InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ No Ordinary Love ❯ I Keep Crying ( Chapter 14 )

Chapter 14

 

I Keep Crying

 

 

Kagome and InuYasha walked back to monk Masahiro's house, hand in hand. The hanyou was intense and withdrawn, his golden eyes reflecting his inner turmoil. It made Kagome sad and worried to see him like this. It was uncommon for him to be acting this way. She had hoped to never see him under such emotional duress again, not after she had saved him from his grief over Kikyo's death. She looked at him and squeezed his hand, and he turned and gave her a faint smile. If only there was a way to make this easier on him.

 

When they got back, monk Masahiro was nowhere to be found. They walked in the front door of his house, but saw no sign of him in the main room either.

 

“Monk Masahiro?” Kagome called. “Are you here?”

 

The door to the room InuYasha and Kagome had spent the night in opened, and the diminutive monk stepped out.

 

“Ah, you've returned,” he said. “I was just laying out some things I thought would be helpful to you. They are in your room.”

 

“Oh, how nice!” said Kagome. “What kinds of things are they? Do we get to use them now?”

 

“Yes, I think they will be helpful for you at this time,” Masahiro said. “Come in and I will show you.”

 

They followed him back into the room. On the bed, he had placed a plain, white, cotton sheet, covering the silks. A small table had been placed at the bedside, with several glass flasks of varying shapes and sizes. Also on the table were several scrolls. Kagome picked up a scroll while InuYasha opened a bottle and sniffed.

 

“Feh!” he said, wrinkling his nose. “What is this crap? It stinks!”

 

Kagome turned to see what he was talking about, and sniffed at the flask in his hand.

 

“I think it smells lovely!” she said, smiling.

 

“Some of these massage oils may be a bit strong smelling for your sensitive nose, InuYasha,” Masahiro said. He reached for a small, amber colored flask.

 

“May I suggest that the two of you may enjoy this one?” he said, opening the flask and giving the stopper to Kagome to smell.

 

“Sweet almond oil!” she said in delight.

 

Kagome took the stopper from Masahiro and raised it for the suspicious hanyou to smell. Cautiously, InuYasha sniffed and then grunted.

 

“This one's not too obnoxious,” he said grudgingly.

 

“Tantric massage has been used for centuries by couples to relax in preparation for Tantric sex,” said Masahiro. “I thought this might a good way for you to get InuYasha to relax.”

 

“I see,” said Kagome, reading the scrolls. “These texts are instructions for Tantric massage.”

 

As she read, frown lines appeared between her eyes.

 

“What does this word here mean?” she asked, showing the text to the monk.

 

“The word is lingam,” said Masahiro, “it is the Tantric word for the penis.”

 

Kagome blushed.

 

“You mean in Tantric massage, you massage the...umm...lingam?” she said.

 

“Yes, that is a part of it,” Masahiro replied. “But object of the massage is not to achieve orgasm.”

 

InuYasha flushed. “I don't know how that's possible,” he muttered.

 

Masahiro turned to leave. “Just read the text and follow the spirit of what it is imparting,” he said, “and remember to both breathe deeply and keep eye contact.”

 

Masahiro closed the door behind him, and Kagome continued to read the scrolls.

 

“Strip, InuYasha,” she said, not looking up from the text, “and lie down on your back.”

 

InuYasha scowled, crossing his arms.

 

“You really think this is going to work?” he said derisively.

 

“We won't know unless we try,” Kagome replied, “and I am willing to try, aren't you?”

 

InuYasha closed his eyes, shook his head and sighed. But he started to remove his clothes. When he had lay down on his back on the bed, Kagome got two pillows. She placed one behind his head and the other under his hips. Then she coated her hands with oil and went to his side. Gently she began massaging his face, using her fingertips in slow circles on his temples.

 

“Look at me, InuYasha,” she said. “Look into my eyes and breathe with me.”

 

When his restless eyes finally connected with hers, she began to breathe deeply.

 

“Come on, InuYasha, breathe deeply,” she said.

 

Her beautiful dark eyes bore into his large golden ones, and she concentrated on putting as much warmth and love into them as she could. It seemed to be working, because he kept the eye contact, and started to breathe deeply with her.

 

Next she massaged his hands, one at a time, taking a short break in between so as not to over-exert herself, and encouraged him to breathe while keeping eye contact. Then she moved to his feet, massaging the soles and the toes. He seemed to respond well to this, and she could feel the tension begin to leave his body. Kagome then worked her way up his legs, pausing to get more oil, then massaging in slow, gentle but firm strokes and circular motions. After his legs, she did his hips, then his chest and down his arms.

 

InuYasha had to admit it felt wonderful. Her small hands were strong and deft, and left his body feeling warm and soothed. As she worked, it became easier for him to breathe deeply, and she kept eye contact with him as much as possible. He found that her eyes captivated him with their expression. No one had ever looked at him with such warmth, caring and love since his mother. It made it that much easier for him to do what she said, as she softly encouraged him to keep breathing deeply with her and relax.

 

Finally, it was time to try the lingam massage. Kagome took one more look at the text, and oiled up her hands.

 

“InuYasha,” she said, “the goal of this is too enjoy the sensation, but not to see the ultimate goal as orgasm.”

 

InuYasha swallowed, and then sighed.

 

“I can't make you any promises,” he said, “but go ahead.”

 

Kagome placed a small amount of oil on his shaft and testicles. Very gently she began to massage his testicles. Then she massaged around and above his shaft, up to the pubic bone, before massaging his perineum. Taking a deep breath, she stared deeply into his eyes and began to massage his shaft, lightly squeezing, and moving her hand up it and letting it slide off. InuYasha groaned at the erotic sensation, and felt himself getting hard. Then she did the same with her other hand, alternating a few times. Next she massaged him from the head down the shaft, alternating left and right hands. InuYasha arched his back and growled, the erotic sensations washing over him. The next step Kagome took was to place one hand at the base of his shaft, while she massaged around and up it with the other, ending by cupping the head with her hand. InuYasha was panting and gasping, his face flushed, and she realized he was going to orgasm if she continued. Biting her lip, Kagome decided to do as the text advised. She quickly lifted his testicles and felt behind them for his sacred spot, which was the size of pea. Grabbing his shaft in one hand and stroking, she delicately pressed his sacred spot inward.

 

InuYasha gave a big gasp, nearly lifting off the bed. And then to her consternation, he broke out in tears. The texts said this might happen, and she took the chance, but had not expected his reaction to be so strong. He was racked by sobs, and she stopped the massage and climbed on top of him, laying on his chest and holding him as the pent-up emotions found their release. Kagome closed her eyes, her heart aching for her hanyou, and her tears for his pain dropping on his chest. He put his arms around her, and buried his face in his hair, as a century of pain was expelled in seemingly endless tears.

 

A/N: And that concludes our lesson on Tantric sexual massage with InuYasha and Kagome. And yes the sacred spot does exist, and when first pressed can trigger strong emotions, as just happened to InuYasha - I did not make this up.