InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ naked and alone ❯ I want to never wake up ( Chapter 21 )

*warning there is a lot of suicide content in this chappie and the rape is finished her...readers beware this is not a happy chappie...

Disclamier- I will never and have never owned Inu but in my own little insane world I'm married to him and have 47 Children and my name is Kagome...which actually oddly enough my real name is Kagome no lie...

Chapter 21: i want to never wake up...

I was scared...more than scared...i have ever been this scared in my life. He was going to rape me and there was nothing I could do...I was naked and alone...

"Well girlie are you going to abbey me and let this be less painful for you or struggle and be in a lot of pain. i might even kill you afterwards...who am I kidding I'll just kill you anyway...!!!! might as well have you virginity taken before hand right!" Kagome opened her eyes wide at the mention of virginity...there was a chance...a small chance...to get out of this...but she had one problem...she couldn't talk right now...his penis was in her mouth...

"Well little girl it's time for you to lose your virginity and die!!!!! but first you know what i want...?" She closed her eyes tight and new what she had to do...it was the only way...she knew that this would be the most horrible time of her life...but here it goes..."I want a blow job..." Yep she had been right....he wanted what she thought and so now she had to do it...there was no other why...no matter how much she hated it...but until he removed his erection from her mouth she was screwed.

And so she sucked on him and let her tongue run over his tip. She hated every minute of it...every grown he released because of her actions every moan...every gasp made her cry even more...he began to move his erection in and out of her mouth...like he would with her lower regions later if he got his way...

"you now what...*groan* my dear...*gasp*...I only take *moan* virgins like you!" That was it she knew that her plan would work now...and she would never have to feel him inside her...like she had let her InuYasha...slowly she felt him leave her mouth. She felt her heart start beating fast as he moved himself into precision.

"Please" Whispered Kagome...she knew she had to say it now right now...

"You think i will stop now, no way virgin..." He started to push into her...

"I'm not a virgin..." She whispered threw the tears on her face and the sobs that were ranking her body.

"What.." Asked Naraku in furry as he pulled out of her! "Your not a virgin!!! but then who!" It was then that he saw the mark...the mark of a mate and he knew she was no threat to him at all...she couldn't us the Shikon no Toma against him hell, it was debatable if she could us it at all...for he had found that only a virgin can use it, and there for he couldn't 50 years ago..."Well if your not a virgin then I guess I'll just have some fun..."

"But you said you only take virgins!!" Cried out Kagome..."In this case..." He said as he kissed and sucked on one breast..."I'll make an exception!"

"No please don't!!! I'm not what you want...i'm not..."

"Shut the hell up!!!!" He said as he bit her breast! "I can do what i please!!!!" She let the tears fall down her cheeks in sheets...she thought it would work that she would save herself from the sure humiliation of being raped and betraying her mate...her Inu...

"STOP!!!!" kagome's eyes shoot open that voice it was a...it wasn't...it wasn't who she thought it was...it was a females voice...but...she had never heard it before...but then again it sounded formular. she felt Naraku weight leave her suddenly and then she felt no weight at all...like she was floating...and when she opened her eyes...she was meet by a light...a bright pink light...

"you don't have to be afraid anymore Kagome..."

"Who are you..." It was then that she saw her...dressed in red miko robes with long black hair...she looked like her...but from an era so fare away...

"I am Kikyo...we are one..." Said the miko lady as she set down next to Kagome..."i have a favor to ask you..."

"what is it?" Asked Kagome...for some reason she just trusted the young women who died over 50 years ago...maybe that was stupid but hell it was a dream right?!

"Go to the village of Terugan there you will find the other half of the Shikon no Toma...when you get it make your wish...and here...Kagome.." Kikyo handed her a glowing half sphere...half of the Shikon no Toma...

'thank you Kikyo but i don't think i can do it..." Said Kagome in a whisper..."I like it here to much...

"i know but sometimes we have to do things we don't want to..." she looked over at Kagome and smiled..."Don't worry it will all turn out alright...I promise you..." With that a glow came over Kagome and the last thing she heard Kikyo saw was this..."For the child you carry is from a hanyou..."

"Nani....?"

~a little while later~

"Kagome wake up!!" Said Inu for the millionth time. they had found her naked on the cave floor about an hour ago...she was bruised and battered bad...and they could tell that she had nearly been raped but that's to Inu's expert noise knew it hadn't been finished.

"Please wake up Kagome-chan!!!" cried Sango...slowly Kagome opened her eyes and looked at all of them...

"What...happened..." She looked into Inu's eyes and knew that something bad had happened...and then she remembered all of it the attempted rape Kikyo and...what Kikyo had said...

"oh Kagome your ok!" Said Inu as he hugged her tight...

"Inu...we have to get to Terugan...."

"Why?" Asked everybody...

"Because...of this..." She said as she held out the half of the Toma she had received.

"is that the Shikon no Toma..?" Asked Miroku...

"it's half....the other half's in Terugan...so that's were we have to go..." And once we're there I'll be alone again...

"Let's go then..." Said Inu as he picked her up and carried her out of the cave...."To Terugan"

"Lets..."

So we traveled for three days and all i could think about was what she had said...Kikyo i mean...the child I carry...the child of a hanyou...so maybe that meant...that i was pregnant with InuYasha's child and if i left that child would be born without a father and if that happened...think of it...and what if the child looked like Inu...With ears like his and the silver hair...the kid would never fit in in my world...and what if this is really all a dream and any moment know I wake up...then...i would be naked and alone....i would be dead inside...forever...I would want to go to sleep and never wake...i don't want to be naked and alone anymore...but like Kikyo said...sometimes...you don't have a choice...

Please review this chappie is one of mymost heart felt ones...because of a friend...

InuYasha loves me