InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love me, That's all I ask of you ❯ Drowning In You ( Chapter 6 )

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Chapter Six: Drowning in You

Sesshomaru awoke to a star-filled sky, a sickle moon staring down at the two of them. He gently moved his hand down, feeling InuYasha still there much to his enjoyment. He let his eyes fall to the top of the hanyou’s head and rested his nose there, taking in the scent of forest and spice. Sesshomaru lifted his left hand and gently petted the adorable puppy ears atop InuYasha’s silver mane, effectively earning himself a rather pleasant moan. He couldn’t suppress the chuckle, letting it rumble through his chest. Sadly, it startled his beautiful hanyou.

InuYasha’s eyes opened quickly, not really knowing what was going on around him. He remembered bits and peaces of what happened yesterday. He remembered his brother talking to him, then he remembered his brother in the tree with him, after that, he didn’t remember anything other than his rather pleasant dream about Sesshomaru, his member being a rock was proof of that. He felt silk gracing his cheek and cautiously looked up at his brother. The smile that was so foreign on his brother’s face made him think it was almost a dream, but when Sesshomaru whispered in his ear, he knew it wasn’t.

“InuYasha,” he practically purred the name, “I can smell your arousal, what do you think it’s doing to me?”

“I-I don’t know what you mean!” the hanyou said rather coldly, but lying was never his strong point.

“InuYasha, do not play with me. I know you enjoyed yesterday.” he rumbled as he continued stroking InuYasha’s hair.

InuYasha could only sit there, enjoying the affection, but he still didn’t understand what was going on. “Sesshomaru, why?”

“Why what?” he questioned softly.

“Why are you doing this? Normally you are taking every chance to pounce me and try to kill me.”

“Because baby brother, I wanted you to forgive me.”

“Forgive? For what?”

“Forgive me for not telling you sooner. Forgive me for all those years of pain.”

“Sesshomaru, why should I forgive you for the pain?”

“Because I didn’t mean it. I was using it to cover up something I have been denying. I don’t know how else to put it.”

“Oh,” it was all he could think to say. His brother had just asked for forgiveness and he wasn’t sure he was ready to give it. Besides, how was he supposed to know? Speaking of which, he was curious just how Sesshomaru felt about him. Yesterday, he had said he didn’t want a Hanyou as a mate, and now he was saying he wanted forgiveness, and that he didn’t mean all the hateful things he had said. InuYasha had to admit to himself, he was thoroughly confused. He sighed tiredly, thinking and trying to figure out the puzzle that was his brother, well it was just damned tiring.

“InuYasha,” Sesshomaru purred once more, sending shivers down InuYasha’s spine.

“Hm?” InuYasha asked, sleep trying to take him once more.

“Would you,” the lord of the west paused, he wasn’t sure what exactly he wanted the half-breed to do. He could ask him to come back to the castle, to give each other a chance at something they had never had, he could ask him to let him fuck his brains out then and there, but that definitely wouldn’t go over well. He sighed heavily and looked up at the sky, leaving the question unfinished, but unfortunately, he had spiked curiosity in his brother.

“Would I what Sesshomaru?” he questioned curiously.

“Would you,” he paused again, ‘how do I tell him that I want him to give me a chance, this Sesshomaru has never asked for ANYTHING.’ his mind reminded him, “Would you come back to the castle?” he asked.

Well shocked would be saying a little of what InuYasha was feeling, but anger would top it off, “WHAT!? Why should I!? I mean honestly, you come out here, tell me that you have known for two hundred years or more that you were to be my destined mate, and then you ask for forgiveness, which NO I am NOT ready to give you, and then you want me to go to your house where you could do things to me willing or not, and I would have NO way to fight back?!” he yelled accusingly as he jerked away from his brother.

“InuYasha,” his voice was cold once more, back to the old Sesshomaru, “I will not ask again, will you come with me?” he asked, then thinking a moment, he calmed himself and added a quiet, “Please?”

That did it, InuYasha KNEW he had to be losing it, ‘did he just ask me please? No no no, there is NO way he just said please! Sesshomaru does NOT say please!’ But something in him clicked and he, feeling defeated, nodded, “Alright. But what about my pack?” he asked quietly, the cold edge still there.

“They may come, but they must stay in the east wing. You will stay in the west wing with me.”

“What do you mean WITH you?” ‘cause that would be spectacular’ his mind added, but he pushed the thought away.

“In another room if you would like.” ‘please say mine’ ‘wait… no… I did NOT just think that. The mutt will stay in his own room, I refuse for my room to smell like half-breed.’ but somehow, he couldn’t help but feel a little sad that InuYasha didn’t seem to want to stay in the room with him.

“Good.” InuYasha added hotly as he jumped from the tree. “I’m going back to my camp. I have to keep any eye on them. You on the other hand, can go home now.” he said coldly, not looking at his brother. ‘Why do I have to be so mean to him, god Sesshomaru, if you would just show that you care, that you love me, life would be better.’

Sesshomaru actually felt hurt at the way that InuYasha had spoken to him, but he wouldn’t show it. No, Sesshomaru never showed emotion. ‘InuYasha, if only you knew how I did feel, I would tell you, but god, you would never believe me. I could never take your rejection.’ Sesshomaru frowned, not moving from his spot as he idly rubbed his Mokomoko-sama. ‘Why do I feel this, why did you curse me so father. I should never love a half-breed. If you had never taken me to that old Hag I would not be in this predicament, I could be comfortable at the castle, fucking who I please until my heat is over.’ he thought, but something was still nagging him, telling him that he would be more miserable should that be.

InuYasha stalked away, waiting a few moments before he turned to look up at the tree, his brother still there, looking into space deep in thought. He sighed, noticing how beautiful his brother was in the dead of night, with the moon shining off his hair, his skin glowing like an angel. Shaking his head he turned from his gazing and moved back towards his pack, wondering how Kagome and the other were, wondering if they had looked for him.

Sesshomaru couldn’t believe his betraying thoughts as he slipped his hand into his hakamas, grasping his erect member, the smell of InuYasha’s arousal was everywhere and it was definitely driving him nuts. He gently stroked the shaft, running his finger over the head of it. His thoughts turning to all the things he would love to do to InuYasha at the castle. His heart beat picked up as his hand’s pace quickened, the familiar burning that was pooling in his stomach, his mind watching images of himself fucking his brother until neither could walk. Sesshomaru couldn’t stop the groan that escaped his lips as he felt himself release his seed onto his hand and his pants. Sighing heavily, he panted as he leapt from the tree, wiping his hand on the grass before summoning his cloud and heading for the castle.

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InuYasha: Sesshy, Why can't you just tell me?
Sesshomaru: Just shut up and leave me alone
InuYasha: That's kinda hard considering I am going to be staying at your home.
Sesshomaru: SHIT!
InuYasha: if you don't want me there, then say so.
Sesshomaru: Not that! Imbecile, I HAVE TO CLEAN!
Inhibited: InuYasha, didn't sesshy say something about he would suck your dick for two months if you DIDN'T call him sesshy anymore?
InuYasha: DAMNIT! Had to open your mouth.
InHibited: Oh quit your whining!
Sesshomaru: Yes InuYasha, please do
InuYasha: *Stalks away mumblings 'I don't whine'
Inhibited/Sesshomaru: *Rolls eyes* Whatever.