InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Heaven and Earth ❯ I Remember You ( Chapter 20 )

WARNING!! This chapter contains yaoi and incest of an explicit nature.

 

Chapter 20: I Remember You

 

Doujou - hall for martial arts training

Hakamas - mans formal divided skirt (pants)

Oi - hey

Otouto - younger brother

Sake - alcohol

Koibito - lover/sweetheart

 

Sesshoumaru was just leaving Rin's room when Jaken way laid him. “You have to go to your office, there's paperwork you need to catch up with.”

 

Sesshoumaru groaned and followed the toad. He spent the next three hours going over expense reports, village reports, requests, and other mundane matters until he thought he was going to go insane.

 

“Last one, my lord,” his retainer told him, passing him the final piece of paper that had been piled on the desk.

 

“Thank Kami,” Sesshoumaru sighed out. He muscles felt cramped from leaning over the desk for so long and he wanted to go to his training room and work the knots out. Finally able to leave he thanked Jaken for his help, patting the little toad on the head, and left to go practice his forms, leaving a giddily, happy toad behind.

 

Entering his doujou he stripped off everything except his hakamas, even discarding his boots. He practiced a few simple fighting forms, a bit awkwardly at first, trying to remember the correct moves and then as his years of training and his bodies own muscle memory kicked in, with more confidence and agility.

 

Inuyasha, having finished his bath, and not feeling particularly tired, had decided to see if he could find his brother. He was padding by the doujou when he looked in. He froze by the doorway, staring hungrily at the beautiful demon within as he flexed and moved across the floor.

 

Sesshoumaru did a more advanced move, a spin and kick. He landed gracefully on the floor in a crouched position, one knee bent, the other leg outstretched as if kicking the feet out from under an opponent. He looked up to see his younger brother standing in the doorway, gazing at him with a look in his eyes that made the older man blush.

 

“Uh…did you want something, Yash?” he asked, standing, feeling self conscious.

 

“Inuyasha,” he said automatically. “No, not really. Can I watch?” he asked.

 

“Su…sure,” Sesshoumaru answered. “I'm almost done though.”

 

“That's okay,” the hanyou replied, going over to the bench that was along the wall and sitting. He crossed his legs so his demon brother wouldn't notice that he was half erect.

 

Sesshoumaru tried to put the presence of his sibling out of his mind and went back to working through the final forms. He stretched and twisted, moving like fluid water, his muscles undulating beneath his fair skin.

 

Inuyasha sat, enthralled, his pants tightening on his enlarging phallus. He shifted in his seat to get more comfortable, not taking his eyes off his brother as he moved sensuously around the doujou. He moves like a cat, so supple. The hanyou licked his lips remembering when that erotic body was under him and his breathing and heart rate increased. I wonder what it would be like to be with him that way in his demon form. He looks much more flexible. He began to feel very hot just thinking of the possibilities.

 

Sesshoumaru stopped in the middle of the training area. He had finished the final forms and his keen sense of smell had caught the scent of arousal coming from the half demon He was unsure what to do about it and the confusion left him standing on the spot, his mind losing its connection with his surroundings.

 

Do nothing, what are you thinking?

 

He wants me, he is my mate. I should go to him.

 

No. You're nothing but a toy to him.

 

You lie, he growled out in his mind, fighting again to break free. He almost thought he was going to do it this time when he was suddenly brought back to reality with a flash of pain against his face.

 

“Oi, what was that for?” he asked, rubbing his cheek, wondering how his brother had moved so fast to get before him without him seeing.

 

Inuyasha had been badly frightened when he had approached his brother to see that dead, empty look in his eyes. He had tried calling to him, and having received no response at all, had done the only thing that had worked previously. He slapped him, harder than he had intended in his anxiety to bring the demon back from where ever he had disappeared to.

 

“You were just standing there, you wouldn't answer me.”

 

“You never called me, I would have heard you,” Sesshoumaru replied, irritated and hurt.

 

“Sess you weird out from time to time, you just don't realize it. You never remember afterwards.”

 

“Do not hit me again, Inuyasha,” he seethed, surprising the hanyou at how much he sounded like his old self, making him take a step back. “You might get more than you're ready for.” He stalked off, picking up a towel and draped it across his shoulders. He left the hall and headed for his room with his brother behind him. Before Inuyasha could gather up the courage to apologize, the demon went into his room and slammed the door in the hanyou's face.

 

Shit. Inuyasha felt rotten. He hadn't meant to hurt his brother's feelings. “Sess,” he said though the closed door, “I'm sorry, okay?”

 

He didn't receive an answer. “Come on, I didn't mean it, you just…frightened me. You were really out of it.”

 

Still nothing. “Fine, be that way.” Inuyasha griped, feeling annoyed at the stubbornness of his brother and at himself for hitting him in the first place. He left to walk into his own room.

 

Sesshoumaru was standing out on the balcony, still only in his hakamas with the towel over his shoulder. He was crying noiselessly, not understanding why he felt so badly. He wiped the tears away with the towel and brought himself back under some semblance of control, walking back into his room. He curled up on the futon feeling drained and lonely.

 

Inuyasha paced around in his room for about a half hour feeling guilty. Not able to stand it any longer, and determined to talk to his brother, he left and headed into Sesshoumaru's room without knocking. He saw the demon, sleeping, curled up on the futon. He could smell the salty tang of tears in the air around him and it made the hanyou droop his ears in misery. Damn it, he thought, sitting quietly beside his beautiful brother. He reached out and gently brushed his bangs away. “Sess, I'm sorry,” he whispered apologetically.

 

Sesshoumaru opened his dark, golden eyes and looked into his brother's brighter, yellow ones a bit surprised he had been asleep so soundly to not hear him enter. “What are you doing here?” he asked, trying to shake the sleep from his mind.

 

“I wanted to apologize…for hitting you,” Inuyasha returned softly.

 

“Was I really that out of it?” Sesshoumaru couldn't remember anything after he had stopped his exercises until his brother had slapped him across the face. The few lost minutes had bothered him when he had thought about it, and he realized that there had been other instances when he had been missing chunks of time.

 

“Yeah, I'm sorry, maybe I overreacted but it scares me to see you that way. It's like you're not even there.”

 

“Well I guess I can forgive you,” Sesshoumaru replied, suddenly feeling better. “But think of something else to bring me out of it, okay?” He was scared for me, that means he does care. The thought popped into the demon's head making him wonder where it had come from but also making him feel good.

 

Inuyasha grinned at his brother, relieved that he had been forgiven.

 

“Want to stay with me, otouto?” Sesshoumaru asked, pulling back the coverings on the futon in invitation.

 

The hanyou looked at his brother in surprise. He had never called him that before and it gave him a warm feeling to hear it after wishing for it for so long. “Sure,” he answered, crawling under the blankets and trying his hardest to resist molesting the innocent looking demon. He has no idea what he asks and it's effect on me. They were soon both asleep, each of them content just to be near the other.

 

As they dressed the next morning Sesshoumaru informed his brother that he had to travel to some of the villages in his territory to see to different matters. “I should be back before the sun sets,” he told the hanyou, realizing that tonight was the night of the new moon.

 

His brother had told him previously how changing into a human bothered him and Sesshoumaru wanted to be there for the half demon.

 

“Rin will help keep you occupied while I'm gone,” he laughed. He knew the little girl would probably drive his brother to distraction and wished he could stay to see his reactions. He stood staring a bit at Inuyasha before turning to leave with slightly red cheeks. For an instant he had had the urge to kiss him.

 

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True to his word Sesshoumaru arrived back before the sun had set below the horizon. He made his way to Inuyasha's room feeling tired and irritated by the days work. He stopped quickly at Rin's room, opening the door quietly, and seeing she was asleep, he closed it again and continued on.

 

Jaken had brought supper to Inuyasha's room for the two demons. He knew his lord was returning and would be hungry and Inuyasha had wanted to wait for his brother to eat. Sesshoumaru knocked lightly on the door.

 

“Come on in,” called out Inuyasha. He was glad his brother was back but a bit nervous for him to see him change.

 

“Hey, something smells good,” Sesshoumaru said, sniffing the air.

 

“Its supper, come have some. Jaken brought enough for the both of us.”

 

Sesshoumaru knelt down on the pillow and helped himself to the meats, fruit and rice on the table. Jaken has also brought some sake which the demon lord was thankful for. He needed a drink after all the tedious work that he had done today.

 

“Being a lord sucks,” he complained, as he finished his meal and took a good swig of the sake. “I wish I could just….” He stopped talking and watched in awe as his brother changed from a white haired hanyou into a black haired human right before his eyes.

 

“Inuyasha,” he whispered. “You…you're…beautiful.”

 

His now human brother dropped his head, blushing madly. “Shut up, Sess,” he mumbled out, feeling awkward and exposed.

 

Sesshoumaru came around the table to sit by his dark haired brother. Something was scratching and itching at the back of his mind, demanding to be recognized. Inuyasha, with his head and eyes downcast, didn't notice that blank expression come over his brother's face.

 

I was human, an angel turned me human. He helped me.

 

So? You don't need to remember this;it's not good for you.

 

That is how we became mates, I remember everything now. In his mind he was joyous as he felt the embrace weaken further. He struggled but still could not manage to quite get free.

 

Let me go!

 

No.

 

Inuyasha finally looked up, curious as to why his brother was sitting so still and quiet. His eyes grew large when he looked into his brother's empty orbs. Shit, I wish I knew what sets him off like this. He tried calling his brother's name and, as usual, got no response. He took a hold of the demons shoulders and tried shaking him as he said his name, still nothing. He was going to give him a slap and then decided against it, remembering his brother's words the last time he had hit him. What else can I do to bring him out of this fugue?

 

Stop this fighting, you know you don't want to remember, you want to stay here.

 

No I do not. I want to be with my mate. You are getting weaker, I can feel it, soon you will not be able to keep me here.

 

The entity laughed in his head.It's not me keeping you here, it's you. I wouldn't be able to hold you if you didn't want to be held. So struggle all you want, but unless you truly want to leave, you won't be able to.

 

Sesshoumaru tried and tried and although he could feel that tight grip loosen, it would not loosen enough for him to break totally free. Is it true? Do I really want to stay here, locked in my own mind? He began to feel doubt.

 

Of course it is, don't be a fool. Relax, go to sleep, the voice said seductively.

 

It was at this point that Inuyasha got an idea. He reached up with his fingers and gently drew them across his mating marks. He watched as they began to appear more strongly on his brother's neck. “Sesshoumaru, can you hear me?” he asked as he continued to caress those four small indentations. “Please come back to me, I need you.”

 

The feeling from Sesshoumaru's neck and the words that he heard called to him loud and clear, I'm not staying here any longer, I'm leaving right now! he yelled out to, he now realized, himself. The grip that had held him for so long finally disappeared, and just like that he was free, all his memories snapping back into place.

 

Now it was Inuyasha's turn to watch in awe as his brother's eyes darkened from that tarnished gold back to brown and become focused on him.

 

“I remember you,” Sesshoumaru whispered, leaning forward and capturing Inuyasha's lips in a soft kiss.

 

“Sess,” Inuyasha finally gasped out when his brother stopped kissing him, surprised and feeling pleasantly flushed.

 

“My name is Sesshoumaru, thank you,” he replied, looking at his lovely human mate. “I remember everything, Inuyasha. All of it,” he told him softly.

 

“How? What happened?” the former hanyou asked, confused.

 

“You did, mate. You said you needed me, so I came back. Do you need me?”

 

Inuyasha looked into those warm, soft eyes that were looking at him so seductively and nodded. “I need you so much, Sesshoumaru…I love you.”

 

That was all the encouragement the lord needed and he striped off his top and pushed his brother to the floor, kissing him, using his teeth and tongue to lick and nibble at his mates lips, leaving them red and swollen.

 

Because Inuyasha was totally human, there was no demon to interfere with what Sesshoumaru was doing to him so he laid there submissively and enjoyed it, as his brother relieved him of his hakamas.

 

The demon lord used his tongue to taste his way along his brother's neck, grazing his teeth along his collar bone. His hand sliding under Inuyasha's haori and shatsu so he could draw the tip of his clawed finger across the small, red nipples making them jump to attention. He pushed his clothing up further and applied his lips and teeth to the hardened buds making Inuyasha moan and squirm in delight.

 

Sesshoumaru picked up his brother and moved to the futon, laying him down in the soft, thick covers. He kneeled over him and pulled the last bits of clothing off the former hanyou and gazed at the gorgeous body below him.

 

“What are you looking at?” Inuyasha asked, feeling like he was on exhibit. He tried to cover himself, noticing that his brother was still partially clothed.

 

“You,” Sesshoumaru answered simply, letting his eyes take in the lithe body without concealing the love or the lust he was feeling.

 

“Just get on with it,” the boy mumbled, his face going crimson in embarrassment. No one had ever looked at him with an expression like that before and he was unsure how to respond to it.

 

“Your wish is my command,” his brother smirked out, leaning down and bringing his lips and teeth to the flat stomach, slowly nipping and sucking his way down to a more interesting area. By the time he had Inuyasha's manhood in his mouth there was a good trail of hickies tracing the path he had taken.

 

Inuyasha moaned out loudly as his brother tortured him enjoyably with his mouth, using his tongue to swirl all around his shaft as he sucked firmly. The sensations were driving Inuyasha close to the edge and Sesshoumaru stopped, hearing his younger brother begin to pant harder and feeling the muscles tense as his mate's body threatened to come. He moved back up to tease his chest and nipples, giving the boy time to settle down.

 

“Ahhh…Sesshoumaru, let me cum,” he complained, trying to push the demon's head back down to his lower regions.

 

“No, I want to take my time. I want you to enjoy this,” he breathed out, pulling Inuyasha's hand from his head, and holding it down on the futon. Even though Sesshoumaru was now in the position of seme, he still found he wanted to please his brother.

 

Sesshoumaru let go of Inuyasha's arm and sat up so he was again kneeling in front of his prone brother. “Open your legs,” he told the boy, putting his two fingers in his mouth and sucking them, getting them good and wet. Inuyasha watched his brother's actions with excitement. Doing that, looking at him like that, he was just too damned sexy as far as the hanyou was concerned. Sesshoumaru inserted his lubricated digits gently into the tight anal opening of the human below him.

 

Inuyasha grunted out a moan. The intrusion was not painful but the feeling of his virgin muscles stretching was new to him and he tensed at the uncomfortable sensation.

 

“Relax, koibito. I will make it feel good for you.” Sesshoumaru began to tenderly stroke in and out with his fingers, pushing them in a bit further each time, smiling with satisfaction as Inuyasha relaxed and began moaning huskily. He soon had his brother panting and moving with his ministrations as he stroked the sensitive organ inside him, causing fluid to leak from his manhood.

 

He continued to tease and thrust with his fingers enjoying the expressions of pleasure cross his brother's face and hearing his enticing moans until Inuyasha could stand it no longer. “Ahh…Sesshoumaru,” he groaned, grabbing his brother's hand to make him stop.

 

“What's the problem? Are you not enjoying this?”

 

“Yes, but I can't take it…I have to feel you inside me,” the boy answered, panting and gasping erratically, trying to take in more air.

 

Sesshoumaru removed his hakamas and moved so he was positioned in front of Inuyasha's entrance, still on his knees, lifting his brother's hips onto his lap. “If this hurts, tell me,” he breathed, beginning to pant a little himself. He held the tip of his cock against the opening, smearing his fluid over his manhood and Inuyasha's anus.

 

“Sesshoumaru,” the human boy whimpered slightly, a bit frightened as he remembered the size of his demon brother.

 

“I will go slowly, take a deep breath.” Sesshoumaru began to push himself inside the small opening and got a quarter of the way in when Inuyasha began to cry out and clamp down on him tightly. His younger brother put his hands on the demons stomach, trying to push him back.

 

“Inuyasha, just relax, I will not go in any further,” he puffed out, trying to sooth his virgin mate.

 

“No, Sesshoumaru…I'm scared,” he admitted, feeling shameful because his brother had not complained when the hanyou had done this to him.

 

The older brother brought his arm around the teen boy, lifting him and embracing him against his chest. They sat that way for a few minutes both panting, their bodies exchanging heat. Sesshoumaru held his brother away from him enough to look into his eyes.

 

“Sesshoumaru?” Inuyasha questioned.

 

“Put your arms around me, it's okay. Just hold onto me tight,” he told his worried looking brother. He knew if they were going to do it, that it would be better to just get the initial pain over with quickly.

 

Inuyasha put his arms around his brother's neck as Sesshoumaru gripped firmly onto the younger boy's hip. He pushed the small body downwards as he thrust himself upwards.

 

Inuyasha gasped out. “Aaah, no, you're too big, it's so deep,” he cried, digging his fingernails into the demon lords back.

 

“Hang on tight, I am almost…” he finally pushed all the way in, hearing his brother yelp in pain, and then stopped, waiting for Inuyasha to adjust.

 

Inuyasha had his arms around the demon, his head hanging over his brother's shoulder, sobbing quietly.

 

“Do not cry, Inuyasha. It is over, I am all the way in,” Sesshoumaru whispered, kissing and licking the tears from his cheeks. He rubbed the boys back gently, helping him to relax.

 

Inuyasha opened his eyes and noticed the bloody marks on his brother's back. “I'm sorry…I…scratched you.”

 

“It is nothing, you know I will heal. You were in a painful situation,” he sighed out as he began to nibble on Inuyasha's ear, moving down to his jaw line and then sucking gently on the teen's neck. Sesshoumaru laid his younger brother back onto the futon so he was now on top of him, still deep inside. “I'm going to move now, are you ready?” he asked.

 

Inuyasha nodded and his demon brother began to slowly move in and out, stroking tenderly and smoothly, moaning himself at the hot tightness that surrounded him. He was so involved in his own pleasure that at first he didn't realize that Inuyasha had begun to cry again. He stopped afraid he had hurt his brother's human body. “Inuyasha, what's wrong? he asked worriedly.

 

The human boy had his hand's covering his eyes as soft sobs sighed out of him, tears coursing down his face. He wasn't hurt or sad in any way, but the love and tenderness he felt his brother giving him at that moment had just overwhelmed his emotions, causing him to cry in happiness. “I'm…I'm okay, it just feels so good. I never knew it could be like this.” He wiped the tears away with the back of his hand feeing a bit foolish.

 

Sesshoumaru smiled gently at him and then gave him a sexy smirk, “I will make you cry out until you are satisfied,” he vowed, as he began to pump in and out, wrapping his hand around Inuyasha's organ, squeezing and stroking it in rhythm with his thrusting hips.

 

Both boys were now moaning and groaning in pleasure, Sesshoumaru began to thrust more firmly as he panted and grunted, getting close to releasing but wanting to wait for his brother. He stroked faster on Inuyasha's manhood, making his brother call out his name. “Ahh, Sesshoumaru, I'm going to cum.”

 

“I am close as well, let us go together,” he moaned out, pushing in once more and striking that most sensitive spot inside the human below him.

 

He felt his brother clamp down on him in spasms as he came, the fluid shooting out between the two of them, wetting their stomachs and Sesshoumaru's hand. The demon lord followed over the edge seconds later, crying out loudly as he fell forward, spilling his seed into his brother and breathing rapidly against the teen boy's neck.

 

Inuyasha moved his head sideways and pushed his neck towards his brother's mouth, wanting him to mark him. The demon kissed his neck gently and then pulled out to lie beside the boy, laying his head on Inuyasha's shoulder.

 

“Why didn't you mark me?” Inuyasha asked, feeling hurt.

 

“I cannot until you know for sure that is what you want.”

 

“I love you, I want to be your mate,” the teen told him firmly.

 

“You say that now, after all the passion, but how would you feel if the others were here. Can you tell Kagome of us?”

 

“Yes,” stated Inuyasha confidently.

 

“Then call them to the castle and tell them. If you can do that I will mark you as my mate as you have done to me.” Sesshoumaru kissed the human lips softy. “All that I am is yours, without question. Between all of heaven and earth there is no other I wish to be with, but I just want to be sure you can give me all of yourself. I do not want you to have any regrets. Can you understand that?” he asked gently.

 

“Yeah,” the boy sighed, awed and humbled by the words his brother had just said to him. He reached for the covers and wrapped them around himself and Sesshoumaru. “You'll stay with me?” he asked, not wanting the demon to leave him in the night.

 

“You do not even have to ask,” Sesshoumaru replied snuggling closer to his lover and closing his eyes. Soon they were both asleep curled tightly together.