InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Hanyou Handbook: A Romance ❯ Chapter Nineteen ( Chapter 19 )

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Chapter Nineteen


The door slid open to reveal Lady Kaede with a young girl standing behind her. As they walked into the room, Sesshomaru recognized the girl, it was the young miko, Kagome, though she looked older and not as fresh, she had the same scent. The girl that had caused all this trouble to begin with, at least in Sesshomaru’s eyes, and he wondered what Inuyasha’s reaction would be to seeing her again after all these years. Would he want her back even now after his transformation was finally complete? He wondered if she knew what Inuyasha has turned into, and if she would even want him. This could get very complicated, and he didn’t need this now. He decided to relax and find out what she wanted.

“Lord Sesshomaru, we have an unexpected visitor for Inuyasha.” Kaede said, as she made her way to the large bed they were both sitting on.

“Indeed, why are you here, priestess?” Sesshomaru asked plainly with his usual cold, flat tone.

“I came back to be with Inuyasha,” she said in that too high, girlish voice of hers that always grated on his nerves.

“There have been many changes since you left.”

“So I’ve heard.”

“Then you should not have come here.”

“She does not know, Lord Sesshomaru; I have told her nothing except that Inuyasha is… not the same. I thought it best that ye and Inuyasha tell her the news.” Kaede explained.

“Tell me what?” Kagome asked looking very puzzled, which was understandable since all she did know was that Inuyasha was in bed with his brother and had apparently been crying.

“I shall leave ye all to discuss matters. Lord Sesshomaru, I wonder if I may borrow the good doctor’s book for a while? There are some other herbal remedies Inuyasha needs for his latest condition.”

Sesshomaru handed her the book without saying a word. She took it and turned to Kagome, “Come back to the hut when ye are done here, Kagome,” she said, and left the room.

“Condition? What condition? Inuyasha are you alright?” she asked him, but he barely looked at her.

“He is with child,” Sesshomaru told her.

Her eyes got big with surprise as she tried to form words, “He… he’s… what?”

“I am?” Inuyasha asked.

“He is pregnant. Surely you know what that means.” Sesshomaru said again with a little sarcasm in his voice -- thank god he hasn’t lost his sarcasm, he thought.

“But how can that be? He’s male! Males don’t get pregnant!” she insisted. “Inuyasha, what’s going on?”

“Do I know you? Why do you keep talkin’ to me like you know me?” Inuyasha asked her honestly.

“What? It hasn’t been that long. You mean you don’t remember me?”

“It has been three years, priestess; that is a long time for anyone to wait.” Sesshomaru decided he wouldn’t hold back his anger at her; she deserved every bit of it. How could she think that Inuyasha would simply wait for her to return to him after three long years? The idea was preposterous. She had always treated him like he was a dog with those inhumane scolding’s she would use on him, and then she expects him to sit and wait like a good dog for his mistress to return. “Go back home, Kagome, there is nothing for you here.”

“I can’t go back,” she said with tears filling her eyes.

“What’s going on? Who are you?” Inuyasha was still confused.

“This girl, little brother, was in love with you, or so she claimed, and you were in love with her; yet she left you three years ago and has not returned until now.” Sesshomaru explained to Inuyasha. Then he gave Kagome an icy stare as he told her, “You are too late. Inuyasha has no use for you anymore.”

“Inuyasha,” she looked into Inuyasha’s eyes, but could see no recognition in them as she let her tears flow down her cheeks. She really should have given it some more thought before she decided to return to the feudal era. What was she going to do now that she couldn’t return home to her family? “Inuyasha, I never meant to hurt you. I still love you.”

“I will help you get back home if you wish, but Inuyasha and I are mated now and there is nothing you can do to change that. He is no longer available.”

“I’m sorry, Inuyasha,” she cried, and ran out of the room.

Inuyasha was still somewhat confused, “I was in love with that girl? But… I don’t even know her.”

“It appears you don’t remember her, little brother. It’s just as well; she only caused you heartache.”

“I kinda feel bad that I made her cry.”

“Do not feel bad; she will be fine. I am more concerned with you.”

“Am I really pregnant, or did you just make that part up?”

Sesshomaru smiled at him and lifted his chin to meet his lips; he gave him a gentle kiss and said, “You really are, little brother,” and he put his hand over Inuyasha’s flat stomach and could already feel the demon energy emanating from within. “Do you feel any different?”

“No.”

“Good. I am sorry I upset you before; I don’t wish to fight with you.”

“I’m sorry I said you raped me. I know you wouldn’t do that -- even if you did hate me.”

“I’m glad you realize that,” and he gave him another loving kiss on his lips.

“Hey, can we do that ‘not sex’ thing again?”

“No.”

“No?”

“No, but we can have sex if you like.”

“Umm… okay,” he smiled a little sheepishly.

“Would you prefer the top or bottom?” Sesshomaru asked still deep in kissing his neck.

“Huh? I don’t know; I’ve never done this before.”

“You have, little brother, you just don’t remember, but I think you preferred the bottom.”

“What do I have to do?”

“Do whatever feels good,” and Sesshomaru kissed his little brother deeply as he eased him down onto the pillows allowing Inuyasha to go as slowly as he wished; they were in no hurry anyway, and he wanted to enjoy this second first time with his new mate.

Inuyasha folded his arms behind his brother’s head and kissed him back with all the love he felt for him. He opened his legs to allow Sesshomaru to fit snugly between them -- he knew he had to do that much; he wasn’t completely ignorant of the sex act. He just didn’t know how to behave, or how to make his partner feel good and that’s what worried him. However, Sesshomaru was being very gentle and patient with him and didn’t seem to care about his inexperience, which made Inuyasha feel a little better about himself and less self-conscious, so he was able to build up the nerve to take off his brother’s robe as they continued to kiss. It made Sesshomaru smile and he did the same for Inuyasha. The heat of skin-to-skin contact was much more enjoyable than silk fabric, and Inuyasha raised his knees up to get more of it and allow his brother to get even closer.

Sesshomaru liked this old Inuyasha much better; he wasn’t the sexual animal of his child self, but his innocence was still there. It showed itself differently with shyness and self-consciousness, but he still had desire, only this time it was real and he will remember what was happening to him now. Unlike the child version, he took things slowly and timidly, but it was his Inuyasha and that was all that mattered. Sesshomaru wanted to show him how he really felt about him. He wanted to show him how much he loved him, so he waited a long time with nothing but kisses to his mouth and face until he was sure Inuyasha wanted more. He didn’t want to intimidate him with anything fancy or mind-blowing; he wanted to keep it simple and memorable. When Inuyasha finally started pushing his hips up against his own, he knew he was ready.

One thing that hadn’t changed was that Inuyasha’s new parts still gushed continuous wetness, to Sesshomaru’s relief, and when he placed his cock between the warm, wet lips, he could feel the beating of his pulse, which meant he was more than ready for his second first time. He ran his cock up and down to rub the wet nub of flesh a few times before he slipped himself inside, inching his way through the entrance slowly. He wanted Inuyasha to enjoy this, but not tease him -- there was time for that later -- so he filled Inuyasha with himself until there was nowhere left to go, and then he basked in the warmth as his brother enveloped him completely.

Inuyasha appreciated the slowness in which his brother had decided to take things, but now he needed more, and he wrapped his legs around Sesshomaru’s hips to get it, and discovered that he could now pull his brother into him deeper every time he thrusted forward. The sensations seemed almost magical as his brother was able to hit a certain spot deep inside him with every plunge, and then another spot just outside was rubbed every time he pulled back, and the whole time his cock ached with release from the constant friction sandwiched between them. All of this creating the perfect sexual high that was felt by his entire body, from head to toes. A tingling that felt so good he never wanted it to end, but end it must as all good things do, and he strained against his brother’s weight to fill himself even more until the tingling doubled and his toes curled all by themselves, and he felt the most amazing sensation as his entire body went into a fit of orgasmic tickling that shook him to his very soul. He let out a loud groan of bliss as his mind tried to catch up with his body, and then it was all over and he sighed with contentment.

Well, he thought it was over, but Sesshomaru had other plans. He held himself back with his steel-like fortitude, just as he did before, and kept himself hard so he could show his brother a good time. He could feel his brother’s heartbeat pounding on every inch of his body, inside and out, and he knew he must be incredibly ultra sensitive at the moment, so he slowed down once again and drove himself ever so gently, which was just enough to bring them both to climax together; and Sesshomaru allowed a small moan to escape as he did. It was something he had always found beneath him, but Inuyasha was able to bring it out of him. The passion, the love, the emotion of his love-making with his brother was what made the difference, and he found that he could free himself enough to make a little noise during sex. He had never done that with anyone else; so in some ways, it was like Sesshomaru’s first time too.


To be continued…