InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Finding True Love ❯ Chapter 13 ( Chapter 13 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

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HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY PEOPLE! There is also a VERY important e/n at the bottom so please read.


Finding True Love

By Miztikal_Dragon


Chapter Thirteen


They weren’t talking as they continued on their way, and the air around them was heavy. Rin had so many questions that she needed answers to, but she wasn’t sure if the Inu-youkai in front of her would listen. She hadn’t seen him in months and before the incident with Kohaku, she believed that Sesshomaru had in fact abandoned her, but then again, if that was true why was she with him now?


“Sesshomaru?” She said insecurely as her hands played with the hem of her sleeves.


“This is no time for questions,” Sesshomaru told her coldly looking back at her with his cold amber eyes.


She wasn’t surprised that his attitude was sour, but she was disappointed. Rin had been so worried about him, yet he seemed irritated with her. Lowering her eyes to her hands, she tried to let the subject drop, but she could feel a pang of anger in her heart, he was being a jerk.


“Well when is the right time for questions?” Rin blurted out defiantly.


“Be quiet Rin,” Sesshomaru warned her.


Rin frowned and stopped dead in her tracks, she couldn’t believe that he was trying to intimidate her. It probably would have worked on her a few months ago before they were separated, but she was tired of the same things he pulled. She wanted to cry in frustration, but blinked back her tears, he would not treat her like a child anymore and she would make him understand that she meant business.


“Why?” Rin called out, “why do I have to be quiet? Huh? Is my voice repulsive to your ears? Are you annoyed that you had to come save me like you always do? Well maybe I didn’t want you to save me! How about those apples? Did you ever think for one moment that maybe I wanted to be that demon’s lunch? Did it ever occur to you that maybe I wanted to die?”


“Rin!” The growl in this voice gave her the final warning, he wasn’t too happy with what she was saying.


“I will not step down Sesshomaru,” she yelled staring him in the eyes. “I waited for you every day-every god damn fucking day and you never came! I thought for the longest time that you had abandoned me and I can’t stand the pain anymore! I don’t want any of this!”


His claws grabbed her shoulders and jerked her forward as he glared down at her. Rin could practically feel the fire in his amber eyes as his grip tightened, she was becoming afraid. Sesshomaru had never let his emotions slip and he was loosing control. The tears brimmed on her eyes and she tried to push him away, but he was stronger than her, a lot stronger.


“This Sesshomaru doesn’t care what you think,” he said in a harsh whisper. “You will obey everything that this Sesshomaru says.”


It was so sudden and she had no time to blink as his lips crashed down roughly against hers. Rin was lost for words, it was nothing like the tenderness he had shown before, now it was brutal and dominating. He was animalistic. Her fingers gripped his white haori tightly and yielded to him, she was afraid yet she wasn’t at the same time. One of his clawed hands released her shoulder and rose to her jaw line, while his tongue parted her lips. She couldn’t pull away even if she wanted to, and at the moment she didn’t. Rin’s back was pressed firmly against something hard, probably a tree. She felt herself enjoying the attention she was receiving, but something in her mind screamed for her to pull away, or at least try. When Sesshomaru’s lips left Rin’s she was breathing heavily, her chest heaving, but still she stared at his eyes, they had become a little softer, but not by much.


“You are mine and mine alone,” his breath was husky and the look in his eyes gave no argument otherwise. “And this Sesshomaru will make sure no one else will every lay a hand on you but myself.”


His kiss was softer this time, and Rin immediately felt as ease as she allowed him to ravish her. One of his gentle yet deadly hands rested on her hip as the other lay hidden underneath her hair. The pads of his fingers massaging the back of her neck and she moaned silently as Sesshomaru’s mouth left hot open mouthed kisses on her jaw. He seemed to follow the vein in her throat as her hands pulled the Inuyoukai flush against herself. Now Rin was trapped, but she didn’t want to be anywhere but there at the moment.


“Please…” She gasped out as Sesshomaru’s mouth sucked on the juncture of her neck, “n-not like this… Not here…”


The first thing she felt was pain as his fangs sank into her shoulder. She would have cried out, but her voice wouldn’t work for her at the moment because standing a few yards away was Kohaku. She felt her stomach jump into her throat as Sesshomaru’s growl vibrated through his fangs, she wasn’t sure if she should be afraid of Kohaku or the fact that Sesshomaru still had his mouth connected to the juncture of her neck. Rin wanted to close her eyes and pretend that Kohaku wasn’t there, but she couldn’t. The nineteen year-old’s eyes held such hatred for the Inu-youkai leaning over her, but Rin knew that Sesshomaru was ignoring Kohaku.


She expected him to say something, but Kohaku pulled out his weapon and charged Sesshomaru’s back. Her heart pounded wildly in her chest, everything was going in slow motion for her. It was in the blink of an eye that Sesshomaru grabbed Rin and leaped into the air away from harm, but Kohaku easily followed. Something didn’t seem right with the boy, but Rin clutched onto Sesshomaru, her face buried in his chest. A chain wrapped around hers and Sesshomaru’s bodies and they were jerked roughly to the ground, it was Sesshomaru’s back that collided with the hard ground.


“Are you okay?” Her voice was filled with fear, but she wouldn’t let herself move.


Sesshomaru gave no reply as he slowly climbed to his feet with Rin still in his arms. The Inu-youkai growled as he released her, he was becoming irritated and that meant only trouble for the human boy. Rin went off to the sidelines for safety, she knew that there was nothing that she could do to stop Sesshomaru, but the look in Kohaku’s eyes scared her. Their battle started once Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes, mischief was in the air.


Kohaku’s speed was almost impressive, but he was no match for Sesshomaru’s. The two males were uneven in certain aspects, the Inu-youkai with the greater advantage, but he stayed away from Kohaku’s mini-scythe and Rin didn’t know why. She may not have been a demon or half for that matter, but she could hear people coming from a short distance away and she guessed them to be Kohaku’s back up.


“Sess--”


“Stay out of this Rin,” Kohaku yelled dodging Sesshomaru’s claws. “Once I’m done with him, you’ll be mine!”


“You’ll never beat this Sesshomaru human,” Sesshomaru said coldly as he broke the chain to the scythe. “And you shall never touch what is this Sesshomaru’s!”


They came out of nowhere, two demon exterminators, a large neko youkai, and a monk and Rin wasn’t surprised that two of them were related to Kohaku. Miroku and Sango were usually not too far behind Kohaku and now she was afraid for Sesshomaru’s well being. She knew that the Inu-youkai could take on the demon exterminators, but strategically and with the company of a monk and a youkai, she wasn’t sure of who would win. Sesshomaru’s advantage was steadily disappearing.


She was going to go insane with fear as she watched Sesshomaru and Kohaku continue, something wasn’t right about the teenage boy and the minute she tried to stop the fight, the two demon exterminators seized her, she knew that Kohaku had something up his sleeve, and none of it would be honorable, it was in his soulless eyes, he had lost himself.


“Let me go!” Rin screamed fighting against Sango and a young man named Sojiro, “let me go! Sesshomaru needs help!”


Rin didn’t know how she was able to break free, but she did and she was immediately headed in the direction of Sesshomaru and Kohaku. She may have not known just how she was going to stop the death match, but she couldn’t let them continue like they were currently doing so. Going in front of Kohaku as she ran out into the battle field, Rin swallowed the large lump in her throat. The emotionless dark brown eyes that stared at her was like staring into the eyes of the dead, it was like she was dying all over again. Whatever was keeping Kohaku moving obviously wasn’t human because Kohaku was bloody all over, it was from the deep gash on his left upper arm. The wound was pouring the boy’s life blood all over the once green green grass.


“Oh dear god,” she whispered to herself as she backed away a few steps. Kohaku was the living dead, only more dead than living. He was like a mindless zombie, a puppeteer less puppet that had no strings.


Sesshomaru was no where in sight, but she knew that he was near by, she could feel his presence close by, but she didn’t know how close. Rin felt her heart beating wildly in her chest and it was as if she was the center of attention at the moment, she was horrified. Something told her that she had made the biggest mistake in her life by trying to stop Kohaku and Sesshomaru and she would understand why.


“RIN!” His voice held something in it that frightened her, it was fear.


Turning around was the worst thing she could have done, but when Sesshomaru called to her with the urgency clear in his tone, she couldn’t help herself. Time stood still as she watched Sesshomaru’s amber eyes widen with emotions she believed he could never feel, but it was all over as something pierced through her left shoulder blade in her back. Sesshomaru may have only been merely inches away from her, but her gasp was loud enough for the birds yards away to hear as they flew into the sky.


“…Sesshomaru…” She whispered looking at the blood covering his once white haori, “y-you’re b-bleeding…”


She blinked slowly as she kept her eyes on his, he looked as though he would die. His once amber eyes were over flowing with so many emotions and she didn’t understand why. Rin felt as though she was severely jet-lagged and she was getting abnormally tired. What was happening to her? Something was jerked from her body and she cried out as her legs buckled. Rin would have fallen to the ground if Sesshomaru hadn’t caught her in his arms, the blood seeping into his haori, tainting it, but Rin didn’t know that it was her blood, that it was her who was the one dying. She was becoming weighed down by her mind that whispered for her to sleep, but she couldn’t stop thinking about how badly Sesshomaru could be injured.


“Rin,” his voice was softer than usual, almost pleading and her mind immediately brought her back to when Sesshomaru had claimed her as his own. “Don’t close your eyes. This Sesshomaru commands you to keep them open.”


She smiled as his eyes locked with hers, she had always wanted to see his amber orbs filled with life as his silver hair lay sprawled out all round his face, but she hadn’t wanted to pay such a price for it. She would have been happy if she just lived her life to the fullest with Sesshomaru somewhere close by.


“I-it’s me i-isn’t it?” She asked not breaking eye contact, “I’m d-dying aren’t I Se-Sesshomaru?”


He didn’t answer her as he laid Rin on the ground. He knew that he didn’t have much time left, he could feel her slipping away and quickly at that. Pulling off his breast plate, Sesshomaru tossed it away and took off his white haori, he wouldn’t need it and he knew that no matter what he did, the Inu-youkai was going to lose Rin. Wrapping it around her pale and limp body, Sesshomaru placed a chaste kiss on Rin’s forehead before he stoop up straight. His one amber eyes were bright red and instead of tears, he was literally crying blood, he was losing control over himself.


‘All I wanted was to know what love was,’ Rin thought hazily as she struggled to focus her vision, but it wasn’t working.


She could feel the hands around her as her body was careful dragged. Rin didn’t know what was going on, but it probably was something that she didn’t want to know about. She whimpered in pain, it was as if her body was going numb and as her eyes tried to focus all she could see was white.


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E/N: Hey there I know I said I'd update on the third, but I couldn't get on the computer in order to do it. I also said that I would be updating "Will you be mine?" and all the other stories that I am currently working on but those too will be put on a little hiatus for a few days. My sleeping habbits have been really horrible and it is effecting everything that I do. I hope that you can find it in your hearts to forgive me and if you can't then shove it.


I am gratefull to everyone who has left me reviews and for people who actually read this story, but alas I'm a selfish authoress who only asks for encouragement.. How horrible of me to do such a vile and terrible thing! I'm not going to threaten for reviews because we all know that it doesn't always work and since this story is almost over it'd be easier to say "Fuck you" and drop it for a while, but we all know I won't do it because I myself always love to see completed stories that are actually good and are enjoyable.


The next update will come when I feel like it and not any time before. I know that I am leaving you off at a cliff hanger and if not made some of you cry or exceptionally upset and I can understand, I'm just that much of a monster. ^___^ The more reviews there are the more I am compelled to update... so there's your ultimatum but yet it's not really one at all. Take it the way you want to it won't bother me at all. I love you reviewers, but you're not the worth pulling my hair out for, I don't intend to be bald before I'm 17.


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And until next time, -Krystal-