InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forever Pain ❯ Chapter 9~NightMares! ( Chapter 10 )

Forever Pain By Mija

Disclaimer~dont own Inuyasha and company.

Chapter 9~NightMares!

~~~Kagome was released and she grumbled as Inuyasha lifted her from the wheelchair and carried her to the car Inuyasha had waiting for them. And if that was not bad enough, he also picked her up and carried her into the main office of TUC, where the penthouses were located at. Not wanting anyone to see her she had worn a hooded shirt and dark glasses although it only made some of the bruises on her a bit more hidden, but there was still alot of her bruses that wasnt. To her dismay she was fuming as Inuyasha carried her into the building bridal style and took her to the elevators. He had only paused briefly to speak to the night security gaurds at the front. When Kagome saw who one of the security guards were she was confussed and a bit worried. She didnt say anything though and allowed Inu to take her in the elevator followed by Kyoto.

~~~When they got to the penthouse suite he walked in and Kyoto followed, he carried her to a room and set her down in a huge comfy bed that had down pillows and silk sheets made of some really fine silk fromt he feel of the sweet comfort of it. The whole room was huge and luxurious. It took Kagomes breath away. A girl could get used to this, not that she was inot money and guys with it, but it wouldnt be so bad to wake up to this sort of stuff once and awhile. But still she worried and grew apprehensive. Inuyasha left and Kyoto stayed by her bedside smiling warmly at her.

"Is there anything you need Kagome?? I know you need rest but is there anything else I can do for you?" Kyoto asked with concern and warmth. Kagome smiled weakly.

"Ear is Inu..asha going to eep?" Kagome asked. Kyoto frowned a bit confused but not by her words since she understood them, but by the fact she asked them.

"In his own penthouse next door." Kyoto replied, and the look of relief that crossed over kagome's face was comforting.

"Can you lock da door to eye roon when you lease?" Kagome asked. Kyoto smiled and nodded then left the room, doing as Kagome asked and locking the door behind her. Why was Kagome soo affraid she wondered? But then again she was just beaten by her ex boyfriend and anyone would be affraid and confussed after something like that.

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~~~After taking her doctors prescribed medicine kagome had fallan asleep. In her sleep she saw the guard at the front of the office to TUC and her dreams began to revolve around that. She relived the dreams she sooooo didnt want to relive. It had been one of the biggest mistakes of her life, but the most humiliating, even if not many knew of it. She had really not talked about it to anyone. She figured why bother? She had been young yes, but she had done alot of stuff when she was young and she figured she had deserved this. It had all been her fault, even though part of her knew that it had still been wrong, it didnt help the guilt she felt for what had happened. As the dream progressed and went back to her child hood and the time her innocense in more than one way had been stolen from her. By the time she got to the worst part she was screaming in her sleep.

~~~Kyoto had heard Kagome moaning and tossing around in her bed, she hadnt been asleep, she was worried about her new friend and had stayed close by in case she called out for anything. When she started to scream out, Kyoto felt the hair on her nape stand on end as she raced to Kagome's room, only to be met with a locked door. Ok so she wasnt the best person in the world, she had a key to the room right in her pocket. She figured that if something had happened she would be prepared. So she unlocked the door and went to the young girl her age trashing and writhing on the bed screaming out.

"Nooooooo please dont..I dont want this please......I dont want this.......your my friend..why?? why??? Kikyo help me!!!" She screamed as she trashed about. Kyoto's heart picked up a beat. She knew who Kikyo was and it had been one of the reasons her brothers had suspected Kagome of her alliance with Hojo and his father company where Kikyos older brother Naraku worked at.

"Stop!..please??? please stop...Kikyo why?? Why??" came the broken and saddened voice of Kagome in her sleep. Kyoto couldnt take it anymore. She grabbed Kagome's shoulders and shook her awake. She couldnt let the girl go on with this frightening nightmare. Slowly Kagome opened her eyes and looked about her franticly. Kyoto could tell she was trying hard to shake the dream and find out where she was and what her surroundings were.

~~~Kagome looked around her and realized where she was then saw Kyoto looking at her with concern and worry in her eyes. She gulped and looked at her.

"Kyoto?" she asked threw clentched teeth. (just a warning, from this part I will make Kagome's words seem perfect although shes still talking wierd, I want you to understand her so I will type her words as they would be if she was talking right..:-)

"Are you alright Kagome?" Kyoto asked with worry.

"Yes why?"

"I heard you screaming..you were dreaming I assume..but it tore at my heart.."

"Huh?"

"Dont you know that you spoke out loud in your sleep Kagome?" Kyoto asked and watched as Kagomes face paled.

"Whaaa...what did I say?" Kagome asked with fear. She had kept this secret well and never told anyone. If she had said something she didnt know if she could ever live the shame down.

"You called out for Kikyo to help you and you asked why alot and then you yelled for someone to stop..and asked why they were doing this to you...is confussing but the way you said it....Kagome I know you dont know me..you have every right to not trust me and confide in me,,but I swear to you now.......I dont want to see you hurt or in pain...and I would love to know what you dreamed of..not because it would tweak any perverted thoughts or anything, but I just feel like I need to know...I want so much to help you..to be your friend.." Kyoto replied and explained as she looked at Kagome with sincere concern and affection. Kagome wanted to clam up, to tell Kyoto to go to hell. She didnt speak of this, never had to anyone but a very select few. But for some reasone her face made Kagome feel like she could talk to her. And a part of Kagome felt like she needed to say it, to tell someone of her woes of her past. Yes Kyoto would judge her and find her to be nothing but a slut and a whore and tainted. But this is what she wanted. the truth plain and simple. It was time.

"Do you really want to know Kyoto??...because what I dreamed of was not a real nightmare..but a nightmare of something that really happened...and once you know Im sure you wont want to have anything to do with me after ward."

"Ohh Kagome trust me nothing you can say or have done in the past can make me not like you..I just feel like it would help if I knew maybe I can do something."

"Theres nothing you can do..it happened..its past...and Im over it..but...sometimes...I comes back to haunt me.." Kagome smiled sadly.

"Kyoto?...you know when we walked into this building?? I saw the two night guards you had on deck...do you know one of them was Kouga?" Kagome asked.

"Yes Kouga Hanotishi?" Kyoto replied.

"Ya..but did you know he was related to Naraku?" Kagome asked with a very weak smile. She had long ago severed any ties to this family and she really hated it when it came up.

"What?" Kyoto asked in suprise. She knew Naraku and who his sister was, but she didnt know that they were related to Kouga. This was definitly news Yasha and Sess would want to know.

"Yes..lets start at the begining...I was 12 when I met my nieghbor Kikyo and her brother Naraku..ooh they were soo cool and popular..Kikyo was sought after by every guy I knew but she only went for guys who were older and had money and jobs..and although I knew who Naraku was and had a few words with him he was older and I didnt really talk to him much..he was older and didnt want to be bothered by someone my age..I was young..how funny it all seems now" Kagome said as she pasted a weak smile on her face.

"Back then Kikyos mom was unmarried as mine was..but her mom had a rich boyfriend and eventually married him...but before that they were like us...not rich not poor just making ends meet in a nieghborhood that was not good but not bad either..we were nieghbors and we got along ok I guess..at least I thought we did...at first Kikyo was like a babysitter to us..not like most since my mom often left me to watch over Rin..but she asked kikyo to look out for us none the less..anyhow we became freinds...at least I thought we did."

"Kikyo's mom married when I was 13 and they moved away..not more than a few months later my mom met my step dad and he started to take over the house..at first I hated him for this...later I respected him for it..but at the time I rebelled...When I was 14 I ran away..I stayed with Kikyo..and I was there for a few month and she seemed to take care of me...even when she went to her boyfriends house and left me in the car with her cousin Kouga I didnt mind..Kouga was sweet..he never did anything to me..he would usually hold me in his arms and let me lay my head on his shoulders and let me fall asleep till Kikyo came back.."

"I thought Kouga as one of my best friends..we talked we spent time together when Kikyo would leave us to fend for ourselves when she went off to be with one of her rich boy toys..I wouldnt of ever thought to distrust them or thing of anything wierd...althoug Kikyo was vain and self centered she seemed to care about me and was my friend...or so I though." Kagome gave Kyoto a sad smile but didnt intterupt.

"again I was 14 when I ran away from home...Kikyo and Kouga who was always around her then made it all seem soo cool...I trusted them...then one night..I did something majorly stupid...I started to drink...and it was hard liquor...which I must tell you now I do not drink at all anymore cause of that night...anyhow...I was drunk...really drunk and I kept wondering why Kikyo indulged me..she was buying the stuff for me left and right..she never did this before..she usually told me if I wanted something to drink I had to buy my own..I usually did..but that night it was off..she kept treating me so to speak...soon I was out of it..I was soo drunk...I couldnt even move really...In fact I remembered being carried from the car back to Kikyos room....then....." Kagome stopped to gulp and wipe a tear. This was hard for her. She knew Kyoto would never look at her the same again. She was tainted and scared nothing would be the same after this. But she had to go on.

"I am not totally sure of all the events that night..I was really out of it...but I do remember a few things...I remember laying on the bed...I couldnt seem to move..my head hurt...then he came..Naraku..Kikyo brother..he started to undress me and I was like Noooooooo...I tried to brush his hands away but I felt like they were filled with lead, they wouldnt move as fast as I wanted..he laughed and kept doing what he was doing..then the next thing I remember is Kouga..he was laying over me...I looked at him and asked him what was going on..I trusted him..he was my freind...he looked down at me and smirked..then before I knew it he was touching me..I begged him to stop..told hime we were friends..told him that I dint want this..but i was so out of it I could only talk but not fight off anything he was doing...he..he..he took me that night...stole my virginity.." Kagome stated with tears and nervousness.

"When he was on me I saw Kikyo come into the room..I cried out for her..asked her to help me...she laughed at me..told me that I was stupid and just a kid..I didnt understand this but I knew she wasnt going to stop Kouga from taking me..I begged her to help me agian...when she didnt I called out her boyfriends name..he was a decent guy and I thought he might help me..this angerere Kikyo and she shouted at me, accussing me of wanting her boyfrind, which was not true...ooh Gods she stood there as she watched her cousin take me.. her brother watched also and they both smiled...after that all I remember is wakeing up to him in my bed..his arms wrapped around me and my panties gone...I crept outta the bed and never looked back when I left...I never told anyone what happened..till now...all I knew and know is that it was my fault...if I hadnt been totally wasted..." Kagome said but Kyoto cut her off.

"Fuck that Kagome!" she practically shouted making Kagome jump.

"I dont care how drunk you were..even IF you hadnt said you didnt want it..that you wanted him to stop..it was still rape girlfriend..you can be as drunk as you want to be but it doesnt give anyman a right to take something not willing given to him!" Kyoto practically shouted. She was soo mad. Yes she understood the night mare, and if she had her say Kouga was going to be gone, even if he didnt have anything to do with the leak he was sooooooooo gone. She would not have a man like him there. Especially a man who had done something as a kid to her friend that made her affraid. This was one of the benifits of having power and money and in this case she was taking advantage to it.

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~~~Sesshoumaru sat on the leather couch on his den. He looked at his brother oddly. He was growling. They had heard everything. Thanks to Inuyasha's skills he had made sure Kyoto's penthouse was equiped with a mic and survaliance system. They had heard everyting kagome had said. Granted Sess really wanted to rip the throat off of Kouga after hearing what he had done, but the look on Inuyasha was more fierce. It made Sess think that Inu migth feel for this female more than he let on. He was more surprised that Inuyasha didnt think the female was tainted due to what had happened. Many men had a hard time coming to terms with this sort of thing, but it just made Inu more pissed off. He still wanted her. She was tainted, althoug it didnt have to do with Hojo, it still enraged him and he wanted vengence. But aside from all that. They pretty much had a link to who was stealing their secrets. Kouga. He had access. When no one was around during the night he could easily steal any thing he wanted. And now they knew the link between Kikyo and Kouga...they were cousins. How Inuyasha had missed it they did not know. But it must be a good kept secret for Inuyasha not to know.

A/N~Okies guys next chap here...hope its to expectation..and to my one reviewee on MM..I had been wondering how I was going to bring Kagome's past, at leat this part of it, to the story and you gave me the idea of the nightmare and for that Im gratefull..:-)...and to anyone who thinks this is stupid?? omg trust me...this is how I lost my virginity...I was drunk..I said no I dont want this..and he still did it..he was my friend..I had trusted him..his cousin was my best frined but she didnt help only added to it..ya depressing and yes my fault..I was drunk I deserverd this..but it still hurt me..:-( anyhow talk to yall soon be well be safe and be happy luv and much huggles and smiles Mija..:)