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Purgatory- Chapter Five- Senseless

 

~~Calyx's House Calyx's P.O.V. ~~

 

“By the way, Rai, do you know a student by the name of Blaise?” They all gave me an odd look, “Apparently not.” I noticed that my brother was trying to say something.

 

I wasn't going to go through someone's mind if I didn't see them as a threat. He seemed comfortable but he seemed to be questioning whether or not to say it. “What is it that you are going to ask? You seem to be choking on your words.”

 

He seemed to contemplate his thoughts then finally spoke. “Do you know about the Senseless?”

 

I knew about it quite well. It was a defense used when one became a prisoner of war. It usually left the person using the defense numb towards negative emotions.

 

“What about it?” He didn't have any specific emotion, but I still wanted to pry it out of him. “I want you to try it, just for the effects, you and Fatin that is.”

 

He knew what I had gone through. I knew that he only wanted to help but I didn't understand why he wanted Fatin to go through it.

 

“You'd have to ask her that question.” I automatically knew he had gone through my mind.

 

“Don't you dare float around my memories or I will personally destroy everything you know as your sanity.”

 

“Sorry, I forgot that I can't search your mind like I did to everyone else. So, do you agree?” I accessed his mind and told him yes.

 

I'd rather not say anything aloud. I heard Fatin mutter a yes.

 

He went over towards Fatin first. He put his hand on her head. She closed her eyes for a few moments and he took his hand off her head. We needed to get her upstairs because she would not be able to do it on her own. After we left her room, he did the same thing to me. I stayed in my room trying to pray but I had no will to do so. The only time I prayed was when I felt pain for what I had done. I couldn't feel anything, so I just laid down on my bed.

 

I heard my door open and I could see Fatin coming in and closing the door. She was still wearing her outfit from earlier. I assumed that she just didn't have any pajamas, or something, to sleep in.

 

“What do you want?” She was a cute girl. Although I'd admit it mentally, I would never say it aloud. “I just want to talk.” I decided that it was okay. I wanted to know why.

 

“Why did you want to go through the Senseless?” She seemed to just smile at it. I knew that it was the Senseless taking action to make her avoid emotion. “Lucas and I never went out.” She really lost me on that sentence.

 

“He raped me.” Even with the Senseless in place I couldn't help but be mad at what he did.

 

I wanted to feel pity but it was difficult thing to do with the senseless in place. One thing was for sure I was attracted and position wasn't helping.

 

She was sitting over me. That was when I realized how close our faces were. I moved up a bit. It was just enough to brush my lips on hers. She moved back in surprise. I then realized what I was doing.

 

“I'm sorry; I didn't mean to be so forward.” She didn't seem to be bothered by it. This time she leaned down on me and kissed me. I noticed that she seemed a bit nervous.

 

That was when I realized that she was inexperienced with relations of this sort. Had I been fully sober, I would have realized that I was doing this to a girl who was recently sexually assaulted, who I had to take care for a year, and my friend's little sister.

 

At the moment, I didn't care. The senseless was strong and I was taking advantage of it. I needed to get my mind off of all of the things happening in my life.

 

I flipped us over so that I was on top. My hands were wandering wherever they wanted. When I came back up for air I noticed that her eyes were glazed over. I could smell her arousal. I noticed here hands were trying to unbutton the shirt I had changed into earlier. Before I let her finish with my shirt I pulled her shirt over her head.

 

I finished removing my shirt for her. I began leaving a wet trail of kisses on her neck. I heard her give a small gasp.

 

Although I never admitted it aloud, my hands were just as lecherous as Leandro's were. I slid my hands around the curves of her body. Since she was only three months pregnant she wasn't showing. When my hands made it to the hem of her pants, I slowly began to unbutton her jeans. I licked in and around her navel and then blew on it, while unzipping her jeans. She tried to arch her back but I held her down. At that moment I chose to move back up and kiss her. I grabbed her breast through her bra. She gave her a loud moan. I quickly hushed her with my lips. “Rai is in the other room.”

 

I kissed her again, this time she pulled me down to kiss me at a better angle. She managed to get me to moan. I finally got my hands on the clasp of her bra. When I pulled it off she tried to cover herself. I wouldn't let her. I nuzzled her neck with my nose. “Stop hiding.”

 

I kissed her and decided to take one of her hard nipples into my mouth. She arched her back and couldn't help but let out a loud moan. Something about her voice made the sexual tension feel thicker, if that was possible.

 

I couldn't help but giggle at her reaction. I liked teasing her. I liked watching her writhing under me. I pulled her jeans and panties all the way off. They were just getting in my way. I noticed that she was becoming a little bolder. She pulled me back up just to get rid of the shorts I was wearing. I didn't mind. My hands decided to do a little more wandering. My finger decided to entertain the moist bead in between her legs. I kissed her before she gave us away.

 

“You've never done anything like this before, have you?” I decided to enter my finger in her. All she gave me was a whispery “No.” She was trying to push herself onto my finger. I introduced her to another finger inside of her. “Do you want me to stop?” She was about to reach her peak. “No!” She was definitely louder this time. “Quiet, Love. You don't need to tell everyone in the world what we're doing.” I pulled my finger out of her. Instead, I opened her legs a little wider and licked her wetness.

 

Before she could cry out I covered her mouth with one of my hands as the other held her legs open. I sat up for a minute. “Do you promise to be quiet?” She gave me a shaky nod. I went back to my old position licking her.

 

She was whimpering, and that was fine with me, just as long as Rai didn't here anything. I put two of my fingers in her while licking through her slick wetness. After a few more seconds she came into my mouth and I cleaned her right up with my tongue.

 

At that moment she flipped us over. She was licking my neck while her hands were playing with my breasts. Her lips lowered and she took my left breast into her mouth. I held her head in place. She was good at it and she was getting better by the millisecond. That's when I noticed her hand slip down in between my legs. I gasped when her fingers began playing in the playground in between my legs.

 

She looked up at me. “Am I doing okay?” I couldn't believe she just asked me that. She was doing way better than okay. I couldn't trust my voice at the moment so I just nodded.

 

I noticed her head lower closer towards my center of frustration. She caught me off guard when I felt her tongue on my clit so I cried out in pleasure. At that point I no longer cared if Rai heard us or not. I was gripping my mattress quite hard. She may have not known it, but she was very talented with her tongue. I sat up a little bit, just enough so that I could play with her body. I felt her moan against my core. I was going to reach my peak a lot earlier than I intended if she kept making sounds like that. I moved my hands from her breasts to her ass. I then moved my hand under her and began fingering her again. We kept that pace up for a while before I felt my orgasm.

 

I continued with my fingering torment on her and a few moments later she gave into her second orgasm.

 

She seemed tired so I wasn't going to keep her up the whole night. We lied back down on the bed facing each other. She had the cutest sleepy face. “Go to sleep. You're tired.” She tried to protest but I didn't let her. I kissed her and told her good night, and then she was out like a light.

 

I watched her sleep for a while. I was going to have to do some hunting in the morning. Lucas failed to mention to me that he was a rapist. I needed to get some sleep because I needed to get up early. I decided to leave her in my room. I held her close to me before I fell asleep too.

 

~~The Next Morning, Fatin's P.O.V. ~~

 

When I woke up the next morning I noticed I wasn't in the same room as Mrs. Knite left me in the night before. That's when everything hit me. I remembered everything me and her had done the night before. I turned around and noticed that Mrs. Knite was still asleep. She looked younger than I was. I didn't really know her age to be sure. She looked like a little girl when she slept. She moved a little and when I felt skin on skin I realized that we were still naked. It also looked like she had put a blanket around us.

 

I realized that she had used the Senseless too because from the personality that Renata described, that was not the usual Mrs. Knite. She stirred in her sleep and pulled me closer to her, which made me blush for a while. That was the first time I had ever tried anything with another woman.

 

Apparently she was experienced, but it was not my place to ask her about that. She gave me a feeling that I couldn't brush off. Whether it was lust or love, I didn't know. I never thought about another woman in such a way. It didn't matter since I had no chance with her anyway. I was probably just a one night stand to get her mind off of things.

 

“Don't you dare think that.” I looked up to notice that Mrs. Knite was awake. It was then I realized that she just probed my mind. I hoped that she wasn't awake long.

 

“I don't like one night stands. When I do something, I mean it.” She moved up and kissed me again. We laid there in a comfortable silence. I leaned into her to get some warmth and she held me a little tighter. Just then, Rai opened the door and leaned back a bit.

 

“Did I come at a bad time?” I tried to hide myself under the blanket. “Quite,” was all she said. Rai chose that moment to speak up. “You have a phone call from Mateo.” I didn't know who Mateo was and I didn't care, but Mrs. Knite told him to bring her the phone.

 

He left the room leaving us together for a few moments. “Mateo was my father-in-law, by the way, stop calling me Mrs. Knite. Call me Calyx, or if it's easier, you can call me Luna. After last night, how could you still be calling me `Mrs.'” The reminder made me blush again.

 

A few moments later Rai came in with the cordless phone and handed it to Calyx. “Yes? Get a double dosage on that. Questions on that will be answered later. I'll pick it up later and I will have someone with me. I have to go. I'll talk to you later, dad. Bye.”

 

I couldn't help but ask her, “I thought he was your father-in-law?” I covered my mouth afterwards. I didn't want to act like I was prying into her life.

 

I must have had a funny face on because she started giggling. “You should've seen you face just now. He raised me from the day I was born. My father had no intention of keeping me.” Her comment made me feel bad because I didn't want to remind her of anything that may have bothered her.

 

“I'm sorry.” She smiled at me. “Don't worry, that was fourteen and some years ago—almost a decade and a half.” That caught my attention.

 

“Fourteen?” She smiled.

 

“I'm younger than I look. You're still older than me.” I thought she looked young in her sleep, but I had no idea that she was young. I didn't care either way. “Get ready, we need to go see my dad.”

 

~~Mateo's House in Charlotte, General P.O.V. ~~

 

Calyx arrived to Mateo's house with Fatin. She noticed that she was looking a bit pale. “Are you okay?” She didn't seem to pay attention.

 

`I reacted the same way yesterday when I saw Sergeant Knite, right before I passed out.' She got out of her car and carried her inside.

 

“Hey, do you still have any extra rooms? I just need one.” Mateo noticed the girl in her arms. He quickly led her into a room similar to the one she was in before.

 

“I'll be right back in a moment,” was all Mateo said.

 

“Fatin, Fatin, wake up.” Her eyes were open but she didn't give much of a response. Mateo chose that moment to enter the room with a medicinal bottle in one hand and a glass of water in the other.

 

“Is she why you asked for a double subscription?” They both helped Fatin sit up on the bed. They put a pill into her mouth then let her drink a little water.

 

Calyx was very careful with Fatin; Mateo took notice of this. “You like her, don't you?” He raised Calyx, so of course he would know what would process through her mind, even when she tried to hide it.

 

Calyx gave no response to his question. “I get it now. You find her as the closest comfort. You only got along with people who have suffered.”

 

The only reason she got along with Leandro was because he was the only person who could see people suffering through their eyes.

 

They left Fatin in the room momentarily to speak about other matters. “Luna, do you remember that assignment that you received on the kid that doesn't know what he is?”

 

She thought of it as a minor case because it was one kid; one kid doesn't do much. “Yeah, what is so important about Blaise?”

 

She knew it had to be important. He never called her Luna when it came down to her assignments. “If the kid gets caught, we all go down. He's a friend of Maria's. If something happens to him, Maria will have to go out of hiding and she's our major informant. I know you don't want to deal with her, but you can't change some of the bad habits that run in my family. You need to get the kid, tell him, train him, and then let him back into the real world. If something were to happen to him, all of the Lucifers go down with him.”

 

Calyx seemed to loose her cool for a minute when she heard that she needed to come in contact with Maria, again. “She's not allowed near Fatin. Maria has too much surrounding her as it is, and if they find her as a traitor, she's going to point straight at us. Leandro's half sister or not, she's not pulling any of us into hell with her anytime soon.”