelled at the top of her lungs. She couldn't believe what she just saw. Even if he did lose his memory…

At the exact moment Inuyasha went slamming into the ground, Kikyou screamed “NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!”

Kagome stared at Kikyou, `why is she screaming like that…all I did was say osuwari…' Kagome wondered

“You bitch!! You've ruined everything!!! Why didn't you just stay dead!!! You are gonna pay for this! Just wait. I'm sick and tired of you interfering!!” Kikyou threatened

“What-I I don't understand…” Kagome said puzzled

But she was cut of by Kikyou's soul-catchers. They took hold of Kikyo and she disappeared into the sky.

Kagome turned her attention back to Inuyasha who lay unconscious on the ground. She walked over and sat down next to him.
“Inuyasha. Inuyasha?” she whispered as she gently shook him

“Uuggghhhh… wha- Kagome? What are you doing here?”

“Oh good your back!” she gave a tight hug that made them both blush

She helped him stand up and they began to walk back to the village while Kagome explained everything she could. She still didn't understand how he lost his memory in the first place.


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“Usagi!!!!” Kikyou yelled as she retuned to the lake after Kagome and Inuyasha left.

Suddenly the lake began to glisten brightly and the gate from the moon opened. Usagi walked out of the gate and approached Kikyou.

“You have called me once again…why?” Usagi questioned

“Your so called magic didn't even help me!! It just made matters worse!!”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean that the bitch Kagome has Inuyasha in her arms again!! I want her soul! Give it to me!”

“Calm down! Call me back when you have collected yourself and you can talk to me correctly!”

“Usagi wait! Please help me…”

“Alright, but I'm only doing this because you are a well known and respected Miko.
Take this, it is from the Moon. Mix it with some of the soil from the ground and blow it on her. Then you will have what you want.” And with that Usagi vanished into the night sky.
 
 
 

“I wonder what's taking Kagome so long?” Shippo asked hoping someone would go and search for her

“Yes it is taking her quite awhile to return and the sunset a long time ago…” Miroku agreed

Sango stood up and although she wasn't in her battle uniform, she grabbed her hirakotsu, and headed toward the door.

“I'm going to look for her, I've had a bed feeling all day, and I cant ignore it any longer.”

“Then I shall accompany you, for…uh…extra protection.” Miroku added flirtatiously

Sango rolled her eyes and they both left the hut headed into the last direction Kagome was headed.

“What do you think could have happened to her, I wonder if she found Inuyasha?” Sango asked

“I'm pretty sure Kagome's fine, she can handle her self, and if she found Inuyasha then we can be sure that she is safe.” Miroku responded

As Sango and Miroku were running into the forest, they happened to spot Kikyo and her soul-catchers fly overhead. They quickly sprinted into the direction Kikyou was coming from

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“So, your saying that Kikyou did something to make me lose my memory, and tried to fill it with lies so that id love her again….” Inuyasha, asked more to himself than to Kagome

“Yes that's exactly what I'm saying, but I don't know how she did it, and afterward she threatened to kill me.” Kagome answered shaking

“What are you afraid of I'm not gonna let anything happen to you! Not again, I can't lose you again.”

“I-Inuyasha…..”

Inuyasha pulled Kagome close to him and held her against his heart.

“I can't lose you again Kagome…”

He lifted her chin so that her look into her chocolate eyes.

`What's he doing…why is he looking at me like he's gonna-`

She was cut off by Inuyasha's lips, she was shocked at first, but eventually, fell into the bliss and kissed him back. Kagome pulled him closer to her, and he did the same.
They heard a rustle in the bushes and they stopped immediately, when they saw Sango and Miroku emerge from the brush.

“Uhhhh, hi guys!.” Kagome said nervously

“What are you guys doing here?!” Inuyasha asked angrily

“Uuuuhhh…. did we interrupt you two, if so we'll leave and let you finish” Sango said

“No were done, c'mon Kagome!” Inuyasha yelled embarrassedly

Kagome followed and Sango and Miroku looked extremely puzzled

“Did they just…” Sango asked

“Yes, I believe they did” Miroku answered shocked

They followed Inuyasha and Kagome back to the village.

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Kikyou looked at the small bag filled with dust from the moon as she walked through the forest.

“Inuyasha, why is it that the mere thought of you brings me so much joy, but so much pain. Seeing you along side with Kagome gives me extreme jealousy, even if she is my reincarnation, I will not let her have you…and even though I just as she has no place in this time, I will not let her have him.”

She stopped, leaned down and gripped the soil from beneath her. And put it into the bag. She then turned and headed toward her home village.

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“K agome! Kagome! Wake up.” Inuyasha whispered as he gently shook her.

Kagome groaned and turned over to her side.

“Kagome! Wake up!” he shook her a little harder this time.
Kagome opened her eyes slowly and saw Inuyasha hovering over her.

“C'mon get up, I wanna show you something.” He said as he lifted her to her feet and carried her over everyone who was sleeping and outside the hut. He took her to the first place they met, Goshinboku. He set her down at the base of the tree and sat next to her. Kagome was fully awake now.

“Inuyasha, why did you bring me here?” Kagome asked

“I wanted to tell you something…” Inuyasha responded nervously

“What do you have to tell me?”

Inuyasha turned to face her and began to kiss her again. This time Kagome wasn't so startled and immediately began to kiss him back. Inuyasha broke the kiss and looked deep into her eyes. He touched her face.

“Kagome, I…I love you.”

Kagome was shocked. She had been waiting for a long time for him to say it, and now that he had, she didn't know what to say, but she said the only thing she could.

“I love you too, Inuyasha.”

LEMON ALERT!!! If u don't like then skip on down to the clearing message!

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Kagome kissed him eagerly and slowly began to undress him. She gently moved from his lips and began to kiss his neck, and move down to his built chest. Inuyasha stopped her and began to remove her uniform. After he removed her shirt, he had this puzzled look on his face.

“What's wrong Inuyasha?” Kagome asked worried

“What's that?” Inuyasha asked pointing to her pink bra.

Kagome looked down and began to giggle,

“What's so funny!”

“Nothing, it's called a bra and its what women in my time wear.”

“Oh…so how do you take it off?”

Kagome removed the bra to expose her round breasts. Inuyasha began to blush, and slowly but gently rub them. She kissed him again and she could feel her whole body warming up. Inuyasha let his hand fall to the space between her legs and was greeted by a warm liquid. Kagome moaned as he began to rub her clit. Kagome decided to turn her attention to Inuyasha's pulsing member. She rubbed it in a back-and-forth motion that made him stop what he was doing to her and pay more attention to himself. He took her hand off of him and lay her on the grass on her back.

“Inuyasha, this is my first time…” Kagome said a little embarrassed

“Don't worry, its mine too.” Inuyasha said as he smiled at her.

Inuyasha spread Kagome's legs, and just when he was about to enter her-

“Inuyasha…I heard that it hurts…”

“Oh…well I promise not to hurt you too much, or at least not more than its supposed to ok?”

Kagome nodded her head, and Inuyasha kissed her to kinda distract her from him entering her. He slid in and broke her barrier. Kagome hissed from the pain and said that it hurts repeatedly.

“Do you want me to stop?”

Kagome shook her head no, and pulled him closer to her and gripped his hair.
A few minutes later, it didn't hurt her anymore and she began to moan and move with him. She begged him to go faster so he obeyed. He stood up on his knees and pulled her bottom up to him and began to thrust forcefully. Kagome called out his name and was begging him not to stop. She uprooted grass and held on to his sides for more control. Inuyasha began to growl from the feeling. Sweat was dripping from body as well as hers as he released his seed and on instinct, bit her on her neck. This shocked Kagome, but in a way felt good at the same time. They lay next to each other and watched the sun rise together in each other's arms.

“Inuyasha”

“Yeah…”

“I love you”

Before he could respond Kagome kissed him and proceeded to lie on his chest.

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END OF LEMON its safe now^_^



“Kagome, we need to head back.”

“Right, we don't want another search party going after us.”

They both laughed and put their clothing back on. Kagome stood up and dusted her clothes. Inuyasha did the same and they walked back to the village hand in hand.

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Kikyou slept by a lake that night and when she awoke she remembered her mission, and immediately set out to do it.

“I will finally get my soul back and be able to truly be alive once more.” Kikyou sang

She was walking slowly to her home for she had no need to rush, she'd put up a barrier like she did last time and blow this concoction on Kagome and boom she'd have her soul back. Kikyou laughed to herself for she knew nothing would make her plan go wrong this time.

“So, I see your still trying to kill that reincarnation of yours.”

“Who are you, show yourself!” Kikyou demanded

Just then, Sesshomaru emerged from behind a tree.

“Even though I myself cant stand that hanyou of a brother, he is my brother, and I have noticed that girl has grown on him…. not to mention that he had me bring her back to life so in a way, they both are in my debt.” Sesshomaru stated

“What are you trying to say?” Kikyou asked

“That you are not to kill her until her debt to me is paid, or I will kill you personally.”

With that said he just walked away and disappeared into the forest. Kikyou just looked extremely puzzled, but decided to ignore him and keep to her task.

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“He y they're back!” Shippo yelled

“Where have you two been? We all woke up and you were gone.” Sango asked worriedly

“We just went for a walk.” Kagome answered

Everyone looked down and noticed that they were holding hands. Then they all looked back up saw the bite mark on Kagome's neck. They each realized what happened, and decided at once not to question them anymore and just walk off.

Miroku walked by Inuyasha tapped him on the shoulder and winked.

“KAGOME!!!! Come out of there and face me!” Kikyou yelled

“Kikyou? What's she doing here?” Inuyasha wondered

Inuyasha and Kagome left the hut

“What do you want with Kagome!” Inuyasha demanded

“Yes what business do you have with her!” Miroku asked

“Business. Hahahahaha! I came here to kill her and retrieve MY SOUL!”

Kikyou then unleashed a blast of purified energy that blew Miroku and Inuyasha away.

“Kagome! Today you die!”

Just then a barrier went up and the battle begins!