InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Secret Admirer ❯ Changes ( Chapter 5 )

A/n: AHHH!! I'm so sorry! I've been having major writer's block, but after watching a few movies, I've gotten back into the works. I hope this is good enough for now. It's 14 pages on Word. On one of the sites I post this on, I promised a lemon, but this is enough. If you want to yell and scream go ahead. I don't mind.

Secret Admirer

Chapter 6- Changes

Inuyasha smiled and muttered back almost sadly, "Yes, I love you more than words could ever describe, my Kagome."

Kagome never heard him… she was exhausted and fell asleep before the words came out of his mouth.

The following morning was quite an awkward one. Sesshoumaru came in to wake up his brother before he was late and found the two holding each other rather close under the covers. Sesshoumaru just stared blankly and called out, "Inuyasha" once before leaving.

Kagome woke a few hours later to find Inuyasha once again gone from her side. She looked to the main door and found it to be ajar. So she decided that he had gone to get something to eat like before.

The young girl walked to his bathroom and shut the door behind her. She felt a little dirty so she thought a shower would make her feel a little better. The water drenching her body made her feel so much better she was sure she wouldn't get out. Soon she found herself thinking about Inuyasha and how great it would be to wake up every morning and have a shower together. This brought on naughty images of them, pelvis to pelvis, rubbing against each other in an almost dirty way.

Her hand glided across her body in a slow move, bringing a burning sensation to the apex of her thighs. Her imagination took over as her hand went to the sacred place of hers. Kagome's finger entered her immediately, her body unable to contain itself any longer.

Then the worst possible thing happened. Someone walked in and forced the curtains open, baring her position to his eyes. Her heart stammered in her chest as he pushed her into the wall and begun to kiss her neck feverishly, she barely had a chance to realize what was happening. She didn't know if this was Sesshoumaru or Inuyasha. It was weird… that is until his eyes finally met hers. They were Inuyasha's.

In a velvety voice she asked, "Inuyasha… what's wrong?"

"I don't know, and I really don't care right now. I need you so bad, Kagome…"

That's when she realized her nude state. "I'm not so sure about this…"

"Me neither, but your body…." He nibbled on her ear, unable to sustain his instincts then continued, "it's calling out to me…It's like your body is telling me to take it… god Kagome." He groaned. The pressure in his groin was slowly killing him.

It started out so innocently, he was going to make breakfast for her, but her arousal reached his nose and the next thing he knew he was pressed up against Kagome.

Her parted lips, breath passing by them ever so softly. That right there was enough for him. He could get off on just knowing that she wanted him. Then the fact that her leg was in the middle of his….

"Inuyasha…."

All she got in response was a groan from the hanyou as he licked her neck, nibbling every so often.

"Inuyasha… I want this to be special…." She said trying her best to push him away.

His eyes flashed red atleast 3 times then suddenly he became dizzy and fainted. Kagome screamed out his name trying to get him to come back to conciousness, but nothing seemed to work. She grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her.

Struggling to keep her towel up around her chest and pulling Inuyasha out of the shower and into the bedroom, Sesshoumaru walked in a stern look on his face.

His eyes followed Kagome's body as his face held a sort of amusement.

"So sad. He can't even handle his own future mate's arousal. Half-breed."

Sesshoumaru…amazingly… helped Kagome get him to the bed and told her that the best thing for her to do was to go home because he would probably try to force himself on her when he woke.

Of course, Kagome would not just leave Inuyasha to deal with this…well whatever this was, by himself so she stayed by his side.

That night, Inuyasha awoke to the fresh scent of Kagome lingering around his head. It was like he was in a heaven. All his senses heightened at that single moment of bliss. His heart stopped instantly when he felt her breath upon his naked chest. The sound of her breathing was so beautiful he swore he would never fall asleep. He didn't want to close his eyes and miss something… like those stunning coffee eyes fluttering open while her lips turned into a smile. Damn. He wouldn't want to miss that serene instant that heaven came to his level. She was heaven in his eyes.

His eyes begun to get heavy as he felt her heart beat somehow synchronize with his. But no. He didn't want to fall asleep just yet. Not ever the perfect dream could ever compare to her kiss or the way her hands clasped with his. So his drooping eyes stayed open.

That is until he saw her eyes open to greet his golden irises. He fell asleep with a smirk on his face.

Kagome laughed softly at his stubbornness. Her left hand reached up and combed over his hair, but it felt weird. She felt like she was looking for something to hold. Laughing at her absentmindedness, Kagome wrapped her arms around Inuyasha and thought about how that one millisecond when she heard he had broke up with Kikyou for her, how that had changed her whole view point on life.

Just thinking about that was making her want him even more. Kagome pulled herself up, her hands on his shoulders, and locked lips with him. Savoring the sweet taste of his moist lips. She moved her slim fingers to his silky black hair. Twirling his hair around in her fingers, she watched as his eyes opened in confusion.

She took this moment to kiss him again and show him that she loved him.

Inuyasha shook his head, saying no to her advances. He wasn't going to ruin their first time like he almost did before. It was going to be unique and just for her. He wanted to show her how special she was to him. He was just waiting for the right day. He wasn't sure which to choose, but Valentine's day was becoming more and more distinct for him. He thought it would be great to embarrass her then he could finally do it.

Yeah, that would be a day for her.

Inuyasha smiled against her lips and whispered, his breath exciting Kagome all the more.

"You'll have to wait. I'm sorry, but it will be much more special than this. Believe me, you will absolutely love it."

Kagome pouted, but accepted his answer. She had to respect it. She wouldn't want him to pressure her into sex, so why should she do it to him?

Months later…

February 13

He had the gifts ready for her and everything was going to be perfect. Inuyasha was happy now that he didn't change his classes to Kagome's. Then it would be uncomfortable when she got the gifts. His eyes darted over to the cards lining his desk. He had written them by hand just for her. They would be tied onto the gifts and would come in an order so the poem would make since.

Inuyasha was getting nervous when night hit. What if she didn't like it? Or maybe rejected him? That would be the most humiliating moment in his life. What if she knew what he was doing? That would ruin all his work.

Thinking this, he finally fell asleep, ultimately dreaming about his Kagome saying exactly what he wanted to hear…

The next morning was the most hectic one he had ever had. He had arrived at school 20 minutes early after he visited the flower shop. Inuyasha smirked as he worked her locker open and placed the first red rose, her favorite flower especially the white ones, in the little pouch on her locker door for pencils. Tied onto the flower was a little card with writing.

Next, he went to her first period class and placed another red rose on top of her desk, yet again, a card hanging from it. From there, he went outside with another flower in his hand and waited for Kagome to arrive in her stretch limousine.

Kagome closed her door, locking it behind her. When she turned around she gasped when she saw a limo waiting for her, chauffer and all. A very handsome man was waiting for her, his hand out showing her the door.

"If you would Miss Kagome. Your first period class begins in ten minutes. Mr. Inuyasha has requested I get you there before then so you may go to your locker. I hope this is to your liking…"

Kagome nodded accepting his hand to help her enter the limo. Once inside her heart stammered in her chest. There were rose petals every where! She assumed she would get a gift from Inuyasha, but this was way out of her expectations. Kagome thought maybe a teddy bear or a bouquet of roses…not a limo with rose petals scattered around.

When she arrived at school, she saw Inuyasha standing there with a rose in his hand and squealed. He opened the door and grabbed her hand, helping her out of the limo. Pulling her up he kissed her fully on the lips. With a quick move, he was behind her, a hand around her waist. Inuyasha showed her the rose and kissed her on the cheek.

"This is for you… hope you have a perfect day, Kag." He left her with that as she opened the card and read aloud.

"Reasons I love you

12. Your eyes
which first held me captivated
where I stood."

Kagome jumped out and done in joy. 12 had to mean something. There must be a dozen roses!! Kagome grinned at the thought. Maybe she would get a kiss each time…

She put the card in her purse and held the rose in her hands as she lowered her head while people glared at her and made snide comments. It wasn't her fault she had someone who liked to do things for her. This was Inuyasha's fault so they should talk to him about it.

Placing her books in her locker she found yet another rose with another card attached. It read:

11. Your smile
to dazzle the sun
and warm every corner of my soul.

Kagome's heart melted as she placed the new card in her purse. She just couldn't believe she was that girl this year. The girl who got the sweet gifts on Valentine's Day and had the hot boyfriend. Wow. It was her. It felt good to have that.

With two red roses in her left hand and a schoolbook in her right, she went to her first period and blushed when she saw another red rose on her desk. Kagome rushed to it and put the other roses next to the new one as she read this note.

"10. Your voice
like a sparkling mountain stream
which flows into my heart."

Girls in the room were watching her with glaring eyes. She heard their voices and smiled. They were jealous. They should be. She thought. They were always bitches to her because of Inuyasha. It started in 7th grade. They hated her because they couldn't ever go out with him because Kagome was his number one girl at the time.

Both of them had trouble paying attention in class that day as Inuyasha excused himself a few times to set up her next couple of flowers. Another was in her locker, and one was in his hands as he waited at the door of her classroom.

Once the bell rang he shone a smile as Kagome exited the classroom with red cheeks. Three roses were already in her hands.

"Inuyasha… this is becoming embarrassing." She whispered to him.

"Just you wait…" He left her with a smirk on his face. Though it may have looked like he was calm, inside he was so nervous. He had the words down and he was ready. That's the most he could do.

Kagome sighed and read this card:

9. Your walk
and the way your gracefulness
takes my breath away.

Shaking her head in humiliation she went to her locker, knowing there would be a rose, which there was… again she read the note..

8. Your hair
about which I dreamed
cascading into my face
as you leaned over me.

Kagome grabbed her all her books and placed them in her bookbag so she wouldn't have to go back to her locker.

"let's see if he will keep up." She said to herself as she moved onto her next class.

With a large sigh she picked up the next rose, number 7, if she recalled and sat down to spoke the card.

"7. Your hands
whose caress I crave
to hold my face
in their tenderness."

In the middle of class a boy, named Miroku, she only knew that because of roll call, he came up to her and handed her another crimson rose.

Her eyes went to the teacher as he glared at her for interrupting his class.

"I'm sorry sir…"

"Forgiven Higurashi, but please do not make a habit out of this.

"Yes, sir."

She opened up the card as Miroku went back to his seat.

6. Your arms
I long to have around my neck
as you pull me close
to your warmth.

Damn he was good at getting to her. She just couldn't wait for tonight. This just had to be the night…

As she left the classroom and walked to the restroom a girl about her age came up to her with yet another rose. It was getting tiring…

This card said:

5. Your heart

Which beats along mine

As we lay together

At night

Placing her books in her backpack, Kagome headed off to her next class aware that there would be another rose on her desk. Surprisingly there wasn't… Then she went into her backpack and found more roses. Two in fact.

She picked one and saw it said 3, so she decided to go in order and picked the other one which said 4.

4. Your beauty

That holds me hostage

Every time my eyes

Set sight on you

Then the next one…

3. Your mind

That astounds me

When you speak it

Kagome was overly blushing now; sure that everyone was staring at her. She had 10 roses all crimson red. They matched her cheeks…

As lunchtime came, both became extremely nervous, one who didn't even know what was going to happen, then the other who was nervous she would say no….

Entering the cafeteria with her books in hand and roses sticking out of her book bag, she saw the most embarrassing thing imaginable. Though it was extremely sweet and she loved it… it was humiliating.

One whole wall of the cafeteria was covered in a poster that said, "Will you be my valentine?" A string on the poster held one more rose that's card read,

"2. Your lips

that send me into ecstasy

when they connect with mine."

As she read it aloud she turned around as she heard people say, "awwww.." The man who gave her all this was standing at the door the last rose in his hands… it was white. Kagome grinned and ran into his arms, dropping her books along the way.

"Of course I'll be your valentine."

Inuyasha took a deep breath and handed her the last rose.

The sparkle in her eyes was enough to make all this worth it, but he wasn't finished yet.

"Read the card aloud Kagome."

The blushing woman took the card from the rose and read aloud just like he said.

"The number one reason why I love you is because like this white rose you stand out amongst the common red, you are one of the rare and fulfilling things in my life that give me meaning to live on."

Again the onlookers said "Aww" as she wrapped her arms around him.

"I love you, Yash."

"I love you, too." He started to say, pulling away from her hold. "Take the limo to your house and wear something you find comfortable. Then I want you to come over to my house. We are going to have dinner, then you're staying the night." Inuyasha kissed her on the cheek and left her there to ponder what he had planned for her that night. Just thinking about it made her shiver in excitement.

That night

Kagome tightened her coat as she stepped inside the limo, telling the man to take her to Inuyasha's.

She smiled as she saw his house come into view. Picking up one of the petals in the limo she rubbed it softly, relishing in the soft feel. Kagome just couldn't wait to see his smiling face. She loved the way he smiled at her. He just had the perfect smile. The perfect face. Sighing she looked to the door, where he stood, a hand out waiting for hers.

"Hi."

"Hi." She replied with a genuine smile gracing her red lips.

Inuyasha was beyond surprise to see her wearing makeup, since it was not common for her. He once told her she was more beautiful without it, so she stopped wearing it.

Her hand now in his he pulled her out of the stretch limo and helped her stand. Unable to wait any longer, he tightened his hand around hers and led her inside.

Pushing her against the door to shut it, he pressed himself against her.

"Not here." She whispered seductively into his ear. "You don't want me to regret this do you?"

Worry stained his eyes. That was the last thing he ever wanted. He never wanted her to feel like he pressured her more than he did before that day. Still holding onto her hand he took her upstairs into his room. Kagome stared at the bed for a few hesitant seconds then walked over to it. Her back to him she let go off the coat, letting it drop to her feet. Inuyasha gaped at the sight. His beautiful, innocent, naïve woman, was in lingerie. He could see a lace bra and thong, then stilettos. This all in his favorite color, red. Her head turned to the side, watching him move closer to her then wrap his arms around her waist.

Whispering into her ear, he said, "You don't need these things to make me want you. You're sexy in a baggy sweatshirt and sweatpants."

She blushed, lowering her head in embarrassment. Turning her around he lifted her chin, worried he did something wrong.

"I'm sorry… this is just…. new to me."

"Me too."

She felt tears well up in her eyes, causing even more pressure to pile onto Inuyasha's shoulders.

"I'm a whore…" She cried.

"No, you're not. Don't let anyone tell you that." He growled at her.

"But I'm…."

"Shut up. This is what both of us want, so it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks."

Kagome nodded her head just before kissing him on the lips chastely in thanks.

Suddenly Inuyasha's hand was on her shoulder, trailing his fingers down her arm so softly. A tender smile reached her lips as she felt herself slowly falling backwards. He positioned her on the bed for easy access.

Hovering above her he leaned down and began to lick and nibble at her neck. Her hands went to his head, again in search for something. Not finding what she wanted so badly, she just went to grabbing at his hair as he moved down her neck to her chest, unclasping her bra, thanking her for buying a bra with the clasp in front. He rolled his hand over her nipples, cupping her left one tenderly. Getting no real response from Kagome at his actions, he moved further downward, knowing she was going to make this tough on him, even if it was unintentionally. His hands caressed her body with such experience it made her shiver in pleasure.

Inuyasha purposely skipped over her womanhood, heading for her legs, kissing them every so often. Once at her shoes he sat up, taking a leg in his hands and running his fingers down them until he reached the shoe on each leg. He slowly took them off, working his way back up.

His eyes unexpectedly locked with hers as she smiled, "No more waiting. I want this now."

He grinned at her, "Are you sure?"

"Of course I'm sure. You don't know how long I have wanted this. I just can't wait any longer."

He moved up on her body kissing her, for what he planned to be a quick kiss, but it quickly turned into something much more. Her hands reached behind him and pulled him down on top of her. Their tongues battled for dominance, but Inuyasha won when he moved his hand down to her womanhood and ripped off her thong.

"Damnit Inuyasha."

"Deal with it."

"No. This isn't fair. I'm naked and you're fully clothed." She pouted crossing her arms over her chest.

He chuckled as he took off his white t-shirt then his pants leaving him in black boxers. Inuyasha looked to her once more for approval, then finished undressing.

Kagome didn't know what to think as she stared at his member. She wanted to touch it, but didn't want to hurt him. So she asked first.

"Can…. Well can I touch it?"

With a nod of his head, she reached out and grazed her fingers over the head of it, liking the way it felt.

Inuyasha winced, causing her to shrink back.

"Oh, Inuyasha, I'm so sorry…."

"No… it's… that felt really good… damn." He cursed pushing her away and onto her back.

"This will probably feel a little weird, but I need to make sure you are prepared for this or it's going to hurt like hell."

A finger entered her cavern slowly, then two, then three, as he spread her very gently. It felt amazing after a few minutes of moving.

Kagome pouted slightly when he removed his fingers, but the moment he filled her with something else, she gasped for air. She moved against him wanted something from him, but nothing came, until she wrapped her legs around his waist. Then he entered her to the hilt, causing her to cry out in pain. His knot formed almost immediately.

Then something strange hit Inuyasha forcing him to stop moving at once. All the lights went out in the house. Staring into the darkness, Kagome whispered, "Inuyasha?"

No reply came. Then something shiny hit her eyes. The moon was now shining through his windows, casting an eerie glow to the room. Kagome squinted her eyes trying to see if he was okay. Then she saw it. Silver hair… and were those dog ears?

A/n: Okay. Scream and shout. I know you hate me because it wasn't a real lemon, but I had a good idea of what I wanted to happen so deal with it. I have a story line. Remember this!!!! This is not porn without plot!!!

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