InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ Tidal Waves ( Chapter 64 )

A/n: I do not own Inuyasha; Rumikio Takahashi does.

 

Tidal Waves

 

Life was calm and minor skirmishes were kept to a minimum. The Byakko it seemed were going to leave us alone and we could move on with our lives. I got the chance to move between my palaces and actually raise my pups. Somehow my kumo mates made Baku a member of the family. My intensely private General became a part of the melee that was my family. He was expected to stay with all of us in Sendai when Naraku and Ishin were there. It worked for us and we were all happy. The pups seemed happiest and I watched as they would try and play the males against each other and it was highly amusing. I was ready to have my daughter and ease the ache in my back. Yasu had screamed and raged at the knowledge that I was having yet another mixed pup. He did not care that it was half kumo; he cared if it gave me a rough time. Mizuki and Karu made sure to “talk” to my belly each and every day. The hopes that Karu and Mizuki would be partners had turned into they were partners in crime. I was in the Sendai castle often and Ishin was dealing with foreign kumo who were causing issue. So far not much had come of it but I still waited for tempers to flare. Naraku and Ishin argued about many issues and they would yell at each other but would be better within minutes.

“How is my angel?” Ishin asked as he came in and kissed my belly.

“She just started kicking when she heard your voice. I am ready to have her Ishin.” I complained.

“Hai but you are beautiful.” He teased.

“Right!” I growled.

Naraku came in as well and put his hands on my round belly.

“Hello little one. Are you making haha miserable again?” he whispered to the swell of my belly.

“Did Nobu not say I was ready any day now?” I whined.

“Hai but she is content.” Naraku said amused.

“I need to see how my mother fares as well.” I said rising.

I was tired and the pups ran in. Karu and Mizuki came in and kissed my stomach and dragged the twins along. Ken'ichi enjoyed the ruckus but Nori was much calmer about everything. Naraku leaned down and plucked his son up. Nori stared at his father and touched his face. I was still awestruck how much he loved his offspring.

“Me too chichi! Me too!” Ken'ichi whined.

Naraku picked him up as well and my son laid his head against Naraku's shoulder. I smiled widely and I kissed the twins brows.

“I am off to see Obbasan and see how her pup is. Mizuki would you like to come?” I asked her.

“Hai. Bye Karu see you later.” She smirked.

“Bye numbskull!” he said giggling.

Mizuki took my hand and she ported us to the West. She was nearly eight now and she was powerful. She stayed much calmer the she used to. She had also started to turn into a beauty. She had her sire's coloring but most of my markings. She was getting much attention and she loved it. She was not shy at all and the tsuchigumo were rather protective of her. She was getting sly looks from older males and I had caught myself growling at them to warn them. I went to my mother's study and her brow was furrowed as she read letters.

“Mother?” I asked her.

“You look like I feel. I just want her out!” she sighed.

“Hai same with mine.” I said sitting.

“Mizuki go play with Yoshiko.” I said.

“Hai haha!” she said running off.

“Has Chen made any moves or noises?” I asked softly.

“I feel him always Asuna but no he has made no official moves to see me. I am glad. Quon has made no moves for Zihao?” She asked.

“No but he has been sequestered in Sendai most of the time. Ishin and Naraku have taken to him. They adore him and Baku is always so good with him as well.” I shrugged.

“How is all that working?” she asked sitting back.

“Baku stays there quite often. I never sleep alone.” I laughed.

“Well if it works!” she said smiling.

“How are you and father?” I asked.

“We are good. Somehow this mess has brought us closer. He is more at peace since Touga was here. Inuyasha has not stopped talking of it.” She stated happily.

“Good. I think I shall take advantage of the hot spring whilst I am here.” I said rising.

“This is your home too Asuna. I am thrilled that you are so happy in your personal life but we miss you here you know.” She said rising as well.

“I understand.” I nodded.

“I think I shall join you in the hot spring.” She said following me.

I was sore and my back was aching acutely. I knew it would not be long for either one of us and we would have our pups. We made it to the hot spring and I stripped. She joined me and we sank into the warm water. I sighed in pleasure and enjoyed being home.

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I was in the forest eating a freshly caught deer. I was ravenous and staying that way in the past few days. I was hunting often and I felt Naraku's presence nearby. They were keeping a fairly close eye on me to make sure nothing happened. Naraku appeared next to me and stared up at my crimson eyes.

“Are you alright? You have been rather hungry as of late.” He asked me.

I barked and he nodded. He did not understand inu but he understood the tone of the sound. I stretched and shook my fur. I padded through the clearing and caught the scent of another deer.

-I am catching more. Hai I am being a pig but it is for the babe. - I pathed.

“I truly understand. I am around.” He replied.

I put my nose to the ground and began scenting the deer. I moved further away from the castle and deeper into the forest. I gave chase to the beast and ran through the forest. I was knocked over so fast I was thrown forward. I landed in a heap and whined. I looked up and saw a great silver tiger. Quon was in his true form and snarling loudly. I stood up and immediately had to lie back down. I began whining rather loudly as pain gripped me abdomen. Quon looked at me in confusion and he changed form. I began whining louder and he stared at me.

“Change form and face me!” he demanded.

The pain was horrendous and I feared that something was terribly wrong. Yasu said tsuchigumo births were hard and I had brushed him off. I tried to stand and I lowered my head and panted.

“What is wrong with you? You are not injured by me!” Quon yelled.

I moved forward slowly and I released a loud howl. I began clawing at the ground and Quon was confused.

“I want my son Asuna. I want my cub!” he snarled.

I could not focus on him only the sharp pains in my back and abdomen. I wanted to change form but I was hurting too badly to will it.

“Asuna? Can you not change form?” he asked me suddenly.

I leveled him a crimson stare and he was looking me over. It was not obvious that I was pregnant in this form. I crawled forward and whined the whole time. Concern flitted across his features but then it hardened. I howled again and he pulled my muzzle down. My eyes were clouded in pain and his eyes softened. He produced his shoki mist and we ported away. We were within the walls of the palace in Hunan and I began whining louder. Quon kept a firm hand on me and shouted for a guard.

“Bring Guang now.” He commanded.

I tried growling but it came out weak. Guang appeared quickly and seemed shocked to see me.

“She will not change form. She is hurting.” The Byakko prince said quietly.

Guang came closer and I began snapping my jaws at him. He felt my belly and looked over at me.

“Princess I can give you something to ease it but the babe is turned the wrong way.” He said softly.

My eyes widened and I looked panicked. I began barking loudly and trying to get up.

“Calm down. I will not hurt you.” Quon said.

His face betrayed nothing as he said what he did. Guang gave me something and I licked it up. The pains slowly eased a little and I concentrated and willed myself to change. I was on the ground and held my stomach.

“Take me back.” I demanded.

“Which of your mate's is the father?” he asked kneeling by me.

“Does it matter?” I snapped.

“We are still married.” He said softly.

I made no replies and tried to stand. I pulled on my bond with Ishin and Naraku. I felt them but I could not reach them.

“Ba had barriers put in place around the palace. Turns out he is a powerful telepath. We had no idea until recently.” He replied.

I struggled to stand and my stomach hardened. My mind was working furiously. If she was not turned correctly then it could be very bad. I walked forward and Quon held me up.

“I want to see Zihao. I miss my son.” He said gently.

“You will not take my son from me.” I said then grimaced.

“He is my son as well.” He said flatly.

“I can manage thank you. Allow me to go back.” I asked.

“I want to see my son Asuna.” He demanded.

“I cannot fight you properly Quon.” I said clutching my belly.

“What would your mate do if I kept him from his babe?” Quon asked me in an angry whisper.

“Do not find out.” I hissed.

I stumbled and screamed as horrid pains gripped me. This was not normal at all and I wanted Nobu.

“Let me go Prince Quon, please!” I begged.

He moved to me and looked down. I could scent a tigress on him and I shut my eyes. I centered myself and concentrated heavily. I put my hand upon his shoulder and a sharp pain ripped through my abdomen. Quon produced his mist and he took me right back to where he found me. My white hakamas were soaked with blood and I grew alarmed. There were tsuchigumo all in the woods and I staggered.

“Ishin! Naraku! Please.” I screamed.

Quon looked surprised and I turned to him.

“Go. They will not be merciful.” I said softly.

He nodded and left me. He was thawing a little but he was still angry. He had moved on to another lover it seemed and Cheung must be having an influence on him. I felt hands on arms and I looked over my shoulder. I saw a kumo but it was not a funnel web or a widow. I screamed and struggled.

“Shhh. I heard your cries. You know the Lords of the Tsuchigumo?” he asked.

“Hai. Who are you?” I said wincing.

“I am Jonathan.” He replied.

His Japanese was perfect but he was obviously not Japanese at all. His hair was pale yellow and almost white. His eyes were reddish in color. He looked down and then looked up.

“Help me.” I asked him.

“Hai.” He said picking me up.

He moved us quickly through the forest and came to a clearing. Aya was on guard and she shouted out to others. She rushed over and stared at the foreign kumo and she took me from his arms.

“Get Lord Ishin and Lord Naraku now!” she yelled to a warrior.

“Hai!” the kumo yelled.

“Lady Asuna do you know what is wrong?” she asked me.

“The babe is turned the wrong way.” I said hurting.

She looked up at the foreign kumo and narrowed her eyes.

“Who are you and why are you here?” she demanded.

“I am Jonathan and I need your Lords help.” He said bowing.

Ishin and Naraku both came out of the castle followed by Nobu. Ishin looked horrified as Nobu took me from Aya. Naraku turned his eyes to the foreign kumo and appraised.

“Who are you?” he asked.

“I am Jonathan and I found her in the forest.” He replied.

“Where are you from?” he asked.

“Prussia. May I remain here for the time being?” he asked.

“Hai. Aya see to our guest.” Naraku commanded as he followed his brother and beloved mate.

Nobu had laid me on a chaise in the Great Hall. He felt my belly and he looked up at Ishin.

“She has not turned correctly. I can turn her my lord but you have to hold her down.” Nobu said.

“Hai.” Ishin said coming to me.

He held my shoulders and Nobu began pushing hard on the babe. I cried out and Naraku came in and sat by me as well. He took my hand and Nobu continued to push her and prod her. I fought Ishin's hold as the sheer force of her being moved. I felt her discomfort as well and she was crying in my mind. Ishin and Naraku both heard it as well and Ishin was getting agitated. I screamed loudly as Nobu managed to force her head down. I was drenched in sweat and he looked up.

“I am not doing anything for pain relief since you have some bleeding. She is turned and your water just broke.” Nobu said firmly.

I nodded and Ishin picked me up. He brought me into our chambers and I sat up. The pains had eased from sharp and knife like to tightening and cramping. I closed my eyes and I laid back; I needed to rest so I could push her out. I looked over at Ishin and Naraku and I allowed myself to drift a little.

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“What is going on Nobu?” Ishin asked.

“The babe is big Ishin. I am sure she can be birthed normally but she will need help.” Nobu explained.

“The blood?” Naraku asked nervously.

“Some is normal. Calm yourselves as I have done this many times. I know how to deliver a kumo babe. My lord I delivered Karu for you as well.” Nobu said calming the lords.

Ishin nodded and Asuna was sleeping lightly.

“She needs the rest.” Nobu said patting both of their backs.

Ishin again looked over at her and sighed. Naraku went to a side board and poured his brother sake. Ishin downed it and Naraku poured himself some as well.

“The foreign kumo is from Europe. Did you deal with any before?” he asked.

“No. I only spoke with some as far west as North Africa.” Ishin replied.

“Interesting that one from Europe is this far east.” Naraku commented.

“I really would prefer to deal with it after the babe is born.” Ishin stated.

“I understand. Mizuki's birth was terrible.” Naraku said relaxing.

“Brother that is not encouraging.” Ishin snapped.

“She had been poisoned Ishin, Kamis calm yourself.” Naraku said growling softly.

Ishin looked over at Asuna resting and dread filled him.

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I was trying not to scream but it was horribly painful. I had been pushing for a couple of hours and I could plainly see Nobu getting concerned. I shook my head as he commanded me to bear down again.

“Asuna you have to! You have to pull all your strength and push as hard as you can.” Nobu stated encouraging me.

Ishin and Naraku were both by my sides but at this point they were both very nervous.

“Can I pull on yoki?” I asked Nobu.

“Hai at this point. Try and keep it easy alright?” Nobu stated.

I grabbed Naraku's hand and Ishin's and pulled on their yoki some. I bore down with every ounce of strength I had left and Nobu looked up.

“Good! Okay slow up. She is coming.” He said.

I nodded and the stretching of my skin was awful. The burning sensation was getting worse and I knew her head had passed. I saw Nobu look at Ishin and it was of concern.

“What?” I demanded.

“You are bleeding heavily Asuna. Push.” He commanded again.

I was past exhausted and I pulled on Naraku's yoki again. I pushed with more might then when I fought in battle. I screamed as I felt something tear. I suddenly heard crying and Nobu lifted up a healthy onna. Her hair was ebony like Ishin's. I watched as Ishin's hands were shaking slightly as Nobu handed him his daughter. She was a big pup and squirming. Nobu's hands were covered in blood and Naraku was horrified.

“What is happening Nobu?” I asked gently.

“You are bleeding heavily.” He replied.

“Ishin and Naraku will you please name our daughter?” I asked laying my head back.

“Ayana.” Ishin murmured.

“Very lovely. I am getting sleepy. Let me see her?” I asked softly.

Ishin showed her to me and she had my eyes. She bore the stripes upon her cheeks and she had a lovely little mouth. I stroked her cheek and she rooted. Naraku took her for me and looked down at her. He traced her cheek with his finger and marveled at her beauty. Asuna held her hand and she had started to drift.

“Nobu?” Ishin asked in a soft voice.

“I cannot stop the bleeding Ishin. I am trying.” Nobu said in a frantic voice.

“Did she tear me inside?” I asked.

“Hai Asuna. Wait there! I have it. This will hurt.” Nobu said as I felt tugging and something pierce my inner flesh.

I groaned in pain and Nobu looked up excited. Ishin looked relieved. Ayana began to mewl in hunger and Naraku put her to my breast and she latched on. I was so incredibly exhausted that I drifted in and out.

“I have never seen such a pretty babe Asuna.” Ishin said in my ear.

“She is a very pretty babe.” Naraku said settling next to me.

“I am sure her siblings should like to meet her.” I said in a whisper.

“Hai. I shall get them.” Naraku stated getting up.

Ishin settled next to me and watched our daughter. Our daughter was an entrancing creature and she would become a coveted onna. Ishin was mesmerized and did not say much.

“She is so completely beautiful inu. Kamis Asuna she is handsome beyond words.” He said taking her miniature claws in his.

“Her yoki is oppressive.” I commented.

“It is charming.” Ishin said kissing my cheek.

“She is powerful Ishin.” I murmured watching her.

“Hai. Karu was a handsome boy but she is amazing.” He said smitten.

“She is done for now. You may hold your daughter.” I said lightly.

“I have packed you inside for now Asuna. No coupling for at least a good two months.” Nobu stated wiping his brow.

“Thank you Nobu.” I said smiling.

Nobu came closer and stared at Ayana.

“Ishin may I hold her?” Nobu asked.

“Hai.” Ishin said reluctantly.

Nobu looked at her and touched her soft ebony hair. Ayana had longer hair for a newborn. It was curling softly and she stared at Nobu with her amber-brown eyes. He too seemed mesmerized as they eyed each other.

“She has the same yoki that Akane did Ishin. She can mesmerize like her big brother Karu.” Nobu said as he laid her in Ishin's arms.

“That was Akane's ability not mine.” Ishin said confused.

“It must be latent in you my lord.” Nobu said smiling.

Karu came in followed by Mizuki and the twins. Ishin showed Karu first and his son was instantly in love it seemed.

“Let me hold her!” he cried.

“In a moment. She must meet her sister and other brothers.” Ishin said.

Mizuki came over and touched her cheek. She looked up and smiled at me. Naraku stood in the doorway and watched his oldest pup with love.

“Haha she is so pretty!” Mizuki cried.

“Hai. You two favor heavily as newborns.” I smiled as she sat by me.

Nori came over and he touched Ayana's face. She looked at her elder brother and grabbed his finger. He smiled down at her and I could see he was pathing to her.

“What are you saying?” I asked him softly.

“I tell her she is my baby too.” Nori said sweetly.

Ken'ichi pushed through and pulled on her blanket. He watched her and it was obvious that the pups were all pathing and they would form a very close bond with Ayana. Karu stomped his foot impatiently and Ishin gently laid her in his arms.

“Father she is so wonderful. Can she sleep in my web?” He asked.

“When she is older.” Ishin chuckled.

“She is the only other girl so she will stay with me.” Mizuki stated crossing her arms.

“Naraku where is Zihao?” I asked.

“He is shadowing Zhou. He was upset. It seems he could feel you when you were in pain.” He stated softly.

“Help me up.” I said.

Naraku came over and helped me stand. He led me to the nursery and I sat by Zihao.

“Haha is okay. Having a pup is hard work.” I said brushing his silver hair back.

“I am cub.” He said looking up at me.

“You are inu as well.” I said lifting his chin.

“Where Ba? Ba does not love me no more?” he asked me.

I sighed and pulled him to me. I held him close and it broke my heart but I would have to allow him to see Quon. I did not want my son to forget that even though he looked full Byakko; he was in fact inu and uppyr. His true form was in fact a tiger.

“I am your haha. Do not forget that. Your haha is inu.” I said struggling to stand.

Zihao looked up at me with his soulful eyes and a tear slipped out. He knew I had seen Quon. He was pleading to see his sire. Naraku helped me to stand and I took Zihao's hand.

“I shall be right back.” I said smiling at Naraku.

“Asuna you lost a lot of blood.” He said firmly.

“You have a foreign kumo that needs attention. Let me handle my son.” I said as I led Zihao out.

I wore a long night gown only but I ported us to Hunan and outside of the Byakko palace. A guard saw me and his mouth dropped open.

“Please ask Prince Quon to come here.” I stated with a bow.

“Yes. I shall be right back.” The guard said.

“Haha you hurt! We go home.” Zihao said pulling on my hand.

“No. I shall be fine.” I said closing my eyes.

I did not wait long and Quon rushed to the gate. Zihao saw his sire and I released his hand. My son ran to his father and Quon lifted him up in a tremendous hug. I could again scent the tigress and my heart clenched so painfully that I turned my head. I stepped back and turned. I looked back over my shoulder and watched the two talking at each other.

“I will come for him in a few days. Do not think to keep me from my son and I am his mother and no other.” I said softly but quite fiercely.

“Asuna please stay a little while.” Quon said watching.

“No. I am no longer welcome here.” I said walking stiffly away.

“I told you we are still married here. I love you.” He said bluntly.

“We were a joke and you grew angry with me when circumstances were out of my hands. You have moved on as I have. We made a beautiful little being but that is all that is left.” I said fighting off unconsciousness.

“Haha sick Ba.” Zihao whispered.

“Go get Guang.” Quon said to Zihao.

I watched Zihao running and I slowly slipped to the ground. I saw Quon come forward and he pulled me into his lap. My heart was pounding. I had taxed my body again. It was worth it to see Zihao smile as he had. I did not want to bear near Quon and I snarled softly.

“Who are you fucking?” I hissed in a very low tone.

“No one.” He said affronted.

“You stink of a tigress.” I snapped.

“My sister. Remember her?” Quon snapped.

“Oh.” I said closing my eyes.

“Why did your family abandon ours?” he demanded softly.

“My father was afraid.” I admitted in a barely audible voice.

“I was afraid.” He snapped.

“Quon let it alone.” I said in a drifting voice.

“Why are you so weak?” he asked me.

“Ayana. She was so big and she tore me open.” I said fighting sleep.

“Who fathered her?” he asked softly.

“My mate.” I retorted.

“Why will you not answer the question?” he asked me.

“Ishin is her sire.” I stated.

I felt myself being lifted up and I saw Guang and Chen. The Byakko Lord looked furious.

“Not now Chen. I am not my sire.” I said passing out.

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“What is she still doing here Quon?” Chen fumed.

“Ba your issues are with her mother and sire. She did keep Zihao from me but that is between her and me.” Quon said stubbornly.

“I want her gone.” Chen fumed.

“No. I have to try and reach her.” Quon said as he followed Guang.

“Her mother killed my cub.” Chen hissed.

“Ba, I am sorry for that.” Quon said saddened.

Chen stormed away and still grew angry when thinking about Augusta. She had thrown herself in front of the inu's yoki to save him and kill his cub. He had sensed it and it had horrified him. She felt their relationship had become dirty and he was still in pain over her betrayal. Meifen and Lihua had been unable to pull him from his depression and he just went threw the motions for now. He watched his daughter in law being taken to the private wing of the palace.

Guang brought Asuna to Quon's chambers and laid her on the bed. He sliced open the gown she wore and checked her out.

“The healer that did this is highly skilled. She lost much blood but she needs rest is all. She birthed a big pup.” Guang stated.

“Alright thank you Guang.” Quon said.

The ancient healer bowed and left. Quon settled next to the inu princess and he watched her breath as she slept. He had not seen her before yesterday in almost a year. He had bedded a tigress months before after a night of drunkenness with Cheung. He had called out Asuna's name and he felt wretched after the fact. She was next to him now and he had missed her with such intensity that it hit him that he had made a terrible mistake. His passion had not cooled at all and he wanted to touch her and feel her. She was murmuring softly and he listened intently. It seemed she was reliving a battle. He shook her gently and she woke up bleary eyed and touched his face.

“You betrayed me.” I whispered.

“No I did not betray you. I was so bereft I could not think.” He said looking intently into my eyes.

“Let me up. I do not belong here.” I said sitting up with effort.

“You collapsed.” He remarked handing me a dressing gown.

I pulled on the silk and it scented of him. I still loved him but I could not bring myself to return. I looked around and sighed.

“Thank you for your care. I shall return for Zihao in a few days.” I said formally.

“That is it? You will not speak to me?” Quon asked in a strained voice.

“You at one time asked me to leave and never return. I have come to realize that Zihao needs you and I shall not stand in the way of that unless you give me reason to. You made the decision to end us Quon Hu and not I.” I said dispassionately.

“I do not even know all that happened. Everything happened as if it was a damned tsunami. I knew you fell in battle and no details! Nothing!” he snapped.

“Lei raped me Quon. I was in a tail spin and I was reckless. I went after him and in battle he managed to cut a major artery. I induced a death sleep that the uppyr do sometimes. I realized I was dying and tried to save myself.” I explained.

“What?” he asked stunned.

“Hai. He did me much damage. Naraku ended his life. He took the Kumosaiga and decimated him.” I said shrugging.

Quon looked away ashamed and I moved to the door.

“You asked me to leave your life and I honor your request. We share a son and we shall have to remain cordial for his sake. There are no expectations or ties between us anymore. You did exactly as I thought you would you know.” I said fighting my feelings.

“What was that?” he asked in a nasty tone.

“Proved that I could not trust you. You proved that we would always be adversaries.” I said shrugging.

He came to stand before me and he was furious again.

“You managed to prove that inu are heartless and arrogant as all think they are.” He retorted.

“So be it if that is what you say. I shall no longer fight. I have no energy left for such trivial issues. We were fools to think that we could make it. Our species are too different.” I said in a dead tone.

His face blanched and he very gently pushed me against the door. He held my jaw and stared furiously into my face. Memories of Sapporo and Shanghai ripped through my mind and his silver eyes met mine. He leaned forward and sucked my lower lip into his mouth. I made no response and he was annoyed. His tail was thrashing about and I grabbed it to keep it still.

“So sorry that I annoy you.” He growled.

I had no idea what possessed me and my hand drifted to his back. Quon looked morose and my fingers found his tender spot. I began a slow massage of his nerves there and his eyes met my own. The silence was broken as my claws gently raked the ultra sensitive flesh, Quon released a long moan and I would not let up. He pressed his head against my shoulder and I changed the way I touched him.

“Asuna! Please do not stop.” He moaned.

“Can you complete this way?” I asked him in a passion laden voice.

I surprised myself at the quality of my own tone. I concentrated on his body and he sucked in his breath.

“Yes! Gods I need you.” He groaned.

I was consumed and I leaned forward and bit into his neck. His moans were drowned out by the loud purring coming from his chest. I did not let up and I flooded him with passion. I wanted to get lost in his scent and I managed to get into his ku. I wrapped my hand around his staff and worked the velvet flesh. I knew this male and I knew what control he could have but he was not trying to hold himself back at all. I released his throat and continued my mental barrage as well as the physical. He lifted his head and his eyes were red. I pressed my lips to his and began deeply kissing him. His response was immediate and I felt him go rigid and I was pleased. I tore my lips from his and lifted my hand and licked it slowly.

“I wish you well.” He managed to whisper roughly.

“Really? Well I should return. I shall recover Zihao in a few days.” I murmured.

“What just happened?” he asked me softly.

“Absolutely nothing, mate a tigress.” I said as he gave me room to move.

“There you go closing yourself off! I swear I want to hate you some days.” He growled.

“Then please do.” I said bowing.

“Asuna this is not the end. You cannot do what you just did without caring.” He accused.

“I did not say I did not care. I said I shall return for our son after a few days. Now please excuse me. My mother is due to give birth as well.” I said looking away.

“What?” he asked stunned.

“Hai.” I said not paying any mind.

I pulled on my yoki and ported to the West. I would have Ishin bring me Ayana here. I found my chambers and sent for a servant to retrieve Yasu. My youngest daughter's birth had worn me through.

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Quon was confused and pretty sure that Lady Augusta was still carrying his Ba's cub. He would go ballistic if he knew. He debated whether to say anything but felt his sire had a right to know. He quit his chambers and went to his mother's. She had Zihao who had fallen asleep in her arms. His boy had grown and obviously had been well cared for. He would take back his wife if he had to go to war to do it. He had a feeling that was what was coming.

“Mother, have you seen Ba?” Quon asked gently.

“He is in the forest again hunting. He is miserable Quon. He will not tell me a thing!” Meifen cried.

“I think I can help him. You may have to prepare yourself that we will go to war with the inu.” Quon stated flatly.

“Why?” she asked frightened.

“Because I am taking my wife back. I love her Mother.” He said looking fondly at his son.

“Why can you not just mate a tigress?” she asked him sadly.

“Because I love her and only her.” Quon said brushing his son's hair back.

Quon kissed Zihao's head and he left. He walked outside of the palace and went into the forest. He could see the evidence of his father's anger and finally found him resting in his true form. Chen looked up and cocked his head to the side. His sire was a huge beast and Quon admired him greatly.

“I have news.” He said quietly.

Chen still stared at him and Quon sighed.

“Ba, I think she is still pregnant. Asuna said she was fixing to give birth.” The Byakko prince stated.

Chen changed back so quickly that his son was left following after him.

“Ba!” Quon yelled.

“She has my cub! There is no way I will let that inu have my cub!” Chen fumed.

“Ba think carefully. The inu lord probably expects you will strike. We have to be more covert.” Quon stated.

“Yes you are right. I want her here son. I feel wretched.” He complained.

“What did you do?” Quon asked his sire.

“I truly do not know. I felt her entirely and I know she shuts me out. I had no clue that I was even remotely telepathic until her.” Chen said in a fierce tone.

“Well it has been nearly ten months Ba. She will have the cub soon.” Quon said walking by his father and lord.

“You know what? Aleksei and Chao owe me many favors. I think the inu need a wake up call. It is high time the arrogant bastards of the youki world are taken down a peg. Augusta belongs here as does Asuna.” Chen stated flatly.

“What do you suggest?” his son asked.

“The tigers as a coalition shall face the great Lord Sesshomaru. He is a creature of strategy so we shall out strategize him. I will have my cub and the nu zi back.” Chen said thinking.

“You really want to do this?” Quon asked.

“You have to ask? The only reason you did not go after Zihao is because of those rumors where she was hiding him. I would not have believed it if I had not seen the Inu no Taisho myself.” Chen said flatly.

“Okay we do this. I say we draw the inu lord out and we shall go in.” Quon stated.

“Good. Send Cheung to gather Chao and Aleksei. You know Aleksei is madly in love with her sister.” Chen said flexing his claws.

“I had not known.” Quon said shaking his head.

“Yes. He will not touch her but I see it. Damn kiang shi females!” Chen hissed.

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Augusta had been able to bond with her sweet girl. She would sing to her and she would move. She was glad that fate had decided to spare her baby girl. This was the part of Chen she could have and have no shame in. She was very heavy and very ready to give birth. She had helped Sesshomaru form a bond with her and she would start kicking when she heard her mate's voice. She watched as her mate dressed and she suppressed her lust. He had been highly careful of her so she would not loose the babe. Sesshomaru leaned over and kissed her gently and then placed his large clawed hand on her distended abdomen.

“Shall we try and get you into labor later?” He asked with mirth.

“Hai please!” she laughed.

“She is pleased to hear my voice.” He remarked as he watched her belly roll.

“Hai. She does move a lot when you speak.” She said smiling at her mate.

“I felt Asuna home earlier. I shall check on her.” He said standing.

“Help me up.” Augusta stated.

Sesshomaru helped up his beloved and watched her put on a dressing gown. At first his plans had been revenge upon the Byakko but he had already become quite attached to the little babe in his mate's womb. This had become about her as well. Augusta ported out and he smiled gently.

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I felt a hand on my shoulder and I rolled over. Ishin had Ayana and I smiled.

“I am sorry. I should have returned but my yoki had been taxed. She is hungry?” I asked.

“Hai. You took Zihao to his sire.” Ishin said as he laid our daughter in my arms.

“Hai. He thought that Quon did not love him. I could not handle the look on his face.” I said softly.

“It was good of you to return him but he is your son as well Asuna. He should not forget that his mother is the most powerful youki onna that these islands have seen.” Ishin commented.

“Thank you.” I said smiling.

Ayana ate hungrily and I laid my head back and sighed in happiness. I had ended up wanting her badly. Ishin sat by my futon and my mother popped in.

“Lord Ishin!” she said smiling.

“Lady Augusta! Goodness you are ready to have your babe as well.” Ishin said smirking.

“Hai. I am more than ready. Oh Kamis Ishin she is so beautiful!” My mother said sitting.

“Thank you!” Ishin remarked with pride.

“How does your son like his new sister?” she asked.

“He is rather proud. He and Mizuki are fighting as usual.” He chuckled.

I smiled and drifted back and forth as they conversed. My sire suddenly appeared and his face was grave.

“You Lord Ishin come.” He commanded.

“Pardon?” Ishin asked.

“Tigers are all around the hills.” My sire said coldly.

“What?” I asked stunned.

“Hai. I just received word that Kyoto was attacked as well.” My father said in irritation.

“Crap.” I said trying to rise.

“Asuna you and your mother go to Sapporo. They will expect you on the mainland. You two are what they want I am certain.” He said fingering his fang.

“Sesshomaru I am going no where.” Mother said flatly.

“You will if I say you will!” Father growled in a fury.

“No I shall not. This is our home and we will not run.” She said firmly.

“Mate you will not argue with me right now. I am in no mood.” He snapped.

“I shall assist you Lord Sesshomaru.” Ishin said standing.

“Hai. Asuna take you mother now!” My father said brooking no argument.

I nodded and Ishin helped me up. I held onto Ayana and I grabbed my mother's arm and ported us away. We appeared in the Sapporo palace and she was furious.

“Why should we cower away?” she demanded.

“Because I just gave birth and you are so close it is dangerous for you to stay. Listen to father on this. Do you wish for Chen to take you?” I asked her.

“NO! My place is by your father's side not simpering away like a coward.” She fumed.

I felt Byakko and we had been suckered. Chen had managed to outsmart my father and I saw him leaning in the doorway. His face betrayed nothing and I was in awe for a moment.

“Hello Augusta! How do you fare?” Chen asked in a rather nauseating tone.

“Chen you could not leave well enough alone!” she hissed.

“Hmm well since you carry my cub then this is quite appropriate.” He snapped.

“I lost that babe. This is Sesshomaru's pup as it should be.” She said with hands on her hips.

“You lie!” he snarled.

“I am sorry but I do not. I threw myself in front of the Dragon Strike Chen to save you!” She stated devoid of emotion.

“You did not do it to save me but to save face! You killed my cub because you could not bear the idea that you may have loved me as much as that damn inu!” He roared.

“That is enough Lord Chen!” I snapped.

“No! So what are you having Augusta?” Chen sneered.

“A daughter and she knows her chichi's voice.” She said softly.

I could see pain and anger flit across Chen's face. He walked up and slapped my mother hard. I growled loudly and Ayana mewled in my arms. My mother fell to her backside and she shook her head.

“I understand your anger Chen but hitting me will not bring back your cub.” My mother said getting up.

I scented it before she felt it and I grabbed her. She was masking but she would lose her concentration soon. I pulled her behind me and handed her Ayana. I had taken my fang and Chen smirked with malice.

“You are gonna fight me in your condition?” Chen asked in disbelief.

“Hai! Leave Chen. There is nothing for you here.” I commanded.

“Asuna.” My mother whispered fiercely.

I turned and the floor was wet. I cursed in my mind and I ported us away. I took us to Sendai and Naraku appeared. His eyes widened and he helped my mother to stand. I handed him Ayana and took my mother to my futon. I laid her down and she was breathing roughly.

“Get Nobu!” I yelled to Naraku.

“He will find us. I cannot hold off the bond.” She said as her face clouded in pain.

“Mother this is coming suddenly.” I said nervously.

“Hai. Is there blood?” she asked me.

I checked and there was indeed blood. I grew even more nervous Nobu came in and looked grave.

“Hello Lady Augusta. My name is Nobu.” He said as he assessed her.

“Something is wrong.” She said fiercely.

“Hai but I am going to take the babe through your stomach alright?” he said comfortingly.

“Hai okay.” She said closing her eyes.

“Nobu?” I asked softly.

“The organ that connects the babe to your mother Asuna. I have to get the little one or they will both die.” Nobu said extracting knives from a pouch.

He handed me a vial and indicated for her to drink it. My mother shook her head no and Nobu looked cross.

“I have no wish to hurt you but I must work fast!” Nobu said quite staunchly.

“I can handle it healer. I delivered the twins and Youshiro this way.” She said weakly.

He nodded and wasted no time in cutting into her lower belly. She never flinched but I knew if I heard her then Chen would feel it. Nobu cut through the layers with ease and mopped up the blood with clean cloths. I felt Chen and I turned my head. I began growling in a nasty way and he looked frightened. My mother's grip on my hand was tremendous and she would not let me go.

“Lady Augusta breathe deeply. I have will have her in just a moment.” Nobu stated.

I tried to hold Chen with my telekinetic yoki but he moved forward anyway.

“You know that does nothing if I am aware!” he growled close to me.

“Shut up!” I hissed at him.

“Augusta.” Chen whispered near my mother.

“Go Chen!” she cried out in a near scream.

“You did this!” I hissed at him.

“I am sorry!” he said ashamed of himself.

“Breathe deeply my lady.” Nobu said.

My mother nodded and I watched Nobu pull out a raven haired cub. Chen's eyes widened in disbelief and she was rather blue. Nobu laid her down and I jerked my hand from my mother and I picked my sister up gently. She was not breathing and I began to breathe for her. I surged my yoki into her and she began squirming. She finally let out a wail and my mother looked relieved. She looked so much like my mother it was startling. She had the stripes of a Byakko but had no other discernable traits of a tiger. Her ears were even rounded like my mother's. Her eyes opened and they were silver. I would not allow Chen near her and Nobu worked to save my mother. I jumped up and went to the armoire and pulled out a silk coverlet and wrapped my sister in its warmth. She was mewling in a very feline fashion and Chen about went crazy.

“Let me see her Asuna!” he hissed.

“She is not yours!” I growled.

“Like hell she is not. Let me see my girl!” Chen said stalking towards me.

I did the only thing I could think of and ported away. I was in the West and the palace was in an uproar. I went in search of Yasu to check my sister out. I found him in the infirmary tending soldiers.

“Yasu! My mother delivered. She is in Sendai but she is bleeding out.” I said urgently.

“What the hell! She was fine!” he said coming closer.

He looked at my sister tenderly and took her from me. She was wiggling and he checked her over.

“She is perfect. Take me to your mother.” He said.

I nodded and I called for Jaken and Aileana. The kappa appeared first and I leaned down to him.

“This is my sister and you will guard her with your life. Have my sire sent for now!” I commanded.

“Hai milady!” he answered.

I carefully laid her in his arms and she began crying. My heart wrenched and I looked at Yasu.

“I have to find my sire.” I said quickly.

“Take me to your mother quick like pup! I know her better than any fucking kumo!” Yasu snapped.

It was true and I ported him and me to Sendai. Yasu immediately went to Nobu's side and began assisting him. Chen was there and looked helpless. He came at me and I drew my fang.

“You go too far Chen. You hurt her and nearly killed them both!” I hissed in a fury.

“She is my daughter! She is Byakko!” he snarled.

“Half Byakko! She is also half uppyr like me. You will leave this family alone. You have done enough damage!” I snapped.

“Where is she Asuna?” he stated in such a terrible growl.

“Where you cannot get to her.” I stated.

“Asuna!” Nobu cried.

I ran to him and I looked at my mother horrified.

“I need your toxin.” He said.

I released my Dakkasou into his pestle and he combined his own venom and he applied it to the inside where the organ had been. My mother cried out weakly but it sealed off the veins. Nobu looked relieved and Yasu was sewing up her womb.

“Thank you!” I cried to them both.

“Who caused this?” Yasu said in a fury.

I glared at Chen and he still refused to leave.

“You Byakko need to be at the end of my lord's claws for touching his mate! That babe is healthy but you could have killed them both!” Yasu growled.

“I did not ask you inu.” Chen snarled.

I ported back to the West and I ran to the hills around the palace. I saw my sire withdrawing his fang from a dead Byakko.

“Father!” I cried.

“What are you doing here?” He snapped.

“Mother needs you. The babe was born.” I informed him.

“What?” he asked coming closer.

“It was a trap. They must have had all the places we would have gone watched. Chen found us and he struck her. She hemorrhaged badly.” I said softly.

“Where is the cub?” he asked in a frigid tone.

“She is here under Aileana and Jaken's care. Aileana is still nursing her son.” I stated.

“You did well. Take me to your mother.” He commanded.

I grabbed his hand and ported us to Sendai. Chen was not there and Yasu was still stitching her up. Nobu was mixing a powerful draught to knock her out.

“Sesshomaru.” She said weakly.

He went to her side and looked down at her in love and adoration. He took her hand and brushed his lips against the knuckles.

“You gave me our daughter. She is well I am told. I will have you home soon.” He said softly.

“What does she look like?” she asked in a hoarse whisper.

“She looks like you mother.” I said gently.

“Hai. I need to sleep now. I am sorry. We tried to keep him away.” She said to my sire and she drifted off.

“When can I bring her home?” he asked Yasu.

“Within the day. My lady has tremendous regenerative abilities.” He commented.

“Thank you kumo.” My sire stated to Nobu.

“It was my pleasure Lord Sesshomaru.” Nobu bowed.

“I can bring you home sir.” I said to my sire.

“Hai. I should like to see my pup.” He said standing.

I took his hand and we ported back to the Western Palace. I was bordering on exhaustion and I moved to sit. My sire called for Aileana and my sister in law was quick to bring my new sister to my father. When he saw her his face was openly admiring his new daughter. She favored Yoshiko heavily and he growled low in his throat.

“She even has the same mark near her eye that your mother does.” He marveled.

He brushed her shock of raven hair back and gave her a small smile.

“Hello Masami. You are a coveted little onna already.” He said breathing in her scent.

He had chosen a stunning name and I smiled up at him.

“Thank you for keeping her from the Byakko. How close did he get?” my father demanded.

“He did not get a very close look at her. I would not allow it.” I said quietly.

“Can you feed her for now until we can get your mother here?” he asked me.

“Hai I can do that.” I said as he laid her in my arms.

Masami was awake and looking around. Her little hands were in tight little fists and she was waving them around. I stood very slowly and took her with me to my chambers. I opened my haori and put her to my breast. It was odd to me but she needed the nourishment. I had a feeling that she and I were going to be very close. I had breathed for her and she had my yoki. I looked down at her tenderly as she ate. I felt Naraku's presence but it was further away in the palace. I grabbed a small coverlet and threw it over my sister and I ran. My mate held my mother and my sire ran into the hall. Naraku's face was neutral and he moved forward.

“I figured you would wish for your mate Lord Sesshomaru.” He said softly.

He deposited her into my sire's arms and my father was speechless. Naraku backed up and bowed. He turned to me and nodded.

“I am bringing Ayana next. Our daughter needs her haha.” He said smiling.

“Hai.” I responded with warmth running through me.

He nodded to me and he produced his miasma cloud and ported away. I turned to my father and his eyes were wide.

“Did he just do me a favor?” he asked stunned.

“He did it for me and he truly likes Mother.” I said softly.

“Son of a whore! I am beholden to him?” my sire cursed.

“No my lord. He is beholden to me.” I stated raising a brow.

“Good. Can you bring Masami?” he asked me as he stared down at my mother.

“Hai.” I said following him.

I walked slowly and I checked under the blanket. She was sleeping and I gently pulled her off my breast. My father was already ahead and I wrapped Masami in the blanket. I pulled my haori in place and I was grabbed roughly. Strong hands covered my mouth and I went to try and fight.

“Asuna stop!” Quon hissed in my ear.

“What are you doing?” I snarled.

“Taking back my life. You are mine inu.” Quon said softly.

“I belong to no one!” I snapped.

“Do not wake the cub.” He hissed in my ear.

“Let me go Quon!” I hissed softly.

He produced his shoki mist and pulled me and Masami in. Quon had done something that Chen had not dared. He had entered the palace.

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We were in Hunan and Quon was gentle with me. He looked down at Masami and it hit me that we shared a sister. I held onto her and he pulled down the blanket.

“She is so beautiful!” he said quietly.

“Leave her be Quon.” I said backing up.

“I will not hurt her Asuna as I will not hurt you.” He said touching my cheek.

He took Masami from me and I growled in a near fury. He walked away from me and I followed him. I would not attack him whilst he held her and he knew that. He went to the throne room and into his sire's den. Chen was stricken but he looked up when he saw Quon. His eyes widened and my sister was laid in Chen's arms. I was growling terribly and Quon stepped back and held onto me.

“Gods she looks like Augusta.” Chen said as he traced her stripes.

“Get your fucking hands off Masami.” I hissed.

“Shut it Asuna! She is mine. She is all I have of your mother. She is not inu.” He said holding her close.

Chen began purring as he held onto her. I knew he loved her but my mother would not give up my sister for anyone.

“My sire has claimed her Chen. She is a daughter of the House of the Moon. We will go to war for her!” I said bluntly.

“As will I. I sired her inu. Your mother can deny all she wants but this cub was made in love. I did not hurt her as she betrayed me.” Chen snapped.

“I really do not care Lord Chen. You knew my mother loved my sire and yet you took her knowing she was fertile. My sire loves Masami as his own as he loves my mother.” I said narrowing my eyes.

“I did not intend to fall in love with her but I did. I know she loves me as well! I feel it as I know you understand. I will not force her here against her will but I can and will have my daughter. Your sire has no idea how to raise a tiger cub.” He stated looking down at her.

“Who will be her mother hmm? You intend to present that babe to Meifen or Lihua?” I demanded.

“Meifen knows everything and she will love her as her own.” Chen said standing.

“I cannot believe you. You hit my mother and nearly killed them both and now you are keeping her daughter from her?” I asked in hatred.

“I am sorry for that. She said she had killed her. Byakko are like inu in that we protect our young unto death. She chooses to stay with the inu then I shall keep my cub I sired with her.” Chen said moving out of the den.

Quon held me firmly but gently. I knew his opinion as I had kept Zihao from him. I tried to jerk away from him but he held on.

“He has a right to her Asuna. We are not like the inu and my mother will love her.” He said gently.

“This does not make me want to stay here Quon. You take me and my sister away from our home!” I yelled.

“I will let you go. I cannot force you to stay either but I still love you. I love you enough to want to earn your devotion again.” He said into my ear.

“You told me to leave!” I snarled.

“I know and I was wrong. I have never felt this strongly about anyone inu. Gods I think I loved you the moment you kicked me in the groin.” He said smiling.

I was simmering in anger and began pacing like a caged animal. Quon watched me and I glared at him.

“Ayana needs me. You have got to let me take Masami back Quon!” I hissed.

“No. She is my sister too.” He said crossing his arms.

“Your father should have kept his lewd thoughts to himself!” I growled.

“Yes he should have. He is not exactly known for being a chaste individual. He does however love your mother more than my own. I find the idea intolerable but there it is. Ba has made many mistakes but I support him in keeping my sister.” He said flatly.

“My father will not allow this Quon.” I snapped.

“I suggest we let our parents deal with their own actions and we deal with ours. We are grown as they are. You are still my mate and wife. I did nothing to end things officially.” He stated.

“I want nothing from you. You spoke your peace and I am done.” I said crossing my arms.

“So says the master of China?” he said crossing his own arms.

“Damnit Quon you ended us! I have mated Baku and the tsuchigumo lords. I am quite content and happy. You make me unhappy!” I snapped in anger.

“Oh I do.” He said narrowing his eyes.

“Hai and I think I can even manage to live without you.” I said biting my lip.

“Okay. I shall not make you do anything you detest.” He said looking away.

I walked by him and he pulled me to him. He tipped my chin up and kissed my lips very lightly. I growled with repressed emotion and he traced the seam of my lips with his tongue. I opened my mouth and he possessed me. I groaned as he pulled me into his arms and opened my haori. I felt a thumb brush a nipple and I kissed him back with abandon. My hands became entangled in his silver hair. He knew he could not rut with me at the moment but it seemed as if he wished to just feel me. He always managed to kiss me into a dizzy state. He cupped my breast and his lips moved to my jaw and my neck. I moaned as his teeth nipped my skin. He licked and sucked on my neck and I began moaning softly.

“I love you inu.” He murmured against my skin.

“Quon.” I sighed.

“I love you.” He stated sucking on my earlobe.

“Quon!” I moaned.

He picked me up and ported us to his chambers. He laid me on his bed and ripped open my hakamas. He pulled the tattered silk from my body. He gently rolled me over and he joined me on the bed. He began kneading the muscles in my back. I groaned loudly and he pressed his lips to the back of my neck. He hands continued to work my muscles and he kissed my skin as he did so. I closed my eyes and savored his touch. I felt his long silver hair brush my back and I cried out.

“I should not have dismissed you Asuna. I love you so much.” He whispered as his claws raked my skin lightly.

He kneaded my backside and then my thighs. I was aching for him and my mind was screaming at me that he betrayed me. I shut my eyes tightly and I cried out and wiggled as his claws ran over my feet.

“Quon! That tickles.” I hissed in pleasure.

“Such pretty feet you know.” He said lightly.

“What do you want from me?” I asked in a long moan.

“I want you to come back to me.” He said softly.

“How? You father just pretty much declared war on the West.” I said as he kissed the backs of my thighs.

“No he has his daughter. I have my wife.” He murmured pressing his body against my back.

I could feel his need but I was losing my will to fight him. I felt him lightly grind himself against me and I moaned.

“Quon I cannot right now.” I said burning for him.

“I know that. I am aching for you but I can control myself. I only want to feel your skin.” He replied in my ear.

He sat up and divested himself of his clothes and pressed his naked flesh to mine. I gasped softly and he somehow managed to turn this into an incredibly hot and erotic moment. I knew him and he would respect my need to heal but he would fill us with passion.

“Quon! Kamis.” I managed as I felt his staff against my thigh.

“I have missed just feeling your skin inu. You bring my soul peace.” He murmured.

My claws gouged the bedding and I laid my head down. He began a slow rhythmic grinding and he breathing was heavy.

“Asuna please say you will come back to me.” He pleaded in my ear.

“Hai!” I said in a passionate tone.

He slowly rolled me over and dipped his head and took a peak into his mouth. He avoided my core and I moaned. Quon lay next to me and began laving his feline tongue against my nipple. I wrapped my hand around him and he ended up thrusting as he lavished my peaks. I was moaning incoherently and dying to complete but knew I could not. I was going to be insatiable when I could make love again. His breathing became rougher and his attention to my breasts was intense. I tightened my grasp on him and he moaned against the softness of my chest as he was spent. I was jealous and I growled. He smiled down at me and pecked my lips.

“You shall be a wanton mess when you are healed. I wonder if any of your mates will have enough stamina for you.” He purred.

“Hai! Let me up. I need my sister!” I said going to his armoire.

There were still my clothes hanging in the wardrobe. I pulled out a royal purple hanfu and began dressing. He was lying on the bed looking quite pleased and his arms were under his head.

“She is both of our sister as odd as it is.” He said looking at me.

“There is nothing incestuous about our relationship!” I snapped.

“No. There is not. Our parents are the ones that got all mixed up. Your mother had managed to turn Ba into a mess. I have never seen him like this.” Quon said still purring.

“I am so glad you are so pleased with yourself Byakko.” I said raising a brow.

“I am sorry that making love to you pleases me.” He yawned.

“Quon I am serious Masami needs to be retrieved. My sire will go ballistic.” I said.

“You really think Ba will let her go? Gods Asuna she looks just like your mother! Ba is not just madly in love with her; he is consumed with her. That baby girl is all he has of her.” Quon said sitting up.

“He hit you know. He slapped her so hard that she tore the organ that nourishes the babe. Hai he loves her so much.” I said angry.

“Damnit Asuna! That is their problem and not ours!” he snapped.

“She is our sister! Kamis this is messed up!” I said looking away.

“Hai. She should be raised by one house and leave it. She is half Byakko and I am sure she will have a true form. Black tigers are rare in of themselves.” He said dressing.

“Quon this is no small matter!” I said clenching my hands.

“Kidnap her back.” He suggested.

“What?” I asked stunned.

“Look it seems you and I have to clean up after Ba and your mother. I brought her here. Kidnap her back. You and I shall keep bringing her back and forth.” He shrugged.

“Till they catch on!” I said in disbelief.

“They are being childish so we clean up for them. She will have to stay here a few days at least.” He said bluntly.

“My mother is going to go crazy.” I said shaking my head.

“Damnit! Work with me Asuna. We are trying to do what is best for our sister right?” he asked.

“Hai.” I said clenching my jaw.

“I know you have an infant to feed. You need to go.” He said touching my jaw.

“I cannot leave without her Quon.” I said.

“I am at a loss.” He shrugged.

I looked around and I grew agitated. This was a mess and my mother was going to go insane.

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Augusta woke up and she heard no infant's cry. Sesshomaru was huddled with Baku and another inu and she knew Chen had her baby. She stayed quiet and she hurt horribly. Chen was going to suffer and she pulled on her yoki and ported away. She was in Hunan and she had to hold onto a pillar for support. She moved slowly and went to the family's apartments. She suspected Chen would take her to Meifen and fury erupted in her heart. She threw open the door with her telekinesis and staggered in. She saw her babe and Meifen was shocked.

“You will give me my daughter Meifen!” she growled.

“Leave!” the tigress shouted.

Augusta's eyes flashed crimson and she threw Meifen with a sickening thud against a wall. She staggered forward and found her girl. She looked down at a mirror image of herself. She picked her up and held her close. Meifen tried to rise and she turned wrathful eyes on her. She began squeezing off her airway with her thoughts and Chen ran in.

“I swear I will kill her! You sorry son of a bitch!” she snarled at him.

“Let her go. Meifen did nothing.” Chen said softly.

Augusta grew furious and cut off her breathing till she passed out. She released her hold on the tigress and turned to Chen. She pulled on their blood tie and threw him forcefully against the wall as well. He jumped up and she pulled on their bond and brought him to his knees.

“You should not have binded yourself to me Chen. You give me power over you!” she snapped.

He fought back and managed to stand.

“Give her to me.” He hissed.

“No! You tried to kill us!” she snapped backing up.

“She is mine Augusta. You are a hateful betraying bitch!” he said in a pained voice.

“Goodbye Chen.” She said coldly.

Augusta ported away and fell to her knees. She was in Buda and looked around.

“Jarek! Jarek please!” she called out.

Her former lover ran into the hallway and saw her clutching a small infant female. Augusta's eyes were red and she looked fearful.

“Your father? Where is Vlad?” she asked urgently.

“Elizaveta?” she heard Vlad's voice.

“Vlad help me! Please shelter me and my daughter.” She said unable to rise.

“Da of course but what is wrong?” he asked helping her up.

The uppyr ruler looked down at a gorgeous girl who had strange striping all around her hairline and her arms and legs.

“She is another hybrid uppyr!” he said stunned.

“She is half tiger. Please Vlad. Take me to the Carpathians to one of your castles there. They will not find us. The passes are too treacherous.” She stated in a pleading tone.

“Da. What is her name?” he asked.

“Masami. Her name is Masami.” She said looking down at her.

“Jarek take her to Tatra.” Vlad commanded.

“Tatra?” Jarek asked bristling.

“Da that is what I said son. Take Elizaveta and try not to fight. I am going to Viktor and finding out more information.” Vlad stated.

“As you wish Father.” Jarek said in a sigh.

“Come on Augusta.” Jarek said picking her up.

“I shall owe you Jarek.” She murmured.

“Right.” He snapped.

Vlad watched as his son port away with Elizaveta and he ported to Novgorod. He had not been here in a very long time. He knocked on the door and the old uppyr maid answered.

“Sire.” She said bowing.

“Tell Prince Viktor that I am here.” He commanded.

“Da my lord.” She said bowing.

He waited on Elizaveta's twin and Viktor cautiously came down the stairs. He watched the uppyr king carefully.

“Elizaveta came to me for help Viktor. She has been taken to Tatra.” He said.

“She was pregnant.” Viktor said concerned.

“She is beautiful and half tiger?” Vlad asked.

“Da. The silver tiger lord got her with child. There is a big bruha over the babe.” Viktor informed him.

“The dog daemon and the tiger are fighting over Elizaveta or the babe?” Vlad asked.

“I am assuming the babe.” Viktor stated.

“Well she has asked for asylum I think from the tiger.” Vlad said considering.

“She loves them both Vlad. She will not leave the dog daemon though.” Viktor said.

“Can you go to Japan for me and find me Asuna and talk with the inu lord. Tell him you are sheltering her for now. Tell him that we shall protect her from the tigers.” Vlad commanded.

“He will want to know where she is.” Viktor said bluntly.

“Tell him she went home to the Carpathians.” Vlad shrugged.

Viktor shivered and knew there were huge problems brewing. He nodded and Vlad ported away. Viktor sighed and ported to the Japanese Isles. He saw his brother in law immediately. He bowed and Sesshomaru was in a near feral state.

“I have word of my sister. She has retrieved her babe and is home in the Carpathians. She does not want the tiger to find her or the baby.” Viktor said to Sesshomaru.

The great dog daemon calmed visibly and nodded.

“This Sesshomaru is grateful. I think she is in the best place for now. Will you keep me informed?” Sesshomaru asked.

“Da. Is Asuna here?” Viktor asked.

“Hai. She has just returned.” Sesshomaru responded.

“Thank you. I shall retrieve her and take her there.” Viktor bowed.

He looked at his brother in law and Augusta had hidden herself and their daughter away. Respect and love welled up in him for his mate and he wanted to be by her side but he had tigers to kill.

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I saw my uncle approach and he bowed. I bowed to him as well and he took my arm and ported us away. I was getting annoyed that I could not rest after my own recent birth. We appeared in Buda and I saw Eyal. Viktor bowed and I nodded to him. He ported away and the uppyr ruler came forward and hugged me tightly. I hugged him back and he looked down at me.

“What am I going to do with you and your mother?” he teased.

“Just keep her for now. Chen is in a crazed fury. I have not seen this much issue over a youngling ever.” I said shaking my head.

“She is in my villa in Tatra. It is very remote and damn near impossible to get to unless you know where you are going. She was born there.” Vlad said lifting my chin.

“I had my daughter two days ago myself and I had a rough time with her.” I murmured.

“I can scent the old blood.” He said staring into my eyes.

“What is it you wish Eyal?” I asked looking up.

“I love to hear that name upon your lips. It makes me feel things I have not felt in a long time. May I?” he asked me softly.

I knew what he wanted and I turned my head and exposed my throat. He growled in appreciation and lowered his fangs and bit in. My knees nearly buckled and he held me to him as he drank. I moaned loudly as exquisite pleasure coursed through me. I shook lightly and he released my throat.

“I have wanted to taste you for awhile now.” He murmured in my ear.

“Hai.” I groaned.

“Asuna take in mine. It will help you heal.” He stated brushing his lips across my throat.

I nodded and he went to expose his throat but I always became wanton around him. I ripped open his shirt and bit into his flat male nubbin. He moaned himself and I only allowed myself to drink his blood. I forgot everything when I did. His life force flowed so freely and I became crazed in my hunger.

“Asuna. God you are bringing me under.” He cried softly.

We sank to our knees and I continued to take in his blood. His mind was all a haze and he was murmuring in Hebrew. I threw him over the edge and he took me to the floor. I finally released his chest and his breathing was harsh. I looked down at him and he smiled up at me.

“I need to change my clothes it seems.” He said in lazy drawl.

“I was unaware that could happen.” I said amused.

“Well this is the first time for me.” He admitted.

“You continue to surprise me at how uppyr you act.” He said rising.

He grabbed my hand and we ported to his bathroom. He stripped out of his clothes and smirked at me. I smiled back and he settled in his tub and turned on the water. He laid back and closed his eyes. When I was here I was so very lost.

“I lost track of what I wanted you here for.” He said in a sleepy voice.

“My mother perhaps?” I asked laughing.

“Da that is what I wanted you here for. I want to be with you.” He said rolling his head and staring at me.

“Well I am here it seems.” I said lightly.

“How do you feel?” he asked me.

“Quite good actually. I love taking in your blood! It has such amazing healing properties.” I said.

“Da it does. Yours does as well and will become more powerful as you age.” He commented.

“You are shielding, why?” I asked him.

“Thoughts my dear and no more.” He replied.

“Then why are you shielding?” I asked him.

“Because I need privacy in this.” He said looking up.

I stripped out of the hanfu and I slipped into the steaming water. I wanted to know what was on his mind and I pressed my body against his. Mind blowing and soul shattering rutting aside, I liked him quite a bit. I pressed my lips to his forehead and I brushed his mind.

“Asuna give me my space.” He said in a low tone.

I gave him a wicked grin and began sucking on his jugular. He moaned under me and I knew I held tremendous sway with this creature.

“God please not now. I cannot think when you are doing that.” He groaned.

“You do not want me doing this?” I said biting into his neck.

I began pressing and prodding his mind much in the same way I would his body. I could hear his rather brazen desire to be one with me. I clasped his hands and pressed my yoki against his.

“I need you. Please I need you when you do that.” He managed.

“Am I healed enough you think?” I asked.

“No I do not think so. Asuna, I need to get out.” He said rising.

“Why are you closing yourself off from me?” I demanded.

“Because I am my own person. I am not yours to control.” He answered.

His answer did not sit well with my inu nature and I rose up and jerked his head to the side.

“That shows my claim on you uppyr!” I hissed.

“I thought you said I was to disregard it, that it had no meaning.” He snapped.

“What is wrong with you?” I asked confused.

“I need some distance.” He said as he wrapped a robe around himself.

I narrowed my eyes and I put my hanfu back on. I walked past him and waited in the stone hallway. He went in the direction of his room and I was struck at how different he was from the wraith. I followed him and slipped into his room. He had dropped his robe as he had opened a closet door. I stood in front of him and looked up into his brown eyes. He looked away and I dropped the silks from my body.

“What do you want from me Eyal?” I asked softly.

“Nothing. I want nothing from you.” He said as softly.

I pulled his lips to mine and began consuming him. His hands were in my hair and he was fisting it. I could not draw in breath and we stumbled backwards onto his bed. I was underneath him and he slowly entered me. I was hypersensitive from so recently healing and it was a surreal feeling. He had to pull back to breathe and he looked down at me. He thrust hard and I cried out. He lowered his lips to my neck and I felt the points of his fangs against my neck. He withdrew from me and rolled onto his back.

“What? Why do you stop?” I asked confused.

“Please leave.” He said with his eyes closed.

“Eyal what is going on with you?” I demanded.

“Asuna! I have asked that you leave.” He said in a darker tone.

“What is this? Why do you act this way?” I hissed in anger.

“I cannot do this right now.” He said rolling to his side.

Confusion and resentment tore through me and I made sure he knew. I had no intentions of going anywhere. I lay on my back and stared at the ceiling.

“You are the most stubborn woman I have ever met!” He snapped out.

“I wish to know what I did.” I stated.

“I want to be alone is all.” He replied.

“You asked that I come here. I came and now you demand I leave. You are not my lord or master. I am my own master.” I said in bitterness.

“The same could be said of me Asuna. I am my own master! I need no one!” he raged suddenly.

“That is what this is about? That is why you cannot take one onna. You refuse to have a yoke upon you so to speak. I am no yoke Eyal. We have been lovers and I thought friends. Go to hell!” I said standing.

“Thank you for leaving.” He commented rolling away from me.

“You shut down when you said you needed me.” I said narrowing my eyes.

“I have no need of anyone. I choose what I do.” He snapped.

“Those damn mortals shut you out so badly that you relied upon yourself for your happiness. I am not a mortal. I am part what you are! I am part of you in a way. You push me away?” I asked him.

“I have no wish to discuss my past.” He said in a frigid tone.

“You would never have shared your beginnings. The wraith did that to humiliate you.” I said in understanding.

“I said stop!” he thundered.

“I remember what I saw. Was all that what happened?” I asked him.

“Da! Leave me alone.” He snarled.

I moved to him and forced him to look at me. The wraith had taken everything that had mattered to him and I was truly the only one who knew who he was. He felt shame in his beginning and the terrible loneliness he had felt. The wraith had made him bare to me. Our relations had thrown us into another level and I passed the level of just a past time.

“Eyal.” I said softly.

“Why can you not just do as I request?” he demanded.

“In your two thousand summers have you ever loved someone besides your son?” I asked in an almost inaudible voice.

“No. I will not either. I am quite used to being on my own and I can trust myself.” He said with a clenched jaw.

“You wish I had never seen the truth.” I stated.

“I wish for some peace right now.” He retorted.

“You are a leader who is surrounded but utterly alone. Eyal look at me!” I demanded.

He turned his stormy brown eyes to mine and our eyes were locked.

“Let me in.” I begged.

“No.” he said firmly.

I did not trust myself totally and I was straddling an edge. I pressed my forehead to his and I touched him as much as I could. I flowed and ebbed along his skin and nerves. He began groaning almost immediately as I filled him totally with my consciousness. I gently pressed against his shields and he strained under my gentle assault.

“Asuna! God stop this. You are powerful and I get that!” he snapped.

I pressed harder and I craved to be inside of him. His grip tightened on my hands and he shouted out. My own mind caressed his and I found a crack in his fronts. I pushed through it and I was overwhelmed. He had so many memories and feelings. We both gasped as I had pushed myself into his very soul it seemed. I felt his grip on my hands and it bordered on painful. I pushed past his many memories and settled into his very beginnings again.

“Show me. Share with me.” I begged.

“Get out!” he cried.

“No. Show me Eyal. Show me your truths from the real you.” I begged again.

He shuddered under me and I saw the far off desert. I saw many flashes and many painful things. His parents supposed deaths and the treatment by the hands of his guardians. I saw the meaningless sex he had just to find nourishment. I saw him as a frightened boy trying to find food and not being able to digest what those around him could. I felt his revulsion of himself. I pulled back and cried out. He was furious beyond words but I held onto him. Eyal's claws gouged my flesh and he snapped his fangs at me. I undid his hair and I pushed him back. All I did was lay upon him flush to his body.

“Are you satisfied?” he hissed.

“No.” I whispered.

“Do not pity me.” He demanded.

“There is no pity. I feel admiration.” I stated.

“You have been quite enjoyable and I enjoy your company but I think it best if we remain friendly acquaintances.” He said bluntly.

“So you can move on to more meaningless fucks?” I asked lewdly.

“Hush!” he snipped.

I was frenzied in my need to understand. I ported us away from Buda and I took us to his old abode. He sat up and looked around.

“I do not want to be here!” he hissed in fury.

“Face your demons.” I demanded.

“Not here!” he yelled.

“That was not you.” I said holding his shoulders.

“It stinks of old blood. I do not want to be here!” he raged.

“Eyal please!” I begged.

“I can smell your blood in this room! I did not do this to you!” he said in a hissing tone.

“I know that. I know what happened and I have come to know you.” I said straddling his hips.

He turned tormented eyes to mine and shook his head. I could see his awful memories and his abhorrence of what the wraith had made his body do. I felt his utter helplessness.

“I am not staying here!” he screamed at me.

We were both still very naked and I gently pulled him to me.

“I wish there was something different that could have happened. I cannot imagine being aware and being forced to do things against my will.” I said in his ear.

“You did do things against your will remember?” he hissed.

He grabbed my jaw with some force and stared at me in anger. He ported us back to Buda and I sighed. He released my jaw and moved to stand. I stood with him and pushed him against his door. I knew I almost matched him in power so I was not afraid of him at all. Suddenly our lips met violently and extreme emotions came into play. Again we fell to his bed and my legs were open wide as he settled between them. Blood spilled from the corner of our lips and his tongue darted out and laved it up. His eyes met mine again and his were burning. I began to feel stretched to the point it bordered on pain and I cried out. He lowered his lips to a pert nipple and began suckling it roughly and I could feel his fangs pierce my flesh but I felt no pain. I arched my body and I made him feel restricting tightness. He released a strangled moan against my skin. I needed more and I filled his inner mind with everything I was. Eyal was ablaze and he responded with suddenness. He pierced my neck and slid into me. I felt his tongue licking at the blood and I began experiencing tremors along my limbs. He began a sharp thrusting and he met my eyes. I cried out each time I felt him deeper within me. I arched my entire body and I pulled on his mind. He was unused to the sensation but incredible energy that flowed between us. I was used to the ebb and flow of force but I was not used to the incredible strength of his. Bliss was not an accurate enough description of the absolute beauty of the moment. I shivered as I felt the build up of intensity. My nerves felt as though were pulsing and Eyal was again murmuring in his native tongue. I was awash with it all and throbbing began everywhere. I was arched as much as I could and I wanted to be one totally with him. I sank my own fangs into his shoulder. The rush sent me over a deep chasm and I began unraveling like a wild fire. My physical self fell into a rapturous void and my soul splintered. He felt it and a deep cry was released from his throat and I sank my fangs deeply again and my center clasped and clutched him as my body responded with such a powerful release of spasms and energy. I felt his fangs and claws buried somewhere and everywhere it felt. Another response was ripped from me and Eyal collapsed and muffled his moans in my shoulder. I could not catch my breath at first and finally I began breathing slower. His lips sought mine and he began a sensual assault again. When I could not seem to take anymore he slowly withdrew from the kiss.

“I love you.” He said in my ear in a tortured way.

“Love you.” I murmured in a near sleep.

“What did you do to me?” he asked.

“I bound us as you wished to do before.” I murmured as my eyes grew heavier.

“That is not binding.” He replied roughly.

“We are bound in soul.” I said in a murmur.

“Asuna stay awake. What did you say?” he said gently shaking me.

“No too much yoki. I need to sleep.” I mumbled.

“What did you do?” he asked in a deep voice.

“I will always feel you. I will always see into your very spirit. You cannot pull away from me.” I said with closed eyes.

“You mated us.” He said astounded.

He looked down at her and she was snoring very lightly. He had thought the coupling with her in the library had been intense. This had been the single most incredible act of passion he had experienced. She had more experience in her mental abilities then he had even thought feasible. He of course knew of this act but never had he participated. He refused to slip out of her and needed to feel her as much as possible. He knew her better then he ever imagined and knew she was the only one in two thousand years that knew him completely. His emotions were in turmoil but he knew he loved her. He knew he would rather die then not have her here. He looked down at the beautiful woman next to him and sighed.

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Augusta nursed Masami and sat back in an over stuffed chair. She missed some things that were very European. She looked down at the precious babe in her arms. Chen had been right and she had been made in love. She hated herself for even having contemplated ridding herself of this sweet girl. She felt Jarek's eyes on her and she looked up.

“What?” she asked.

“You look beautiful doing that.” He said gently.

“I am amazed that you can say a kind thing.” She snorted.

“Augusta you were the one that could not commit to me. I did not leave you at the alter.” Jarek snapped.

“You really think Stasio was going to allow me to marry you? I left to save you dumbass.” She snapped in return.

“You left me then mated that buzzard!” he stated in a nasty tone.

“His name was Tsubasa and he is a hawk youki. Learn your daemons!” she snorted.

“Of course. God I loved you!” he yelled.

“Jarek move on. I am in more than enough turmoil.” She said looking away.

“She is beautiful. She looks just like you.” He said coming closer.

“Da she is pretty. She has Chen's eyes and his markings.” She said looking at her daughter in adoration.

“You love the feline?” he asked sitting next to her.

“I did. I am coming to hate him now.” She said closing her eyes.

“What happened Augusta?” he asked.

“You know Asuna fell in a battle with the wraith and the Ming. She is undoubtedly Sesshomaru's favorite amongst his pups. She looks like him and thinks like him. He was devastated and allowed no one but our family around her. He shut out her mates and the Byakko prince was of course angry. Sesshomaru just did not give a damn. I supported him and I stayed away from any sort of temptation and Chen was furious for himself and Quon. Chen is rather hot headed and Sesshomaru rather controlled and calculating.” She sighed.

“The dog daemon has a more calming influence on you.” He remarked.

“Da. He is passionate and possessive but he will use anything to his advantage. Sesshomaru intends to raise Masami as his own. It helps she looks more like me I think.” She said looking over her now sleeping infant.

“You are weak right now.” He remarked.

“Da.” She said closing her eyes.

Jarek presented his wrist and she did not even think twice. His blood was powerful as he was Vlad's son. She bit in and drank deeply. He suppressed his moans and familiar passion coursed through him. She released his wrist and she leaned back. She had a satisfied smile on her face.

“I miss your blood. God it is divine.” She whispered.

“Thank you I think. Would you turn me into prey?” he asked.

“Da.” She teased.

“Be rude to me Augusta I can handle that better.” He said in irritation.

“Why can we not try and get along?” she asked him.

“Because I am still one that carries a torch for you. You would lay waste to any male that did love you. Russia was your playground and Romania your backyard.” He replied.

“Jarek my father was planning a fucking coup! Why can you not believe that? Why can you not see that by marrying me he would have gotten to you? You are Vlad's only son! You would have been drained and he would have taken in your power. Granted your sire was taken over by the wraith but Stasio was planning on ruling. You think I wanted that for you?” she asked.

“No of course not but you could not have said that to me?” he asked in old pain.

“My father drank from me Jarek! He raped me!” she said ashamed.

“What?” he asked horrified.

“He would have known. Why do you think I put distance between myself and all of you? You think I left because I wanted to leave you? You were one of the few of us who were not a monster. I gave into our nature and da I have made many many mistakes but never doubt for a moment that I did not care for you!” she said clutching her chest.

“Augusta I wish I had known.” He said ashamed.

“I know I wronged you but I prayed to God that you could move past us.” She said as a tear slipped down her cheek.

“I have had my relationships.” He admitted.

“I want Lark to come home. I killed her husband.” She said looking down.

“I heard about that. Remind me not to piss you off.” He laughed.

“You are as powerful as I am.” She said with a brow raised.

“Your daughter is more so.” He said.

“Da, she is something.” She laughed.

Jarek kissed her cheek and she looked away. She was notorious for leaving a trail of broken hearts and she hated what she had done. She hated that her feelings were turning to revulsion for Chen. She had taken perverse pleasure in nearly strangling Meifen. She had enjoyed throwing him against the wall. She would be glad to cause him to have a bleed on the brain. She was dangerous because she could cause all kinds of havoc that other uppyr only dreamed of having as much control of their psi yoki. She fantasized about hurting Chen at the moment.

“That is a wicked thought Augusta.” Jarek said as he heard.

“He tried to keep me from my daughter. I will kill him and I will can anyone who thinks to take her.” She said in anger.

“You always were rather scary with your fine tuned control.” He said sitting opposite her.

“Da really scary.” She said in sarcasm.

“Where is Lark?” he said changing the subject.

“She is in Siberia with an Amur hanyou named Aleksei.” She said absently.

“Shall I retrieve her?” Jarek asked,

“Please?” she asked him.

“I can do that.” He said smiling.

Augusta stood and Jarek's blood had powerful side effects of speeding healing. She carried Masami and went to her old room here. She wondered about the wraith that had controlled him. He had moments where he seemed like he was now. The wraith must have lost a certain amount of control at some times. She laid Masami on the bed and she lay next to her. She could feel Chen distantly and he was falling apart. She would not share her daughter. She would not give him what he took from her soul.

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I finally woke up and I saw Eyal in his chair drinking something and reading. I sat up and he looked over at me.

“What is that?” I asked scenting the air.

“Coffee. It is grown near Arabia.” He said softly.

“Near your homeland.” I said.

“Da. would you like to try it?” he asked amused.

“Hai. You are conflicted.” I said as he poured me a cup.

“I am.” He replied.

“I forced it.” I stated ashamed.

“It was incredible. I am just not sure where we go from here.” He said sipping the steaming liquid.

I sipped the coffee and found it pleasant. I looked over at him and I sighed.

“It does not have to be complicated. It can be quite simple really.” I replied.

“Oh and how?” he asked with narrowed eyes.

“I have lived before Eyal. I know what I did. I may be young but I am not that impetuous. You are so far removed from the wraith that I am dizzy. I am more than capable of handling a relationship with you.” I said answering his unvoiced thoughts.

“No other uppyr comes even close to your power except for me and you are able to subdue mine at times. You subdued me then.” He accused.

“Are you accusing me of raping your mind?” I asked in disbelief.

“No but of a bull headed bullying approach da.” He replied.

“Kamis if you are not a dichotomy! You are a licentious creature with a need for what I do not know! You are not alone anymore! Deal with it.” I hissed.

“I am unused to sharing such a deep connection.” He remarked.

“Why do you insist that you have to cut yourself off? Syna showed you what you are and yet you still remain a recluse.” I asked him.

“I have lovers.” He said bluntly.

“You have lovers but you have not been loved.” I said.

“My son loves me. I have no need for anything else.” He said clenching his jaw.

“Yet you care for me against yourself. I shall make this easy for you and I will leave as you wished me to.” I said standing.

I grabbed my hanfu and he cleared his throat.

“I got you a clean dress.” He said.

“A dress? I do not wear those.” I said.

“Please?” he asked sweetly.

I sighed and he handed me a satin and velvet frock. I slipped it and he came behind me and began pulling the laces.

“You are quite funny.” I said as I looked down.

The bodice was black and my breasts were nearly spilling out of it. The skirt was a light satin and gold. It was not heavy at all and I looked at him.

“I thought about your native silks. You do look fetching.” He smirked.

“Pay back?” I asked.

“No. I do like seeing you in it though.” He smiled.

“Hn.” I muttered.

“I have rather strong feelings for you. I am not used to caring this much for anyone in particular.” He admitted.

“So you are trying to drive me away. I swear that wraith was your polar opposite.” I mumbled.

“Please stop mentioning it okay?” he said in a growl.

I said nothing and I ported from him. I could not handle his emotions at the moment. All would be shocked at his true nature. He enjoyed rutting as much as the next male but he was intensely private and he did not share anything about himself. The wraith had been a whoremonger and an evil brute. Eyal was and intended to be to himself. I was in Shanghai and I looked at myself in a looking glass. The dress was quite flattering but I felt not like myself. I carefully took off the dress and I hung it in my armoire. I slipped on an off white hanfu and ported to Sendai. I looked around and I went in search of Naraku. He was rocking Ayana in her cradle and he looked up.

“Where is Ishin?” I asked.

“He is with your sire hunting tigers. Your father is more angry then I have ever seen him.” He said softly.

I came over and stared down at my girl.

“She is so beautiful.” I said in awe of her.

“Hai she is. She is also a good babe. Feed your daughter.” He said picking her up and handing her to me.

I opened the top of the hanfu and began feeding her. I looked over at Naraku and he had a soft smile. Warmth flooded me and I closed my eyes. I felt Ishin and let us all share in this moment. Naraku was right and he was as much Ayana's father as Ishin. Ishin was wishing he was here at the moment and I sighed.

“He does not want to be away at the moment.” I stated.

“I know but he knows she is safe with me. I know you wish to assist your sire. Where is your mother?” he asked.

“Somewhere in Romania. She is beginning to hate Chen and my sire would be thrilled with that knowledge.” I said then kissed Ayana's head.

“I wish her the best.” He said taking her.

“Thank you for everything! I love you.” I said kissing him.

“I know.” He smirked.

I bowed and ported to the West. I felt Ishin and they were south of the palace. I ported to his side and Ishin jumped. I laughed at him and he glared at me.

“Do not sneak up on a kumo!” he snapped.

“Hello to you too!” I said kissing his hand.

My sire looked over and I could tell he was amused but he said nothing. Ishin was older but the differences in their personalities were huge. Ishin was bent towards emotions and my sire was very level headed.

“Well what are we hunting?” I asked.

“There are Amur and Bengal tigers all over the place. They seem to think to make themselves at home.” Ishin remarked.

“Tiger soup sounds good.” My father said leveling Ishin a stare.

My mate choked back laughter and I grinned. I could imagine Ishin turning the foreign tigers to mush. I looked over and I recognized Chao. I took it upon myself to jump down and I crossed my arms.

“Lord Chao! The last time I checked this is not China and you are in my sire's lands.” I said.

“Princess Asuna. It seems Chen misplaced something that your sire is hiding.” He replied.

“If you mean my sister then no my sire has no idea where she is. I assumed Chen did.” I stated.

“Meifen was nearly strangled to death by your mother dog! That cub is a tiger!” he growled.

“My mother nearly strangled Meifen? Maybe you should go back to Hunan before said dog has a temper tantrum. You stand upon the Great Sesshomaru's lands.” I said in a temper.

“Rumor is you two are getting along.” Chao sneered.

“We are cordial for Zihao's sake.” I said bluntly.

I pulled my fang and I felt my sire very nearby. Ishin appeared on my other side and I smirked.

“Lord Chao this is Lord Ishin of the tsuchigumo and my sire, The Killing Perfection.” I introduced them.

“So you are the head dog. Where is the cub?” Chao growled.

“This Sesshomaru's heir did not stutter. She is not here.” He said glacially.

“Where is she Gods damn it!” Chao hissed.

“Not here.” My sire smirked cruelly.

He casually pulled Tokijin and inspected the hilt. He looked up at Chao and the tiger glared.

“Vermin get off these lands!” he growled.

“Make me puppy!” Chao said drawing his own blade.

Ishin pulled me back and he knew better. My mate was an amazing warrior but he knew my sire was better than all.

“Ishin please I can take on the others.” I said softly.

“Your chichi is suppressing his rage my love and he is fixing to kill that tiger. I am thinking that we need to leave him to this as a matter of honor.” Ishin said softly.

I allowed myself to be lead away and I watched as Chao attacked. I sighed and knew that the Bengals would have a new lord. I watched the other tigers watch the fight. Chao was obviously quite a seasoned warrior but my father was barely working up a sweat. Ishin watched as well and my father sheathed Tokijin and released his yoki whip. He moved so fast and Chao fell to the ground quite dead. He had been sliced open in so many places that he blood stained the ground quickly. I noticed the huge gash in his throat and I looked down.

“He was bored.” I whispered.

“Your father was bored?” Ishin asked in shock.

“Hai He did not feel like fighting.” I shuddered.

“Good Kamis.” Ishin muttered.

“Asuna!” My father called to me.

I jumped to his side and I looked at Chao. I leaned down and closed his eyes.

“Get rid of these vermin.” He commanded.

“Hai.” I bowed.

My sire walked away from me and I watched as a few tigers moved forward.

“Take your lord and honor him. Leave the West and never set foot here again, these are inu lands and they will be defended.” I stated loudly.

I could feel their anger but they picked Chao up. I was saddened but I did not show it. I began to walk away and I saw Aleksai on a hill. I ported immediately and drew back my claws.

“I said leave.” I hissed.

“Your father just killed my best friend.” He said in disbelief.

“Your best friend demanded what is not his.” I said bluntly.

“Your mother injured Chen and Meifen badly.” Aleksei said in anger.

“Do not attempt to take me on hanyou, you will not win. I know my mother and knowing Chen he gave my sister to her.” I replied.

“Chen loved your mother.” He said in hatred.

“That is not my problem. My problem is my lord commanded the tigers to leave and you are still here.” I said as Dakkasou began dripping from my claws.

“Evil creatures you inu are!” he hissed.

“Blah blah blah!” I said rolling my eyes.

“How could Quon love you.” He snarled.

“I do not know, ask him.” I said.

Aleksai backed up and left. I lowered my claws and I felt Ishin behind me. I turned and I went into his arms.

“My mother injured Chen and Meifen.” I said stunned.

“This is becoming horrid.” He said.

“Come.” I said as I ported us to the Western Palace.

My sire was actually there and he looked nonplussed. He nodded to Ishin and pulled me away.

“What did the tigers tell you?” he demanded.

“Mother nearly killed Chen's chief mate and she injured him.” I said softly.

“Good!” he said quickly.

“Father are you well?” I asked softly.

“The truth? Hai I am well. The truth is the tiger should have let us alone. I would have cooled off but he continues to try and take what is mine.” He snarled.

“I understand.” I said.

“He will die.” He said in a dark tone.

“Father this needs to die down. Masami is but an infant and this is not about her.” I said trying to reason with him.

“This is about her! Augusta is mine! Masami is mine! Do not delude yourself and you are mine. This is my family and I will lay waste to whatever I need to.” He said in a rare fury.

I bowed and I left him to calm down. He was allowing himself to feel the anger of my mother's straying. He was not blaming her and he was blaming Chen. I sighed and felt anger at both of them. I went to Ishin and he ported via his shoki cloud. We were back in Sendai and I was brooding.

“Asuna you cannot make your parents decisions.” He said sitting.

“She did not mean to fall for him but she gave in. I understand her instincts but she had a babe. Tigers are just as protective of young as inu are.” I said sitting in his lap.

He held me close and Naraku came in. He smiled at us and he had a gleam in his eye.

“You are shielding.” I commented.

“Hai.” He said smirking.

Ishin looked intrigued and held onto me. I looked at Naraku in curiosity. He settled in front of me and took my hand and kissed my palm.

“I have been busy caring for the young ones and I feel your stress.” He said.

“Hai.” I said confused.

“Ishin you have been busy dealing with her mutt father.” Naraku said to him.

“Hai I have.” He said smiling.

He ran his claw down the hanfu front and split it open. He spread the silk and flicked his tongue against the tip of a breast. I sucked in my breath and Ishin held me firmly.

“I feel neglected.” Naraku purred.

Ishin chuckled softly and I looked back. He captured my lips and I was between the two of them and quickly surrendering to the amazing things they were doing.

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Augusta was lying on the bed watching Masami sleep and Lark slept on the other side. Vlad had appeared in the doorway and she slipped from the bed. She followed him and he sat in one of the over stuffed chairs.

“Are you alright?” he asked.

“Da I am well. Thank you for this.” She said looking up.

“Of course.” He said gently.

“I need to see Sesshomaru. Lark is here and I shall be right back.” She said standing.

“I shall remain.” He nodded.

Something was nagging her senses and she looked closely at Vlad. She turned her head to the side and he looked at her innocently. She bowed and ported to the Western Palace. She saw Youshiro and Osamu first.

“My sweet boys.” She said and hugged them tightly.

“Mother!” Youshiro cried.

Osamu hugged her tighter and she smiled at them both.

“Your father is where?” she asked.

“In the dojo. He killed a Bengal today.” Osamu said.

“Good.” She snapped.

She saved time and ported directly into the dojo. Her mate turned and dropped his sword. He picked her up and began kissing her deeply. She responded with gusto and she ended up against the wall. His lips nipped along her jaw then her neck.

“Sesshomaru!” she cried out.

“I love you.” He murmured over and over.

She squeezed her eyes shut and felt his hands and lips all over.

“You are safe. Is Masami safe?” he asked.

“Hai. We are in my birth place. I shall return home soon. I wanted to feel you. My darling, my heart I am so sorry.” She said holding his face.

“You hurt him.” He said grinning.

“Huh?” she asked.

“You injured him.” He said rather happy.

“Hai. He had given Masami to Meifen and I am sure she would have tried to raise her. If I ever see him again he will die. I will make the vessels in his brain explode and watched him bleed internally.” She said viciously.

“You do not love him.” He said fiercely.

“No. I hate him.” She said staring into his amber eyes.

He pulled her to him roughly. He could scent her healing but he tore at her clothes. He was in her and moving quickly. She was breathless and she understood his need to brand her. She gasped as he moved roughly.

“Sesshomaru! Oh Kamis.” She cried in his ear.

“Hai. Come for me Augusta. For me!” he snarled.

She gasped and it was painful and pleasurable at the same time. Her mate needed this and she bared her neck to him. He growled but did nothing.

“Sesshomaru! Please you are my master. You are my soul.” She cried.

The inu lord savagely bit into her juncture and she came undone. He allowed himself to join her and they slid down the wall. Her words were a comfort to his pride.

“Too soon Augusta. I am sorry.” He murmured in her ear.

“Let me drink?” she asked.

“Hai.” He said turning his own neck.

She sank her fangs and drank from her beloved mate. He sighed in pleasure and she used their physical state and pulled on his yoki.

“Augusta!” he moaned.

“Sorry! I am healing myself.” She mumbled.

She leaned her head against the wall and gave him a silly smile.

“Will you be angry with me more often?” she said happily.

“I shall endeavor.” He teased.

“I love you.” She said as she began to sob.

“Augusta! You are here with me.” He said gathering her to him.

“Hai.” She said burying her nose into his neck.

She was showing and doing all the things to soothe his beast. He released a soft growl and held onto her. He lifted her chin and kissed her mouth then her cheeks.

“You belong to this Sesshomaru. You are my conscience and my heart. You give me strength and have given me sons and daughters. You will always be mine.” He said pressing his forehead to hers.

“Hai. I love you.” She said holding onto him.

They stayed there and in each other's arms. Knocking came on the dojo door and he refused to answer. Augusta lifted her hand and held the door shut.

“Chichi?” Yoshiko cried out.

Sesshomaru groaned softly and straightened himself and pulled his mate up. He wrapped his own haori around her and she released the door. Yoshiko slipped it open and poked her head in.

“Haha!” she cried as she ran in.

She hugged her middle daughter tightly and looked up at her mate.

“Haha come home now?” Yoshiko asked.

“Hai. Haha shall come home now. Shall you like to meet Masami?” she asked.

“Hai! Hai!” she said jumping up and down.

“Augusta you can wait.” He said softly.

“No. My place is by your side and has always been by your side. I told you Sesshomaru, you are the master of my heart and soul.” She said kissing the back of his hand.

“Yoshiko haha is going to go get your sister now. I shall take you back to the nursery.” He said picking her up.

“Hai chichi.” She said as he picked her up.

Augusta bowed and she ported back to Tatra. Lark was awake and running her fingers along Masami's cheek.

“She is so pretty Augusta.” She said looking up.

“Thank you. A war is being fought for this little angel.” She said picking her up.

“The tigers have been kind to me Augusta.” Lark said softly.

“That is the Amur and I have no issue with them Lark but no one will take my baby from me. I do not care if this girl was sired by Satan himself.” She snapped.

“Augusta! Watch your tongue!” Lark admonished her.

“Lark what are you not telling me?” she asked.

“I am pregnant.” She said looking up.

“Who?” she asked in anger.

“No one you know. He is an Amur is all I shall say and he wants me and our baby.” She said looking hard at her sister.

“I cannot tell you who to love but stay out of politics sister. I do not give a fuck if Chen were God himself. He will not take my daughter and give her to his mate to raise. Stay with your tiger but you will stay out of this issue.” She said flatly.

“Augusta! Chen was there when that dog was not. He was there when you tried to die!” she cried.

“Stay out of this Lark!” she snapped.

“Chen loves you and that baby.” She said standing.

“Lark who is the father of your baby?” Augusta stalked forward.

“Aleksei!” she said.

“You are a fool! You are a deluded idiot! Aleksei is Chen's best friend. God you are an idiot.” Augusta fumed.

“You put me in his care. He has been more than kind.” She hissed.

“Right! Kind enough to screw you. Stay out of this Lark and go fuck your tiger!” she snapped.

“Screw you Augusta! You made a bad choice and now we suffer for it. You act like our mother.” Lark said in anger.

Augusta slapped her and she fell backwards. Augusta kept her from falling and she walked away from her.

“If you think I act like Danika then rot in hell. I am no longer responsible for you.” She said stiffly.

“I am sorry! I did not mean it but I think you make a mistake with the dog daemon!” she said crying.

“The dog daemon's name is Sesshomaru and he is the love of my life. Lark grow up.” She said shaking her head.

Augusta ported away and sighed heavily. She brought Masami to Sesshomaru and he looked up and smiled. She laid the babe in his arms and he kissed her gently. He yipped very softly in inu and she woke up and started jerking her limbs in recognition of his voice. She smiled and sat by him.

“She understands inu.” He said excited.

“It seems so.” She whispered.

“Why are you angry?” he asked.

“Lark fucked the Amur hanyou. I swear I put her in his care and not for him to take advantage of her.” She sneered.

“She is an adult.” He said gently.

“She is my baby sister.” She snapped.

“Augusta shhh. Masami sleeps.” He said holding her close.

“I love you both.” She whispered in his ear.

“I love you both too.” He said kissing the tiny girl's head.

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Chen was in a wretched state. Augusta had broken his tail when she threw him and Meifen had been pretty bad off for awhile. His daughter was again taken from him and he was depressed. Chao had been slain for him and he felt terrible guilt. Quon was trying to get him to talk and he looked at his eldest son.

“Quon please leave me be. Attend your mother, she is paying for my sins.” He said hollowly.

“Ba please. You know she will be well cared for there.” Quon tried to reason.

“Son tell me that when Zihao is taken from you again. Tell me that when Asuna denies you again. You love her and no other.” He sighed.

“You love my mother.” Quon said.

“Yes I love your mother Quon but I will not lie and admit that I had terribly strong feelings for the kiang shi.” He said looking out a window.

“Ba this is not you!” he said in frustration.

“There was something different and elemental when I was with her son. I never had to hide who I truly am. I was just Chen and not the Lord of the Byakko. I love Meifen and she has always been my closest confident but the depth of my feelings for Lady Augusta went deep.” He admitted.

“I know what you mean Ba.” He said quietly.

“I see that is what drew you to the inu princess. Well it is understandable then. I suppose I have to resign myself to losing my daughter to a Gods damn dog! I lost the love of my life.” He said bitterly.

“Ba she was never yours though. She belonged to the inu over a century ago.” Quon reasoned.

“Whatever. She has herself convinced that she has to remain with him and he turned his back on her during a moment of terrible pain he brought upon her. I do not forgive him but I cannot make her do anything she does not wish. She steals an obviously Byakko cub from those that could raise her best. A tiger being raised by a dog!” Chen fumed.

Quon felt terrible for his father but could not make him see reason. He could not fault Lady Augusta in keeping her cub but he did think she had a right to know her ba. Quon hurt for his father and went and checked on his mother. She was sleeping and she still could not speak. The kiang shi had nearly crushed her throat. He sighed and noticed his baby sister sitting on his mother's bed.

“Hello Yuming.” He said softly.

“Hello.” She said sadly.

“Whatever is wrong sweet princess?” he asked sitting by her.

“Ba sad. Ba cry.” She said looking up at her big brother.

“Ba will be better and so will mama.” He said lifting her chin.

“Where our sister? Why she away?” Yuming asked him.

“We do not have the same mama like Cheung and Ling.” He replied.

“Ba sad because sister not here.” She said looking down.

“I know but he will get better. Our sister is being raised by her mama.” He said sadly.

“Not fair.” She cried.

“I know but she is well loved. Will you go see Ba?” he asked her.

“Yes.” She said slipping from the bed.

She ran her little legs and went to her father. He was sitting in a chair in his chambers staring out the window.

“Ba!” she said.

“Yuming! My darling girl what have you been doing?” Chen asked his daughter.

“Sitting with mama.” She said purring.

“Well mama will be better.” He said pulling her up.

“What is sister?” she asked.

“She is half Byakko like you and half kiang shi.” He replied.

“What her name?” she asked innocently.

“I have not named her.” He said bitterly.

“Who did?” she asked playing with his hair.

“Her mama. They named her Masami.” He sighed.

He had to admit the name fit the cub perfectly. She was beautiful. He had begun to hate Augusta as much as she obviously hated him now. He held onto Yuming and continued to watch the outside.

“Why can you and the baby not be together?” she asked softly.

“Her mama does not love me anymore. I am okay with that little one but I wish for your sister to be home.” He said.

“I love you Ba!” she cried.

“I know you do my darling and I love you so much.” He said hugging her tightly.

She wiggled and he set her down. She had seen the place in his mind. She did not understand why she could not see others thoughts but she could see her Ba's. She produced a little shoki mist and went to the image in her sire's head. She looked around and padded toward the smell of Byakko. She went unnoticed and she moved in shadows. She followed her baby sister's smell and found her. She was in a cradle and a nursemaid was resting near her. She looked down at Masami and she took a hold of the tiny claws. She willed her shoki mist and ported her and her sister home. She decided to take her to Dong Jiang, Ba thought of there often. The guards would do as she said. She was still too small to carry her sister and she dragged the cradle as best she could. The palace in Dong Jiang was not used much. She began yowling and an old guard did come find her.

“Princess Yuming! What are you doing here cub? Is that a doll?” he asked.

“Ba sad. This is sister. Can you get Ba?” she asked.

The guard's eyes widened at the news and was floored. This tiny tigress had found the infant princess with no issue. He looked down at the hybrid Byakko and was struck by her beauty.

“Come little princess.” He said to Yuming.

He leaned over and picked up the infant cub and held Yuming's hand. He produced a shoki mist and ported to Changsha. He found Prince Cheung and Yuming looked pleased.

“I make Ba happy Ung!” she said smiling.

“Yuming what have you done?” Cheung asked stunned.

“Ba be happy now!” she said pouting.

“Baby girl where did you find her?” Cheung asked.

“From Ba's head. He know.” She shrugged.

He picked up Yuming and took his infant sister into his arms. He went to his sire's chambers and banged on the door.

“Go away!” Chen yelled.

“Ba please. Yuming has done something.” He said excitedly.

He heard his father cursing and then he threw open his chamber door. His eyes widened when he saw Masami in Cheung's arms.

“How in the Gods name?” Chen asked stunned.

“Yuming was found in Dong Jiang. She said she saw the place in your head.” He said.

Chen stared at his daughters in stunned silence. Yuming was apparently telepathic and she had managed to steal back his infant daughter.

“We have to hide her. I will not give her back.” Chen said suddenly.

“Ba hide her where?” he asked.

“Anywhere but Changsha. I am not giving her up again. Come Cheung help me.” He commanded.

“Yes Ba.” He said bowing.

Chen's mind was working overtime to think of where to hide his baby girl. He decided to go to Mongolia and the Byakko homeland.

“Cheung get your mother.” He commanded.

“Yes Ba.” He said bowing.

Cheung went to his mother's chambers and marveled at the beauty of his baby sister. If she had a true form then she would be a black tiger. He knocked on her door and she answered.

“Ba wishes for your presence.” He said quickly.

“Son what is wrong?” she asked.

“Yuming actually brought the baby home.” He said impressed.

“How in the Gods name did she do that?” Lihua asked.

“I do not know but she is here. I wonder if Ba is going to change her name.” he said.

Lihua followed her son to her mate's chambers and laid eyes on the infamous girl cub. Lihua stopped short and looked at the stunning little girl. Chen and the kiang shi had made a pretty girl. Jealousy ripped through her for a moment but she suppressed it.

“Yes my lord.” She said bowing.

“I want you to go with Masami to Mongolia. I will not have the dogs finding her again.” He commanded.

“This is what you wish? You wish her away from her siblings?” she asked.

“Do not question me Lihua. She will not be raised by the damn inu lord! She is mine.” He hissed.

“Yes my lord.” She said bowing again.

He deposited the sleeping infant into her arms and she produced a shoki mist and stepped in. Chen sighed but if Augusta came here then she would not find her. His feelings were lightened and he picked up Yuming.

“Thank you precious girl! You always make Ba happy but this was special.” He commented.

“Thank you.” She said kissing his cheek.

He let her down and realized she was going to be quite powerful as Quon was. That actually sat well with him and he felt he could pull himself together.

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Augusta was falling apart. Sesshomaru was in a fury and he had scented Byakko. Augusta was fighting back a blood rage and she staggered from the nursery. Her mate held onto her shoulders.

“Let me go Sesshomaru.” She said in a terrible voice.

“Augusta we need to be smart about this.” He said as calmly as he could.

“You be calm!” she screamed then jerked away from him.

She turned and pulled Tokijin from its sheath. She backed away from her mate and he tried to grab her. He was not surprised that the barrier around his youki blade did not burn her. She had handled the weapon before and it never consumed her. She ported away and he was sure she was going to Hunan. He ran to find his general. Augusta was in Hunan and her eyes were crimson. She held onto Tokijin and stalked forward. A Byakko soldier tried to stop her and he fell dead within a moment. She located Chen and he was in full armor. He saw her and actually drew his own weapon.

“You stole her again! How could you? Why can you not leave us alone?” she screamed at him.

“I did not take her Augusta.” He said calmly.

“You lie! Sesshomaru scented Byakko. Where is she Chen? Fuck you! Where is she?” she said coming closer.

“I said I did not take her. Now you can haul your sorry posterior out of here.” He said coldly.

“I want my daughter.” She snarled.

“I have no idea where she is. Even if I did I would not let that damn dog raise her!” he snarled back.

“I hate you!” she said trying to throw him.

“That will not work again.” He smirked cruelly.

“You want to be cruel? I assure I grew up in the cruelest house possible.” She said darkly.

Dread filled him and she saw Cheung.

“Get out of here!” he screamed at his son.

He watched in horror as his son fell to his knees.

“Let him go Augusta! He is innocent.” Chen growled.

“Just like Masami. Make up your mind Chen! My daughter for your son.” She hissed.

“Hateful whore!” he screamed.

“Give me my daughter!” she yelled.

“You did not even want her! You tried to kill her.” He said hatefully.

“You loved us so much you struck me and nearly killed us!” she retorted.

“Let my son go!” he said coming closer.

Augusta applied more pressure to Cheung's throat and she was grabbed by the Byakko lord. He dragged her away into his mist and her hold on the middle son was broken. She struggled and fought like a wild animal. She clawed at him and snapped her fangs at him. He shoved her away from him and stared at her with such malice Augusta did not recognize him.

“You will leave and you will never return. I wanted her the second I got you pregnant and yes I did it on purpose. I loved you and I will have that part of you. She is not yours nor will she ever be. You are a monster and I hope you rot!” he growled.

“I am the monster? What happened to you?” she screamed.

“What happened to me? You tried to kill me.” He said bitterly.

“Chen give her back to me. Please she is my baby. You say she is all you have left of me but she is all I can ever have of you.” She said choking down sobs.

“You still love me.” He said stunned.

“Yes! Give her back to me please.” She said beginning to sob.

“Augusta why can we not raise her together?” he demanded.

“Because we are mated to others and I love him! Do you not understand that?” she cried.

“He cannot share with you what I do! He can never feel you as I do.” He replied.

“He is my mate Chen, we were lovers and that is all.” She said desperately.

“Why do you lie to us both?” he demanded.

“Because this is folly!” she cried out.

“You know it as well as I. I am your soul mate! That is why you pulled this ability out in me. You feel it because I know you feel it!” he snapped.

“It does not matter! There are such things as duty and honor and I love Sesshomaru very much.” She said as her chest heaved.

“So you are half of yourself. Gods Augusta I never knew! I had no idea until you came into my life and I may love Meifen but it pales in comparison to finding my other self. I understand now why those that are yin yang have to be together. I am not complete unless I am with you and you tell me you can live this way?” he asked in a dark tone.

“I have to.” She said falling apart.

“Then live that way but I will not give up the one piece that I have of my truest love. You can suffer but I shall not.” He said backing up.

“She is my daughter!” she screamed at him.

“She is mine as well. I knew you would cower away and that is why I did what I did. I can learn to deal with this awful ache but I will not part with that precious babe. Like I said you can rot.” He said with finality.

“Chen do not make me kill you.” She said in awful pain.

“You will have to but I will not willingly hand her over. Go ahead and try Augusta.” He snarled.

She rushed over to him but she dropped Tokijin. She held his face and he looked confused. She was obviously fighting herself but she held onto him. He shuddered as felt her touch and began kissing him deeply. He groaned as he felt her whole body pressed to his. He tried to keep his rational mind but his emotions for her were too violent. His hands became entangled in her raven hair as he fought to control himself. She ripped her lips from his and he breathed roughly.

“I will make this work Chen. Give me our baby.” She whispered against his cheek.

She opened her mind totally to him and he groaned again. She was telling him the truth and he wanted desperately to believe her. She undid his armor and threw it from them. She undid his pein-fu and his ku. She pulled him to her roughly and grasped his backside firmly.

“Chen.” She breathed against his neck.

“Augusta this is not the time.” He managed.

“Where are we?” she asked him.

“Dong Jiang. Where else would I bring you?” he asked roughly.

She closed her eyes and realized he was right. She touched him tentatively and stroked her mind against his. His breathing was quickened as she began to fondle him.

“I love you Augusta but I will not let you use sex to get your way.” He said through the haze.

“Shut up Chen.” She snapped.

She began sucking on his lower lip and he was angry. She ran her hand along his injured tail and Chen was stiff in his response. She moved behind him and lowered herself.

“Augusta what are you doing?” he demanded.

She did not answer and he felt her lips against his tender spot. His eyes rolled into the back of his head and he cursed the Gods for making the feline body so easy. She began nipping at the flesh and he groaned helplessly at her torture. Her hands kneaded the muscles of his backside and he felt her tongue on the area as well. Augusta slowly stood and pulled him back flush against her body. She gently ran her hands over his groin lovingly. He laid his head back against her shoulder and released a rather loud purr.

“I should not be doing this.” She said fiercely in his ear.

“Then do not.” He groaned.

“I do love you but you will not keep me from our babe. You cannot command me away from my family as I cannot do that to you. Chen you gave me such a beautiful babe.” She moaned in his ear.

She had his staff in her hands and he was to the point of begging her. She was not stroking him hard just touching him.

“She is beautiful. Oh Gods Augusta.” He said nearly snarling in passion.

She began stroking his mind instead and that was bringing him closer to a sort of orgasm in of itself.

“We have not even scratched the surface of what this can be Chen. I am so lost in you.” She moaned heavily.

“Augusta please.” He said in a jagged breath.

“Feel me along every sense Chen. Feel me as though I am inside of you.” She whispered in his elfin ear.

He tried to catch his breath but he could not. What had started out as death threats had turned into a session of lovemaking of epic proportions.

“Chen I am weeping in need.” She murmured roughly.

His breath caught as she had dipped into his very soul. This was deeper then they had ever been. She still did not apply more pressure to his flesh and he was panting.

“Augusta I need you. Please give yourself to me.” He stated trying to breathe deeply.

“Chen go with this.” She said softly.

His eyes were shut tightly and he felt her fangs buried into his jugular. Blinding rapture coursed through him and he heard her strangled moan at his throat. He wanted to die in the pleasure of it but it was more acute because it was her. His body was trembling and his beast was trying to break free. She was stroking the inferno and it was causing her the same type of bliss.

“Augusta! Let me free!” he roared out.

“Chen!” she gasped out.

“Nu zi please. Let me feel you. I hurt so badly.” He groaned in his beast's voice.

“Not yet. Feel as I tremble for you.” She managed.

His body was wracked with a type of release that was incredibly intense but she was mentally holding back his physical response. He wanted to scream and he saw his claws curving sharply and he was losing every shred of control. She slowly stepped back from him and dropped her kimono. She ran her fingers through her raven curls and brought them to his mouth. He attacked them and began licking and nipping her appendages. She wrapped her arms around his neck and began licking and nipping at his lips. He released a very feline noise and picked her up and brought her to pillows littering the Dong Jiang palace floor. He spread her thighs wide and latched onto her center. She threw her head back and cried out until she was hoarse. His tongue was inside of her and she arched her hips. He was still threatening to lose his form and he needed to be in her. He tore his mouth from her tunnel and slid up her body.

“Augusta.” He breathed.

She looked at him as he slid into her. Each time he pushed in, she met the thrust. Every fiber of her being was alive and responding. She had never experienced such and she held onto her other half.

“Chen! God Chen.” She began murmuring.

The creature he had fallen so deeply in love with was in him and he in her. A feeling of completeness overwhelmed him and his hands became buried in her hair as his lips kissed her feverishly everywhere on her face and her throat. She was releasing passionate groans as their flesh and souls were one. He felt no shame or hesitation this time and he saw her face as she reached her pinnacle. Her whole body arched as her nerves became overloaded. She cried out loudly and was moaning `I love you'. Her response pulled him under and he released a loud roar as his everything joined with hers. She wrapped her legs tightly around him and he laid his head against her shoulder.

“You will steal yourself away for me?” he whispered in her ear.

“Hai.” She breathed.

“I will get her. I want to hold her and you.” He said kissing her forehead.

“Chen?” she asked.

“Yes?” he murmured softly.

She began kissing him again and he shut his eyes in the feelings. He did not want to leave her body but he intended for them to live out the farce of their stations but steal moments like this. He could handle it and even handle the idea of the dog touching his cub. He would do this because she did love the dog and he did love Meifen and Lihua. He would do his duty by them but she would have his all.

“My darling you have to release me.” He said softly.

“I know.” She sighed.

She unfurled her legs and he rolled to his back. He entwined his fingers in hers and brought their combined hands to his lips.

“I want you to get my blood on that blade.” He said softly.

“Chen!” she snapped.

“I will be fine. When you bring her back make sure you cuss me every which way.” He chuckled.

“Hai.” She mumbled.

He pulled his clothes back on and leaned over and suckled a pink tip and she wiggled. He laved it with his tongue and finally pulled back. He pushed his desire down and ported to Mongolia. He went to his old chambers in this castle. Lihua was rocking Masami and she put her fingers to her lips.

“She just now sleeps. She needs a nursemaid Chen.” She said.

“I have one. Let me have her.” He commanded.

“Where are you taking her now?” Lihua demanded.

“Do not question me Lihua. She is my daughter.” He said taking her.

Masami opened her silver eyes and puckered her lips. She mewled and he held her close.

“You love that kiang shi bitch!” Lihua accused.

“I do.” He said looking at her.

“By the Gods Chen what happened to you?” she said as tears threatened to fall.

“I am sorry if this hurts you but I am the Lord of Hunan.” He said bluntly.

“You fell in love with another lord's mate! You do not do that! You have humiliated not only me but Meifen as well!” she said as tears fell from her silver eyes.

“If you are so unhappy then leave. I will not stop you. Ling and Cheung are grown now.” He said flatly.

“Is she so worth this? Is she worth the loss of your friend Chao?” she said spitefully.

“I shall miss my friend terribly and if truth be told then yes she is worth it. I cannot explain as you would not understand. If you wish to leave then so be it and you will be settled with generously.” He said shrugging.

“No I shall not leave. I have been with you over a century and that kiang shi whore about five seconds! I have given you sons.” She said bitterly.

“She gave me her.” He said looking down at his infant girl.

“Meifen gave you Yuming.” She said hatefully.

“Yes and I adore her as I do all my cubs. Enough of this. Do your will to an extent but do not cross me. I am still your lord no matter what you do.” He said flatly.

He produced his shoki mist and disappeared. Lihua began sobbing terribly. Meifen was stronger and the younger tigress's heart was broken.

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Chen brought in Masami and he settled next to his lover's form. He nudged her awake and she sat up slowly. He smiled gently and she took her in her arms.

“She is hungry.” He said.

“Hai.” She said brushing her cheek.

She opened her kimono and put her to her breast and closed her eyes as her babe fed. She looked over at Chen and his face was full of love.

“What you said to Lihua was unfair.” She commented.

“I will not be disobeyed by any tigress!” he said indignantly.

“Yet you take my actions?” she asked.

“Augusta you are not a tigress or a Byakko. You can never officially be my mate but you are my soul mate and I am sorry but I will not deny my feelings for you any longer.” He said narrowing his eyes.

“A bit more discretion is called for Chen.” She advised.

“I know.” He sighed.

He leaned forward and kissed her head and then kissed Augusta's lips.

“You bathed.” He said scenting her skin.

“Hai. I have to get back.” She murmured.

“Alright.” He said.

He stood and went near Tokijin and took his own fang and cut across his palm deeply. Blood splashed onto the demonic metal and he squeezed the wound tightly.

“If he scents my blood on the blood do you think that will deter him?” he asked.
”I will have to say I wounded you horribly.” She said standing.

She held out her hand and willed Tokijin into it. She blew him a kiss and ported away. She set her face into a terrible grimace and appeared in the courtyard of the Western Palace. Her mate was there and there were troops everywhere. Sesshomaru scented the air and a malicious smirk played upon his beautiful face.

“Did you kill him?” he asked.

“I do not know. He was not moving and I ripped his throat out as well.” She said brushing past him.

“Augusta?” he asked.

“Hai?” she said meeting his eyes.

“Are you alright?” he asked gently.

“I shall be. Come let us put our pup to bed.” She said taking his hand.

She knew she would burn in the deepest pits of hell for everything she had ever done. Masami was home and Chen was calmed. She did love him and knew seeing him would be hard as hell and she would not jeopardize her mating. She wondered what the devil truly looked like.

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I was in Shanghai and I was watching the river nearby through the window. Ayana was nursing and I held her close. Ishin and Naraku had informed me of the visit from the Prussian kumo. Some of the arachnids in other places were in fact quite angry at Ishin for settling for peace. They felt that the great funnel web mating a dog was a slap in the face of their coalition. Ishin of course snorted in his arrogance and I grimaced. The tigers and the kumos were two types of youki that were as powerful as any inu. I worried about it some but settled my nerves in my new daughter. I was in love with her and so was all of the tsuchigumo. They adored Mizuki as well but Ayana was one of theirs from the get go. I had no idea what would become of my actions with Eyal. I knew he needed peace just as much as I did. I had recently tended Tekeshi and Yuudai's shrines and gave up offerings to the Kamis for their souls. I realized that the bargain I made with Kaito was coming due and no one had thought on it. I put it from my mind and gloried in my peace for now. I watched from afar as the Ming court continued to fracture and they paid Manchuria a huge tribute. Ang Chi would be the Chinese emperor one day. I smirked and wondered what Lei would have thought about that little bit of information. Ang Chi had become mine heart and soul; he deserved all I could deliver to his feet for what I had inadvertently done to him. I looked over at Baku asleep on my futon and smiled. Quon and I had barely spoken as he had brought Zihao back to me. I had not given up my relationship with him but had put it on hold. Ishin and Naraku were slowly working on my golden haired general. He was becoming more and more comfortable in our lives and that made me deliriously happy. I went to his side and laid Ayana between us. Ishin and Naraku were in Prussia on reconnaissance. Baku rolled to his side and kissed her on the head and fell back asleep. I smiled and stared at the ceiling. Nobu and Juuna were due any day now as well. Seeing what she and Nobu had made all those that knew the tsuchigumo healer very happy. Yasu actually got to know Nobu and they exchanged letters on all things medical. Masami was home with my parents and my sire adored her. Things right now were peaceful and I wanted to soak up as much as possible. I was paying attention to the situation with the Bengal tigers. Chao had a son and it seemed he was close to Quon and I in age. His name was Mingli and I truly was horrified by Chao's death. I decided I would pay the tiger lord a visit and pray he could forgive my father. I slept on my thoughts for the night.