InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forever In Love ❯ New Problems ( Chapter 10 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Chapter 10: New Problems!!
Kagome sat at the kitchen table drinking orange juice. Why did she feel miserable? What she did to Yash was wrong, but he deserved it. He left her again. He was gone.
“I can't believe I drove him away,” Kagome whispered.
Sango entered the room and said, “How are you this morning Kagome?”
“Horrible. Yash left again,” Kagome sighed.
“Well I'm sure that he left for a reason this time. I mean you've been so cold to him lately that he thought it was hopeless to try to fix everything,” Sango said.
Just when Sango said that Yash walked through the front door holding papers. “Here,” he stated throwing the papers at Kagome.
“These are the adoption papers for Kit. If she wants to stay with you then so be it. I'm going to England. They have this new machine that can erase you memories of whoever you want to forget,” Yash said.
“What? No! You can't do this to her! Kit needs you and so does Renku,” Kagome said standing.
“What kind of family would we be? You and I would always be fighting or screaming at each other! What kind of example is that for the kids? Besides that Hojo guy would be a good father,” Yash said.
“Don't you dare do this to them! How am I supposed to tell them that their real daddy ran off and got his memory cleared of everything? How would they feel about that?” Kagome asked.
“Then don't tell them. Just say that I was a dead-beat drunk who hit you all the time,” Yash said.
“Why the hell are you being so damn difficult!?” Kagome yelled.
“Because you're hurting me!” Yash shouted back and Kagome froze. She knew that she was hurting him, but she didn't like it when he put it into words.
“Do you know what it's like to wake up and regret being born? How about seeing the person you love in pain, but you couldn't do anything about it? How about looking at your son and hoping he'll grow up and never be like you? Yeah I left you when you were in a coma, but that's only because I would've caused you more pain than to start with. I don't deserve a woman like you Kagome and I've accepted that, so would you please just stop torturing me!” Yash said.
Kagome flinched at his tone and sighed in defeat. “I'm sorry Yash, but you got everything you deserved. I just wish you didn't ever leave. I loved you with all my heart! I chose you over my first love Inuyasha! The funny thing is that I ended up with him by chance, but I wanted to be with you by choice. That's gotta say something,” Kagome said.
“It did, but when you decided that a second chance was too good for me I've decided to leave. I was lying about that whole memory erasing thing to see if you really wanted me to be here, but since your feelings are clear I'll go jump into a river and drown,” Yash said and began to walk out the door.
Kagome just watched after him and then turned to Sango. “There aren't any bridges around here,” Kagome stated.
“There is one,” Sango said.
“Shit! Not that one!” Kagome yelled and ran out the door.
Yash was already running down the street.
“Wait! Yash!” Kagome called running after him. The bridge came in sight. It was just a small walking ditch, but the water looked deep and contaminated.
“Since when had the bridge been so close to the house?” Kagome asked herself.
Yash stopped at the bridge and turned to Kagome. “Why are you following me?” he asked.
“Because you don't want to jump off that,” Kagome said trying to catch her breath.
“Who said I was going to jump off of this bridge?” he asked.
“I just assumed when you said drown that you would jump off the bridge,” she said.
“That's a good idea,” he said and threw a leg over the hand railing.
“What are you doing?!” she yelled, but it was too late Yash jumped into the river.
She looked over the edge and saw Yash looking up at her. The water only went up to his waist and he began to walk out.
“You scared the life out of me!” Kagome said and hit him on the arm.
“Like you would care!” Yash growled and walked off.
“Don't you dare accuse me of that! I care a lot about you! Even though I don't want to I still love you!” Kagome shouted.
“I find that kinda hard to believe under the circumstances,” he said before he continued to walk away.
Kagome just stood there counting the steps he took. With each step her heart broke a little more. “Please Yash! Don't leave your kids! They need you!” Kagome called.
“I got along fine without a father and so can they!” Yash yelled back.
“Please Yash! I need you!” she said. That caused Yash to stop. He turned to face Kagome and she was running toward him.
“Please Yash! Give me time! I still love you with all my heart and I want to take to you back, it's still just too soon for everything to go back to normal,” she said and hugged Yash around the waist.
Yash held her close to him, trying to keep that little sliver of hope close to his heart. “I'll wait for as long as I can Kagome. That much I promise you,” he whispered and kissed the top of her head.
It was true that Kagome still loved him, but her heart was too broken at the moment to know for sure if she could handle being in love again.
Kagome started feeling light headed and said, “Let's go home. I feel a little sick.”
“Okay,” Yash said and they began to walk home together.
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“So are you two back together?” Miroku asked.
“Not quite, but we came to an agreement,” Kagome said.
“I'm going to stay for the kids. We'll be like divorced parents under the same roof. I even get my own room,” Yash smirked.
“Good, Kagome was so miserable when you left. Even if she won't admit it, she needs you back,” Sango smiled.
“Traitor,” Kagome muttered glaring at Sango.
“Mama! Something's wrong with Renku!” Kit cried and ran into the room.
Kagome and Yash jumped up and ran to the baby's room. Renku was crying as blood ran down from his mouth. Kagome picked him up and Yash ran out to call the hospital.
Kagome ran down the street and soon Yash was following behind her. They ran to the train station and ran on the train in a hurry. They didn't care about paying they just needed to get to the hospital.
“Shhhh…Don't cry,” Kagome said in a soothing voice as she rocked Renku. Yash felt fear run through him as he watched his son's blood leak on to Kagome's shirt.
The train finally came to a halt and they ran off to the hospital. They ran into the emergency section and ran up to the counter. “Please help him!” Kagome cried.
Nurses and doctors came out and took Renku away. Kagome and Yash sat down in the waiting room getting worried. “What's wrong with him?” Kagome asked.
“I don't know, but he'll be fine,” Yash said putting his arm around Kagome.
“I don't know what I'd do if I lost him. He was the only light in my life when everything was dark,” Kagome whispered and cried into Yash's chest.
When things started looking up, something else would happen to make everything else seem hopeless.
“Why did it have to be Renku? Why couldn't it have been me?” Yash asked.
“Don't say that. Just please don't jinx us at a time like this,” Kagome said.
Kouga entered the hospital with Kit, Sango, and Miroku tagging behind them.
“What's wrong with him?” Kouga asked.
“We don't know, but he was bleeding from the mouth,” Yash said.
“Then he must be bleeding internally,” Miroku stated.
“Do you think he'll make it, Miroku?” Kagome asked.
“I'm sure he'll be alright. Doctors here won't give up until he's dead,” Miroku said.
Kagome let out another sob and Sango hit Miroku in the back of the head. He could be really insensitive sometimes, but in his line of work he saw dead patients everyday so it didn't bother him much.
“Why did you say that?! Now Kagome is crying again!” Yash growled.
“I wouldn't worry too much Kagome. I'm sure what Miroku is trying to say is that Renku will be perfectly fine,” Sango said rubbing her friend's back.
Kouga gave Yash a look that said `we need to talk' so Yash stood up.
“Where are you going?” Kagome asked.
“I'll be right back. I need to go talk to Kouga for a sec,” Yash said and walked off.
“How are things between you and her?” Kouga asked.
“Hard to say. She admitted that she still loves me, but she thinks it's too soon for everything to go back to normal, or at least that's what she told me. Renku being sick isn't helping things. I'm going to have to make her fall in love with me all over again once Renku is better,” Yash explained.
“Well that shouldn't be too hard and by the smell of things around here Renku should be just fine,” Kouga said patting Yash on the shoulder.
“I hope so. We can't take a death right now,” Yash whispered.
He heard shuffling behind him and turned to see everyone standing in front of a doctor. Yash and Kouga ran over to the group and listened to what the doctor had to say. Hopefully it was good news…
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A/N: Hello everyone! Thanks for the reviews! I really appreciate it! I'm thinking of starting another fic just so I can take a little break from this one since I'm getting kinda worn out. Don't worry though! If I do start another fic I will alternate between the two to where I post a chapter for this one then the nest day for the other one…Get it?
So yeah, cliffy! Muahaha! Do you think Renku will be okay or will the doc have bad news?