Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Poems ❯ R.I.P ( Chapter 13 )

R.I.P






No matter how hard I try,
It seems I can't move on.
My wings are spread to fly,
But my heart is long gone.


My love stays with my dearest,
He's the one I desire.
But...the memory is the closest,
That's why I can't get higher.


What I hold in my soul,
Will never go away.
To say I moved on is me being a fool,
His memory...still sways.


The thing that hurts,
I didn't say goodbye.
I held everything inside...and burst,
Now...in heaven, he flies.


My tears have dried,
But inside...it's a never-ending flow.
So many nights i've cried,
Why did he just go?


You were my friend,
Our relationship new.
You said you'd be there 'till the end,
And...here I am, where are you?


In the ground..so cold,
Where flowers lay.
So young...so bold,
That day...the sky was gray.


That day I stopped my heart,
I couldn't take anymore.
The casket dropped into the dirt, I was torn apart,
So many memories...the promise for me.


Anger rushed through me,
Why did you promise me so much love?
I'm here...and I was anything but happy,
Now..you're as free as a dove.


It's been years,
But I didn't forget.
I haven't cried those tears,
I'm happy now, don't fret.


Inside, i'm still sad,
But i'm trying to move on.
I remember all the happy moments we had,
You maybe in heaven, but your memories aren't gone.


With the love you gave me,
I'm able to finally see.
He set me free,
Now i'm able to breathe.


There's so much more healing,
I'm not fully back.
But i'm not heavily grieving,
Love is something I don't lack.


May you rest in peace,
I give you one red rose.
I loved you, to say the least,
Your memory I held close.





R.I.P
Johnny