InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love Is... ❯ Crush ( Chapter 20 )

Sorry, I thought I added this already. Well you will be happy to know that I am working on the next chapter.

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WARNING: Spelling/grammar bad, gotta love that bad language! Oh lemon, later...

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DISCLAIMER: I own my belly button, but not Inuyasha. Oh and I own Kira and this story!

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Everything seemed so perfect, the moon was out, hanging above us like a diamond amongst the blackest coal. It was so quiet you would think that the world stopped just for this one perfect night, you would think that nothing could go wrong. Of course it would just because it's my life and the worlds seems like it is against me. I didn't tell anyone but when I went to see Rin and Shippou I was told that they were being adopted. I'm happy that they will be together and have a real home, but I can't help but feel sad because I wanted to be their mother. I wanted to be their family, I needed to be their family.

"Here we are." Kira said when we reached the casino

We got out of the car and walked to the door, all of the lights made it seem so magical, like a real life fairytale.

"This is going to be so much fun." I thought as I opened the door and waited for Kira to go inside

Once she was in I entered and my breath caught, outside was magical, inside was heavenly. It smelt of cinnamon and sugar, the lights were my favorite part though.

"I can't believe that they did all of this." I said as I looked around the lobby

"Neither can I since I know how Sesshoumaru feels about the holiday. I never thought he would let it go this far." Kira said equally suprised as I was

People were already here, chatting and dancing, and doing whatever else that they could. I could feel Kira tensing up, no one knew about her being pregnant and she liked it better that way. Inuyasha was here but he did not see us yet, he was busy trying to talk to a "working" Kikyou, really she was just flirting with every guy that looked like they had money she could rid them of.

"I am glad to see that the two of you could make it."

Kira and I turned around to see that Sesshoumaru was now standing behind us, we must have gotten to caught up in the beauty of the place to notice him approach us.

"Of course brother dear. Why would we not show up?" Kira said mocking his usual calm tone of voice

"It is good to see that you are felling better, Kira-chan." he said in a half mocking, but half relieved tone

Kira smiled before excusing herself to the bathroom, not fully over her "morning" sickness yet. So there I was left alone with Sesshoumaru. I was not completely comfortable around him anymore, not that I ever really was, but it was worse now. Sure we talked to each other a lot, but being in the silence was what got to me.

"Everything seems to be going good here." I said as casually as I could, which I knew was not casual at all

"Suprisingly good. I never knew that this many people would use a Christian holiday as an excuse to get drunk and act like idiots." he said motioning to a group of men that were hitting on Kikyou

One slapped her ass and she just giggled, a fresh twenty in her pocket, another touched her thigh, but that new fifty promised her a lot. I almost felt sorry for her, she had nothing good in her life so she filled the void with money, but my hatred for her stopped that feeling short. Inuyasha got in-between them and ushered Kikyou away.

"I have a present for you." I heard Sesshoumaru whisper

It was spoken so softly that I almost thought that I just imagined it, but the look in his eyes told me differently. They were an odd mix of many different emotions, emotions that he never showed.

"You shouldn't have. I don't have anything for you yet, I tried to find something but you are a hard person to shop for." I began to ramble, the look he was giving me made me weak in the knees, it was so intense

"I wanted to. Now come with me." he said then walked further into the lobby

We passed some of the employee's that were invited instead of working tonight, it was nice to see them out of work, they seemed just like normal everyday people, like me. Sango and Miroku were dancing, they looked so much in love that it hurt a bit to see them so happy together.

"Wait here and close your eyes." I turned to see that I had stopped a little behind Sesshoumaru

I nodded at him, but gave the area around us a one over before I closed my eyes. I heard him walk away, but I was good and did what he told me to, and I realized something. If Inuyasha ever told me to stay somewhere and do something until he got back, I would have yelled at hi for treating me like a pet, it was different with Sesshoumaru though. He was firm, but gentle, he made you feel like you were the only person in the world if you really paid attention. He could be your worst enemy and your best-friend all at once, and I realized something else. I had a crush. I'm twenty-three and I am still getting crushes.

"Turn around, but do not open your eyes." Sesshoumaru's voice startled me out of my thoughts

I turned around keeping my eyes closed like he told me to. I wanted to know what this present was, because this was a lot to go through for a sweater or anything like that.

"You can open them now." he said after what seemed like eternity

I slowly opened my eyes, not prepared for what I found.

"Merry Christmas Okaa-chan!"

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I thought that I was over the damned morning sickness, but it never really happened in the morning. It was more of an "all day" sickness. More than once I could have sworn that I puked the baby out, or some vital organ, but my oh-so-wonderful bastard of a fiancee would say that I was being over-dramatic. I'd like to see him wake up everyday puking, and then go to bed every night doing the same thing. Yeah, repeat that for ten months then tell me I'M being over-dramatic. Men have no sense of pain, or anything for that matter. They think being pregnant is easy and that women just use it to get sympathy, well all I have to say is, boys are stupid. I know it's childish, but it really is the truth.

"Well, if it isn't my favorite sister. Haven't seen you here in a while." Inuyasha's voice came from behind me, and I found that I hated it even more now than I use to

"Nice to see that you can pay attention." I said, grabbing some lip gloss I never really used out of my bag

I threw it down the hall behind him.

"Go fetch, puppy." I said knowing how much he would hate that, but not remembering right away that he may have enough sense to realize something was different about me

"Why you - hey, you're pregnant."

"Thanks for the news flash, I didn't realize. Let me go and fix that." I said starting to turn away from him, but he grabbed my arm, but not very hard this time

"H-how?" he asked, obviously very suprised

"Well, little puppy, when two people love each other very much they tend to do it, a lot." I said loving the flushed and red look that was taking over his face

"I mean when, and who!" he screamed, his very most favorite thing to do now

"Oh about five months ago, his name is Bob. Bob the leprechaun, he's very sweet. I'll go get him now." I was having more fun with this than I thought I would, though I know he is going to tell my father as soon as he could get to his phone

"I'm serious Kira. Tell me who it is so I can go and kill him." when he said that, I got an idea

"Okay fine. " I said and walked over to him, whispering my answer into his ear

Inuyasha didn't even say anything, he just ran down the hall like a bat out of hell. I started laughing, anyone coming down the hall would think that I was insane, but I really couldn't care less. The baby has been telling me to do bad things, and I liked it. I rubbed my belly while laughing, the baby seemed to like.

"Come along child of doom, let us rejoice in the evilness with food and drink that we will NOT throw up!" I shouted as I started my way down the hall again, feeling a lot better, until I had to run back and puke

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"Shippou, Rin!" I called out in suprise as they jumped into my arms for one of the biggest hugs that I could give without killing them

I must have looked like an idiot right then because I knew the grin I was wearing had to have been running off of my face. My children were here, my little angels that I thought I would never see again.

"Wait. They said that you two were being adopted, what happened?" I asked finally realizing what I had been told over a month ago when I went to see them for what I thought was the last time

"Sesshoumaru-sama adopted us for Okaa-chan!" Rin squealed with a big toothy grin

Shippou nodded his little head vigorously when I looked over at him for confirmation. I looked up at Sesshoumaru, but I could not tell what he was thinking. I could barely make out what I was thinking.

"He adopted them, for me. But why would he do something like that?" I asked myself, not realizing I was staring at Sesshoumaru until Shipoou shook my arm

"You're not happy to see us?" he asked with a pout

"Of course I am! I am always happy to see the two of you, you're my only family." I said, hugging them to me again

I let go of them a minute later when I heard Sesshoumaru clear his throat. Apparently we had drawn quite a crowd with our little family reunion, but I really didn't care.

"Children, sit down and eat while me and your mother talk." Sesshoumaru ordered, but again it did not sound so much like one

The children nodded and Sesshouamru grabbed my hand and drug me outside. It was cold out, but I had not gotten my coat off yet, so it felt good out. It had started snowing in the short amount of time that I had been inside. After a second of silence, I started becoming angry with the man standing next to me. it hit me. He did not think I had a chance of getting my kids on my own, he thought that I needed to be helped out, like some charity case.

"Well I'm not!" I huffed in my mind

I turned around to yell at him for thinking that I could not take care of myself.

"You-." that was all I got out, because as soon as I turned around he kissed me

To say I was shocked was an understatement, it was more shocking the second time than the first. I began to kiss him back almost against my own will, my mind told me to stop that, he was my boss and I lived with him, and soon enough I would live alone with him.

"Well, not alone, Shippou and Rin will be there." I began to think, which got me mad again, but he started kissing me even deeper and more passionately

I just said what the hell and let my body take over for my brain. The kiss lasted for what seemed like forever, but that wasn't near long enough.

"I have been waiting for so long to do that again." He admitted when he got most of his breath back

"What took you so long?" I asked pulling him back down for another kiss

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How sad it was, the object of my affections sharing a kiss with that imbecile, but soon she would be mine. My plan is being put into action, Kagome and Rin will be mine. They will both obey every word I say, and every night I will have them sing for me. That beautiful melody she sung the first night I laid eyes on her.

She was so beautiful all of those years ago, but now that she has become an adult, she is even more beautiful. Rin will grow up to be just like her, but I will never let her out of my sight like I had done with Kagome.

"I will have her, her and my little Rin."

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Okay it is a lot shorter than I would have liked, but the next chapter will make up for it. I ran spell-check through my email, but I doubt that it caught everything, but I did read over it, and caught a few things. So sorry if it's not perfect, but I think it should be.