InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Ravished within Self-denial ❯ Broken Promise ( Chapter 5 )

Ravished within Self-denial

 

A/N: this is a narrative story, so the use of the word I may be author talking. Don't worry though; you'll be able to tell whose talking. Thoughts are in italics. This is a mixture of demons and humans - no danger here between the two species. This story starts as a high school setting (first chap only), but the rest is going to take place in University (studies after high school). This fic is going to progress slowly. Enjoy!

 

 

Disclaimer: All right reserved. I don't own Inu Yasha or any other characters, unless told otherwise. A few characters are created, but they don't hold much significance to the storyline.

 

 

Ciao, Corr.

 

 

Chapter 5: Broken Promise

 

 

“What the fuck? We travel 100 miles to come smell some rotten animals?”

 

 

“Excuse me? I bet you can't even name a single animal!”

 

 

“Like you can?”

 

 

“I'm not the one complaining!”

 

 

“Why did we have to come to the Animal Kingdom first?”

 

 

“Cuz it's the closest, you asshole!”

 

 

“Watch it bitch!”

 

 

“You wanna start this again, you son of a bitch!”

 

 

Sango and Miroku just stood there staring at their two friends as they went at it like there was no tomorrow. Of course, they had earned themselves quite an audience - not that it made a difference to them.

 

 

Sango sighed. “This was not my definition of a vacation.”

 

 

“It doesn't have to be!”

 

 

As Miroku tried to shove his hand in her back pocket, he leaned over and bit her earlobe.

 

 

“Miroku, we're in public.”

 

 

“We don't have to be!”

 

 

“Miroku…” Sango moaned and her protests went flying out as soon as he ran his tongue over her outer shell.

 

 

“You wanna say that again, asshole?”

 

 

“Like I said earlier, bring it bitch!”

 

 

“Ummm… excuse me?”

 

 

Inu Yasha and Kagome froze and turned their heads in the direction of the voice.

 

 

A young man dressed in white pants and a blue collar shirt was staring at them. There was a woman beside him dressed in a yellow sundress. They were holding hands.

 

 

“Just because you're mad at each other doesn't mean you don't love each other. It's Disney… here your dreams come true, so no need to get frustrated and use such colourful language.” He hesitated.

 

 

With that he smiled and they turned away.

 

 

Kagome and Inu Yasha just stood frozen. They were receiving quite a number of glares from every direction. They had gotten up early in the morning and were now standing in the Animal Kingdom - being the closest theme park from their resort. Of course they needed to have an argument, so Inu Yasha volunteered by hating on the animals and their smells. It wasn't that he didn't like `em. It was the silence that was killing him. Miroku and Sango had been lovey-dovey ever since they woke up - come to think of it, it was the last thing he remembered as well - and now they were no where in sight. At least this argument dominated the silence since he and Kagome had nothing to talk about. Now they were in “Asia.” It was a part of the Animal Kingdom.

 

 

Inu Yasha turned at Kagome and cocked a smirk. He drew an arm around her waist and pulled her closer.

 

 

“What the hell do you think you're doing?” she asked as she yanked herself free.

 

 

“What? Didn't you hear him? I'm making my dreams come true.” He chuckled huskily as liquid amber met dark blue. Those eyes. How she hated the affect they had on her. She shook her head once.

 

 

“Don't get any ideas Takahashi!” With that said, she started walking forward.

 

 

“I guess this leaves just the two of us.”

 

 

“Well, that's exactly what you're gonna get if you keep fighting with me.”

 

 

“It takes two to fight, wench.” He teased her. “I bet you Sango just got tired of listening to your bickering. I'm sure she spent enough time doing that last night.”

 

 

Kagome just glared at him. She so wanted to throw him a retort - for which she was ready - but it was noon and it was hot. They hadn't done much except seen a few animals on the loose, take a few pictures with mascots and took a tour of the Kilimajaros Safari. Now, she really wanted to have some fun at the least. Disney is not the best place for the best amusement rides - that was a given. So it was hard to find a ride worth standing in line for, unless you came as a couple. Of course, there was nothing better to do than making out - something Kagome was dreading.

 

 

They were now in line at the Expedition Express. It was a rollercoaster ride that pretty much was the scariest thing that this theme park could provide.

 

 

“Urghhh… One hour from this point,” Kagome read the sign from where she stood in line. “I can't wait this long. And it's so hot.”

 

 

“If you want, we can certainly spend time doing other things babe.” And he took a step closer - if that was possible.

 

 

She put a hand to his chest and gave him a little shove. “Like I said, don't get any ideas, Inu Yasha.”

 

 

“I'm not getting any wench, I'm only giving them.” He placed a hand on the small of her back and gave her a gentle push, letting her know the line had moved forward. The line was humungous, but there were interesting things to look at as people waited.

 

 

“The Yeti,” Kagome read. “It is said that this snow monster lived in the Himalayas hundreds of years ago.”

 

 

“Do you think there is such a thing Inu Yasha?”

 

 

“Hmmm… snow monster? Sounds like the tooth fairy, don't it?”

 

 

“Yeah but look at this footprint.” It was pressed into hardened sand. “His footprint is double the size of my feet!” Kagome shrieked.

 

 

“Kagome, he is a monster. What do you expect?”

 

 

“I wonder who spotted him and what happened. It has to be real!”

 

 

“Well… it's gotta be real. I mean read all those artifacts - the precise dates, the evidence. This shit is real whether anyone wants to believe it or not.”

 

 

“Would you wanna see him in person?”

 

Inu Yasha laughed. “Are you asking me out on a date, Kagome?”

 

 

Kagome just smiled and shook her head. His constant nagging wasn't angering her anymore. She didn't know why though.

 

 

Maybe it's the heat - or the thousands of people around, she thought.

 

 

“So what if I am Inu Yasha? Will you be willing to go out with me in the snowy, high mountains and risk yourself to see a beast?”

 

 

He arched an eyebrow.

 

 

So now she wants to play, huh? He thought.

 

 

“Try asking Kagome, you might be surprised.”

 

 

They were close now. She could see the people sitting in the cars up ahead.

 

 

A few more minutes, she thought. Good. I thought we'd never make it before the day ended.

 

 

“We're almost there.”

 

 

“Scared Kagome?”

 

 

“You almost sound as if you want me to be, Inu Yasha.”

 

 

“Well, most girls are - I mean about the roller coasters.”

 

 

“Well I dunno where you heard that, but if that's what you think, then you should know that most girls are also capable of kneeing balls!”

 

 

Inu Yasha glanced down once and asked her, “Is that the only way you're gonna touch me? `Cuz you know, you could always…”

 

 

“Shut it Yash,” she snapped. “People are staring.”

 

 

“So now the people matter? In that case, let's give them something to watch.” With that said he reached for her and pulled her tight against his body.

 

 

She squeaked out a little something that sounded like Inu Yasha, but for some reason, she was unable to move herself away from him. She wanted to - hell yes! But it just felt so good. She could feel his muscles rippled out nicely under his shirt. She could picture running her hand over…

 

 

Urggg… get a hold of yourself girl! This isn't the place or the time! Wait? Does that mean that I'd be willing to if…No! She shook her head twice. She couldn't finish that thought.

 

 

She looked up at him and he was smirking, obviously aware of the affect he had on her. She blinked twice - hard. And managed to push herself away from his body. She crossed her arms and glared at him. Of course, she was aware of the fact that his hands were still on her waist and there was very little space between them, but she didn't move them.

 

 

Welcome to the Expedition Express. Remember to keep your hands and feet inside the vehicle at all times. Make sure all loose articles are put away before boarding. We will not be responsible for lost items. Enjoy your stay at the Expedition Express.

 

 

Kagome eyed a corner, making out the location of the voice. It sounded rather “fobby.”

 

 

Yup, she thought, definitely an Indian accent.

 

 

They boarded rather quickly - sitting in the middle cars of the joined vehicle. Within a minute the ride was on a go! It swooshed its way up, through a dark tunnel. Some monstrous screams were heard - assumed to be the Yeti's - and then they were thrown backwards as acceleration took place. The ride was over in two minutes and they came out laughing.

 

 

“Oh, I never thought I'd say this but that ride was worth the wait.”

 

 

“Definitely,” he agreed as he took a step closer.

 

 

Kagome just rolled her eyes, knowing very well what his intentions were and started moving forward. “Common Inu Yasha, let's get something to eat. I'm hungry.”

 

 

**************

 

They were sitting in the Yak & Yeti Restaurant. Kagome had ordered fries with a fish fillet and a side coke, while Inu Yasha had ordered the same thing, except two of everything. To Kagome's surprise, he was done before her.

 

 

“Okay, you're freaky!”

 

 

“I'm a male babe! We eat!”

 

 

“No shit!? Kagome rolled her eyes. She had really forgotten how much Miroku used to eat. She let out a quiet laugh and shook her head.

 

 

“What?”

 

 

“Nothing, here,” she nudged her fries, “have some.”

 

 

“Nah. You need it! We still have a long way to go. Park closes at seven, which gives us…” He glanced at his watch, “five more hours.”

 

 

“What about Sango and Miroku?” She picked up another fry.

 

 

“I guess we'll see them at the resort.” He smiled as his eyes gleamed. Kagome glared at him. “Hey Kagome, guess what? Looks like you're stuck with me.”

 

 

“No!”

 

 

“Really? Aren't you ditched by your friends?” He quoted friends using his fingers in the air.

 

 

“No Inu Yasha, they just want to spend some time alone. I'm not ditched.” She disagreed with her statement before it even came out, but she had to say something back.

 

 

“In other words… it's just us two. And …” He laughed. “It's only the first day. We're here at least thirteen more days.”

 

 

She smiled as they stood up. Somehow that idea didn't seem to bother her too much, even though it had terrified her on the inside.

 

 

The day had gone by quite swiftly afterwards. Inu Yasha and Kagome continued arguing every now and then, but it wasn't a big deal anymore.

 

They were at the resort around seven thirty. Sango and Miroku were still no where in sight - which was expected. So Inu Yasha and Kagome just settled for a movie and decided to hit bed right after.

 

 

**************

 

 

The next day started off earlier than expected. For some reason, they had ended up in the same park. According to Kagome, there were still locations at the park that were unseen, so they decided to spend another day there.

 

 

As usual Sango and Miroku had taken off on their own. Kagome caught Inu Yasha grumbling something that sounded like `waste of money,' but she chuckled lowly.

 

 

It was three in the afternoon and they were standing around the path that had been made for Mickey's Jammin' Junlge Parade. There were lots of people all along the path yet no place to sit.

 

 

So deciding against the odds, Kagome grabbed Inu Yasha's map, along with hers and smoothed them out on the burning pavement. She then plumbed on them rather quickly.

 

 

“I can't stand anymore,” she reasoned and Inu Yasha joined her - sitting right beside her. The sun was blazing at them mercilessly. It was hot and she was tired, sweaty and somewhat hungry. She didn't know why she even came today.

 

 

“Arghh… I'm gonna die out of this heat,” she groaned.

 

 

She reached for the hem of her shirt and pulled off her T-shirt. She was wearing a tank-top underneath - white with a low cut that gave quite a view to her cleavage. Inu Yasha bit the insides of his cheeks; that was all he could do from groaning out loud as he followed the beads of sweat that rolled down her neck, glided off her collarbone and disappeared into a place that was covered by her tank.

 

 

He shut his eyes tight as he felt himself getting hard.

 

 

Holy shit! What the hell is the matter with me? I'm at Disney for fuck's sake! He thought. Think cold thoughts. Water - cold water… yes! Dribbling down. And much to his dislike, his thought took a different course. The water was dribbling down her exposed throat as her flesh glistened under the sunlight and how he licked it off slowly, tormenting her.

 

 

Fuck! He cursed mentally, as he shut his eyes more tightly.

 

 

“Inu Yasha?”

 

 

He opened his eyes and forced them to hers.

 

 

“Are you okay?”

 

 

With her head turned towards him, he had a deeper view at her cleavage and an even brighter imagination.

 

 

He forced out a smile at her and turned his head away after a slight nod. He didn't trust himself to speak.

 

She just stared at him curiously, though she had an idea as to what happened. After all, she had caught him staring at her cleavage. She smirked as she looked at the pathway.

 

 

About time I had a turn, she laughed mentally. It wasn't fair that she was the only one hypnotized, just because of his fuckin' gorgeous eyes!

 

 

Think cold thoughts. Think … think… Sesshomaru. Yes. Sesshomaru naked. Ewww, no! No! Sesshomaru in snow. Yeti. Yes. Sesshomaru running naked in the snow with Yeti after him.

 

 

As ridiculous as that thought sounded, it had seemed to do its work. And by then, the parade had started as Mickey made his way along the pathway. The parade lasted thirty five minutes. It was an interesting show - what more could you expect from Disney?

 

 

People started moving around as soon as the parade was over and Kagome and Inu Yasha scampered off the floor to get ice cream. Kagome had bought a Mickey choc-bar, whereas Inu Yasha had bought a Donald cookie sandwich. As expected, Kagome was a slower eater than Inu Yasha, though he had no troubles waiting for her as he watched her eat. She caught him staring at her and grinned. She knew she wasn't the cleanest eater in this world - but then again not the messiest either!

 

 

“Stop staring at me Yash. You're making me self-conscious.”

 

 

He noted as she addressed him with Yash. “I'm only looking to let you know if you're embarrassing yourself, wench.”

 

 

“Too late for that!” He arched an eyebrow at her, noticing her mouth was clean.

 

 

“I'm with you! That should be humiliating enough!” She laughed as he glared at her. He shook his head and they went exploring again. They had an hour left till the park closed.

 

 

“Hmmm….” Kagome thought. “Let's go to… Kali River Rapids.”

 

 

“Water ride? Without a swim suit?”

 

 

“Yeah. Last thing before we get home. Perfect timing to get wet.”

 

 

He arched an eyebrow and she begged. “C'mon Inu Yasha, please, please?”

 

 

How could he deny her? The line was short since it was closing time soon so they ended up waiting forty minutes. The ride was pretty smooth and they were barely wet. It wasn't until the last few seconds did they have a fall on them out of nowhere. It had them soaking wet.

 

 

Kagome laughed as they came running out.

 

 

“Oh my God! Now that is what I call a water ride!”

 

 

Inu Yasha had been behind her and apparently could make out her whole back as her white shirt clung to her. He was thankful to the lords above that they had been soaked by cold water. As she turned towards him, he sucked his breath. He was expecting the outcome, but he was not ready for his reaction. Her shirt was apparently a second skin on her. He could make out her nipples as they seemed to be hardened. She had little Goosebumps up along her arms as she stood in front of him, panting slightly. That instant, he had gone hard.

 

 

First she seemed unaware of her condition, but soon her eyes glanced behind Inu Yasha and she gasped. She tried to pull her shirt away from her stomach - trying to make it less sticky as she looked away.

 

 

Inu Yasha turned back to see what Kagome had spotted and saw three guys standing there gawking at her. Although, they were pretty far, he could feel their eyes boring holes into her. All thoughts about fantasizing with her went flying as his body concentrated on emoting only one emotion: anger - fury. As he saw them make their way towards them, he pulled off his black T-shirt and threw it at her.

 

 

“Put this on,” he growled. He took a stance in front of her, covering her as they approached.

 

 

Kagome was about to protest but stopped when she saw those guys making their way here. Sure, it was no problem, but it felt weird to have your boobs exposed to the world. She might as well walk around topless! His shirt was just as soaking wet as hers, but at least it gave her some covering.

 

 

By now, the three guys were right in front of Inu Yasha. One of them came around towards Kagome.

 

 

“Hey there babe, it seems like you could use some coffee.”

 

 

“Just as much as you could use a fuckin' beating.” Inu Yasha snarled out.

 

 

“What's it to ya, asshole. I'm talking to the sexy girl here.”

 

 

“I'll show ya what's it to me.” And he took a punch towards him.

 

 

“Inu Yasha, no!” Kagome screamed as she planted herself between them. Her entry had stopped his punch midway. She glanced at him and then the weirdo.

 

 

“Inu Yasha, what the hell is wrong with you?” She turned at him.

 

 

“Stay out of this bitch!”

 

 

“Stay out of-”

 

 

“Let the bitch speak for herself asshole.”

 

 

Kagome pinned him with a glare as she turned towards the guy fully. “Now you listen, you son a bitch. Call me that one more time and I swear to God you're gonna have some serious trouble producing sperms!” She threatened.

 

 

“Oh, Fiesty. I like that!”

 

 

“Why you fuckin-“ Inu Yasha charged at him.

 

 

Kagome quickly pressed her back at him, slowing him down but not stopping. But he seemed to stop on his own as he realized that Kagome had been pushed closer to the asshole than his liking.

 

 

He growled at him and his hands came to hold her waist and press her tightly against him.

 

 

Kagome turned towards him - although it was impossible against his iron grip - and lightly placed her hands on his chest.

 

 

“Inu Yasha, please, calm down.”

 

 

He glanced at her and then spat at them, “Leave or I'll fuckin rip you to shreds.”

 

 

“Let's go man,” one of the other guy shouted, “we're creating a scene here.”

 

 

“Yeah dude,” said another one as he placed his hand on his shoulder.

 

 

That guy seemed to glare at Inu Yasha and with one hard look waved his hand and turned away. “Whatever. The bitch's not worth the fuck!”

 

 

And that did it. With demonic speed, Inu yasha was in front of him within a second and a punch to the nose sent him flying a few good feet backwards. Inu Yasha just snarled at the guy on the floor. Kagome just stood there. Her brain only registered a whistling sound as she turned around to see the Park Police running their way.

 

 

Oh shit! She thought. Not wanting any trouble, she grabbed Inu Yasha's hand and pulled him with her as she made a run for it. Thanks to her school program, her cardiovascular was pretty darn good, which helped her lose the police. They ran out of the park since the place wasn't crowded with people. They ran until they reached the go-train - which, lucky for them - was already there and quickly sat in it. Panting heavily, they noticed the train had started moving towards their resort.

 

 

They sat at either side of the bench, catching their breaths and calming themselves down. Nobody said a word. A quick fifteen ride had them at their hotel and Kagome jumped off and made her way inside. Inu Yasha followed.

 

 

“Kagome,” he called, but she was quick. She ran in the elevator and hit the close button. The doors closed before Inu Yasha could get in and she brutally pressed the number twenty-five. She was mad - furious.

 

 

“Fuck,” he cursed as he took the second elevator.

 

How dare he? She thought. What the hell is the matter with him? On what basis was he fighting with those guys? First of all I can take care of myself and second, who asked him to interfere? Just because I've spent two days with him doesn't give him the right to pick my rights and wrongs.

 

 

The doors opened and she ran her way towards her room. She heard the `ching' of the elevator opening and knew he was behind her before he called out to her.

 

 

She ran even faster, swiped her card and jumped inside. She had smashed the door close in his face and ran to her room. He cursed loudly again and searched for his card. His anger wasn't helping him find the card. After struggles, he let himself in and charge into her room. He could smell her scent in there. He reached her door and it was locked.

 

 

“Kagome,” he banged at the door. “Open the fuckin' door this instant.” He was furious. First, he saves her ass. Then, it takes him the whole ride back to calm himself down. Then she runs out on him and now she locks herself away from him. He banged the door again - harder this time.

 

 

“Go to hell, Inu Yasha!” she yelled back.

 

 

“Open the door bitch!”

 

 

“Make me asshole!”

 

 

“Kagome, I swear to fuckin God if you don't open this door, I'll break it down to get in - either way, I'm getting in!”

 

 

She didn't answer. She didn't once doubt that. When he took his shirt off in the park, she had just stared. His chest was exactly as she had imagined it - no, even better. His muscles had rippled in such a way that should be illegal. His biceps, abs, stomach, each and everything was carefully built - structured. She was sure that he had spent time on this body because nothing was this naturally alluring.

 

 

She considered his threat. She really didn't doubt that.

 

 

“Last chance Kagome!”

 

 

She bit her lower lip. She was still furious but the last thing she wanted was to explain to Sango why their door was broken down.

 

 

Sighing furiously, she bit out, “Fine!”

 

 

As soon as she opened her door, everything was a blur. Her back was pressed against a wall. He had her caged by pressing his palms against the wall by either side of her face. Now, she was staring into burning amber as he glared at her. Her arms were by her sides, let down lose, as her palms pressed against the wall behind her.

 

 

He exhaled once loudly and gritted out, “What the fuck is the matter with you?”

 

 

“Me? You're the one that went crazy out there!”

 

 

“Damn right I did! I had all reasons to!”

 

 

“And what might they be?”

 

 

He snarled once at her and spoke, “Kagome didn't you see those guys there?”

 

 

“Yes. Inu Yasha. If you're referring to three desperate penises there, then yes I did! In fact, I see them all the time. I have been seeing them for as long as I had lived!”

 

 

She stared at her bewilderedly. “You think this is a fuckin' joke?”

 

 

“No I fuckin' don't! She yelled. “I don't know what your problem is Inu Yasha but I didn't see why you needed to jump in to my rescue. I was fine dammit! I have been in the past three years. I can take care of myself and me standing here in one piece kind of proves that, don't ya think?”

 

 

He was about to retort, but sighed loudly.

 

 

“And even if I didn't, what business do you have there? Why the fuck would you even interfere?”

 

 

“Are you fuckin' for real?” He yelled.

 

 

“There was no need for you to butt in Inu Yasha. What if I wanted them huh? I don't see how you get to choose who I spend my time with and who I don't!” she gritted out. “I'll fuck whoever the fuck I want, dammit!”

 

 

He growled furiously. That did it. Just the thought that those fuckin asshole were gawking at her - just the thought that anybody except him was looking at her the way only he should be aloud - set his nerves on fire. He wanted to rip those son of a bitches to shreds and he probably would have if she hadn't ran with him. No wonder it took him so long to calm down. And when he did, she had run away from him. He was livid!

 

 

“Now listen, bitch-”

 

 

“No, you listen! I'll suck on whoever's-” Her retort was cut short as he crashed his mouth on hers. At first she froze, in shock. Then she tried to pull away but her head was stuck between the wall and his mouth and neither of them was movable. As she struggled he growled in his throat and applied more pressure on her lips. The kiss was fierce, as if there was an undying ache that needed to be set free. His lips were demanding, possessive and controlling. He kissed her as if he was marking his property. She tried to fight back, but her logic had seemed to fade as desire took over once again today.

 

 

As much as she had been denying all this time, she wanted him just as much as he did and there was no way she'd pull back now that this had gone this far. So she kissed him back. Her arms went around his neck as she pressed herself to his body. He automatically wrapped his arms around her waist as he plunged her lips and slipped his tongue inside. He raided her mouth - scraping his tongue over her teeth, left and right. She moaned loudly as he ran his hands up and down her sides - lingering at the sides of her breasts.

 

 

She needed to breath; she needed oxygen. She pulled back slightly and this time he let her go. Unsurprisingly, both breaths came out as pants as they struggled to get their breathing back to normal. Inu Yasha pressed his forehead against hers and shut his eyes.

 

He needed to calm down or he'd take it further. As much as he wanted to take her, he knew this wasn't right. This kiss just happened due to the release of anger, desires and somewhat sexual frustration.

 

 

Kagome needed to breath; she couldn't have herself hyperventilating.

 

 

What have I done? Kagome thought. This is exactly the thing I was warning you about, she told herself. Oh no! No! No! No! This can't be happening. I can't do this. I promised. No! No! No!

 

 

Her hands fell to her sides and her breaths came in short pants. This time it was due to her veins tightening. Inu Yasha noticed this change abruptly.

 

 

“Kagome,” he called.

 

 

Oh no! Oh my God! No!” Her breaths came out quicker and louder.

 

 

“Kagome!” He said it more loudly this time.

 

 

Now you've done it! You've really done it this time. Her vision was becoming blurry. Her tears were too thick to see past them. Her vision was shaking. The ground was shaking. She was hearing even shorter pants now.

 

 

“Kagome!” Inu Yasha yelled as he grabbed her upper arms and shook her tightly.

 

 

She looked up and realized he was shaking. His frantic expression made her realize that he was worried about her.

 

 

Why? Is something wrong with me? She thought.

 

It wasn't the ground; it wasn't him. It was her. She was shaking. She was having hysterics. She needed to calm down; she needed to breathe. But those things barely mattered when her vision blurred, her legs shook. The last thing she remembered was his voice calling out to her before everything went black.

 

 

Her mind had become a complete abyss. It seemed that her self-torture would have to wait now… but it would be there. As long as she lived, it would be there. That was something she had cursed upon herself long ago.

 

 

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