InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forever In Love ❯ Out in the Open ( Chapter 8 )

Chapter 8: Out in the Open

 

Kagome woke up and looked around. The sound of Renku screaming and crying filled the whole house. She went to get up when the crying suddenly stopped. Worry filled her every nerve and she ran to his room. She paused when she saw someone holding her son. It was Yash. He was patting their son's back and whispering soothing thing to him.

 

“What are you doing?” Kagome whispered.

 

Yash put Renku back in his crib and then walked out of the room. Kagome grabbed his arm and dragged him on to the back porch.

 

“Why were you doing that for Renku?” Kagome asked.

 

“To make him quiet okay? He had been crying for five minutes and no one went to check on him so I thought I should,” Yash sighed.

 

“Well thank you then,” Kagome said.

 

“Why did you use that name?” Yash asked.

 

“What are you talking about?” Kagome asked.

 

“A long time ago when we thought you were pregnant we talked about baby names and I told you I always wanted a son named Renku, so why that name? You took my unborn son's name!” Yash growled.

 

“No I didn't. Have you thought as to why Renku warmed up to you so fast? It's because you're the father!” Kagome snapped.

 

“What? No I can't be! I left when you were in a coma!” Yash yelled.

 

“Well the day that you decided to distract me so I could miss my flight was the day I got pregnant. The doctors didn't know I was pregnant when I was taken to the emergency room, but he still survived. Even through the coma. He's my miracle baby,” Kagome said.

 

“You're lying to me. Did the father fuck you then run off?” Yash asked.

 

“Basically since that's what you did to me! Except the father I knew wouldn't abandon his fiancée when she was in a fucking coma!” Kagome yelled.

 

“Why the hell are you yelling at me for? You know we could avoid all this if you just give me back Kit,” Yash said.

 

“She's my daughter too and she's old enough to make her own decisions,” Kagome said.

 

“Well at least I was nice enough to give her a home since you were in no condition to take care of her!” Yash growled.

 

“Oh yeah I'm a bad mother because I fell into a coma! I guess you're right since I lost one of our babies!” Kagome cried, tears falling down her cheeks.

 

“What are you talking about?” Yash asked.

 

“I was pregnant with twins and one of them didn't make it,” Kagome stated.

 

Yash felt like a jackass at that very moment. He was lower than scum for calling her a bad mother. He had abandoned her when she was in a coma. Then when she woke up she found out that she was pregnant with twins. Then when she went through childbirth she had to live with the fact that she had lost one of her children. How could he have been so heartless?

 

“I'm sorry, if I had known I would've…” he trailed off knowing that whatever he said would've been a lie.

 

“You wouldn't have cared! If you really had loved me then you wouldn't have left me like that! I can understand not coming to visit me, but leaving all together is just fucking cruel,” Kagome spat at him.

 

“I meant what I said earlier. The reason why I left is because I hated myself for not being able to help you. I couldn't just sit back and watch you go through all this pain! I knew that if you found another guy that you would be a lot happier, but I guess if I had stayed away longer you would have moved on,” Yash said.

 

“Your wrong! It would take years for me to get over what you did to me! I'm not as emotionless as you! Not all of us can move on as fast of you!” Kagome shouted.

 

“I hardly call that moving on! Mimi was just a tension reliever and most of the time she was only there because she refused to leave,” Yash defended himself.

 

“So is that what you call your girlfriends nowadays?” Kagome asked.

 

“Don't even start Kagome! You were always on my mind! I haven't had more than 12 hours of sleep this past year because I missed you so damn much. I cried almost every night for a fucking month! The only reason why I didn't fucking kill myself is because of Kit,” Yash yelled.

 

“Don't try to gain my sympathy now! I'll never forgive you for what you've done!” Kagome screamed and began hitting him in the chest.

 

“I lost my child because of you! I hate you!” she shrieked and continued hitting his chest while crying. She wasn't even hitting very hard, more like tapping. Yash felt sadness fill his heart at this scene. He wrapped his arms around her and held her to his chest. She began to sob in his chest and she put her hands on his back. How did everything come to this? When had he starting hating himself? When had she started hating him? Why did love have to be so god damn hard?

 

~*~*~

 

Kagome moaned and turned on her side. She opened her eyes and was met with a body lying next to her. She followed the chest up to see Yash was the one beside her. She panicked and jumped out of bed. What happened last night?

 

She began to remember. They had yelled at each other then Yash held Kagome until she fell asleep in his arms.

 

“I guess he carried me up here,” she whispered. She left the room and went to check on Renku. He was still asleep. She ran to the bathroom and did her business. She looked in the mirror and noticed the front of her pajamas were wet.

 

“Damn, I'm starting to leak,” she said to herself and went to change her shirt. She completely forgot that Yash was in the room and began to undress. She pulled out undergarments and an outfit for that day. She turned to find Yash right behind her and she tried to cover herself up.

 

“There's only enough a guy can take Kags,” Yash said and leaned down to kiss her.

 

Kagome moaned and gave in for that one moment. For that one last moment that she knew she would probably never get again. His tongue ran along her bottom lip and she opened for him. She had never tasted as sweet as she did now. He explored every part of her mouth trying to remember what she was like.

 

He backed away and started to kiss down her neck. He left visible marks every place he could. He paused when he reached her already bare breasts. They were swollen with milk and looked as delicious as ever. That's when he pounced. His lips latched on to her nipple and the warm liquid filled his mouth. He swallowed the sweet juice before worshipping her other breast.

 

Kagome felt as if she were on fire. How could she feel this way? She hated this man, didn't she? Yet here she was, wanting to throw him down on the bed and make up for the past year.

 

Yash went back up and kissed her lips again. He still loved her more than ever and he wanted nothing more than to show her, but he knew she would hate him even more afterward. It was a lose-lose situation. She would still hate him even if he stopped.

 

He backed away and said, “I'm sorry Kagome. I didn't mean to do that.”

 

“Just shut up and take off your pants,” Kagome groaned and pulled him back into a kiss.

 

Yash gladly complied and began to strip himself. Kagome pushed him back onto the bed and crawled over him. She straddled his hips and undid his pants. She yanked them off of him with his boxers and pulled his penis up. She set herself over him and slowly lowered herself to engulf his swollen member.

 

Yash's eyes almost rolled back into his head as she began to ride him slowly. He gripped the sheets that were under him and groaned. Sex with Kagome got better every time he was with her and being away from her for a year made this incredible.

 

Kagome's walls clenched around him as she came, milking his seed from his cock. She got off of him and laid next to him, slightly panting.

 

She lay her head on his chest and began to draw circles on his skin. “This doesn't change anything you know. I just needed this,” Kagome stated.

 

“That's what I thought,” Yash whispered.

 

“I forgot how good the sex was. You could be my new man whore,” Kagome joked.

 

“Only if you pay me enough,” Yash teased, making Kagome giggle.

 

Why couldn't they just go back to normal? Why was it so hard to just move on from that one year? Kagome looked at the ring that was one her finger and started crying.

 

“What did I do know?” Yash asked truly concerned.

 

“I just missed you so much and now this happened! I'm just so confused! I want so badly to go back to the way we were, but I can't just forget what you did,” Kagome sobbed.

 

“Hey, no tears okay? You have all the time in the world to figure everything out. Don't stress yourself over it. How about I make you a deal? We will act civil around each other for a couple months. I'll help you out around the house and baby and after those couple of months you decide whether I stay or go. Whatever your choice I will respect that and follow it. Then Kit can chose what she wants to do,” Yash said.

 

“Okay, but one more thing. We'll have wild and crazy sex every night from now in too,” Kagome said.

 

“If that's what you want,” Yash smiled.

 

“You've got yourself a deal,” Kagome said shaking Yash's hand.

 

~*~*~

 

“Yash! You're back!” Kouga yelled.

 

“Hi Kouga, how are you?” Yash asked.

 

Kouga went up to Yash and punched him in the cheek. “A lot better now that I've done that!” Kouga smirked.

 

“Glad to hear that,” Yash said rubbing his red cheek.

 

“So Kagome hasn't castrated you yet?” Kouga asked.

 

“No, she agreed to be civil for the next couple of months,” Yash said.

 

“Awww, she really is a saint. If I were her I would've killed you the second I found out you left,” Kouga laughed.

 

“What she's doing is worse,” Yash whispered.

 

“What has she been doing?” Kouga asked getting curious.

 

“I'm basically her sex toy. After a night of hot sex she throws me out of her room and says she still hate me,” Yash sighed.

 

“Ouch! But you have to admit, you do deserve this,” Kouga said.

 

“No, I deserve worse,” Yash said and walked off.

 

“Poor kid. He shouldn't beat himself up like that,” Kouga said and scratched his head.

 

“He seems dead on the inside like when I found him all those years ago.”