InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ In the Valley of the Shadow of Death ( Chapter 70 )

A/n: I do not own Inuyasha; Rumikio Takahashi does.

 

In the Valley of the Shadow of Death

 

Karu had Mizuki in tow and they were running. The Korean palace was in ruins and they could not find their fathers. Karu ran into his sire's chambers and he stepped back. He whirled Mizuki around and held her tightly.

“Zuki we have to get out of here. Those are foreign kumo.” He said softly.

“We need to get Ayana, Nori, and Ken'ichi!” she said struggling.

“No Zuki we have to go! We have to find Aya and Nobu.” He said trying to pull her.

He was shaking badly and fighting back tears. His baby sister lay dead on the floor of his chichi's room. Nori and Ken'ichi were in a heap as well and blood pooled around them. He sensed no heart beat from any of them and he choked on a sob.

“Karu! What?” Mizuki shook him.

She managed to pull away from him and say her siblings dead on the floor. Her lips trembled and she began wailing. Karu grabbed her and dragged her away. He was nearing forty and he was considered an adolescent now. He managed to produce a shoki cloud and disappear. Mizuki was screaming and kicking and he dragged her along. He went to where he knew the most powerful youki he knew was. They were in a field and he saw the famed Lord Sesshomaru in the distance.

“Jii-chan! Jii-chan!” Mizuki screamed.

She was covered in blood and had killed several kumo herself and she was shaking terribly. Karu helped her to stay up and Sesshomaru moved to her quickly. He picked her up and she was wailing.

“Why is she covered in kumo?” he demanded.

“The palace was attacked. We tried to find chichi and Uncle Naraku but they are gone.” Karu stated and he began to sob himself.

“Mizuki where is your mother?” he asked.

“She sent word. She was going after chichi and Uncle Ishin.” She said through her sobbing.

“Where are the others?” he asked trying to not react badly.

“Ayana and the twins are dead.” Karu managed.

Mizuki buried in face in his haori and he held her tightly. His mind was going fast and he had to get these two to safety.

“Who attacked the palace?” he asked in his rich baritone.

“Foreign kumo. They were unlike any I have seen.” Karu said sinking to his knees.

“Karu take Mizuki and yourself to the West now. Send Lady Augusta here.” He commanded.

“No! Jii-chan no! Please no!” Mizuki began shrieking.

“Mizuki! I have to retrieve your siblings. I have to get your mother.” He said flatly.

She clawed at his haori but he forcefully pulled her away. He hated being cold to her but the pups needed to be cremated and Asuna was going to fall into a rage. Karu did as he commanded and he waited impatiently. He barked for Geming and the red bowed before him.

“You can port?” he demanded.

“Hai my lord.” He said looking up.

“I need you to go to Korea. Near Seoul the tsuchigumo palace is located. I need you to retrieve the bodies of Ayana, Nori, and Ken'ichi.” He said and his voice actually wavered.

“My lord?” Geming said looking up.

“Retrieve them and bring them to the West. I have to retrieve their mother.” He said shaking barely.

Augusta appeared and tears streamed down her face. She took his hand and he kept himself stoic. He had never lost a pup after birth and he knew his daughter. Augusta nodded and she closed her eyes.

“She is in Europe.” She said.

“Can you path to her?” he asked.

“Not from so far away.” She said wiping tears away.

“Take us then.” He said in a monotone.

He watched Geming port and Augusta did the same with them.

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I had just killed a small wave kumo and Youshiro was wiping off his blade. I sensed my parents and I turned. I saw my mother's face and she was shielding heavily from me. Fear gripped me and I searched my sire's face as well.

“You have to come home.” He said gently.

“What is wrong? Tell me what is wrong!” I said as my lip trembled.

“Come home baby.” My mother said.

I ported to the West and I was followed after by my brother and parents. I saw Geming with Ayana and she was dead. My face drained of color and I turned to my parents.

“The twins? Mizuki and Karu?” I asked trembling all over.

“The twins did not make it. Karu and Mizuki are safe.” My sire answered.

I stumbled over to my baby girl and took her from Geming. I clutched her to my chest and began howling. I could not stop shaking and crying. I looked around for the twins and I scented out their blood. I found them in my sire's study and I began wailing as I held my three dead pups. I actually kept the study shut with my mind as I alternately wailed and howled in inu. The whole of the palace would hear me but I did not care. I know not how long I screamed but I lost my voice. I sobbed over their tiny bodies until I passed out.

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The Western Lord paced and his daughter had quit wailing several hours ago. She refused to let anyone into his study and he actually heard her broken sobs. He sent Youshiro to get Shezmu. He could think of no other who could calm his pup. Shezmu appeared and he looked devastated as well.

“She has not let anyone in. The pups need their honors.” The Western Lord said softly.

“She bore those babes from her body Lord Sesshomaru. She has probably lost her mind.” Shezmu sighed.

Shezmu knocked on the door and he heard a feral growling.

“Little one it is Shezmu. Let me in.” he said softly.

Horrible growling was heard and he backed off the door.

“She is in her true form. Her beast has taken over.” He whispered.

He whined softly for her and she growled even louder. He shook his head and she would not willingly let them be cremated.

“Can you not bury them?” he asked.

“Hai we can.” The Western Lord nodded.

“Little one, I know the pain you are feeling. I understand my heart. I had to bury Judafre and Bastat my darling. Please let me in.” he cried softly.

The door flew open of its own accord and the study was in shambles. She had torn up everything in her path. The pups lied behind her and she was growling. Tears actually fell from her crimson eyes and she growled louder.

“Little one they have to be buried. You cannot leave them here.” Shezmu said touching her flank.

She growled even louder and she sat back on her haunches and began howling again.

“I know. You also have other pups that cannot have their mother fall apart. They need you as well. Nahut needs you.” He whispered.

I changed form and I had torn at my clothes and hair in my grief. I stumbled past him and walked into the hall. My sire held me up and I stared ahead.

“I do not want them cremated. I want Ken'ichi interred with Yuudai. Ayana and Nori should have a shrine built just for them.” I said in the most toneless voice.

“As you wish.” My sire said softly.

I stumbled away and just wandered. It occurred to me that Karu and Mizuki survived. I had no energy for their grief but I managed to go to the nursery. I said nothing as I sank to the floor and they both hugged me tightly. They both cried openly and I knew what it meant to have my heart ripped out. I stared into nothing and just sat there. Finally they fell asleep and I simply did not move. Geming came in and sat by me.

“My lady I can track down the kumo for you.” He said softly.

“Dead Geming. Ayana was not even two summers. Did you see the wound? They gutted a baby. Ken'ichi and Nori had their throats slit. My sweet boys and my baby girl.” I whispered as tears fell down my face.

“I can avenge them my lady. Allow me to avenge them.” He said fiercely.

“Hai.” I said dumbly.

I heard running down the hall and fear gripped me again. I stood up and I saw Jin. My eyes widened and I backed up.

“No. Jin please do not tell me.” I said my eyes widening in terror.

“Asuna, He Gang was attacked.” He said trying to soften the blow.

“Hana? Hiroto and Kazuo?” I asked shaking.

“Kazuo made it.” He said coming to me.

I realized the spiders were trying to break me by killing my pups. Part of my mind shut down and terrible anger took me.

“You are telling me that Hana and Hiroto are dead?” I asked.

“I am sorry.” He said trying not to loose it himself.

Geming stood and I held onto the wall.

“Get Kazuo, Rina, Nahut, and Zihao home now!” I shrieked.

“Sheng is barely alive Asuna. He tried to save them. Ang Chi is missing as well.” He said holding me up.

I again stumbled forward and I ported to Buda. Everything was calm and I found Eyal with Rina. My eyes were burning.

“Take her now to the West.” I commanded in my beast's voice.

“What the hell is going on?” he asked concerned.

“Now! Take her now! Questions later.” I said with a reverberating growl.

He actually did as I asked and I ported to Lhasa. Chaos was not a good word and I ran to Li's chambers. I sensed Zihao's aura and I swooped upon him and picked him up. I did not sense Li but my pup was terrified.

“It is alright.” I said in his ear.

“Kumo! Why kumo attack?” he asked frightened.

“You are going to jii-chan Chen. Listen to him and hide yourself, do you understand?” I asked him.

“Hai haha.” He said frightened.

I ported to Changsha and the Byakko jumped when they saw me.

“Chen!” I cried.

I saw him come from his den and he was shocked to see me.

“Hide him. Please hide him and do not let him be found.” I begged.

“What is going on?” Chen asked confused.

“Half my pups are dead!” I said shaking terribly.

“Cheung! Take Zihao and go. Go to the hills.” He commanded.

“Yes Ba.” Cheung said taking his nephew.

Zihao began whimpering and I kissed his hand as he was taken away. I tried to think but my mind was shutting down. I was blinded by tears and Chen held me up.

“Sit down Asuna.” He commanded and he guided me to a stool.

“Hiroto, Hana, Ayana, Nori, and Ken'ichi.” I said in disbelief.

“I am so sorry. Who would dare?” he asked.

“Kumo from Europe. Chen help me please!” I began sobbing.

He pulled me up and hugged me tightly as I sobbed. I had to tear myself away to vomit. I was retching terribly and he came to my side. I was hypervenalating and he rubbed my back.

“You need to return to the West. Pull your troops together and meet with me tomorrow.” He commanded.

I nodded and ported myself away. I ported into my chambers and found the chamber pot and began vomiting more. I felt hands on me and I looked up. Kaito stood there and I stood up and he held me close. I sobbed brokenly and he held me up. I ended up having to pass out from sheer exhaustion.

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I stood by as my pups were buried. I could not cremate them and I could not think. I was knee deep in planning my revenge and I stood by stoically as the prayers were said over their tiny bodies. Kazuo, Mizuki, and Karu stood with me. My oldest son looked more lost than I did. His identical twin brother had been ripped from him and he had to be led around at the moment. Mizuki was radiating hatred and Karu kept a cold look on his face. I moved forward and sank to my knees and prayed hard for my babies. I knew I would never be right. I knew I would carry such a huge hole in my soul that I could not see myself being happy again. The kumo she Satan would die a terrible death. I finally stood and I instructed the pups to return to the nursery and they were under heavy guard. I went to the south palace complex and there was Baku. He looked terribly sad for me and I sat down. I was cold and unfeeling and I could not bring myself to be anything but. Geming came in and I looked up.

“We move today.” I said flatly.

“Hai my lady.” they said in unison.

“I need you Geming to come with me to the mainland.” I said standing.

“My lady…” Baku started to say.

“Not now General. Have the troops on the mainland in five days.” I commanded.

“Hai my lady.” He bowed.

Geming followed after me and I left Baku's study. Geming was being incredible and I kept myself rigid.

“I am meeting with Lord Chen as he has pledged his troops.” I said flatly.

“I understand my lady.” He said.

“Meet me in Shanghai.” I said flatly.

“Hai my lady.” He bowed.

I ported to Shanghai and I was met with a runner. I took his letter and I recognized Ang Chi's handwriting. He was just letting me know he lived. He wanted to come home to the West and see his siblings. I ported to Shenyang and I found him pacing his study. He saw me and grabbed me and hugged me tightly. I saw healing wounds all over him and tears pricked my eyes.

“I buried them today. Where is Sheng?” I asked.

“He is in his chambers. They drugged him to make him sleep.” Ang Chi said softly.

“Go on ahead to the palace. I am making moves this day.” I said and I quit his presence.

I went into Sheng's room and he was terribly injured too. I sat down next to him and he actually stirred. His grief and pain was in his face. I touched his face and he groggily began sobbing. I too began sobbing as well. He pulled me into a hug and held onto me for dear life.

“This cannot be real. I did not watch my son and daughter die.” He cried into my neck.

“Hai.” I sobbed in his neck.

“Asuna why?” he asked me brokenly.

“They are trying to break me.” I said stifling my tears.

“By killing babies?” he raged.

“Sheng.” I said helplessly.

He held onto me desperately and we held each other. I felt his pain and it was horrible for him and me both. I began crying again and he held me. I lifted my face and his held horrible hatred. He pulled me forward and he stared into my eyes.

“Who dared attack our pups?” he asked in a horrible tone.

“A kumo whore in Prussia. She wants the kumo clans here and Ishin as well.” I said holding back my tears.

Sheng's blue eyes were glacial and he lowered his mouth to mine. I did not stop him and he kissed me slowly. He was in pain and I felt it through our old bond. He released my lips and I looked away.

“Kill her slowly. I will get well soon enough and I want you to save her for me.” He snarled.

“Ayana was killed as well.” I said looking away.

“She was Ishin's!” he cried.

“Hai.” I said gritting my teeth.

“Dear Kamis they are monsters!” he hissed.

“I have to go. Join me when you are well.” I said porting away.

I was in Shanghai and I fell into my chair. I waited on Chen to arrive and I stared out into nothing.

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“It is done?” Teiran asked Adelina.

“Yes. We manage to kill half her progeny. I killed the girl spider myself.” Adelina said smirking.

“The youngest one or the older one?” Teiran asked in malice.

“The youngest. The older one is powerful.” She said with a frown.

“Shall we tell them?” Teiran asked with glee.

“Absolutely.” Adelina said.

Teiran walked with a spring in her step and she was verging on gaining great power. She walked into her chambers and the god that was Ishin glared at her.

“I though I should tell you that your brat is dead.” She said with a smirk.

“Excuse me?” he said looking at her closely.

“Hai she had black hair and unusual brownish gold eyes? She also bore some of the strumpet's stripes?” she asked cruelly.

Ishin stood up as fear consumed him.

“She is already gone Ishin. She died quickly. Unfortunately your son got away. They were in your palace in Korea.” She said laughing.

He rushed her and growled terribly. She continued to giggle and walked to the door.

“You see you should not deny me what I want. I can and will destroy you until nothing is left.” She laughed merrily.

The mighty tsuchigumo lord sank to his knees and bawled.

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Adelina slipped into her rooms and she saw Naraku's eyes glowing red. She smiled sweetly at him and he growled low in his throat.

“Well your bitch daughter got away but your sons did not. Their throats were slit.” She said smiling openly.

“Wipe that smile off your face whore.” He said in the cruelest tone she had ever heard.

“Two little boys. One had black hair with a silver stripe and the other was a dog. I made sure their bodies were close to the infant girl. Now I will just have to kill your daughter and you will have nothing left!” she said smiling wider.

More hatred and rage tore through him then he had ever felt for Inuyasha. He surged from the bed and he knew Asuna would be felled but he did not care. He managed to grab her throat and he began strangling her. A tentacle erupted from his body and he wrapped it around her torso. He let his hatred spill into his miasma as he injected her with it. She struggled for air and she felt her body breaking. She had never expected him to break through their barriers and dampening fields. Light slowly left her eyes and Naraku dropped her as if she were a piece of rubbish. He moved through the halls and his eyes were still burning, He felt Ishin breaking down and he tore the wall with a mass of tentacles. One grabbed Ishin and dragged him to himself. He little brother was broken and he had to be strong for both of them. He now felt Asuna and held onto Ishin and ported to the Western Palace. He saw the Western Lord and there was no malice in his face at all.

“Is it true?” he asked his former enemy.

“Hai.” Sesshomaru confirmed.

Sesshomaru saw Ishin and he felt for the great kumo. He sent for Yasu and the old healer came.

“Drug him and knock him out.” He commanded softly.

“Hai my lord.” Yasu said gently.

Ishin said nothing and Yasu gave him the draught. He took it without question and Naraku stood by and waited for him to pass out. He picked up his brother and brought him to Asuna's rooms in the palace. Sesshomaru followed and he turned.

“Where is my daughter?” he demanded.

“In hiding. Asuna thought it prudent for her protection.” He answered.

“I will see my sons now.” He said without feeling.

Sesshomaru brought him to the family shrine and he watched the creature that he had hated for over a century actually cry softly at his sons graves. His yoki was oppressive in his anger and he turned.

“Where exactly is my mate?” he demanded.

“She is in Shanghai gathering her troops. She plans to lay waste to the kumo.” He said in his baritone.

“Thank you Lord Sesshomaru.” Naraku said walking past the great inu lord.

“I am grieved at your losses.” The Western Lord said.

“As am I mutt.” Naraku stated then produced his miasma cloud and ported away.

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I knew he was there the second he appeared. I turned and he wrapped his arms around me tightly. I began sobbing and he held onto me. His nose was buried into my neck and I felt his terrible rage. He showed me how he killed her and I wept with joy at that sight. She had killed Ayana he had pathed. He held me up and I could not stop the torrent of tears. He turned me around and held me tightly still and we said nothing. He was so raw and his emotions were fueling him.

“I need to shut out the pain. Please give me some sake.” He asked in a wretched whisper.

“Hai.” I said going to the side board and I handed him the whole bottle.

He took it and lifted it up and drained the whole thing slowly. When he finished he threw the bottle across the room in horrendous anger. It crashed and splintered into a thousand pieces. I felt his dizziness overcome him as the potent rice wine took hold in his system. He staggered towards me and I held him up.

“So young.” He cried softly.

“I know.” I sighed.

“I want you to kill the other bitch. I want you to kill her slowly and in the worst way possible. Promise me!” he hissed.

“I shall.” I said holding him to me.

“My sons.” He said beginning to weep.

“Hold onto me.” I said fiercely.

“My sons!” he screamed in a rage.

I was trying to hold it together and I was not doing very well. He turned to me and his eyes were glazed in tears. He pressed me back and began kissing me desperately. He was crying without sound and I was as well. He lifted up my yukata and he slid into me. He wanted a way to shut out the world for a moment and he bared everything to me. He bared his deepest wounds and he bore what happened when Lei Jing had captured him. I cried harder as he communicated all his emotions with his mind and he moved within me swiftly and with no purpose at all. I pulled him flush to me and I bit into his neck. I could give him bliss for the moment and he moaned loudly. I did not let up and he cried out as his body responded. I felt him flood me with is soul and his seed. I held onto him tightly and said nothing. He fell into a troubled sleep and I held onto him. I saw Ishin in his mind and I knew he was withdrawing into himself. I managed to gently disengage Naraku and laid him on the futon. I covered him and slipped out to the river. I washed up and I slipped the yukata back on. I ported to the Western Palace and I went to Ishin. He was so heavily drugged that he did not wake up. Karu was by his side and I looked at him.

“He loved her so much. I loved her so much.” Karu said softly.

“I know.” I managed.

“He thought of dying you know.” Karu said in a saddened voice.

“I am so sorry Karu.” I said as fresh tears fell down my face.

“Where were you? Ayana was defenseless.” He said angry.

“I was trying to find your sire.” I said in a wretched tone.

“He would rather you have protected Ayana. He would rather have died himself. He loved that baby girl!” Karu yelled.

“I failed her and my sons Karu. I know this.” I said in an anguished tone.

“You sure as hell did! All he wanted was that baby.” He shrieked.

“Get out of my chambers.” I demanded.

“I am not leaving my chichi.” He hissed.

“Get out Karu. Your other sister needs you.” I snapped.

He got up and stomped out. I fell to my knees next to Ishin and I touched his back. He rolled over in his drugged sleep and cried out. I lay next to him and sobbed into his back. I felt Eyal nearby but I could not think. I fell asleep as well and I was later awoken by Ishin.

“I have to see her.” He said softly.

“I buried her, I did not cremate her.” I said choking back sobs.

“Hai. Please take me to her.” He begged.

He stood up and pulled me to standing. I led him through the palace until we reached the shrine. I stepped back and his eyes widened when he read the names.

“Asuna!” he cried.

“Please I cannot think on it.” I said fighting to hold myself together.

He touched the kanji that spelled out Ayana and he suppressed a sob. He would never fully recover from this as I would not. He turned to me and held me. He was feeling terrible guilt and terrible hatred unlike anything he ever felt for Naraku.

“Karu blames me.” I said in a whisper.

“He needs time. He loved her desperately.” Ishin said in a tone devoid of emotion.

“I hurt so bad Ishin.” I said.

“I know. Please hold on for us. I cannot loose you too. I know you are wishing for death as I am. We have to hold ourselves together for now.” He said with false bravado.

“I have to return to Shanghai. I move against the whore immediately.” I said flatly.

“Hai. I need to stay here for a little while. I have to say goodbye.” He said choking on his words.

“I am so sorry. She was our darling.” I said choking on mine as well.

“Please Asuna go. I cannot handle your grief and mine as well.” He said wretchedly.

I actually had the feeling I was loosing him and I nodded dumbly. I ported to Shanghai and the idea of death sounded really good at the moment. I had to kill the kumo slut then maybe I could go. I pressed my hand to my stomach and found myself trying not to fall apart again. Very old pain tore through me and visions of the Theban palace tore through my mind. I began whimpering and I again sobbed terribly. The kumo had wanted to break me and I think she had.

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I laid on my futon and stared out into nothing. I had not eaten or drank anything in two days. I was letting Geming work with Chen and they were moving on Prussia. Naraku was gone as well and I was alone. Pain unlike any I had ever felt consumed me. I felt Kaito behind me and I did not move.

“Asuna please take in my essence. It will feed you and the babe.” He said softly.

I said nothing as he pressed his wrist to my mouth. I automatically bit in and took his blood. I closed my eyes and drank for the babe's sake. He finally pulled his wrist back and I still did not speak.

“I can bring one back. I do not have enough yoki to bring them all back.” He said in my ear.

“How do I choose which of my pups to bring back?” I demanded.

“Do not choose then I will. I can do this one small thing.” He said brushing my hair back off my shoulder.

“If I cannot have them all then do not torture any of us by that kind of decision.” I said hollowly.

“Allow me to ease your suffering!” he begged.

“Kill me.” I said in a monotone.

“Asuna do not talk like that.” He snapped.

“I now truly understand why I did what I did as Akane.” I said closing my eyes.

“You have your other pups who suffer as much as you! Kazuo had his twin ripped from him. You have to endure for their sakes as well.” He said harshly in my ear.

“Give Ishin Ayana.” I said suddenly.

“You really wish for me to do this? I will not see you for awhile. This will drain me.” He said in my ear.

“Say nothing to no one but give Ishin back his baby girl.” I said fighting back my sobs.

“I love you. I will do anything I can for you.” He said again in my ear.

He disappeared and I sobbed into my futon. I realized suddenly what Kaito was doing and I ported to Korea. I heard shrieking of my baby and I saw Aya as well. She began running towards Ishin's old chambers. I was quicker and I found Ayana screaming from the wound in her belly. I ripped open my wrist with my fangs and began squeezing my blood into the wound. Aya came in and she saw what I was doing.

“Get Nobu! Please hurry!” I screamed.

She ported out so quickly and I continued to drain my blood into my daughter's wound. She was whimpering as it was very slowly closing. I dipped a finger into the blood and she sucked on my finger. I made her feel no pain and she settled down. Aya came back with Nobu and Ishin. My mate was shaking and Ayana began kicking around when she saw her chichi.

“Asuna?” Ishin cried.

“Nobu please finish healing her. I have given her my blood to ease her pain and the wound is staunched.” I said crawling towards a wall.

“Asuna how? What did you do?” he asked coming to me.

“It was not me. I had a vision and I came. I have no idea how.” I said tired.

Ishin went by Ayana and he openly wept. I was controlling her pain which had been immense. I closed my eyes and actually let myself drift and I projected to Mount Fuji. I was in my fully corporeal state and I looked around. I saw Kaimei and his jaw dropped.

“Where is Kaito?” I asked.

“How in the heavens are you here?” he asked stunned.

“Where is Kaito?” I hissed.

“He sleeps. Why are you here? How are you here?” he demanded.

I put a finger to my lips and made the silence motion. I closed my eyes and I actually sensed Kaito's aura.

“You dwell near the sacred mount?” I asked Kaimei.

“Why do you think it is a sacred mount? There is residual yoki here that we can feed off of. There was a battle of epic proportions that took place here many, many years ago.” He said in a soft tone.

I nodded my understanding and I actually ported away in my astral state. I appeared near Kaito and he slept. There was no way I could understand what I was seeing and I touched him. He did not stir and I pressed my lips to his. He murmured and I began kissing him deeply. His eyes fluttered open and he was shocked. I slowly pulled back and he just stared at me.

“Am I seeing only what I can understand?” I asked.

“Hai.” He answered.

“Where are we?” I asked.

“The residence in Seagaia but on my plane. Asuna how?” he asked.

“I wanted to thank you. I needed to thank you. This is not how you truly appear?” I asked him.

“I appear as I would on your plane but I should appear as light hence the name Tomoshibi.” He explained.

“How am I seeing you as such?” I asked him.

“I have no idea. You are far more adept with your yoki then I thought possible. You are far stronger than anyone gives you credit for. Darling you must go back. The strain on your physical self is great. Please I want our babe badly.” He said touching my face.

“Why did you do what you did?” I asked.

“To see you happy. I shall try to help the others but I cannot promise.” He whispered.

I nodded and I looked away in annoyance.

“I am being shaken awake. Come to me as soon as you are able.” I said as I came to.

Ishin was standing over me shaking me violently.

“Asuna? Inu wake up! Asuna!” he said almost panicked.

“Hai?” I managed.

“What happened?” Ishin asked.

“I passed out is all.” I murmured.

“You had made a bargain with that wraith to bring back your old mate, did you do the same for Ayana?” he asked.

“No Ishin. Is she alright?” I asked pulling myself up.

“She is going to be fine. She is sleeping right now. They had torn open her belly but you got to her just in time.” He said holding me to him.

He tilted my chin up and he knew without me saying it that somehow she was back because of my wishes. His eyes expressed his happiness and he held me close.

“Asuna what did you do my dearest.” He asked softly.

“Not enough.” I sighed.

We walked over to Ayana and she was begging to be picked up. I bent down and picked her up. I scented her sweet scent and buried my nose in her tiny juncture.

“haha.” She mumbled softly.

“Hai.” I started crying.

Ishin held us both and I saw Nobu and Aya; they both had tears in their eyes as well. I allowed myself to be ported to Sendai and Ayana was going into hiding as well.

“Where is Naraku?” I asked.

“He is grieving. I am unsure where he is but I feel him. Do you not?” he asked.

“No. I think he is trying to spare me.” I said sadly.

“Where is he?” he asked.

“I think I know.” I said as I kissed Ayana.

“Hide her and keep her safe.” I said gently.

He nodded and he ported away. I ported to Edo and I walked towards Onigumo's cave. I entered and I knew he was here. I walked to the back and he was huddled in the back. I went and sat by him and he looked up.

“You know me so well.” He said in a monotone.

“Hai. I need you.” I said touching his face.

“I see their faces from your memories. I see my baby boys lifeless.” He said choking.

“Naraku.” I muttered.

“I cannot think Asuna. We made those pups in love. They have been ripped from us and I cannot think.” He said sadly.

“I cannot replace them but I can give you another. Please let me give you another.” I said holding his face.

He pulled me to him and he stared into my eyes. It still shocked me how strong our connection was. We could be horrendously angry at the other and end up making love and making up.

“Hai.” He said in a tortured tone.

He seemed to stare in my very soul and he pulled me into his lap. I slipped off my haori and sat up a little. He tugged on my stays on my hakamas and pulled them down. He held my sides around my ribcage and began kissing along the underside of my breasts. He looked up and he met my eyes.

“My koi.” He said as he ran his hands up my back.

“Naraku I have said take from me.” I whispered.

“So strong. So beautiful. I thought you were so beautiful when I saw you as a mere shadow of yourself. When you came to me when you were pregnant with the twins; I was madly in love with you. I could not admit it but I wanted you so much.” He said gently.

“I think I knew.” I said closing my eyes.

We slowly became one and consoled each other.

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I was still filled with rage as Teiran became elusive to find. Geming was giving me details of the sacking of Frankfurt. It had been quick and the Prussian bitch was burned from her castle. The mortals had no idea what the hell was going on and there was evidence that she was hated. It became my mission to see her killed. I progressed in my pregnancy with my wraith babe and I had to drink plenty of draughts to even keep food down. I did not see Kaito and I left him to recover from what he had done for me. Naraku never questioned how Ayana was brought back but he latched onto her as much as Ishin did. She called them both chichi. I was in Shanghai and Chen was actually there. I healed my anger with the Byakko and I did not speak of my mother or sister to him and he wisely kept his mouth shut. He would bring Zihao to me and then take him back and keep him hidden. I was furiously writing letters back and forth between my army and the West. I looked up and saw Chen again and he held Zihao.

“Hello my brave little tiger!” I said smiling.

“Haha!” he said reaching for me.

I held onto him and he patted my belly.

“Miss brothers and Hana.” He said softly.

“I know my darling. They are with the Kamis and ba now.” I said quietly.

“Jii-chan take me see ba. I tell him you sad.” His said purring.

“Well we have no wish to make your ba sad dearest. Zhou is in the nursery with the others. Go play a little while.” I said nuzzling his neck.

“Okay.” He said hugging my neck.

Zihao scampered off and I looked up at Chen. I smiled wanly and he sat across from me.

“You look a mere portion of yourself. I know what it feels like to loose your young Asuna. If you allow it, this will eventually destroy you.” He said softly.

“How do you not have nightmares?” I asked.

“They never stop.” He answered honestly.

“Why are you being decent Chen?” I asked him suddenly.

“Because you are family. You are Quon's widowed mate and we will be more than happy to welcome you home in Hunan.” He said softly.

“You wish for Zihao to stay there.” I said bluntly.

“Of course but I will take what I can get. I mean it and you have a home with us if you need.” He said.

“My sire has backed off if you swear to leave Lord Mingli alone.” I said rubbing my temples.

“I will leave him alone.” He sighed.

“Well there may be peace yet after I kill the kumo whore.” I growled.

“Come home Asuna.” He said looking at me.

“Hunan was one of my homes Chen. It is not anymore. The only thing that ties me to the Byakko is Zihao.” I said closing me eyes.

“You are in pain and we still care about you.” He said standing.

“I thank you but no. I appreciate the offer and please forgive my words at Quon's funeral.” I stated.

“I do not think on them.” He sighed.

“This side of you is what my mother fell in love with.” I said barely above a whisper.

“Please do not mention her.” He said in a tortured voice.

“I assumed you still saw her.” I stated.

“No.” he replied.

“I will bring Masami to you soon.” I promised.

“Do not anger your sire. Too many tigers have lost their lives to his blade.” He said bluntly.

“Promise me to be discrete.” I said leveling him a stare.

“There is nothing to be discrete about Asuna. I never see her nor my cub.” He said sighing again.

“She will not stop me from you seeing her. Zihao needs another cub to play with. Visit with her here.” I suggested.

“You would do that?” He asked.

“Hai.” I nodded.

“Thank you.” He said looking away.

“Thank you for your support.” I stated rubbing my head more.

“You look unwell.” He said putting a hand on my shoulder.

“I carry a very special babe. I am keeping my word to Kaito as he restored Sheng.” I said looking out the window.

“That? Where is this demi god?” he asked raising a brow.

“Sleeping.” I sighed.

“Sleeping?” he asked.

“Hai. He taxes himself tremendously. He is actually quite friendly and very good. He is a Tomoshibi Wraith.” I explained.

“Interesting. Well I best be on my way.” He said rising.

“Thank you again Chen.” I said.

“It is what Quon would have wanted.” He stated then bowed.

I cried silently and no one heard me. Chen was right and I was a mere part of myself. My sire had found me many nights passed out and prostrate in front of my pups' shrines. His eyes always betrayed his feelings but he stayed strong for me. I sat and stared at a map of Europe. I laid my head upon my desk and closed my eyes. I fell asleep and I was gently shaken awake by Sheng. I rubbed my eyes and he looked much better.

“Hello.” I mumbled.

“Ang Chi tells me your father finds you in front of their shrines a lot.” He said softly.

“So?” I asked.

“I have been there several times as well.” He sighed.

“I cannot make it better Sheng. I have tried.” I said clutching my chest.

“We have to try. Kazuo is still bereft. He has so many nightmares.” He said clenching his teeth.

“I am so sorry. I swear I did nothing to this whore.” I said starting to become hysterical.

He came over and held me as I broke down yet again. I sobbed and he held me tightly. I tried to stumble away and he would not let me go. He was growling low in his throat and I looked up at him. I had to escape and I broke his grasp and actually stumbled away. I ported away and I was in He Gang. I stumbled to Tekeshi's shrine and sobbed brokenly. I could not bear the guilt and the pain. Teiran Huber had wanted to break me and she had. I sensed Sheng and he sank down next to me. He again held onto me and I began shrieking in rage. He held on and did not let me go. I wore a white lace hanfu and his hand found my belly.

“This is the babe you bear in payment for my return to life?” he asked me softly.

“Hai.” I said looking up into his blue eyes.

“You have always loved me.” He said softly.

“Hai. I have never stopped.” I said closing my eyes.

“Asuna let me in. Let me feel your pain.” He said staring at me hard.

I opened my mind to him and I gasped feeling him in my soul. I began breathing too fast and I held onto his arms with a deadly grip. I looked up again and his eyes were red. Sheng had a distinct presence and it was so spicy and hot. We had known each other for more than ten years and so much had transpired. Each of us had become immensely more powerful and both of us had suffered. He began settling in my mind and stroking me with his own. I did not think Jin could control his psi yoki the way Sheng could and I was slowly starting to become engulfed.

“Please Sheng.” I moaned softly as he delved deeper.

He was saying nothing and I began making incoherent noises. His grip on me was powerful and I threw my head back against his shoulder. My eyes caught his as we were caught up in the most sensual of acts.

“Oh.” I managed to breathe.

My body was humming and my body moved against his in a slow rhythmic motion. He too was being engulfed in the flames and I could feel my physical body react. I watched him scent my arousal and he groaned softly. His grip tightened further and he lowered his nose to my juncture.

“So sweet.” He growled low.

“Huh?” I asked dumbly.

“Your scent is so sweet.” He said in a low voice.

It had become beyond intense and I ported us away from the shrines. We appeared in his rooms and his hands held my belly. My eyes fluttered shut and we stepped backwards and fell upon his bed. He became feral and pulled my hanfu up and he scented my center. He dragged his tongue along my lips and I squirmed. He did not think and did not wait and he plunged his tongue into me. I arched my body as he continued plunging his tongue over and over. His presence in my mind was profound and I moaned loudly. He suddenly sat up and split my hanfu wide open with his claws. He lifted up my torso and began nipping my peaks. I could not stop my yoki that spread through us both and he moaned. He suckled a peak and growled low in his throat. Sheng held me firm and I began crying out. He lowered me back and stripped out of his pein-fu and ku. He looked down at me and his eyes were full of pain and passion. I had no idea how we had come to this but he gently spread my thighs and eased in. I came off the futon and began crying out. He stroked my mind in time with his thrusting.

“Oh Kamis. Sheng…I.” I tried to vocalize my feelings and I could not get it out.

He captured my lips and I began crying. He slowly licked my tears away and continued to move within me. Our bodies were joined and our souls were tied. I gasped loudly and I shattered. Sheng came with me and he growled and the look on his face was one of rapture. He carefully withdrew from me and he kissed my hand. I shut my eyes and I wept silently. This was a thing of need for my former mate and this was just a very beautiful encounter. I refused to wallow in my feelings and I sat up and gave him a lingering kiss. I gathered my shredded hanfu and ported away.

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Geming was pouring over maps with me and somehow the red had become a friend. I bit my lip and wished I knew Europe better. The whore was hiding out quite well and we had delivered her lands to the kumo Jonathan. She had no reason to hate me before but she did now. The pups had been gone for several months and I still had not seen Kaito. I began to fear that we had indeed gone too far. I still had to drink medicinal draughts and I was unsure of how long a wraith pregnancy was. Yasu checked me every other day and I was small for how far a long I was. I smiled up at Geming and he went and poured me a glass of water. I took it gratefully and swallowed it all. I felt Yasu's aura and Geming walked out.

“Come young missy. Time to check that babe.” He said pulling me up.

“It does not move as much as my other pups.” I said in a tired voice.

“It would not. Wraith babes are pretty gentle little things.” He said pressing on my belly.

“Yet you scream and rant about its chichi.” I said narrowing my eyes.

“Tomoshibi are very good beings Asuna. They have a tendency to be head strong and full of themselves. This is not gonna be a picnic for you.” He said flatly.

“So how soon?” I demanded.

“Sooner then you may expect. You are open already.” He said standing.

“So I may go into labor at any time?” I asked.

“Hai. You are not to venture from the Western Palace or I will whip you soundly.” He growled.

“I will not venture far.” I said.

He grunted and he left me. I looked up and I honestly believed that Kaito had been ripped from my life as well. I was used to emotional pain and I figured what was a little more. I stood and decided to visit the hot spring within the palace boundaries. I walked slowly and held my lower back. I was achy but the warm water would do me good. I slipped out of the palace and went to the hot springs. The palace and surrounding area was heavily guarded so I knew I was safe enough. My sire was in full warrior mode and patrolled himself these days. He was grieving the loss of my pups as was I. I settled into the water and sighed as the heat eased the ache in my back. I could not tell if the babe was just further in or if it was small. It would move and roll some but the movements were subtle. I put my hands on my belly and felt it tighten under my fingers.

“Are you trying to come little one?” I asked very softly.

My stomach rolled a little and I smiled softly. This babe would not replace my others but it would ease the ache just a little. I laid my head back and just felt the slight contractions. I figured what the hell and just stay here. I fell into a light sleep and heard rustling in the surrounding forest. I did not open my eyes but scented an inu. I figured it was a soldier or another hunting. I was right about the inu and I had to scramble out of the way as a silver came crashing through the woods chasing two ningen. I grabbed my yukata and rolled. I did not recognize the inu in its true form but it was growling fiercely at the ningen. I yipped loudly and it turned its crimson eyes to me. He whined loudly and his name was Junsaku. The ningen looked terrified and I raised a brow. They looked like bandits and I stared at them. One actually rushed me and I threw him with my mind and the male silver grabbed his leg and bone crunching could be heard.

“Stop now!” I yelled.

The silver growled and dropped the ningen. The man was screaming in pain and I pinned the other with a hateful stare.

“Why is this inu after you?” I demanded.

“I do not know lady youki.” The other man said trembling.

Junsaku began growling and snarling. His paws were tearing the earth and I stared at him.

“I command you to calm down now!” I screamed at him.

He bowed his head but still growled. He had barely gotten out that these ningen had attacked his village. I turned to the men and glared.

“Did you attack an inu village?” I demanded.

“No! We were defending ourselves against the filthy youki!” the man screamed.

I was dealing with a bigot and the thought crossed my mind to let my father deal with it but I grew angry. My claws took on a greenish hue and I threw my Dakkasou as blades. The cut right into the ningen and he fell dead. I grabbed my Kumosaiga and stabbed the other to end his suffering. Junsaku was growling low and his beast was fully in control.

“How many dead?” I asked.

He barked that the men had killed pups. My face held fury and I turned away.

“Please change form and calm yourself. I do not know you.” I said trying to calm my own beast.

I gently ran my hand along his side and he visibly calmed. He changed back and went to his knee. He was dressed as a commoner and I was intrigued. I did not deal with the common inu very often. He stood up slowly and looked at me with the darkest blue eyes I had ever seen.

“I am sorry my lady. They managed to kill two infants and an older pup. I am the village headsmen.” He said softly.

“I am Lady Asuna.” I said bowing.

“I know mam. I have seen you in our village. I have never had the chance to meet you.” He said bowing.

“How did the ningen get in? My father is patrolling as we speak.” I stated.

“Unsure my lady. I just know that my brother and sister in law lost their whole brood.” He said biting back fury.

Anger and pain gripped me and I looked away. He stared at me and apparently word had not reached the entire West. I thanked my sire for his discretion.

“Present yourself and your family at the palace this evening. I would have my sire know what has occurred.” I said shaking in anger.

“As you command my lady.” He said bowing again.

I stared disdainfully at the bodies of the ningen and decided to leave their corpses for the carrion crows. I ported to the palace and breathed quite hard. I had a crushing feeling in my chest and I let myself cry again. I wiped away the tears and went to my chambers. I proceeded to dress in a russet colored hanfu and white obi. I left my hair down and I went to my sire's study and waited for him to return home. I curled up on the cushions and cried myself to sleep.

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I woke up when severe pains wracked my body. I moaned softly in pain and sat up slowly. I watched as my sire came in with a flourish and he saw me. He raised a brow and helped me up. I swallowed the pain and sat upon a low chair.

“A village was attacked today by ningen and three pups killed. I asked the village headsmen to bring his family and speak with you.” I said calmly.

“The ningens?” he asked.

“Dead. I should have let you deal with my lord and I am sorry.” I said inclining my head.

“No you did right. I shall receive the headsmen as soon as they arrive. Are you well?” he asked.

“I am fine my lord. His name is Junsaku.” I said inclining my head.

“Thank you daughter. Go lie down, you look as if you are going to pass out.” He commanded.

“I wish to remain my lord.” I said holding up my head.

“You empathy is admirable Asuna but you need not remind yourself of your own tragedies.” He said softly.

“I will not allow another pup to die if I can help it!” I snarled.

He came out from behind his desk and held me. I did not cry but I was shaking in fury. I slowly pulled away and left his study. I went to the grounds and began throwing Dakkasou at the helpless trees. The pains in my back were horrendous but I ignored them. I continued to rage and I grimaced as a strong contraction felled me. I was trying to breathe through it and I closed my eyes. I heard the grass crunch and I managed to open my eyes to see Junsaku and he knelt by me.

“Lady Asuna are you alright?” he asked.

He did not take my arm and I realized the noble inu looked down upon the commoners. I reached my hand out and he helped me up. I cried out and he had to hold me up.

“My lady! The palace healer where is he?” he asked urgently.

“No! I have had enough of his sorry ass!” I cursed.

“My lady you are birthing a pup.” He said calmly.

“Just take me to the tree over there.” I said biting my lip.

“You look like you are hurting terribly.” He said gently as he led me to the tree.

“I will always hurt terribly headsmen.” I said grimacing.

“Why my lady?” he asked staring at me.

“You lost your nieces or nephews this day and I have lost four pups myself Junsaku. I lost my heir.” I said grimacing again.

“No wonder you were so angry.” He said softly.

I just kept my eyes shut tightly and nodded. He actually brushed my hair off my face and lifted my chin. He looked determined and I did not admonish him for touching me.

“Can you trust me?” he asked.

“Hai.” I nodded.

“I have helped deliver several pups.” He stated taking my hands.

“Thank you.” I stated in pain.

“You will have to be impersonal Junsaku. I am not shy at all.” I said crying out.

He proceeded to tear the skirt of my hanfu and he sat me up a little and I sat upon it. He split the hanfu wide open to my belly was exposed. He took off his own haori and covered me. I caught his eyes and he was serious minded. I closed my eyes and tried to put myself into a trance but I could not concentrate. I began trying to breathe through the intense pains and he actually took my hands.

“My lady you need to push.” He said firmly.

“Hai.” I said grunting.

I bore down and began crying out toward the end. He checked me and nodded. I waited a moment and bore down with another contraction. I was panting as the pains were right on top of each other. I shook my head no and he lifted my chin.

“I know you not but I know your house. You are a brave onna and now you must do this thing. Too many pups have died recently, you need to finish bringing this one.” He said quite firmly.

I nodded and grabbed his hands and I heard a bone snap. His face twitched in pain but he said nothing as I bore down with everything I had.

“Okay my lady ease up. Your pup has golden hair.” He said looking up at me.

“Hai.” I said starting to cry a little.

“Big push my lady.” He stated encouraging me.

I pushed harder then I had and I screamed as the pain overcame me. The palace would hear that and Junsaku helped guide my pup.

“Shallower my lady.” He said softly.

I nodded and bore down and felt my pup slide out. I heard the crying immediately and Junsaku wrapped the pup in his kosode. He was bare chested as he handed me my babe. Kaito's babe was small but healthy. I opened the kosode and saw that he had a girl. I cried softly and looked down at her; I held her close and knew profound love for this tiny being. She was the future for the Tomoshibi.

“Hikari.” I said softly.

“My lady?” Junsaku asked gently.

“Her name is Hikari.” I said looking up.

He smiled and I looked lovingly at my daughter. She opened her tiny eyes and they were mine. She was fair of hair and otherwise looked like Kaito. She had no markings of an inu and her tiny little ears were softly pointed. I felt the auras of my sire and Yasu running towards me. Junsaku went to his knee and my sire appraised the situation. Yasu came to my side and took Hikari from me and looked her over.

“You are?” My sire asked the headsmen.

“I am Junsaku my lord. I am the village headsmen of Nagano.” He replied.

“I was expecting you in the palace with your brother and sister in law.” My sire said.

“My lady fell my lord and I felt it prudent to assist her.” He said with head bowed.

“Hn.” My sire muttered.

“My lord he helped me. The birth happened fast.” I said softly.
My sire came over and took Hikari from Yasu and looked at her closely. He scented her and I knew he was memorizing her scent. He held her and looked at her closely.

“She has your eyes.” He commented.

“Hai my lord.” I nodded.

“Junsaku pick up Lady Asuna. Yasu take the pup and examine her and make sure she is healthy.” My father commanded.

“My lord?” I asked.

He stared at me and I looked at Yasu. He looked down at her and I had a feeling something was going on.

“You will hand me my daughter Yasu.” I started growling.

“Lady Asuna calm down.” Yasu snapped.

“Give me my daughter Yasu.” I started growling louder.

Junsaku looked confused and I struggled in his arms. He let me down and I rushed Yasu. I physically took Hikari from him and began snarling at all. Yasu made a move to come towards me and I threw him with my mind. He landed roughly several feet away and my sire looked shocked.

“Why do you want to take her? You can see and scent she is healthy.” I hissed.

“The elders want to see her.” Yasu snapped.

“No! They can kiss my ass till kingdom come. You lay another hand on her Hanori and I will slay you old man.” I said backing up.

“Asuna they just wish to acknowledge her.” My sire said.

“Says who? Kaimei?” I said as my eyes took on a crimson glow.

“Hai.” He sighed.

“I have not seen Kaito in months and Kaimei visits with you? Fuck him and fuck you for even contemplating it! Have I not lost enough?” I cried.

“Asuna!” my sire growled.

“No!” I screamed.

Hikari began whimpering at the noise and I backed up further. I looked at Junsaku and I grabbed his arm and I ported us away. I took us deep within Western territory and he looked sick. He looked up surprised and cocked his head to the side.

“Did you say Kaito my lady?” he asked.

“Hai. He is very real and he is just a very ancient youki.” I explained.

“Who wants your pup?” he asked.

“There are elder youki who are just as ancient as Kaito and they did not like me giving Kaito a babe. The fact that she is female does not help. The Tomoshibi are down to just six individuals and they are all male.” I said sitting on a rock.

“You wish to hide for now?” he asked.

“Hai.” I nodded.

“The mountains north of Akita. They are treacherous and hard to pass.” He said.

“Hai. You and I need clothes.” I said thinking.

“My lady?” he asked stunned.

“I am sorry. I need someone who knows the area better than my sire. I need someone who will help me. I will not loose another pup!” I growled.

He looked stunned and nodded. I got a very close look at him and he was fairly young. I figured him to be about the same age as my Uncle Inuyasha. He was devastatingly handsome and obviously well built. I kept my eyes cool and he nodded again.

“I can get what we need in Niigata. Can you port us there?” he asked.

“Hai. I need clothes for the babe and me. You as well. There is a castle that belongs to my family in Niigata and I can get some gold.” I said thinking.

“Alright.” He said gently.

I ported us to Niigata and the Western Castle. I moved quickly and went to the treasury. I grabbed several bags of gold and left quickly. I threw them to Junsaku and we left quickly. My mates and remaining pups were in hiding and I would not draw trouble to them. I hid myself and Hikari amongst the shadows of the buildings. I masked us completely and I saw Junsaku do as I asked. He managed to come back with cloth bags and I nodded. I dipped into his mind and his eyes widened as he sensed me. That surprised me but I ported us to a remote and secluded place. We were in the Hida Mountains and it truly was secluded and rugged.

“I have a cabin here that I use for hunting. It is not the splendor that you are used to.” He said humbly.

“I am not such a snob that I look down upon those that support my dynasty. You have put your status at risk for me and know you will be rewarded.” I said quite softly.

“My lady?” he asked confused.

“Junsaku, I rule Zhejiang on the mainland. I am mother to the Lord of Manchuria. I rule Shanghai and Hong Kong as well as a small portion of Qinghai.” I said touching his shoulder.

“I am speechless my lady. I do not keep up with politics much.” He said head bowed.

“You will not suffer for having served me.” I replied.

“I thank you.” He said bowing.

I could tell he was nervous as I followed him to his remote cabin. It was simple but comfortable. I threw up a barrier around the dwelling and he stared at me in awe.

“Hai?” I asked softly.

“I have seen you display such a wide array of yoki my lady. It amazes and frightens me at the same time.” He replied.

I smiled and I sat down against the wall and I arranged Hikari on my breast. I closed my eyes and sighed.

“You feed your own young?” he asked.

“How would a bitch in your village feed hers?” I asked with mirth.

“You are nobility, I assumed you had wet nurses.” He said looking away.

“I have had to use them before when I have been at war or away from the palace for extended periods of time. I prefer to feed them myself.” I said in a tired voice.

“I had assumptions about the ruling family.” He murmured.

“Are we looked down upon by villagers?” I asked surprised.

“No just differently. I would have assumed you to be more uppity then you are.” He said honestly.

I laughed quietly and looked down. Hikari was asleep at my breast and I slowly pulled her off and made sure she was tucked in the kosode. I would change her into some tiny infant clothing after a little while. I moved to the futon and laid her down. Her tiny mouth made suckling motions and I smiled down at her.

I looked down at my hanfu and it was beyond repair. There was a screen and I went to the bags and pulled out simple kimonos. They were made of cotton and silk blends. I looked over at Junsaku and he actually blushed.

“I got the most I could with the gold.” He said bowing his head.

“You did amazing.” I said smiling.

“My lady.” He said bowing and he exited the cabin I suspected so I could change.

I slipped the ruined hanfu from my body and slowly slipped on a clean kimono. I wrapped a plain black obi around my waist and I stepped to the door and slid it open. He was leaning against the side of the structure and he turned when he sensed me.

“Should you like to change?” I asked.

“Hai my lady.” He said.

“You delivered my babe Junsaku; I think we can dispense with my title.” I smirked.

“I…” he started to say.

“You can say Asuna and I will answer you.” I smirked again.

“Asuna.” He stated then blushed.

He slipped by me and rummaged through the bag and produced a white haori and kosode. His hakamas were dark blue and he quickly dressed. He came back to the outside and I touched his arm.

“Thank you. You have no idea what you have done for me today.” I said looking down upon the mountain side.

“I truly do not understand.” He said looking at me.

“It is complicated and deals with nobility and the ancients. I am rather independent and I will not be controlled. I do not know why my sire is listening to Yasu but I will be damned if they get my girl.” I said.

“I know you are mated.” He replied.

“I have my mates protecting my pups that survived the attacks upon my residences.” I said softly.

“Who would dare?” he asked.

“A female kumo from Europe. She coveted Lord Ishin.” I said closing my eyes.

“Your pups suffered because of this?” he asked.

“Hai. Thank you again.” I said moving closer.

I took his hand and kissed the palm and bowed to him. I managed to shock him and I went to go back inside.

“If I need to hunt Asuna?” he asked.

“My barrier will let you pass.” I nodded.

He nodded and I slipped inside. I settled down next to Hikari and again wondered where Kaito was.

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I was laying on the futon and I watched Junsaku move about and he actually made a delicious smelling soup. He did not seem aware that I was awake and I continued to watch him. My eyes were hooded and he was ladling his food into a bowl and he brought it to my side. I sat up slowly and took the proffered bowl. He handed me chop sticks and I began stabbing at the rice and lentils.

“This is better then we get in the palace!” I exclaimed.

“Really?” he asked.

“Hai. Kamis this is delicious.” I said devouring it.

“I added in some boar that I caught earlier. It is rare still.” He said sitting cross legged and began eating his own.

His hair was up in a top knot and it annoyed me. I wished males would just wear their hair pulled back or down. I leaned forward and undid it. He looked at me surprised and it fell well past his shoulders.

“I love long hair on a male.” I said absently.

He was speechless and I continued to eat. I looked around for something to drink and he jumped up and retrieved a pitcher of jasmine tea. He poured me a wooden cup full and I drank it greedily. Hikari began mewling and I picked her and thought nothing of nursing her in front of Junsaku.

“How old are you?” I asked him.

“Two hundred twenty nine summers.” He answered.

“I am one hundred thirteen.” I smirked.

“You are young.” He observed.

“As are you.” I retorted.

“I meant no disrespect.” He said looking away.

“None taken.” I said smiling wider.

“May I ask how long you will hide?” he asked.

“Until I can find some answers and recover my strength.” I replied.

“Alright.” He said eating again in silence.

“You really need to stop being so nervous around me. I have a true form the same as you. I just happen to have an uppyr mother and she passed on those abilities.” I said in a soft tone.

“I apologize. I truly am unused to this much excitement. I tend my village and my family and I do not question much.” He replied.

“Why not?” I asked him.

“What for?” he asked in return.

“Because there is so much more out there. We are but just one kind of inu. There are those that have spiritual powers and those that have psi yoki. It is amazing what you see if you venture beyond. Where is your mate?” I asked.

“I am not mated.” He said blushing hotly.

“You are unmated?” I asked surprised.

“Hai.” He mumbled.

“It is your choice. I am curious as to why not.” I queried.

“I just have not met someone that I could see myself mated to.” He shrugged.

“Picky?” I asked amused.

“Sensible.” He replied.

“Hn.” I remarked.

“Would you like more?” he asked standing.

“Hai.” I said handing him my bowl.

He again ladled more in the bowl and handed it to me. I set it beside me and I examined his hands. They were not those of a swordsman or a noble. He worked the lands and tended what he needed to.

“What is your crop?” I asked.

“We have managed to grow some cotton. It is so new here and your father has encouraged experimentation.” He replied.

I inspected his hands and I looked up and smiled. He looked intimidated and I let them go.

“Why do I scare you?” I asked.

“I do not know. You are kind and really rather personable but you are royalty.” He answered.

“Would it make you feel better if I proved to you that I am quite like you?” I asked him.

“That is not necessary my lady.” He said looking down.

“Well I am in need of a bath and I did scent a hot spring near correct?” I asked him.

“Hai.” He nodded.

“Well I shall bathe.” I said standing.

I found a good sized basket and I put several fur blankets in it and then settled Hikari in it. I grabbed a spare kimono of cream and a drying cloth. I looked around and found a cake of sweet smelling soap.

“What is this scent?” I asked intrigued.

“It is called vanilla.” He replied.

I nodded and added that to my things. I slipped out of the cabin and masked my scent and that of Hikari's. I went to the spring and slowly undressed. I settled into the water and sighed in pleasure. I managed to wash with the soap and I dipped under the water to wet my hair. I ran the soap through it and worked it into a lather. I heard breathing and I turned. There was a burly bear youki and he looked down upon me as if I was dinner.

“You disturb me.” I snapped.

“Too bad. What's in the basket wench?” the beast laughed.

He was big and he was a nasty brute but he was still a lower level youki. I began growling and I moved to Hikari. He grabbed my hand and actually crushed it in his grip. I snarled and released a loud bark.

“So you are an inu bitch!” he said smiling licentiously.

“Let go of my hand you retarded piece of flesh!” I yelled.

“Never had inu before. You should taste good.” He laughed.

I heard growling and I looked up and saw Junsaku in his true form. The bear actually dragged me from the water and shoved me hard against a tree. I sank my claws into his belly and he howled in pain. He returned the blow and I tried to will him away but he was a brutish beast with tremendous strength. He gouged my own belly and swiped his claws across my naked breasts and flesh. I snarled in pain and Junsaku bit into the creature's arm and actually threw him roughly. He pounced on the bear and began ripping it to shreds. The creature stood no chance and finally my savior turned his bloody muzzle to me. The gouges in my flesh were deep and stung like wildfire. He returned to his humanoid form and he went to the spring and dipped the drying cloth in the water. He soaped it up and he came to me and began washing the wounds. I saw him keep his eyes steadily on the task at hand. I hissed as he washed the wounds.

“Do you have a toxin?” I asked.

“Hai.” He replied.

“Seal the wounds.” I commanded.

“Hai my lady.” He said as he allowed his toxin to come to his claws. It was a very faint green and very similar to my Dakkasou. He slowly released it in small amounts as he let it drip and it sizzled a little. I shut my eyes as it worked to seal the gouges. A minute amount got on one peak and I cried out in pain.

“So sorry!” he cried.

“Just take care of it.” I said softly.

I watched him hesitate but then he laved his tongue along the reddened peak. I stifled a moan and he did it and quickly. He was very careful and finished sealing the wounds. He retrieved my yukata and I dressed slowly. He was red from embarrassment and I blinked my eyes at him.

“Again I am so sorry in my haste.” He said refusing to look at me.

“Thank you for helping me Junsaku.” I said pressing a palm to his cheek.

He instinctually nuzzled my hand a moment and I watched him carefully. He looked mortified and he backed away from me.

“I shall be back. I am burying the beast so no vermin approaches.” He said refusing to look at me.

“Thank you.” I nodded.

He left my line of sight and I bent down and picked up Hikari's basket. I went back into the cabin and settled her on the futon. I changed her totally and put a tiny little kimono on her and she kicked her limbs. I smiled at her and she just made soft noises. I kissed her forehead and Junsaku came back in.

“What is bothering you headsmen?” I asked.

“Nothing.” He said too quickly.

“Do you not hold the antidote in your saliva?” I asked him quite gently.

“Hai.” He answered.

“Then why are you embarrassed when you neutralized the burning?” I asked.

“I have no right to touch you in such a manner. You are the most elevated inu bitch in these lands and who am I?” he asked.

“You are the inu that risked all to help me at great peril to himself. Why should your touch offend me? It is my body.” I said bluntly.

He was speechless and I raised a brow. I looked at him and waited for him to speak.

“I imagine if I was not this elevated bitch that you would actually speak to me other than my lady this and my lady that.” I stated.

“I am sorry that you find my respect of you offensive.” He muttered.

“I am sorry that I make you so uncomfortable that you cannot be yourself.” I retorted.

His mouth dropped open and I walked up to him and shut it. I traced his lower lip with my thumb and he was watching me like a hawk.

“I wish you would be yourself. I deal enough with arrogant self inflated and egotistical jack asses too often.” I said candidly.

“I do not know how to act. I am a simple farmer and headsmen.” He said in a raw whisper.

“I am not a palace bitch.” I said in a low growl.

I opened the yukata and bared my skin and my scars.

“I fight constantly. This is where I nearly died when a Shouten Wraith plunged his weapon and I nearly bled to death. This is where I was impaled ten years ago and lost my first pup. Shall I go on? How am I like any noble you know of?” I demanded.

“I am no warrior. I know nothing of battles or strategy. No, I do not know how to act around you.” He said breathing hard.

“Look at me.” I hissed.

He eyes briefly flicked over my body and he looked directly in my eyes.

“How would you treat an onna from your village?” I asked.

“I would ask her about her day and her family. I would inquire after her mate or pups.” He replied.

“Then that is how you should treat me. I may have been born into the palace but I am no palace bitch with nothing better to do than treat those that depend upon my honor as slaves! You may not be of noble birth but you are a silver and therefore not below me.” I said fiercely.

“I apologize most sincerely. I am not unaffected by your state of dress. You are one of the most handsome bitches I have seen.” He said stiffly.

“I apologize for making you uncomfortable.” I said closing my yukata and tying it shut.

Junsaku looked down and released his breath. His manner angered me and I hated the nobility in their arrogance. I would let another noble know that I was above them in rank simply to remind them of their place but the common inu who made our lands rich deserved my utmost respect. My sire held the same opinion. I reached up again and my palm was against his cheek. He had no markings and he seemed to fight the urge to nuzzle my palm. I lifted my other hand and held is other cheek.

“I bleed red just like you. I admit that I am used to luxury but I camp amongst my soldiers and live with them when at war. I respect you more than I do any fucking nobleman any day.” I stated emphatically.

“I cannot think. Please let me go.” He said holding his breath.

“Why? What has you so upset?” I demanded.

“I want to kiss you my lady. I have no business thinking like that.” He said flatly.

I pulled him forward and pressed my lips to his. He was startled and he seemed to panic. He opened his mouth a little and I gently began exploring his orifice with my tongue. He groaned softly and it was meant to calm him but he seemed more agitated then before. I pulled him deeper into the kiss as I gently put my hand on the back of his neck. I took one of his hands in mine and I slowly leeched my yoki into him. He groaned more and began kissing me back with a savage passion. He pulled me to him in a tight grip and I lost myself to this amazing male. I finally released his lips and sucked his lower lip for a moment. He staggered back and his eyes were full of emotion. I had been in his company for ten days and he was truly a wonder.

“I shall be outside. I need some air.” He said and he fled my presence.

I sighed and sat down upon the futon and watched my babe sleep. I wanted to prove to him that I was not some Kamis forsaken uppity whore. I sighed and decided that sleep was best. I was angry and full of sadness. I had tried to appear to Kaito but I could not. I had birthed his sweet baby girl and he had not even seen her. I had buried four of my pups and the kumo harlot still lived. I had to distance myself from my own blood because they seemed hell bent to take my babe from me. Hikari had settled into sleep and I went over to a corner and wrapped my arms around my legs and drew them to my chest. I began weeping silently and rested my head on my knees. I kept going back to the idea that the kumo she devil had broken me. I felt Junsaku standing over me and I looked up. His face held sympathy and he sat beside me.

“When my two nieces and nephew died I lost my mind. I do not make a habit of killing ningen but I had such profound hatred.” He said in a whisper.

“I know the feeling.” I replied.

He touched my hand and I looked up.

“Kaito restored Ayana to life and I have not seen him since. The foreign kumo tore open Ayana's gut. They slit Nori and Ken'ichi's throats. Hiroto was desecrated along with Hana and all this because the devil wanted my mate and his lands. I want to die but I cannot. Hiroto had an identical twin name Kazuo and he is suffering terribly. I still have Mizuki, Rina, Ayana, and a pup I have adopted named Nahut. My oldest son is the Manchu lord and his name is Ang Chi. I am empty now and I cannot pull myself from this blackness. Do you understand why I will not give up Hikari?” I asked in a strangled sob.

“Hai. I am so sorry. I will help you as best I can.” He said pressing his palm against mine. His hand was larger than mine and I noticed he had elegant fingers.

“I know this is a lot to ask but will you sleep next to me? I have horrid nightmares.” I stated dully.

“Hai.” He said gently.

He stood and helped me up. I went to the futon and he settled next to me. His strong presence actually soothed me and I fell asleep.

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I woke up when Hikari was whining in hunger and gently pulled her to me. I settled on my side and she latched on. I dozed lightly as she fed and I felt Junsaku move slightly. She nursed herself right back into sleep and I settled her. I rolled over and faced the blue eyed silver next to me. I studied his face as slept and he was darker from his time in the sun. His lips were full and his eyes were more almond shaped then my own. His wore a kosode and my eyes drifted to his throat. I carefully opened the kosode and exposed his juncture. I could see his pulse and I could not stop myself as I lowered my lips to it and began sucking on his pulse point. His eyes flew open and he sucked in his breath. I grew reckless and began licking and kissing his neck feverishly.

“My lady. Asuna.” He cried in a soft whisper.

I ripped open the kosode and began nipping at his chest. I was losing my mind to the raw emotion. I lifted my lips to his and began consuming him with such fervor that I scared myself. He managed to disengage from my lips and he was breathing roughly.

“Please talk to me over there.” He said in a soft voice.

I crawled from the futon and stood up. We went to the main area of the cabin and I managed to push him against a beam. He held the sides of my head and was trying to not let me kiss him. I strained and tears pricked my eyes.

“Please! Please!” I begged him.

“You do not know me Lady Asuna.” He said in a fierce whisper.

“Junsaku you said you would help me.” I cried softly in his ear.

He felt my tears against his cheek and his eyes met mine. He was an honorable male and I was a bereft bitch. His lips trembled as they met mine. I did not contain my feelings at all and released my pain into the joining of our lips. I could not stop my tears as I held his head as he did mine. I felt sore and ripped apart but his touch was easing my bleeding heart. I felt excruciating need course through my veins as his lips found the hollow of my throat. I moaned out softly and leaned my head back and he licked along my juncture as I had done him. He was tender and passionate as he kissed and nipped along my neck. He slowly lifted his lips and closed his eyes.

“Asuna you need rest.” He said in a hoarse whisper.

“Junsaku please?” I asked him as I lifted my face.

“How can you ask me this?” he asked in disbelief.

“I am falling to pieces. I want to feel something besides my wretched nightmares.” I said growling quietly.

I slowly pushed the kosode off his shoulders and I pressed my lips to his sculpted chest. I laved my tongue along his chest and his breathing increased again. I was not biting him or using my teeth. I wanted to taste his different taste and scent his raw maleness. My lips blazed a scorching path along his pectoral muscles and down his abdomen.

“I am loosing my will my lady. Please do not ask this.” He moaned softly.

“I beg you.” I said looking up.

I softly kissed near his belly button and delved my tongue in. He shook and groaned again. I stood up and stepped back from him. I undid the yukata and threw it to my feet. His eyes lingered on my face and his eyes darted down for a moment and I saw his nostrils flare slightly. He shut his eyes and I pressed myself to him. I took his hand and lightly kissed and sucked on each finger. I guided his hand which I held in mine and slipped between my folds. My wetness coated our fingers and he trembled against me. I began to massage my opening and nub with our fingers. He was starting to breathe harder as I helped to work my own body. I pressed my lips to his ear and I was moaning into it. I sucked on his lobe and became fevered in my awful neediness. I still had tears that dampened my cheeks and he was breathing as hard as if he had been running. He jerked my hand up and licked at my fingers. He groaned as he tasted my essence, I moved my own lips to his hand that was still entwined with mine. I sucked and licked his fingers as he did mine. My free hand slowly drifted to his hakama stays and I undid them. He had leaned forward and was nipping and sucking lightly at my lips. I was trembling myself and I let my fingers brush his member. He barely groaned and he lifted his eyes to mine. They were pleading and begging in their way and I knew he thought this wrong. The common inu were more apt to be moral and upstanding and I was going against everything he knew and believed. I felt wretched again and I stopped myself. I was shaking terribly and he too was shaking.

“I shall not go against your honor. I would have none of my own if I did. Will you please watch Hikari so that I may hunt?” I asked.

“Hai.” He said shaking against me.

I turned away from him in shame and my shoulders shook as I sobbed. I kept the noises in and I dressed in my yukata. I slipped away and left the cabin. I changed form and scented the ground. It was still early spring and the ground had not totally thawed. I found the scent of a deer and I gave chase. I took it down quickly and I snapped its neck. I tore into with a savageness that was not me. I ate like a glutton and I slowly came back to the cabin. I had found a stream and I had cleaned my muzzle. I neared the cabin and I saw Junsaku holding Hikari in a fur blanket and I lowered my muzzle and stared at him with my crimson eyes. He held his breath and he looked away. Again shame filled me and I moved behind the cabin and laid my head between my paws and tears fell from my inu eyes. Junsaku came around and I whined softly.

“There is nothing to forgive.” He replied.

I whined again and yipped in a soft tone. He looked at me and I knew he felt for me.

“I would be no better then those ningen we slew if I let your grief guide you into a mistake. I know you wish me to see you as just another bitch but that crest upon your brow is proof enough that you are the princess of these lands and I am nothing. I cannot want what is so far above me.” He said softly.

I changed form and looked over at him. I held out my hands and he gently placed my babe in them.

“I am going to see if I can ascertain any information for you.” He said bowing.

He slipped into the forest and I went back into the hunting cabin and held Hikari close.

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He was gone the rest of the night and I just held her to me and nursed her when she needed it. I would growl low in my throat to calm her and I felt alone. I felt completely alone and I knew either Kaito could not come or something dreadful had happened. It was ironic I thought and Junsaku came in.

“You are being sought. I think we should move.” He said quietly.

“I shall move on. Go back to your home headsmen. I shall not take you away from your life anymore.” I said gently as I stood.

I went to the bags that had held our clothing and I picked up a small silk bag. I pressed it into his hand and I bowed low.

“Thank you again Junsaku-sama. I am sure you have fields to tend and your village needs you.” I said in a kind tone.

He opened the bag and his eyes widened. I had given him a great deal of gold and I began gathering what I needed.

“I cannot take this.” He said setting it down.

“I am shamed enough in my actions. Please allow me some sort of dignity in this.” I stated.

“You asked for my help!” he exclaimed.

“I was terribly wrong in asking you. Please forgive me. I have no good reasons for dishonoring you and I shall beg the Kamis that you can forgive me in my actions.” I said as I threw the kimonos in the bags.

“I did not say you dishonored me.” He said confused.

“No you did not. You made it clear that I taint you with my desire. I am a noble bitch who has neither honor nor morality. I dealt with this before headsmen. It really is a terrible thing when royalty is dirtier than a ningen. I keep you from your responsibilities and life no more.” I said picking up my bags.

“You apply words to my feelings that I do not think or feel.” He said flatly.

“Take the gold and do what you will with it for your people.” I said as I looked around.

“Lady Asuna, I did not say those things.” He said with more conviction.

“You did not have to. It was in your eyes. I am a telepath amongst other things headsmen and do not try and lie. Go on.” I said clenching my teeth.

His blue eyes were turbulent and I slung the bags over my shoulder. I stretched out my hand and willed Kumosaiga into it. I slipped my fang into my obi and his eyes were wide. I bowed to him and I closed my eyes. I began to port and I felt his hands on me. I had already begun the process and he was brought with me. I stared at him in anger and I snarled in frustration.

“Where are we?” he asked.

“We are in the wilds of Xizang.” I said.

“The mainland?” he asked shocked.

“Hai the mainland. We are in the lands of the Bengal tigers. Their lord is a particular friend of mine.” I explained.

“Tigers?” he asked surprised.

“Hai. Xizang and the West are allies. Did you not know I was mated to a Byakko?” I asked amused.

“I heard stories but I never knew for sure.” He said quietly.

“Hai. Prince Quon Hu and I were mated and married according to Byakko tradition. I bore him a cub named Zihao. He was killed awhile back in a battle with the Bengals.” I said as my heart clenched.

“My lady!” he said saddened.

“Please do not feel sorry for me. I am a warrior Junsaku and with that comes death.” I said lifting my head.

“Where are you going?” he asked me.

“Qinghai. I can take you back.” I said staring at him.

“You asked for my help and I will fulfill my word.” He said lifting his own head.

“As you wish. I will refrain from touching you anymore. I believe my life would truly shock you.” I said looking away from him.

“I have no idea how royalty acts. I am in no place to judge.” He said in his quiet tone.

“Yet you do. You say you do not but you truly do.” I said sighing.

He said nothing and I placed my hand upon his shoulder and I ported us to my portion of Qinghai. I had never been here and my breath was stolen by the beauty. Junsaku also gasped. We stood by the bluest lake I had ever seen.

“You rule here?” he asked stunned beyond words.

“Hai. I have been remiss and I have never been here. I rule it through magistrates.” I said looking around.

“My lady it is breathtaking.” He said marveling.

“There is a palace in Xining. We shall go there for now.” I replied.

He nodded and I began walking. I could not believe Tekeshi never said how beautiful the land truly was. I had thought Xizang a marvel but this put it to shame. I saw ningen and sensed youki here and there. We came upon a thriving city and I walked to the palace. There were inu and ookami at the gates and they looked at me funny.

“Please let the lord magistrate Changming that Lady Asuna is here.” I said inclining my head.

“The Lady Asuna?” a chocolate inu asked.

“Hai.” I responded.

The inu left and I raised a brow to the ookami and he just stared openly at me. I was not left long and a stunning male inu of obvious noble birth came to the gate. I knew him through his letters but I had no idea what he looked like. His hair was white and it came to his lower back in a long braid. His eyes were a mix of molten gold and brown. He had brown stripes along his neck and his cheeks. He had no crest but I was staring at a white inu.

“You are the Lady Asuna?” he asked me in perfect Japanese.

“Hai. I am the widow of Lord Tekeshi.” I said inclining my head.

He looked me over and I was not dressed in splendor as he thought I should be.

“You recently requested my permission to build a bridge across the Lhasa River.” I stated.

“Hai I did. Welcome to Xining my lady.” He said bowing low.

“Thank you Lord Magistrate. This is a lower noble of the Western Lands. He will be treated accordingly.” I said bluntly.

“As you command my lady. May I meet with you when you have refreshed yourself?” he asked.

“Hai.” I nodded.

He looked at Hikari in my arms and looked up at me. I kept my mouth tight and I followed him as he led us into the palace. Junsaku was keeping his marvel to himself and I did not actually lie. A headsman was a position of honor and he represented his people to my sire. Technically if truth be said, then Junsaku was a lower noble. I was led to massive chambers and I peeked in. They were more opulent then Shanghai.

“Lord Tekeshi did not stay here much did he?” I asked bluntly.

“Why would you ask that my lady?” Changming asked.

“This is not him. He was not ostentatious.” I said.

“You truly are Lady Asuna.” Changming said with a sly smile.

“So where are my real chambers?” I asked.

“This way my lady.” He said with a smirk.

I followed the magistrate to slightly smaller chambers that were much more staid. The room was done in soft reds and gold. Junsaku's eyes widened and I nodded.

“I will have appropriate clothing sent. Do you prefer any particular color my lady?” he asked raising a white brow.

“Silver.” I said.

“My lord?” he asked Junsaku.

“White or black.” He answered.

Changming nodded and he left. The headsman looked around in awe and I was struck by his wonder whereas this was normal for me.

“There are other rooms with beds off the main room. I think he assumes you are my lover.” I said as I laid Hikari down on the bed.

“This is how you grew up?” he asked.

“Hai. You have never seen the Western Palace?” I asked.

“From afar. I deal mostly in Niigata and Akita.” He said softly.

“It is built in the Japanese style but it is huge. My grand sire built it during the One Great War. My sire was born whilst it was still under construction.” I explained.

A knock was heard on the door and I called out come. A serving wench came in carrying a lavish silver hanfu and a richly embroidered pein-fu of black and ku of white. I nodded and the girl gave the black and white silk to Junsaku. He bowed and slipped into another room and the girl waited and helped me dress in the hanfu. The sheath hugged my breasts and it was low cut. I was unused to such exposition but it fit well. The outer robe was completely sheer and a shimmered with silver thread. She helped me tie a dark pewter colored obi and I stepped into silver slippers.

“Shall I take the babe to the nursery my lady.” She asked.

“No. If you please I shall like you to follow me with her.” I said.

“As you wish.” She said bowing.

Hikari still slept and I sat upon a low chair and she did my hair. She was adept and quick as she managed an elegant style. Junsaku came back in and his eyes were wide. I looked at him amused and he bowed low.

“Please stand. Do not bow before me.” I said softly.

“You are lovely.” He said softly.

“Thank you.” I nodded.

“Shall I stay with Hikari for now?” he asked.

“Hai.” I nodded.

I stood up and the wench bowed low and she left. The headsman was dumbstruck and I smiled at him.

“I am quite normal am I not?” I teased.

He laughed lightly and I inclined my head. I stood up and slipped from the rooms. I scented the air and I caught Changming's scent. I followed my nose and I found him in a massive library. He looked up and he had an appreciative look on his face.

“I have never seen a snow inu before.” I said.

“I have never seen a silver either,” he replied.

“I shall be blunt and I need your discretion. That babe is the daughter of Kaito.” I said leveling him a stare.

“The Kaito?” he asked.

“Hai. He is not a Kami but a very old youki. My sire and a Tengu are insistent that she be returned to the Tomoshibi and I will not allow it.” I said sitting.

“So you have never come nor have you ever been seen. I can handle that. You are the lord here and not the West.” He said raising a white brow.

“You are a taiyouki.” I stated.

“Hai. You are as well.” He stated smirking.

“Hai. I shall tell you that I wish for peace and solitude Changming. I am still in mourning.” I said staring straight.

“For who my lady?” he asked.

“Four of my pups were killed and the rest are in seclusion.” I stated unemotionally.

“Good Kamis! Who?” he asked growling.

“Duchess Teiran Huber of Hesse. General Geming smashed through her defenses and she is on the run. I will not bring my pups out until she is dead.” I explained.

“Old Geming. How is my brother.” He said smiling.

“Did Tekeshi raise you as well?” I asked.

“Hai. He was a good foster father. Geming and I spent much time together growing up.” He said inclining his head.

“That is why you serve his mate.” I said in understanding.

“Hai my lady. Might I ask which of yours pups expired?” he asked gently.

“Lady Hana died. She was…” I started to say but I could not finish.

Hiroto and Hana had suffered terribly and my gut twisted and I fled to the balcony. I began retching horribly. They had both been beheaded and I began shaking violently. Changming came to my side and held my shoulders.

“My baby sister shall be avenged.” He whispered in my ear.

I nodded and stumbled back. He held me up and I calmed myself.

“Should you care for some wine or sake?” he asked me.

“Hai.” I said.

“Which one?” he asked.

“Sake.” I said.

I sat and he poured me a large goblet full. I eyed him over the glass. His letters were always witty and quite provocative at times. He seemed quite comfortable in his own skin and he knew he was a specimen.

“I will answer any questions you have later my lady. Now just drink.” He indicated with an elegant hand.

“I feel as though I know you.” I said bluntly.

“You do in a way. I am quite myself with a quill and parchment.” He replied.

“How old are you Lord Magistrate?” I asked.

“I am unsure exactly but I believe I am around two hundred seventy five years.” He said.

“You were a product of the wars with the Yongle Emperor?” I asked him.

“Hai. You know quite a bit.” He said raising a brow.

“Geming spilled his guts so to speak almost two years ago. I am in need of rest.” I said standing.

“I imagine eventually there will be those from the West. What do you wish me to say?” he asked.

“Asuna who?” I said bitterly.

“As you wish. Please allow me to walk you back to your chambers.” He said standing fluidly.

“What did Tekeshi do from the time he left Manchuria?” I asked amazed.

“He lived my lady. He lived.” Changming said fondly.

“I am still in awe of him.” I said.

“He was the greatest inu I have had the privilege of knowing. I do not mean in terms of yoki but of his soul.” Changming said.

“Hai.” I said as my lips trembled.

“He loved you so very much my lady.” He said eyeing me.

“Thank you Lord Magistrate.” I said bowing.

“Everyone that knows me calls me Chang. Please feel free to do so.” He said bowing to me.

I slipped into the chambers and found the bed. I lay upon it and wept again. Junsaku was in the doorway holding Hikari and he came to my side.

“Will you allow me to have the servant sit with her?” he asked.

“Hai.” I nodded.

He left for a few moments and came back. I was lying on my side and he lay next to me. He was there for comfort and I drifted into sleep.

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I rolled over and saw Junsaku sleeping and overwhelming desire hit me. I was very much attracted to him and not giving into my desire was hard. I suppressed a growl and he shifted in his sleep. I wanted him and I wanted him badly. His pulse point was visible and I could not take it. I wrapped my lips around the sweet spot and kissed it. I sucked the succulent flesh and he woke up. I intended to go no further and I groaned softly. I scraped my fangs along his skin and he sucked in his breath. I laved my tongue along his pulse and his hand rested on my hip.

“My lady.” He murmured.

I pulled back and closed my eyes.

“I am sorry. I shall stop.” I said putting distance between us.

He stared at me and I was going mad in my own mind. I reached over and undid his beautiful silver hair. Indecision flitted across his features and he moved on me. I was beneath him and he lowered his slightly trembling lips to my own. I whined in my response and began kissing him back with reckless abandon. I breathed him in and I could not stop my yoki as it was coming off of me.

“My lady your yoki! Please pull it back.” He groaned.

I shut my eyes and tried to pull it back but the impulsive need wracked my body. My eyes had changed and I ripped open his pein-fu. My lips sucked and tasted his delectable skin all over his chest. I began tugging lightly on one male peak and I felt a pleasurable shudder course through him. I repeated my actions to his other and his arms were shaking. I sat up and began removing my clothes slowly and tossing them to the side. His eyes held hunger but again indecision. I paid his heritage no heed and removed all of the hanfu. My fingers began undoing his ku and I slowly dragged the silk down past his powerful thighs and again desire ripped through me. I leaned down and ghosted my lips over his velvet like girth. I sat up on my knees and pressed my naked flesh to his. I lightly pressed my lips to his and teased him with my tongue. The unspoken forbidden nature was not lost on either of us but I refused to let decorum dictate to me. I felt his hand cup a breast and his mouth found the sensitive flesh. He lightly placed kisses and let his tongue drag across the peak. I released a shaky breath and I again took one of his hands and guided it to my center. I again slipped our combined fingers through my folds and we stroked my center.

“So wet.” He rasped.

“Hai.” I groaned against his neck.

His member was painfully hard and I ran my fingers softly over it. He settled on his backside and I crawled into his lap. I slowly slid him inside of me and we both released long moans. I wrapped my arms around him and he laid his head against my chest and I began to move against him. I released soft cries as did he as we moved against the other in a slow sensual dance. I darted my tongue along his pointed ear and he released a soft sigh. My senses were filled with Junsaku and my lips found his again. Our lips melded and slipped as we made such passionate love. My hands were tangled in his silver tresses and I began crying out just a bit louder as my body began responding to the heat and friction of our joined bodies. He suppressed his growls as we began to be dragged along in the sea of euphoria. I could feel a tremendous pleasure beginning to build and I was desperate to culminate this immense ache. We both began gasping as I began grinding against his pelvis. He wrapped his lips around my pulse point and sucked aggressively to ease the need and desire to clamp down. I fell from the surge and muffled my powerful release. I could not control my release of my natural powers. Junsaku held onto me tightly as he too came to his own intense completion. We shook forcefully against the other and I dragged a claw across his neck and his hissed softly as I lowered my lips and sucked on the wound. I tasted his blood and I groaned. My fangs lengthened and I fought the urge to sink them in. I ripped my lips from his throat and dragged a claw across my own neck and I gently pressed the back of his head and he began flicking his tongue and groaned as he too began sucking on the wound. He slowly surged me forward and he did not release my throat. We were still connected and he moved urgently in me and I met his thrusts. His eyes met mine and I saw such incredible passion reflected. He lifted his lips from my throat and his thrusts were hard and I cried out. He was being the inu male and he began dominating me. I found myself loving it and he was only following his instincts. I felt a hand lift my bottom and he was trying to get as deep as possible. I lost my voice and my small cries came out soundless. I felt our bodies reacting again and my own walls clutched his member tightly. He snarled softly as he lifted my wrist and I felt his fangs pierce my skin. I flooded him in my tremendous yoki and he shouted out as his climax was tremendous. He fell against my chest and I wrapped my arms around him. His breathing was uneven and his lips found my neck.

“Not worthy Asuna.” He said softly against my skin.

“Should I not decide that?” I whispered.

“Hai. I am so tired.” He admitted.

“Sleep then.” I murmured into his neck.

“I am to be one of your favorites then?” he asked sleepily.

“Is that what the outside world calls them?” I asked amused.

“Hai.” He mumbled.

“That is up to you.” I said easily.

“Too tired to think.” He murmured again.

He rolled us to where I was lying on him. He had no intentions of withdrawing from my body and I laid my head upon his chest. I hoped the servants did not walk in on this little scenario and I suppressed a giggle. I had purposely tried to stay out of his mind but curiosity got the better of me. I wanted to know more about him. I delved into his mind lightly so as not to rouse him. He was perceptive where my Yuudai had not been. His nose twitched and I knew he sensed my presence a little. Junsaku did not stir and I delved deeper. I could see his memories of his village and of his own brothers and sisters. I was jealous of his carefree nature. He was loved and adored. Bitches from other villages and Niigata desired him and he occasionally did give into his carnal lusts. He had no meaningful relationship with any particular bitch and the reason he had not wanted to rut at first was his idealizing my family. I snorted in my mind at the idea. I saw his images of me in the past and he had seen me as an adolescent. I laid my head down and sighed softly. I had changed his world and if he would allow it, I would see his whole clan moved within my own borders. I could not see his pride allowing me to elevate him to a noble status and I decided to work on him. I just laid there and I knew it neared the time to feed Hikari. I groaned lightly and slowly got off of him. He still slept on and it occurred to me that he had managed to take in my yoki but it must have overwhelmed him. I touched his cheek and lowered my lips to his. He moaned softly and slept on. I smiled and looked around for a pitcher and basin to clean up with. I went to an adjoining room and found what I needed. I proceeded to wash myself and I went and retrieved my hanfu. I dressed and I scented out my daughter a few doors down. The serving wench handed her to me and I proceeded to feed her. I heard a knock on the door and the wench handed me a light silk blanket and I covered my daughter's tiny head.

“Come.” I called.

Changming entered and he bowed. He looked up and his eyes betrayed nothing.

“Hai?” I asked.

“There has been intelligence that there are indeed Western soldiers within these lands searching for you.” He said.

“Well my father intends to search all my lands it seems. Capture the soldiers but do not kill them. Make it clear that I am the lord of these lands and NOT my sire!” I growled.

“May I ask why these Tomoshibi desire your babe so much?” he asked politely.

“There are only males left of the species. She is the only female in their midst is what I surmise. I have been unable to see Kaito so I am assuming they have him retained.” I said quietly.

“I see. Why would the great Sesshomaru give a damn what any body else wanted?” he asked.

“He thinks, I am sure, by giving them Hikari that they will raise her properly and they will leave me alone. He is not doing it to hurt me per say but in his mind protect me. He is fiercely protective of his pups.” I explained.

“So he intends to bring his wayward daughter home.” Changming nodded.

“Hai and his wayward daughter has no intentions of giving up her babe.” I said clenching my jaw.

“Well it has been awhile since I have worn my armor. I shall retrieve the soldiers myself.” He smirked.

“Do not kill them!” I warned him.

“No my lady of course not. The hunt is what is so much fun.” He smiled.

“Good. Can you send runners to Shanghai and Manchuria?” I asked.

“Hai. I anticipated that need my lady. I should tell you that I imagine Lord Ang Chi will come himself.” He said.

“That would be wonderful.” I sighed.

“My foster father was quite correct.” He said close to my ear.

“About what Lord Magistrate?” I asked.

“You are the most amazing onna.” He smiled.

“You and Geming are both flirts.” I said smirking.

“Well Lord Tekeshi was as well but I will tell you that no one ever saw him touch another onna.” He said honestly.

“I know.” I nodded.

“I shall bring the soldiers in due course.” He said bowing.

I nodded to him and I settled my chin in my open hand. I contemplated what my next move was and I realized I needed to hide out until I could wean Hikari. I also realized that I would have to hunt down the kumo slut and she would die very, very horribly. Junsaku would not be returning to the West now or ever I realized. He would have to take an elevated position if he liked it or not. My sire's punishments could be exacting and cruel for those that defied him. I sat back in the ornate chair and uncovered Hikari.

“I will interview nurse maids.” I said to the wench.

“Hai my lady.” She said bowing.

I sat back and rested while my babe nursed.

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Changming had never imagined that the Lord of Qinghai was such a beautiful onna. He watched the group of three soldiers and there was a golden amongst them. He called his men forward and stepped out from the conifer forest.

“Are you lost?” he asked.

“We are searching for our commander.” The golden said.

“Who might that be?” Changming asked.

“Lady Asuna of the Western Lands of Honshu.” The golden answered.

“I know of a Lady Asuna that was mated to my former Lord Tekeshi.” He said raising a brow.

“Lady Asuna would be your lord.” He snapped.

“I received word from my mistress some two months ago approving the funds for a bridge that is being built but I have never met her.” Changming stated flatly.

“Then you should have no problem letting us search for her.” The golden said.

“I do have a problem with it. You are not Qing inu and therefore you can carry your Western Asses out of here.” He said growling.

“Excuse me?” golden hair said.

“I did not stutter. I am Changming; Lord Magistrate of Qinghai.” He said narrowing his eyes.

“I am General Baku and I will search within my lady's lands if I so wish.” He snapped.

“Then General Baku I have no choice but detain you. It sounds as though my lady is busy with important matters. It really matters not to me as I have yet to meet her. As long as she approves our needs I see no point. You will be escorted to the border under heavy guard. That basically means half the army.” Changming smiled.

“None of her other principalities did this.” Baku snarled.

“Well it seems your lord is too comfortable traversing his DAUGHTER's lands. I have no leave from my mistress for the trespassing of these lands. Now you will leave.” Changming stated with finality.

“I have to find her! She is in danger and I have to find her.” Baku said in a worried tone.

“How is she in danger?” Changming asked in a bored tone.

“The Tomoshibi want their kin. They have threatened to kill Lady Asuna.” Baku said desperate.

“So this is the reason for her sire hunting her?” Changming asked as he inspected his claws.

“My Lord Sesshomaru intends to give them the babe as she is a wraith. He does not see one babe worth the life of his daughter and heir.” Baku said with gritted teeth.

“So you do not agree with his decision but you follow his orders. How very noble of you. I am sorry I have not seen her.” Changming said with a growl.

“I know you are lying Lord Magistrate.” Baku said with narrowed eyes.

“Oh?” He asked.

“Hai. I am an empath and I sense your lies.” Baku said growling.

“Well you are a pest. You are a northern inu then. You must be a distant relation to Tekeshi.” Changming said sighing.

The white inu released a huge amount of yoki that felled the group of warriors. His men knew to cover their ears as the sound would cause an inu's ears to ring and bust ear drums.

“Take them.” He commanded his general.

“Hai Lord Magistrate.” The black said bowing

Changming was annoyed and angry that the onna should be hunted like a mere animal. The Western soldiers were brought to the palace and he went to find his mistress.

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I stood over Baku and shook my head.

“My sire sent Baku for a reason. Damn it all. Detain him and be aware he has spiritual yoki.” I commanded.

“Hai my lady.” Changming said.

“How did you contain him?” I asked.

“My yoki is unusual. It is released as sound waves.” He said sitting.

“Well that is quite a talent.” I said astounded.

“Hai. He stirs. I took the liberty of having yoki dampening manacles placed upon him. Do not need him purifying anyone.” His said smirking.

Baku sat up and my arms were crossed across my chest. He looked sheepish and I raised my brow. I sat down opposite the bed he was on.

“Well Baku you are the one hunting me. Did the Tomoshibi happen to mention exactly why my babe should be taken from me and where the fuck is Kaito?” I said growling.

“I have not been privy to that information my lady.” Baku answered.

“Well too bad.” I snapped.

“I am only doing what Lord Sesshomaru has commanded.” He said defensively.

“Hunt me down like an animal? It is me Baku! How dare you. How dare you openly whore yourself out and in my brother's company? Discretion would have been better or did you not think that when you so publicly humiliated me?” I asked in a fury.

“I tried to explain. You are about as arrogant and full of yourself as your sire! It was a mistake but who are you to talk?” Baku snarled.

“The heir to the Western Lands and a lord in my own right! I would have not said a word if you had done so privately. My sire would not have said anything. It is about appearances and you know it! It went around that I could not keep you satisfied so you went to some whore in Kaito!” I sneered.

“That is not what I meant to happen.” He said looking away.

“No of course not. I am not so prudish and stupid to expect fidelity when I myself do not practice it. You know all this Baku! Your father serves on my sire's council. You know how the games are played. Of course you come after me to hunt me down like a rabid inu?” I demanded.

“Your sire fears for your life.” He said softly.

“Let me tell you something, I frighten them. I frighten them because I see them on their plane. They probably feel threatened.” I said.

“Running is not the answer my lady.” He said softly.

“Handing over my newborn daughter is not either! Have I not lost enough Baku? Have I not paid for every sin I have committed?” I said in anger.

“I think you have suffered too much my lady.” He said looking away.

“Well you will not be returning to the West for now. You will not betray me again.” I said flatly.

“I did not mean for it to happen!” he growled at me.

“Whatever. Make yourself at home.” I said tonelessly.

“Asuna!” he called after me.

“It is Lady Asuna, General Baku.” I said snapping.

I walked out of the rooms he occupied and Changming followed.

“What do you wish now my lady?” he asked.

“Keep them detained and I need to plan. Thank you Lord Magistrate for your unswerving loyalty.” I said bowing.

“I live to serve my mistress.” He said in a bow.

I left him and went back to my chambers. Junsaku was awake but barely. He blinked his blue eyes at me and I smiled at him. He smiled softly in return and he looked thoughtful.

“I cannot go back can I?” he asked.

“I do not see how. I involved you in my politics and I regret that but I am grateful beyond words for your aid.” I said softly.

“I did the right thing I know. I regret that my family knows nothing and may think me a traitor.” He stated looking up.

“Perhaps you can tell them yourself? I can have it so they can come here or Zhejiang. They would be welcome and you would not fear reprisal.” I said.

“I think that would be the best scenario. What am I supposed to do now though?” he asked me honestly.

“That is up to you Junsaku. I can and frankly I would like to put you in a higher position then headsmen. I know you may find the idea offensive but I think you suited to more. I would hate to think that you thought of it as a payment because I rather enjoy your presence. What happened earlier was beyond beautiful but I shall understand if you wish for it to be a one time occurrence.” I stated.

He looked at me quite thoughtfully and he was thinking through what I said.

“I do not want to be rewarded for doing the right thing. I want to know the real you; not some princess or warrior or lord. I want nothing but what will happen.” He commented.

“Well you are very decisive.” I said shaking my head.

“I am normally a very relaxed individual. I like to just live.” He said shrugging.

“Then I shall have your family brought to Zhejiang. I shall endeavor not to put you in this position again. You have the right to the kind of life you want. You did not ask to become apart of my problems.” I stated with conviction.

He moved so that he was within an inch of my lips. His eyes were hooded and his breathing was increased slightly.

“What if I wish to participate in passionate coupling with my lady?” he asked.

“Then she would ravish you repeatedly.” I said in a desire laden voice.

“Then I should like to see what happens.” He answered.

He barely touched his lips to mine and brushed his softly against mine. I was shaking slightly and realized that this male was not used to games of court and he was bluntly honest. He excited me and I nodded slowly.

“What do you do next my lady?” he asked.

“I am not exactly sure but I need to see if I can find Kaito. I need to see to your family and my mind is screaming to make love to you again.” I said.

“Then I shall like to accommodate you.” He smiled.

He reached for me and I ended up underneath him.

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I was meditating and centering myself. I needed a clear head and I had written several letters and Changming made sure they reached my mates and they were not discovered by the West's agents. I had managed the feat of bringing Junsaku's family and extended family to the mainland. The former headsmen decided Qinghai was a better choice and they settled amongst the inu here. I came to discover that the white inu heavily populated Qinghai. My Lord Magistrate intrigued me to no end. He was witty, intelligent, handsome, and oozed sexuality; he and Geming definitely grew up together. Baku was allowed around the Xining palace but I avoided him. I found myself enjoying the land immensely and I was growing fonder of it then Shanghai. I was determined that Kaito was going to be found and untied with his daughter.