InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Stick to the plan ❯ The Reunion ( Chapter 2 )

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I didn’t Ask for Pity
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Fate leads Inu-yasha, Sango, Miroku and Shippou to the heart of the Western lands two days later.
Inu-yasha by now knew where they were heading. and was cursing quite frequently at being so stupid as to let this happen. Sango was worried sick and the monk was a container of emotions barely held back. Shippou remained calm despite it all, faithful that his mother was strong enough to protect herself.
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"They are here..." Sesshomaru’s commanding voice broke through the mists of her growing desire and concentration.
She was starting to lose focus and she knew it. Time there seemed to stand still; he filled her every moment with his presence, training her body, sculpting her mind. She had been the perfect mound of clay, her heart motivating her to the everlasting stream of darkness and placing her in her eternal rest.
Ever cautious of the growing opportunity in his hands, Sesshomaru shifted her fate everyday, ever so slow with counter-weighted gloves to balance her in line with the destiny he wanted.
She was his now. Bound by a debt she would pay dearly for.
However, that would come later. For now the foundation needed to be laid. He would content himself with helping the woman sever all chances of happiness from his brother.
He didn’t have to hate him, had no need to. He could have ignored his earthly presence just as easily as he stalked it. However, it was the divinity of it. He craved to conquer and crush the utter perfection of innocence.
Every humiliation, every scar, every time it gained its taint he was processed with an almost euphoric state of bliss.
Yes, he was his brother connected by birth, bound by blood. He felt his pain, the twist of Inuyasha’s heart and soul and it had become his sweet embrace.
The conflicted sides of his emotions struggled to agree, one side relishing a time when they could stand next to the darkness of their full bloodied kin while the other lusted for the destruction of the purity of his brother. On one hand Inu yasha becoming full demon would rid that innocence but not it the way a tortured and drained existence as a half breed would.
Decisions, decisions. It was truly puzzling his interest in his kin. Most Youkai never even knew their siblings. It didn’t really matter unless you were searching out heirs.
But with Youkai heats it was hard to always be sure the same mate would get there in time.
Still he had no time to rethink his course; things had already moved far beyond that.
Besides he was enjoying his tainting of the miko. He wondered idly if this was the pleasure Naraku had wished to experience when pitting Kikyou and Inuyasha against each other.
But, he knew there was a time that this would not have been the case.
He did not always wish evil upon his kin...
It was not until the wars had started, the conflicting of clans and the diligence of allies that the scar started to set, not harden but twist the before impassive knowledge of his brother’s absence into more.
With every cut upon his skin as he felt his brother whimpering in puppy love drove his senses mad. Why was he not there? Why did he stop fighting to be a part of this life? Why is he the only one experiencing joy?
Yes truly this must have been the madness that partially drove Onigumo to Naraku.
And yet, not. Perhaps one day he could let it go.....
But it wouldn’t be any day soon. It would be easier to let go of the firm grip he had on her hardened nipples, pinching them as his ‘student’ meditated. In the mean time he would continue with the plan.
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Meanwhile as the group grows closer
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Kagome my dear friend, where have you gone?
I wish and pray every night for your return to my side.
There is so much I wish I could tell you, that I could share.
So much I wish I could fix, right, change.
I wish you could understand but I know you wouldn’t be able to.
I don’t think I could live with you hating me and yet I would deserve it.
I didn’t mean for it to happen...or for me to come to rely on it and yet
I have. And so has he.
He is not the man I love... he is yours. The treachery is great. The price of our agreement high...too high and yet we still meet. Even now... while searching for you...
It hurts a little now though, the pain he feels he passes out through me...he cried out your name last night...I don’t think that would comfort you though.
I know it would not.
Still I wish you knew ...I know you would bear it as you bear all things...but
Would you understand our reason? Could you ever see the difference between Sex and love?
I don’t think so ...I didn’t either ...until now....but now’s too late...
May the dear heavens bring you back to me.
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My dearest one,
Everyday the closer we seem become the further you slip away.
I can feel it. Try as I might to show you that it is by your side I wish to remain. You do not trust my words nor my acts.
With gloved hands I treated you, my actions holier than some Kai’s.
And yet you still will not hear my pleas.
I long for the embrace of your sweet words as that caress my heart...and yet all I am fixed with is your distrust and scorn.
But there is no hope for me. I am destined to my plight. There is no other I wish to be tortured by. No other worth the misery I’m willing to face.
The purity of your conviction so right and strong I am bowed by it.
I have not always been this way. I am a sinner. I have done things that you would not comprehend.
I have tasted fruits of the bushes of many fair maidens and I have picked their fruits in wanton delight.
Such things are unspoken and unheard in your realm of existence and yet one day I hope to enlighten you into the darker passions, the baser instincts of the flesh.
And now your beloved friend is gone.
May we find her well… for all of our sakes.
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Where are you? I need to hear your voice, calling to me in your sleep.
I need to hold your small frame against mine as I fly to the skies.
To smell your scent as we lay at night.
I need to get lost in the pools of your eyes once more.
To feel your caress against my ears and through my hair as you try to calm and comfort me.
I need your smile, your scent, your presence, you.
If only to taste the ground at your feet at your command,
And yet I have become so unworthy of you.
Like a two edged sword I stab you over and over again with my treason.
In your sight I follow one and in you sleep I subdue another.
The innocence of your being would never be able to contain the idea of our plan.
But it has become an addiction hard to break.
Unfair to all yet needed by two, we will suffer for the sins we have done.
If only I could hold you now I would give it all up.
To hear you call my name again I would, I will face wrath of my sins.
For Kami sake let me find you.
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Back at the Palace
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‘What is becoming of me? I can feel this stirring inside me. Pulling further away from everything I thought I knew about myself. And I like it. I like it. I want more. This twisted pleasure I want more.
The plan is only starting to begin. Events are unfolding differently then planned and I feel myself changing with it.
Deep inside me I hear a whisper .calling to me. To do what I don’t know. But I have a pretty good idea what it is...’
With a nod she cleared her head and waited silently for Sesshomaru to release his hold of her form and withdraw from her moist folds. She knew what needed to be done. Heading towards her room she stripped and bathed more like dunking into the hot spring located inside the palace and lathering with the special oil Sesshomaru had told her to.
It would not erase the full smell of him off her but weaken it. That was part of the plan. For Inuyasha to know what his half- brother had done to her due to the situation he had placed her in by leaving her. That he had not been the one to save her but she had been saved so intimately by his own brother.
She threw on a changing robe and after securing the sash and arranging the room started her run for the entrance gates.
Earlier, a few days prior to the group finding them, Sesshomaru had cut her in different places to signify the attack that he had saved her from. That hadn’t been deep and he had instead used the needed effect as a chance for another lesson in the sensual arts showing her the pleasure in pain. She could still remember him raking a clawed nail over her in spots piercing her flesh as he sucked her clit into his mouth. Her heated moans at his tongues actions. She would not be forgetting the power of the mouth for a long time. His saliva almost completely healing her scars combined with her own miko healing powers.
Bringing forth tears had come easier than she had expected. But she had missed Shippou, his big eyes of loss and innocence bringing her to the floodgates in more then one way. She cried for the innocence she once had.
Reaching them she cupped Shippou to her body first and then was embraced by the slayer, monk and then even briefly Inuyasha. His was the hardest for her. She held to him even when he started to pull back weeping harder for real this time as she wished for the time before her awareness when his arms were her life.
Plus, he had to smell him on her. She could tell when he first did, his whole body clenching instinctively and then the rumble deep in his chest.
Head bowed she allowed him to release her sniffling.
“Inu-yasha ...I ...I ... Couldn’t ...” She choked out
It still hurt to see that look on his face. But this time it hurt because not so deep down she liked it.
“What did that bastard do?” Inuyasha growled out almost shaking his form so rigid.
“Please... Inu-yasha... Don’t it was my fault … I couldn’t defend myself” She felt like a recording the words so well practiced she could have been asleep at this point and still have delivered her lines right.
Sango and Miroku were at a lost. Kagome moved back towards Inuyasha loosing her robe secretly so the sleeve slipped down showing a claw scar healing over her shoulder blade.
She knew they would not be able to smell what he could and so a physical show was needed though trying to make the robe slipping seem accidental was a bit tricky she succeeded.
“Tell me what he did you! I’ll kill him” Inuyasha’s eyes started to bleed red and she threw herself back at him.
“No, don’t, just take me from here …Hold me ...” She locked her eyes on his swirling pools of watery cinnamon depths fear and was that desire in them as she clung to him?
He fought against himself. He wanted blood but he wanted to hold Kagome more. He was always weak to her pleas.
Picking her up he started to head back to the camp they had a ways back from the palace.
Sango wept silently as she followed her mind in a swirl of anger and sadness that her poor sister had been raped.
Miroku grieved as well as he carried Shippou on his shoulder.
Only Shippou who was at first upset but now sat quietly on Miroku’s shoulder appeared to be confused. He was young but his parents did not completely raise him sheltered. He had seen the scars but it was older and healing and yet though faint, too faint for Inuyasha to detect without looking for it, the scent of sex was new. He had questions but would wait till it was right. Right now he settled for having his ‘mother’ back.
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Sesshomaru watched his lil' miko as she acted out the scene. He growled in approval. His toy was doing well. His loins hardened at the way she pretended to cling to his half-brother as a life line when only hours ago she was clinging to his shoulders as she rode him, impaling herself in front of the servants as he had requested her to after bringing her to him.
The sight of her kimono hiked up, breasts spilling out as she levered herself up and down using his shoulders only made him harder as the servants were ordered to stay . Her look of shame making her blush as her need out weighted her shyness. The pleasant scent that she gave off as she actually began to become excited by the attention.
At first it was just a question of removing the moral setbacks inside her. He was simply going to have her pleasure his manhood as he ate his morning meal. And for awhile sipping his tea while she gave him head had pleased him. But when she hid as a servant came into the room he knew a lesson was needed. She was truly a delight to have at his command. He loved the way she fought against his dominance only to melt under his touch.
It made his dick throb with want. She was a good bitch. Too bad it was not literally, he may have thought of mating her after this was over but alas she was not … So he would stick to the plan.
For now at least
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I didn’t Ask for Comfort
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Kagome shivered against Inuyasha he head buried in the crook of his neck. She inhaled his scent and replayed in her mind all the times in the past when she had longed for this, to be held by him, cradled within his strong arms. To be able to freely wind her arms around him without fear of being shunned.
She took in the scent that made him, him and sighed deeply when she realized it was no longer his scent that she craved.
She wept softly against his form her head still hidden as she was not ready to take in the faces of the slayer and the monk.
‘The slayer and the monk… when had my training become so complete that their names don’t even come to mind…’
She was distressed by these thoughts but recovered as now was not the time to dwell and she was sure he was watching them … from somewhere.
Inuyasha stroked his nails through her hair trying to comfort her, unashamed now to hold her in plain sight. He wanted to comfort her, to tell her in words that he would make it right, however, he was never one for words and he found his eyes wandering over to Sango.
She would understand what he needed to say though he could not. She understood his mind as only a warrior would. His need to protect Kagome was now fierce.
Kagome relaxed against him almost forgetting herself, the plan, everything as she allowed herself to find peace within his grasp. That was until she felt his head shift and peeked hers eyes to that direction and found Sango there.
Her gaze hardened along with her resolve and she pulled back from his grasp.
Inuyasha felt her shift and looked down worry etched on his face, concern lacing his lips.
“What’s wrong Kagome…Are you ready to tell me? Did Sesshomaru … Did he hurt you?” His voice was so pained her resolve once again faltered until she heard the sounds of Sango’s light footsteps coming closer.
Mask back in place, heart once again closed, she peered into his eyes and put the plan into action.
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I didn’t Ask for Deceit
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“No Inuyasha, It was not him… Sesshomaru is the one that saved me…only he did not come before …before… Well you know…” She played her part perfectly, her tears framing her face only they were tears bled because he had not been there. He was not there to stop her from falling into the arms of another. He was not there to cherish her body and make her cry out his name into the darkened sky.
No it had not been him. Her tears were angry ones, filled with hate as she knew where he had been when she wandered the darkness.
“But his scent is on you … it’s light but still there?” Inuyasha was confused he could smell Sesshomaru faintly on her but it could not be new.
“He had to treat my wounds or I would not have made it. The youkai that attacked me carried poison and only Sesshomaru’s saliva could heal that … It was the only way… He has been …kind to me during this time…”
I bow my head meekly but not before I watch my little Shippou wrinkle his nose in confusion and go to ask a question. I lean into Inuyasha once more and rest my head on his shoulder as I hug him fiercely and briskly shake my head, telling him with my eyes not to question me yet…
Inuyasha and rest don’t seem to notice and thanks to the heavens Shippou lets it go.
I sigh as I feel Sango’s petite hand stroke my back. She is distraught over her blubbering friend though she will not shed a tear now, trying to be strong for me. I turn and embrace her firmly. Holding her with all the anger and pain I have within me. Inside I am crushing her, screaming, hurting her and yet the embrace of her relaxes the part that wants to forgive her.
I pull back and look searchingly into her eyes, “Why Sango, Why?”
I ask though the true question is, ‘Why did she do it? Why didn’t she tell me? Why did she have to choose him?’
Sango again is mislead and tries to help me breathe calmly and rubs my back in small circles as she replies.
“I don’t know... I don’t know why the bad things happen to the good...” she speaks softly, holding back the tears that shimmered in her eyes.
‘Not just to the good anymore....’ Kagome retorted in her mind as she thought about what was to come. ‘ Not just the good…’
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A/n: Another chapter down , more angst to go . So I ask you , what do you think?
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