Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ To Find Warmth In The Snow ❯ Chapter 15 Forgiveness ( Chapter 15 )

Chapter 15

Forgiveness

 

 

Shino offered to go back to Konoha with me but I told him to leave the hotel without me.

I left a day after he did and was just showing up tonight. It had been so very many weeks. The frosty autumn air seemed to blow through me and I shivered.

And it was raining like hell. But it rained a lot this time of year. The last time I'd been in Konoha it had been late summer. But getting from Sunagakure to Konohagakure, on foot especially, was no small feat. Plus there was a rather large chunk of time missing in the time it took for Itachi to transport me from the forest I'd been in to the random whorehouse in Sunagakure. It must have taken at least two weeks and that's if he sprinted the entire way. But I couldn't remember having awoken before the bedroom.

 

*Drugs…*

 

I guessed before setting my mind back on the present.

After getting over the wall I realized I was in the Nara forest and I headed in the way that should take me to my apartment.

I'd been walking for about half an hour when I heard a voice.

“Naruto!? Is that you? When did you get back? Where'd you go? And what're you doing out here?”

“That's too many questions at one time Kiba.” I answered trying to smile though I was quite upset that I'd been found already.

“You must be freezing. Come back to my house until this rain starts to let up.”

“Is there anyone at your house?”

“Nah, my mom and sister are away.”

I nodded.

We walked back to his house and I could see that Akamaru, like me, was upset about the rain.

Kiba opened the door to his bright and warm house.

I nearly ran inside glad for the warmth.

I sat on the floor so I wouldn't get his couch wet but he didn't seem to care about the furniture.

The amiable atmosphere melted away and Kiba was staring at me intensely.

“Naruto, where have you been? We've all been worried sick.”

“I've been to a lot of places.” I said carefully, “Kiba, you can't tell anyone I'm here.”

“Like hell I won't.” he answered with a smirk, “As soon as this rain stops I'm telling everyone.”

“Kiba…” I pleaded.

I knew how to get whatever I wanted especially from guys. I'd learned that much. But I was hoping I wouldn't have to.

But you have to do what you have to do

I got on my knees and knelt before him.

“You're not going to tell anyone.” I stated firmly running my hand up his thigh.

He gasped and stared down at me amazed.

I had his pants unzipped before he could protest and was already using my hands to work his flaccid shaft into stiffness.

“You won't tell anyone will you?” I asked sweetly holding his erection in my hand.

“Naruto…” he hissed.

“Say it.” I whispered.

I bent down as if I was going to take him in my mouth but pulled away last minute looking up at him coyly.

“What the fuck do you think you're doing?!” Kiba whispered harshly but both he and I were aware that he wasn't really fighting me. I'd been prepared to take a punch just incase, but he was definitely into boys. And definitely into me.

“Say you won't tell. You'll have to promise. I can use pleasure…” I said leaning my lips down so close hat they brushed against the sensitive skin as I spoke. I purposefully exhaled over the head and saw him jolt.

“…Or I can use pain. You're choice.” And with that I went to it. Trying hard to remember the feeling that Shino had sent through me to recreate it. My tongue moved skillfully and I saw and felt Kiba's reaction to my every touch.

He was arched back on the couch one of his hands roughly grabbing my hair. It wasn't all that wonderful of a feeling having his dick slide down my throat. In fact I would have liked to stop but I knew what I had to do.

After a few more moments he came in my mouth with a shudder and a groan.

I let him rest a while before continuing. He tried to push me off but I had a firm grasp of a body part he didn't want to lose. I started again and I could feel his thighs shivering. It was oddly erotic and pleasurable to see him in so much ecstasy it was nearly painful for him. Somewhere, deep inside, I liked it.

 

 

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Kiba P.O.V

 

My throat was suddenly dry and burning with the sound of my moans. Who would've guessed that Naruto could be so good at this?

I came again, this time more explosively into his hot mouth and he swallowed apathetically. There was no pleasure in what we were doing. But I knew one thing; there was no way I was telling any one about his arrival. Not a soul.

Naruto leaned back and looked up at me.

“Are you going to tell anyone Kiba?” he asked sweetly.

A sweat had broken on my brow and I didn't feel like moving even an inch, but I slowly shook my head.

He seemed to be thinking suddenly. Contemplating something, and I found myself anxious to see what he would say.

“Kiba, there's one more thing I want you to do for me.”

I waited not knowing what to expect.

My mind was so hazy I could barely make out the blondes features in the dim light.

“I want you to get the key to Sasuke's apartment.”

“How? How would I do that?!” I tried to shout but failed miserably.

“Go to the manager; say you're inspecting something secretly and that you'll be in and out in a few moments. Say you've got direct orders from the Hokage. Then just take the key. Believe me; he's so forgetful if he tries to report it he won't remember whether you were a guy or a girl.” Naruto said in a rush. There was a light in his eye very different than the one it replaced only moments before.

I didn't know what was going on but that last thing I wanted was to be in the middle.

“No way.”

He grabbed me again and whispered.

“You've already cum twice; it might actually hurt for you to do so again.” He licked the very tip where it was still wet and I jumped. He was right. It was getting farther and farther from pleasure.

“…Okay.” I agreed with chagrin

He patted my inner thigh, “Good Boy,”

 

*What have I done? I've ruined everything. I let him do this with me and now… it's all over. Isn't it…Shino?*

 

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Naruto P.O.V

 

I stayed at Kiba's house another day. On my second night there Kiba gave me the key to Sasuke's apartment and I took it thanking him silently.

I knew what I'd done to him was cruel. Doing it was not something I was proud of. But I knew that I had to do it.

If I hadn't I wouldn't have found anyone else to get the key for me without revealing myself. If I had to shut Kiba up, I might as well kill two birds with one stone by making him get me what I needed.

At around two in the morning I figured the streets would be stranded enough for me to make my way to Sasuke's apartment undetected.

I was right the streets were desolate but it left a silence that bore down on my ears with no remorse.

I could see the looming apartment complex where Sasuke lived. We had had so much fun there and he had slammed doors in my face and screamed and cursed at me. It had made no difference to me then. Because despite all of that I felt that deep inside, Sasuke's intentions were always good. And that there was hope for something better.

I was ever the optimistic at that age. But in these few short weeks I realized that hope and good isn't in everyone. And it isn't in Sasuke.

Now, if only I could make my heart understand…

I squeezed the key in my palm feeling the metal begin to warm. I walked determinedly but silently up the stairs to his door. I felt very exposed using so obvious an entrance but I knew that sneaking through a window or something would make me overly conspicuous.

I took a deep breath as I slowly inserted the key into the bottom lock. It turned easily. I pulled it out and used it again for the top lock. It stuck a little as I tried to turn it. I wanted to scream for the anxiety this was causing. I wanted to forcefully turn the key, to shove the door to make it open easier. But I knew I had to be silent.

I finally opened the door and I whispered in, quick as a shadow closing the door behind me.

The living room and kitchen were empty. As was the bathroom. I could see from down the hall that Sasuke's bedroom door was slightly ajar. I walked swiftly to it hoping that nothing creaked.

My heart was pounding. I'd waited an awfully long time to get even with Sasuke. Even though I didn't know quite I would do when I saw him. I knew that I had to get to his apartment just to see how he was handling all of this.

I peaked around the door and…

The room was empty.

I sighed heavily in relief and decided in a split second to look around a little instead of leaving.

He didn't have anything really very interesting in his room. It was amazingly clean. So I went over to his desk and shuffled through it a little to see if I could find anything interesting.

All I found was an appointment book that looked too new to have ever been used.

But when I opened it I found the delicate handwriting of the Uchiha filled almost all of the pages.

The most current appointment was written for a week and three days from now.

 

Neji, Neos Hotel, room 346, 11:30 pm

 

I looked at the words and I felt that the wheels were beginning to turn. Without hesitating I grabbed a pencil from another drawer and erased the word `Neos' replacing it with `Gray', another local hotel.

I ripped a spare piece of paper from a note pad and wrote the original information down and shoved it in my pocket.

Afterwards I made sure that everything I moved was back in it original place before quietly slipping out the door.

I was just walking down the street towards Kiba's again when I heard footsteps behind me.

“N…Naruto?” I heard the voice call. My heart stopped for a moment.

My muscles tensed. I felt like a young child getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar. You know that something bad is going to happen. It's just a matter of when.

“Naruto, is that you?”

I turned to Konohamaru standing in the middle of the desolate street. He was still in his pajamas and was starring at me his eyes clouded over.

“Naruto…what are you doing here? Why did you leave?” he asked walking closer to me.

I took a corresponding step back and he seemed to realize that I didn't want him close to me. His face nearly collapsed from the pain weighing heavy upon it.

“It's nothing Konohamaru. It's grown up stuff.”

“Don't treat me like a kid anymore!” he near screamed the tears welling in his eyes though he defiantly refused to let them fall.

“Fine,” I growled, “I'll give you the same answer I'd give to any adult. It's none of your damn business.”

His hands balled into tight fists before they finally relaxed at his sides.

“Maybe you're right. Maybe it is none of my business. But…you can't just leave and not say anything. Everyone cares about you. I care about you. I don't want to see you…like this.” He said motioning towards me.

It was true. I knew I looked awful. My skin was lackluster and my face was sunken. I had dark rings under my eyes and my clothes hung off of me. I looked a mess. I knew that much. And I knew that Konohamaru had done nothing to deserve my cruelty.

I took a step forward and paused to see his reaction he only stared up at me his eyes blank and empty.

I realized how much I'd hurt him. And how much I wanted to protect him. To protect him from everything that I was going through right now. I only hoped I could set a better example in the time to come. I closed the gap between us, got on one knee and hugged him close to my chest.

“I'm sorry, Konohamaru. It's just…” I struggled for the words, “I've got some things to take care of. But I promise that everything will be better soon. And from this day forward anytime that I ever have to leave I promise you'll be the first to know.” He nodded into my shoulder his fingers digging harshly into my skin as he hugged me back with just as much vigor.

“I forgive you.” He whispered in my ear.

Finally I pulled away and smiled at him before kissing his forehead and leaving.