Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ High School Fight Club ❯ Wake Up! ( Chapter 9 )

'Ugh... I feel like shit...' Thought Sasuke as he rolled over.

'What happened last night?' Sasuke sifted through his memories, finding he could only remember flashes. He swang his arm out wide across the bed.

"Oomph!" Said someone next to him, as his arm hit a warm body,

Sasuke quickly opened his eyes and looked next to him.

"What the fuck? What the fuck are you doing in my bed?!" Sasuke then noticed the blonde hair and blue eyes of...

"Naruto?"

Naruto didn't open his eyes, he just mumbled under his breath

"Five more minutes... just give me..." before trailing off.

Sasuke leapt out of the bed.

"Oh my god Naruto, what the fuck are you doing in my bed?!"

Naruto lazily opened an eye.

"Just chill bro. You said I could sleep in here. Come on... let me go back to sleep."

Sasuke racked his brain... trying to think as to why he would say Naruto could sleep in his bed. Then his memory started to kick in, giving him flashes of the previous night,

<i> Sasuke drank way too much... the people next to him were doing everything but having full sex.

'That's gross.... I'm going for a walk'...

Walks up to Naruto...

Naruto's hands, rubbing his back... leaning in... kissing Naruto... Naruto's face... shocked... running through the garden.... footsteps following... Naruto catching up... holding him... kissing him... </i>

Sasuke started shaking... he felt sick...

"OH MY GOD NARUTO!!!! What the fuck happened last night? Do you remember any of it?"

Naruto looked a little confused.

"Well yeah... sure I do. You know... you're really not making me like you any more by keeping me awake like this... you were so much cuter last night, when you were asleep... go back to sleep"

Sasuke couldn't sleep! How could he sleep with what he did last night? He began pacing the room.

"Ok... ok its ok... no one saw... its alright... ok. Fine... no... Sasuke calm down... it's fine. If anyone asks, he slept on the floor... really... I had too much to drink and he helped me to bed. Really... no one has to know..."

"Sasuke what the fuck are you going on about? And stop pacing... your making me feel worse than I already do..."

"Naruto... don't you realise what happened last night?!"

Naruto frowned at Sasuke... maybe all the alcohol broke the brunette's brain?

"Jesus... calm down... you got drunk, I got drunk, we made out... I don't hate you... and you admitted your undying love for me... so what? Who's going to care? At least we both know where we stand now."

Sasuke looked gob smacked.

"So its that easy is it? Oh well... by the way, I think I'm gay now... oh and I actually have a thing for the guy I've hated my entire life... sorry everyone for the confusion! Yeah... yeah right Naruto... look... this never happened!"

"What?"

"Yeah, we just pretend this never happened... I prefer it that way anyway."

This got Naruto a little angry... after all... Sasuke had been really upset last night when he thought Naruto didn't feel the same.

"Excuse me? We're just going to pretend like this never happened?"

"Yeah... yeah its perfect... no one has to know..."

"So... it really meant nothing to you? It was just... we got pissed and made out?"

"Naruto! Think about it... I don't want anyone to know this more than you do... I just want to forget it ok!"

Naruto was shocked. Shocked, hurt and angry. He ripped himself out of the bed, dug around the room for his shoes, and slammed his feet into them.

"You know what Sasuke? You really are a bastard! A cold, heartless, gutless bastard! Now, I want nothing more than to forget this, you prick!" And with that he stormed out of the room, forgetting about his friends who he was supposed to be taking home, and he practically ran out of the house to his car, ignoring the muffled complaints of the people he kicked as he rushed out. Sasuke was in shock.

'Why did he act like that? I would have thought he would want to forget too... don't tell me he's upset?'

Sasuke walked over to the door, pulling it shut. He really wanted privacy right now. He was so confused.

'I just have to forget about it! Don't tell anyone, and pretend it didn't happen.'

But an evil little voice in his mind wasn't going to let him get away with that.

-You liked it. You're glad it happened-

'Shut up! I am not!'

- Then how come you can't stop thinking about it. His hot lips on your mouth, his tongue, his hands on you, touching you... I know you liked it-

'Fuck! Shut up!'

- You want it to happen again. You didn't do it because you were drunk. You did it because you <b>like </b> the boy-

'I do not! I hate him, he's a dickhead... behaving like that! Don't tell me he's up set! The only reason I did it was because I was drunk and confused about my feelings!'

-Well you know your feelings quite well now... and I can tell you... you <b> want </b> him. You <b> want </b> him to kiss you, you <b> want </b> him to touch you, and most of all you <b> want </b> to be with him. Face it, you're falling in love with him.-

Sasuke gasped, and tried to back away (A/N from himself? Strange boy...) as the realisation hit him. He was starting to <b> love </b> Naruto...

'No! No no no no no no no no no!!!!!!!!!!!! Never! You're wrong and you're lying!!!!'

-Hm, whatever. You'll come to see it, in your own time... don't take too long though... you don't want him to get away...-

Sasuke sank to the floor, putting his head in his hands. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to do anything. He didn't want to love Naruto... he was resolved not to. He was going to ignore this until it goes away!

-If it goes away...- added that little voice...

 

Naruto got in his car, speeding away.

'Fucken ass hole! Fucken prick! God I hate him!!! What a jerk... pretend like it never happened! He was the one who wanted it... he was the one...'

Naruto was angry... really angry... more than angry. He was really fucken pissed off! He was... he was... crying? Naruto brushed his hand along his cheek as hot tears fell from his eyes.

'Why? Why am I crying? I'm angry... not sad! I'm... I'm.... really hurt! How could he be so heartless? After all of that... after last night how can he say he just wants to forget? Why? Why would he want to go back to that? No! It's not right and it's not fair! Why don't I get a say in this? It's not just him, and I really like him... I... <i> I think I love him... </i> Wait... what? Love him? No! No I can't! He doesn't love me! He wants to forget it all!!! Why? Why does the world hate me?!' Tears were pouring down Naruto's face. A first he tried to stop them, then he tried brushing them away. Now, as he came to this realisation, he let them fall freely, uncheck down his face, over the whisker like scars on his cheek. He couldn't hold it in. His body started heaving as he sobbed, letting all his grief out as he drove home as fast as he could. He just wanted to get away, never see the boy again. There is a fine line between love and hate, and Naruto was tip toeing his way along it.

 

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Fin

 

UMG!!! sorry for the kinda late up date and the shortness of this chapter... I promise I'll update an extra long one tomorrow... my brain is just a little drained, studying for exams and such! but I hope you like it!

 

LittleCrane