Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Poems ❯ You Don't Love Me ( Chapter 18 )

You Don't Love Me












What is wrong?
Why do you shy away?
Is your love long gone?
Will your love come back another day?


I know the answer,
It's so clear to me.
You see me as a deadly cancer,
Why is it that you flee?


You don't love me anymore,
And I don't know exactly why.
How you rushed out the door,
Leaving me to die by-and-by.


I gave you all that I held dear,
Every last bit of who I became.
This has been my worst fear,
For shame, for shame.


Letting you see what I thought you'd want,
But now...I lay in shambles in shame.
In imaginary bliss I forgot,
I'm the one to blame.


You don't want me,
You don't love me.
You want to flee,
And leave me in agony.


I thought we'd become happy,
And that you'd still be content.
Silence the words that are so sappy,
Maybe it's my mind that's bent.


I only wish your love could've stayed,
You said it'd make things better.
But now I can't get what's slain,
Burdened by that thought I seek shelter.


I can't get back what I had before,
Allowing you to take my flower away.
Feeling like a selfish whore,
My sky has turned gray.


All you say are lies,
You could care less.
Higher Being, hear my cries!
My love has left me I confess.


Now as I sit here I shed my cold tears,
Knowing that i'm truly alone again.
With little family and absolutely no peers,
When all I cry out for, when I all I need is just one friend.


~~~Dedicated to my friend Shan who requested me to write a poem for her~~~