Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ To be, or not to be... In love. ❯ Chapter three ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Okay, sorry for the long wait. My beta's been out of town and so have I... And mommy dearest forbid me to bring my laptop (*pout*)

But now I'm back! ^^

I do NOT own Naruto in any way. Everything belongs to Kishimoto-sama.

Warnings; This fic will contain several sexual situations between two males. YAOI is not the same thing as Shounen-ai. Readers under the age of seventeen should NOT read this fic, nor should readers who are uncomfortable with homosexual relationships. There WILL be lemon(s), which means sex. (Oh, how I love sex... ^^)

Planned pairings; NaruSasu, KakaIruka, NejiShika, Gaara/? (Possibly Shino). I may put in some Yuri, depends on what mood I'm in. (Yuri is the same thing as Yaoi, only with girls.)

X-rated, and it's not just to be safe people! This is serious erotic yaoi. 'Kay? Last warning.

Beta; Ender_kb (She's the best!)

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Naruto's p.o.v.


Two weeks.

Two fucking, long weeks! That's how long it's been. Yeah, I'm serious. Two weeks ago, I kissed Sasuke in the men’s room. And he kissed back... with those soft lips and those soft murmurs he made and...
No! Get a grip Naruto...

I don't know what I should do. I don't even know what I want to do. It was pretty obvious back then. God, how I loved those lips of his. I remember it all so clearly.

~~~~FB~~~~

"Sasuke!"

Too late, the raven haired teen had escaped. I clearly saw his hand clutch his chest. I clearly saw that hurt, almost panicked look on his face. I clearly saw the anger shine from within his eyes.
I clearly felt my own shame. What the hell was that outburst? Of course, Kiba has always had some kind of influence on me, but that was way over the line.

I only faintly heard the angry murmurs in the background as I still stared at the doorframe.

"Naruto, look what you did!"

"This is all your fault!"

It was enough. I turned to my classmates. I knew exactly how I looked to them. That's why they shut up.

"That's enough," I said with a voice as cold as my eyes. Then I calmly went to the open door and still with my back facing them I spoke. "I'm going after him. Don't follow."
I left the room and desperately tried to figure out where Sasuke had run off to.

'The men's room.'

Of course! The best hide-out one could think of... or at least the best hide-out I could think of. Sasuke is smarter than me so I don't know where he would hide, but that's the best I could come up with.

I ran the whole way, but when the door to the men's room suddenly came into view I slowed down. For several seconds I just stood there, staring at the door. If Sasuke was in there, what would I do?
Did he even want to see me?

I swallowed my nervousness and opened the door, hissed a little when it creaked, as if there was something dangerous in there, and slipped in.
It looked as it always looked - clean...bright. If it wasn't for the black figure on the wall, no one would have suspected anything wrong. But I saw the black figure, and I saw that it was Sasuke.

Suddenly he turned his eyes to me, only for an instant so I didn't really see his face.

"Sasuke..." I didn't really know what to say. I felt so utterly ashamed. As I always do when I hurt someone. He didn't respond at first. I took a small step towards him, still not knowing what to say.

"Go away."

I almost didn't hear the soft murmur, but there was no mistake. I felt a cold hand clutch my heart as I saw the small puddle of tears at Sasuke's feet.

Oh god... what had I done?
What would I do? 'I'm sorry' suddenly seemed so weak.

"No, Sasuke... listen to me." God how I wanted to explain, to hold him and tell him it was alright. I may not be as smart as Sasuke, but I'm not stupid. There's no way Sasuke could be so hurt from my words alone. He must have bottled up his emotions for a long time. I know exactly what it's like.

I took another step towards him, and he snapped.

"I said get out!" He stared at me. And I felt like crying myself. His eyes were red, and soaked with tears, as were his cheeks. Large drops of water were still running down his cheeks as he stared at me with big, furious, panicked eyes. I stared back and then he dropped his head. And sobbed. And ripped my heart out.

He sobbed, and cried. I was so panicked I could only stand there for a few seconds, forcing myself to watch what I had done to Sasuke. He covered his eyes with his hands and I could tell he was trying to stifle his sobs, but at that rate... his crying was heartbreaking.

"Go away," he pleaded. "Please... just g-go away!" His back was still weakly leaning against the wall, and he looked as if he was about to collapse at any moment. That's when I reacted.

I quickly stepped up to him and put my hand on his shoulders. They stiffened, but didn't push me away. I guess he was too weak. I have never... never seen Sasuke cry. Never.
I was still panicked as I whispered soft comforting words into his ear.

"I'm sorry I said that." I honestly wasn't sure if I deserved forgiveness, but I had to ask for it. Sasuke softly shook his head.

"I don't care! Just go away... I don't care about that..." He still sobbed, and I didn't believe him. I had hurt him, no matter how much he tried to convince me otherwise.

"I'm sorry." I repeated and slowly leaned closer to Sasuke, practically hugging him. He was so warm. I continued to whisper pleads of forgiveness as he murmured incoherent things about 'not caring'.

We were both silent for a few minutes, I was still (kinda) hugging him, and his sniffles became less frequent. Eventually they stopped completely. That's when Sasuke started to speak again. His forehead was almost leaning on my shoulder, so his words were a bit muffled at first.

"It's okay. I don't know why I'm crying, really...” He turned his head away a bit. "I-I understand if you don't want to kiss another guy."

I realized at that moment that I stared at his lips when he talked, that I wanted - needed - to cover them with my own. Slowly his words sunk into my mind, and I gave a weak smile

"Yeah, I don't like to kiss other guys..." His shoulders tensed at this, so I hurried to add, "But I don't mind kissing you."

The words left my mouth without my permission, but as I spoke them, I knew they were true. Sasuke almost smacked his forehead into my chin as his head snapped up.
He stared at me with large eyes.

"What?"

I couldn't help smiling, his eyes... How I love those eyes. Deep black, and grey... They shone with disbelief and... hmm... hope? Yep, that was definitely hope.

My hand drifted from his shoulder to his neck, my index-finger catching one of those black strands. Whirling it around my finger I continued.

"Didn't you hear me? I said... I don't mind kissing you." I purred and smiled a bit. But Sasuke's reaction wasn't quite what I had suspected. His eyes started to fill with tears again, and before I could say or do anything, he started to hit my chest with weak punches. His face was irritated, probably because he knew his punches didn't hurt. They stopped pretty soon, but he wasn't finished.

"Don't say that damnit!" He hissed. I didn't understand... at all. He swallowed and gave me an angry look.

"I'll go back, okay? You don't have to be all cuddly with me to make me go back there! I'll play James and I'll wash my mouth before every kiss so you don't have to worry about that and-"

I understood right then what he was trying to say... or to do.

He thought I pitied him.

He was still panicked as I silenced him with my own mouth. My eyes had already drifted closed. He was stiff at first, but soon melted into my touches.
At first I actually thought he was going to push me away, because he put his hand on my chest, but instead, they clenched my shirt and pulled me closer.

I was in some kind of heaven. I pressed Sasuke against the wall and kissed him feverishly while letting my hands stroke his sides. My ecstasy became wilder as he whimpered into my mouth and wrapped his arms around my neck. He pulled at my hair and soon, I couldn't resist it any more. I started to kiss his cheek, his chin... and then his neck.

He tasted so good... he tasted like human musk... salt... and the faint taste of his cologne lingered on my tongue for several seconds. Then I nibbled on a point he seemed to like.

"Naruto..." he moaned and... shit, I don't think I have ever been so dazed in my life, but at hearing his voice... he kinda forced us both to retreat from the haven we were in.

I broke away from his neck and stared at him. He stared back. His black orbs were large and shining with an almost lust-filled emotion. It was... adorable. And it made me feel somewhat special, because Uchiha Sasuke is not adorable. He's tough and cool... but not adorable. Only for me. I kissed his nose, which made him blush which added to his newly found adorable looks.

"See? I don't mind kissing you." I murmured. He gave me some kind of a semi-glare but my heart was pounding so hard that it made me dizzy. I slowly let him go and turned my back to him. Took two steps, and that's when I noticed that he didn't follow me. I turned around.

Sasuke was leaning against the wall, breathing a little bit faster than usual. His hands were kinda trying to grasp the wall behind him, as if he couldn't stand. I smiled and extended my hand.

"Wanna go back to class?"

Sasuk stared at my hand, then at me, then at my hand again. Then he smiled.

Shit, I have never seen a more beautiful smile in my life. Maybe I thought so because Sasuke rarely ever smiles, but he smiled... and he smiled at me.

"Whatever," he said and took my hand. We went back. The happy rush still lingered in my body. How long had I been longing for Sasuke in that way?

But soon, panic started to spread in my body instead. After a few minutes, all I could think was;

'What the hell have I done!?'

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I sighed as I stared into nothingness. Mathematics. I hate mathematics.

Stupid Wednesdays. I want it to be Thursday! Thursday means theatre, and theatre means being with Sasuke. I stopped myself before drooling on my book.

Actually, I was worried. Very worried.

Ever since that day (making-out-with-Sasuke-in-the-men's-room-day), Sasuke had been... kinda... avoiding me. Well, he hadn't said it straight out, but it felt like he was trying... not... to see me. It was... who am I kidding? It was numbing my heart with fear. There were so many thoughts screaming in my head, and they were all trying to explain why he didn't talk to me anymore.

Did I somehow force myself onto him? No, that can't be right, he took my hand.

Maybe he was just captured by the moment? That could be it. He did actually try to push me away at first. He told me to go away several times...

I sighed again. I made myself depressed by thinking about Sasuke. Sakura didn't help one bit either. Sitting next to me, but constantly turning around to be able to chat and giggle with Ino was getting on my nerves and made the stupid lesson even more torturous. I was just about to snap and yell at my girlfriend to shut up when the thought itself interrupted me. Girlfriend?

Why was Sakura still my girlfriend? Hadn't I made it perfectly clear to myself that I was in love with Sasuke? Ugh... I said it... or more like thought it, but same shit different names.

I glanced at the pink haired creature next to me. She smelled like she'd taken a shower in perfume this morning instead of water. Which wouldn't surprise me too much. I glanced at her book, she hadn't done any actual work this lesson as usual. She had drawn a heart with my name in it. A small sting of guilt made itself known in my heart.

Shit.

I knew exactly why I couldn't break up with her yet. As I already told you, I despise hurting another person. It makes me feel horrible, dirty and cruel. Depressed. And Sakura adores me, sort of. At least she loves to show off. She loves being my girlfriend. She loves being with me, which is more than you can say about some people!

Anger panged through my chest. I glanced at Sasuke who was sitting on the other side of the room. He looked as if he was in deep thought. He was chewing on his pen while tapping a foot on the floor.
I watched as he finally seemed to realize the answer and quickly wrote it down on his paper.

Sasuke is a genius. No, I'm serious. He really is a genius. He has the highest grade in almost all our subjects and he's studying mathematics on college level. It's not that I envy him; in fact it makes him more interesting in my eyes. Shikamaru is also extremely smart, maybe even smarter than Sasuke in certain areas, but he's too lazy to show it off too much. Maybe I have a thing for smart people?

No wait. Where was I? Oh yeah, being mad at Sasuke! Grr.

I sighed again. There's no use.

Why should I be angry with Sasuke? Well, except from the fact that he's been ignoring me ever since we exchanged saliva at the men's room and that he won't even look at me.

Okay, now I'm angry. Why is he ignoring me?

I was glaring so hard at Sasuke's black spiked hair that I was actually surprised I hadn't burned a hole in his head by then. Unfortunately, I didn't burn a hole, but Sasuke seemed to notice that someone was glaring at him any way. Damn him and his Uchiha powers. His pencil-movements stopped, and then he was perfectly still for about two seconds before turning around, staring straight at me.

I was so shocked that I couldn't look away. I felt a strange satisfied feeling when his facial expression turned from glaring, to uncertain and surprised.
He hadn't expected it to be me? Ha! Uchiha powers my ass!

I smirked a bit before turning my gaze away. I pretended to go back to work, but in truth I watched his every movement in the corner of my eye. He also turned back, but his pencil didn't move for several minutes.

"End of class!" Asuma-sensei murmured loud enough for us to hear and stepped out of the class-room. I smiled and looked at the clock on the wall. Class didn't end for another five minutes, but that's what I like about Asuma-sensei. He can sense when his class is unfocused, and if even Uchiha Sasuke seems distracted, there was no use in continuing the lesson. Also, Asuma wanted to smoke.

Sakura squealed with joy and jumped up from the chair. I groaned when she grabbed my nose.

"Naruto, let's have lunch together!" She gave her best teasing, cutesy smile, but it only fueled my 'Why-haven't-I-broken-up-with-Sakura-thoughts'. I was just about to yell 'Hell no!' when I caught Sasuke in the corner of my eye. He was looked at me for a second before turning away. And I answered without thinking.

"Sure." Sakura squealed again and kissed my cheek, I didn't yell at her, because I was too busy watching Sasuke close his book. I faintly heard Sakura blabber something about meeting up with her by one of the benches on the schoolyard. I nodded to everything she said. Still too busy looking at Sasuke's back to actually hear anything she said.

Sasuke disappeared from my view as the rest of the class started to talk and pack up their things. I almost panicked. I needed to talk to him. "I'll be right with you!" I shouted to Sakura as I ran out of the classroom. She didn't even have time to answer me.

There he was, walking calmly through the corridor. I slowed down, but I was still walking faster than normal. I should catch up to him quickly enough.

Okay Naruto, what are you gonna say?

Say? I have to say something? Crap...

Ask him why he's been avoiding you!

Isn't that too childish? What if I only imagined it?

Yeah right! Like that one time he stopped in mid-air and turned around in the corridor after seeing you coming his way? I don't think so.

That was one time!

Does it matter?

My inner war ended quickly as I suddenly stood before Sasuke, blocking his way. Shit... How did I get here?

Sasuke stared at me, recognized me (this made me even more angry), and then blushed. There was no going back.

"Hi, Sasuke-kun," I cooed. "Remember me?" I said with a lot more coldness than I intended, but in truth I was so angry with him.

Want to know why? I'll tell you.

After the kissing session two weeks ago we went back to our classroom, holding hands, but... I don't know what happened. We held each other's hands all the way. I loved the cool surface of his palm against my warm skin. It felt like our hands matched, like Yin and Yang.

But then, just about five meters to the door, we exchanged one single glance and let go; Like a silent agreement. No one must know, at least not yet. But when I made that silent agreement with him, this wasn't at all what I had in mind. I still wanted to kiss him, hold him, or talk to him at least. He didn't allow any of it. And it was driving me all the closer to insanity. I wanted, needed to feel his soft lips against mine, kneading in that passionate way they did two weeks ago. I needed to feel his hands graze my neck and I needed to hear my name upon his lips.

The lesson had continued, everyone had asked if Sasuke was alright and yelled at me for saying something so cruel. Sasuke had told them that it was alright and that he had forgiven me.
There had only been about ten minutes left of the lesson, so Sasuke and I only had time to give each other a quick peck before it all ended.

The day had ended and we had gone home. The next day, I was like air to Sasuke. Well, not really. Whenever our gaze's locked, (and this is something I take pride in) Sasuke blushed and quickly looked away. Ha! I knew it. I gave a damn. I had actually been worried that he didn't think it was a big deal, because it was a big deal to me. It was a huge deal.

Okay, back to the corridor-scene.

The corridor was empty, except for me and Sasuke. I was staring at him with my arms crossed over my chest. I tried to look stoic, but it was hard. Sasuke looked... Oh I don't know! He's strange! He looked innocent, annoyed and hurt at the same time!

I stood my ground though, and didn't let him go. He averted his gaze to his shoes. I was a little taken aback by this, because this certainly wasn't Uchiha Sasuke's usual behavior. I swallowed and when I spoke, I sounded a lot sadder than I wanted.

"Why have you been ignoring me?" I murmured quietly. He didn't reply, and seemed to have some kind of inner battle. I took a step closer, which caused him to perk his head up. His cheeks held a slight tinge of pink, as did mine.

"Well?" I said with a little more strength. Sasuke gave me a little glare.

"I don't know what you're talking about," he mumbled and was about to walk away, but I grabbed his wrist and pulled him into an embrace. He gasped.

"You don't know? You don't remember?" I sneered, despite my tight hold on him. I was still angry.

His arms slowly wrapped themselves around my torso, and I sighed and buried my face in the nape of his neck. Slowly I kissed it and then... I kissed his jaw... and his cheek.

His lips. God, how I love his lips!

They tasted the same way as they did two weeks ago. Sasuke... He whimpered and opened his mouth when my tongue cried for entrance. Once again our tongues danced and tasted each other. Just as passionately as the last time. His grip on my torso tightened as I buried my hands deep into his black hair. Oh, I had missed it so much! I was starting to get drunk on the taste of Sasuke.

Suddenly I remembered that I was angry with him. I broke the kiss and glared at him. He looked confused for about two seconds before returning my glare. Despite our glaring, we still held each other close. I loved the cologne he was wearing, and even though I was still pissed I drew in the scent of Sasuke into my nose and felt small tingles of pleasure spread over my body.

"Why have you been ignoring me?" I asked again. Sasuke stared at me for a short while and then he gave me a full-blown Uchiha-glare which took me by surprise. He freed himself from my grasp and fixed his clothes and hair. Then he gave me a stern look. The same coldness that had been haunting me for the past two weeks returned.

"I don't know," he murmured with a low voice and was just about to walk pass me when he stopped and whispered. "Why are you still with Sakura-san?"

My lazy eyes snapped open at this and stared into nothing for several seconds, as I heard the quick steps of Sasuke running away from me.


Thursday.

Somehow, the day didn't quite excite me as much as I thought it would.

"Why are you still with Sakura-san?"

Yeah, why was that? I had been going around in a daze all day, and only sighed when Sakura yelled at me for not coming to the lunch yesterday. I knew.
Honestly, I was so shocked by Sasuke's words that I totally forgot about Sakura’s plans.

I sighed where I sat, between Shikamaru and Kiba. Staring at my knee, I only faintly realized that Sasuke walked pass me, without saying hello. I flinched at this and frowned involuntarily.

"Naruto, what's the matter?" Shikamaru asked with a bored voice. I sighed, and felt the annoyance spread through my body. Damn Shikamaru and his sharp mind!

"Yeah, you look really down... is Sakura giving you a hard time?" Kiba asked and winked and did the unmistakable gesture for sex with his hands. Naruto glared at the dog-lover for his manners and sighed again.

"No, it's nothing like that..." Its just that I'm in love with Sasuke, and I hate Sakura, but I can't break up with her because I'm too big of a coward to do it and now Sasuke hates me for not breaking up with her, but I don't even know if he's in love with me, but I think he is since we've done some serious making out, twice, and now I don't know what to do! I screamed all this in my mind, but as expected, nothing came out.

I sighed again and cast a glance at my watch. Kakashi was already a few minutes late. A few blessed minutes. If Kakashi ordered me to kiss Sasuke, I honestly wouldn't know what to do.
My thoughts were soon interrupted, once again by Kiba and Shikamaru. What are best friends for?

"Shikamaru, Is that... a hickey?" Kiba leaned over me to get a better view over Shikamaru's neck. My ears perked up at this as I also turned my gaze to my best friend's neck.
There was no mistaking it. I clearly saw the little pinkish mark on the side of Shikamaru's neck. A hickey.

"W-what? No!" Shikamaru blushed madly and covered his neck with his hand. I chuckled to myself. Shikamaru is a genius, and he a master at fooling his enemies. But when it comes to love he's a terrible liar, especially since I simply know him too well to be fooled. I patted his back.

"We all knew this day was going to come," I joked and smirked at Shikamaru's semi-glare. "So who is she?"

At this, Shikamaru flinched and stood up from his seat. He nervously fidgeted and swallowed - as I told you, a terrible liar.

"N-no one you know!" He said and ran off towards the men's room. I stared after him. Then I stared at Kiba who stared back at me. Then we laughed.

"Oh, man, he's such a loser when it comes to girls!" Kiba howled and placed his hands on his belly to prevent himself from laughing to death. I snickered.

"But isn't that weird? I mean, Shikamaru is like... really popular among the girls at this school, right? Shouldn't he be more…experienced?" Kiba just shrunk and continued to laugh.

I continued to think about my own words. Why was Shikamaru so embarrassed? Usually, guys like to brag about their girlfriends. I remember the first time I told them I was together with Sakura. I had been so proud that day. But now that I think of it... was I really happy about being with the love of my life, or was I just proud that I was the boyfriend to one of the hottest chicks in school?

The answer squeezed my heart until I had trouble breathing. I was no better than Sakura. With this realization in mind I knew what I had to do.

I had to break up with Sakura.

Oh god...

"Okay, class! Let's get started!" Kakashi. Late again. Hm... His hair looked ruffled and his clothes seemed disorganized. He was completely disheveled. I sighed. So he also had someone.... or he had been molesting some poor guy.
Why was everyone so lovey-dovey all of a sudden? Still... I couldn't help but to wonder who Kakashi was involved with. My thoughts were interrupted (surprise surprise) by Kiba.

"Shikamaru will be right here, he's at the toilet."

Neji gave Kiba a quick glance and then turned back. Neji Hyuga. I like him.... well, not like-like in the way I like Sasuke, but he's cool. I remember the first time I saw him. He was new in our class, and he was so cold to everyone. At first I thought he was just a cruel bastard, like Sasuke. But then he turned out to be different. He's not used to having friends, since all he's ever done in his life is traveling and moving to new places with his family. No choice given. That was about a year ago, but he's cool now.

"Okay... um... well today, there will be no kissing," I couldn't decide if I was disappointed or relieved. "Because today I will give you another assignment." And cue the hand smashing.

I pity his hands.

"Today, I want you all to realize who you are playing," Kakashi said and closed his eyes, as if he was an old yoga-instructor. We all stared at him for a few seconds. Someone coughed (it was me) and the spell was broken. Sakura put her hand in the air.

"Excuse me sir, but wasn't I supposed to play Rose?"

Kakashi nodded and grinned (I think).

"You have a superb memory, Miss Pink-Hair," Kakashi said. I snorted. He's not really one to talk about memory, when he can't even remember his own students’ name.
"Yes, you play Rose, but who is Rose? Hm? She's James' girlfriend, sure, but what personality does she have?" Sakura nodded slowly.

"You're telling me to come up with a personality for Rose?" Smart, Sakura, really smart. Geez.

"Yep." Kakashi nodded and almost jumped with enthusiasm. "All of you with bigger characters, your job is simply to find the personality to your roles. And I don't want them to be too much like yourself, okay?"

We nodded and started to talk to each other when a loud clap was heard throughout the room again.

"Go somewhere else to find your personalities, the rest of us are going to split up in groups to discuss costumes. Off you go! Shoo." Kakashi waved his hand and we were off, not really knowing what to do.

"Naruto, Shika! Let's go to the café to 'find our personalities'!" Kiba snickered and winked. Shikamaru smirked but seemed to quickly change his mind about it when Neji stepped out of the room. Suddenly, my genius-best-friend seemed so... uncertain about himself. Not at all the same lazy-bum I know. Maybe it's because he doesn't know Neji as well as I do, and Neji is... well, people who don't know him automatically hold some kind of respect for him. And now Shikamaru was suppose to play Neji's seme? I suppressed the urge to snort.

"Neji-san... would you like to..." Shikamaru started.

"Grab a coffee... to find our personalities?" Neji finished Shikamaru's sentence and smiled. I looked at Shikamaru again and almost gasped when I saw a small tint of pink adoring his cheeks!
Wait, calm down, Naruto... of course he's embarrassed, they barely know each other, and yet they're playing lovers! At least I've known Sasuke for some time!

Shikamaru nodded and started to walk towards the café with Neji. I stared after them... suddenly I realized I was smiling. If only a little, but it was still a smile. What the...?

"Alright! I wanna have some coffee!" Kiba yelled and was just about to follow Shikamaru and Neji when he had stopped. A pale hand was pinching his ear.

"Kiba, sweety... wouldn't you rather go find your personality somewhere else... with me perhaps?" Hinata smiled at her boyfriend and grabbed his hand. Kiba didn't protest when she dragged him away from the scene.

I didn't see Sasuke anywhere... That cold hand squeezed my heart again. I... Oh come on! You know me well enough to understand how I was feeling. Of course I missed him. And I wasn't really angry with him any more either... See, this is how it works; Uchiha is a very proud and rich family. Sasuke is the son of the richest person in the proud Uchiha-family. I did mention that they are proud, right? Any way... I don't think... well, I'm not sure. But I don't think that Sasuke wants me to cheat on Sakura with him. And to tell the truth, it sounds cheap to me as well... as if Sasuke was some kind of man-whore I found on the street.

That's why I have to break up with Sakura, but at the time I had planned all of this, she was already out of sight... I think she said something about going to the mall with Ino. I sighed.

'The library.' Yes... Edward is a rich, English teenager from the late eighteen-hundreds. Maybe I could find something useful in the library. As I made my way to the library, I couldn't help but to wonder about Sasuke. Where was he? Was he avoiding me again?

I sighed.

I bet he is... he's probably still pissed with me.

I entered the large library and looked around. The library was really huge. Our school is kind of like an old castle. So a lot of the rooms has stone walls and such. The library was one of them. Dark grey, rough stone walls surrounded the books and shells. Large, narrowing-at-the-top windows let in some light in the rather dark library. Autumn... the sun was already starting to set. It was only half past five in the afternoon.

There was no one there to assist me because there was a little note on the desk saying 'At a meeting, be right back.' I sighed.

Like most kids in our school, I don't like reading much, except for manga. So I honestly had no idea what so ever what to look for. I passed a dozen shelves and went to the next floor via an old stair. I passed some more shelves... it was like some kind of instinct told me what to do and where to go.

And there, between two large bookshelves, I saw the silhouette of a person with spiky hair. There was a big window between the shelves as well, a pale light shone from it, which made it hard to see who it really was...

But yes, it was Sasuke. He was reaching for a book and didn't notice me at all. It kinda annoyed me. Quickly I snuck up behind him and reached for the same book. His fingertips were mere millimeters away from the book... but I reached it. This was the first time that I realized that I was actually taller than Sasuke. Maybe it wasn't a very visible difference, but I was still taller and it made me somewhat proud.

I took the book down and held it in front of his face. I was still behind him. His back was facing me and... his neck... his smooth flawless neck. I seriously love his cologne... I was dragged out of my dazed thoughts as he took the book and slowly turned around to face me. I swallowed.

He stared at me... he held a semi-glaring, almost pouting expression (also very unlike Uchiha Sasuke) and I was absolutely enchanted by his eyes. Were they always that big and surrounded by long, thick lashes..?

"Naruto..." he breathed. I smiled a bit. "Why are you here?"

I sighed.

"I was looking for a book about english teenagers, but then you stole my idea," I said teasingly and smirked. Sasuke glared a bit. Then he turned his face away.

"I could've gotten that book down myself," he mumbled.

"Oh, I'm sure." I nodded.

He turned his face to me again and we just stared at each other. I don't know for how long. We were bathing in the orange glow of the sun, in a dusty library and I couldn't think about anything other than his lips. Did I mention that I adore Sasuke's lips?

"I'm sorry about yesterday," I finally murmured. Sasuke seemed confused at first, but then he realized what I was talking about. He shook his head.

"No, I'm sorry. I overreacted," he lowered his gaze and placed it on his shoes once more. I've noticed he often does that when he's talking to me.

I inched towards him, and almost gasped with pleasure as I saw the small shiver he tried to suppress.

"No, you didn't." I breathed and touched his arm. He stiffened, but quickly recovered. "I want to be... only yours." I had to force these words to come out, because I was so embarrassed and so afraid of rejection that I almost shook with fear. I took a calming breath. "I don't want to be Sakura's. I want to be yours."

Sasuke stared at me. I don't know how to describe his expression. It wasn't happiness. No, it was...disbelief, hope, fear. At least it wasn't hate. I calmed down.

"I-I don't know what to say" Sasuke tried to walk away, but I put my arm against the shelf to prevent that. I sent him a small smirk.

"Say that I'll belong to you." I leaned forward. "And that you'll be mine as well." I whispered. I heard him swallow.

"Naruto..." He leaned into my touch as I let the hand I had placed on the bookshelf wander to his neck, to his cheek. I watched his reaction carefully. Just a few inches from his face, I stared at him. His eyes seemed dazed. His cheeks were pink and his lips...were mine.

I couldn't control myself anymore. I pressed my hungry lips against his and immediately started to move them, trying to get a response. I received it. Sasuke moved his lips in the same rhythm as mine and soon they parted, allowing my tongue to roam around in his mouth. I could tell he was also losing control. Our breath mingled as our passionate kiss continued. His tongue started to slide against mine and I moaned at the lovely friction. He dropped his books on the floor.

It was as if my hands had a mind of their own. Sasuke's body was there, right in front of me, almost trembling with pleasure. I couldn't resist. Without hesitation, my hands started to roam along his sides. He purred into my mouth and I became bolder. I pressed my body into his, so that he was trapped between me and the large bookshelf. He moaned and wrapped his arms around my neck, just like before. I felt like screaming with happiness.

Soon, my mouth started to kiss his neck instead of his mouth which in several ways was absolutely enjoyable, since there was no way for him to stifle his moans other than willpower. He hissed as I nibbled on that sweet spot again.

"N-naru... oh Naruto..." His hands ran up my neck and I felt his breath on my collarbone as he buried his face deep into the nape of my neck. He kissed it. He kissed my neck... Oh god, I have never felt such passion for someone before. This wasn't even close to what I used to feel for Sakura.

Sasuke left small tingles of pleasure where he kissed me and I felt like blacking out, that's how dizzy I was.

Then I slipped my hands under his shirt, feeling the beautiful skin under my fingers. I rubbed his sides, his stomach and the hisses and moans that escaped his mouth only fueled my need. My fingers grazed the hem of his black pants. He broke the kiss and gasped.

"Naruto!" I slowly tried to unzip them (keyword; tried). Sasuke pushed me away. "Not in here! Are you nuts?!" He whispered, still panting, still with that adorable pink blush.

I smirked. Heh... what a sadist I can be sometimes. I slowly walked back to him. Sasuke stared at me, his eyes filled with lust, fear and anger. I tucked one of the black strands behind his ear. He shivered at this.

"There's no one around," I whispered and caught him just in time when he, for some odd reason, tried to escape by running towards the window. Was he really that dizzy?
It didn't matter. I needed to show him how much he meant to me. I needed him.

I held him in a soft embrace, his back against my chest and him facing the window. The sun was still up. He breathed heavily and only weakly tried to escape my weak grasp. I knew he wanted to stay. I kissed his neck, and he stilled completely.

"Let me hold you," I whispered. I started to stimulate his desire by allowing my hands to wander his upper body once more. I continued to kiss his neck. His breathing quickened to panting as I slipped my hands under his shirt again.

"Naru-too..." He murmured and reached behind to wrap his arms around my neck again.

When I pinched one of his nipples, he yelped and let his head fall back onto my shoulder. I could tell his control was slipping away. I felt his ribs going in and out as he breathed.
His eyes were closed in pleasure as I continued to caress his chest. I cautiously lowered my hands to the baby-soft skin just above the hem of his pants. His breath hitched and his whole body stiffened.

"Don't worry..." I murmured before kissing his shoulder. "I'll do this, if you allow me to." Sasuke seemed to calm down a bit. I stared out of the window he was facing. The sky was orange and pink.

"Can I touch you, Sasuke?" I whispered. He was shivering a little before answering.

"Y-yes..." I knew that Sasuke wouldn't allow me if he wasn't already so dazed, but at that rate I didn't care. I really didn't give a shit. I smirked against his neck.

"Thank you..." I responded seductively. I used my hand to turn his head around to face me. His eyes stared at me with such a need, I almost felt like screwing him right there on the floor, but he would never forgive me if I did. I kissed his sweet lips and slowly slipped my other hand under his pants... under his boxers...

God. I was in heaven. I felt the curly locks around my fingertips, and I kissed his neck again in pure pleasure. Sasuke hissed and gripped my hair.

"Naruto..."

I grazed his cheek as I slowly traced his length with my fingers. He was already hard. God, how I wanted him. The ecstasy in my head almost blinded me, made me numb to the world.

I curled my hand, about to give the first stroke...

"Naruto, are you in here?"

I snapped my eyes open from the wonderful daze Sasuke had put me in and gasped. Sasuke gasped as well and pushed me away. He quickly corrected his tie and hair, picked his books up and ran away. Just before disappearing behind a bookshelf, he gave me a glance which clearly said "We'll continue this later." Then he was gone. I could hear his running footsteps lessening.

My heart was filled with such an unbelievable happiness that I could barely see straight. I was barely angry, even though someone just ruined the most erotic moment of my life. And I'm a teenager, which means I love erotic stuff.

Erotic stuff with Sasuke involved... I almost drooled.

"Naruto?" A voice called out to me. A voice I didn't like. Sakura.

"Naruto, come on! I want to go shopping... class ended like ten minutes ago!" Sakura stopped rambling when she saw my dazed eyes and glowering cheeks. "What were you doing?" She asked with a hesitant voice. I smirked.

"Sakura..."

"Yes, sweety?"

"I want to break up."

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"Naruto, what happened to you?" Shikamaru poked at the sore bump on my head. I hissed and batted his hand away.

"Sakura..." I murmured annoyed. "That girl is a lot stronger than she appears to be." Shikamaru smirked.

"Oh yeah. I heard you dumped her yesterday. Smooth." Shikamaru snickered and I laughed a bit too. This is why I like Shikamaru so much. He's always cool about stuff (except from a certain Hyuga), and it's not the same cruel coolness Sasuke has. It's a coolness that says 'I do care, but not too much'. And I like that. It's better than when people are overly caring, giving puppy-eyes and continues to ask 'How are you really?'

"Yeah well... she was a real pain in the ass, huh?" I snickered and looked at Shikamaru who nodded.

"All women are," he said with a strange self-satisfaction. I averted my gaze to his neck and smiled.

"Yeah, you do know that Neji gave you a new hickey, right?" I said teasingly and poked the little red mark as revenge for what he did to my bump. Shikamaru groaned and put a hand on his neck.

"He did? Crap, I told him not to..." His words drifted off and then he turned to me. His eyes were huge.

"How did... you know?" He asked with a weak voice. I smirked.

"What can I say? I'm a genius."

Shikamaru remained silent for a while. I was silent too. Actually I hadn't been quite sure, but after seeing Shikamaru's reaction, it was now confirmed. Shikamaru was in love with Hyuga Neji.
I felt strangely happy for him.

"Hey, Naruto? You're..." I looked at Shikamaru with a smirk, but it turned to a serious look when I saw the genuinely worried look on his face. "You're cool with it? Me being in love with a guy and all?" He bit his lip. I stared at him for a few seconds, then I gave him a small scoff.

"Shikamaru, you're my best friend. I wouldn't care if you fell in love with an ostrich. Okay?"

Shikamaru laughed at this and seemed extremely relieved. "I didn't know how you would react, so I tried to keep it a secret."

"Yeah, I noticed you were trying to keep it a secret," I said with a laugh.

That's when I heard running from behind us. I turned around and gasped. Sasuke stood in front of us, panting and looking somewhat embarrassed. I stared at him, exchanged a quick glance with Shikamaru who looked as surprised as me, and then I stared at Sasuke again. He soon calmed down.

"Hello," he said and tucked a loose strand of hair behind his ear. I had to bite my lip so that I wouldn't jump up and kiss him it was so adorable. "Um... so... I heard you broke up… with Sakura?" Sasuke eyes shone with hope, and he bit his lip. I could tell Shikamaru was staring at me too.

"Yep, it's true. I ditched her yesterday... in the library." I smirked when I saw the slight enlargement in Sasuke's eyes as the realization sunk in.

"Oh. Well, what do you know?" He laughed nervously. Then he suddenly seemed to realize that Shikamaru was right next to me and quickly entered his Uchiha-character. He coughed and straightened.

"Can I talk to you, Naruto...-san?" Sasuke quickly added the suffix and gestured with his hand for me to follow him. I gave Shikamaru an apologizing look before following the raven haired hottie.

We turned around a corner, and that was the limit of my resistance. I immediately pinned the Uchiha against the wall and kissed him feverishly. Sasuke kissed me back and grabbed my collar to pull me closer.

After a minute or so, I broke the kiss. Sasuke blushed and awoke from his daze. Then he bit his lip.

"So... are we a couple now?" I asked and gently played with a black strand of his black hair. Sasuke looked at me and cocked his head to the side.

"I-I don't know. Aren't there usually dates before relationships?" He blushed as he spoke and once again I was amazed over how different he was from just a few weeks ago. This was the real Sasuke? I smiled.

"Do you have any plans tonight?"

Sasuke perked his head up. He gaped a bit.

"You're asking me on a date?" He asked with an almost shocked voice.

"Yeah... I mean, there are usually dates before relationships," I said teasingly. "And I want to have a relationship with you, Sasuke."

Sasuke looked serious. He touched my cheek and bent forward to place a kiss on my lips. I savoured the taste. How I love his lips.

"Pick me up at six." He said and smirked. I loved it. Those smirks of his.

Not that I minded the softer Uchiha Sasuke, but I kinda missed the stoic Mr. cool from last month. It was nice to see he was still in there. The last few days had been so lovey-dovey. And that somewhat reminded me of Sakura.

"Okay." We went back to Shikamaru after fixing our hair and clothes. Shikamaru looked suspicious. Sasuke kept his cool manner, while I had to fight to keep a straight face.

"See you later then," was all he said and gave me a small wave as he left. I felt strangely alone.

"So...." Shikamaru seemed to look for the right words. "What was that all about?"

I smiled and sighed happily. Then I coughed and remembered to keep my cool.

"I'll tell you later, I have to get home! I only have about two hours to get ready." I jumped up and started to run towards my bike.

"Ready for what?" Shikamaru yelled. I turned around and grinned.

"I'm going on a date!"


TBC.
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Author's note;
Um... yeah... this chapter turned out to be extremely fluffy, but since they've just figured things out, I didn't want them to be too cold. I hope you're okay with it. Sasuke will eventually return to his cool self, but right now he's still a little bit shocked, finding out he's in love with Naruto, and have his feelings returned! ^^

But Sasuke will remain the role as uke, because I still think he's great at it! And most of the reviewers thought he made a good one too, so...
I'll upload the next chapter as soon as possible.

See ya'll later! (btw, I love reviews!!)