InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ naked and alone ❯ A ending and beginning ( Chapter 23 )

this is the final chappie...i have loved writing this and i hope you have enjoyed reading....please read note at bottom after you have read thank you

and no I don't own any of the songs i have used *simple and clean* and i dont' remember the name to the other one...

chapter: 23

As she came into the light, from the darkness that had been consuming her before, she heard nothing and felt nothing...knew nothing...all she knew was that this was going to be the deciding time...and there was nothing she could do to change it...destiny awaited...

She felt a jolt all the sudden and then a rip...like her body had started to divide....she heard them felt them and then saw them...her friends...her mate...even Shippo was there...and Keade...she didn't want to see then...it only made this decision even harder...she wanted to cry when she saw the look in Inu's eyes...her heart was braking slowly painfully...she was dieing inside...a voice began echo in her head...telling her what to do...

Slowly she felt her feet touch the ground and she heard the voices of her friends...but then at the same time she didn't hear a thing...she opened her hand that had remanded closed tight in it was the other half of the precious jewel...she took the other side out of her pocket still ignoring her friends around her...

with great care she took the jewel and out it together...what happened next...no one could have predicted...

~when you walk away...

you don't hear me say...

please oh baby

don't go simple and clean

is the way that your making me

feel tonight

it's hard to let it go...~

A glow formed around her brighter than life itself...it settled into her heart and focused hard...she felt her body leave the ground and she heard gasped and crying...but most of all she heard a voice...laughing happily and praising her for what she thought was stupidity...

~your giving me...

to many things lately

your all I need...~

She say pictures before her eyes of her and the other's together...her and Shippo in a field playing...her and Sango lounging in a hot springs and having 'girl talk'. and hitting Miroku when he got to close...Images of Inu holding her tight and calling her names of endearment stroking her hair and smiling as she kissed his cheek lovingly...all of these showed what they had been giving her...what she wanted...but it was to much...now she would leave them....when really they were all she needed...

~don't get me

wrong I love you

but dose I have to met

your father

when we are older you'll

understand what I meant

when I said 'no'

I don't think things are that simple~

She loved them to death and here it was to save them she was making a wish a wish that would destroy her life and give them there's forever...maybe they would hate here for this...but then again maybe when they got older and wiser they'd understand why she did what she did and wouldn't hate her anymore...no...things just aren't that simple...

~the daily things

like this and that and what is what

are confusing me

that's when you

came to me and said

'wish I could prove I love you

but dose that mean I have to walk on water?'

when we are older you'll understand

it's enough when I say so

and maybe some things are that simple~

everything was becoming so confusing for her...nothing mad sense...what was it with the world!!!! Did they think she was perfect and could walk on water...hardly she couldn't really even swim let alone be graceful enough to walk...Inu would have said to her something like...'so what your perfect to me no matter if the water let's you walk or swim...'....Inu...and what of you...will you still love me...even if I'm gone?...or will you hate me and think that I didn't love you enough to stay...or maybe can you believe that it's enough when i say so...and yes some things like that are that simple....

She felt the power of the jewel around her and saw the evil that was Naraku she saw her friends and her lover standing there watching her with sorry eyes...she had to do it...after all...she was a women and as the world and all the people that had come before her had said 'life just wasn't fair and there had to be people who were naked and alone...'

~hold me

whatever lies beyond

this morning

is a little later on

regardless of warnings

the future doesn't scare at all

nothings like it was before...~

she held the jewel to her breast and looked at all the face bellow her and as she looked at Inu the one she loved the most she lost her fear...no matter what they said would happened no matter how painful it might be to go back to that world she would do it...she was meant to be naked and alone no matter happened tomorrow or the next day she wasn't scared...regardless of what they had said...that future didn't scare her at all...

And so she decided this is what she would do and no matter how painful or sorrowful she would be "NAKED AND ALONE" she screamed..."I MUST BE NAKED AND ALONE!!!!!!!! SO SHIKON NO TAMA I MAKE THIS WISH!!!!!!" tears ran free as she looked at them her heart braking an her eyes blurring as she whispered..."I wish to go back to my time...so that they can be free..." and then the lights became blinding...no one could see or hear a thing....the world grew dark and the only noise that came to them...was silent sound...of a heart braking into...

~over 500 years in the future~

*RING RING* Kagome sat up in bed and looked at the clock on the nightstand...she didn't bother to turn it off all she did was stare...her eyes looked to the calendar it read the same day she had left...she felt sick to her stomach and to her heart as she let the tears flow down her cheeks in sheets of watery salt...never in her life had she felt like this...never had she wanted to die more...and never was she this naked and alone...

"What do I do...?" She asked the air around her threw a sob..."Where do I go..." she cried out again weaker this time as she curled into herself..."How...*sob* how...*sob* do I live..." she said threw the biggest sob of them all...

*knock knock* "Kagome dear are you ok...?" She looked at the door and in a less than a second became perfectly composed uncaring and unthinking...

"Hai..." she whispered...

"good your going to be late for school if you don't hurry!" she heard the retreating foot steps of her mother and got out of bed...

with a face that held no emotion she looked into the mirror watching her reflection as she brushed her hair...here plain uniform hung loosely about her...and her deep dark eyes stared at herself with no feeling at all...she was truly dead inside...

she walked out of her room and to the stairs were she stood looking down them wanting nothing more than to fall...but her balance stayed and she descended...she took her toast from her mother and her lunch that she didn't want...kissed her good bye like it would be forever and walked straight out the door not letting the world be graced with the beauty that was her voice...

~making my way

down town walking fast

faces pass and i'm school bond

staring straightly ahead

just making my making my way

threw the coward...~

She passed a lot of people on her way no one noticed...no one stopped and stared no one looked on in worry over her blank expression...no car stopped when she walked in front of it just yelled and flipped her off saying under there breath something about stupid teens...and most of all...she hated that she was school bond...

~I miss you

and I need you

and now i wonder...

if I could fall into the sky

do you think time

might pass me by...

'case he knows I'd go

straight threw time

if I could just see him tonight...~

Her mind turned to Inu as she entered the school and it was then that her eyes went to met the sky and she searched it for a sanctuary a heaven and then it came to her...maybe time could pass her by...the world didn't know she was there in the first place why couldn't just stop seeing...and stop caring and let her fall the up into the sky were maybe time passed you by...and you could go anywhere or do anything....

~It's always times like these

when I think of you

and i wonder if think of me

and everything's so wrong

and i don't living in

your precious memory...~

As she thought of him she began to think...right now was he thinking of her and wishing for the same thing...right now was he looking at the same sky and right now...was he real...she knew he was...he was no dream...and she prayed she was living in his memory...sense she wasn't good enough to live in anyone else's or even his...but he might let her stay there...

~in the past...~

He sat next to the well...where he had first found her...the tears had long ago stopped coming no because he had forgotten but because he had no more left to cry...no matter what he did he couldn't help but be sad there was that chance after all that she didn't love him and had wanted to get away from him...he looked to the sky and thought these words and at the same time Kagome was thinking them too...

~If I could fall into the sky

do you think time would pass

US by 'case you know I'd

go straight threw time if

I could just see you....~

At the same moment there eyes closed and at the same moment there hearts prayed and at the same moment...the world started listening...

~If they could fall

into the sky

we know time would pass

then by 'case we know

they'd go straight threw time

if they could just see them

together...tonight...~

the world around them both started to fade, the coldness that had been forming, began to leave and the pain they had been feeling was gone leaving them completely when they realized they were floating in the sky away from time itself...and as they saw the other they cried and as they held each other, they kissed and when kissing wasn't enough they touched and felt and loved and came...until they were floating back down to time...together in each other's arms...the world ignoring the fact that a person from the future was in the past to stay and in the future she had just died and was lying in a road was an ambulance and people all around her...but at the same time she was in front of a tree, perfectly well and smiling as her love held her and she was naked, as was he but at least...she wasn't naked and alone...

Epilogue

It had been three years sense a dream had become reality and reality had seemed a dream...no one was sure how it happened like that or how it had ended up...all they knew was that they were happy and some how Inu and Kagome had a three year old baby...her name was Kaza for sky...for the beautiful that had lead her parents back to one another..,

she was amazing child one with wonder in the eyes...and power in the heart...there was more to her than the eye could see...beyond her fathers golden eyes and her mother midnight hair, her nails more like claws and her teeth more like fangs and those ears that looked like dogs but beautiful all the same...a hidden future lied in her and started with something very small...and something made of wood that stood out side her house in a shine near an old tree...it was said to be made of magic and capable of unbelievable things...but the smaller thing was what would make the difference...and this is how it started how it began how it kept on going how it changed her life...

on her 15th birthday she was standing by the well her new cat Kilila plating at her feet and then stopping as she pawed at something odd that lay hidden in the grass...she reached down and picked it up examining it and wondering what it was...when all the sudden she felt something push her gentle and them harder she clutched the object to her chest and all she saw before she fell complexly into the dark was an evil man with wavy black hair and evil tented eyes smirking down at her and mouthing 2 words...

"I'm Naraku..."

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