InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ It is you I have loved ❯ If This Sesshomaru May Be So Bold ( Chapter 14 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
A/N: So this is, I guess, what you have all been waiting for…so enjoy! Also, I would have had this chapter up sooner but I had cheerleading tryouts (and boy am I sore!). Anyway, just because one chapter in the story seems to be pointing in one direction (with the pairing) doesn't necessarily mean it will go in that direction. It doesn't mean that it won't though either. So please, continue reading after this chapter. I promise that you will enjoy the chapters that follow this one (well most of them). So, Ta-dah! Here's the chapter:
The nerve! How dare he tear her from her time just to leave her hanging! What the hell was that about?! But seriously, what did she expect? Inuyasha had always been selfish as far as Kagome was concerned. Of course he'd have no problem taking her away just because he wanted to find some stupid piece of some stupid jewel. But the thing was, he'd really seemed intent on telling her something that almost seemed as if it was important, private. She wondered what it was. She loved Inuyasha more than anything but sometimes he could be so infuriating. She'd wanted so desperately to be accepted by, cared for by, attractive to, Inuyasha. But she would never be strong enough, worth enough… pretty enough.
“This Sesshomaru is pleased to see you have not taken the half-breed's harsh words to heart.” Kagome jumped. Sesshomaru was leaning almost casually against a tree to her right. She stared at him, mouth slightly agape.
“It is unfortunate for Inuyasha that he is unable to see what is right in front of him.” Sesshomaru stalked predatorily towards the frozen girl.
“What-what do you mean?”
“If this Sesshomaru may be so bold.” He didn't wait for her to acknowledge before he wrapped his arm around her waist and his cloud began to form under her feet. She squeaked a quick frightened sound before folding into his embrace and pushing her face into his chest. `Perfect' Sesshomaru was very pleased to find that Kagome saw him as a comfort when she was scared.
The ground sped beneath Kagome as she breathed in an incredible scent. Sesshomaru smelled somewhat like Inuyasha, but Sesshomaru's scent was quite a bit sweeter. Sweet, almost like nighttime after an early autumn rain. Nighttime…how appropriate for the man with a crescent moon on his forehead. She stood like that for a long while until she felt her stomach jump up. They were descending. As Kagome looked around she almost gasped aloud in awe. On one side of her, a waterfall beat against a large bed of smooth, gray rocks, the water culminating in a pool that's edges were blanketed in water lilies. The moon reflecting off the water in a hypnotic way. On her other side, the grassy expanse opened up to a field that stretched on forever, unmarred by anything that even hinted at the existence of human influence on nature.
“Sesshomaru…” Kagome turned to face him but silenced when she found his face mere inches from hers. His eyes held that same hunger she'd seen in them nearly a month ago, when Kagome had been sure he'd wanted to kiss her. `He wants to kiss me! What do I do!? Wait…what do I mean?! Just let him kiss you stupid! At least he finds you attractive. But wait, why does he want to kiss you in the first place?' Kagome wished Inuyasha would look at her like this but he never would…and she did need to feel needed once and a while…
His lips pressed to hers in a firm, yet still chaste way. He was tentative at first, almost as if he feared moving forward. But he did. His lips split slightly as her mouth finally began to move against his. That encouraged him. He slid his tongue across her bottom lip. She knew what he wanted. But she wouldn't allow it. Although she may be enjoying feeling wanted, she had to punish him a little for being so forward. She kept her lips closed until she could no longer stand the feeling of his thumb rubbing against her temple, his body pressed exquisitely into hers. She'd have to compromise. She tugged at his bottom lip with her teeth, he sighed, very satisfied that she was finally being bold too. He took advantage of the moment that Kagome's mouth opened when she pulled back to put her teeth back into a starting position on his lip. He slid his tongue in her mouth at that moment. She gasped, surprised at the feeling that shot up her spine. His tongue rolling in her mouth sent her eyes rolling back in her head. She loved this feeling. She was being paid attention to, finally. Somewhere in her mind, she knew that this was very wrong. She only wanted Inuyasha, but to feel so attractive, well, for that, she would simply float along with the feeling and ignore her screaming conscience. Sesshomaru moved his hand down Kagome's cheek, past her jawbone, around her neck, and finally to the small of her back. He pressed her tighter against him. Giving in, Kagome lifted the hands that had hung limply at her side to grip around his neck. He could feel her giving in. Again, he took advantage of the situation. Sesshomaru's mouth moved to her jaw where he drew a path with his lips to her neck, sucking up little red welts. His hand glided around to her front and moved to her breast. Kagome moaned. She knew this was so wrong, but gods if it didn't feel so damn good. Without really thinking about it, Kagome pulled her arms from around Sesshomaru's neck to rest them on his hips, drawing tantalizing circles with her thumbs dangerously close to a swelling Sesshomaru. His breath hitched, oh what she was doing to him could be described as nothing less than torture. He must return it. Sesshomaru's nimble fingers made quick work of Kagome's strange toothed-binding. It made a satisfying zzzz sound as it made her dress fall limp around her hips.
Kagome should have been enraged with his brashness, but she found herself only wishing for him to shed his clothes too. Her limp dress was still covering her more personal bits. She was pleased. She wanted to torture him with waiting that, and she was still trying to, somewhere deep in her mind, convince herself that what she was allowing to happen was alright. If she could not bring herself to stop, she should at least make sure he waited a little. Her hands floated up to his haori and she split it, absently realizing his armor had been removed right after he'd place her back on the ground. Her hands went inside to push the clothing from his shoulders. As the two had started kissing again, Kagome had to pull back to gaze at his chest. Her breath had taken a second to return after she saw his chiseled torso. His muscles were in sharp relief against his perfect, tight skin. Sesshomaru saw how she was gazing, dumbstruck, at his body. He bent down to put his mouth next to her ear.
“No fair.” Kagome shivered. She knew exactly what he'd meant by that. She was still wearing a covering. Kagome giggled nervously and stepped back, winking at him, pulling the strap that wrapped around the back of her neck, over her head. Although, she made sure she was still covered. His mouth curved into a crooked smile. Reaching forward, he pulled her to him again while unzipping her a little more. This made her dress slack enough that she had to hug her arms around herself to keep it from falling. Sesshomaru's hand went forward to lightly pull her arms from around her causing her dress to slink down. She allowed him, but not before pushing her chest against him. She was still covered but only by hiding against Sesshomaru, who was almost howling at the feel of her naked breasts against his skin. He didn't just want to feel though. He wanted to see. But she was fast. Before he could make a move to pull her from him, she'd slid her hands between them and worked with the ties on his hakama. He nearly gasped aloud at her hurry to undress him. Kagome knew she was moving fast, speeding up a process that should be slow and sensual, but…she needed to do this before she convinced herself not to.
Kagome felt his erection pressed hungrily against her thigh. She felt a surge of pride. At least she could have this affect on one of the brothers. She pushed his haori completely from him before continuing, but he caught her wrists before she could finish with his hakama. He pinned her arms to her sides before looking her in the eyes. His gaze seemed to express his want to be allowed to see her. He pushed her form back and watched as her dress slowly slithered down her body, pooling at her ankles. The cold night air hit her nearly bare form, causing her to shiver once.
`Wow…' he was in awe. Her body was perfectly formed, and, from what he could smell, deliciously untouched. Blushing slightly at the exposure, Kagome reached to finish disrobing Sesshomaru. His hakama fell perfectly to the grass. Sesshomaru stepped forward, out of his pile of clothes, and slid his arm under Kagome.
Sesshomaru lied her down gently on the soft grass and knelt in front of her. Kagome could not help but gape at him. He was so…so…flawless. Despite the fact that he only had one arm left, he was gorgeous. His body was toned and hard. His silky gossamer hair framed him. Though Kagome snapped out of it and blushed scarlet when she saw his erection was standing nearly straight up.
Sesshomaru felt a prideful animal deep inside howl in satisfaction. Kagome had been rendered completely speechless at the sight of his body. Everything was going perfect. He lifted his leg over her hips to straddle her and groaned when his erection made contact with her warm skin. Sesshomaru bent down to take her mouth into his, rubbing her breast. Kagome's small, cool hands went down to grasp him curiously. She'd always wondered what one felt like, or more specifically what an erect one felt like. She was not disappointed. It was warm, and so smooth. He growled. Not a threat, an indication of pleasure. He broke the kiss and moved his lips to her breast, in turn moving his hand down to her thighs. She was still slightly covered; something he would swiftly correct. Sesshomaru's eyes dropped down to her hips. Her strange covering intrigued him. It was a deep blood red, fashioned from a delicate lace. A thin ribbon connected the material curved around behind her. He had not seen the back of the garment but he figured there was little more to it than there was in the front. Hastily, Sesshomaru brought a clawed finger against the covering, swiftly slicing one of the thin ribbons. He pulled the garment to the side and down the leg with the unruined ribbon. A quick glance at the garment confirmed his suspicions about there being little to the garment. In fact a ribbon the same slender size of the ones that wrapped around her hip connected the garment together.
Sesshomaru's mouth had not left Kagome's breasts. He was tugging hungrily on each in turn and swirling his tongue around her perfect pink nipples. Kagome had whimpered low in her throat when her last remaining undergarment had been pulled from her. She was completely bare under an equally bare Sesshomaru. It was so dangerous, so exciting, and yes…so wrong. But she wouldn't worry about that now, she would talk herself out of it if she did. Sesshomaru had finally pulled back to gaze at the prone Kagome. He watched her chest rise and fall erratically, followed the firm planes of her stomach to her sharp hip-bones and finally rested on the junction of her legs where dark little curls of hair were becoming wet with her excitement. `Perfect. She wants this.' He looked back into her eyes before he slid down her form and rested before the treasures he'd only been able to imagine in his fantasies.
Kagome knew full well what he was intending to do `he is a dog demon after all. Of course licking would be involved.' But she was not prepared for the feeling. Sesshomaru's tongue darted out and he brought it languidly up from her cavern to the pearl he'd known would be a point of pleasure. She moaned and bucked when his tongue made contact and positively growled when he reached her pearl. He now knew she preferred to be touched there but he'd gotten a taste of her arousal and it made his mind swim hungrily. He would compromise. He brought his mouth down to her positively dripping womanhood, replacing his finger where his mouth had been so that Kagome would still feel pleasure, and he could continue tasting her. He swirled his finger, careful of his claw, around her swollen nub, making sure she got the same pleasure from that as she did from his tongue. And she definitely did. Her moans were driving him crazy but so was the need to consume her. He pressed his mouth against her cavern, smiling against it. He then allowed his tongue to slip forward and lick up the sweetness dripping from it. After lapping up everything that was outside, he pushed his tongue in. Kagome gasped. His tongue prodded gently at first but pushed and pulled back and forward with increasing rapidity as Kagome sighed in approval.
Kagome had heard about this from her friends. She'd thought it sounded gross and awkward but those were the farthest feelings from her mind. He was really eating her out and she could barely contain herself. It was nothing short of amazing. Kagome was coiling. Her body tingled and although she'd never experienced one, she knew she was close to orgasm. She didn't want her first one to be before she even actually had sex. She wanted to have a man wrapped tightly in her, pounding into her and then release. Quickly she grabbed his hand, causing him to look up. When his eyes met hers, she saw the raw hunger in his gaze. Oh man, she needed him now.
She started to pull him forward, and he helped her, understanding what she wanted. His body was placed perfectly on hers. He had direct access to sheath himself in her. He took her mouth in his first. She tasted herself on his tongue and, instead of being disgusted, it aroused her even more. He was grinding against her and stopping only when he rested the tip of his erection against her opening. They were kissing so passionately that Kagome's back was arching. This was it. Her first time. He was going to push in and pound into her with such reckless abandon that she would be sore for a week, this she knew. She felt more than slightly ashamed but as his hand made it back down to her nub and his mouth moved down to her neck to make more welts, she let her cares go. She was raking her hands down his back as his erection pushed a fraction of an inch inside her.
“WHAT THE FUCK!?” Oh gods! Staring at the two intertwined bodies was an infuriated Inuyasha. His eyes darted from his brother's frustrated face, to Kagome's shocked one, and then to where the two bodies were just barely connected and his eyes opened, if possible, wider before narrowing into dangerous slits.
“YOU DAMN BASTARD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? No, don't answer that! I can see exactly what you're doing. You knew it! You knew what I was going to say to her and you just couldn't stand it. You just couldn't allow that. Well stand up and fight you asshole!” Inuyasha had drawn his sword and it was already swirling with wind.
A/N: Haha! You have NO IDEA how long it took me to write the “f” word. I do not cuss in real life and although there has been quite a bit of cussing throughout the story (which was only put there to stay somewhat close to the true characters) I was not planning on using the “f” word. I was gonna maybe have him cut off by Sesshomaru you like “what the fu-” “Inuyasha!” but I donno, it just didn't work right. Sesshomaru was so wrapped up in Kagome that he didn't notice Inuyasha and I wanted that to be evident by his speechless state. Anyway, I just have to laugh at myself. I'm such a dork sometimes but I really don't like to cuss, besides the fact that I think it makes one sound uneducated, it makes me feel like I did something wrong. Hope you enjoyed your little treat I had a fun time trying to write it while I was at my mom's house cause I was afraid she'd walk up behind me and see what I was writing. She's really strict about this kinda stuff, it's a BIG no-no. Needless to say I was a little anxious at the prospect of being found writing something so intimate. P.S. Just because Kagome did that with Sesshomaru doesn't mean that it's a Sess/Kag . thought it doesn't mean it's Inu/Kag either. Well it's one of them but I'll hold off a little longer on telling you, even though I'm sure most of you have a solid idea about the paring. Woooh suspense I love it! MWAHAHAH! Only I know! **Goes crazy with power and explodes**
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