InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ It's easier to go ❯ the beginning and yet no start ( Chapter 20 )

It's easier to go

Chapter 20 The beginning and yet no start

Well thank you all for the great reviews, but I would really like you to review more. And by the way is it only me or is everybody having a writers block?

Anyway this chapter is going to be a little short because it's only going to contain...... well read on!

" I can't remember what exactly happened when Kagome

Higurashi died , but I can remember when it took place.

I was little then, six years old.

The first thing I remember was my mother. She came back from work and she was very mad I could tell.

Her eyes showed me all her hate and anger, all her upbuilt frustration. I could see all her rage and temper wanting to get out wanting to reach the surface.

Better keep out of her way I thought. That's exactly what I did, kept out of her way, she didn't even get to see me.

The next thing I know my two year old brother starts to cry.I saw her leave, stomping off towards his room.

The few next minutes I heard him cry and I heard her yell at him to shut up, until he finally stopped.

Then nothing. Emptyness was suddenly inside me, it came out of nowhere taking one last thing from me and left. My head was spinning, and it hurt, it hurt so much that I lost what ever strange sense of reality I had. I only saw black.

But when I woke I saw something nobody could take.

His limp figure .....his shallow eyes ....his blood, everywhere on the floor , everywhere on the walls and everywhere on me.

Rapidly I lunged at his still form franticly shaking him calling his name .

Nothing.No comeback, no question, no yell, no reaction.

Then it hit me.

The only one there......me.

The only one with blood on him......me.

The only one who could have......me.

No no no, not me , it wasn't me , right? My hands were full of blood, his blood....no...please no......

"You!" my mother and my father.......

Slowly I turned to them and by my turning I faced a mirror.

Tears leaking

Blood dripping

Pain soaring

His voice calling.

Sad, for I, his own sister, could not hear or answer him."

In this whole time Kagome had begun to cry, silent tears, tears she did not know were there.

Sesshoumaru had remained and he had listened his expression blank.

Her memorys, she had shown them to him, shown them how they were or how she thought they would be.

Still , he listened, though he knew how wrong she was.

" After this she died.

After this there was no Kagome Higurashi.

There was only a girl punished by all.

There was only a girl judged by all.

There was only a girl hated by all.

Her father beat her, for what she had done.

Her mother ignored her, for what she had done.

Her brother died on her, for what she had done .

For she had taken his life."