InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ In the Heat of Passion ❯ Chapter 5: Inuyasha, what have you done? ( Chapter 5 )

A/N: Hello everyone! Sorry it has taken me so long to update the last chapter, but I have had major exams. Plus, I have skit practice with my sorority and my sorority is doing this really cool thing for Halloween. I am on the committee and it needed a lot of preparation! I have another exam coming up next Thursday, but I will try to update at least one more time before then! Please try to understand that I am a college student at Florida State University and what I have just listed doesn't even begin to explain how busy I am and everything I'm involved in…just what I have been involved in most recently.

Please I need visitor reviews! I have had some very discouraging reviews lately that have made me question whether or not I should even continue with the story! I am putting a lot of work into this and I will not continue to do it if I know that no one wants me to. I am also working on another story "The New Student and Kagome's Secret". It seems to be 10 times more popular and I will devote myself to it if you so wish. Just let me know!

Well, here's the next chapter. I hope you like it!

Chapter 5

Kagome shook with fear as she stared into Inuyasha's red eyes. His fangs and claws had grown longer and his eyes no longer held love and devotion, but a desperate need to relieve his sexual frustration.

"What's going on?" she asked out loud. Inuyasha continued his sexual assault on her body. Before she knew what was going on, he had removed her skirt and panties. He was panting with every breath as he moved faster to remove her clothes. He rubbed and kissed all over her. Kagome had laid there in utter shock before her body finally allowed her to say something.

"Inuyasha stop!" she said. Inuyasha ignored her pleas and became more violent with her. He sat back on his knees to remove his own clothes. Kagome took the opportunity to sit up and scoot farther away from him in an effort to get up. In a flash, he was in front of her growling. He knew she was trying to escape and wouldn't allow it. He pushed her back to a lying position and crawled on top of her. He was able to remove most of his clothes and now sliced through her top quickly.

"Inuyasha! What are you doing?" she cried out. He grabbed her shoulders and glared at her as he towered over her. He had gripped her so tight that his claws soon pierced through the skin drawing blood.

"Ow! Ow, Inuyasha! That hurts!" she cried. She stared up at him and for the first time in her life, she was scared to death of him. She looked down. His erection was hovering over her entrance. `He wouldn't!' she thought. Her answer soon came when Inuyasha thrust his erection inside Kagome causing her to scream out in pain. He broke past her innocence without remorse and began pounding into her. Kagome began to cry uncontrollably. It hurt so bad. He hadn't even given her time to adjust to him. He just kept beating into her over and over again. His claws had dug into her shoulders and because of Inuyasha's pounding motion, they began to scrape down her arms leaving bloody trenches behind. Kagome had tried to struggle, but to no avail. She knew that Inuyasha was ten times stronger than she was and struggling was useless. She just lay there praying the torture would end soon and crying her heart out.

"Inuyasha! STOP IT!" she suddenly heard someone cry out. She looked up to see a yellow flash fly by knocking Inuyasha off of her. He went flying into a tree with a loud thud and slipped into unconsciousness. Kagome tucked her knees to her chest and rolled over on her side in pain.

"KAGOME!" she heard someone scream. She looked up to see Sango and Miroku running towards her. When Sango got close to her friend she gasped. She saw the bruises and bloody streaks left by Inuyasha. Kagome was almost completely naked, and Miroku normally would have stared in wonderment had it not been for the situation. Miroku and Sango both grew angry. Sango's anger turned to tears as she fell to her knees beside her friend to comfort her. Kagome and Sango sat there crying and holding each other until Inuyasha finally came to. Miroku stepped in front of Kagome to shield her from Inuyasha. Sango's eyes flared red and she stood up with her boomerang. As Inuyasha's eyes fluttered open, he caught a glimpse of Kagome's battered body. He jumped to his feet immediately.

"Kagome! What happened?" he blurted out. Miroku and Sango's mouths dropped open.

"What?" they asked in unison.

"You mean to tell me that you don't remember how Kagome got in this situation?" Sango asked in disbelief. Inuyasha gave her a confused look.

"I don't know what you are talking about," he said defensively. "If I did know who did that to Kagome, I would be killing the bastard right now! Kagome, are you okay?"

"He really doesn't remember," Miroku said out loud, shocked at the situation before him.

"What?" Sango shouted. Miroku knelt down next to Kagome.

"Kagome," he said gently. "Do you remember what happened? Do you feel like talking about it right now?" Tears were still flowing down Kagome's cheeks. She shook her head violently.

"I don't want to talk about it!" she shouted. Miroku and Sango flinched. They could feel the pain in her words. He nodded his head.

"Alright," he said. "But can you tell me if you noticed anything different about Inuyasha?" She sniffed and glared at Inuyasha. Inuyasha's ears flattened against his head. He could sense her fear…and her pain. She feared…she feared him! Inuyasha took a step back. Why was Kagome looking at him that way? He had never felt so terrible in all of his life as he did right then, but even he didn't know why.

"He was in demon form when he attacked me!" she said still glaring at him.

"WHAT?" everyone said in unison including Inuyasha. Miroku and Sango looked up at Inuyasha as he stood there in disbelief.

"But…I didn't…I couldn't…" he stuttered. He took another step back in disbelief.

"You really don't remember anything, do you Inuyasha?" Sango asked. Inuyasha began to breathe heavily as his thoughts ran wild. Sango gave Miroku a look as if to ask him if they should tell Inuyasha the truth. Miroku nodded.

"Inuyasha…brace yourself," Miroku said standing. "YOU did this to Kagome."

Inuyasha fell to the ground breathing heavily…almost hyperventilating. He clutched his chest and suddenly realized he was naked. At that point, he didn't care. He stared off into space. No. No, he couldn't have done this. Not to Kagome, no, she was too precious…too innocent. He looked up to meet their stares and then back down to the ground. He could have run himself through with his own sword right then. He looked up at Kagome who was doing her best to try to cover herself.

"Kagome, I…" he said reaching towards her, but stopped when she flinched away from. His eyes began to quiver. His mouth dropped open, and his body was in utter shock. He hung his head shielding his face from view and stood up. He turned around and stared at the tree he had been lying against. With all of his might, he swung his claws and sliced through the tree screaming as loud as he could. After the tree had fallen to the ground with a loud crash, he dropped to the ground and tucked his knees to his chest. He buried his face in his knees and clutched the top of his head with his claws pulling at his hair and rocking back and forth like someone in a psychiatric ward.

Sango and Miroku watched in amazement. Neither of them knew what to do. They felt sorry for Inuyasha, but Kagome was the one who had been violated. Miroku nodded to Sango as if telling her to take care of Kagome. Sango nodded and knelt down beside her friend. Miroku carefully walked towards Inuyasha. When he reached him, he stared at him for a minute. Miroku truly felt sorry for the hanyou. He had acted upon instinct. It was something that he couldn't help.

"Inuyasha?" Miroku said gently. Inuyasha didn't look up. He just kept rocking back and forth. Miroku was taken aback when he heard the sound of crying. No one had ever witnessed Inuyasha cry before, but there Inuyasha was, sitting right in front of him crying like a baby. Miroku couldn't blame him. Inuyasha had hurt the one he loved the most in the most awful way and couldn't even remember what happened.

"Inuyasha?" Miroku said again. Inuyasha lifted his head up this time, but didn't look at Miroku. "Inuyasha, I think you need to get dressed so we can get back to camp. We can all talk things out as soon as we get there. I'm sure everything will be okay. You and I both know Kagome can be very understanding." Inuyasha said nothing and continued to stare straight ahead. Miroku stood there awaiting his response for few minutes.

"Inuyasha?" he said again.

"I don't want her to forgive me," he said suddenly. "What I did is unforgivable." Miroku decided that now was not the best time to argue with him. He squatted beside him.

"Well, nothing is going to be done if you never move from that spot. Get dressed and we'll see what we can do about all of this," he said gently. He placed a hand on Inuyasha's shoulder and spoke in a lower voice so Sango and Kagome couldn't hear him. "We all make mistakes, man. You didn't know what you were doing. You had no way of knowing. Listen, I promise I will do everything in my power to help you out, but you are going to have to work with me on this. I sympathize with you right now because I know you didn't mean to do what you did, but you are going to have to be open with me and talk to me if I am going to be able to help you out at all. Okay?" Inuyasha looked at Miroku. He surprised Miroku by taking him into a big hug only to release him shortly after. He nodded. Miroku smiled. "Now get dressed." Inuyasha stood up and walked over to his clothes. He put on his shirt and his pants. He picked up his fire rat robe and stared at it for a minute.

"Miroku," Inuyasha said. Miroku walked over to him.

"Yeah?" he said. Inuyasha extended the fire rat robe to him.

"Give this to Kagome," he said. "I'm sure she doesn't want to see me right now or I would give it to her." He sighed. "I would also tell her how sorry I am and how…" He bit his bottom lip in an effort to prevent himself from crying. "Just take it to her!" He thrust the robe into Miroku's hands and turned around. Miroku said nothing and just looked at his friend sympathetically. He turned around and walked towards Kagome. When he reached her, he knelt beside her.

"Here Kagome," Miroku said extending the fire rat robe. "Inuyasha wanted you to have this." Inuyasha turned his head to watch her reaction. She jumped away from Miroku's hand and began crying again.

"NO!" she screamed crying uncontrollably. "TAKE IT AWAY! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T WANT ANYTHING OF HIS! JUST TAKE IT AWAY!" Sango jumped to her friend's side allowing Kagome to bury her face into Sango's chest.

"Shhh! Just take it away Miroku!" Sango said motioning for Miroku to leave. "Now is not the time. It's okay. I wore my exterminator outfit under my clothes. I will just give her my outer clothes." Miroku nodded and backed away. He turned around to meet Inuyasha's sorrowful gaze. He had watched the entire scene. His ears lay flat against his head and tears streamed down his face. His face held only sadness, hurt, and disbelief. Miroku shook his head.

`This is the one situation that I don't know if even Inuyasha can get himself out of,' he thought.

A/N: Okay! End of Chapter 5! Yay! Wow! That chapter was really full of angst, huh? Oh and please don't hate me after that chapter. I know it is a chapter that is just dripping with angst, and I know some of you are going "Poor Inuyasha!" Sorry guys! **dodges daggers from angry readers** Keep reading to find out what happens! I promise you will like the future chapters!

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