InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Hell and Back ❯ Chapter 5 ( Chapter 5 )

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To Hell and Back

Chapter 5:

Under the Goshinboku in the Sengoku Jidai...

"I love you, Kagome."

Kagome smiled at him with tears stinging her eyes. His golden orbs are staring directly through to her very soul. Inuyasha, her Inuyasha, said he loves her.

"I love you too. So much."

They embrace slowly, arms wrapped around each other with so much love emanating within their bodies. Inuyasha nuzzled his face into her neck and lightly growled deep within his chest. They pulled away slightly to look into each others eyes.

"Kagome... will you... be with me tonight? Will you let me join us in both body and soul?"

Kagome's tears are now flowing freely down her face. This is how she wanted to feel the first time her and Inuyasha got together. She knows it's not the first time, but she's still happy about the way he is asking. He wants to be sure it's okay before proceeding any further.

Inuyasha leaned in to lightly lick her stray tears away before pulling her lips to his in a soft and tender kiss. When they pulled away, she can only say one word...

"Yes."

Inuyasha slowly pulled Kagome's shirt up and over her head before he threw it ceremoniously off to the side. He looksles at her amazing body before proceeding with her bra. He seemed to fumble with it at first, but quickly got the hang of it as he nice and slowly pulled it off of her and tossed that to the side also.

He put a clawed hand tenderly around one of her breasts, and when she didn't back away, he continued to squeeze and stroke it tenderly. She moaned with each and every caress of his clawed hand.

Kagome moved forward and started to undress Inuyasha in return; she untied his Obi, then pulled off his Suikan and his Hadagi. She looked closely at his toned and muscular chest, before she started to feel each muscle with her small hands, and each time she moved across his chest, another feeling of electricity shot straight through to her very core.

They spend little to no time removing the rest of their clothes, and soon they end up with Kagome pressed against the Goshinboku and Inuyasha's mouth slammed up against hers. Both of their hands roaming the other's body with more fervor than thought possible.

"Inu-Inuyasha...," Kagome moaned lightly in her sleep.

Inuyasha was sleeping soundly with his face nuzzled into Kagome's neck, breathing sofly onto her mating mark. His right arm wrapped tenderly around her and his hand resting neatly on her stomach. His right leg entangled between both of hers, and his hardened cock was pressed intimately against her rear.

Inuyasha happened to also be having dreams of his own...

Inuyasha carried Kagome a good thirty kilometers in a mere fifteen minutes. He was confident that no one would be able to catch up as he found a nice secluded cave, deep within a waterfall, which he knew that the water would easily mask their scent from being detected.

Inuyasha laid Kagome lightly on the cave floor and watched as she scooted away from him. Why was his mate afraid? He didn't understand. He reached forward to place a clawed hand lightly on her cheek. Kagome flinched, but didn't back away. He then heard her ask, "Wh-what are you doing, Inuyasha?" 

He moved in closer without responding and kissed her lightly. She backed away from him before he could get more than two seconds of their lips touching. 

He growled at her to submit. He didn't understand why his mate – his bitch – wasn't submitting to him. He growled to show his dominance over her and said what he was able to muster, "You are my mate. You have to submit to me."

He heard her gasp as if she was surprised he would say such a thing. She backed up until her back was up against the rock wall behind her. Inuyasha followed her every movement slowly, stalking his pray, until she was backed up against the cave wall. He growled again, another youkai instinct, a warning to let her know she needs to submit to him.

Kagome started breathing heavily. In an instant, Inuyasha's lips smashed onto hers. This time with more lust than ever before. He shoved his tongue deep into her warm cavern and rumbled deep within his chest in approval when she didn't fight him off right away.

When he pulled back, she jumped up and away from him. He heard her yell, "Osuwari!" then he felt the spell take control of his body as he slammed his face into the hard cave floor. He was pissed.

"Bitch." He snarled at her before jumping up and pushing her down on the hard ground. He pounced on top of her and straddled her hips as his mouth ravished her neck and shoulders. He gave her light nibbles where he planned on marking her as his, and he heard a slight moan escape her lips. He growled in acceptance.

Inuyasha stopped his current ministrations to look into her deep brown eyes. He sniffed her, and then smiled, "You do want me. I can smell your arousal."

"No! Please Inuyasha. Not like this. Please stop!" 

Inuyasha ignored her plea for him to stop and in one swipe of his claws, tore her clothes off of her body. He wasted no time in also ripping off her black bra and panties. He threw the clothes and undergarments to the side and watched his mate below him. He watched as Kagome shivered at the instant cold and tried to cover her exposed breasts with her arms. Inuyasha pulled her arms away from her body and stared at her mounds perked up towards him. He held her wrists together with one clawed hand above her head, and squeezed and played with both of her perky breasts with his other hand.

He completely ignored the woman as she struggled in his grasp and begged for him to stop.

After a few more minutes, he pulled back and smiled lustfully at her before diving in to start licking and nipping at her nipples. She tried to push him away, but he held onto her wrists tighter with both of his hands. He didn't mean to, but he ended up drawing blood around her wrists as he held her down. He didn't seem to mind anymore as he didn't even stop what he was doing to check on her. In fact, the slight scent of her blood as he was ravishing her, started to invoke more of his animalistic instincts. He growled more and started to suck and lick her even harder.

Inuyasha stopped his onslaught for a moment to back off of her so he could get undressed as well. When he smelled the salt of her tears and leaned back down to lick them away.

"Wh-why? Why are you doing this?" He heard the tremble in her voice as she asked.

"You are my mate. I have a right to your body whenever I want. You will submit to me." He growled again to show her how serious he was as he leaned back in to kiss her once more. 

His clawed hand moved down her body until it rested on the curls of her womanhood. He lightly stroked her sensitive nub and then he heard her moan out again.

He felt even lower, finding her moistening entrance. He felt the slickness of her pussy and growled out in pure enjoyment. "Why do you lie to me, mate?"

"Wh-what do you m-mean?" 

"You deny me, but you are wet for me. I smell your arousal. You want me. You need me. Now submit to me." He snarled, baring his fangs just enough to prove his point.

"I-Inuyasha... I don't want this because it's not you. I-I-I love you. I don't want you to do this in the state you are in. Don't you get it? I love you!"

Inuyasha positioned his hardened cock at her entrance as those last three words reached his ears. 'NO! Stop it! Don't do it! I can't stop myself. Kagome... please forgive me..' He was annoyed by the stupid little parasite in his mind begging him to stop, but he pushed those thoughts away and said, "I love you too, mate."

Not even two seconds later he thrust himself deep within her core. He could smell the scent of her blood from her first time coupling. That only acted as another turn on for the hanyou turned youkai.

After a moment of Inuyasha still deep within her, he groaned in anticipation. He gave his mate a moment to adjust to his large size, and now he was ready for more. He started with slow deep thrusts, and then as minute by minute ticked by, he started to pick up the pace.

He heard her moans and felt her walls tighten around him. He heard her yell for him to stop, but he knew she was about to release, so there was no way he was stopping now. He felt her walls flutter and tighten even more around his shaft, and he knew his bitch was orgasming. This brought him to his own release. "You're gonna have my pups, mate." 

"No! Please don't do it, Inuyasha! Please don't! Pull out! Now!" 

Inuyasha growled at her to shut up. He placed a clawed hand around her throat to get her to be quiet. His claws pierced her skin, and she winced in pain. Within seconds, he was cumming. His warm seed was pouring out of him and into her awaiting womb. He immediately leaned in and sunk his fangs into her shoulder, leaving the mark of a mate. He licked up the remaining blood from his mark, then he pushed slowly, deep inside her one last time before pulling out, and collapsing to the ground next to her. Then everything went black.

Inuyasha's eyes shot open, his breathing coming in short fast pants. He realized he was in Kagome's bedroom, in a very compromising position on her bed.

His right arm is wrapped tenderly around her and his hand is resting neatly on her stomach. His right leg is entangled between both of hers, and his hardened cock is pressed intimately against her rear.

'Was that just a dream? Or...' He looked at the sleeping Miko in his arms, and he moved his hand to lightly stroke her hair from her face. 'No... It was a memory. I remember...' 

He couldn't help the tears from falling as he nuzzled the girl in his arms. 'How could I? She was begging me to stop and... and I kept going! I purposefully pupped her!'

His eyes widened as a memory flowed through his mind;

"I-Inuyasha... I don't want this because it's not you. I-I-I love you. I don't want you to do this in the state you are in. Don't you get it? I love you!"

'She told me she loves me... Then I told her I love her. It's true... I've loved her for a while now but... there's no way she still feels that way after what I did. I can't believe I ruined everything. I'm such a fucking bastard...'

He lifted his head and stared down at the beautiful girl in his arms, tears still flowing down his face as more of those memories flood his mind like a waterfall flowing into a large body of water.

"Inu...yasha... mmm..."

Inuyasha immediately froze. Then after he composed himself, he realized without a doubt that a very intoxicating scent was released from the girl beside him. He could smell her arousal and she was saying his name!

'She... She's not having nightmares... She's moaning and dreaming about... me...'

It was then that he realized his morning wood was very eagerly pressed against the crease of her rear. His breath caught in his throat, and he tried to back away slowly, but Kagome unconsciously grabbed his arms and pulled him back to her.

"Dammit woman," he whispered huskily into her ear.

Kagome's eyes shot open faster than thought possible. Her very vivid dreams still plastered into her very recent memory. She felt the situation she was somehow in, and she turned her head to meet Inuyasha's golden gaze.

It didn't go unnoticed that he was crying, but now the way they are positioned, it seemed to her that he's over whatever made him so upset. Though, it's so unusual for him to show such an emotion, she had to ask.

She put a hand to his face and wiped away a still prominent tear and spoke up, "Inuyasha... You were crying. Why?"

His immediate reaction was to hide his feelings and move away from their close proximity, but her arms stilled him. He's a hanyou for crying out loud, a small girl should not be able to keep him pinned here! Yet, that's exactly what was happening.

So instead, he averted his gaze from hers, and just responded with, "Keh... I don't cry, woman."

Kagome rolled over to get a better position next to him and wrapped her arms around his body. Although, the way she moved, she could easily feel his arousal press into her stomach through their clothes. Her entire body immediately flushed, and she started to back up when Inuyasha stopped her this time.

He pulled her back to him by her lower back and nuzzled his face into the crook of her neck. He didn't mean to, but his warm breath on her mark stirred something inside her. He smelled her arousal spike again, and he pulled his face away to look into her eyes once more.

"K-Kagome..."

He looked down at her lips and back into her eyes and he noticed she did the same thing. Before he could do anything, however, she initiated the contact.

Kagome leaned in, her lips smashing onto his in with as much want and need as she had felt in her dream. She heard a low growl come from him before he reluctantly pulled away.

Inuyasha wanted more than anything to be with Kagome... But after those memories... He felt like he didn't deserve such acts of love. He averted his gaze once again and spoke up very nervously.

"K-Kagome..."

Kagome pulled his face by his chin to look at her once more, giving him a warm smile. "Inuyasha... What's wrong?"

"I-I remember..."

She's confused at what he meant at first, so she had to ask, "Remember what?"

His face turned a bright pink and he could barely find the right words. "I... uh... remember about that night... in the cave. I remember everything."

She froze in her tracks. Barely letting out a breath. 'Everything?' 

"Oh...," was all she could respond with.

He pulled her body even closer as he nuzzled her neck again. "I'm so sorry. You... You begged me to stop and... I didn't even care! I'm such a fucking bastard!"

Kagome started to let her own tears flow down her cheeks at those words. 'So... he really didn't feel bad when it was happening...'

He pulled back again to look back into her shining chocolate eyes. "But... There was a moment. A moment where I tried to stop. I remember basically battling with the youkai inside my head but... but he won."

Her eyes widened in shock. 'He tried... to stop?' 

"Wh-what made you feel that way?"

He blushed at the question, but he knew she wouldn't allow him to get away from answering her. She could osuwari him to hell if she wanted to.

"I heard... I heard you say something... something I didn't expect."

"Well? What did I say? I only remember saying stop."

He gulped and took another slow deep breath in. "I heard you say you... l-love me... and after that... I felt myself awaken slightly. I felt so upset about what my youkai was doing. I couldn't believe the words you just spoke but... he won the fight. I heard myself say it back, but it was like I was watching, and it wasn't even me."

Kagome didn't know what to say. He remembered she admitted she loves him, but he said it wasn't really him who said he loves her. 'So... he doesn't really love me...'

She looked away from him and forced back more tears. How could she be so stupid? Why would she think he could love her? Why does she even still love him? Shouldn't she hate him for what he did? Why the hell doesn't she hate him!?

Before she could take more than a few seconds to think those questions over, he turned her head to look back at him. With more confidence now than ever, he said what was on his mind.

"I meant what I said though." That caught her immediate attention. "I... I do love you Kagome... and I understand if you hate me now but—"

He was cut off by her lips once again. Tears are freely running down both of their cheeks as the kiss grew more and more passionate. This one had no sexual desire whatsoever. It's filled with love and compassion. Commitment and slight nervousness.

He lightly pressed his tongue to her lips, and is slightly take aback by her allowing him entrance. Their tongues are slowly colliding with one another with more happiness and contentment within their hearts as before. Kagome couldn't believe he said he loves her. She couldn't help but let all her tears run freely.

She put a hand to his face and softly wiped his tears away. She is so happy that he feels comfortable enough to cry in her presence. She truly believes now, that he loves her. She can truly be happy now. She doesn't feel like he is stuck with her as a mate like she thought before. She loves him with all her heart and now she knows. She knows she can fully forgive him.

They finally pull apart after about five minutes of nonstop passion. Their foreheads are resting up against each other and Kagome breathes out the words, "I love you too, Inuyasha. I always have, and... and... I forgive you."

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A/N: Thanks for reading!