InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Mental ❯ Nervous Kagome? (Graphic Lemon in the chapter) ( Chapter 10 )

"There was another line in the poem." Kagome whimpered, pressing her face into the boy's chest, searching for eternal comfort, she knew that he may provide. Her sobs breaking her voice into short, impulsive pants. "Bows the holy darkness of hatred and lies, thus is born a sick love."

"Kagome.." InuYasha breathed, running his calloused fingers through her, silken black hair."I'm here." His lips brushed against her forehead, trying to soothe her flowing tears, feeling his heart rip apart. There was something eerily calming about the girl in his arms, perhaps it was what he needed. But all of his selfish thoughts had to be pushed aside so that he could help her, she needed it more than he did. "Why are you here? "

"I'm insane I guess, why are any of us here? " She lifted her head to have her incinerating, painful eyes, tearing a void into his stomach, pulling him apart from the inside. "Our problems, and deficiencies, make us different. The night I wrote what you just read, I tried to kill myself. Via my famous wrist slicing." She mumbled, reaching a hand up to rub her sore, blood shot eyes. "Time can't fix things like the doctors say, it only deepens the open wounds."

"I understand, I was sent here. After I lost my family a few years back." InuYasha sighed, closing his eyes at the memory. "But, at first I felt safe here, accepted somewhat, now there's nothing I wouldn't do to get the fuck out of here." He stated plainly, his thick tattered bangs falling in his eyes, discreetly concealing the fear of opportunity and revelation. "I won't pity myself, or feel that it was my fault for what happened, I pushed that back years ago, when I first had dabbled with meth amphetamines."

"That's all? I would have figured they would have just sent you to a detox centre, unless it caused some so of complication with your normal behavior." Kagome sniffled, loosing most of the shed tears within her finger tips and the fabric of the warm body holding her. "Well, look it doesn't matter, we're here and the rest of the god given world are outside of those walls."

"I know this is kinda up front, but..." Yash started, reluctantly loosening his grip on her with a sigh." did someone hurt you? And I mean, abusive, or anything?" He swallowed, glancing down at her through the rift in his bangs.

"I never asked to be abused." Kagome pulled away from him completely, running her hands up and down her coated arms. "I never asked to be raped. But it's too late to do anything now. I guess..I..I...." The raven haired girl's face twisted up as another sob threatened to break her apart, her head hung low wincing from the memory. Abruptly she stood up, tears glazing over her pale skin in a silver bath, as she strode quickly towards the door.

"Kagome!" The dark eyed boy yelled, immediately following her out the door with a pang in his heart knowing that he made her remember a part of her life that was locked away in the furthest reaches of her mind. "I'm sorry, come here please?"

"Leave me alone for a while." She muttered from between broken sobs, staring at him from her silver pools. "It's not your fault." The short girl shed a weak smile, paying close attention to his pleading eyes, wondering when he'd gained such an interest in her.

InuYasha blew a warm breath, making his bangs dance around his face ignoring her order to leave her alone. She didn't need to be by herself when she was like this. The boy's eyes lifted blatantly, stepping forward. He reached out to her pulling her back into his chest, wrapping his strong arms firmly around her. He ran his fingers through her hair, closing his eyes as the feeling of her arms locking around him melded them together.

"InuYasha?" She buried her face in his chest, relaxing at the warmth and feel of him. She knew she wouldn't let him get to her, she would die after this night if he kept up with this. 'Back to being bitch Kagome in the morning.' The girl scolded herself.

"Hm.." The paranoid boy's eyes flew open at her calling him by his real name, not that he minded, but he'd never told her. "Kagome, how did you know my name?" He asked calmly glancing around for orderlies, seeing as how they were in the middle of a well lit hallway someone was bound to notice.

"I over heard Hiten and Doc talking a few days ago." Kagome stated without any ounce of emotion." Can I ask you something? Besides what I just asked you?" She arched a brow, beginning to calm down.

"Go ahead." Yash swallowed, reaching a hand to her face to brush her bangs from her eyes."Anything."

"Sleep with me?" Kagome boldly declared, more of an order than question, lifting her head up to glare at him in his deep brown eyes, searching around for some reason feeling weak. Knowing it was actually a decision he had to make, and that pissed her off.

"You..you want me..me to what?!" The boy stuttered, a steady warmth pulsing over his skin, illuminating it to a lovely shade of rose."K-Kagome..I...No! " His head lowered while letting her free herself from his grasp. All he could do was hide his blush, too bad she already knew for a fact that it was there.

"Well, I mean, every time I mention sex you turn cherry fucking red." Kagome crossed her arms with a arrogant smirk, the benefits of being borderline meant she could free herself from whatever emotions after a little bit of tension and stress was relieved.""You can't say that you don't want me. I know you do." She eyed him up and down, taking not to the particular way he was fidgeting with his nervous hands.

"You are-GOD What the fuck!? I don't understand you!" InuYasha's hands searched upwards to his hair, gripping the black strands pulling them with a rough tug. "One minute you're crying and we actually can be half way decent to each other and then we go right back to this!"

"Sexual tension love." The girl smiled inwardly, staring helpless at him. There was something about him, something that she wanted to keep, but chose her method of allure for starters. "I know it's the first time that you're doing something like that, come on I'm not going to kill you afterwards or anything. It can be our little secret."

"Kagome.." He grunted, turning his back on her gazing mercifullessly towards the metal doors, thoughts rolling over in head. "I'm sure as hell not going to get you pregnant, so that's another strike against it. I'm sorry I'm not sleeping with you." He smirked to himself, thanking god that she couldn't see his face. "There won't be any sleeping tonight."

"Oh really, don't think I didn't hear that." Kagome narrowed her eyes, waltzing up behind him, freeing her arms from their crossed binding. "Are you offering yourself to me? Or was that just a thought about how you're dreading to sleep with a girl with more experience than you have." She arched a brow, placing her hands on his hips, running them up and down his thighs with pressure.

"Stop." InuYasha groaned, trying to ignore the feeling of her hands running close to his growing erection."I..I can't." His eyes closed, biting his lip in the agonizing game she was playing with his body.

"I have condoms, bed checks are in two hours." The girl whispered into his ear, after propping up on her toes, licking the lobe with the tip of her tongue. "This is just for us to know." She smirked, burring her face into his back while her hand, placed in front of him, slid to his bulge. Her fingers traipsed over the material covering it, feeling it harden.

"I hate you." The molested boy mumbled, trying to keep his composure. His body was tense beyond belief and so help him god, she kept doing this he'd never let the wench walk again."Ka-gome please...don't do this." He felt his eyes close and flutter to the back of his head, there was no way out of it. That damned girl was so persistent, she'd get what she wanted.

"Why Yash, you afraid." A steady blush creeping it's way, uninvited upon her cheeks. Her hands left his warm body to feel the heat rising from her face and looked down at the tiles.

"Huh? What happened?" He grunted lightly, turning around watching her shuffle her feet together nervously. "What the fuck's up with you now?" His dark eyes narrowed, while taking in short breaths.

"Nothing.I give up. You win. I won't touch you anymore. I'll just find someone else since you're not interested." Kagome rambled, waving a hand in front of her face having no idea why she felt the need to give up, and attempt to coax someone else into a situation like this, it was her that after all that Let him in...

"Oh the fuck you will!" InuYasha groaned from behind his blanket of black hair, tumbling into his face covering the immense sea of blush. His breath caught in his throat, as his body began to tremble. The depths of his eyes gaped open, pupils dilating into fine specks.

"W-what?" Kagome's eyes flickered back up to him, staring him in the eyes, making it aware to him that she was blushing and tense. "You actually..." She trailed, not being able to finish the statement. Her heart beat out of her chest in nerve and possibility, while being shoved against the wall next to the lounge. Everything around her was nothing more than a blur in the time it took for the boy to press his hips against hers, forcing his lips on hers. Fingers knitted tightly in her hair.

Kagome's eyes were wide, fearful and ecstatic all the same. She reached up from between them brushing her fingers across his chest, every pained memory being lost for a moment. Her thin lips parted letting his tongue seek the enterance it begged for, falling into a state of elatement. Losing the battle of her slight conscience she closed her eyes tightly deepening the fiery kiss into an all out battle. A deep pooling of heat sank in her lower stomach pulling her into the abyss."Inu..Yasha.."

"Hm..Fuck I love the taste of you.." InuYasha groaned into her mouth, feeling the cool metal brush against his tongue as he thrust his hips forward. His hands pulled, and tugged against her hair, then proceeded to graze the soft flesh of her neck."Ka..go.me.."

"Uh..." The girl moaned, her body itching to feel flesh. She cracked an eye open slightly scanning around the hallway. No one that would stop them had walked by, but she proceeded in pushing him off of her. The heated steaming of evaporating silver glinted in her eyes, as they clouded over with desire, staring in awe at the blushing boy. "Come on, let's get to a room." She breathed, holding her head low, jutting a hand out to grip her soon to be lover's and lead him quickly down the halls.

"Kagome..This thing fuckin' hurts." The dark headed boy grunted about the pain of holding in his release while she took him all over hell's half acre to get to her room."Hurry!"

"Look it's right here, come on before they catch you in the women's quarter." Kagome whispered, jerking him into the room, slamming the metal door behind her. Her piercing eyes glared a once over of InuYasha, flushed to a shade of pink. His clothing wrinkled and tired. "Take 'em off." She stated calmly, swallowing hard.

"No." He retorted, standing directly in front of the door, leaning back on it in the hope that he was making the right decision, but seemingly at this point, he didn't care. "We're doing this right, they come off whenever they happen to." he breathed, his voice raspy and sore. Trying to ignore how bad he wanted to tear her apart after she teased him.

"I see."' The short girl smirked, choosing to slip her black jacket off of her frail form, tossing it on Sango's empty bed. Feeling Yash's eyes following her motions, she turned around more or less yanking her shirt off, reuniting it with the plain jacket. "Yash, take them off now." She muttered, closing her eyes.

"Uh..okay.." InuYasha stumbled over his words, his skin still warm with embarrassed blush. He immediately worked his hands over his shirts, swiftly pulling them over his head in one move. A wave of black fell back through, while he tossed the clothing on the floor. The dim light glowing from the dusty lamp near the beds, reflected his smooth chest, a muscle twitch here and there, a rather pleasing sight to the scadly clad girl. Her mouth went dry, out of frustration and lust, watching him finish off the rest of his clothing, tossing it on the tiled floor.

"You know, I may have never done this, but I sure as hell ain't letting you control me Kagome." The near naked boy groaned, stepping closer to the girl, now attempting to unzip her pants frantically, but failed while her body slapped against his naked flesh. A blush crossed her face, as he pressed his face into her bare shoulder, breathing heavily. Arms locked around her, forcing her closer, as if there was a need to cease the centimeters in-between. InuYasha closed his dark eyes, running his tongue over her jugular, with a smirk he felt her shudder. "After this, you're mine." He whispered, running his fingers in a tight grip on her hair.

Kagome, winced, trembling from how his attitude changed from only a few moments earlier. Although she couldn't really say that she didn't like the way that his hardened dick pressed against her, only making the pooling of wet heat grow .

"You're not nervous are you Kagome?" Yash grinned, breathing rashly in her ear. Knowing the effect he was having on her supple body.

(A/N: The super lemon is starting now, so if you don't like them. Don't read the rest of this chapter.)

"W-what makes you think..oh god...uh..that I'm..I'm..ahh.." Kagome moaned, not being able to complete a sentence. Her body kept reacting to the slightest caress from his mouth over her exposed skin. Her chest pressed against his, with his fingers now working there way around to the back strap of her black bra. Fidgeting with the damned clasp.

"Hmm..enjoying it aren't you wench?" Yash mumbled, finally unlatching the fabric, immediately taking her right nipple to his mouth as the bra fell helplessly to the floor. His tongue ran over the erected bead lightly, then began rolling it around his mouth with a firm sucking motion. His hands caught themselves in her long flowing hair for stability while her small fingers dug into the back of his skull pressing him closer into her chest.

All Kagome could do was whimper, her eyes silver eyes closed, her fingers massaging his scalp. InuYasha's warm mouth slid from her breast, sliding slowly down her flat stomach, nipping at the flesh. His own body was flustered and anxious. The girl's hands worked their way out of his hair, pulling away from him, gaining some sort of control, she glared at him with lust ridden eyes. The boy swallowed hard, lifting his head up to meet her gaze with his own intensity. His body ached, the pressure of denim weighing down his erection was causing a small torrent of renounced friction.

"Get on your knees." Kagome stated, her voice was breathy, full of need. Watching him comply, and kneel before her with unsure eyes. A few scares were apart on his torso, other than that he was perfect. Warm flesh, all hers for the taking. With a devious grin, she lowered herself on to the floor in front of him, never breaking eye contact. "Didn't think I was actually nervous did you?" She smirked, running her hands down her bare chest with pressure taking away some of the blush, turning it whiter than normal.

Yash's breath became short, finding himself to be the one becoming nervous. He watched her flowing movements from behind the blanket of black, cascading in his face. His heart skipped a beat, but brought himself, to reach forward again. His hands reached around her waist, pulling her back against his chest. A fiery stare from his dark eyes, settled into the pit of the raven haired girl's stomach, while his fingers, slid around the waist of her jeans, toying with the button and zipper with a grin. "I already told you how this was going to be. I'm not being controlled." His voice raspy, somewhat threatening.

"Hmph..Is that what you think?" She asked with the same sadistic smirk curling on her lips, her hands lowered until they reached his, helping him tug the fabric of her jeans down her thighs. Her black skimpy underwear plainly visible to the boy with the raging hard on. His eyes fixated on her smooth, curvaceous hips, making a mental note to devour the contents in-between the juncture of her legs. "I take it you like what you see." She arched a brow, purring while her hands drifted to the waist of his constricting pants.

"You wait Kagome." Yash murmured, watching her eased ministrations. Her fingers brushed against the lower portion of his stomach, running a finger gently inside the band. Thoughts of what she would do to him, crossed over her mind, all the while, playing with the zipper.

"I don't think I'm the one that's about to pass out from a throbbing, thick, cock that's about to take over my mind now am I?" She questioned, full well, knowing the answer. Her bare chest, pressed against his cool skin, a stroke of her pierced tongue, fell over his lips. Coursing against the corners, nipping at the tender flesh. The girl's hands still roamed delicately around his waist, finally slipping her hand inside the torn apart denim. The soft fabric of his boxers held his aching member, while fingers drew patterns on the surface.

InuYasha's eyes closed, sealing away from the faint light in the room, souly fixating on the feeling of her hands, now gripping his erection. The soft caresses, and more forceful grindings, how intoxicating they were. Thick saliva welled in his mouth, over powering the sweet taste the girl left there earlier, swallowing it down with a hard gulp. He felt his knees give, letting him ease back on his elbows. Kagome forcefully slid his jeans and boxers onto the floor, taking in the sight of his long legs as she continued.

Another wave of blush settled onto the girl's face, inspecting every inch of his body, that lay at the mercy of her hands. The sight alone sent shivers down her spine. Wasting no time, she slid her body forward, pressing flesh in-between his slightly opened thighs, her hands pulled them apart, lowering her head to his soft lower stomach. With a smirk, her lips grazed his skin, with warm puffs of breath intertwined with a small tongue bath skimming downwards.

Yash's heart pounded feeling the rush of someone actually wanted to be that close, his body warm, supple non abused by anyone but himself. Now he felt what Miroku was telling him about, the painfully burning sensations brought on by another person's own will.

Kagome's body throbbed uncontrollably, finally reaching her destination, settling her head in between the juncture of his legs, her pierced tongue lightly stroked his head, teasing him with the cool metal, feeling him jerk back in response. She continued, .running her lips around the appendage, dipping her tongue down the shaft of the stiffened flesh. The slick moisture of her tongue held on, while forcing the rest of him into her mouth, putting for a steady suction. Dragging the piercing along the base, sliding back up with forceful vim. She felt his body recline against the wall steadying himself with closed eyes.

InuYasha groaned low in his throat as she engulfed him, her head bobbing up and down his length. His fingers found there way to her hair knitting themselves, pushing her further down, not wanting to loose the warmth of streaming feeling of her smooth tongue. Long strands of his hair, fell over as he lowered his head onto his chest, moaning in short breaths. Deep down he wanted this to end, so he could have his way with her. He was sure as hell not going to burst in her mouth as much as he'd like to, he'd be deep inside her.

Kagome grunted becoming more aroused by her ministrations, when she found his hips thrashing forward, mouth fucking her. A twinge of shivers shot down the marrow in her bones, until he abruptly ended the close contact, with heaving breaths. "Fuck...Kagome...stop. Now...I.." He paused, with a rush of cold air hitting his wet skin. "I can't take much more."

"That's the point...oh god!!" Kagome found herself, pushed down on her back. Legs tossed over his shoulders, staring him directly in the eye. Her body tensed, stray strands of his hair brushed across her skin, a smirk bore on to his lips. His hips, inched forward to hers, leaving only a small amount of thin air between them, she could feel the heat radiating off of his body, and the slick liquid of her arousal trickling from her core.

"The point is, your not the one telling me what to do my little Kagome." He snickered, plastering his face against hers, with so much pressure his nose bent against her cheek. Heated breaths grazed her ears with every lingering word."I decide if you get fucked. I'm the one with the dick remember. " A long lap of his tongue, edged around her lobe.

The girl's head turned to the side, gasping at the sensation. She couldn't say anything, he was right. He owned her at the current moment and could have his way with her. A sudden shifting of her legs, parting them sent a wave of relief on her that she would hopefully get release of the building desire. Soon enough she found, his head lowering it's self, placing wet kisses along her abdoman, stiffling with his tongue until he reached in the slick cavern.

With a smirk, Yash's tongue parting the soft folds through the silk fabric of her underwear, rolling back up flicking the nub, repeadedly. Squiels of pleasure rang from the girl's mouth, her fingers knotting tightly in his smooth hair, forcing him further into her, after stealthfully slidding her out of her panties. The warmth he exuded, mouth fucking her gently, lapping up the sweet sucreetion from her insides. Kagome's chest heaved, her hips pressed upwards into his mouth. Desperate to find her ecstacy. Every thrust of his tongue, bore a hole in her mind, closer and closer to beconing release, but every time would fall short. Her last nerve was shot, she needed him inside of her."Yash..please..for the love of god fuck me off!!!" She moaned, her mouth open, panting.

InuYasha, glared up at her through a rift in his bangs with a grin of satisfaction. His member began dripping with precum, dancing its way down his shaft. The rest of the boy's body ached aswell, while he pulled back. He dipped his long fingers to her core, massaging her clit with his thumb. Testing her, he lifted them back up to his fingers, lapping up the necture she poured from herself."I might..depends Kagome.." The dark eyed boy breathed raspily, a smug look on his defined features.

"Dammit..I..Fuck..just fuck me Yash!" Kagome panted, closing her silvery eyes, to shield herself from viewing the object she so desired to be inside her. Her breasts heaved with her heavy breathing waiting impatiently, for him to tear into her."Please..I hate..begging...just do it..Now!" She groaned, reaching up pulling down the jeans she wore eariler in the day, whipping out a condom frantically shoving it to him.

InuYasha yanked from her hands, slipping the covering onto himself, feeling a slight sting from the spermicide. His thin lips curled into a smile, licking off the reminse of her juices, propping himself on his hands above her. His cascading midnight hair fell in a shield over the girl, hiding her supple body from the light. Her stormy lust ridden eyes met his, as her legs locked over his shoulders. Bracing herself, she gripped her hands on his firm arms, licking her lips. Yash closed his eyes taking a breath, resting on his knees. Kagome shuddered, deciding to lift her chest to meet his, knocking the boy back against the wall, buckling his knees against the cool floor. Her arms flew around his neck pulling him closer, into a fiery kiss, exploring his mouth with her soft tongue.

The boy groaned into her mouth,lowering her legs into the bends of his arms. With a steady bracing he thrust into her. He moaned pulling out of the kiss, resting his head in the curve of her neck, gnawing on the exposed flesh. Yash regained his composure as much as he could allow himself, and drove into her small body. The attriction between the warmth of her core, and slick fluid helped him begin to rock her back and forth.

Kagome bucked her hips against his, begging him to go faster. The boy eagerly complied, rolling his hips, pounding into her with more renounced force than before. His hazy vision settled on the girl riding him, being completely lost in the feeling. The way her hips fell into his thrusts rocking him back, while he dove forward. His fingers skimming over her soft, sweaty skin. The steaming suction, drove him insane, coming so close to his edge. But holding back to the best of his ability. Although with her begging cries, it was difficult.

The girl mewed, and purred out a variation of poison, intoxicating words, into his ears. Biting the lobes, trailing over the edge with her tongue. Ending up on the left side of his neck, tasting his masculine flesh.
"Oh...Harder...uh..Yash...fuck.." She groaned, breathing heavily on his neck, sending shivers down his spine.

"I..I'm..goin'..come on..Kagome..push back harder..come on baby...I'll fuck you off.." He moaned, biting her shoulder. Sucking off the blood that was drawn. His eyes snapped closed, as the girl in his arms pushed forward, squeezing her muscles around him. Pulling him further into the abyss, and to an unknown fathom of incoherence. He responded by the wrapping his arms around her waist, pushing her back. Thrusting into her erractically, loosing himself inside her soft curls."Fuck! Gah...ernnnnn.." InuYasha's hair fell over the Kagome's shoulders, while slamming her onto the floor.

"Just a bit..oh...more ..I'm...so close...oh god..." Kagome grinted, locking her legs tightly around him as he fell onto her, pushing his dick further in her body. Violently thrusting as if he would die if he didn't finish with her. His nails dug into her waist, not wanting to give up. His throbbing member, pulled out almost all the way, rubbing against her nub teasingly, before tearing back into her for the last time.

InuYasha's eyes opened, panting he stared down at the girl below him. Her orgasm just one rub to completion. He swallowed hard, running his thumb over the sensitive nerve, sending her spiraling over her edge. Kagome's legs went slack, her breathing tattered and impulsive as well as his, his seed seeping into the condom as her muscles clenched a death grip around him, covered by both of their body secretions. The boy's body trembled with a wave of aftershocks of what just happened. Kagome twitched with electricity surging through her. Never in her life had she experienced sex that fucking good.

With an exhausted smile she reached a sweaty palmed hand to his face, brushing away his heavy bangs. She radiated with a comfortable warmth, as she leaned forward capturing his lips with her own. "We're doing this again some time.." She muttered with a grin, receiving a nod from her now lover, she pulled his bare body onto her chest, stroking her fingers delicately through his dark hair praying to god they still had enough time to get the hell out of there before the Nazi patrol did bed checks.