InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Even If You Cannot Hear My Voice ❯ The Perfect Proposal ( Chapter 16 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

ATTENTION! LEMON AHEAD!!!
 
 
 
 
 
Kagome looked up at her hanyou in total confusion.
 
“Inuyasha…how?”
 
“You didn't think I was actually going to let you have time to think, did you? Keh! Baaaka.”
 
Truthfully, Inuyasha had second-guessed himself when he had gone in the well in the first place and decided he wasn't going to let some stupid sutra get the better of him! He had defeated Naraku for fuck's sake! Kagome was just going to have to deal with the fact that he was going to get in her room by any means necessary. Of course, when he saw Kagome tearing out of her house, his plans had changed somewhat.
 
“Uh!” Kagome had made an indignant kind of sound then relaxed her features and smiled at him. “Inuyasha…”
 
Inuyasha's cheeks pinked slightly and he said, “So, Kagome. Do you want to come back with me?”
 
“Hmm? Uh…sure.” Kagome was slightly distracted because she had been losing herself in Inuyasha's eyes, and it took her a couple of seconds to realize someone had asked her a question.
 
“Yoshi. Let's go!” Inuyasha took hold of Kagome's arm and pulled her into the well with him. It had happened so fast, Kagome didn't even have the time to “eep” in protest.
 
Oh well, she thought, I couldn't avoid this forever…
 
 
Once they pulled themselves out of the Bone Eater's Well, Kagome was surprised when Inuyasha held onto her hand and starting walking towards Goshinboku.
 
I guess this is the best place for us to talk...this is where we met after all…She desperately hoped that it was not where they would part as well.
 
Inuyasha had used the time during Kagome's recovery to think about what his wish would be. He had decided that whatever his wish was, the wording would have to be very particular. Whether or not Kagome was indeed the most powerful miko to ever exist, he still felt that the demons within the jewel could corrupt the intended meaning of his words. Inuyasha might have been brash and sometimes foolish when it came to charging into battles, but he was extremely meticulous when he thought about the consequences his decisions could have on others around him. That's why he usually told the people he cared about most to stay out of his way. He had never wanted a possible miscalculation on his part to result in the injury of someone other than himself.
 
Inuyasha sat cross-legged in front of the God Tree and pulled Kagome down to her knees. Stunned, confused, and more than a little nervous, Kagome looked into Inuyasha's eyes. His eyes appeared to be deep with emotion for the young miko, and Kagome was once again swimming in their amber depths when Inuyasha finally spoke.
 
“Kagome. Uhh…Kikyo said some things that I need to tell you, but I couldn't with the others around…”
 
Kagome was on the verge of sweating…that feeling had come back where her throat felt painfully tight and her heart was beating so loudly, she wouldn't have been surprised if Inuyasha laid back his ears because of the noise.
 
“You couldn't tell them?” She asked weakly.
 
Inuyasha sighed. “Kagome, Kikyo said that your true ability is the power to wash away malice and intolerance, and that is because you have a pure soul. She also said that…Sesshoumaru had warned her that he would not have let her take me to Hell.”
 
“Really?!” At first Kagome was simply shocked, but then she thought about it. As she gazed at the stars, she supposed there were many signs that pointed to the conclusion that Sesshoumaru had feelings for Inuyasha, however buried they might be. Sesshoumaru had miraculously appeared from no where and had stopped Inuyasha's transformation, he always seemed to be around in battles where Inuyasha was seriously in danger of being killed, and now Kagome knows that he even went out of his way to threaten Kikyo on his brother's behalf. Not to mention the fact that Rin looks very well cared for…he just CAN'T hate humans and hanyous the way he claims to! I should thank him since Inuyasha probably won't…
 
Inuyasha began to look at Kagome anxiously, and after a minute, Kagome started to feel the tension in the air and was brought back from her thoughts of Sesshoumaru.
 
“What's wrong, Inuyasha?” Kagome was worried when she saw the look at his face so she touched his arm and leaned closer to him.
 
And then Inuyasha did what he usually does when he doesn't know what to say or how to say it.
 
“Keh!” And he quickly turned around and faced away from Kagome with a look of disgust on his face. “What makes you think there's anything wrong?! You're dumber than you look, Kagome!” Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK!!! His look of disgust became a look of revulsion and emitted a low and unintentional growl. The last thing he really needed was to alienate Kagome anymore, and she was probably uneasy about this talk anyways, and then he had to go and fucking insult her. I'm a fucking prick. Kagome deserves better than to be with a filthy hanyou. I can't tell her what Kikyo said about her loving me…No one should be fucking told how they fucking feel, anyways!
 
Kagome knew better than to take his last comment seriously. Something was bothering him, and she wanted to know what. It was obvious that he wanted to tell her something important, but he just didn't know how. She wanted to help him feel comfortable enough to tell her, but she also knew it would be hard for him to tell her an outright lie, so if she really wanted to find out…
 
“Inuyasha…Is that ALL Kikyo said to you?”
 
Inuyasha cringed slightly and he plastered his ears to his head. Kagome smirked triumphantly. She knew that was going to work!
 
“Well…no…” He muttered reluctantly.
 
“It's okay, Inuyasha…Take your time…” She wished he would turn around and face her, but it was usually hard for him to face a person when he has to say something difficult, so she didn't say anything to him about that.
 
“Kagome…Ki-Kikyo said that…that Fate intervened so I wouldn't make my wish before so I could…” Just fucking say it! A small voice asked him what he was so scared of…I'M NOT AFRAID!!! “findmytruelove.” He blurted out. Inuyasha knew his face was on fire. It had to be for how hot it felt. Yep, the only thing that was saving him now was his robe of the fire rat. He had wanted to talk to Kagome about his wish on the Sacred Jewel, but that was forgotten once he had actually revealed what Kikyo had said.
 
Kagome didn't think Inuyasha had ever said anything so fast before. His voice even sounded…small, which was another first. Despite that, Kagome's eyes quickly filled with joyous tears that spilled onto her blushing cheeks when she was able to find her voice.
 
“Inuyasha…I'm…I'm so happy!” She squealed through her cheerful sobs. She wrapped her arms around Inuyasha's neck and nuzzled her head into his glorious silver hair.
 
Inuyasha's eyes became wide and he let out a relieved sigh. He let his face don a sincere smile and finally faced Kagome. She had not loosened her grip on him, so when he did face her, their noses were almost touching, and Kagome's knees settled on top of Inuyasha's still crossed legs.
 
“Kagome…will you be my mate?” Inuyasha eyes were averted when he asked her. He couldn't bear it if she showed even a moment's hesitation in her eyes. He didn't even know why he was asking her…he shouldn't be doing this…he was asking her to have the life of a hanyou; what was he thinking?!
 
Without any of uncertainty whatsoever Kagome replied, “Inuyasha! Of course! I have wanted that for as long as I can remember!!!” Kagome's heart was thudding thunderously in her chest, and her head felt hot as well as a little dizzy. I can't believe this is really happening!!! She thought ecstatically. She didn't even stop to think that when she was a little girl, this was not how she had envisioned someone's proposal to her, but had she, she would've truthfully told herself that she wouldn't have wanted it to happen any other way.
 
“Kagome…” Inuyasha returned her gaze intently. “You know you'll be doomed to be living the life of a half-demon. You'll be hated and feared.”
 
Kagome took her arms from around Inuyasha's neck and placed both hands on Inuyasha's face delicately. She smiled beautifully at him and then kissed him. When she broke their kiss, she looked at him with the tears that were still clinging to her eyes.
 
“Inuyasha…I have never cared what others think about me. If they think something like that, then they weren't worth knowing in the first place. Besides…I love you.” Kagome found it extremely difficult to actually look into Inuyasha's eyes now and stared at her hands with a newfound wonder.
 
“Kagome…” He wanted to tell her that he loved her, but he needed to show her more. He was never good with words, anyways, and he didn't want to fuck this moment up by saying something really stupid, so he gathered her up into his lap and hugged her possessively. He wrapped himself around as much of Kagome as possible and after he brushed away the hair touching her neck with his nose, he bit her lightly with his fangs, careful not to break her skin.
 
Kagome was astounded to hear a gasp escape her lips because she was positive that she hadn't been breathing at all. Inuyasha knew not to stop. He could smell the desire seeping through her pores. He could feel that her gasp was out of excitement, not fear or pain. He slowly licked the area on her neck that he had just bit with his hot tongue and Kagome shivered beneath him. Kagome swallowed hard.
 
“Inu…yasha…” she breathed out heavily.
 
An indecently cocky smirk then formed on Inuyasha's face, even for him. Not that he needed an audible reassurance that he was exciting her, because her spicy scent was overwhelming his senses, but there is no sound a woman can make for a man that is as exhilarating as hearing his name when he is pleasing said woman.
 
Inuyasha had to exercise every ounce of his willpower to prevent himself from just slamming Kagome to the God Tree and humping her like a…well, you know what. His youkai blood was screaming for him to take her without hesitation. The only other times he had felt his youkai blood boil so was when he was beginning to transform. Past the actual transformation, however, he wouldn't know since he lost all sense of himself, but he vividly remembers how all the battles between his human and youkai blood had felt. Inuyasha forced his youkai blood into submission. He was not going to take Kagome like that…especially during their first time. He wanted to savor this and make it last as long as possible. He wanted to taste every inch of her body, and he intended to.
 
Inuyasha brought his mouth to Kagome's as he pushed his need between her legs. She released a low moan into his mouth, and he brought her down onto a soft patch of grass. His tongue demanded for entrance into hers, and she promptly obliged him. He sucked on her tongue lightly as he kissed her hungrily. Kagome decided to make her hands useful and began to rub his velvety ears. She heard a low growling coming from Inuyasha, but it didn't really sound exactly like growling…more like…
 
He's purring?! Kagome thought it was really endearing.
 
Inuyasha really did growl when he realized what he was doing and had looked into Kagome's eyes. They no longer had that dazed look. They were clear because of her-thoughts? Well, he decided that there wouldn't be any more of that going on, and he lifted off of her slightly so he could reach beneath him, and-
 
Kagome gasped loudly when she heard-and felt-her panties being ripped off of her without warning. She didn't mind that as much as when Inuyasha took his claws and slashed through her shirt as well. At least she could've hidden the fact that she wasn't wearing panties, but she didn't know how she could hide the fact that she no longer had a shirt! Inuyasha growled at her seductively when he felt her anger spike.
 
Good. He thought bemused. She's always more interesting when she's riled up.
 
When Inuyasha saw her bra, however, he was slightly panicked. How did those things work, again? He had seen them once when she was in the bathroom, and he felt curious what was inside those drawers of hers so he had helped himself to a look. He knew they had hooks, but…
 
Kagome noticed the confusion in his eyes and her own eyes got wide when she realized what the problem was.
 
“Inuyasha…” she said pleadingly, but it was too late. He had already sliced through the unwanted material, and it was being discarded. Inuyasha paused for another second as he took in all of Kagome's magnificence. Her perfectly proportioned white orbs glistened in the moonlight, and Kagome decided to at least save her skirt. She bit her lip, causing Inuyasha to emit a growl of approval, and she inched her way out of the last remaining piece of clothing that kept her from revealing herself completely to Inuyasha's gaze. Inuyasha could sense her apprehension so he stroked her hair.
 
“It's all right, Kagome. You're beautiful.”
 
Kagome looked down and smiled. She had thought that he was the most attractive boy she had ever seen the day she saw him pinned to Goshinboku, and he was telling her that she was beautiful?
 
“The day I saw you sealed to this tree, I thought you were the most breathtaking sight I've ever seen.” Kagome confessed a little embarrassed.
 
Inuyasha smiled slightly and responded with another kiss. As he did so, he playfully flicked her right nipple, causing it to harden immediately. Kagome arched her back, begging for more, so he twisted it between his thumb and forefinger. Kagome sighed and relaxed slightly, much to Inuyasha's displeasure-she wasn't supposed to relax!-so he bent down and nipped at the soft pink nub and then proceeded to suck on it gently. Kagome moaned and bucked beneath him pleadingly as he tugged on her nipple once more before releasing it and engulfing the other.
 
“Inuyasha…” she called out desperately. She couldn't handle the torture much longer, and she felt a strong pulsating sensation between her legs.
 
Inuyasha took his right hand and placed it over her core; the heat coming from her was volcanic. She was ready. He couldn't stop the growl that almost became a ravenous snarl from escaping his mouth. Kagome wasn't scared by the sound, only more aroused. Inuyasha smelled her scent spike and dragged his clawed forefinger up slowly until he found the swollen nub that made Kagome moan her loudest yet. He rubbed it in tiny circles as Kagome arched her back and bit her lip once more. She found a slow rhythm that implored Inuyasha to enter her, so he thrust his forefinger into her while continuing to touch her pink bud with his thumb.
 
“Inuyasha!” she cried in ecstasy as she felt herself clench fiercely around Inuyasha's finger.
 
Inuyasha smirked proudly as he felt her juices spill onto his finger. He pulled it out of her slowly and Kagome whimpered in misery at its removal. He stared fixedly into Kagome's eyes as he licked her release off of his finger, savoring its concentrated taste of her.
 
“Inuyasha…please?” If Kagome was not on her back, but standing instead, she would've fallen to her hands and knees begging Inuyasha to continue.
 
Inuyasha smirked again and Kagome was almost in tears because she knew he was going to make her suffer this torment a little more before finally claiming her. He lowered his head and plunged his tongue into her burning depths. Inuyasha could hear a sharp intake of air and with his demonic reflexes swiftly stopped her from bucking into him by placing his right hand on her abdomen and his left on her right leg.
 
“INUYASHA!” she screamed, no longer angry at him for taking his time with her.
 
He began lapping up all of her essence, and Kagome started breathing so fast that she was almost hyperventilating. Inuyasha heard her breathing quicken and flicked his ears attentively in her direction so he could make sure she wasn't going to make herself pass out as he continued to lick and nip her lips passionately. When he felt the heat of her core spike along with her arousal once more, he thrust his tongue inside her and Kagome felt her muscles contract possessively around the intruder, trying to take it as her own.
 
“INUYASHA!!! PLEASE!!!” It was more of a demand then a request, and it forced Inuyasha to growl his approval once more.
 
Somehow, Kagome knew he was saying yes to her, so her features softened as she loosened his haori. Inuyasha helped her take off his clothes, and she gaped at his tan skin with infinite awe. She had of course seen his chiseled chest more than once, but she had never seen Inuyasha in his entirety. When she had felt his arousal pressed into her earlier, she realized he was large, but looking at him now, he wasn't large, he was gargantuan.
 
Of course, she hadn't actually seen one other than Inuyasha's, but she had a slightly sinking feeling that it was not the normal size. She had no idea how Inuyasha could possibly fit that entire thing inside of her. Inuyasha sensed her heightened anxiety and pitied her a bit. Youkais were much larger than normal human males, and though he was a hanyou, his father had stronger youkai blood being a Tai Inu-youkai, meaning Inuyasha was in reality more youkai than human, which was probably the reason he was able to survive on his own when he was a small child.
 
“It's okay, Kagome…I'll go slow…” Inuyasha reassured her the best he could, but he did not sense her unease lessen, so he started kissing her passionately again. At least I can distract her a little…
 
Kagome's scent clung to the air, and Inuyasha felt his need grow stronger. Kagome gave in completely to Inuyasha's kiss, forgetting her nervousness entirely and wanting him more than ever. Inuyasha held her head up with his left hand and felt Kagome rub herself lightly along his length. He grinded against her swollen nub a couple of times, causing Kagome to cry out into his mouth, and he gently rocked himself into her.
 
“INUYASHA!” Kagome screamed as she was able to tilt her head back.
 
Inuyasha felt Kagome dig her nails into his back when he dove farther into her core. He felt her muscles clench and suck his length as he continually thrust inside her. He kissed her neck roughly as he quickened his pace.
 
Kagome felt herself stretch painfully, and she felt muscles she had certainly never used before engulf Inuyasha with a vice-like grip. She felt his hot breath on her cheek, and she couldn't help but moan from both the pain and the pleasure. She knew if she tried to keep silent, she would certainly explode. As she felt Inuyasha delve deeper into her, her cries heightened in both frequency and volume. He plunged into Kagome even faster, bringing her that much nearer to another orgasm. When Inuyasha felt Kagome begin to tighten around him, he brought her head to his shoulder, exposing her neck to him. He thrust into her a few more times, and when Kagome couldn't take it anymore, she bucked into him viciously, and Inuyasha felt Kagome clench around him. He released himself into her with a bite to the bare flesh of her neck, and she screamed into the forest.
 
“INUYASHA!!!
 
Inuyasha knew he wouldn't get her pregnant. He could always smell her scent when she was in heat, and he was usually easily angered when it happened because of his severe frustration that he couldn't touch her. That actually worked in his favor because those were the times Kagome “osuwari”ed him into a six foot ditch for being an asshole and left for her time, making it impossible for him to simply take her like he had desperately wanted.
 
Inuyasha smiled at his mate and kissed her once more before lying on his back and rolling Kagome on top of him. She was completely spent while he felt he could go another round in a couple minutes. He thought that was probably not a good idea if he wanted her to be able to walk the next day, but a small voice told him that he could always carry her anywhere she needed to go. He thought better of it when he thought about how Kagome had just barely recovered from the battle with Naraku, and grabbed his haori and draped it over them both. He lazily began to lick the blood that was slowly dripping from two small puncture wounds in her neck. Kagome moaned in both exhaustion and contentment then quickly sat up, straddling Inuyasha.
 
“Inuyasha! I feel something! On my hip!!!” She cried frantically.
 
“That's where your mark is going to be.” He said soothingly.
 
They both watched the area on her right hip as a faint blue crescent moon slowly appeared then grew in clarity and intensity. It began sparkling brightly with energy before gradually fading into pale skin once more.
 
“But I thought that you could choose to have it showing on your body all the time!” Kagome exclaimed disappointed at the mark's vanishing.
 
“Keh! Concentrate, baka. It'll come back.”
 
Kagome focused her thoughts, and the dark blue crescent moon appeared once more. Inuyasha smiled and traced it with this finger.
 
Mate.” He growled out that word in inu-youkai. “You're my mate, Kagome.”
 
“Did you just say that in inu-youkai language?” She asked excitedly.
 
Inuyasha chuckled lightly and nodded. “Would you like to learn it?”
 
Kagome gasped in delight at his suggestion. “Of course I do!!”
 
Inuyasha smirked at sighed at his miko mate. He sat up and pulled her into his lap.
“Okay. It sounds like this…” Inuyasha produced a medium-low growl from the base of his throat.
 
Kagome repeated him with a kitten-like purr, and Inuyasha laughed out loud.
 
“Try it again.” He demanded warmly.
 
Kagome managed a growl, but in inu-speak, she had just said “Bastard.” Inuyasha laughed affectionately and brushed her face with the back of his hand.
 
“Yes, I am. But that's not what we're trying to say right now.”
 
Kagome looked at Inuyasha like he was insane. “Nani?”
 
“You just said I was a bastard.” Inuyasha said playfully.
 
Kagome gasped in horror. “I'm so sorry!” She shrieked.
 
“Keh! Stupid girl! It's not an insult if it's true!” He looked at her with a smirk. “Like when I call you bitch!”
 
“HA! Yeah, right!!!” Kagome stuck her nose straight up in the air to show her disdain for him always calling her that.
 
“Well…it means that now.”
 
Kagome's face reddened, and Inuyasha smiled.
 
“Hmm..what else can I say to you that will make you blush?”
 
“Inuyasha!” She proclaimed indignantly.
 
“What?! You're beautiful when you blush.”
 
Well, that made Kagome's already red face turn a dark shade of scarlet, and Inuyasha laughed at her expense yet again.
 
“I knew I could do it!” He said with another infuriating adorable smirk.
 
Kagome growled at him in warning, and he looked at her in shock.
 
“That's it! You got it! Good going, Mate.”
 
Mate.” Kagome proudly growled.
 
Inuyasha wrapped Kagome up tightly in his Fire Rat's Robe and kissed her forehead.
 
“Let's sneak you back into the shrine so you can get some clothes, koishii.”
 
Kagome donned a brilliant smile as she looked at her hanyou. “Aritgato, koi.”
 
Inuyasha lifted Kagome up bridal-style after they were both partially dressed-her with the top of his robes and him with the bottom-and they enjoyed each other's company in silence as Inuyasha jumped into the well to go to Kagome's time for the third time that night.