InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Cursed ❯ Day Two Hundred - Night ( Chapter 12 )
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Chapter Twelve - Day Two Hundred
Night
Takana's eyes groggily rolled back and forth under closed lids. She was warm. She didn't know why but she felt a profound relief at the simple sensation of that warmth. She made a contented sleep sound and nestled her head snugly into the pillow she wasn't quite prepared to leave yet. Her mind was groggy, but it began to register something that didn't normally happen to her while she lay sleepily in bed. Her mind took its time, as the sensation was entirely pleasant and not at all threatening.
Slowly her mind let her know that the sensation was not just one but two distinct sensations. One on her belly and the other was on her neck. She bent her head into the sensation and was rewarded with another such sensation and this one far better than the last. Her mind registered slowly that the sensation on her belly was not a stationary one and was slowly moving up and down to areas quite near her breasts and very near the apex of her legs.
Her eyes began to move more quickly under the cover of her eyes as her mind and her consciousness began to try to discern the causes of such sensations. All at once, the two came to a consensus and her eyes snapped open just in time to release a soft gasp as a hand lightly tweaked one nipple and lips nibbled up near the lobe of her ear.
Sesshoumaru stilled the moment he heard her gasp. She was most definitely awake now and he had most definitely been caught in his ministrations. He had debated with himself the moment he awoke over an hour ago on whether or not he should extract himself from her side. The debate had not lasted long. Of course, he should extricate his person from hers, but just as quickly as that verdict came in he knew he would not follow the wisdom of it. Instead, he remained pressed against her, his arm draped over her side, spooning her. He was nearly positive that she had woken some time back but had immediately fallen back to sleep, much to his relief. He watched her sleep; the slow breaths she took and the way her chest would expand with each inhale.
She was beautiful. He had known for a long time that he had grown attracted to her but this was the first time that he fully allowed himself to believe it without forcing himself to immediately deny the thought. Of course, he had thought it before he regained his memory but this was the first time since regaining the knowledge of who he had been that he had allowed himself that particular pleasure. And a pleasure it was.
He may have always hated humans but; this was one thing he now envied them. He had never known such pleasure in simply holding someone. He wondered if it was something that all humans experienced or if only a select few were allowed this treasure. After quite some time of just being content to touch her passively, his mind eventually led to the inevitable.
This time he hadn't scoffed at himself for his more carnal thoughts of the woman. In fact, after some internal debate, he decided that he would even indulge in such thoughts. Despite how wrong it may be to take advantage of the creature while she slept, when would he ever have the opportunity to do such a thing again? At least, that was the only justification he could come up with at the time. Therefore, he had innocently, or so he thought he could keep it, began to lightly move his fingers in small unobtrusive circles on the flesh of her amazingly soft stomach.
After some heart pounding moments of that, he grew bolder and moved his mouth to the exposed part of her neck. He tasted her and damned is weak human body for not being able to truly find out what this female tasted like. Still, even with his decreased senses, he could tell she was as sweet as he had always thought she would be. He continued along this path for even longer still, until again, he grew bolder. His teeth began to graze her neck and his hand began to roam.
This all led to the moment in which he now found himself.
“Shin?” he heard a small, timid voice ask.
He had no idea what to say. A hundred profound responses flowed into his mind. Each one of them elegant and seductive but this was the one that made it out of his mouth.
“I wanted to touch you.” He squeezed his eyes shut at the ridiculous statement and simply stayed stock still waiting for her response.
Takana just lay there, now fully aware of her surroundings. She was lying in his bedding naked with an equally naked Shin pressed up against her back. One of his hands was currently cupping one of her breasts and his hot breath, which she assumed he must have now been holding as she no longer felt the hot puffs, against her neck.
The last thing she remembered before waking up in this rather awkward situation was trying to get back to the hut before she froze to death in the rain. She now assumed that she must not have made it back on her own power but why she was naked with him now was something she could not readily explain.
“Uh...why...” she stumbled, unsure of how to actually ask the question.
Sesshoumaru jumped to answer the question he knew she was trying to ask. “You almost died from the cold and the blankets weren't warming you up.”
“So you...”
“It worked,” he again interrupted, hoping to quell any other interpretation she may have.
“Oh,” was all she said in reply.
They lay there like that for several minutes: neither saying a word nor moving a muscle. For Sesshoumaru, he took this as something of a victory. She hadn't screamed at him to get away from her. She just stayed there. Again, he damned his human senses. If he had been his old youkai self, this situation would have been very simple to figure out. If she desired for him to continue, he would have been able to smell her desire. If she didn't want him, he would have been able to sense her fear but as it was now, he knew only that she had not pushed him away. It was a dicey situation at best.
He weighed his options. Continue and perhaps she would consent or she would deny his advances. He had never been much of a coward, not as a youkai and he was not about to be one as a human.
After what had seemed like an eternity to both, Sesshoumaru gave the nipple still in his grasp a soft, testing squeeze. He both felt and heard Takana's sharp intake of breath.
...
Again, she didn't say a word. She gave absolutely no indication as to her view on the current situation and Sesshoumaru again wondered how human males could live like this. The uncertainty was almost unbearable. No wonder they were most often unbalanced fools when he ran across them. He now actually somewhat sympathized with their plights.
Takana lay there absolutely stunned and completely torn as to what to do. She knew she should put an immediate stop to this, but she couldn't help the feelings that were running through her. He wanted to touch her. That meant he wanted her. It was a strange thing to feel wanted again after all this time of being alone. She didn't push him away because she was currently unwilling to let go of the feeling that she hadn't known she was so starved for. After all, what could it hurt? He just said that he wanted to touch her, and maybe that wouldn't be so bad. After all, what he was doing did feel good. She had never been touched like this before. He first time had been nothing but pain but this...
She gasped as he did it again, but this time his mouth boldly made its way back to her neck.
“Will you let me?” Sesshoumaru again held his breath. Though he could easily overpower this woman and take exactly what he wanted from her, there was no chance that he would allow himself to do such a thing. He knew her past and fully intended on fulfilling the promise he had secretly made to her, to find the youkai that had raped her and painfully dispatch him once he was given back his youkai self. He knew he was taking an awful risk, asking verbally for her consent when he was nearly sure he could have gained it through actions alone but he had to ask. The last that had touched her had not.
Another tense moment passed.
Takana, unable to say the word, nodded her consent as she tightly closed her eyes and bit her lower lip.
Sesshoumaru didn't press her and took what she offered. Though he was more anxious now as a human than he ever had been as a youkai, he kept his actions slow and tender. He had no desire to scare her and he had every desire to take her. If he moved too fast, he may loose the tentative permission she had given.
He stayed on her neck for quite some time as his hand sensually made its way from one breast to the other. His male pride soared when he was nearly positive that the quiet noises she made were that of the pleasured variety. After several minutes of light fondling, Sesshoumaru decided that he needed to know of her desire for sure. Slowly and with as much finesse as he could muster in his increasingly aroused frame of mind, his hand that was now intimately familiar with both her breasts, made its way down to the apex of her legs.
He felt her reflexively squeeze them together and contented himself with gently massaging the muscles of her thighs, while he continued to lavish her neck with as erotic of actions as he could muster. After a couple minutes, she relaxed enough to allow his hand between them. When his fingers met with the universal wetness of any female that is aroused enough to ease the act of coupling, he nearly cried out in triumph and joy. His ego swelled and he took his newfound courage and used it to coax her onto her back.
Once there, he immediately saw the expression on her face. At that moment, he verified that human women were strangely contradicting creatures.
She was as wet as any female he'd ever been with, but her face looked as though she were about to break down in tears. Her eyes were squeezed shut so tightly her eyelids appeared almost white. The lip that would have looked adorable pinched between her lips at any other time looked like it was in danger of being bitten clear through. He almost sighed audibly but caught himself before he allowed it to happen. Thinking quickly, he decided to try to coax the obviously terrified female into relaxing a little, no matter the toll it might take on his physical being. Seeing her like that had quickly given him the ability to calm the sexual inferno that was now raging inside of him.
He leaned down and lightly brushed his lips against hers. At first there was no reaction, so he did it again, This time he saw her face visibly relax, if only a fraction. So he did the same with her forehead and each eyelid while staying his hand's exploration of more interesting parts of her body.
“I can stop if you wish.” Not entirely sure that it was a true statement.
That made her open her eyes. Deep brown met azure blue as he stared down at her with the warmest look that barely covered the obvious lust behind his eyes. It was then that she willed herself to relax as much as she possibly could.
“You will just touch?” she asked hesitantly.
Despite his disappointment at the obvious setting of boundaries to where this could go, he nodded, not wanting his voice to betray what he felt.
“Ok,” she agreed quietly.
He felt her relax and saw as she closed her eyes once again, but this time they were not squeezed shut, just closed in timid anticipation. Touching her is exactly what he did. His hands roamed every inch of body paying extra attention to her breasts and the delicious wet spot between her legs. However, it wasn't just his hands that did the touching. His mouth tasted her mouth and breasts as much as they possibly could. By now, the bedding had fallen off the two, as it wasn't needed to keep them warm. Both creatures were doing a fine job of warming themselves up.
Sesshoumaru took a moment to stare at the naked beauty beside him while his fingers slipped between her slick folds. She gasped as her eyes shot open to look at his.
“You said...” But he cut her off.
“I am only touching.” He didn't take his eyes off hers as he carefully slipped one finger inside her slick passage. Her eyes widened marginally as she stared at him.
It was true, he was only touching her but it hadn't been exactly what she'd meant. After all, anything he did would technically just be touching. It was such a strange feeling and she shut her eyes as he slowly slipped that one digit in and out of her. It wasn't until he pulled his hand away, that she opened her eyes again. He was still looking right at her, a tiny smirk on his lips as he brought the same hand up to his lips and tasted her. Takana gasped again as she watched him do this and felt another jolt of moisture between her legs.
“I want to taste you,” he declared.
Takana's brow furrowed. “You just did.” The confusion was evident in her tone.
He leaned down, licked her neck and then spoke softly into her ear. “Yes, but I want to taste your source.” He then lifted his head up enough to see her face. He was entirely pleased with what he found. The red flush on her face stretched all the way down to the tops of her breasts. “Will you let me?”
Takana had no idea how to answer that. He wanted to put his mouth... Her eyes looked in the direction of what he had indicated and then moved back to his eyes that were still watching her intently. For a moment, she was going to say no, having lost her nerve in this particular situation until he said something that made her catch her breath.
“Please.”
It was a profound word for them both. For Takana because he had always refused to use such pleasantries with her and for him because he had never used that word with any other any creature in all his life.
Their eyes stayed locked on one another's and finally, Takana gave the same method of consent as she had before and nodded dumbly. Sesshoumaru wasted no time and kissed her passionately, thankful that his gesture had not been lost on her. He carefully returned his hand to between her legs. It was not long before he abandoned her mouth and steadily made his way south, her breasts and stomach making for nice diversions on his route there.
He now moved his body down hers and between her legs. It again took a small amount of coaxing to get her legs spread far enough apart to settle comfortably between them. Once there, he pressed two fingers inside of her and began to devour her with his mouth. It took no time for his talented tongue to find the little nub that would send jolts of pleasure through her body. He smiled against her as the noises she made steadily became louder as she began to lose herself to the feelings he was causing within her.
Takana couldn't help herself as she cried out. She'd never felt this before. She hadn't even known that such things were possible. No longer did she think about the specific things he was doing to her body, she just let herself go and got lost in the multitude of excitingly pleasurable sensations.
Sesshoumaru expertly played her body like he had so many others and he was determined to make her feel the height of such pleasure. It was exciting for him as well. He knew she had never experienced it before and the idea that he would be the first to do so was more than just a little pleasant. He knew it was building within her, her noises, her tensing and finally her crying out and pressing her legs around his head like some sensual vice signalled her ultimate sexual release.
It was then that he let her alone. She was gasping for breath with one hand on her belly and the other resting on her heaving chest. It was one of the most erotic sights he had ever seen and suddenly he became painfully aware of just how excited he was. He looked down to find himself almost unbearably turgid. When he looked back at her, she too had stolen a glace at him and her expression of ecstasy had quickly been replaced by one of fear.
He suddenly knew that they would not be doing anything further on this late night. He couldn't force her to do this and he had already asked so much of her. Unfortunately, that didn't help his current predicament.
“Don't worry.” He said and pulled himself up and away from her. “I won't ask anymore of you.” He couldn't help the exasperation from seeping into his voice. It wasn't directed at her but more at himself. He just needed to get out of there to calm down and there was no way that he could do that while anywhere near her.
He turned and began to walk away when a warm hand grasped his. He heard her say the words `I'm sorry' as he turned back to her. The situation they now found themselves in was even more awkward than when she first woke up.
Takana had moved to her knees in an attempt to grab at his retreating hand. His assumption had been right. She didn't want him to do that but she felt incredibly guilty for allowing things to go as far as they did and now putting him in pain because of her. She hadn't meant for him to turn back to her though, but now she wondered exactly what she had expected. Now she was on her knees and his impossibly hard arousal was staring her right in the face.
Sesshoumaru too was surprised by the situation and just stilled. He couldn't help the hentai thoughts that entered his head when he looked down at her.
They both didn't move for quite some time until Sesshoumaru found he just couldn't help himself. If she showed any resistance, he would just leave. Easy as that, right? He reached out, ran his fingers into her hair, and gave only the gentlest pressure on the back of her head to encourage her forward.
She did resist, but didn't pull away. Instead, she lowered her eyes to the ground and whispered.
“I've never done that before.”
“You don't have to start now.”
He heard her sigh and would have given anything to know what was going on inside of that head of hers. She obviously knew what it was he was asking but she was obviously conflicted about whether or not she wanted to do such a thing.
Takana did have a lot going through her mind. On one hand, the idea of taking him into her mouth slightly disgusted her. On the other, hadn't he just given her immense pleasure by doing nearly the same thing? Not only had it felt amazing, but he seemed to rather enjoy it. Maybe she could at least try it. After all, it would serve as a nice exchange for what he had done to her and then she didn't have to feel guilty about denying him actually taking her.
She took a deep breath.
“I don't know what to do.”
Sesshoumaru's chest almost exploded. She was willing to do this? He just couldn't believe it but quickly got a hold of himself. She was asking him for direction and unfortunately, that sent another jolt down to his loins and hardened him even more if it were possible.
He took a deep breath and managed out a brief explanation. “Touch your tongue to it. Lick it,” he explained. He groaned the moment that little pink tongue darted out and tasted him.
Takana looked up at his face and couldn't help the self-satisfaction she felt at eliciting that reaction from him, so she did it again. She got the same reaction but this moan was just a deeper, needier sound. She continued on, gaining courage until he spoke again.
“Take it in your mouth,” he barely hissed out. Her teasing, though extremely pleasurable, was soon going to drive him insane with want.
She looked up to see his eyes burning into her with his lust. She did as instructed and slowly pulled him into her mouth, wetting his length with her saliva. The hand that he had originally tangled into her hair suddenly tightened and applied gentle pressure to the back of her head again, but this time she didn't resist. When she had taken as much into her mouth as she could the pressure relented until she nearly drew all of him out of her mouth and then the pressure was back. This is how it went. She pleasured him as he set the pace though he never did anything more than he thought she could handle or would want to.
He couldn't believe the turn of events. Only hours ago, he thought she was dead and now here they were, her mouth wrapped around him in the most erotic of ways and before that, he'd been between her legs in nearly the same fashion. He was thrilled.
Soon the delicious friction of her mouth was bringing him to the edge. He wouldn't spill into her mouth, as he was nearly sure that she wouldn't like it, so at the last moment he pulled away from her and turned to the side, letting his seed spatter to the ground as wave after wave of pleasure coursed through his body. Once he recovered, he looked over at her to find her staring at him with the strangest look of fascination. It was slightly embarrassing, he decided, being observed in such an intimate act but he would take the embarrassment any day of the week over seeing the frightened look that had adorned her face only some minutes before.
“Thank you,” he said quietly.
Again, she just nodded and turned away when she realized she'd been staring. She lay down, not facing him.
For a long moment he just stood there, worried that he'd upset her somehow by maybe moving her faster that she really should have gone. He looked about the room, decided he was exhausted and went to check to see if her bedding was still wet since she was currently occupying his.
“If it's still wet...” He heard her hesitate. “You could...come back here.”
His heart soared and he didn't even bother checking her bedding. Instead, he walked back over, lay down next to her, and got back into the position that had started this all. He wrapped an arm over her waist and she pressed back against him as he drew the covers up and over them. After some time, both fell asleep like this, though the excitement and this new turn of events didn't let them fall back into slumber right away.
AN: Thanks again to entropy9 for the beta work and here's a long chapter for all you lovers of such things! I hope you enjoyed it.
angelsfalltearfully - No, he was too preoccupied by saving her that he didn't even think about the fact that they were now naked together. She didn't freak out but she was definitely scared.
Nikkie23534 - I'm thrilled that I have two new fans!!! I hope you silently read parts of this chapter, I don't think it was rated pre-natal. Now get well and post that story of yours.
SnowFlakeAlchemist - Woohoo, new reviewer. I'm so pleased you like it so far and if you love the fact that he'd confused, then get ready to continue loving it.
AngelsRebellion - Oh yes yes yes.
White Luna - She was scared, that's for sure but in a more timid way.
Lamb - I know, I know but all of you that followed me from other stories know that I just can't help myself when it comes to lemons. *shrugs* I guess I'm just a little dirty minded. I didn't like the ill idea either so I cheated and went straight for the `good stuff'. Hope you liked it.