InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Ikemasen no ai ❯ Pleasure ( Chapter 2 )

Chapter 2, revision 1.0.3

Rin lay beneath the stars, her eyes fixed upon the full moon. Two days. It had been two days since the 'incident', two days since her lord had last spoken to her. She wondered if it was her `insolence' that Jaken often chided her about. She shifted uncomfortably on the cool ground, the grass brushing against her skin making her itch. Being a woman hurt, everything in her hurt not to mention it was disgusting. The constant flow of blood on her legs and pressure from inside made her want to cry. She had cried in front of him after it happened. Sesshoumaru-sama must think I'm really weak… She closed her eyes tightly as another pain seared through her insides. Rin opened her eyes again and looked up at the stars, suddenly a smile spread acorss her face, "I am a woman now!" Sesshoumaru-sama will be able to love me now that I'm a woman…

She sat up and looked down at her small body that wasn't so small anymore. Her fingers gently touched the small lumps that would soon become full breasts, they hurt a lot when she touched them now. She wished she could be near her lord, he could make her pain go away without even trying. Her fingers traveled to her legs, gently touching her special place. Her lord never knew how much he meant to her, that his very presence made her feel like the happiest girl in the world, that when he was away her heart ached, her body ached in ways she did not understand. Rin spread her legs slightly ignoring the blood, she pressed her little fingers against her soft, warm, most sensitive flesh. She lay back against the grass, closing her eyes as she pleasured herself. Was it bad to do this? No. Nothing that felt this good could ever be bad. Sesshoumaru would probably be angry with her if he found her doing this, Rin pushed those thoughts from her mind. Part of her prayed that he would find her and tell her why this was happening. Part of her wanted him to hold her while she felt so good, she felt as though she were in a dream. Rin pretended he was with her now, holding her, dare she think it...even kissing her. Telling her that he loved her, that he would let her be with him forever and ever, that he wanted her.

She let out a small cry, the pressure from her monthly cycle was dulled as a new feeling came over her. A wave of good feelings hit her full force, she shivered, whimpering as she moved her tiny fingers a little faster. She then heard the crush of grass from the nearby forest. Footsteps. Rin sat up and turned to see Sesshoumaru staring at her from the clearing, she straighted her orange and white kimono.

"My lord..." She stood up, her cheeks were pink from her activities, she wiped at her eyes with the back of her hand.

Sesshoumaru was not aware that his mouth had fallen open at this sight. He simply stared. He reveled in her scent.

"My lord?" she asked, panicked. Please don't leave, Sesshoumaru-sama… Please stay with me!

He closed his eyes, wanting to get closer to this beautiful scent. But, no, he couldn't... it wasn't right. A dull throbbing pain was straining against his fundoshi. He had to take care of this... by himself.

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"Rin! Where has Lord Sesshoumaru gone to?" Jaken grumbled, Ah-Uh following behind him to where she stood.

Tears welled up in the young girl's eyes. Sesshoumaru....

"Damn him. He's left me once again to deal with you." The toad threw his staff down and groaned furiously,"I don't understand why he doesn't just leave you someplace, Ri-" He turned to see that Rin was gone. "Where did that stupid girl run off to now?"

Ah-Uh lowered their heads.

She took off in the direction she'd seen Sesshoumaru go, she blinked back tears that threatened to spill down her cheeks. She had to find him and ask him why she felt this way. Why she felt the need to be near him, but she already knew the answer to that. Rin loved him. He had been like a father to her for so long, but her feelings for him had slowly begun to change during these passed few months. Rin felt her cheeks heat up, Sesshoumaru had seen her touching her special place, she'd wanted to run to him then. She'd wanted to bury her face in the silk of his clothes, she wanted him to hug her like she'd seen others do. Rin felt the tears in her eyes again, but no such thing had happened.

Her lord had left her again.

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The lord ran as fast as he could with his painful erection. It got in the way of things, but all the discipline in the world couldn't make this go away. Only two things could. One he could only do in private; the other… The other way… Although appealing to his base desires… Was wholly unacceptable. Even youkai had morals. Even the great lord of the Western lands had scruples by human standards. During his thought his subconscious had taken over the task of navigating the unchallenging terrain. He arrived at his destination before he knew it. In the familiar cave where he spent those awful nights during the spring, he crept inside, wary of squatters. It was his cave, and he scent marked it regularly. Even after five minutes he couldn't get Rin out of his mind. Her face, her body, her fragrance, the way she looked upon him innocently. He quickly shed his armor, then his layered clothing, having lost the visible stain through his concentrated youki, but not it's scent. He inhaled deeply of the area, and slipped his damp hardness out from his fundoshi. The great lord then settled himself against the sloped cave wall. The dampness of his foreskin made pleasure a bit uncomfortable as he was quite vigorous in his sexual frenzy, causing it to get red with friction. He held it off as long as he could, every iota of his self-control being tested as he attempted to enjoy every last second of this mindless bliss. Finally he reached climax. His juices spurted out against the rock walls, then dribbled over his claws. He licked them off his hand, his sex scent mingling with hers.