InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Kagome's Diary ❯ Day One ( Chapter 1 )

4:00 PM - May 2
Dear diary,

So, I come home to study. To get away from all that stupid demon crap in the Feudal Era, all that dumb Naraku bull that Inuyasha can't stop ranting about. Maybe to get away from everyone there. Guess who barges into my room when I'm trying to finish work here? Inuyasha!
Thanks to stupid dog boy, my grades are probably record worst. THANK YOU----GOD!!!!!! I have a headache... I need some aspirin.... I'm SO gonna blow this test. Meh, meh, blah, blah--jewel, Naraku--Kagome you said you were coming back today--blah, blah, blah--shut up so I can friggin' concentrate, god! Sometimes I wish I wasn't in love with that jerk, If I wasn't, I'd so through all my text books at him and poke out his eyes WITH MY PENCIL!! Ok...maybe not...but I'm SOOO pissed off right now...
Oh god, why is his shirt off?
"Helping Sota with some yard work." he says...
I hate it when he takes his shirt off, cause then my face gets all hot, I just wanna fan--fan--fan, FAN DAMMIT FAN!!! But how would THAT make me look? Now I am writing in this journal when I should be studying--but I can't when HE'S around here--WITHOUT HIS FLIPPING SHIRT ON--nonetheless!
I'm not even looking at him now, but the thought that Inuyasha half naked is behind me in my bedroom just makes my face get hotter! WHERE IS A DAMN ELECTRIC FAN when you need one? Did he already know this would happen to me or something? Did he take it off to convince me--to come back or something ---HELL, I don't understand how he'd know to confront me shirtless ....seems to me he hasn't a clue as to how I feel about him...
"Why? Do you CARE if my shirt's off?" he has to ask after he answers my question why his shirt's off in the first place. Doesn't it seem normal to WONDER? Maybe it's a little odd...maybe... I guess it doesn't really bother me--but, it might be better for my pulse if he keeps it on...
"No, why would I?" I return, trying to look like I'm into my studying--course, I'm doing this instead.
"I dunno--you're acting weird."
No? Could it BE? Of COURSE I'm acting weird! I mean--god--it's not fair--I'm sure HE'D act strange TOO, if I was shirtless!

Course...that's a little...different...

Not that he hasn't seen me that way before...that time when we were fighting the peach man, he ran in and I was naked--it was an accident...but...well--he kind of--stared. I guess I shouldn't jump to conclusions but, he really did stare, until I went back into the water... The other time was when he was trying to get the jewel from me--we had just met and he wasn't very nice at all--he was looking for a chance to steal it when I was bathing in a lake--(it really looked like he was peeking, to me, but who am I to judge?)
"How am I acting weird?" my dumb reply. Let's see, my face is probably all red, I'm acting like a because I want to FAN, my voice seems all faint, and my eye keeps doing this twitching thing, because its trying to look at him then not wanting to--not to mention my back's all shaky because know Inuyasha is BEHIND IT--half naked--guess...that's pretty odd. Whatever, I’ll just pretend he's not there, if I don't answer his questions, he'll take the hint to leave...I don't like to be mean, but what other choice do I have? I'll die if he's in here one moment longer!
"You seem all...nervous about something..." I hate him, how am I supposed to ignore that? I wish he'd go away!! I can't take it anymore!

God! That was horrible! I thought Inuyasha put his hands on my shoulders--and I screamed--I actually screamed, really loud, what if one day Inuyasha decides to make a move on me and I scream? That would totally ruin it! Anyway, it was just stupid Sota trying to read my diary. Idiot. Well, I totally chewed him out for it, and once again he thinks I'm a total psycho...

I'm totally awful. Inuyasha has decided to help mow and trim the hedges right outside my window...it's really a great view of him...I can't help myself if I stare a bit...at least I can keep my glance mainly at his chest...and muscley arms...it rarely goes where it shouldn't...rarely, anyway. His pants are too puffy to get a good view of his butt anyway. Curse the pants. If Inuyasha--or anyone for that matter--gets a hold of this, I'll tell you this much, diary, I'm dead.

7:00 PM - May 2
Dear diary,

Things I really need to do:

Get some studying done (at least a little)
Stop trying to look at Inuyasha's butt (it only makes me feel bad, those pants are too damn poofy)
Stop hoping trying to "accidentally on purpose" brush against Inuyasha in a way he won't notice, but will kinda sorta notice in a way (yeah, it's as hard as it sounds)
Stop wondering what dog claws are like in bed
Feed Buyo
Get a lock for my door (so stupid Sota can't go in)
Figure out a way to make sure I won't scream if Inuyasha tries to make a move on me some day (not like it'll ever happen anytime soon)
Stop wanting to kiss Inuyasha (it's not like I'll ever get the courage to anyway)
Get some ramen and potato chips (Inuyasha's been complaining about lack there of)
Remind mom not to have Inuyasha carry my Landry in, ESPECIALLY when my UNDERWEAR is sitting on TOP!!!

About that last one, I know, how HORRIFYING! What makes me wonder, though, is how he could have known what it was. I mean, the underwear in Feudal Japan is different than it is here, the only was he could have known is simple.

He must have seen me wearing them! Meaning, he either saw me change, or looked when my skirt flew up!

I mean, if he saw them in my back pack, he couldn't have known what they were...I guess he could have seen my skirt fly up on accident...maybe that's all... He'd have to get a pretty good look though to figure out what they look like. Or have seen me change. It really makes one wonder.

"Uh-um--uh--K-k-kagome--I'm sorry--y-y-your Mom made me I-I-I-I didn't mean to see...you're um *cough* under garments..."

Yeah, what a wonderful thing to hear once you're totally stressing about your test tomorrow! NOT! Thanks, MOM! Why does something tell me, she TOTALLY did this on purpose?! Of course I was beat red and was a bit mean to him...hope it wasn't that bad...I'm, still wiping the memory from my mind so it's not all that vivid anymore...great, it's time for dinner. I'd skip it, but I haven't eaten in ages. Why do I get the feeling I'll get NO studying done?

I know, I'm so risking it writing while we eat dinner, I just write under the table, the diary on my lap, hopefully no one will notice. I got some weird looks from Mom and Inuyasha, Sota knows I'm writing, I can tell, he keeps trying to see what I'm writing. Brat. "Wouldja pass the milk Kagome?" Thanks Sota, he does it just to bug me, he has plenty of milk!

OMG!!! I NEARLY SCREAMED!! (at least I restrained myself this time) Stupid Inuyasha put his hand on my lap...pretty sure it was an accident though, you can just sort of tell those things. I'm sitting right next to him, it seems like he was trying to sneak some food to Buyo. The Lima beans. I SO don't blame him. Buyo will eat anything. I do the exact same thing. The most nerve wracking part was when he realized what he'd done and our eyes just sort of locked, his face was totally red--that's the main reason I knew he wasn't doing it on purpose, and he looked really flustered, too. I hardly noticed it at first, it was so light--it hardly touched my leg...that's why it's dumb that I over-reacted so much, guess that answers my question, though. About dog claws--they can be really gentle--

Oh wait, I wasn’t supposed to wonder about that anymore.

It's not like I'm some sort of slut that wants him in bed or something, just at one time when I was really bored in my room and it was raining and I couldn't go to the library to get a book I needed to study, I started thinking about things...like stuff that I should never think about. And mysteries no one really knows. Then again, Inuyasha's mom probably knows the answer to the dog claw question. How else could she wind up with Inuyasha? I hate it when I think about things I don't want to think about. That was the main one that just wouldn't get out of my head. The main thing I wondered about, was whether they would hurt, I mean, it would make sense, they're claws after all, but maybe they only really hurt if he WANTS them too.
I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this anymore, DEFINITELY not writing it...I can't imagine what I'll do if someone gets a hold of this...I don't think I could survive at all...

And this is just the beginning, I mean, imagine by the time this thing's full...so many secrets there could be inside it...

Just for fun I should list some right here:

1. (I already said this, but might as well) I love Inuyasha (duh)
2. I stole a scarf from a store once (there's never a day when I don't feel guilty about it though...)
3. I hate Kikyo (I try to be nice though, because, she seems like she's been through a lot of crap, even if she IS a bitch)
4. One of those thoughts I had that one time, as I wondered if dog ears could make kinky sex (then I had to stop because that REALLY creeped me out a lot)
5. I once had a dream where I kissed Koga (now it makes me wanna barf, but at the time it wasn't that bad, I can't believe that)
6. Sesshomaru has a cute butt (I really couldn't help noticing, his pants ARE less poofy than Inuyasha's--since their related it gives me hope that Inuyasha has just as cute of a butt--or even better--I really shouldn't think like this, I sicken myself)
7. Once I found a playboy magazine in Sota's room (I never told anyone, not even Sota though, because there was guy in it that looked like Inuyasha and I stole it--I really feel awful about stealing it, not telling anyone, AND looking at a naked guy, but I don't have NEAR the guts to tell anyone)
8. The time when I saw Inuyasha's you-know-what, I wasn't grossed out (but I have forbidden myself to even look back at that time or think of it at all, my mind is near brave enough to even attempt that fortunately--course I did look at that guy in the magazine--but still)
9. Mom still doesn't know it was ME not Buyo who broke her vase. (Sota and Grandpa know, but I threatened them so they still haven't told--at least--I hope so)
10. When Inuyasha's mean, I find it somewhat hot. (I just hope he never finds out that, because than he might be meaner--especially to Shippo)

Oh boy, dinner's over, I wonder where grandpa is? Did he leave or something? The house is SO much quieter without him, No offense to him or anything, but he can get REALLY loud...




Yeah, so that's day one for you...not sure what's gonna happen next--I'm kinda winging this thing...TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!! :)












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