Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Cold Warmth ❯ Jakobi ( Chapter 7 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Jakobi
That morning as I woke up, things were kind of hazy.
But I felt very happy and optimistic. And then it all came flooding back to me.
I had a lot of drinks last night. I was kind of tipsy.
But I can still function really well even if I were trashed.
Arora kissed me last night! She kissed me! So she must like me.
That knowledge made my heart race.
And I wanted her so badly! It took so much restraint to resist her charm. I had the most gorgeous woman I had ever seen throwing herself at me, and I turned her down.
I was very confused by what had happened.
But I felt that if I would have taken her while she was trashed that I would have taken advantage of her.
And I feel like I should treat her with the utmost respect.
I knew I needed to approach her with gentleness, respect, and courtesy.
When I would touch her, I would need to do so, so carefully as if she were the most fragile thing alive.
Which sometimes when I saw her at her weakest moments, she looked so vulnerable and sad.
But just as quickly as I would notice, it would disappear replaced by a look of fierce determination.
Sometimes I wondered what could have happened in her past that would make her so unsettled.
Like last night when she offered herself to me, she wanted to just find a room upstairs, but when she said that it looked kind of like she was reliving a sad memory.
I could tell she never would have suggested such things if she weren't so drunk.
And knowing that that wasn't the kind of girl she was when she was drunk, I just absolutely could not take advantage of her.
And then I thought of Tina, the girl that I killed on Thursday.
She was wasted, and I took full advantage of her, using her body, taking her life.
When I thought of her I felt dreadful knowing that the time to kill another woman was slowly but surely approaching.
I wouldn't have to kill today, but tomorrow would be the deadline.
I decided that I was going to go to Stone Village today.
I had so much sexual frustration that I needed to get rid of, and I didn't want to risk sleeping with a woman from here and Arora finding out.
And I also didn't want to kill today, so it made the most sense to just sleep with a woman no one in Ashland knew existed.
On my way to find Seeda I ran into Villy.
She still looked very beautiful and powerful, but she didn't have that glow she had last time I saw her. I guess the glimmering look didn't last long.
She grabbed my arm and took me somewhere secluded.
She threw me into a tree. “When the hell are you going to get your ass on the move on and kill another woman? I need more power, when you first make that kill it feels like my body is rejuvenated with bliss, fire, and vitality! I need that amazing high, it is ecstasy!”
I could only stare at her, when did she get so crazed for power? I knew she was power hungry, but this?
She was going insane. She had a look in her eyes I had never seen before.
I would have never agreed to this if I had known this would be the outcome.
This wasn't my sister, yes she is power hungry, but to get this psychotic for power… she was acting like a drug attic!
I got pissed. “Who the hell do you think you are?! I am the one doing you the favor, I will kill when I damn well please!” I pushed her away from me so hard she flew five feet.
She gave me a look that looked purely insane.
Sounding desperate like any drug attic would to get what they desperately wanted she said, “But you promised that you could never tell me no, I need you!”
I absolutely hated seeing my sister like this, so needy, and so desperate.
“I will kill on my time. I planned on doing it tomorrow.” I sounded exasperated.
“The last time we had talked we discussed that I would kill every few days, so learn to be patient sister, you will get your power!”
When she spoke she sounded so agonized, “Yes brother but it was before I got the full effect, I love the high of gaining new power, and it is so amazing, so alluring, like a sirens song. I don't know how I ever lived without it. The high only lasts for almost a full day.
And when it ends I feel like I lost a limb, like my heart has lost its other half, I need the replenishing feeling of new power!”
“Listen to you, you sound so pathetic! How can you let some stupid high ruin your damn life sister?! You have always been so respected for you place in society; have always been powerful, so why do you have to be the most powerful. Why do you have to be on top of everything? I will take a life tomorrow, but if you continue to act so pitiful I will put a cease to all killings for you! Do you understand?” I said.
She managed a weak nod.
She was a very pretty woman, but right now she looked pitiful and distressed.
Her hair looked as if she had been pulling at it, her face looked like she had been scratching it.
I had half a mind of quitting this whole thing now, but I needed to make sure she would make an effort to get better.
I mean I honestly didn't want to kill tomorrow, but I really didn't like seeing my sister like this.
Her pink satin dress was all dirty from sitting in the dirt.
I helped her up and walked her to her cottage to get some rest.
As I was about to leave Stone Village I ran into Seeda.
I almost forgot she was the whole reason why I had even come today.
Seeing her I knew I needed to get my sexual release that Arora had left me aching with.
So I caught up with Seeda and grabbed her by the hand.
She quickly turned around, and looked pretty shocked.
“Hey gorgeous, do you have any plans for the next couple hours?” I asked her sounding casual. I mean sex in Stone Village was always casual, rarely did one ever settle down for one person. You always needed variety.
She laughed and said, “Well I was going to the fountain to hang out with some friends but what you offer sounds much more fun.”
As she said that her body leaned into mine. No reason to prolong what we both wanted, so she grabbed my hand pulling me to her cottage.
As soon as we closed her doors I threw her in her bed quickly getting rid of her purple silky dress.
Her wings were spread out behind her on the bed.
Her and I both took off my clothes together; she was already naked completely.
Once again I threw her on the bed very roughly, forcefully grabbing her legs and putting them over my shoulders so I could go in deeply.
As soon as I shoved myself into her she moaned so loudly my eardrum almost burst.
I pounded her so fast, and so hard; thinking of all the things I wanted to do to Arora, wishing it were her screaming in my ear like a banshee.
After a few hours I finally got the release I needed. I got dressed and gave Seeda a kiss goodbye and thanked her.
I had just clocked in and put my apron on, I was searching the place for Arora. I didn't see her anywhere.
When I had talked to her last night after work she said she would be here.
“Hey Jeff does Arora work today?” I asked.
“No, that girl works way to much, I don't think she remembers when she is off half the time. She has come in on her days off so many times I have lost count, I'm surprised she didn't come in today.” He said while making a cocktail.
“Oh.” Which was all I could manage to say, but my disappointment must have been very transparent.
“I wouldn't get my hopes up for that girl.” He said laughing, “She doesn't date, and you would think she was a nun or some bullshit like that. Because as gorgeous as that chick is, she is always turning guys down left and right! So don't set yourself up for disappointment.”
I wonder if he would be shocked if I told him she actually kissed me last night.
“Are you two talking about our towns sexy prude?” Shelly asked.
“I am telling you, it is just not fair for such a hot girl like that not to date, that's like defying gravity, just not natural!” said Shelly.
Jeff laughed and said, “Seriously, I wonder how many guys have worked here in the last few years, and she has turned them all down.”
“Maybe she is just in the closet, maybe I can help her come out.” Shelly said giving us a wink.
She went to take an order to a table when I asked, “So she really never dates, does she ever have a casual encounter?”
“Arora, no that girl does not date or have casual encounters, no one knows why. She just plays super hard to get!” he said laughing.
But it just made me confused, if she didn't date, or have casual encounters, then why would she have thrown herself at me?
My conscious answered me back saying, “because dumbass she was wasted!”
Of course, why wasn't I thinking about all the other facts? I knew why, because my mind was focused on that amazing kiss that tasted of cranberry.
“Yea but if she was ever wasted she probably wouldn't be able to keep her restraint.” I said to Jeff, stating a fact.
“No she has been wasted a few times here at Gals, and plenty of guys would try to take advantage of her intoxication, but she was never interested, not even in the girls.” He said looking at Shelly across the room.
I saw another girl come out of the back room with an apron on, I asked Jeff, “Who is that girl?”
He looked to where I was pointing across the room saying, “Oh that's the new girl Rose, and she is really cute.”
I just nodded, she was cute, but I couldn't really think of her when my mind was completely on Arora.
“So you think I have no chance with Arora then?” I wondered out loud.
“Who knows, I've seen miracles happen before.” He said teasingly.
Great when I finally do let myself have feelings for a girl, she happens to be super hard to get, go figure.
But she did kiss me, so that must mean that I have some type of shot, right?
I don't know, maybe I should take this slowly and see how things go. I don't think it would be a good idea to rush things with someone who doesn't even have relationships…