Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ Mandate Of Hell ❯ The Pain Of Lost Souls ( Chapter 2 )

Disclamer: I do not own Eva this fic has lemon and lime in it so if that bothers you do not read this fic that does not mean that there is nothing but mindless sex in this fic, it does have a plot.

This is my frist go at an anime fic so don't expect it to be good but I hope you enjoy it none the less, please read and review thank you.

Kargan

The Mandate Of Hell

Part 2

The Pain Of Lost Souls

****** Gendo's Office ******

Gendo Ikari sat in his office reading over a report concerning his son, at first he had been outraged to find that his son was injured but that rage was only because Shinji would be unable to pilot his eva for a while due to his injuries.

* But on the whole it is a good thing, at lest the first and second child will be able to keep there minds more on fighting the angels then sleeping with my son. * Gendo thought to himself and after reading the detailed report of the interrogation of the store owner he realized that this was a mixed blessing however he knew that he would have to deal with Rei and her new found sexuality for nothing must endanger the coming of the third impact nor his plans for the human instrumentality.

But for now Gendo was content to let thing progress as they will for he had more important things to deal with at the moment namely on how to bleed the U.N. for more money.

Gendo begain to write up a report outlining the reasons for an increase in Nerv funding when he had a brilliant idea, With a cruel smile Gendo begain to write with more intensity.

Three hours and five revisions later Gendo stopped writing and took a moment to read over the final draft of his budget proposal and saw that it was good for once again Shinji's injuries would be useful to him for he had added in his budget proposal the need for a new pilot to take Shinji's place.

Gendo put the proposal in his briefcase and sat back in his chair as he tried to relax when he spied the picture of Yui and he felt a stabbing pain in the empty spot where his heart had once been.

* Yui my beloved Yui, soon we will be together once more and nothing will separate us ever again this I swear by all that is holy. * Gendo's mind raged as he took the picture from his desk, opened a drawer and gently placed the picture with in it then he shut it as he felt a stirring within his body that he had only felt on rare occasion ever since Yui had been consumed by Eva-01.

" Dr.Akagi report to my office for a briefing. " Gendo said over the Nerv P.A. system then shut it off and waited.

Dr.Akagi was working with Maya to enhance the processing power of the Magi's cpu when she heard the announcement over the P.A. and she looked at Maya with a * Why Me * look then headed to her office.

Once Dr.Akagi reached her office she went over to a locker opened it and took out a fairly large black box and placed it on her desk and opened it to reveal an assortment of outfits wigs adult toys and a near empty jar of vaseline and a first aid kit.

After stopping at the the infirmary to check up on Shinji who had been brought there after he had been injured she threw out the jar of vaseline and put a full jar in the black box and made her way to Gendo's office and took a moment to get her wits about her before she opened the door and walked into the office.

Dr.Akagi saw Gendo sitting at his desk with his elbows on the top of the desk and his hands folded over the lower part of his face, hiding his mouth so that she could not see the twisted smile on his face, she looked into his tinted leans of his glasses trying to get an idea as to his frame of mind and failed.

Without so much as a word she shut and locked the office door and begain the briefing as usual.

Two and a half hours later Dr.Akagi walked out of Gendo's office with the black box in hand and took three steps before her body shuttered with disgust at what had transpired in Gendo's office, once she got over the urge to puke she got her wits about her she went to her office and after putting the black box a way she poured herself a stiff drink and slowly nursed it as she tried to wash away the sights and sounds as well as the sensations of what had happened in the office.

After she finished her fourth drink Dr.Akagi scarfed down a few breath mints and when to seek out Maya for a little stress relief of her own.

****** Nerv's Infrimry ******

Shinji was staring at an all to familiar ceiling as his tortured mind keep replaying the evens that led up to him being in the Nerv infirmary and a single tear rolled down his left cheek.

* Why is there nothing but pain and misery in my life? * Shinji asked himself as he continued to stare at the ceiling wish for nothing more then for Nerv to collapse on him and end his suffering.

Slowly but surely the anti-pain meds that he had been shot full of begain work on his mind and body and Shinji slowly feel asleep and into a nightmare where Asuka led his friends in taunting him, " Shinji's got no balls, Shinji's got no balls, look at the little boy look at the nutless little boy! " over and over again as he stood naked in the middle of a circle that they had formed around him.

" Hey Shinji you want to borrow my dress? " the dream Asuka sneered as she striped off her yellow sun dress and held it out towards Shinji who was sobbing as he got a good look at Asuka's naked body.

" Looks like Shinji will not be playing out reindeer games anymore. " Rei said from behind him and Shinji slowly turned away from the evilly cackling Asuka who was running her hands up and down her supple body and saw Touji, Kensuke laying on the ground while Rei was on top of Kensuke and was facing Hikari who was on top of Touji and fondling Rei's body as they engaged in a foursome and where naked save for the fake reindeer antlers on top of there heads and the red clown noses on there faces.

Shinji let out a gut wrenching wail of despair as the two couples went about there sexual games while they alternated between encouraging each other and mercilessly taunting Shinji who slowly curled up into a ball of sobbing flesh and he got a good look of the raw, gaping bloody hole where his penis and testicles once where.

Shinji suddenly sat up and let out such an anguish fill scream that within three seconds the infirmary was filled with doctors and nurse who where doing there best to restrain a hysterical Shinji who was doing his damnest best to chew though his wrists.

****** Misato's Apartment ******

" Oh Sweet Jesus on a rocket powered pogo stick! " Misato said as she listened to the voice on the other end of the telephone.

" I see keep me informed if there's any change in his condition." Misato said into the phone with a slightly choked voice then she hung up the phone then slowly stood up and faced Asuka and Rei who where sitting at the table in Misato's apartment.

" Do you two have any idea on what you have done! " Misato said to Rei and Asuka, barely able to keep her voice from trembling as waves of fear despair and horror slowly work there poisonous magic on her mind and body.

" IT WAS WONDER BITCH'S FAULT THAT THIS HAPPENED! " Asuka shouted as she looked over at Rei who was staring daggers at her, " All I did was ask you some simple questions that do-."

*CLICK-CLAK*

Rei and Asuka stopped arguing and slowly looked up at Misato who was standing before with her gun in hand and having racked a round into the chamber.

" SHUT THE FUCK UP!,or I'll blast your lips clean off and I don't mean the set on your faces! " Misato screamed as her now white hot rage clashed with her fear and despair for control of her heart mind and body.

Asuka and Rei just stared at Misato in mortal terror, not so much because she was armed no what put the fear of God into Rei and Asuka was that she was stone cold sober.

" I just got a called from the Nerv infirmary and was told that Shinji tried to kill himself." Misato added as she tried to fight down the urge to shoot them both for there dumb ass antics that had end up with Shinji being maimed for life.

When she told the girls that Misato saw there minds come crashing to a halt faster then a russian MIG at an air show

" Is he ok? " Asuka asked as she shivered in gut churning fear she never meant for Shinji to get hurt, let alone end up being a basket case to boot but the one thing that puzzled her was what she was feeling as Misato broke the news of Shinji's suicide attempt to her and Rei who she still wanted to strangle with her bare hands but she was damn sure if she tried Misato would make good on her threat.

Misato looked at Asuka and she could see the fear in her eyes as well as something else that she could not put her finger on, * Good let her suffer what she did to Shinji * the dark side of her soul wispiered into her mind even though she had no idea on who injured Shinji she did know that Asuka and Rei where involved and they would be made to pay for that somehow someway even though she had no idea on the means to make them suffer for had happened to Shinji.

But in some deep dark corner of her mind Misato wondered why she was so adamant on making someone pay for this outrage.

Slowly she looked over to Rei who was sitting there with the same damn dead pan look on her face that sent her flaring rage skyrocketing and it took every erg of her self control to keep herself from wiping that look off of Rei's face when she saw something in Rei's normally ruby red eyes that where now a pale pink that slowed down her racing mind and made her wonder what the albino was thinking.

" Now I wanted to know what started this whole mess and if either of you so much as rise you voice by so much as an octave I'll beat your sorry asses so badly you'll be begging for death UNDERSTOOD!?! " Misato snarled as she slammed her free hand onto the table top with such force that not only the table jumped but the cowering girl just about launched themselves out of there seats that they where hanging onto for dear life.

After a few hairy scary minutes Asuka spoke first, " I was sitting at my desk when wond-" there was a slight growl from Misato that made it clear there would be no name calling tolerated by her " - Rei walked up to my desk and started asking me things that she had no right to ask me! " Asuka said in her best ass kissing voice but she could not keep anger from tainting her voice as spoke, causing Misato's eye to cast such a hard look at her that one would expect black death rays to shoot forth and turn Asuka into a small pile of ashes and smoking shoes.

" Then what? " was Misato's cold reply that sent shivers down Asuka's spine as Misato folded her arms across her ample bosom with gun still in hand.

" T-T-Then I hit her, I mean she had no right to say that shit. " Asuka whined, causing Misato to slowly consider her next words very carefully for if there was one thing Asuka did not do and that was whine, well not that often at any rate.

Misato took a deep breath, held it for a few minutes and then she let it out as she looked down at her shoes as she furiously searched though her mind for any type of words that she knew that would set Asuka off so badly and came up empty.

Slowly Misato looked over to Rei and stopped for a moment to stare her down.

* Damn it all I need a beer. * Misato thought to herself and then told Rei and Asuka to say put and that she did not want to hear a peep from them and gave them a deadly glare that would have wilted a tree at thirty paces, then she holstered her gun and walked into the kitchen leaving Asuka and Rei to exchange death gazes of there own as they fought to keep themselves from jump at each other and giving the other a fresh assortment of lumps and bumps.

* Fuck fuck fuck! * was all Misato could think at the moment as her feelings started to get the better of her as she opened the fridge, she took a moment to wipe a tear away from her eyes as she tried to put her feelings in order as she reached for a can of beer but for some odd reason she took one of the large red apples from the fridge, closed the fridge door and then opened a drawer and took out a large steak knife and then slammed the drawer shut knowing full well that would put a scare into the two girls in her living room.

Rei and Asuka watched as Misato pulled up a chair in front of them with it's back facing to them and then straddled the chair so she could face them, both Asuka and Rei wondered why the captain had an apple and a knife instead of her usual can of beer.

" Now Rei what did you say to Asuka to get her all riled up? " Misato asked as she slowly begain to peel the apple with the steak knife while she fixed Rei with a deadly stare that made Rei squirm in her chair with a fear that was become all to familiar to her as she recited word for word everything she had said to Asuka before the riot broke out in there classroom.

* GOOD FUCKING LORD!, where the hell did she learn that!?!?!?!?! * Misato thought to herself when Rei finished speaking, Asuka could see that Misato was clearly shaken to the core by what she had heard from Rei and was about to make a comment about it but one scowling look form the captian and she shut her mouth.

Misato sliced a piece of the apple off and popped it into her mouth and while she was chewing it she knew she had to put an end to this matter quickly.

" You two have no idea on how badly you have hurt Shinji, I doubt he will ever be the same ever again, you may have very well ruined his chances at having a family since you nearly castrated him fully." Misato them as she continued to slice chunks off of the apple and then eating them, both Asuka and Rei watched Misato each of them lost in there own fearful thoughts as the captain continued to talk to them.

" Even if the physical damage can be fixed I doubt the mental scars you two have given him will ever heal, I doubt he will even be able to make love to a woman in his life and I have no doubts he will hate you both for that. " Misato said as she decided to really let Rei and Asuka have it as she shift in her chair.

" When and if Shinji ever comes back and either one of you make so much as a remark about his injury-"

Misato looked down at what was left of the apple that she was holding where her crotch would be if the back of the chair was not in the way and slowly begain to peel the skin off of the apple and the only thing to be heard in the living room was the sound of the steak knife slicing it's way though the apple, then Misato popped the piece of peeled apple into her mouth and chewed it very loudly, causing both Rei and Asuka so lean forwards about while they covered there crotches with there hands as Misato give them the most venomous look she could muster.

Namely she had done this for Asuka's benefit for Misato doubted that Rei would say such hurtful things to the badly traumatized Shinji but she wanted to be sure to cover all the bases.

" Asuka go to your room..now! I want to talk to Rei alone." Misato snapped at Asuka who was all to happy to get away from Misato who had obviously lost her mind and namely to change into clean pair of panties and made her way to her room post haste but before she entered her room she looked down towards the living room and saw the evil look that Misato was giving Rei.

" Wonderbitch is finally going to get it and get it good! " Asuka cackled evilly as she entered her room and turned on her boom box so that if anything happened she could truthfully tell the cops she had no idea as to what happened between Misato and Rei even though a part of her so badly wanted to see Rei get what was coming to her but she decided that disgression was the better part of valor.

Misato finished off the apple then got up from her chair and threw the apple core into the garbage bag under the sink and then put the knife in the sink, took two frozen dinners out of the freezer, she had debated if she should give Asuka any supper after what had happened she was sure the redhead eva pilot did not deserve anything from her but it was her task to care of Asuka as well as Shinji despite the fact that she was a hair's breath away from killing or maiming Asuka for what had happened in school earlier on in the day and threw the two dinners into the microwave and the set them to cook.

Rei had no idea of what to make of this situation nor how to deal with the strange feelings she was experiencing nor did she know what to make of the captain's openly hostile and threatening manor towards her she had considered defending herself from Misato as she had done when Asuka had attacked her in the classroom which led up to Shinji being so grievously injured but something in the back of her mind told her that she would stand no chance against the captain in a hand to hand fight so she did what came most naturally to her she remained very very quiet and hoped for the best even though she had no idea as to what hope was.

When Misato came back into the living room without the knife Rei felt something strange and as much as she wanted to ask Misato about it she knew this was not the time nor the place for such questions.

* What does the captain want with me? * Rei asked herself as she watched the Misato sit down.

" Rei where the hell did you learn to talk like that? " Misato asked for ever since she heard what Rei had said to Asuka it had played on her mind and she found that part of her could not stop asking that question.

" Captain do you remember when I asked you why Shinji was putting up with the way Asuka was treating him? " Rei asked Misato who was giving her the old fish eyed stare, Misato dredged though the brewer's vat that was her mind and could not recall that event.

" No Rei I don't remember you asking me that and how does that type of question have anything to do with what you said to Asuka? " Misato said to Rei for now not only was she mad as all hell but she was also very curious for the more she thought about the whole deal that landed Rei in her living room and Shinji in the iso-ward of the Nerv infirmary the more she was convinced that Rei was the cause of this whole mess and woe to Rei if she was.

Rei stopped for a moment to digest what Misato had said to her and then continued on, " Since you could not give me the answer I was seeking I listened to the other students and came to the conclusion that the reason why Shinji put up with the way Asuka was treating him so poorly for was that they where having sex and so I wanted to know what sex was but since you could not tell me why Shinji liked Asuka I figured that you would not be able to explain to me what sex was and since there was no one who could explain it to me I had to find out for myself what sex was."

Then Rei proceed to tell of her trip the all night electronics store and then to the adult video store that had mysteriously burnt to the ground even though Rei had no idea about that.

" YOU DID WHAT! " Misato screamed at the top of her lungs so loudly that even Asuka in her room with her boom box cranked up could hear her.* Man oh man Misato must really be ripping her a new one! * Asuka thought with a truly evil smile then went back to * reading * her playgirl magazine.

Rei cringed as Misato yelled at her and once she was done Rei felt the need to go to the bathroom very badly but somehow she managed to hold her water and continued to tell her tale.

" After I picked up the dvds I spent all of my free time watching them so that I would understand what sex was, I found the experience to be....interesting, did you know that it takes five point six minutes to make a man reach orgasm while performing oral sex on him? but one thing I do not fully understand is the difference between having sex for fun and having sex because you love someone." Rei told Misato who was now working on her third beer and was showing no signs of slowing down.

" What is love? " Rei added as an after thought and waited with an intensely questioning look in her eyes that where slowly starting to return to there normal ruby red color.

By the time Rei finished speaking Misato's jaw was near damn well scraping the floor of the living room as her mind did a few loop the loops, for when she had been Rei's age she had never done such an outrageous thing as spending her free time watching pornos, she had been to busy chasing boys for that.

* BING! *

Misato finished the last beer of the six pack she had brought into the living room, stood up and made her way into the kitchen to retrieve the two nuked dinners when she stopped and looked at Rei unsure as what to make of the strangely disturbing albino.

" Rei go the hell home, I'll talk to you later, MUCH later because right now I can't deal with this shit! " Misato said to Rei as she put the two steaming hot diners on a plate and added a fork to each plate then walked into the living room where Rei was walking to the door of the apartment.

" And Rei stay the hell away from Shinji or I will kill you! " Misato snarled as Rei before she marched up to the door of Asuka's room and begain to kick it, " ASUKA OPEN THIS GODDAMN DOOR RIGHT FUCKING NOW! " she screamed at the top of her lungs so she would be heard over the loud music that was pounding out from Asuka's boom box.

Asuka turned down the music, quickly did up her paints and opened her door to see Misato standing there with two microwaved dinners and still giving her an evil look, Asuka looked down the hallway to see of Rei had left yet but there was Rei standing in front of the opened door of there apartment with an impish smirk on her face as she stuck her tongue out at her.

Misato saw Asuka looking down the hallway and turned to see what she was looking at and saw an empty living room, " After I'm done eating I'm going to bed so knock it off with the music or I'll take that boom box of your's and shove it up your ass! "

Asuka took the dinner from Misato and closed the door to her room, * Bitch * she thought as she sat down and ate her dinner.

Misato picked at her dinner for a few minutes before she broke down and started to cry.

* Damn it Shinji why did this have to happen to you * Misato thought as her body was racked by her sobbing for Shinji had always been kind and helpful even though he was going though his own personal hell and there was something about the strange far way and haunted look in his eyes made her heart go out to him even though she did not know it at the time.

It would be a few long hours before Misato would cry herself into a deeply troubled sleep and that sleep would offer her no refuge from the pain in her heart mind and soul.

****** The Streeets of Tokyo-3 ******

As Rei was walking home her mind was replaying the events that had come to pass at Misato and Asuka's apartment.

* Perhaps I should call the commander and tell him what has happened. * she thought to himself for she was sure that commander Ikari would deal very harshly with the captain for the way she had threatened her and Asuka, though Rei did not really care about Asuka she was still a fellow eva pilot and she would be needed to help in defeating the angels but then Rei remembered that the commander was away on business and would not be back for a week or so give or take a few days so she scraped that idea.

When Rei reached her apartment she walked in and look around her living room and saw the tv, dvd player and the neatly stacked dvds on the floor, she then shut the door to her apartment sat down in from of the stacks of dvds then without so much as any kind of warning Rei begain to take the dvds out of there cases and started to snap them into pieces as tears formed in her eyes.

Within the span of twenty minutes all of the dvds where laying around Rei in bits and pieces as she spent the next half an hour crying as the emotional dam within her mind and soul caved in on it'self.

" Why, WHY IS THERE NOTHING BUT THESE HORRIBLE FEELINGS IN MY LIFE! " Rei sobbed as her soul was being put though the meat grinder of her mind as she asked herself the same question over and over and over until she was emotionally drained and fell into a deep dreamless sleep.

****** ??????? ******

Somewhere in a dark place twelve black monoliths stood in a circle facing one another with a shaft of light over each of them.

" One of our agents has reported that the third child has been injured and will be unable to perform his duties as an eva pilot, this presents us with an opportunity to rid ourselves of Gendo Ikari and seize control of Nerv but we must proceed carefully. " the black monolith with the name Seele 01 that was engraved in it said in a low and slightly growling voice.

" Perhaps now would be the time to launch operation Hammerfist, strike while they are in disarray." Seele 11 said in a gruff no nonsense tone of voice.

" That would be a poor course of action, what is needed here is guile not brute force that is why the Omega Directive would be the wiser plan to carry out instead of an all out military assault. " Seele 09 spoke with a calm and cold voice that caused the other members of Seele to think very carefully about what Seele 09 and

Seele 11 where prepossessing.

" The Omega Directive is to unpredictable, we have had to many problems with it or have you forgotten how many of our top scientist of have died working on it? " Seele 11 said with a slightly mocking tone of voice.

Undaunted Seele 09 continued, " Set backs had to be expected when working on such things, besides a military attack is something that Ikari would expect from us and it would be to easy trace it back to us also consider the advantages of capturing Nerv's eva units, once we had rid ourselves of there eva pilots with would be a snap to install the dummy plugs into them and we would have three fully functional evas at our command while we continue to develop our own eva units. "

" The last I heard the dummy plug systems are still at lest three months from completion what if the angels attack in that time span? " Seele 11 shot back.

" And who will pilot the evas if Nerv's eva pilots are killed in the assault? " was Seele 09's reply.

" Enough of this!, when we all started on this course of action it was agreed that we would not waste our time in pointless bickering, what we need here is decisive action, we will vote on the matter." Seele 01 spoke with such authority that both Seele 09 and Seele 11 knew that it would be useless to carry on with there argument on who's plan would be the better course of action.

Within the span of five minutes the die where cast.

" The matter is now settled, by a seven to five vote we will carry out the Omega Directive with Operation Hammerfist as a back up plan, this meeting is over. " Seele 01 said before the light above him wink off and then one by one the lights where shut off above each of the monoliths, leaving nothing but darkness where the monoliths stood.

****** Outside of Toyko-3 Number 1 Public Jr. High School ******

Three days later after her suspension was over with Asuka was walking to school alone, her mind was occupied with the thoughts on how the rest of the students in her class where going to react to her and that worried her greatly for she was more then sure that she was going to get the blame for what had happened to Shinji even though it was clearly Rei's fault.

So when she came to the door to her classroom Asuka took a deep breath and did her best to prepare herself for the rest of the students who where sure to accuse her of hurting Shinji and stepped though the door.

Once she was in the classroom Asuka was slightly taken back by the subdued looks on the faces of the other students who ignored her as she walked over to her seat and sat down.

A few minutes later Rei walked into the classroom and when Asuka saw her near mortal enemy she was tempted to walk over and pound Rei into the ground but something about Rei's disheveled look stopped Asuka and she just continued to look Rei over, unsure as what to make of this new turn of events for Rei was always neatly dressed and on time.

* Looks like wonderbitch is having a bad go of things. * Asuka though to herself as she took delight in seeing Rei in such a sorry state.

Hikari got up from her desk and walked to the front of the class room and called for the class rise and bow as the teacher walked into the room but there was something about her mannerism that troubled Asuka, for Hikari's tone of voice was a monotone, gone was the pride of being the class rep as well as the sense of duty and authority that was usually there, Asuka could also see the tired look in her eyes and to her it looked like Hikari had not slept in about three or four days.

* What the hell? * Asuka thought as she sat back down and waited for the lesson to begain.

" Now that you and Miss.Ayanami have had time to cool off I can trust that there will be no more outbursts like the last one? " Mr.Hugoa there teacher asked both Asuka and Rei with a stern gaze.

" Yes Sir. " Asuka said as she bowed her head, then looked over to Rei who bowed her head and stated that there would be no more trouble from her and Asuka could see that Rei's hair was unwashed and knotted and she looked like death warmed over, for a moment Asuka felt a slight stab of pity but quickly crushed it as she reminded herself that it had been Rei's fault that the fight had started.

Hikari was sitting at a table and was picking at her lunch when Asuka sat down beside her, " Hikari you like like...like shit! " she said to her and for a moment Hikari gave Asuka a withering stare as it took her brain a few minutes to process the sound of concern in Asuka's voice.

" I just have a lot on my mind. " Hikari said in a worn out voice as Touji walked over to there table, ever since the fight had taken place he had noticed the radical change in Hikari's personalty and despite his best efforts he could not get her to open up to him.

" What do you want you stooge. " Asuka said as Touji stood before them and to Asuka's surprise he ignored her, " Hikari I know you don't want to talk about what's bothering you but I-"

" Then why don't you leave her alone you dummy! " Asuka half shouted at Touji in her must scornful tone of voice that caused his eyes to bug out.

" What the hell is your problem Asuka?, you think your Hikari's only friend and that no one else has a right to talk to her! " Touji fired back as he spun to face Asuka and there was fire in his eyes that gave Asuka a bit of a fright, unseen by them tears started to flow from in Hikari's eyes and before any more heated words could be exchanged Hikari pushed her chair away from the table and fled the lunchroom crying.

For a moment there was a dead silence in the lunchroom as the other students just sat there, there mouth's agape in shock.

" Now look what you have gone and done you dipshit! " Asuka ranted as she got to her feet and stood face to face with Touji who looked like he was about to have a seizure, " FUCK YOU!, I'm sick of you and your

* I'm better then everyone else * attitude, your such a bitch is no wonder why everyone hates you! " Touji snarled as he fought down the urge to choke slam Asuka into the ground.

* SMACK! *

Asuka hauled off and bitch slapped Touji so hard that if he had been in less then peak physical shape he would have been stunned by the force of Asuka's slap as the whole left side of his face turn beet red.

Slowly Touji looked right into Asuka's eye and she could see the smoldering rage in them, " If you weren't such a spoiled little girl I'd flatten you with out so much as a second thought, stay the hell away from me or I will deck your sorry ass, girl or not! " Touji said in such a deadly tone of voice as he grit his teeth together that Asuka took a step back from him as he turned and walked over to where Kensuke was sitting and was getting himself lost in a book right quick.

Asuka gathered things and left her half eaten lunch where it was and left the lunch room while she was doing her damnest best not to explode like a stick of TNT who's fuse had reached it's end.

****** The Nerv Mental Health Ward ******

" Excuse me, excuse me miss but you can't go in there! " a nurse said as Misato made her way to the isolation room where Shinji was cooling his heels.

* CLICK-CLACK *

" Don't make me bust a cap in your ass and open the door! " Misato said as he pointed her hand gun at the nurse's forehead for she was not only hung over but she was also in no mood to put up with anymore bullshit that she had been subjected to when she came to the infirmary to visit Shinji, first off none of the nursing staff knew who she was so that was not to much of a problem and Misato showed her Nerv ID card and stated that she was Shinji's legal guardian.

Then the staff had her fill out a bunch of paperwork, in triplicate once that was done one of the staff asked her about her past, about Shinji's past and the reason for her visit and there tone of voice was far less then kind or understanding, in fact they had been quite pushy and demeaning.

Then once the interrogation was over with they send her down the wrong hallway that lead to a storage closet for she had never had to go to the pysch-ward of the infirmary then they had the nerve to ask her for her ID, the reason for her visit and then they gave her more paperwork to fill out.

Needless to say Misato was not amused in the lest.

The suddenly distressed nurse opened the door to the isolation room and was about to say something to Misato but shut her mouth when Misato thumbed back the hammer of her pistol a little more.

When Misato was sure that there would be no more problems with the nurse that had just about got herself a 9mm lobotomy she thumbed the hammer down and tucked away her hand gun and walked into the room as the sounds of feet scurrying away filled the air.

Misato felt her heart skip a beat when she saw Shinji laying in a bed, in restraints, his wrists wrapped in bandages.

Slowly Misato walked towards the bed as she wiped a tear from her eyes, " Shinji...Shinji, come on wake up sleepy head. " she said to Shinji as she reached out and gently shook him.

" M-M-Mom?...who are you?.....M-M-Misato? " Shinji said in a groggy voice as he tried to focus his blurry vision on the face of the person who was speaking to him and Misato could see by the badly shrunken pupils of Shinji's eyes that he was on some heavy medication and the helplessness that was tearing at her heart increased a thousand fold and in the wings of that feeling came a rage so bitter that if one of the nurses so much as poked her head into the room at that moment Misato would end up in an a room next to Shinji's and Shinji's drab, white colored room would have a new red and gray paint job as she watched him try to focus on her face.

" Shhhh, easy Shinji, I-I-I-." Misato started to say but choked on her words for she had no idea on how to deal with what was happening to Shinji or the feelings that where running rampant though her mind, heart and soul as the helpless look on Shinji's pale face was seared into her mind for all times.

For a moment there was strained quietness in the iso-room as a thin bead of drool rolled down Shinji's chin.

Misato gently wiped away the drool and told Shinji that she had brought him his SDAT player and a few books to read and Shinji blinked a few time as his brain took a few tries to understand what she had said to him.

" T-T-H-Han-K u " Shinji slurred and there where tears in his eyes as his's head lolled to one side as if he was a bobble head Shinji, Misato looked up from the confused misery that was on Shinji's face lest she lost it and started to cry when suddenly there was the sound of half dead sobs that fill the air and for a moment Misato thought she had lost it and was crying but when she looked down she saw that Shinji was the one crying and drooling like a water hose that had been partly turned on.

Misato pulled Shinji close to her heart and held him as best as she could due to the restraints and stroked the back of his head as she slowly rocked back and forth, expending every shred of willpower to keep herself from crying for she knew that Shinji needed someone to be strong for him as his had been for her and the other's in his life despite the fact that his life was the shits.

Sometime later Misato felt Shinji go slack in her arms and just about panicked before it dawned on her that Shinji had cried himself to sleep and as she was laying Shinji back down on the bed there was the smell of shit, Misato's eye widened in horror as she realized that Shinji had soiled himself.

Slowly Misato took a deep breath to try and calm herself and walked out of the room, her face was like carved marble and there was death in her eyes, heads where going to roll for this outrage that had left Shinji nearly a vegetable and shorn of his dignity.

Misato walked over to the nurse's station and there was a mousey, balding man who looked to be in his late forties in a white jacket who was talking to the nurses and exploded like a human bomb.

" YOU MOTHER FUCKER WHAT IN THE NAME OF GOD HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM! " Misato screamed as she grabbed the man by his jacket and slammed him up against the wall as she held him above her head.

" WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT! " Dr.Phil Newman half screamed, half gurgled in terror as the woman begain to shake him with all there ferocity of a rabid pitbull with a hunk of raw beef.

" SHINJI IKARI ! WHAT KIND OF FUCKED UP SHIT HAVE YOU PUMPED HIM FULL OF YOU RAT FUCKER! " Misato yelled as she continued to bounce the doctor's head of the wall and nearly splitting his head wide open as one of the nurses called for security.

" LOOK I'M SURE THAT IF WE ALL CALM DOWN I'M SURE WE CAN DISCUSS LIKE REASONABLE PEOPLE! " Dr.Newman squeaked out as his vision begain to fade to black from the thrashing that his poor brain, not to mention the rest of him was being subjected to and for a moment Misato had to fight down the urge to splatter the doctor like a water balloon but the more reasonable part of her mind managed to convince the rest of her that she would not be getting any answers if she wasted him.

Misato threw the doctor into a chair " Talk " was all she said as she gave him such a look that would have made the bravest person cringe but before the doctor could speak four members of the Nerv security force showed up with there guns drawn.

" What is going on here? " the leader of the security team asked as he looked over the situation at the nurse's station, Misato did not bother speaking to them and drew out her Nerv ID card and handed it to the man who had asked the question, " I out rank you so leave and forget that you had been called or there will be trouble. " Misato added and waited to see what the security team would do.

Once the leader of the security team saw Misato's ID he snaped to attention, " Yes Ma'am sorry to have troubled you. " he said and Misato took her card back from him, once that was done the security team left very hastily for they did not want to have the captain mad at them let alone have the commander on there case.

" Now what the fuck are you doing to Shinji Ikari? " Misato asked once more as she started to stare at the doctor, " Well we where ordered to keep Mr.Ikari sedated until we could make a full psychiatric assessment of Mr.Ikari" Dr.Newman said as he noticed that the captain was starting to cool off a bit and decided not to rock the boat if he could help it.

" Who gave you those orders? " Misato asked as she felt the need for a beer right then and there, " Our orders came from the commander himself." Dr.Newman added and took a savage enjoyment from the look of disbelieving horror on Misato's face.

" Does the commander know what the hell you have been giving his SON? " Misato said with a disgusted tone of voice as her option of the commander sunk to an new all time low and she took a savage enjoyment from the surprised look on the good doctor's face.

" The commander knows what we are giving him and agrees whole heartedly with the regiment of medicine that we are giving Mr.Ikari "

Misato felt as if someone had sucker punched her, she knew the commander was a cold, heartless son of bitch but this took the cake, " Don't you think you have Shinji on to much medication? I mean I just came from his room and he's a god damned vegetable for fuck sakes and he soiled himself, do you even know what the hell you are doing? " Misato rasped as she found down the urge to beat the ever living shit out of the doctor.

" I understand you concern for Mr.Ikari and there are unfortunate side effects to the medicine we are giving Mr.Ikari but it well with in expectable parameters of the treatment we are giving him and rest assured we are giving him the best care that we can. " Dr.Newman said as he forced himself to relax, after all he was a professional and he knew what he was doing so he did not see why the captain was getting upset for and for a moment he considered telling the captain that she just might be in need a little professional help herself but from the look Misato was giving him Dr.Newman decided to keep his mouth shut on that matter.

" Well as Shinji's legal guardian I'm telling you that you will stop giving him all of the shit you have him on and you will move him to a better room and you will sure as shit get the restrains off of him." Misato said in a deadly tone of voice for there was no way in hell she was going to leave Shinji in such a sorry state.

" But the comman- "

* CLICK-CLACK *

" There are two kinds of people in this world, ones with guns and know how to use them and there are people who don't have guns and don't know how to use them, can you guess which one you are? " Misato said as she give the good doctor a long and very unwanted look at the business end of her hand gun.

" Your point is well taken and I feel that it is time for a new assessment of Mr.Ikari condition after all he has shown some progress for the better. " Dr.Newman said in a panicky tone of voice as sweat begain to form on his very troubled brow.

" Good, and you will keep me informed of Shinji's condition, it would be most unfortunate if his condition takes a turn for the worse. " Misato said as she turned to leave the nurse's station before she did something that she would not regret doing but would cause her grief down road.

Ten minutes later Misato was standing in the Nerv target range and forced herself to relax as she took aim at the paper target at the other end of the range.

Fifteen minutes and ten clips later Misato was feeling a bit better for each of the paper targets she had shot had been painted by her mind with the face of Commander Ikari.

The End of Part Two.