InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ LOVE POISON ❯ The New Moon: There's Only One Inuyasha ( Chapter 13 )

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CHAPTER 13: THE NEW MOON: THERE'S ONLY ONE INUYASHA

 

 

"Shit!" Inuyasha muttered. A long string of colorful curses followed as he kicked the dirt.

 

Kaede interrupted his frustration with her calm voice. "Inuyasha...ye may have my hut." She looked at Kagome. "Child...go with him. He has said he wished to be alone. Inuyasha, do ye wish Kagome to stay away from ye too?" The old miko regarded Inuyasha carefully.

 

Inuyasha was silent. No, he didn't. Shit, he needed Kagome with him. The young miko was holding onto his arm.

 

"I'll stay with him." Kagome answered automatically, squeezing Inuyasha's arm gently. The inu hanyou stared at her, golden eyes wide. His friends and the old priestess were all looking at him expectantly.

 

"Keh." He murmured. "She can do what she damn pleases."

 

"Of course. Kagome is after all your bi - woman." Miroku said, this time unable to keep his mouth shut. Sango covered her face with her hands and Shippo winced.

"Miroku...you were such a good friend, I'm sure gonna miss you." The kit muttered low under his breath, shaking his head sadly.

 

But Inuyasha merely turned his back on them, as he mumbled something about the damn monk better not forgetting to seal the hut with his Ofudas, and tugged on Kagome's arm, as they both entered Kaede's hut.

 

The sun had vanished from view, and night blanketed the Sengoku Jidai. The night of the New Moon was at hand.

 

Inuyasha held onto Kagome's arm as his body slowly transformed.

Inuyasha shut his eyes as he felt himself go numb. His silvery white mane gradually turned ink black. The small, triangular dog ears on top of his head seemed to melt and were replaced by human ears. His fangs retracted, his claws shortened, and when the hanyou - now turned human - slowly opened his eyes, there was no amber left in them. Intense, midnight blue orbs looked around in near confusion, finally spotting the petite, wide eyed girl who was still clinging to his arm.

No matter how many times Kagome witnessed this transformation, it never ceased to fascinate her.

 

Inuyasha sighed. Weaker, yes...he felt that way.

His hanyou blood and sharpened senses had not only abandoned him entirely, his physical strenght was diminished, even though it was still greater than that of the average human male.

 

But - he wasn't scared anymore. Kagome was with him.

"Thank Kami..." Inuyasha whispered, and was not aware he had said this aloud.

 

"Inuyasha?" Kagome said softly. "Are you okay?"

 

"Keh. Fine, wench. For a pathetic, helpless, useless, defenseless fucking human. Couldn't be

better."

 

"No need to be sarcastic, you know." Kagome rolled her eyes and pulled him down with her to the floor, in front of the small fire burning in the centre of the hut, still clinging to his arm.

 

Kagome had so many questions dancing in her head, but she didn't dare voice them, and when she heard Inuyasha utter a defeated sigh, Kagome scooted even closer to him, her knees brushing his.

"Inuyasha?"

 

"What?" He replied harshly, stubbornly refusing to look at her.

 

"Why did you say - that?" Kagome turned her face to look at his delicate profile, the now human ears incapable of twitching, but somehow she was certain that if he still had his dog ears that'd be exactly what they would be doing.

 

"Why did I say what, wench?" Inuyasha mumbled.

 

Not for the first time, Kagome marvelled at the way his voice changed when he turned human. It was still unmistakably Inuyasha's voice, but with a softer, almost sweet tone to it, even when he was being rude or angry, it was a voice that Kagome felt could be caressed.

Not that Kagome minded his hanyou voice, she thought, blushing slightly. Quite the contrary...that low, soothing, husky voice that didn't only feel to her as if it could be caressed but seemed, in fact, to be demanding it.

That sexy voice that made Kagome melt on the spot...

 

Darn it, she wasn't making any sense...Inuyasha's closeness was getting to her. Kagome couldn't stop thinking about his kisses, his touch, his heated golden eyes on her, his tongue devouring her. She was only too grateful that Inuyasha couldn't smell her.

 

Kagome felt a pang of guilt at this, because Inuyasha was clearly upset, and she didn't want him to be upset. More than anything, she longed to see Inuyasha smile...especially if his smile, too beautiful to behold, was directed at her.

 

She wasn't about to ask him about why he had just shouted for all the village to hear that Kagome was his 'bitch'...

Great, now she was blushing again.

 

"I meant...you just said 'thank Kami'..." Kagome answered lamely, looking at his profile questioningly.

 

Inuyasha scowled. "Keh. You're imagining things, wench"

 

"I'm not!" Kagome said, outraged.

 

"Crazy bitch." Inuyasha mumbled, rolling his now blue eyes.

 

Kagome let go of his arm, realizing she had been clutching it a little too hard all this time. "Fine! Be that way, baka! But I am not imagining things! I - "

 

"You shouldn't be here, Kagome." Inuyasha cut her off in a low, sad voice, looking down at his hands, at his now human fingernails.

When she had stopped touching him, it had hurt.

Inuyasha flinched inwardly and sighed softly. His heart ached and his head was hurting.

'A fucking human headache,' he thought vaguely, but was grateful, that there were no voices speaking to him tonight...

 

Kagome would be safe on this night...why did he want her to leave? Fuck, he didn't want Kagome to leave but - but he was not about to admit that despite the weakness of his human body, he was still a man...and a man who desperately wanted the young woman sitting next to him.

A hanyou turned human who was on the verge of howling because he could not smell his bitch like he was supposed to...

 

Inuyasha felt Kagome's long, delicate fingers brushing his now raven locks behind his human ears.

"Do you want me to go back?" Kagome whispered, unaware that her warm breath tickled his ear.

 

Inuyasha was desperately struggling with his body to hold back a shiver of delight, his stomach knotting and the familiar fire burning in his loins. He swallowed hard, praying to all the Gods that Kagome wouldn't notice.

 

"Keh." Inuyasha replied weakly, but couldn't hide the blood rushing to his cheeks.

 

His midnight blue eyes reflected the fire in the center of the hut, arms folded across his chest.

He could smell the perfume of Kagome's clean hair, but Kami, it was not enough...not enough!

 

Inuyasha sighed in annoyance.

Kagome misunderstood his irritation, as a pained expression crossed her pretty face.

She nodded her head and slowly got to her feet. "Okay...I'll leave then." Kagome said softly.

If she cried, at least he wouldn't be able to smell her tears tonight...

 

Large, almost childish blue eyes looked up at her in shock. "I didn't say I wanted you to leave, wench." Inuyasha muttered , one hand shooting out from under his sleeve and grasping her wrist to stop her.

 

Kagome looked down at his hand firmly grasping her wrist, then her eyes moved to his handsome face, searching his penetrating gaze. Inuyasha's now midnight blue eyes seemed to be begging to her not to leave despite the usual scowl adorning his features.

 

Inuyasha's expression was so adorable, his pout so...so...kissable that she actually blushed.

His grasp on her wrist relaxed when he realized Kagome was going nowhere and his scowl vanished from his face, leaving only a young human boy with a pleading look in his eyes and an impossibly cute baby pout. It would take even Shippo hours of hard practice in front of a mirror in order to match Inuyasha's current facial expression.

 

Kagome almost giggled at the thought, but she realized immediately it would not be the best thing to do as she stared into the imploring blue depths of Inuyasha's eyes, eyes that looked almost old in his boyish face, constrasting with the pout and the rosy pink dusting his cheeks.

 

Wordlessly, Kagome gathered herself and sat next to him again. She smiled softly and rested her perfumed head on Inuyasha's shoulder, her hands aching to hold him but not sure how he would take it.

Knowing him, he would be offended and take it as pity because tonight of all nights, he was weak and human and he would have none of that.

 

Inuyasha wordlessly lay his hand on top of Kagome's. She looked down at their hands; Inuyasha's large hand on hers covered it almost completely, and as always she was astounded by how beautiful his hands were, the fingers so long and elegant, and she couldn't help but marvel, like she did every night of the New Moon, at the fact that he had no claws, but human fingernails, although they were still quite long. His skin felt so warm on hers and his thumb absently stroked her small hand under his.

 

Kagome smiled to herself as she stared at his hand and thumb caressing her skin, and then she heard Inuyasha inhale deeply.

 

Kagome risked a timid glance at his face and saw that the now human dog demon had closed his midnight blue eyes.

The bright, orange hue of the fire in the center of the small hut lapped at the shadows of his handsome face, making him look ethereal despite his temporary human appearence.

 

Gods, he was so beautiful...beautiful as a hanyou, beautiful as a human, and yes, beautiful as a full youkai. He was simply - her beautiful Inuyasha.

 

If only he'd realize this, if only she could explain to him that - that he didn't need to fear for her, because Kagome knew with all of her being that Inuyasha would never hurt her. She knew that Inuyasha had complete faith in her trust for him, and there was not a shadow of a doubt in her mind that he trusted her too...the problem was...she also knew, and was painfully aware of this fact...that Inuyasha did not trust himself.

He was constantly frightened of losing Kagome's trust, although he would never have admitted this to her.

 

Kagome would never stop trusting Inuyasha, no matter what. And she wanted him to understand this as well...but how could she let him know this, after she had told him time and again she would always trust him? How could she force him to listen to her?

If Inuyasha didn't trust himself, it was only natural that he would fear he would lose Kagome's trust somehow.

 

Kagome sighed and suddenly became aware that Inuyasha was still sniffing the air, had not for a second stopped doing this, in fact, eyes remaining shut.

 

"Inuyasha...what are you doing?" She whispered, for a moment thinking he had fallen asleep.

 

Inuyasha never fell asleep in his human form, so that was out of the question, but he definetely looked like he was sleeping peacefully, oblivious to any possible threat the New Moon might have in store for him, his nose twitching, apparently unconsciously.

 

The only sounds Kagome heard coming from him were the sharp intakings of breath and the occasional small sighs that escaped his full lips.

 

After what seemed to be a long moment of shared silence, Inuyasha replied with a very low: "Hmm?" as his eyes opened slowly, dreamily, and he looked down at her with an unreadable expression, his pupils dilating.

 

"I just thought - you'd fallen asleep." Kagome said sheepishly.

 

"Feh. Stupid wench." Again, Inuyasha's nose twitched and he inhaled as deeply as he could.

 

"Do you...smell anything?" Kagome asked nerviously.

She couldn't sense any youki nearby, and for the life of her, Kagome couldn't understand what Inuyasha was trying so hard to smell...

 

"Your...hair." Inuyasha answered simply enough, without thinking, and immediately blushed.

"Jasmine?" He asked, his voice almost menacing, dark blue eyes daring her to correct him.

Kagome just nodded, not quite knowing what to make of this. "Jasmine scented shampoo." She answered uncertainly, finding this conversation quite odd...talking about hair products with Inuyasha. She suddenly giggled.

 

"What's so fucking funny, bitch?" Inuyasha barked at her.

 

"I don't know. It's not funny, really. It's just...weird."

 

"You calling me weird, wench?" The human, dark haired, blue eyed boy, was scowling at her, and again, pouting. His lips were positively begging to be kissed.

 

Kagome rolled her eyes, tried to push this thought away from her mind to no avail as she smiled at him tenderly and leaned closer to kiss his cheek. Inuyasha quickly turned his face and his lips collided with hers.

 

Kagome's eyes widened in surprise, then slowly fluttered closed as she parted her lips to allow him access. Inuyasha's tongue darted past her lips and found hers, and Kagome was shocked by his uncharacteristical shyness, how he lapped at her tongue timidly, licked it slowly, his mouth opening wider against hers to deepen the kiss, as she licked the roof of his mouth and ran her tongue along his teeth, along the now human canines.

 

Inuyasha moaned into her mouth, taking Kagome's tongue between his lips and sucking on it, oh so gently, his mouth locking with hers as his lips released her tongue and he began exploring her mouth thoroughly, deeper, his boldness returning with a vengeance.

 

Never breaking the kiss, Kagome boldly shifted to sit on Inuyasha's lap, her legs wrapping around his hips, burying her fingers in his silky raven tresses. She felt Inuyasha's arms encircle her waist.

When they parted for breath, the now human hanyou sighed again and buried his face in the crook of Kagome's neck, lips and tongue making their way towards her ear. Inuyasha suddenly stopped and inhaled sharply once more.

 

Kagome wiggled a little on his lap without really meaning to, and she felt his hardness pushing against her covered core.

Kagome breathed his name, tilting her neck, not daring to move again, as Inuyasha kept smelling her; sniffing, running his nose up and down her skin, burying his face in her hair once and again.

 

"Inu-"

 

"Quiet, bitch. I'm trying to smell you properly." He whispered.

 

Kagome blushed a deep shade of red and shuddered, eyes fluttering closed again when Inuyasha's lips sucked on her earlobe, his head moving up and his tongue licking her ear wetly.

She tried with all her might to keep her body still, to ignore the hardness pressing against her, a low moan escaping her lips.

 

"Can't taste you properly either..." Inuyasha muttered, more to himself than to her, and Kagome suddenly clasped his face between her hands and looked into his dark blue eyes.

 

"You're...human tonight, Inuyasha. You can't expect to...to...." She blushed darkly. "Smell me properly, as you put it."

 

And she thanked Kami for that...Kagome was already so very wet, her sex aching and pulsing, and she was becoming more and more aware of Inuyasha's own arousal beneath her, as she desperately tried not to grind against him, not to rub her own frantic desire against his.

 

"I can damn well try!" Inuyasha pouted at her, his voice a near groan, and she leaned over and nibbled sweetly on his bottom lip, then pulled at his lips with her own softly.

"Baka. It's me. Even if you can't smell me properly." She whispered against his mouth.

 

This time, Inuyasha did move under her, his arousal further pressing against her, and Kagome's breath caught in her throat. Her whole body felt so hot, and she was aching for him so...

 

"Inuyasha..." She panted.

Was he aware of what he was doing to her? He'd said he couldn't smell her but...

 

As if he had been reading Kagome's thoughts, Inuyasha finally spoke, his voice low, husky.

"I...I should be able to - to smell my..."

 

Fuck, he had been about to blurt out the word 'mate' to Kagome! What in the seven Hells was he thinking?

Weak, pathetic, stupid human body.

He felt so numb...and yet he was painfully hard and aching, his erection surely as obvious to Kagome as it was to him.

 

Inuyasha bit his tongue and cursed inwardly because it hurt, not to smell his Kagome's entincing fragance, not to taste her sweet skin like he was used to.

 

Kami, he wanted her...Kagome couldn't ignore the hardness pressing against her, and Inuyasha wanted to cry out in frustration at his complete lack of self control. He hadn't meant to move, but the tension between his legs was unbearable...

Gods she drove him crazy...

 

"Your what?" Kagome was asking him softly.

 

"My bitch." He murmured, a dark flush covering his cheeks, as he lowered his gaze.

 

"Inuyasha..."

 

"I'm human. I hate it. I...oooh..." His eyes rolled back into his head when Kagome rubbed herself slowly against his hardness, also desperate to relieve her tension, blushing up to her ears at what she had just done.

 

But now that Kagome had begun, instict took over and her body wouldn't stop. Slowly, persistantly, her body with a will of its own thrust against him. She felt Inuyasha's strong arms tighten around her as his hips snapped up to meet her thrusts.

 

Kagome wanted to cry out in frustration, but this feeling was oh so delicious...their bodies rubbing against each other, grinding, thrusting, his hardness pressing against her core, pushing, almost lifting her up, it seemed to her.

 

She pressed her lips to his, letting his mouth swallow her moans, her body still rubbing gently against him of its own accord, as she whispered against his mouth, surprised she was even capable of speaking: "I've noticed that. But don't you know, Inuyasha, that human, hanyou or youkai... you're always...you?"

 

Inuyasha stared at her with misty, confused eyes as he tried to cling to sanity and think clearly. He found it impossible, with Kagome's sweet, warm breath against his lips, her body pressed to his, as she rotated her hips in an agonizingly slow movement, her core rubbing against his swollen member, her small hands burying in his hair again, her warm, wet lips covering his face with tender butterfly kisses.

She was moving faster now, rubbing herself desperately against his hardness, and Inuyasha couldn't help but thrust back against her.

Gods, he couldn't keep this up, he was going to cum all over himself and her...

 

"K-Kagome..." He gasped.

 

"T-There's - there's only one of you, I-Inuyasha. My koishii. Just...you." Kagome murmured, her brown eyes glazed over.

 

She was panting for breath, but she had stopped moving against him now, focusing on the look on Inuyasha's face as he processed her words.

 

Inuyasha shook his head stubbornly, swallowing hard, a part of his mind screaming at him that he should stop right now...even though his youkai side couldn't hurt Kagome tonight...he was human, and a human male about to whimper because his female had stopped moving against him, at that. He had wanted her to stop...right?

 

No, he didn't want her to keep doing that...he - he...fuck, yes, he did want her to keep doing that!

 

But he couldn't...wouldn't take Kagome as a human unless...was that what Kagome 'wanted'?

Inuyasha was suddenly upset, angry, frustrated. He would have growled if he could have. None of Kagome's words registered in his mind. He was furious, he was sad, he felt...powerless. Weak.

 

Inuyasha wanted to stand up, move away from her, to push away the source of his weakness, but at the same time he refused to let go of Kagome. He cursed himself for his vulnerability when it came to her.

But this was serious. He wouldn't allow this, damn it!

 

Inuyasha's eyes hardened, lips thinning into a tight line as Kagome's large brown eyes seemed to devour him whole, as she tried to make sense of Inuyasha's angry, yet unbearably sad expression.

Slowly, Inuyasha met her eyes, his voice shaking.

 

"Is this what you want, Kagome?" He asked of her. "Do you want me to take you...as a - as a human?" His voice trembled with rage. He was incapable of thinking clearly now.

 

"Inuyasha..." Kagome sighed and disentangled herself from him, his hands still clasping her waist, as they both stood up. Inuyasha's entire body was shaking.

 

Kagome's expression was all concern, but her intense, searching eyes saw right through him. She clasped his face in her small hands so he wouldn't be able to avert his gaze from her and spoke quite calmly.

"I came back because I wanted to see you. You. I don't care if you're hanyou, human, youkai or if you grow three heads. You'll always be my Inuyasha..."

 

He flinched slightly and his dark blue eyes softened. When she realized he was listening to her, and wouldn't look away, Kagome slowly released his face.

 

Inuyasha scowled at her in half annoyance, half confusion, trying to make sense of what Kagome was telling him. Eventually, he spoke, his voice harsh, yet clearly hurt.

"What do you mean, bitch? I - I'm not me! Not like this! I'm hanyou, damn it!"

 

"Yes!" Kagome almost shouted, growing a bit impatient. She resisted the urge to stomp her foot. "But you're also human! And youkai! Baka, don't you get it? Your mixed blood makes you...you. Who you are. You are Inuyasha. My koishii... remember?"

 

He sighed and shut his eyes for a moment. "I - I don't understand." Inuyasha mumbled, feeling very much ashamed at his previous anger and wanting to apologize to Kagome, but not exactly knowing how or why he should be apologizing...

 

"Of course you don't. If you did, you wouldn't have sent me away."

 

Inuyasha was relieved to note that Kagome's voice had softened, and she was actually smiling at him - that particular, unbearably beautiful, bright smile that she saved only for him.

 

Kagome wrapped her arms about his neck. "I know it's hard for you to understand...I wish I could - I wish you would see it. Maybe you will...but for now...do you trust me?"

 

He scowled down at her. "Keh." He said harshly, feeling a bit more like himself. "Idiot! How many times will you ask me that stupid question? You already know the fucking answer!"

 

Kagome's smile widened, became even sweeter, if that was possible, and she nodded her head once. "Right. Then you must trust me on this. Are you listening?"

 

Inuyasha's scowl refused to leave his face, despite the temptation of giving in and melting on the spot merely by looking at that smile on Kagome's rosy, oh so kissable lips...

 

"I ain't deaf, bitch." He muttered, trying to keep his voice neutral.

 

Kagome sighed and turned serious. "Good. Then listen." Her next words were soft, tender and clear, she spoke slowly and patiently, as if explaining a complicated math problem to a child. "I don't want you to be anything you don't want to be. But I love you. You see yourself as three parts of you. But there is only one."

 

When the hanyou now turned human gave her a puzzled look, Kagome sighed once more and kissed the tip of his nose.

"I. Love. Inuyasha." She whispered, and once again graced him with her adoring smile, hoping this would be enough for now.

 

Inuyasha blushed and nodded slowly. "I still think you're one crazy bitch but..." He risked a timid smile. "The last thing you said...that was good enough for me. That made some sense."

 

Kagome rolled her eyes. "You're such a baka..." She said, but she was still smiling. "Perhaps one day you'll listen to me."

Again, Inuyasha looked confused at Kagome's statement. Hadn't he just listened to her?

 

Kagome was currently shaking her head, as she gave out another sigh.

 

A long, uncomfortable silence followed, as Kagome stared almost sadly at him, feeling helpless, not knowing how she could make the stubborn hanyou understand what was so crystal clear in her heart.

 

Inuyasha's hesitant voice suddenly cut through the silence; his tone was so unlike him...Kagome couldn't read his expression, and she tensed in his arms.

"Kagome..." He murmured, suddenly feeling awkward. "I...I wish I could smell you...I mean...really smell you..."

Kagome's eyes widened and she blushed. "Um...what do you mean? Inu-"

"Let me try?" Inuyasha begged of her.

 

She nodded wordlessly, not quite knowing what he was getting at. She slowly understood when Inuyasha knelt in front of her, his hands wrapping about her hips, and he gently pulled her body forwards as he lifted the front of her skirt.

His face was now between her legs, and he inhaled sharply.

 

"I-Inuyasha..."

Memories of what had happened in her room back in her time assaulted Kagome full force, and the rush of liquid warmth between her legs and the heat spreading through her veins and her entire body made Kagome cling to Inuyasha, her nails digging into his shoulders.

 

She felt Inuyasha's nose rubbing her covered core, moving up and down, up and down, sniffing her frantically.

Kagome gasped when he opened his mouth to cover her sex completely, and she felt him licking her through her panties, as he swirled his tongue against her covered warmth, pressing the tip of his tongue against her entrance, gently pushing the fabric inside her, his saliva and her arousal soaking her panties.

 

Inuyasha desperately wished to tear that damn piece of clothing with claws that were not there... feed off her again, drown in her musky, heady scent...Kagome's pleasure was his pleasure...

 

"Gods..." She panted, snapping her hips against his face before she could stop herself. Inuyasha moved back slightly and looked up at her, a contented, triumphant smile adorning his lips, midnight blue eyes positively glowing.

 

"I can smell you now..." He whispered huskily.

 

Inuyasha was about to bury his face between her legs again when Kagome stopped him with a tremendous amount of will.

 

"Wait..."

 

Her knees had turned to jelly, and somehow Kagome managed to sit on her heels, hands still clutching Inuyasha's shoulders in a near death grip.

 

She stared into Inuyasha's eyes, his pupils seeming to dance in the depths of his dark blue orbs.

Inuyasha looked quite confused and very much annoyed at the interruption. He felt Kagome's hands slowly leaving his shoulders.

 

Inuyasha was about to open his mouth to complain, to ask her why she had stopped him, when his mouth did indeed open, only to gasp loudly in complete shock when he felt Kagome's small hand gently squeezing him between the legs.

 

"W-what are you doing? K-Kagome?" He panted, eyes wide.

 

"You wouldn't let me - you wouldn't let me show you...love you...because you were afraid last night..." Kagome said softly, moving her other hand to rest on his thigh. "I wanted to then. And I..."

She licked her lips, swallowed, averted her eyes from Inuyasha's penetrating gaze. "I still do."

 

She risked a glance at the now human hanyou, who stared back at her in silence, dark blue eyes wide, his handsome face flushed and his breathing laboured.

 

"Will you - will you let me show you now, Inuyasha?" Kagome whispered shyly, blushing prettily, her eyes not daring to meet his as she waited for Inuyasha's answer.

 

All Kagome could hear coming from Inuyasha was his heavy panting; his heartbeats so loud even she could hear them, his warm breath brushing her lips when he spoke next, his hand tilting her chin up so she would face him, a rash, yet tender whisper leaving his lips: "Kiss me. Show me...show me that this is not a dream. Show me you're...my Kagome..."

Inuyasha's tone was needy, but his voice had an almost commanding edge to it, and Kagome lifted her eyes slowly to Inuyasha's mouth.

 

"This isn't a dream." She reassured him, not quite understanding his words but smiling timidly, as she licked her lips again, and leaned over, pressing her warm, soft mouth to his. She broke the contact before Inuyasha could slip his tongue between her lips and he uttered a tiny sound of protest.

 

"You're not dreaming, koishii. I'm not dreaming. This is real. And I love you. I want to show you how much...if you will let me..." Kagome whispered, surprised by the hoarseness in her voice, her breath tickling Inuyasha's lips.

 

She heard him sigh blissfully, almost gratefully, heard her name leave his lips in a whisper that was like a feather light caress, his eyes closing.

 

Kagome slowly, timidly, licked Inuyasha's lips, until he caught her tongue between his lips and suckled on it.

She tried to untie his hakama without breaking the kiss, as it deepened and threatened to overwhelm her senses completely.

Their mouths remained locked in a heated kiss, tongues licking and sucking and dancing with each other, as Kagome desperately tried to focus on her hands and what they were supposed to be doing.

 

They parted for breath and Inuyasha gently took her small hands in his and shook his head with a tiny smile. For a moment, Kagome thought he was refusing her. But then Inuyasha let go of her hands and untied his hakama himself.

 

Kagome couldn't help but notice his fingers were shaking slightly. She held her breath as she stared at Inuyasha's swollen, hard organ. Under her wide eyed gaze, clear liquid leaked from its tip in tiny droplets, and she suddenly panicked.

 

Kagome had no clue what she was supposed to do now, how to make Inuyasha feel as good as he'd made her feel, and by the Gods...he was...big....

Of course Kagome had noticed that particular fact before, it was most certainly impossible to miss...but now she was actually seeing...it.

 

She felt the blood rushing to her face as she realized how much she truly needed him inside her, filling her, completing her...only him, only her Inuyasha...she wanted him so badly, in body and soul, wanted to love him with all of her being, longed to give him all she had to offer...

 

Kagome couldn't breathe now, her own sex shuddering, seemingly breathing for her, starving for him, for release, as she stared at Inuyasha's stiff member, her small hand wrapping around its lenght, feeling the silky texture of his burning skin against the contrast of the impossible hardness of it.

 

It was hot, so very hot...Kagome slowly began stroking his sex up and down.

She heard him moan loudly above her and risked a shy look at his face.

Inuyasha's cheeks were flushed and his eyes were fluttering close, then opening again, as he looked down at her, dark blue orbs so full of desire and love and unspoken words she was nearly brought to tears. Inuyasha was chanting her name over and over, as if he was making sure she was indeed there.

 

"I - I've never done this before...tell me...if it feels good..." Kagome said nervously, blushing hotly.

 

"You think I knew what I was doing last night, bitch?" Inuyasha managed, and smiled weakly down at her, incapable of truly saying what he longed to tell her: that he loved her, wanted her so badly, and that no matter what she did, it would please him more than anything in the world, because she was his bitch, his chosen one, his heart and soul...and whatever she did, it would be his Kagome doing it, it would be her - Kagome...loving him...

There was no way in Hell she could do anything wrong...shit, just looking at her drove him wild with desire.

 

And now his Kagome was touching him, her warm little hand stroking him shyly, her lovely brown eyes wide and curious as she examined him, caressing him with her gaze as surely and lovingly as her hand was caressing him.

 

"Tell me what you want..." Kagome said in a shaky voice, and Inuyasha's eyes widened in shock.

Surely he couldn't tell her exactly what he wanted...he realized Kagome was not asking that of him, though, and felt he could have laughed or wept, he wasn't quite sure which. Perhaps both.

 

"Keep...keep doing that..." Inuyasha whispered huskily, as he watched in fascination as Kagome's hand moved faster, pulling at his sex up and down, gaining speed, and suddenly she gasped when she felt it trembling in her hand and she let go, feeling very unsure of herself. She did not quite knowing what to do next or if this was a good sign or not.

 

All trace of her insecurity vanished when Kagome heard him speak to her in a barely audible, but clearly desperate whisper. "Damn it, bitch don't - d-don't stop..."

 

"Can I..." Kagome swallowed, not daring to look at Inuyasha's face. "Can I...taste you?" The second these words left her lips, she couldn't quite believe she had spoken them.

 

But by Kami, she wanted to do just that...to allow him to overcome her senses completely, to submit to him and please him like he'd pleased her.

 

Inuyasha froze, his dark blue eyes widening in undisguised shock. "Kagome...do you - do you want to?" He gasped, eyes so huge they seemed to take up his entire face.

 

He felt the sudden urge to get away from her, felt the unwelcomed certainty that this was just another dream, that he had stupidly fallen asleep in his human form...

Why would Kagome want to do such a thing?

 

He remembered that dreadful morning by the stream, Kikyou's dead mouth sucking him, her cold hands stroking him...and the disgusted look on her face, matching his own, when the dead miko had spat his seed and wiped her face with her sleeves. If he saw that look of repulsion on Kagome's beautiful face...Inuyasha would die.

The guilt hit him full force, he couldn't let her do this! Not his koishii, not his sweet Kagome...

 

Inuyasha's eyes suddenly hardened. "This is not a dream."

 

He wasn't asking her, and Kagome looked quite confused for a moment. She shook her head uncertainly. "It isn't a dream." She said slowly, and smiled shyly up at him. "And I want to - I want to make you happy. I want to show you...let me love you, Inuyasha...please..." Kagome looked up at him under her thick eyelashes, awaiting for his answer.

 

"K-Kagome...I can't...I can't let you do that..." Inuyasha began, as he watched her lean closer, timidly, his masculine scent surrounding her, her breath hot on his member, but she didn't move or attempt to do anything.

 

Why wouldn't Inuyasha let her do this?

 

"Inuyasha...please let me do this...I want to feel you...please..."

 

Kagome was begging to him? Begging to do - that to him?

 

Inuyasha swallowed hard. "Are you sure, Kagome?" He asked, his voice breaking, suddenly

feeling very aware of his nakedness. He wasn't embarrassed, but he was confused.

He'd never thought his Kagome would want to - to taste him...a filthy hanyou...was it because

he was human tonight?

No, that couldn't be it...and yet Inuyasha didn't dare ask her this.

 

Because he wanted her to do it, damn it! Inuyasha longed to feel the warm heat of Kagome's

mouth around him, so badly...and still...

 

"You don't have to do this, Kagome..." Inuyasha murmured weakly, his voice contrasting strongly with the hardness of his manhood before her, as it trembled slightly when she once again breathed hotly on it.

 

"I know I don't have to, baka. I want to. Let me - let me try?" She was asking him the same question he'd asked her earlier, and Gods, how could he refuse her?

 

Kagome's eyes were imploring him, her breath was uneven and hot against him, she was licking her lips in anticipation. Yet, Inuyasha could sense that Kagome was clearly afraid, she was scared she would do something wrong.

He wanted to change her mind as images of Kikyou's disgust kept flashing in front of his eyes but the longing in Kagome's eyes mixed with the anxiety and the love for him was too much for Inuyasha.

 

"Unless..." Kagome began slowly, tears threatening to fall. "Unless you don't want me to..."

"Idiot. I...I just don't think you will...um...like it." Inuyasha muttered stupidly.

 

He was ashamed to notice that his guilt was slowly but surely being washed away by the intense, imploring look on Kagome's beautiful, adoring eyes, her softly spoken yet clearly desperate words, her undeniable desire to show him, like Inuyasha had shown her the night before that she loved him and wanted him just as much as he loved and wanted her...

 

No, this was not a dream, and Inuyasha felt an immense relief he knew deep inside he shouldn't be allowed to feel...not after what he had done...and yet he selfishly welcomed this feeling with his entire being.

Kagome's soothing and strong presence, his overwhelming love for this petite, kind and sweet girl that loved him back warming his heart and soul, the relief wrapping around him in an invisible, comforting embrace.

 

The unbearable guilt Inuyasha couldn't help but feeling every time he looked at Kagome, every time he saw her love for him reflected in her eyes, every time his thoughts carried him back to that dreadful morning he wished he could forget...the painful memory of what had happened between him and the dead miko that he had loved as a young hanyou fifty years ago...the disturbing feeling that it hadn't been him stepping out of the stream when Kikyou had asked him to, the confusion and the complete certainty that what had happened between them had been a dream, a nightmare, as he'd slowly come back to himself and discovered to his horror that Kagome hadn't been the one suckling on him. The digust for himself, and yes...the disgust for the woman that had loved him when she'd been alive.

 

Inuyasha's betrayal screamed at him, the persistant little voice that was all him and told Inuyasha once and again that he had to tell Kagome what he truly was, how low he had sunk.

Inuyasha couldn't keep this up without telling Kagome that he was scum, that he had betrayed her trust, and yet...yet...

 

'Damn it! I didn't know! I begged her to stop...she - she wouldn't...and then...I thought it was you, Kagome...I thought I was dreaming...I always dream of you! I'm so scared of losing you, Kagome... you won't trust me anymore, you'll probably hate me...shit, I hate myself for it! Gods, I didn't know it was real! I love you, Kagome. You're the only one I want, you're my chosen one...my Kagome. She was You in my dream...I thought it was a dream gone all wrong at first, but then...she was You! Fuck! Fuck! I can't do this! I can't tell Kagome...I can't...can't...'

 

Inuyasha bit his bottom lip hard. He wanted to confess this to Kagome...as a human it should have been easier...but he couldn't. He would die if he lost Kagome. He would die without her.

 

"Kagome...I..." He began shakingly. "There's something you should know...I...shit! I - " Inuyasha shut his eyes tightly, when Kagome's low, imploring voice cut him off when she spoke next. Inuyasha was almost grateful for the interruption, as his dark blue eyes opened and he looked down at her. His beautiful Kagome, her eyes full of love and a tinge of insecurity. But there was no hesitation there, no doubt.

 

"Let me - let me do this for you. Inuyasha...let me show you - you showed me before. Please, let me love you. Don't push me away..." Kagome was whispering to him, her voice trembling slightly.

Inuyasha couldn't bear to see the pain that filled her eyes for an instant. But the desire in her chocolate depths was stronger, her will prevailing.

 

Inuyasha swallowed hard. The guilt was momentarily gone, his confession could wait. It had to wait. He didn't know how to tell Kagome, he didn't want to tell her what had happened, what he had done, even if he knew he had not been fully aware of what he had been doing, even if he had seen Kagome, and not Kikyou at that moment. Inuyasha knew he should confess this to her...but as for now, he couldn't ignore that his love and desire for Kagome was stronger than his guilt.

 

He couldn't push her away. His Kagome who wanted to pleasure him. Shit, how on earth could he refuse her? Especially when he didn't want to refuse her...

'Pathetic, weak human...' He thought, his heart pounding loudly in his chest, and yet hesitation showed its ugly face.

"You won't regret it?" Inuyasha asked, his voice breaking.

 

Kagome suddenly realized how scared Inuyasha truly was. He was frightened she would regret loving him...even more so than she was afraid she wouldn't be able to please him.

Kagome smiled reassuringly. "There's nothing I want to do more right now than love you, Inuyasha. Don't be afraid...I - I want to do this..." She breathed hotly on his hardened member and he shivered, his knees giving way, his shaking hands clutching her shoulders tightly.

 

"K-Kagome..."

"If you want me to stop...I will." Kagome said, her voice tinged with pain.

 

If Inuyasha stopped her...

 

But he was shaking his head slowly, looking down at her, slight panic and hesitation written all over his face. "I - I won't stop you...unless you want to stop."

Kagome sighed, realizing this conversation would lead them no where. So she did what her insticts told her to do.

 

Instead of soothing Inuyasha with words, she began stroking his swollen manhood up and down slowly, hand closing around the base as her tongue darted out and she licked the tip of the head experimentally, swirling her tongue over it, tasting the salty liquid, dipping her tongue into the tiny hole.

 

When Inuyasha didn't stop her or move away, Kagome wrapped her lips around the head of his engorged member, her hand stroking the base up and down, gaining speed, her fingers closing around him and squeezing gently as she pumped him.

 

Inuyasha groaned and it took all of his self control not to thrust blindly into her mouth. Kagome abruptly stopped, tearing her mouth away from him and looked up, questioningly, wordlessly asking him if that had felt good, if she could keep going, if he was going to stop her.

 

"G-Gods Kagome, don't stop..." Inuyasha managed through gritted teeth.

 

Kagome nearly smiled gratefully, her tongue darting out once more, and she licked his scrotum, then pushed his balls up with her tongue, only to lick under them. She felt Inuyasha push forward a little, heard him moan her name.

Kagome sucked at his balls, first one and then the other, bathing them in her saliva.

 

"K-Kagome...that...gods...that feels good..." Inuyasha moaned deliriously.

 

Kagome opened her mouth wider and pulled at the scrotum, then she moved her head and slowly licked along his lenght, feeling him shiver violently as she closed her lips around the head of his member again and sucked him in long, powerful strokes, taking all of him into her mouth, her head bobbing up and down, faster and faster.

 

Kagome felt Inuyasha push against the roof of her mouth, the tip of his member touching her throat, as he sighed and groaned and thrust his hips against her mouth, eyes rolling back, chanting her name over and over again.

She sucked him deeper, running her tongue along his hardness, her teeth scraping it lightly, gently.

 

Kagome's head was swimming. Was she really doing this? By the Gods, it felt so good, to hear Inuyasha gasp and pant her name, to taste his heated skin. She was drowning in his masculine, heady scent, it was utterly primal in its wildness.

Kagome wanted to taste more of him, to touch him more...and she lifted her hand to caress his tightening balls, her throat working against him.

 

"K-Kagome...slow down...bitch you're gonna kill me..." She heard him pant, and she backed off and lapped at the tip of his member, then licked his entire sex slowly again, her saliva glistening on his throbbing organ, her tongue again playing with the tip, lips closing around it as she went down on him once more.

 

"Gods...you feel so fucking good...my Kagome...mine..." She heard him murmur in a rasped whisper.

 

Inuyasha was beyond control now, thrusting into the impossibly hot wetness of Kagome's little mouth. Kagome's hands rose and she clutched his hips tightly, encouraging his thrusts.

 

Kami, her mouth was so warm, so alive, completely taking him into her, sucking him deeper and deeper, Kagome's mouth widening, fitting him as best as she could, working him with lips and tongue.

 

It was sweet madness, utter delirium, exquisite insanity; Inuyasha had never been this hard in his entire life, never had his body screamed for release as it was begging for it now...

 

Inuyasha tried to listen for some kind of discomfort or choking from Kagome, and hearing none he shut his eyes and lost himself in the blindingly intense feelings.

 

Already over aroused, it did not take long before Inuyasha felt the delicious, unbearable pressure building, the ache in his balls was just too much, he was no longer breathing or conscious of anything but the sheer, exquisite, utter pleasure...he felt as if he had left his body, he was no longer a thinking being, he was made of intense sensations alone.

 

His universe was Kagome's mouth, the only sounds he could hear were the slurping noises Kagome was making as she suckled him and his own harsh breathing, as he echoed her name over and over again in guttural moans, his head spinning.

 

This was just - too much...Gods, he was so close...

Inuyasha tried to warn Kagome in some way but his voice seemed to have died in his throat. All he could manage was to moan her name...it was the only word his brain seemed to remember.

 

He attempted to withdraw from her mouth, hoping she would get the message. Kagome ignored his warning, sucking on him harder, faster. Inuyasha's hot seed spilled into her mouth as he howled her name in an animalistic cry, his body convulsing slightly, and still she clung to his hips, not allowing him to move away, swallowing all she could manage.

 

Drops of the hot liquid spilled from her mouth and down her chin. Inuyasha's eyes widened in shock as reality took over again, and he looked down at Kagome, her beautiful heart shaped face covered in his cum.

 

Kagome wasn't disgusted by this?

 

Inuyasha watched her swallow as if in a trance, her eyes closed, as his penis slipped out of her mouth. By the Gods, he had never cum this hard in his entire life...he was incapable of breathing, and Kagome sighed blissfully, and smiled tenderly up at him.

"You don't taste so bad yourself." Kagome whispered, barely conscious that she had let these words out.

 

She had made Inuyasha react this way to her, and Kagome felt an immense pride she would never have admitted, her eyes shining, her face flushed, her tongue licking her lips once and again, tasting him there. He tasted so good, too...his salty, bittersweet taste, Inuyasha's taste...unlike anything she had tasted before...his essence was almost addictive.

 

Kagome wasn't expecting it to taste so good...she realized slowly she wanted more of him...she was in a daze when she heard Inuyasha's embarrassed apology, her eyes widening in surprise and near amusement.

 

"Kagome...I'm - I'm so sorry..." Inuyasha murmured, as he wrapped his arms around her, his body shaking, and covered her face with kisses, his tongue darting out and licking her clean in long, almost frantic strokes.

 

Inuyasha thought for a moment he had gone insane when he heard Kagome giggle breathlessly.

"For someone who never apologizes when he should, Inuyasha...I have no idea why you're apologizing now..." She whispered.

 

Inuyasha looked very much ashamed. He clung to her desperately, fear and guilt resurfacing full force, as he felt Kagome's feverish lips covering his face with tender kisses.

 

"You...you're not - disgusted?" He asked in a broken whisper, searching Kagome's expression.

 

"Baka. How can I be disgusted by you?" She answered gently, stroking his face tenderly. "Were you disgusted by me?" She asked him softly.

 

"You are a stupid bitch." Inuyasha replied angrily. "How can you even think that?"

 

"Then why would you think I'd be disgusted by you, baka?" Kagome answered, nearly matching his anger.

 

"You...you swallowed my...um..." He couldn't finish his sentence, his face beet red, averting his eyes from her face.

 

"And you are delicious." Kagome assured him with a shy little smile, not quite believing what she had just done and said, but deliriously happy that she had pleased her Inuyasha as much as he'd pleased her. "Did I - did I make you...happy?" She asked of him in a soft, almost fearful whisper.

 

"Keh. I thought that was more than obvious." Inuyasha stated, a dark blush spreading across his cheeks, as he suddenly pulled her onto his lap.

He kissed her hair, her cheeks, her eyelids. "Thank you...koishii." Inuyasha whispered in her ear, kissing it softly.

Kagome sighed blissfully. "Thank you...for letting me love you..." She lowered her voice, her face turning serious and sad when she spoke next. "For a moment there...I thought you wouldn't..."

"I didn't think you'd want to..." Inuyasha murmured.

"It was...new...and...strange..." Kagome began.

Inuyasha scowled at her words. "So you regret it then?" He asked, his sadness impossible to mask in his human form.

 

But Kagome surprised him when she suddenly giggled, her face turning red. "You didn't let me finish...it was new, strange, and...absolutely perfect."

Inuyasha blushed too, as she continued. "I expect you won't ask me if I'm sure I want to do this next time..." Kagome immediately clasped her hand over her mouth at what she had just blurted out.

 

But she did want to do it again...wanted to please Inuyasha...and she had enjoyed it...very much so...perhaps a little too much. Was that so wrong?

 

Kagome would never have thought she would enjoy that...but she had been loving her Inuyasha, giving him pleasure...and that in itself was a miracle to her, that he would give in to her...and oh how she loved to hear her name coming from his lips...

 

A part of her knew this wouldn't have happened if Inuyasha hadn't been human...he would never have let her do this if he hadn't been sure his youkai blood wouldn't break free.

Kagome also understood Inuyasha talked more and was more open with her in his human form...and she didn't know what to expect in the morning...but for now, she was so full of love for him and so proud of being his, of him being hers, that nothing else mattered.

 

Kagome had made him feel this way...she had returned his affections of last night...even if she knew Inuyasha would not allow her to do this again in his hanyou form...until he figured out a way to control his youkai blood.

He would never listen to her, she thought sadly, he would refuse to accept that there was only one of him.

Inuyasha despised his human form, feared his youkai side...he would never admit to himself they were both him.

 

Currently, Inuyasha was slowly registering Kagome's previous words...a slow, sexy little smile touching his lips despite himself.

So...his bitch wanted to do that again? His eyes glittered mischeviously when he spoke next.

 

"But..." Inuyasha started, as his hand suddenly darted underneath her short skirt and cupped Kagome's covered sex causing her to gasp. "You didn't let me...love you back."

"I..." Kagome arched her back when she felt Inuyasha's finger push against the fabric, entering her. Her panties were soaking wet, and his finger was easily sucked in by her aching sex.

"Let me now?" He breathed in her ear, licking it slowly, then blowing on it softly.

"Gods..." She moaned. "Yesss..."

 

Kagome shifted on his lap, as he removed her panties carefully and tossed them over his shoulder.

Her scent, despite being faint to his now human senses, suddenly seemed to fill the small hut as Kagome spread her legs slightly.

 

Inuyasha's warm hand lay on her sex, his fingers parting the nether lips ever so slightly. He looked deep into her misty brown eyes.

 

"Inu...yasha..." Kagome gasped, further arching her back.

Inuyasha pushed one finger inside her warm depths as deep as it would go, pumping it in and out of her slowly.

 

Kagome moaned his name again and gasped a word he didn't quite catch.

"What was that?" Inuyasha asked her softly. "Human tonight, you'll have to speak up, bitch..." He pumped her harder, and heard her pant: "More..."

 

Inuyasha smiled to himself, his heart swelling and his body responding to her request immediately, as he pushed a second finger into her.

He flexed his fingers and buried them as deep as they would go, feeling her hot, slick walls tightening around them, then releasing them, pulsing around them, as she tried to take as much of his fingers as she could.

 

Kagome moaned his name loudly, thrusting her hips, starving for more. Inuyasha inserted a third finger inside of her, dark blue eyes never leaving her flushed face, as Kagome's eyes fluttered shut, and she cried out, throwing her head back as her orgasm shook her entire body.

 

Inuyasha had access to her throat then, as he leaned over and licked the sweat off her porcelain skin, flickered his tongue against her quickened pulse, as he continued to work her, her juices flooding him, her walls clutching his fingers so tightly it seemed to him for a moment they would break.

 

Inuyasha moved his thumb over the hooded nub and drew slow circles around it, his fingers thrusting hard into her tight wetness, and she climaxed for the second time so quickly and hard her juices didn't seem to stop flowing, dripping down her thighs and over his fingers, as she let out a loud cry that would have made a child think she was in pain.

 

Kagome's hands clutched at his inky hair as she moaned his name continuously. Inuyasha bit his tongue to keep from crying out in pain, she was pulling too damn hard, but the feeling of Kagome's wet, convulsing heat around him was too glorious...and he wanted to take a closer look at her...at her delicate, tender sex.

 

He withdrew his hand from her and she gave out a cry of frustration at the loss. But Inuyasha hushed her with a deep, passionate kiss, biting her bottom lip before letting go of her mouth, the tip of her tongue briefly twisting his tongue and silently begging for more.

 

Inuyasha instead asked her in an almost shy voice to spread her legs further, a blush on his cheeks, so he could look at her.

Kagome was surprised to discover that she was not embarrassed by his request and did as she was told, the intensity of her orgasms running through her veins and making her dizzy.

She felt as if she was floating.

 

Inuyasha gently laid her down on her back, and Kagome felt his blazing eyes looking at her swollen, pulsating sex. She thought she heard him whisper the word 'Beautiful' to himself but she couldn't be sure.

Kagome was still shuddering, her body hot all over, when Inuyasha knelt before her and spread her legs. His fingers opened her wider, and she almost whimpered.

 

Inuyasha's fingers pulled at her sex, widening it further. Kagome cried out, twisting and arching her back.

 

"Hold still, koishii..." Inuyasha whispered soothingly. "Kami, I wish I could smell you...properly..."

 

"Gods...oh gods...Inuyasha...I can't take it..." Kagome whimpered, unable to stop herself.

 

"Beautiful..." Inuyasha whispered lovingly, and this time Kagome was certain he'd said it, he'd called her beautiful...but all coherent thoughts, if there was any left in her, abandoned Kagome when Inuyasha took hold of her nether lips. His fingers pinched her clit, folded back the hood of flesh that covered it.

 

Kagome whimpered again and her hips rose in the air, suspended there by virtue of the tension within her.

 

Inuyasha's hand continued to probe, to feel beneath her clit, to pull upon it gently. He flickered his thumb over it, pressed it on her glistening pearl, and inserted two fingers inside of her again, twisting them, feeling the rush of warm wetness flooding them once more as her third orgasm exploded and made her body convulse, her mouth opening in a silent scream, her head thrashing from side to side, his name the only coherent word leaving her lips.

 

Still, his fingers remained buried in her, savouring the contraction of her inner muscles, her warmth, her incredible tightness, holding him inside her, refusing to let go.

 

Kami, he wanted to taste her, but Inuyasha knew he wouldn't be able to do so properly, not in this cursed, human form...

 

And he was painfully hard again, damn his body...

'Great. Just great, baka.' Inuyasha thought to himself as he slowly slid his fingers out of Kagome and she sat up, looking up at him, brown eyes heated and alive in her pretty, flushed face. She was incapable of speaking as her panting chest heaved, causing her hardened nipples to poke against her shirt.

 

Inuyasha licked his fingers and shuddered, savouring her irresistible, musky taste, but Gods, it was not enough. He felt as if his tongue was numb, and he could only faintly taste what he so craved for...his Kagome's unique essence. It was there...but so faint...and he wanted more...but not like this...not as a human, he wouldn't allow it...

 

Kagome was staring at him in a daze, slowly returning to reality as she threw herself in his arms and buried her face in his neck.

"Inuyasha..." She breathed. "Inuyasha..." His name was the only word she could manage, and it was more than enough for him.

 

He stroked her raven locks tenderly, kissed the top of her head. Jasmine. The flowery, fresh fragance of her hair, the sweet taste of Kagome's skin mingled with her sweat, the intoxicating aroma and spicy taste of her arousal...

But most of all, in his human form, as crazy as this thought seemed in his head, Inuyasha could nearly taste her words...his name leaving her rosy lips...like they had a flavor of their own. As if Kagome's sensations and feelings could be captured by his dulled human senses; Inuyasha clung to her trembling body, rocked her back and forth. He cradled her head in his hands and drew on her lips, his tongue caressing hers slowly, Kagome's tongue meeting his and tenderly licking him, returning his tender kiss.

 

Kagome sighed when she felt his lips leave hers, and let her head fall on his shoulder. She felt more exhausted than she had ever felt in her whole life, and all she wanted right now was to fall asleep in Inuyasha's arms, to let his heartbeat lull her to sleep, to smell his woodsy, wild fragance around her, feel his lean body against hers, be held by his strong arms.

 

Inuyasha was pretty tired himself although he hid it quite well...cursing his pathetic, defenseless human body. He was also painfully aware of his arousal. Inuyasha tried to ignore it, focusing instead on the petite girl in his arms.

 

Kagome snuggled up to him, her eyes closing. Inuyasha couldn't let her fall asleep on him like this, he was naked from the waist down and so painfully hard he thought he would either burst or die.

 

"Oi, wench. Wake up." Inuyasha shook Kagome's shoulder as gently as he could manage.

Kagome opened her eyes and stared at him in a daze, feeling lightheaded. "Hmm?"

"In case you haven't noticed...I um...need to put my pants back on." Inuyasha mumbled, avoiding her eyes at all costs.

Kagome giggled breathlessly. "Well, in case you haven't noticed, I seem to be missing my underwear."

"I tossed it...somewhere..." Inuyasha mumbled, blushing deeply.

 

Kagome looked sleepily around the hut and spotted the discarded panties. Slowly she stood up, and Inuyasha couldn't help but look up under her skirt as she unknowingly gave him a pretty good look of her thighs slick with her release and firm buttocks.

 

'Tempting little bitch...' Inuyasha thought, and nearly smiled despite his aching, throbbing erection.

 

Kagome retrieved her now ruined underwear and sighed, shaking her head with a little smile as she put them back on. She grabbed his red pants and threw them at him.

 

"Hey!" He snapped when they hit him in the face.

 

Kagome giggled. She tried very, very hard not to let her eyes wander to Inuyasha's evident state of arousal...and failed miserably.

 

"Don't - don't look at me like that, bitch!" Inuyasha said, blushing so hotly Kagome thought his face would burst into flames.

 

"I wasn't looking!" She said with as much pride as she could muster, the blush dusting her cheeks betraying her statement.

 

"You were too!" Inuyasha pouted at her.

 

"Was not!" She insisted, returning his pout.

 

Inuyasha rolled his eyes. "Whatever, wench. Now turn around."

 

"Excuse me?"

 

Inuyasha spoke slowly, with as much dignity as a man naked from the waist down could manage: "Turn. Around."

 

"But I..." Kagome bit her tongue. Telling him she had not only seen him like this, but had also suckled on him minutes before would not help the embarrassed and much annoyed hanyou at the moment. Also, she wanted to look...

 

'What am I thinking? Gods, I'm turning into a sex maniac!' Kagome turned around obediently, sighing loudly.

 

She heard the rustle of the fabric as Inuyasha pulled his hakama back on, a few muttered curses, and finally, he said, in a much calmer voice: "Okay, you can look now."

Kagome rolled her eyes. "Oh, good. Now you're decent."

 

"Shut up, bitch! You were...you were giving me a look!"

 

"A look?" Kagome's eyes blazed with disbelief. "A look?"

"Damn right! It was...a...a look!"

 

Inuyasha didn't know how to explain it better, except he was positive it was the same look he had given Kagome before he had buried his face between her legs and told her he could smell her...

 

The fact that Kagome was giving his human form that look in particular did not make Inuyasha a happy hanyou.

But Inuyasha had let her - show him how much she desired him, as a human...hadn't he? So he had no one to blame but himself.

Tonight's actions made it clear that Kagome wanted him. And hadn't he seen that same, lustful look in her eyes, mingled with her infinite love for him, that very same loving, misty eyed look, the previous night, when he had visited her room, as a hanyou?

 

What was that Kagome had said before? That there was only one of him?

 

'Keh. Stupid bitch. She just doesn't get it! This pathetic human form ain't me! My - my youkai form is definetely not me! And she...she's giving my human side that look! Shit, that look is mine! Not theirs! I won't let her look at any of them like that! Why the hell did I let her do this to me - as a fucking human?'

 

Inuyasha had let her simply because Kagome had asked him, because he could not refuse her and... because he had wanted her to.

Deep down, Inuyasha knew that if Kagome had asked if she could pleasure him while he was in his hanyou form, he would not be able to resist her either...and then - then his cursed youkai side would be free...and he would - he would...hurt her. Hurt his Kagome.

 

Inuyasha shut his eyes and sighed. Shit, he hated this! He hated being himself!

The stupid, old flea had said Inuyasha would find his fucking answers on this night...and as far as he could tell, he had found none!

 

When Inuyasha opened his eyes again, his dark blue depths were filled with a silent apology.

"Kagome...I just - I'm confused right now, okay?"

"I know." Kagome said gently. "I know you are, Inuyasha. I just wish...you'd understand. I wish I could make you understand..."

"I'm trying, koishii."

 

Kagome smiled at the endearment, at the unusual tenderness of his voice, but he looked so sad then, so lost, all she could do was try to soothe him.

 

Kagome sat down in front of the dying embers and patted the empty space next to her. "Come here." She whispered.

Inuyasha obediently sat down next to her, again inhaling deeply, as she wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her head on his shoulder.

"Is it okay if I sleep now?" She asked sarcastically.

"Sleep...pathetic human." Inuyasha mumbled as she snuggled closer to him, her eyes closing slowly, feeling his body relax as he kissed the top of her perfumed head.

 

Inuyasha wasn't about to admit he was dying to get some sleep himself. He certainly would not fall asleep tonight of all nights.

Instead, he was going to watch over his bitch, even if he was a helpless human, he was going to look at Kagome's beautiful face all night, perhaps kiss her sleeping mouth every now and then, allowing himself to look adoringly at his chosen one, his Kagome...

 

Inuyasha felt Kagome's breathing change almost immediately and smiled lovingly at her. He stroked her hair, his fingertips brushing her thick eyelashes, then caressing her velvet soft lips.

He waited for a couple of hours, until he was positive she was sound asleep, and leaned forward just a little, his lips brushing her ear.

 

"I love you, Kagome." Inuyasha whispered, so low he couldn't even hear himself.

Kagome smiled in her sleep, sighing blissfully, as if she could hear his words in her dreams.

 

It felt so good...to have finally said those words to her aloud, even if she hadn't heard him.

Inuyasha shut his eyes and tried to focus entirely on Kagome, listening to her even breathing, smelling the fragance of jasmine of her hair, trying to be content just by smelling that...

 

And he found out that he was.

Kagome's warm, lithe body against him, his hands buried in her silky ebony tresses, his lips pressed against her smooth forehead...it was enough for now.

 

What Kagome had said earlier hadn't made sense to him, but Inuyasha pushed her words away and merely concentrated on the warmth of the young girl in his arms, the little miko that he loved more than life itself...Inuyasha concentrated on the fact that she loved him back, wanted him.

He tried to ignore the fact that he was human tonight...tried oh so hard to forget his youkai's persistant threats.

 

Inuyasha's eyes slowly fluttered closed, as he was enveloped by Kagome's sweet presence, her arms wrapped around his waist. Incredibly enough, sleep slowly and steadily claimed him.

For the first time since he could remember as a grown hanyou, on the nights of the New Moon, Inuyasha, in his human form, fell sound asleep with his beloved in his arms.

 

 

TBC

 

 

AN: I really hope you liked this, you ungrateful baka's even though I didn't get the reviews I crave for you're getting this Ch cause YM never breaks a promise! And since I posted 2 chaps more or less at the same time...I have no qustions to answer but, as usual:

ARIGATO GRACIAS THANKS TO THE GREAT AMAZING TALENTED WONDERFUL SCHEREZADE!!!!! You know it, girl, this ch wouldn't be here without ya! ::hugs:: I keep repeating myself but you SO RULE!!!! Seriously, people, Scherezade has no time right now and STILL she's helped me more with this than you would Ever know...I have erected a shrine for her, in case I haven't mentioned it, to praise her ::bows down to her:: She's an Incredible writer, the Greatest beta in the world, a kind, sweet, wonderful person and I'm so proud to call her my friend and I love to embarrass her in public ;) I ADORE her ::hugs Scherezade again:: I worshipped her before I got to know her and now I worship her even more. Did I mention she's also my co-author? That we're co-writing "Beneath the Skin"? CHECK IT OUT! AND REVIEW FOR US! We're working hard on this and it's for YOU! So read it, love it, love us lol...and review if you did! All bow to the great Scherezade!!!! I luv ya girl!!!

 

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