InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Harmony Parking Lot ❯ Church Hymn of the Condemned ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

flew down the staircase and busted out the exist to outside. I saw Kagome clutching Sango and letting out an unbearable scream as the sat on the wet sidewalk, but it wasn't just Kagome in tears Sango was just as upset trying desperately to keep an upper lip and comfort her friend. A cell phone laid on the ground broken by a harsh fall.

"Kagome..." I whispered out walking over to her and sitting down on the curb next to her. I put my arm around her and Kagome shifted and put her face on my shoulder. "What happened?" I asked running my hand down her hair. Kagome just remained silent and it was Sango who forced herself to speak.

"Kagome's parents...they got in a car crash....*sniffle*the hospital called." Sango broke back down and put her face into her hands. I found myself feeling like shit...If it wasn't for me starting the fight with Kagome, she might have not tried to call her parents. I just pulled Kagome closer to me and the others had finally came down the stairs. I was the one that had to tell the group what had happened, Sango and Kagome were too much into hysterics to even muster up a vowel.

Miroku's face became as grave as the two girls, Skunk slumped back against the building lighting up a cigarette, and Kouga punched the building making blood pour from his knuckles. While Hoagie just stared off in the distance with eyes that had seemed to be hopeless. I felt like an outcast in this group...everyone was attached just like a family and they all acted as if it were their parents that had gotten sent to the hospital. I was unable to feel any compassion or sadness at the fact of their deaths I never knew them. I only felt bad because it hurt Kagome so.

I did the only thing I could think of to help make Kagome feel better and offered to take her and whoever else to the hospital. Kouga refused to go and just went inside, but everyone else was up for it. Miroku showed me where his car was and gave me the keys since he just wanted to comfort Sango and not have to worry about focusing on driving.

The hospital was on a hill and about three miles away. It was hard to find my way there Hoagie was the only one able to give me directions. Once we pulled into the hospital parking lot Kagome just threw open the door and ran to the front desk. The rest of us waited until the car was actually at a full stop before we got out.

It didn't take long to find Kagome she was yelling at the lady at the front desk. Who was refusing to let her in to see her parents.

"I don't give a fuck that it is against hospital policy to let me in after surgery! But they are my parents you fat cunt!" Kagome yelled slamming her hands on the desk, tears raging out of her eyes.

"I'm sorry miss, you can't see them yet..." The lady replied. Kagome ran to the swinging doors and headed down the halls. Sango, Miroku and I got up to go after her leaving Hoagie by the doors.

"Hey! you can't go back there!" The nurse yelled, and then glared over at Hojo who shrunk down in one of the waiting room's chairs.

Sango was leading the group in the same mind set as Kagome. She then slid backwards nearly missing the room that Kagome was in. We looked through the glass and saw Kagome leaning over her mom. Her parents were completely banged up. Her Dad had a giant slash going across his face and blood smeared all over him. I could smell the stench of death setting in over them and Sango despite her in ability to sense it like I could understood what was happening too. She opened the door and sat next Kagome not saying anything.

In my life of not caring or even giving one flying fuck about family or friends I found myself now feeling a upset over two people I had never even met before. I couldn't see Kagome like this and so I went in and went over to the other side of Kagome. Sango kissed Kagome's forehead and went over to Miroku and buried her head into his chest.
God this was the most awkward moment of my life, but there was something so familiar about it...an almost aftertaste of something that had happened to me when I was just a kid. But I don't want to think about that now. Kagome's mom fluttered her eyes open and she looked over at her daughter almost making Kagome fall backwards in shock. Kagome's mom's gaze looked into her daughters eyes than peered up at me.

"So this is the boy you always talk about. He's a catch." Her mom smiled. Kagome blushed the brightest red despite how tears still fell.

"Mom...it's all my fault...I'm sorry...I promise when we get home I'll be better and.." Her mom put her weak and bruised hand on her daughters shoulder and interrupted her, "Kagome...you're father and I will always be with you." Kagome clung onto her mom.

"Don't say that you and Dad will be alright!" And the awkwardness of my presence just kept getting worse.

"Kagome...dying is just another part of life...you have to be strong honey...and look after Sota." Kagome shook her head and lowered her head so her mother could kiss her. Her mother then went back to sleep. Kagome forgot that I was even there and laid on the bed curling up to her mom.

"Kagome I'll be outside." I said turning away from the awkward moment to wait for her outside. Sango must've been really upset because earlier she would be killing Miroku if he was two feet away from her, but now she was holding onto him for dear life.

Few minutes later Kagome's mom was dead. Kagome was breaking down before our eyes and none of us knew what to do about it. We watched her crying and begging for her father to wake up. Skunk couldn't take it anymore and went out into the waiting room to meet up with Hojo. It must have been six in the morning by now the sky was turning into a bright blue.

Sango, Miroku, and I walked into the room and sat in the visitor chairs. We had been in the hospital for almost three hours and sleeping hasn't been much of an option tonight. Kagome was fast asleep kneeling on by her father and resting her head on his lap. Suddenly a loud beeping happened...and we knew what it meant it had happened a few seconds before Kagome's mom was rushed out.

A swarm of nurses and a doctor rushed over to her father. Kagome refused to leave his side and eventually a nurse had to pry her off of him. She screamed and buckled under. Miroku ended up being the one who helped her back to her feet. At seven eighteen a.m. Mr. Higurashi was pronounced dead.

As soon as we went back into the waiting room Hojo and Skunk ran over to Kagome. Kagome just stood there she was in shock. I knew that she would be going through the five stages of grief...and that was going to be fucking crazy.

We had to wait another hour before we could leave so Kagome could fill out paperwork. After that was done Miroku drove us to Kagome's house. We went into the living room where a young kid around ten or so was fast asleep on an old man's shoulder.

"Grandpa...Sota." Kagome said sitting down next to the sleeping bodies who stirred at the sound of her voice.

"Kagome what happened? Are Mom and Dad going to be ok?" Sota asked rubbing his eyes. I began thinking that maybe I should have stayed back at the house. I don't know anything about dealing with people and death...I never gave a shit.

"Sota...Mom and Dad didn't make it..." Kagome looked hopeless and like all life had washed away from her. The worst part was seeing her and her brother crying while the old man just sat there staring back outside.

Man this has been the most emotional night of my life. Through all that I have been through I have never had to deal with this much crying and craziness.

Miroku, Skunk, Hojo, and I sat on the couch while Sango, Kagome, Sota, and Kagome's gramps talked in the kitchen. This silence and misery is killing me!

"So...what a night." I said twiddling my thumbs...

"Inuyasha I'm really glad you came. She needs you right now." Hoagie said giving a little smile, before looking back into the abyss just as everyone else were.
"Eh...what else could I do." I shrugged off. Another pause of silence that seemed to reach into eternity. That quarter...what has it got me into...but if I had been tails I would never have met her.

Sango came into the room and added to the silence on the couch. Sitting next to me and Miroku. I was growing very tired of this atmosphere.

"Kagome needs to spend time with her family right now." Sango said and everyone understood what to do next and got up and without one word they walked over to the door. I got the hint as soon as I noticed that I was the only one still sitting. I followed the others out and we went back to the loft.

When we opened the door, Kouga was sitting at the table. He still looked pissed and now I could just imagine him going ape shit at the news. But I was happy I didn't have to say anything. Miroku went over to him and told him.

"They are dead! What about Kagome! This is all your fucking fault!" Kouga yelled at me. I don't want to deal with anymore of this shit I just shrugged him off and went into my room.

My bed was the most comfortable thing I had ever seen at this point. No crying, no dumb-asses, just sleep.

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A week of this shit, a week of everyone moping and no sign of Kagome. Kouga wouldn't look at me which I didn't mind, Skunk and Hojo went home after two days. Usually if a situation anywhere close to this began to unravel I would just pick up and go, but for some god damn reason I just couldn't imagine leaving Kagome. Over a girl I had completely done a 180.


I was eating ramen when Sango barges into the room and seemed really irritated. Sango had moved in to the room farthest away from Miroku's, which I found slightly humorous considering their night together.

"We have to get Kagome!" Sango said throwing her body down onto a chair.

"What's wrong?" I said with noodles dangling out of my mouth.

"She needs us! I call her and I hear her crying, or she won't pick up...I try to get her over here and she says she has to go. I think we need to kidnap her!" Sango said smiling, "ooh that looks good." Sango sniffed and reached over and began to eat my noodles...god damn it those are mine.

"So what do you say Inuyasha ready to go grab your girlfriend from misery's grip?" Sango said taking all the noodles that remained and shoving them into her mouth.

"She isn't my girlfriend." I smiled back...at least she isn't yet.

"Well then get your ass up and get Miroku!" Man Sango was pushy...Miroku must be a bit of a masochist to fall for a girl like her, than again Miroku is a fucking pig for girls.

So I gathered everyone and followed Sango's instructions to call up Skunk and Hojo. Kouga was being a shit head and acting like a fucking child still blaming the death of Kagome's parents on me, never mind the fact that she didn't call her parents until she had fought with Kouga...but whatever. I was also told to bring a back pack of my shit...she said it was going to be a long night.

Hojo showed up with a bag full of random ass crap; balloons, silly string, whip cream, and a giant bag of candy. Looking at him I could swear I was going to a six year olds birthday party. When Skunk arrived he had a similar idea only his was an idea of an anarchists his back pack contained spray paint, fireworks, bottles of various types of alcohol filling up most of the room, and in the front pocket Skunk proudly showed us his shrine of "Goods" including a vial of acid, and a bag filled with pink tabs of ecstasy. Then there was what must have been an ounce of weed...I was completely in awe my eyes fixed with greed, but how the hell could he afford all those drugs...even funnier was his weed was the Skunk strain which is about $400 for an ounce...Skunk is definitely a good and loaded friend.

"Skunk how the hell did you afford all this?" I asked absolutely stuck on the beautiful contents of his backpack.

"Well I'm called Skunk for more than just my hair ya know...I dabble in some street dealings you could say and have a little operation at my place." he winked at me...so he was a dealer that made a lot more sense now.

"You are a good man.." Skunk let out a smile than zipped his back pack up.

"So let's get the hell out of here already and make Kagome's day! Kouga get your fat ass off of the couch!" Sango yelled excitedly. She literally pushed us into the elevator(which was finally working again) and all the way into the parking lot.

Looking at Sango was like looking at a little kid on Christmas morning she was giddy and impatient waiting on Miroku to open up the car door so we could leave. Once the click was heard she threw open the door and called shotgun. If I never mentioned this before Miroku's car was a nicely restored 70'
Volkswagen bus. Not really a surprising ride coming from a horny little bastard like him, right. I don't understand Sango, she was really happy and I thought that she would be just as depressed as Kagome, or at least not as giddy about this. I mean what are we really celebrating here? Yay! You're parents are dead! ...I will never understand chicks.

We pulled up to Kagome's house and Sango ran out and came back not even five minutes later with a completely confused Kagome who looked like she had been crying and was in her pajamas still. Sango pushed her in the back seat next to me.

"Hi guys...what's going on?" Kagome said buckling herself in.

"We are kidnapping you!" Miroku smiled...I wonder how many times he has said that to a woman?

"Kidnapping me? Where are we going?"

"It's a surprise!" Sango chimed. "Oh wait I forgot something!" Sango said rustling around in the front seat before she found a black scarf. "Inuyasha put this on her!" Sango is officially crazy.

"Sango..." Kagome said giving her friend a stern look, but Sango met her stare and eventually made Kagome cave and accept the blindfold. They didn't even say anything, but Kagome manage to lose a silent and non physical fight.

"Alright do it already." Kagome said closing her eyes...I took the blind fold and put it around Kagome's eyes making sure it wasn't too tight.
The drive to wherever the hell we are at took forever and was the most round about and dizzying drive.
I figured we are on the outskirts of the city since we are standing in the middle of a field that looks completely untouched by civilization. Trees fill in the gaps that separate us from the rest of the world and in front of us is a small bluff with a river at the bottom.

I took the blind fold off of Kagome and she ran over to Sango and gave her a giant hug and moved down the line...but stopped at me and went back to looking out towards the water. I have no idea what the hell is going on... Hojo whips out his bag of goodies and everyone sits down around him.

"Man remember the first time we found this place!" Kagome smiled, I was glad she was smiling and happy instead of seeing her in tears, but fuck I hate hearing about stories that I wasn't a part of and therefore can't say anything about. I just end up sitting around quiet giving the occasional nod or that's cool remark.

"That was a fucking crazy day. Remember how high we were." Miroku laughed.

"Nope can't say I do, but than again if I wasn't so high than I would remember it." Skunk laughed.

"I remember you falling down the bluff and belly flopping into the river." Hojo added...yep looks like a walk down memory lane...I'm just going to eat this here candy. I took a piece of taffy out of the plastic sack and laid back looking up at the blue sky.

"Hojo you would remember, you don't do any drugs." Kouga said giving a wolfish grin.

"I have my drinking and that is good enough." Blah blah blah...someone say something interesting already.

"Inuyasha are you ok?" Kagome said looking over at me.

"Huh? Yeah just waiting for something interesting to happen." I shrugged then noticed Sango and Kagome speaking with their eyes again and apparently Skunk and Miroku are in on it...this doesn't seem good. Kouga looked over at them and he even seemed like he didn't now what was going on.

I gave up on this mind game and laid back down, but as I began to get comfy Kagome’s face peered down at me and the next thing I saw was a pink string blinding me. I wiped it from my face getting up and then saw that the whole group had armed themselves and were in position to shoot. I became a fucking rainbow.

“Hey this isn’t fair! I’m going to get you bastards!” I roared and went over to the bag and picked up my own canister. I lodged into action and began spraying everyone with my can. It had turned into a full out war. All the guys even Kouga gained up with each other and attacked the two girls. I had Kagome cornered...that was until I took a step back and began tumbling down the hill...and ended up splashing into the water.

Kagome ran down and offered her hand to help me up...but I always did hate swimming alone. Sure it was the oldest trick in the book...and that was also the oldest saying, anyway this opportunity was just too good. As soon as she offered her hand I pulled her in.

"Inuyasha!" Kagome yelled coming back to the surface and wiping her face free of the water.

"Payback is a bitch." I smirked. Kagome gave a devious smile and headed for shore...not that I minded she was wearing a white tee.

"Alright you two come help set up camp!" Kouga said glaring at me, but then fixing on Kagome...dumb bastard.

"Wait camp?" I didn't think this was going to be a camping trip...fuck.

"Yep now get out of the water and help me put up the tent." Miroku said throwing a bag full of the tent supplies out of his van.

"Just one tent?" Sango said looking over at the single bag.

"This is a bonding experience." Miroku smiled back.

I reluctantly went out and started to help Miroku with the tent...the stupid thing was a pain in the ass to put up. I tried to put one stick in the ground and the other one would get uprooted, I had finally put in the second to last spike in the ground and when I walked to the other side I tripped into the almost put up tent and got caught in it, making all of the spikes get uprooted. It took me all together fifteen minutes to put up that damn thing and when I did everyone went in and didn't say shit...ungrateful assholes.

I felt like I was entering an Indian spiritual experience in a teepee or something. Everyone sat in a circle with Skunks backpack in the middle. We had a few blankets, but it was the most simple looking tent, I hadn't noticed the shit Miroku had in the back of the van...but he knows me well enough now that I wouldn't have come if I had heard we were camping.

"What should we do first?" Sango said eyeing the drug paraphernalia.

"How bout that x?" Kouga said...I don't trust him...if he said ecstasy then he is probably going to try and do something stupid with Kagome...and that thought is one that just pisses me off more than anything. I looked over at Kagome to see what she may think, but she was shivering and her nipping looked like it could cut glass. I felt myself getting aroused, but shrugged it off.

"Kagome here...you look cold." I handed her over my jacket that had been kept warm in my bag.

"Thanks Inuyasha...Sango I wish you had let me grab my stuff..." Kagome said pulling the jacket around her. Sango looked slightly ashamed that she hadn't thought of grabbing Kagome's stuff. Especially since we took Kagome in her pajamas and they were soaking wet. Kouga snarled.

Skunk took out the little baggy of ecstasy and crushed five tabs. Then he took his I.D and began putting it into five lines on the cigarette case he borrowed from Sango. One for each of us...except Hoagie...he refused to take one. He rolled a paper used for top and passed it over to me.

"Skunk why did you crush it?" Kagome asked.

"Because I feel more Punk Rock when I snort it." Skunk joked. Kagome just rolled her eyes and waited as he finished making the last line.

"Here Inuyasha you can go first." Skunk smiled and handed over the small tube. I took it and placed it under my nose...When I snorted the powder up and stung like a motherfucker. Usually in it's pure form it doesn't sting at all, but being a hanyou with a sensitive nose means even in it’s pure form doesn’t stop my nose from hurting. I clenched my fist and snorted the rest of the line up then passed the tube and the case to Kagome.

She smiled and hesitated a moment before finally snorting her line. I looked on in almost shock she manned it down and didn’t even flinch. Kagome placed her finger to her nostril and sniffed in any remains of the powder. Any girl who could take drugs better than I is one hell of a find.

After everyone had taken their line, Miroku took out a pipe and one of the nugs from the ounce. This was going to be one trip. I looked around and saw everyone was already feeling good. Hoagie was drinking and making sure everyone was alright...he is like an alcoholic babysitter the way he watches out for the girls.

“How are you feeling Kagome?” Kouga asked in a near seductive voice.

“I’m really cold...” She said trying to strain as much warmth from my jacket as possible. Kouga moved closer to her and put his blanket over her.

“No thanks Kouga...that blanket is itchy...” The MDMA was definitely working on her. In fact it was working on everyone. During Miroku’s hit Sango had asked if they could share it...now what she meant by sharing the hit was transferring the smoke from Miroku’s mouth to hers. I must say despite sober Sango’s resistance towards Miroku when she is drunk she is a whore for him.

“Hey guys...Sango and I are going to other compartment.” Miroku winked and headed to the compartment over to the right. Skunk and Hoagie gave disgusted looks since their backs were against the room in which Sango and Miroku were occupying...

“I’m going outside I don’t want to hear them...” Kagome said taking off the jacket and crawling out of the tent. She took a little while getting out since she kept getting caught up on the ‘texture’ of the ground. I followed her out and Kouga didn’t really look like he cared since he was touching Hoagie and rubbing his head on his shoulder...making Hoagie look like the most uncomfortable person in the world.

Kagome stood up as soon as she hit the earth below her and wondered down the hill near the water. It’s a good thing water was so close...ecstasy is something that you need to keep hydrated while on. I saw her ankle about to buckle under as soon as her foot hit a mole hill and I went over and caught her just as she almost fell backwards. It was pretty dark out the sun had completely gone...and now it was stars and a dark blue sky above.

“Thanks Inuyasha...hey your ears..” Kagome said looking up with huge pupils.

“Yeah, well why hide it out here...it’s a pain in the ass to hide them.” I still don’t understand her fascination with them...but like the time before she reached up and began petting them.

“Your ears are so amazing...I wish I had fuzzy ears...I wish everything was this soft.” Ahhh...the ranting of a girl when she is on ecstasy. I realized I was still holding onto her and had begun gently running my hands down her back. Her shirt was still damp, but I didn’t pay much mind to it.

“So Inuyasha, don’t think I haven’t forgotten about before.” Kagome said not taking her hand off of my ears. I knew that despite what she said, Kagome is feeling the same way for me as I am for her. I could smell her arousal and hell she is all I want. As soon as I was about make a more daring move she went to the edge of the water and sat down.

This chase was starting to really get to me. Fuck. I went over and sat down next to her and silence filled most of the night’s air.

“What’s it like?” Kagome suddenly said.

“What?”

“To move around constantly and never give a damn about people...and not have to worry about family...or death?” Kagome’s eyes began to swell. I haven’t seen someone cry while taking ecstasy in a long time.

“My life’s not that great.” Kagome eyes looked glossy and tears were going down in a steady rhythm.

“Yeah...right. You were able to runaway at least and you don’t give a shit about anything.” Kagome said now hugging her knees. I took a deep breath, fuck I hate the whole opening up bullshit, but I don’t want this night to go to waste.


“ Look Kagome...It’s really not like that...you know how I’m a hanyou, well my mom was human and my dad was a youkai. They always seemed really in love or whatever, but when I was fifteen my dad started to have problems controlling his demon instincts. Then when I was sixteen it got really bad to the point where one night my parents got into a fight and...the police call it a murder-suicide. I was the one that had found them...the reason I ran away was so I wouldn‘t have to go into the system and I wouldn‘t have to be around those old faces...I mean everyone in town knew who we were and what we were...staying there was a fucking death trap.” I exhaled and looked back over to Kagome who was now looking up at me.

“Inuyasha... how did you manage to deal with it?” Kagome whispered and then moved her head onto my chest.

“I drank my tears away or at least until they start to taste like cheap beer.” I replied putting my arms around Kagome’s small frame. She smiled a little and wiped away the final tears. But it hit me...Kagome shouldn’t have a guy like me, fuck I would just drag her down...

“Kagome...I’m not fucking perfect...” I was about to further when she looked deep into my eyes and put her finger to my lips.

“I remember someone telling me that they would take the beauty of chaos over ugly perfection.” She had hit a new wave. MDMA can come in waves one moment you feel you are coming down and then the next boom you are higher than before. But after saying the same phrase that I told her the day in the parking lot she bit her lip...and I pulled her close to me, locking my lips to hers.

It started getting even heavier. I felt her nails pulling on my shirt and I moved us down to where we were laying on the grass instead of sitting. She moved to nibbling on my neck and it felt amazing...my hands moved up her shirt by instinct and began to work on taking off her bra. But as I reached for the last clasp...I realized that this was going to be her first time...and she was on drugs. I kissed her gently and then retracted my hands.

“What’s wrong?” She asked opening her eyes and looking into mine.

“Nothing, I just thought...” But again she hushed me.
“Inuyasha I know that I am on a drug that is known as one taken as an almost aphrodisiac, and I may not have done it before...but I want to. With you...fuck my parents just died and if anything it made me realize that life is short.” Kagome shrugged. I really can’t believe that I had almost refused to have sex with a girl...I smiled back at her.

“Are you sure...” I haven’t said those words since I was fourteen. She smiled and leaned back in and started to kiss me again. I picked up the hem of her shirt and slowly started to take it off then rested her back down on the ground. Kissing her lips and then moving down to her bare neck. Kissing lower and lower each time...until I was at her breasts. I ripped off her bra and gently nibbled on each nipple while caressing them. I heard her give soft moans and that is when it really hit that I finally had her. It was almost crazy realizing that I had only met her two weeks ago...everything that has happened felt like it took place over a few months not just two weeks. What was crazier was that I was about to have sex with Kagome who was a virgin...that is a record in my book.

I shifted my thoughts back over to the task at hand and moved my lips further down. I lifted my head up for a moment pulling her pajama pants slowly off. This moment meant more to me than usual...usually I would go rough and rip off everything...but with Kagome and this her first time I was going to take things slow like.

I pulled off her underwear and reset my position. Feeling her lying naked beneath me made me want this more than ever. I gently rubbed her and then put one finger in, then two. Putting them in and out, massaging her as I did this. Then I moved my head back down and began to lick her slow and gently making her beg for more. I then thrusted my tongue into her lapping up the warm juices of her. Her fingers tangled themselves into my hair...I was glad that I didn’t put up my mohawk today for the way her fingers felt as the pushed my head more into her was something I would have never imagined.

My cock was hard and needing to be in her. I took out my tongue and moved myself back up to her lips. Her breath was rapid and she began to nibble back on to my neck then slipped her hand down teasing me as she did so. Placing a her fingers on my chest and dragging them down. Until bam her hand gripped me and she stroked it gently while kissing me. At one point she just worked on me and looked into my eyes as moans of pleasure escaped me.

I couldn’t take it anymore and gently moved her to the side and mounted her. I put the tip of my cock in her and her nails dug into my back, but soon that first pain of entrance faded and she began to caress my back and gripping it in pleasure than in pain. It was nice and slow at first, but she wanted more she pulled me harder against her. She let out my name and gasps left her lips. As her moans increased so did the thrusting and I was able to wait until she came, before I pulled out. I kissed her for a few seconds after that and looked down at her. She was sweaty and her eyes were glazed over with gratification and pleasure I brushed her hair out of her face and kissed her on the forehead before I finally rolled off. She moved her head onto my chest and I put my arms around her. Kagome Higurashi...the most amazing girl I have ever met.

“Are you happy, Kagome?” I asked looking down at her...making sure that she didn’t regret losing herself to me.

“Mhm...that was what I had always hoped it would be. Was I...I mean...”

“For your first time you were fucking great.” I smiled and kissed her.

“Inuyasha...do you think there is a god?” She asked hesitantly.

“No, but if there is than I’ll get that bastard someday. Besides if heaven does exist than I don’t want any part of it.” I said caressing her back.

“Yeah...it’s really a dumb question anyway...I’ve never believed in that shit, but with my parents gone...I don’t know...I guess I’m even more of an atheist than before, but why wouldn‘t you want to go to heaven if it existed?”

“Because that would mean turning my life around and I really don’t care for redemption.” She just nodded and cuddled her head back into my chest.

“Inuyasha...I‘m sorry about earlier...and...if you leave...take me with you.” She whispered into my ear. I put my hand under her chin and slowly raised her head to meet my eyes.

“I’m not going anywhere.” I replied and planted another kiss on her lips.



A/N: Woo...fourth chapter! Thanks for reading and I hope you continue to. Hopefully my next chapter will be up a bit faster but who knows. Until next time R&R ^^