Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ Dazed and Glazed ❯ Chapter 2 ( Chapter 2 )

Disclaimer: I do not own NGE, Drake and Gwen are my creation and I'm just having fun with NGE no money is being made so you can't sue me for anything, this story has some drug use and sex in it so be at lest 18+ to read this fic or go read something else.

 

Dazed and Glazed.

Part 2

 

" Well it's about time you got here, do you have any idea on how long we where waiting for you! " Asuka shouted as Shinji walked hp to there mini van/suv and he stopped and gave Asuka a bemused look and walked past her and got into the mini-van/suv with a smile on his face as Asuka just stood there shocked at his response to her ass chewing.

" Sorry Misato but me and Ritsuko got talking and I lost track of time.. " Shinji said as he sat down in the very back seat of the mini-van/suv where Drake was sitting and Misato just smiled at Shinji for see was glad to see a smile on his face as Asuka got into the mini-van/suv and sat down with a smoldering look of anger in her eyes, " That's ok Shinji I understand that you had a lot to talk about with Ritsuko. " Misato said as she started up the mini-van/suv and began to drive out of the motor pool and as they where driving home Misato looked in the rear view mirror and saw the dark look on Asuka's face and she looked past her and saw Shinji sitting next to Drake with a far away look in his eyes and she could tell from the way Shinji was sitting that he was relaxed and Misato said a small thanks to whatever god was listing for giving Shinji the much needed relaxation.

 

As they where driving home Drake looked over at Shinji and saw that Shinji looked very relaxed and he for the life of him had no idea on what had put Shinji in such a relaxed mood so he sat there looking at Shinji out of the corner of his eyes.

* The only thing that would relax a person like that is either sex or drugs. * Drake thought to himself as he put his street wise mind to use and he thought about how long Shinji had been gone for and the fact that he had been alone in Ritsuko's office and came to the conclusion that Shinji had finally gotten his rocks off and he smiled to himself and he vowed to wring the details out of Shinji as to what had happened between them.

 

Once they got home Shinji and the others sat at the dinner table where there dinner of take out was laid out before them.

" This take out sucks! " Asuka groused as she was looking at Shinji if a slightly pissed off look on her face as she watched Shinji dig into his dinner with a look that told her that he did not have a care in the world and this only served to piss her off all the more.

" If Shinji had shown up on time we would be having a home cooked meal., dumb ass Baka! " Asuka said with a mean tone of voice and Shinji put down his fork and looked at Asuka and saw the anger in her eyes.

* What the fuck? * Shinji thought to himself as he continued to look into Asuka's eyes.

* Damn it what the hell is her fucking problem! * Shinji thought to himself as he began to recall Ritsuko and Kaji's advice and decided that it was time to put Asuka in her place, " Fuck off Asuka! " Shinji said as he folded his hands over his lower face much like his father and gave the shocked Asuka a cold look.

 

" W-W-What did you say? " Asuka asked Shinji in a shocked tone of voice as Misato, Gwen, Rei and Drake just sat there looking at Shinji with deeply shocked looks on there faces.

" I said fuck off Asuka, I am sick and tired of your consent complaining, I'm sick of you always putting me down and most of all I am sick and tired of you contently hitting me, it ends here and now! " Shinji said with a knife edged voice as he continued to glare at Asuka with an unreadable face and watched as Asuka got to her feet with her hands balled into fists and Shinji quickly stood up and balled his own hands into fists as the others just sat there and watched the two of them with dumbfounded looks on there faces.

Asuka was furious and she was going to remind Shinji of his place as her personal scratching post but before she could make a move or say a word Shinji was in her face.

" Don't try it Asuka because I will hurt you, hurt you very badly! " Shinji growled as he gave her such a deadly look that if he was older, wore a pair of glasses and had facial hair he would be the spitting image of Gendo and Asuka felt a chill race up her spine as he locked eyes with Shinji and saw the cold, empty look in them.

 

After a few tense minutes Shinji put his empty plate into the sink and made his way to his room laving the rest of children and Misato sitting there with a * What The Fuck?! * looks on there faces.

" Well I guess that settles that. " Drake said with a cryptic tone of voice and went back to eating his supper as Rei began to wonder what had caused such a drastic change in Shinji as Gwen and Asuka began to talk to each other about there day but one could see the look of confusion and wonder in there eyes as they ate there meal, * Way to go Shinji! * Misato thought to herself with a touch of pride as she got over her shock for she had always tried to encourage Shinji to take a more aggressive stance with Asuka but to no avail and suddenly Shinji, clear out of the blue finally stood up for himself and put Asuka in her place and she could not help but to smile as she realized that her life had just become all the more difficult with the appearance of Shinji's new spine.

 

****** Shinji's Room ******

 

Shinji opened the window in his room so that there would be some fresh air as well as to help get rid of the smell of the joint he was smoking.

* Holy fuck!, I did it, I really did it! * Shinji thought to himself as he continued to puff away on the joint as he tried to calm himself down as he found himself in a state of shock, namely because he had dared to not only talk back at Asuka, but telling her to fuck off and then threatened to beat the ever living shit out of her if she laid a hand on him out of the blue but what really had Shinji confused as well as excited as a giddy school boy with a secret crush on one of his female teachers was that he had gotten away with it without having Asuka try to beat the shit out of him.

 

* Puff Puff *, " Ahh that hits the spot. " Shinji said as he took a slow toke from his joint and held it for about three seconds before he started to cough his lungs out.

* Damn this is good stuff! * Shinji thought to himself as he looked around his room for an ashtray and realized that he did not have one and began to giggle to himself as he felt silly and then flicked the ash from the joint into an empty cup on his desk as he continued to cough, after a few minutes Shinji managed to stop coughing and took another hit from the joint, Shinji had smoked the joint down to a small roach when there was a knock on his bedroom door.

* SHIT! * Shinji thought to himself as he felt his blood turn to ice water, " Ahh who is it? " Shinji shouted as he took around his room for a place to hide the roach as he realized that his room reeked of pot.

" It's me Drake, can I come in? " Shinji heard from the other side of his bedroom door and quickly flicked the roach into the cup he was using as an ashtray and then picked up the pill bottle that held his joints and Ritsuko's cat lighter and stuff them into a drawer on his desk.

" Umm what do you want Drake? " Shinji said as he began to sweat as he tried to think of away to keep Drake out of his room, " I want to talk to you for a few minutes bud. " Drake said from the other side of the bedroom door and he was puzzled for he could have sworn that he could detect a slight hint of fear in Shinji's voice as they spoke and his brain kicked into overdrive for he was damn sure that Shinji was hiding something from him.

 

Shinji knew that he did not have a good reason to refuse Drake entry to his room, not without being an asshole about it and for a moment Shinji thought about telling Drake to leave him alone but for some reason he just could not bring himself to do it for he liked Drake for he always acted like a wise, older brother to him and the two of them found that they could really talk to one another about what ever was bothering them.

" Come in. " Shinji said and watched as Drake opened the door to his bedroom and come in and for a moment Shinji panicked as he thought of the smell of the weed drifting out from his room and into the hallway and he called out for Drake to come in and shut the door and watched as Drake closed the door to his room, turn to face him and suddenly stop as a look of confusion appeared on his face.

* SHIT HE KNOWS! * Shinji thought to himself as he felt chill race up his spine because he had no idea of what Drake was going to say or do and that he had failed to keep his THC therapy a secret like Ritsuko had told him to do.

 

Drake felt his brow winkle as he detected a strange odor in the air of Shinji's bedroom and for a moment he knew that he had smelled that smell before but could not placed it in his mind and looked at Shinji and saw that he was nervous for some reason and he did not like that, then he walked over to where Shinji was sitting and watched as Shinji got off the chair in front of his desk and sit on the edge of his bed.

Drake walked over to the chair in front of Shinji's desk and sat down as he was trying to sort out the questions he had for Shinji concerning his strange behavior over the last few hours as he bit the corner of his lip.

" Shinji what's going on with you? " Drake asked with a slightly curious tone of voice as he looked into Shinji's eyes and saw that his pupils where just small pin pricks and that Shinji was sweating and this further stroked Drake's curiosity.

" I'm fine Drake, trust me I'm doing just fine. " Shinji said and despite his best effort he could not help but to smile and he knew that Drake knew that he was stoned out of his tree as he looked over to the cup that he had ditched the roach in and saw a small wisp of smoke drift up from the cup and Shinji felt his heart skip a beat as he realized that in his blind panic that he had forgotten to stub out the roach and that it was still burning and from the way the smoke was lazily drifting right past Drake's face and out his open window and Shinji knew that he was so busted that there was no way in hell he could deny that he had been toking on a blunt.

 

Drake felt his nose twitch as the strange odor that had greeted him on his entery into Shinji's room was not stronger then before and his streetwise brain kicked into high gear and realized that what he was smelling was some good grass and what nailed down that fact was the far way look in Shinji's fear widened eyes as he seemed to be looking off to his right at something with such a wasted look on his smiling face.

* Well shit!, Shinji's been getting high. * Drake thought to himself and he knew that Shinji was tripping out big time and decided to have a little fun with Shinji as he smiled a wolfish smile.

" You know Shinji I'm glad we live out in the country, the * air * is so fresh don't you think? " Drake said with a slightly teasing tone in his voice and watched as Shinji's face faulted at his words and knew that Shinji knew that he was wise to what Shinji had been doing before he had come to see him.

" Ahh ya if you say so! " Shinji said with an uptight voice as he continued to watch Drake smile at him and he could see the mirth in Drake's eyes and knew that Drake was messing with his head.

Drake's smile grew as he saw a * Just shoot me! * look appear on Shinji's face and Drake decided that he would spare Shinji any further teasing.

 

" Ok Shinji level with me had you been smoking up?, I know you have your room reeks of it. " Drake said with a kind tone of voice as he continued to smile at Shinji and watched as Shinji took a deep breath, held it and then released it as relax slightly, " Yes I have. " Shinji said with a sigh and watched as Drake chuckled slightly, " Where did you get it from? " Drake asked and saw that Shinji had a strange look on his face and he just knew that Shinji was not going to tell him where he had gotten the smoke from as he looked at Shinji and wondered what the hell he should do with this info.

" I can't tell you that and please don't tell Misato or the others ok! " Shinji whined slightly as he hd a pleading look in his eyes, Drake decided to fish for some answers as to not only who had given him the weed but as to why Shinji was smoking for because he knew that Shinji was not one to actively seek out illegal drugs.

" Ritsuko gave it to you didn't she, that way you where so late for because you two smoked a spilf. " Drake said as he thought back to the moment he had noticed something strange about Shinji and the way Shinji's eyes widened slightly told him that he was right about who had given Shinji the dope, now he wanted to know why she had done so.

 

Shinji could see the questioning look in Drake's eyes and knew that there was no way he was going to be able to keep it a secret as to who had given him the weed and decided to come clean with Drake.

" Ritsuko gave it to me because of my type of depression and she also says that it might help my sync rate increase. " Shinji said and watched as Drake gave him a nonplussed look as he stopped smiling at him.

" I see, I mean I don't know anything about depression or how to treat it but it seems damn odd to me why someone like Ritsuko would give you weed when there are other types of pills to deal with depression. " Drake said with a slightly confused tone of voice as he gave Shinji a small friendly smile.

Shinji could see that was cool with him smoking dope or so it seemed and he began to relax as he found himself laying back on the bed like a boneless pile of jelly, " Well Ritsuko said that with my type of depression that marijuana would be the best treatment for it so she's having me smoke it when I'm feeling depressed. " Shinji said and watched as Drake grinned like a loon, " Well shit if that don't beat all, I was wondering what was up with you, I mean I never thought that you would tell Asuka to fuck off on your own. " Drake said with a chuckle and Shinji found himself grinning as well as he found himself in a better mood.

 

After talking for a few minutes Drake knew that he would keep Shinji's pot smoking a secret for he found that this new Shinji to be a vast improvement over the old depressed Shinji.

" So is it any good? " Drake asked as he watched Shinji smile at him with a goofy look on his face, " Oh ya it's good! " Shinji said with a giggle that caused Drake snicker with amusement at Shinji's stoner face that looked like Shinji was getting his rocks off and melting into his bed at the same time, " Shinji think I can try some, it's been awhile since I have had a toke. " Drake said and Shinji was unsure as if it would be a good idea to get Drake stoned but after a few minutes of looking at Drake's smiling face he could not refuse his friend and he got up off the bed and opened the drawer of his desk and pulled out the pill bottle, opened it up and pulled out one of the four inch long joints and handed it over to Drake who put it under his nose and inhaled deeply.

" Shinji I don't think I have ever smelled anything as good as this. " Drake said as he handed the joint back to Shinji who lit it up, " Well Drake I have never tried any other kinds of weed so I'll just take your word for it that this is good weed. " Shinji said as he sparked up the joint, took a few hauls from it before passing it to Drake who held the burning joint under his nose for a few seconds as he took a wiff of the burning joint before taking a long toke from it.

" Well Shinji I'd have to say that is the best weed I have smoked, it does not scorch the back of your throat to badly. " Drake said as he exhaled the lung full of smoke and gave a small cough after a few seconds as he handed the joint back to Shinji, " So what do you think of it? " Shinji asked as he took another toke and watched as Drake gave him a thoughtful look.

 

" Ask me in a few minutes because I'm not stoned just yet. " Drake said as Shinji handed the joint back to him and he smiled as he took another long toke and then passed it back to Shinji, " So how stoned are you? " Drake asked and watched as Shinji gave him a loony smile as he passed the joint back to Shinji.

" I'm fucking annihilated! " Shinji said with a goofy tone of voice as he took another hit from the joint and watched as Drake grinned at him and from the merry look in his eyes Shinji could tell that Drake was getting stoned, " Now are you feeling Drake? " Shinji asked as he gave the joint over to Drake who just smiled like a complete idiot, " Damn I'm stoned! " Drake said with a happy tone of voice as he took a deep toke and then passed the joint back to Shinji.

" That is some killer smoke, where the hell did Ritsuko get it from? " Drake asked as he watched Shinji take a long toke and then quickly pass the joint to him as he began to cough, Drake took the joint and took a deep drag and suddenly began to cough as he held the joint out to Shinji who shook his head, " You finish it. " Shinji gasped as he came to the end of his coughing fit and watched as Drake looked around the room for something, " What are you looking for? " Shinji asked Drake and saw that Drake was just as ruined as he was, " I'm looking for something to flick this ash into. " Drake said and watched as Shinji pointed to the cup he had been using as an ashtray.

 

Drake took the cup and flicked the long ash into the cup then began to butt out the joint on the inside of the cup, " I'll save the rest of this for later. " Drake said as he took the half of the joint and put it on the desk beside the cup turned ashtray and Shinji just smiled at Drake for he found the idea of a stoned Drake to be amusing for some reason then it dawned on his that getting high with a friend was far better then getting stoned to the bone alone.

For a few minutes both Shinji and Drake just sat there enjoying the buzz when Shinji looked over at Drake and decided to ask him about his past for Drake had always kept his past to himself and Shinji could not but help to be curious about Drake's past.

" Hey Drake tell me about where you grew up. " Shinji said and watched as Drake gave him a thoughtful look and Shinji could see that Drake was debating on telling him of his past.

" Well Shinji Granite City is set into the Canadian rocky mountains, before second impact all that use to be there was some kind of laboratory that was being built at the time. " Drake said as he began to relax as he told Shinji about home despite his painful memories of his past because had come to learn that he could not keep his past to himself.

 

Shinji sat there and watched as Drake began to relax a little and waited for Drake to continue speaking.

" After second impact there was a flood of survivors from the flooded areas of Canada and they made there way north and a lot of them ended put in the mountains where lab was being built and then a city was built into the mountains to house the survivors, fourteen years after that I was born. " Drake said as he started to relive the memories of his troubled past, " Anyways I never knew who my mom or my dad was, when I was a baby I was left at an orphanage and it was hell there so when I was ten years old I ran away from there and lived on the streets for a few days... " Drake was saying when he came to a stop and Shinji could see that Drake was hurting over the memories of his past and told Drake to drop it, " Sorry for prying into your past, it's just that I don't really know anything about you other then that you a good friend. " Shinji added and watched as Drake nodded his head.

" Well maybe one day I'll be able to tell you about my past without getting all fucked up over it. " Drake said with a troubled sigh, Shinji watched as Drake got up from his seat and snag up the half joint from the desk, " Hey Shinji thanks for the toke and the joint but I need to deal with some deep shit ok. " Drake said hoping that he was coming across as being ungrateful for toking with him and then cutting out on him.

 

" I understand Drake and if you ever need to talk to some one I'll be around ok? " Shinji said and Drake could see that Shinji was serious and that made him feel a bit better.

" Thanks man catch you later. " Drake said and left Shinji's room.

 

****** The Livingroom ******

 

Misato was watching some tv when she saw Asuka and Gwen heading upstairs and was about to call out to them for she could see that Asuka was still fuming over Shinji display of freshly grown spine but decided to let the sleeping dog lay where it was concerning that matter when Rei walked into the living room and sat beside her much to her surprise.

For a moment neither of them said a word then Rei looked at her with a puzzled look on her face, " Misato do you have any idea as to way Shinji told Asuka off? " Rei asked and became slightly more puzzled by Misato's sudden smile, " Well Rei it seems to me that Shinji has reached his limit with the way Asuka was treating him and finally took a stand over it. " Misato said as she chugged back her beer and watched as a thoughtful look appeared on Rei's normally unreadable face.

" Misato I do not think that is the case? " Rei said and watched as Misato gave her a questioning look,

" What makes you say that for? " she asked Rei who gave her an even more puzzled look, " I do not now why but I think there is something amiss with Shinji. " Rei said as she tried to figure out what was causing the nagging feeling in the back of her mind as she ponder upon what Misato had said to her, " For some reason that I can not understand I find what you said about Shinji reaching his limit with Asuka to be in error. " Rei added and Misato could see that Rei was becoming troubled the longer she thought about why Shinji had told Asuka off.

 

" Well if I'm wrong I'm sure it's nothing to worry about, in fact I think it's a good thing that Shinji finally stood up for himself. " Misato said as she reached out and mussed up Rei's hair, earning her a very dirty look as she smiled at Rei and for a moment neither of them said a thing when they saw Drake come down the stairs and make his way into the kitchen and Misato decided to tease Rei about her growing attraction to Drake, " So Rei how are things between you and Drake? " she asked and watched as Rei's cheeks flushed slight for a moment as Rei gave her a guarded look.

" Things are well with us. " Rei said with a nonplussed look on her face but Misato could barely detect the slight rise in Rei's voice and she smiled to herself for she knew that Rei had very deep if some what confused feelings for Drake and thought the way Rei would act like a confused and some what embarrassed school girl was to cute for words.

 

" Excuse me. " Rei said as she got up from the couch and walked out of the living room with a slight blush.

* All to easy! * Misato thought to herself as she got up and walked into the kitchen to get another beer.

 

****** Upstairs ******

 

Asuka and Gwen with walking towards Asuka's room to shoot the shit when Shinji came out of his room and the two girls saw that Shinji was smiling.

" Oh hi Asuka, Gwen. " Shinji said with a smile and watched as Asuka gave him a dirty look and that Gwen had on a poker face.

* What the hell? * the two girls thought as they watched as Shinji came to a stop and was smiling at them and they could see a strange look on Shinji's face that creeped them out, " Move it Baka! " Asuka said with a deadly edge to her voice for she was still pissed off at Shinji for telling her off at the dinner table and was shocked to her core as Shinji stood there and began to shake his head from side to side with an amused if some what sad look on his face.

" Asuka, Asuka, Asuka what am I to do with you, your such a lovely looking woman but your personalty really sucks the root. " Shinji said and began to leer at Asuka who like Gwen had a very shocked look on there faces and that's when Shinji decided to really give Asuka the gears.

 

" Asuka I do pity you, you seem so pissed off about everything and this whole * I'm the best Eva pilot in the world! * is a bit over the top- " Shinji said and watched as Asuka jaw dropped to the floor, " - you know that if you keep this up you are going to die alone, unloved and unremembered. " and he saw a looked of abject fear appear in Asuka's wide eyes for a spilt second then it was gone.

Shinji felt his heart go out to Asuka and as much as he wanted to reach out and hold Asuka close to him he knew if he did that she would drop kick his ass from here to the moon and back again and for a moment Shinji found himself torn in two as his confused feelings for Asuka when suddenly he decided to get to the bottom of Asuka's bitchyness.

" Gwen take a hike. " Shinji said and both Asuka and Gwen where shocked even more by the slightly cold look on Shinji's face and the iron in his words as he stared at them with a hard look in his eyes, When Shinji saw that Gwen was not going to give him and Asuka there privacy Shinji decided to up the antty, knowing full well that he was risking life and limb as he reached out and grabbed Asuka by her right hand and watched as both Gwen and Asuka's eye bugged out of there skulls.

 

" Asuka come with me! " Shinji said with a slight growl as he put a soft yet commanding tone in his voice and began to pull the dazed Asuka towards his room as Gwen just stood there with a * What The Fuck! * look on her face and was surprised that Asuka was actually walking towards his room as he pulled her towards it.

Shinji opened the door to his room and pulled a shell shocked Asuka into his room and quickly shut the door, then he led Asuka over to his bed and sat her down on the bed then pulled out the chair from his desk and placed it in front of Asuka and sat down on it and looked right into Asuka's shocked eyes.

* What the fuck is going on here?! * Asuka thought to herself as she looked at Shinji and saw the commanding look his face as his hard eyes seemed to bore right into her troubled mind and all Asuka could do was sit them like a lump on a log as Shinji continued to stare at her and for a moment she could see a serious look in his eyes that she had only seen a few times juring the battles with the angels and there was something else in his eyes that she could not determine.

 

" Asuka, I like you, your a smart and beautiful but what the hell is eating you up inside? " Shinji said with that same gentle yet demanding voice and watched as Asuka just sat there and stared at him as if he was a three headed space mutant on crack.

* He cares for me? * Asuka thought to herself as Shinji crossed his arms over his chest and leaned back on the chair with the penetrating look in his eyes when it suddenly clicked in Asuka's troubled mind that the reason Shinji was acting the way he was acting was because he was in love with her and that thought hit her like N^2 mine.

* He loves me! * Asuka thought to herself as he mind and heart where torn asunder by this revelation, Shinji could see that Asuka was confused out of her mind and he could see that she was out to lunch and knew that stronger measures where going to be needed to get Asuka's attention and he reached out with his right hand and took Asuka's left hand into it and began to stroke it with his left hand.

 

* HOLY SHIT! * Asuka thought to herself as she felt Shinji take her hand into his and she looked into his eyes and she could see the gentle look in his eyes and she felt herself become slightly aroused as Shinji continued to stroke her hand and her mind began to race with the memories of how it was Shinji who always cooked her meals, made her lunch for school and she came to realized that the reason he was so nice to her was that he not only cared for her and loved her but he respected her as well and all she had ever done was treat him with contempt and abuse yet he still kept being nice to her and she was blown away by the avalanche of guilt that washed over her.

 

Shinji saw Asuka's eyes mist up and knew that something profound was taking place in Asuka as he saw the look of fear, confusion and horror play out in her eyes and he disparately wanted to knew what was slowly driving Asuka insane with such grief that she was pushing everyone away from her and Shinji knew that there was no way in hell he could leave Asuka in the hell she was in without trying to ease her suffering as he felt himself become nervous and apprehensive.

With out really realizing it Shinji was out of his chair and kneeling in front of Asuka as he continued to gently squeeze and stroke her hand and he saw a look of utter retchedness in Asuka's eyes and he felt a spike of pain lance though his heart as he realized that he was seeing the true Asuka who was a scared and lonely girl with the weight of world on her shoulders that was made of personal tragedy and that was moment he knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that he loved her and before he knew what he was doing Shinji reached out and hugged Asuka close to him.

" Asuka I love you. " Shinji as he felt his heart stop in nervous anticipation and fear of rejection as he felt Asuka go a stiff as a board.

 

Asuka looked at Shinji as her heart, mind and scared soul was slowly being torn to shreds by Shinji touch and when she heard him say that he loved her her mind was thrown back to the moment she had walked into the living room and saw her mother standing on a chair with a rope around her neck when she was only six years old.

" Mama what are you doing? " Asuka asked with an innocent look on her face as she saw that her mother was holding one of her porcelain dolls in her right hand, " Asuka honey do you love me? " her mother asked and little Asuka was confused for she did love her mother and she thought that her mother was acting strangely as fear began to slowly worm it's way into her heart.

" Of course I love you Mama! " little Asuka said with a slightly fearful tone of voice as she looked at her mother who had bags under her eyes that held a far away look in them, " Asuka come be my doll, die with me. " her mother said and little Asuka's fear grew from the hollow and lifeless tone in her voice as she looked at her with such a desolate look in her eyes, " I love you. " her mother said and then next thing little Asuka was aware of was the loud cracking sound as he mother kicked out the chair from under her.

 

" Mama? " little Asuka called out as her mother's limp body hung in the air as it twitched a few times as the doll fell from her dead hand and shattered when it hit the floor as her mother's body released it's urine as little Asuka stood there in fear and confusion as she tried to comprehend what she was seeing before her.

 

Asuka felt her mind snap out of the memories of her past as she felt Shinji start to rub her back as he spoke softly into her ear and Asuka suddenly bolted from Shinji's embrace as the horrors of her past cast her into an emotional shit storm as she left a trail of tears int her wake.

" Fuck! " Shinji said to himself as he felt the pains of his past wash over him as he took Asuka's sudden departure from his room as a sign of rejection of his love for her.

 

The End Of Chapter 2