InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Timeless Love ❯ Paramour ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Chapter 3




Paramour




Okay so before you begin, let me explain the concept of how this chapter is put together, the whole thing is a memory, and from my experience you never remeber anything that happened in it's 100% entirety. This whole chapter is the different peices of the memory that Kagome is having. Ok? And don't worry, the missing peices (well the important ones) will be filled in in other chapters. OKAY! So let's begin for real now!







Inuyasha was on edge. He sniffed the air lightly and grumbled under his breath. Kagome was about to query into the cause of his sudden mood swing when she felt the shift in the winds and caught sight of the whirlwind that was Koga.

The wolf seemed to have perfected a way of raising Inuyasha’s hackles before even being seen. Kagome heard a mumble akin to ‘no good mangy wolf’ and prepared herself for the oncoming argument, harassment, and the slew of ‘sits’ that would be needed to end the whole thing without a fatality. As sweet as Koga was, the guy really was just a pain.

Inuyasha moved in front of Kagome as if to shield her from danger when the wolf came tearing in.

“Hey Kagome!” He called out to her, as if he was speaking right through Inuyasha.

“H-hi Ko…”

“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT WOLF?” Inuyasha interjected into the greeting, already upset at being so blatantly ignored.

Kagome stepped around the irate hanyo and smiled kindly at the wolf prince.

“What brings you around these parts Koga?” Kagome said, ignoring the now fuming Inuyasha standing behind her.

Koga moved to Kagome, immediately taking her hands in his own, and started to answer when Inuyasha, who was already miffed about being blown off, stepped in swatting at Koga’s hands.

“Hands off!” he growled indignantly.

Koga stared at Inuyasha, and smirked. “I caught your scent on the wind while I was hunting and decided I should make sure that the mutt is keeping you safe and well.”
Kagome smiled warily at the demon.

'Great, another reason for me and Inuyasha to fight. As if he didn’t give me enough already.'

“That’s really sweet of you Koga, as you can see I am fine.” The young woman flashed a painfully fake smile in attempt to placate the wolf.

Inuyasha snorted, about to say something when Kagome gave him a scathing warning look. Why couldn’t he just let Koga get it out of his system? He knew that Kagome didn’t really take him seriously. The look didn’t work though, and the argument that she was trying to avoid, erupted.

“SIT!”


. . .


It always went this way. Koga always pushed Inuyasha’s buttons and Inuyasha always pushed back. Then things would escalate, threats would be thrown around, things would get out of hand, and the poor girl that the argument was centered around would grow irritated. It always ended with Inuyasha being sat, and Koga being shooed away. It always left a tension between Kagome and Inuyasha, and right now, it just wasn’t helpful.
For the whole day back to Kaede’s village Inuyasha and Kagome were shooting glares at each other, fuming in their own rights. Inuyasha, as usual, was put out at being ‘sat’ in front of Koga and Kagome was frustrated with having to go through the whole thing for the umpteenth time.

Kagome seemed to be more upset than usual, though. This whole trip to the mountains had yielded nothing but another slap in the face to Kagome when Kikyo made her usual inconvenient appearance. The Koga thing only served to add a little salt to the wound. It amazed her how Inuyasha had the gall to go to Kikyo any and every time she showed up, and then turn around and be possessive of her when Koga dropped in. She almost wanted to hug Koga to spite Inuyasha, but that would only make things worse.

When they finally arrived at the village, the band made their way to Kaede’s hut. The room had fallen into an uncomfortable silence after the recounting of their journey. Everyone was tense as they sat around the hearth, including the old priestess. The animosity was palpable and all that could be heard in the room was the crackling of the fire. Arguments were the norm after antics like that day’s, but today was different. The hut was stifling to the parties involved.

Everyone flinched when Kagome stood up abruptly. She dusted off her skirt briskly and offered a tight response to their apprehensive gaze.

“I’m going for a walk.”

Turning on her heel, she stomped outside. The group let out a collective breath and turned to glare at the only one who was unaffected by the departure.

Inuyasha sat scratching at the floor, pointedly ignoring the going-ons of the group. He felt the shift of attention and the invisible daggers that were being glared at him.

“What?!”

He folded his arms and stared crankily back at them. No one said a thing as he shifted uncomfortably under the group glare. Finally, with a great sigh he rose. Sullenly he stood, making his own way outside, pouting like a child all the way.


. . .


The coolness on the evening air served as a reminder of yet another spent summer. The sunset lent the sky rosy hues with purple undertones and dusky clouds. The wind blew lightly, shivering through the trees, tinkling and rustling like an otherworldly song. This wondrous setting served to calm Kagome somewhat as she made her way down the now well trodden path to the Goshinboku.

She wondered passively when Inuyasha would come and fetch her. That was something that she could never peg. Sometimes he would storm right after her, and other times he would drop in after she had a chance to think. Unpredictable as that was, there was one thing for sure; he would come. He always did, albeit sometimes unwillingly, he never failed in this.

She stood before the place they had first met, staring wistfully at the gigantic tree. It was so strange, that beautiful sleeping boy, who seemed so serene, was now the loud mouthed and obstinate man that had stolen her heart. She never knew it would happen, and she had no chance of stopping it. As crass and arrogant as he was, he was also chivalrous. All of his annoying flaws made the times when his softer side showed that much more amazing. And as hard headed and mean as Inuyasha could be, Kagome loved him.

The revelation that she had loved him was a difficult one, because that just made everything harder. She loved someone who could not, or rather would not, stay with her beyond the completion of the vows he had made. He chose vengeance and death. It ached down to her core. The whole thing was a nasty mess, and she was a damned fool for letting herself get into it. Not that it was originally going to be this way, it all changed when Kikyo was resurrected. But what could she do?

Kagome heaved a sigh at the hopelessness of it all. She was so tired right now that she didn’t even care to rage against the unfairness of the heavens.

And that was when he made himself known.

She stiffened at the feeling of someone’s eyes on her back. How long had he been there? It didn’t matter really, she thought as she turned to face the man that held her heart within his clawed hands.

That look, she hated it more than anything. It was this intense look, the true meaning behind it unreadable. He only had that look when he had been thinking really hard about something. She saw the resolution pass over his face and her heart sank into the pit of her stomach.

She steeled herself for the conversation to come. It looked grim.


. . .


“You don’t get it do you?” he said grabbing her arm as she tried to turn away.

“Look! You mean so-“ his voice cracked. He bowed his head, collecting himself. “I care about you. More than you know. I just…” it was so hard to explain. But he had to try.

Kagome trembled at his words. But more than that, she was trembling at what he was proposing. She couldn’t believe this was happening. She stared at him, watching his lips move as he tried to explain to her. She didn’t really care. This was her chance. This she would not deny herself. This was all she had.


. . .

So close.

His face was so close to hers. The weight of his hands on her shoulders felt like dead weight. She could feel the heat from his body from where she stood.

Kagome hadn’t realized she had been holding her breath until it came out in a light squeak. His lips lingered in front of hers, a whisper away. He was hesitating, unsure.

“Inu-“

Kagome was cut off as he pressed his lips forward onto hers, making her heart, that had previously dropped into her stomach, jump into her throat. The kiss was clumsy and inexperienced. It was nothing like all those slow romantic kisses from the movies. But it held a passion in it, a need unlike any Kagome had ever felt.

He was pressing into her; she could feel the forceful breaths from his nose blow across her cheek. The pace he was setting was going to bruise her lips. She had to do something, lest her lips be devoured then and there. Kagome curled her fingers into the hair at his nape and gave a gentle tug. Their lips separated with that little kissing smack and Inuyasha opened his eyes a fraction.

His breath hitched when Kagome simply dusted her lips over his own. Closing his eyes he moved to press forward again, earning him another gentle tug at his nape.

Kagome kissed Inuyasha gently, setting a slow pace, and he finally caught on. Once more he assumed control of the kiss, this time being more gentle and coaxing. He gave Kagome’s lip a tentative swipe of his tongue, asking silently for more. Kagome obliged, letting him invade her mouth with his curious muscle. He probed every inch of her mouth, brushing over her blunt human teeth, and tangling with her own tongue. He hummed into the kiss and broke away only once he was satisfied with his explorations. His curiosity was suddenly piqued with other places available to kiss when their lips parted.

Kagome’s breath caught at the feather light press of his lips on her neck. She trembled as his tongue slipped out to lap at her neck, and her body gave an unbidden twitch when he sucked on her pulse. Everything suddenly was too hot.

Every touch that Inuyasha made to her flesh felt like fire, she was burning with a heat that she had never known and she wanted more. “I-Inuyasha”
He was at her lips again immediately, placing a deep and searing kiss into her mouth as his own hands tangled themselves in her hair. Kagome sighed, she felt herself slowly becoming delirious with his kisses. It was a drugging affect that sent tingles and shivers throughout her body, and she was beginning to feel as if she could no longer stand.

When Kagome felt Inuyasha’s arms snake around her waist she let her knees give way and leaned heavily into his embrace. She felt almost dizzy with the fervor of his lips. Parting the kiss in surprise, Inuyasha gave a small chuckle and lowered them both to their knees.

Kagome blushed when Inuyasha pulled her into his lap and once more latched onto her neck, nibbling and sucking the sweet and tender flesh. Hazily she let her hands move to the furry white triangles atop his head. Taking them in her nimble fingers she began to massage at them. Inuyasha’s hands tightened at her waist and his hips gave a small jerk. The shift of his hips surprised her, and she sobered immediately when she found herself pressed intimately against his arousal.

Her surprise kept her from noticing that Inuyasha had stopped his assault on her neck. A low growl earned Kagome’s attention and she found herself staring into Inuyasha’s face. The pools of gold staring back rippled with a darkness she had never seen. There was an animal lust reflected in his golden orbs that sent an electric shock down Kagome’s spine.

Boldly Kagome rubbed his ears again, eliciting a low growl from him that made a heat pool at the juncture between her thighs. Before she knew what had happened she found her shirt being tugged over her head. The cool evening air left her heated flesh with goose bumps. She gasped at the sudden departure of her clothing, but the article wasn’t missed when she felt him press hot, wet kisses to the tops of her breasts. He traced his way across the top of her bra while massaging at the bottom.

“Nnn.”

She couldn’t believe the feelings he was eliciting from her, she thought she was in heaven. That’s when Inuyasha clamped his mouth over one of her cloth covered breasts, sucking at her through the fabric. She couldn’t think enough to protest when she felt him slice away at the back, destroying the bra. His mouth soon met her flesh and her own hips jerked when he brought a peak hungrily into his mouth.

Inuyasha groaned at the friction she was creating against him in his lap. His arousal pressed deliciously against the growing heat between her legs, and it was all he could do not to neglect his exploration of her body and just rub himself wantonly at her center.

“Kagome,” he mumbled against her chest. He hissed when he felt her incessant little hands at his ears again. She was so distracting in her sudden boldness, and as much as he enjoyed it, he had yet to discover all that he was laying claim to, and that just wouldn’t do.

She gave a small ‘oof’ when she felt herself suddenly pressed back into the grass, her arms pinned above her head. Inuyasha stared down at her, licking his lips at what he saw. Kagome lay before him, topless. Her heavenly globes presented to him with her arms held above her head. The raven haired beauty before him sported a lovely blush that dusted across her skin, and her chest was heaving with her quickened breaths. He continued on to the breast he neglected, noting with each lick all the little noises she would make.

Kagome writhed under him; his teasing was driving her insane. She needed to alleviate the pressure that was slowly building between her legs. She rubbed her thigh up Inuyasha’s side and that finally seemed to get his attention.

The scent of her arousal hit him like a wave when she spread her legs to rub one at his side. The aroma was so spicy and seductive, it had him reeling. He stopped his ministrations at her chest and moved to follow the scent to its source. He earned himself a squeak and a slap when he lifted her skirt and nuzzled his nose at her core. He could smell it there; it soaked through the cloth under her skirt and he was immediately tugging at the fabric. He pulled away Kagome’s underwear and tossed it carelessly aside as he moved his head back between her legs.

She was so wet and warm, and he could feel the hum of her moans and the tremble of her legs on either side of his head. Instinctively he reached out his tongue and was surprised to find himself in a vice between her legs. He chuckled darkly at her reaction as he pried apart her legs, holding her spread before him. He marveled at the sight of the dark curls and the slick wet treasure before him.

He looked at Kagome’s face, her blush had deepened considerably and she seemed to be panting at his mere proximity. He smiled wolfishly at her, rubbing her thighs gently with the pad of his thumbs. Once more he moved to her, this time bracing her legs as he took a long slow lap at her core. Kagome’s back arched off the ground at the sensation and Inuyasha was encouraged to continue on. He tested various pressures against her slickness, loving the sweet musky flavor that collected on his tongue and all the ways her body trembled with the touch. Kagome gasped loudly when he found a nub at the top of her sex and gave it a good lick. He set a wonderful pace against this part of her and he found her moaning and trying to buck into his face. She seemed endlessly wet, and her nectar seemed to pour out even more when he licked at her like that. He found himself searching for the source and was rewarded with a particularly loud moan when he pressed his tongue inside her heat. Eagerly he lapped at her and moved his hand to continue working that nub the way she seemed to enjoy so much.

Kagome was in awe at the sensations cascading through her. With each press and swipe of Inuyasha’s tongue she felt a jolt through her body. A coil seemed to be winding within her, drawing tighter and tighter every second. She buried her hands in the head of silver hair working diligently between her legs, holding him there for fear he would stop.

Inuyasha sensed the growing feelings in Kagome and knew that she was probably headed towards the end that he only experienced himself with his own hand. He wanted to push her over that edge and wait for her to spill forth into his mouth. He redoubled his efforts and set a pace within her that had her squirming non-stop.

Kagome’s breath came in harsh pants as she felt the coil wind even tighter within her. She groaned and bucked and twisted under his mouth feeling herself coming to something amazing. The tightly wound feeling in her snapped suddenly with a firm rub to the bundle atop her sex. The sensations streaked through her being with a blinding force and she felt herself consumed in a fire that was a thousand times hotter than she could have ever imagined.

“Inu-yahhh!” was all she managed to get out as she came.

Her inner walls rippled around his tongue as she came. He could feel her body go rigid and convulse with the completion he’d given her. Happily and hungrily he lapped at her, knowing that no other had brought her this pleasure before.

Kagome still trembled as Inuyasha rose from her center. If she had the strength she would have smacked him for the smug grin he was giving her. All she could manage to do, though, was blush as he wiped his lips with his fingers and sucked off the lingering juices.

“I hope you enjoyed that as much as I did.”

Kagome would have been upset if at him for saying that if not for the husky tone in his voice. She only now just noticed that he was still completely clothed and she was naked. When did her skirt come off? She didn’t remember, nor did she care.

“Inuyasha…” Kagome said in a reprimanding tone. She tried not to smirk when she saw him frown like a puppy being scolded.

“Your clothes.” She stated simply and giggled when he looked down at himself and then back at her, instantly perked up with understanding. She could not believe how quickly he disrobed. All she could do was watch the rapid appearance of skin. She stared hungrily at his chest. He was hers, and hers alone to have. This was the one thing that Kikyo could never have of him, and the thought made her smile smugly. When her eyes wandered lower she blushed and looked away. Inuyasha stood before her in all his glory. His manhood stood at proud attention, and briefly Kagome wondered if he really would fit.

Inuyasha saw the blush burning on her cheeks when she looked at him. He could not help but blush himself.
Lowering himself back over her, he gave her a slow leisurely kiss.

Kagome marveled at the sheer heat of his body. The feel of his skin against hers was electrifying, and all she wanted to do was press closer to him and revel in his warmth. He was kissing her soundly now and she felt his length pressing into her thigh. If he wasn’t drugging her again with his kiss she would have been afraid of what was to come. But the fear that she would have felt was replaced with the boldness that had her at his ears earlier. Slowly she traced her hands down his sides, caressing the hot sweat slicked skin in wonder. When she found her hands to be low enough she reached for him.

The feel of Kagome’s little hands on him shocked Inuyasha right out of the kiss. He found himself perched on his elbows above her and staring at her in complete surprise. Then she stroked him. This little movement tore a guttural moan from him that he didn’t even know he was holding in. She continued on and all he could do was shut his eyes and let the incredible feelings consume him.

The woman beneath him wondered at his reaction. His muscles tightened and rippled as she stroked his hot smooth member. Kagome loved the noises that he made. It was utterly gratifying to give him such pleasure, and she felt herself becoming excited again.

As good as her little hands had felt against him, Inuyasha needed more. He stopped her, and when she looked at him curiously he kissed her deeply and whispered to her quietly.

“I need you.”

A slight blush and a tiny nod had him grabbing his length and positioning himself at her opening. He hissed when his tip touched her wetness and she let out a small sigh as well. Slowly Inuyasha pushed into her. He stopped immediately feeling how tight she was.

It was pure heaven, nothing in his life could have possibly prepared him for the feel of her heat, the slickness
of her walls, and the way her tightness gripped him completely. He pushed in a little more, giving her a chance to adjust when he noticed her wince in pain. Dipping his head down to kiss her he pulled himself back slightly. He gasped at that feeling too. It was just as amazing coming out as going in. He knew that with the last push he would break her maidenhead, so instead of prolonging the pain he gave his hips a quick snap.

Inuyasha was surprised to find himself seated in her fully and with no resistance. He could feel her tense around him, but she didn’t look to be in a great amount of pain. Was she…?

Kagome saw the question flit across his face. When she regained her breath she told him how her hymen could have been broken during their rough journeys and reassured him he was her first. This seemed to quell the jealousy and hurt beginning to stir in his eyes. Kagome relaxed a little and focused on the way she felt so full. It was amazing, never before had she felt this complete.

Inuyasha had seemed to loose his patience and gave small experimental thrust. Both grunted at the sensation and he continued on. Inuyasha thrust himself slowly into Kagome, and clenched his eyes in bliss. She moaned desperately at him, wrapping her arms around him and splaying her hands on his muscular back.

“Hnn.”

Inuyasha looked down at Kagome, she was making the most erotic noises, and they set his blood boiling. His pace began to quicken suddenly as he felt his need for completion grow. Kagome was meeting his thrusts with her own and with each stroke he felt himself nearing his end.

A tightness had settled in him, and it only grew with each movement. He felt himself drawing close and he groaned, bucking harder than before. Kagome pressed herself to him as his relentless pace continued. He wanted her to come with him, and he fought his end. Each thrust became difficult and his rhythm began to break, he was straining, fighting the eminent end.

His breath was becoming ragged and Kagome could see the war inside him. She knew that a guy’s first time usually wasn’t the longest. She reached up and pulled Inuyasha into a tender kiss. He slowed his pace, looking at her in confusion.

“It’s okay.” She whispered, stroking his hair.

She saw him hesitate, and she grabbed his ears, stroking them gently at the base. This seemed to be his undoing as his hips gave a hard lurch and he came into her with a loud groan. His arms seemed to no longer have any bones or muscle as he collapsed on top of Kagome.

“I-I’m sorry” Inuyasha breathed, ashamed.

“It’s alright Inuyasha.” Kagome whispered softly to him, hugging him close to her.
The two lovers lay there in silence for a long time. The sun had set somewhere along the way and the cobalt sky was strewn with diamond stars. The wind blew softly over their flesh and despite the warm body of the hanyou above her, Kagome shivered.

Inuyasha finally disentangled himself from Kagome and grabbed his firerat, handing the haroai to Kagome and pulling on his hakama. Pulling on his under shirt, he glanced over at the girl wrapped in his clothing. Kagome looked like an angel in the moonlight, her hair was tousled and her lips were still slightly swollen from his kisses.

Kagome felt the stare of the golden eyed man above her. She looked up at him to see him standing gallantly in the moonlight.

'Inuyasha'

He was staring at her with such intensity, and Kagome couldn’t place the look in his eyes. Her heart ached at the sight of him. She loved him with all her heart and soul, and she had dreamed of this night for so long, but still… it was a mistake. It was a mistake that she knew one day she would have to pay for. But for now all she could do was reach out to him, and she did.

Kagome held out her arms to him, and before he knew it he had her in his arms. She cupped his face in her hands and gave him the saddest smile he’d ever seen. Gently she placed kisses all over his face, such tender presses of the lips that left his skin tingling in their wake. And with every kiss she laid on his face, Inuyasha’s heart broke for what he had done. He claimed her, no other man would have her, but he still was going to join Kikyo in hell. He was a bastard in the truest form. But he loved Kagome so much, he had to do something. But this, this wasn’t the right thing.

“Thank you” she said

Inuyasha tensed, and pulled her close to him, burying his head in her neck. All Kagome could do was hold him too.



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About the lemon... I wanted to almost make it more real... I know, but I just really think it's silly when people make VIRGINS into sex experts, really now. So there will be better lemons, I promise, but this one... I wanted to try and keep it to it's virgin-ness (I hope you understand what I am blabbering on about). KAY so love you guys for reading! (oh and by the way, for those with worries on how this story is going.. don't worry, Inuyasha will be true to form... it's just going to take a little while, but the concept is good... at least I think. Hey if not.. I tried!)