InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forever In Love ❯ Love Me Again ( Chapter 9 )

Chapter 9: Love Me Again…Please?

 

“I can't believe you Kagome! How can you do that to the poor guy?” Sango asked.

 

“He deserves it! First I'm going to get him addicted to me, you know, hot wild sex every night then I'm going to cut him off. After that I'm going to kick him out and file a restraining order on him,” Kagome smirked.

 

“He must have really broke your heart,” Sango sighed.

 

“Who said anything about my heart being broken?” Kagome asked.

 

“Because you don't care anymore! You wouldn't care if you died at this very moment would you?” Sango asked.

 

“Not if it would stop the pain,” Kagome mumbled.

 

“Take him back Kagome. Both of you need it,” Sango said.

 

“He's starting to refuse sleeping with me! Can you believe the nerve of that guy! I ought to castrate him!” Kagome snapped and stood up.

 

“He's hurting too you know. You aren't the only one in pain,” Sango said.

 

“You don't know what it's like Sango. He left without one word! One fucking word! He could've at least waited until I was awake or leave a note or something!” Kagome yelled.

 

“He did leave a note,” a new voice said from the doorway.

 

“What are you talking about Kouga?” Kagome asked.

 

“Yash did leave a note here, but I took it. I thought it would just make things harder for you, knowing that he left but still loved you. He still loved you Kagome. He still loves you now,” Kouga stated.

 

“That bastard has no heart! How can he love me? You need a heart to feel emotions for other people,” Kagome said.

 

“The day you fell into the coma Yash died inside. You can see it in his eyes. He's dead Kagome and you aren't doing anything to bring him back,” Kouga said.

 

“Why should I?! He probably doesn't feel half the pain I'm feeling right now!” Kagome screamed.

 

“Maybe not, but he can still feel and what you're doing to him hurts him. He loves you Kagome and when you use him as a sex toy you are no better than the women he has slept with before. You're nothing more than an unsatisfied woman looking for a night of fun,” Kouga growled.

 

“You don't think it hurts me too? He needs to be taught a lesson and I'm the one who's going to teach him,” Kagome said and left the room.

 

“Why can't she see past what happened?” Sango asked.

 

“She is too stubborn,” Kouga stated.

 

~*~*~

 

Yash sat in the park with Renku in his lap as he watched Kit play on the playground. Renku squealed as a butterfly flew by. Yash smiled down at his son and sat him on the blanket he sat on. Renku crawled over to Yash and held onto him as he tried to stand. Renku fell back on his butt and Yash laughed. Renku clapped and reached out for his father.

 

Yash picked up Renku and tossed him into the air. He caught Renku and Renku laughed. “You're such a good boy!” Yash smiled. He pulled Renku to his chest and Renku wrapped his tiny arms as far as they could go around his neck.

 

Yash felt tears fill his eyes when he looked down at Renku. He had all he had ever wanted, except Kagome. His one true love. He wiped his tears away, but they fell anyway. He couldn't believe how stupid he was.

 

“Oh Renku, don't ever grow up to be like me. Your old man is a pathetic excuse of a father,” Yash whispered as tears fell onto Renku's clothes.

 

“Yash?” a voice called from behind him. Yash knew who it was and he didn't want to she her right now.

 

Kagome came up and sat next to him. “Listen, I've been thinking and I've been very cruel lately. I know I've been hurting you by using you for sex. Now I'm going to be more civil toward you,” she said.

 

Yash didn't speak, he turned his head away trying to hide his tears.

 

“I'm sorry okay? Will you look at me?” Kagome asked pulling on his shoulder.

 

Yash turned to face her and she gasped. He was crying. Why was he crying? Kagome felt horrible so she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled his head to rest on her shoulder.

 

“Oh Kagome, I missed you so much. Please take me back. I can't handle this torture anymore,” Yash sobbed. Yash had become a huge crybaby over the past year. He couldn't help it though. It just hurt so much and that was the only way to make the pain lessen.

 

“I missed you too Yash, but I can't take you back yet. It's just too soon for me,” Kagome said.

 

“I'll make you love me again. Somehow I will,” Yash promised as he sat up.

 

Kagome wiped away his tears and smiled, “That might be easier than you think.”

 

“Let's go out tonight. I want us as a family to go out and be happy. Please Kagome just for one night can you forget that I ever left?” Yash said.

 

“I can do that Yash,” Kagome said nodding.

 

“Thank you so much,” Yash smiled.

 

~*~*~

 

Kagome put on a dark red sundress and looked in the mirror. This would be suitable for a restaurant that allowed families. She walked out of the room and found Yash waiting with a dressed up Renku. Renku was wearing a t-shirt with the tux picture on the front.

 

“Awww my baby looks so cute!” Kagome cooed.

 

“Why thank you,” Yash joked and handed Kagome Renku.

 

“You look nice too Yash,” Kagome smiled.

 

Kit came out and said, “Let's get going!”

 

Yash grabbed the diaper bag and they headed out. The restaurant was within walking distance and it was a nice night out.

 

“Awww my little man walks to try to walk,” Kagome smiled as Renku reached out toward the ground.

 

“Its still kinda soon isn't it?” Yash asked.

 

“Yeah babies start walking around nine months old, so he still has a couple months to go,” Kagome said.

 

“Papa, can I have a piggy back ride?” Kit asked.

 

“What's that Kit you want to give me a piggy back ride?” Yash asked, jumbling her words. He went up behind Kit and then added, “Are you sure? I'm kinda heavy.”

 

“No! You give me one!” Kit laughed.

 

“You mean you want one? I don't know I am getting old,” Yash joked. Kit went behind Yash and jumped on his back.

 

“See you aren't getting old Papa,” Kit said.

 

Yash pretended to limp as he walked. “I don't know Kit. I think I broke something!” he exclaimed.

 

Kit got off and Yash ran forward. “Haha, sucker,” he smirked.

 

“Awww you're no fun!” Kit said pouting a little. Kagome watched this whole scene in pure joy. This was all she ever wanted, but everything was ruined.

 

“Okay, okay. Hop on kid,” Yash said and Kit jumped on to his back.

 

Renku squealed and clapped. He turned to look and his mother and began to climb up shoulder.

 

“Where are you going?” Kagome asked pulling Renku away. Renku's head lean to the side and he looked confused. Kagome smiled and hugged Renku to her.

 

“You are just so cute sometimes!” Kagome smiled.

 

“Well thank you,” Yash said.

 

“Not you! My son!” Kagome corrected.

 

“Aren't I cute too?” Yash asked.

 

“Sure if it will make you sleep better at night,” Kagome said sarcastically.

 

“Our son…” Yash whispered.

 

“Excuse me?” Kagome asked slightly confused.

 

“You said my son instead of our son,” Yash stated.

 

“Well you gave him up the day you left me,” Kagome snapped.

 

“Kagome, you promised,” Yash said.

 

“Sorry, I guess we'll have to talk about it later,” Kagome said.

 

“There's nothing left to talk about. We'll just end up fighting,” Yash said.

 

“Well I think it's better than keeping all these feelings inside,” Kagome said.

 

“Look! There's the restaurant!” Kit yelled to get her parents to stop bickering.

 

They entered the restaurant and were seated. They were about to order when a man walked up to the table.

 

“Hello there Kagome, how have you been?” the man asked.

 

“Hi Hojo, I've been good, and busy,” Kagome smiled.

 

“Excuse me, we are trying to eat here,” Yash stated.

 

“Oh sorry. I guess I'll talk to you later,” Hojo said.

 

“Yeah, I think you better leave,” Kagome said.

 

“Call me later,” Hojo said and then walked off.

 

“Who was that?” Yash asked.

 

“The man I've been going out with,” Kagome simply stated.

 

“So you've been seeing people now?” Yash asked feeling hurt.

 

“How else was I supposed to get over you?” Kagome asked.

 

“Well you could've at least told me,” Yash said.

 

“Like you are any better. You leave and in the same day find a new girl to replace me. It really makes me wonder if you ever really loved me,” Kagome said.

 

“Yeah me too,” Yash said standing up and then he left.

 

“Why are you so mean to him? He's trying to make everything right and you don't even let him,” Kit said.

 

“You wouldn't understand Kit. You are too young to understand this kind of problem,” Kagome said.

 

“I missed you too you know? I hated dad for the longest time until he told me why he left,” Kit said. Then she stood and left too.

 

“Are you going to leave too?” Kagome asked Renku.

 

Renku just looked at her then looked away. “Great, my whole family hates me now,” Kagome sighed.