Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Is There A Written Path To Love? ❯ What am I to do? ( Chapter 4 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Blue Dreamer 
Totally upset seeing Darien with his new girlfriend who is pregnant, Serena's at a loss and does not know what to do or tell anyone
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 08.29.2001 | Updated On: 08.29.2001 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.7K | Visits: 860 | Status: Completed
Totally upset seeing Darien with his new girlfriend who is pregnant, Serena's at a loss and does not know what to do or tell anyone
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 08.29.2001 | Updated On: 08.29.2001 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.7K | Visits: 860 | Status: Completed
Is There A Written Path To Love
By Blue Dreamer
Standard disclaimer, you know I don't own Sailor Moon, and all that other stuff, now
on with the story.
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- "..." indicated when there is a dialogue
- '...' indicated what the person is thinking
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... 'Honey, is that what I just heard????' All this was too much for Serena. With that she fainted in Seya's arms. ...
*~*~ Chapter four: What am I to do? ~*~*
At the Tsukino's
As Serena fainted Andrew, Darien and Katarina rushed over to Serena's side.
-"What's wrong with your sister Andrew?", asked Katarina.
Andrew was hurt to see that Darien hadn't mentioned about his sister to Katarina. However, he should have expected that as Darien never used to talk much about himself... to a point where even Andrew wondered if he really knew his so called best friend.
Andrew looked up to Darien before answering Katarina
-"Serena was Darien's ex-girlfriend", said Andrew, "She's probably got a shock seeing you two"
-"I'm so sorry..." started Katarina
-"...Don't be, it's my fault", continued Darien, "I should have been more cautious with all this. Not only should I have told you about Sere, but I should have informed her of our coming here"
-"Don't you dare call her Sere" said Seya rather angrily. The fact was he was hurt to noticed that Serena still cared for Darien as the purpose of her fainting was related to Darien. Darien, Andrew and Katarina turned towards Seya. Darien glared back at this comment but did not say anything.
-"Seya, why don't you take Serena upstairs to her room" Andrew said
-"Yes I'll do that" With these words, Seya carried Serena to her room and put her on her bed.
-"Seya, I'm sorry to..." Serena opened her teary eyes at that very moment
-"...shhh... don't worry meatball head, just take some rest" Seya said
-"stop calling me Meatball...." Seya silenced her with a kiss.
Serena closed her eyes and did not quite respond back to his kiss. Instead, she got up and told Seya that she wanted to go downstairs see and reassure everyone on her health.
-" I'm not sure it's a good idea..."
-"Don't worry, I don't faint twice in a row"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
While Serena and Seya were upstairs, Andrew took Katarina and Darien to the living room. After a moment of silence, Katarina was the first to break the ice
-"I did not know that your sister was going out with Seya"
-"It's been quite a while now, but luckily for them gossip magazines haven't been too bad"
-"I understand now why she could get the concert tickets" laughed Katarina
-"I don't understand what's so fantastic about this guy", Darien stated coldly, "just because he sings a love song, and all the girls are drooling over him including my girlfriend and my ex-girlfriend"
-"Don't talk that way about Serena, I tough you'd know her better than that" said Andrew rather quickly
-"What to you mean by that Drew?", asked Darien
-"Nothing, just forget what I said" said Andrew
At that moment Serena and Seya had come down.
-"I'm sorry to have worried all of you" started Serena.
-"Who said we were worried" commented Andrew
Serena feigned to be hurt at this comment.
-"You were worried for me, I heard you" continued Serena. She turned towards Darien "Hello Darien, I... did not expect to see you.
-"It's my fault really", said Darien
-"Yes probably", continued Serena. "By the way, I'm Serena" she said to Katarina
-"And I'm Katarina, but everyone calls me Katy"
-"Nice to meet you"
-"Same here"
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As the conversation continued, Katarina was talking with Seya and was really excited as she had hundreds of questions to ask. Andrew took Serena to the kitchen
-"Rena, I did not tell him about..."
-"Drew, thank you, I don't think I should tell him"
-"I think you're right, but it's for you to decide"
-"What should I do Drew, what can I do?"
-"You still love him, don't you?"
-"Yes, no... I don't know really... I'm lost Drew, I really am"
-"Don't worry, remember I'll always be there for you. What are big brothers for?"
-"Thanks"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
As then Darien entered the kitchen and Andrew left saying that the two needed to discuss a few things. However things got heated up quite quickly
-"Darien, its been a long time"
-"I know Rena, I know"
-"You never called, or wrote... you had completely forgotten me"
-"Not at all, I was just... well you know"
-"No I don't understand Darien, you left me after making love to me and then just disappearing..."
-"I did not disappear, I went to America, for my scholarship"
-"You did not write, I did not have any news from you" Serena said, tears in her eyes, "You don't know what I went through Darien"
-"Rena, you know the situation... what did you want me to do? Wait here and be with you? Your parents would have killed me, you're like a sister to me Rena"
-"Darien you son of a bitch, you just wanted to satisfy yourself, and as soon as you landed in America, I'm sure you cheated on me"
-"What the hell ! What about you! You're dating some singer whose making all girls drool over him"
-"So what? What's your problem with Seya"
-"So you can have a boyfriend, and I cannot date a girl, is that what you're telling me Serena?
-"I'm sure you did not wait for a long time before sleeping with her, isn't it?"
-"Will you shut up Rena, you don't even know her and..."
-"I know, I don't know her... she seems to be a nice person" Serena calmed down, "however, I ... Darien... I think we should avoid seeing each other"
Serena wiped her tears and went back to the hall where Seya and Katarina were speaking. Seeing the two together she could not help wondering if Katy was going to take all her men away from her but she knew this thought was silly. However she heard the end of the conversation as the two hadn't realised that Serena was there.
-"I could really come to the concert? That's fantastic. I really don't know how to thank you"
-"Don't worry, my pleasure... my brothers will be happy to see you"
-" I really have to take some pictures if you don't mind"
-"No, not at all" said Seya laughingly
-"You seem to like Serena a lot, she's lucky to have someone like you"
-"I guess I should say I'm lucky to have someone like Serena" said Seya "After all, you're well with Darien, am I not right?"
-"I sometimes wonder if he really cares for me or else is he with me because of the baby?"
-"You're pregnant?" asked Seya surprised
-"Yes, for four months now"
-"Waouh, it must be a great feeling for you to carry a child"
-"Yes especially his child, I really love Darien"
Serena heard all of this and this latest news devastated her... Katy was pregnant, she was expecting Darien's child? 'My gosh, what if I kept my child? Darien would never have known and he would have had a child with Katy' Serena was at the same time relieved and more upset by this news.
-"Hey Meatball head" said Seya as he saw his girlfriend
-"I see that Serena nickname still is in use" said Darien who just arrived from the kitchen with Andrew. The two had discussed a bit
-"It's not funny, first Darien and now Seya using it, it's not fair especially as my hairstyle's changed"
-"But you're the same old Meatball Head" laughed Andrew
-"Not you, please" Serena's eyes saddened as she saw Darien going towards Katy
-"It's time for us to leave" said Darien to Katy
-"Ok" said Katy getting up from the couch "Thanks to all of you for this day"
-"Wait a minute, I'll drop you off" said Seya
-"Thanks Seya" said Katy
Seya gave a quick kiss to Serena and left with Darien and Katy. As soon as the door closed, Serena cried. As Andrew wondered what was happening, Serena did not tell him anything, she went upstairs and locked herself in her room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
As Seya drove Katy and Darien to Darien's place. Darien was curious to know how Serena ended up with Seya especially that he could not stand this guy.
-"How did you two meet?"
-"As I came to Tokyo with my brothers, we decided to finish our studies and ended up in Serena's school... that's how I met Meatball Head"
-"I see. Oh, the house is right here. Thanks for bringing us"
-"No problem. Ok, Darien, Katarina, I'm expecting you at the concert tomorrow" said Seya
-"I'm not sure if I would come or not" said Darien
-"Don't worry, I'll come" said Katy waving as Seya was driving away.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
At the Shield's house
Darien took Katy inside. As usual, his parents were not there. Darien and Katy kissed and Katy's kissed were becoming more urging. Darien removed Katarina's dress and left her mouth to trail her neck and leave millions of kisses down. He reached her breasts. She kissed one, and was nibbling the other one. Katy was moaning as she was struggling to remove his trousers. She took his manhoood in her hands and massaged it. Darien's groans made her sure he was enjoying this as she continued. Darien couldn't wait any longer and pulled out Katy's underwear and put a finger in her womanhood. Katarina gasped at this intrusion and let go his groin. Darien placed himself on Katarina and entered her without further waiting. He thrusted in and out going faster each time. As their lovemaking ended they both fell on the bed.
-"Katarina, what's the matter?" Darien asked as Katarina sobbed a little
-"Darling, I want to know the truth, what really happened between that girl and you?"
-"It was a mistake, a terrible mistake", started Darien "The Tsukino's have treated me like a member of their family as my parents were hardly in Tokyo. I consider Ilene and Ken like my parents. My best friend's Drew and I considered Serena as my sister. However, the day I left, Serena came in and said she loved me... and... then ... she... we made love. Just after that, I regretted all of it..."
-"And now, what do you think of her...to you see her as a sister or else as..."
-"Katarina, are you jealous or something?"
-"Darien, it's not that but I need to know the truth"
-"Well I feel funny to see her...especially because she's with a guy I don't like at all. But I'm with you now... and our baby" said Darien as he touched Katy's womb
-"Darien, what if I wasn't pregnant, would you still be with me?"
-"Katy, what's the matter? You know I care for you, baby or not. I feel a bit hurt that you think I am with you because of the baby"
-"I don't know, but Serena still seems to be affected by your presence, so I was wondering..."
-"Don't worry honey, we will stay together"
Darien hugged Katarina and silence took place. As Darien was caressing Katarina's hair, they both fell asleep.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
In Serena's room
'Why Darien, why have you done this to me? I love you I still care about you, what I am to do now?' Serena was thinking of her relationships with Darien and with Seya and the events of today. She was at a total loss. Darien left her pregnant and even though he did not know anything about it... and now he's with a girl who got pregnant herself. Serena wanted to shout and scream... she wanted to tell Darien that she had been pregnant... but Darien might be angry as she got her baby killed. 'Oh Seya, what have I done, I care about you but Darien is Darien... I don't know what to do...' Serena was now crying and exhausted by the events of today slept.
As Ilene and Ken got home, Ilene prepared dinner and called for Serena, but no answer came from her normally hungry girl. Andrew told his mother that Serena was in her room sleeping
-"Is she all right Drew?"
-"Don't worry mom, she'll be fine"
-"Drew, did anything happen, please tell me"
-"Darien's back in town and Serena's really affected by all this"
-"My poor girl..."
-"Not only has he come back but he's brought his girlfriend with him"
-"I can understand that she needs to be alone right now, my poor little daughter" said Ilene rather sadly before adding "Seya might suffer from this as well the poor boy, I like him"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The next morning
-"Rena wake up or you'll be late for school" shouted Ilene. The same ritual happened everyday in the Tsukino houshold. Serena always found it difficult to wake up for school.
-"Yeah mum, I'm up, no need to shout like that" answered back Serena
-"Come on hurry up a little or else you'll miss the bus"
-"Yes yes, I know..."
Serena as usual got ready in ten minutes and ran out forgetting her lunch as usual. Surprisingly enough she got to school five minutes early only to find Seya waiting for her.
-"We need to talk" started Seya dragging Serena to a calmer place as all the girls were eyeing enviously Serena. They were all mad over the Three Lights and most of the fans adored Seya who always found it difficult to have time for himself. As he found an empty classroom he continued "Do you love me or I am just some kind of replacement?"
His question took Serena by shock. She did not know how to answer this
-"I...er.. It's..." mumbled Serena. She was taken aback
-"I get your point Serena"
-"No I don't think you do" said Serena as she got over the shock of the question "Seya, I really care about you. I wouldn't have gone that far with you if I did not care about you"
-"But do you love me Rena, tell me honestly, look at me and answer?"
-"I...I don't know...you would have asked me that two days ago I would have said yes but to be honest, now that I saw Darien again... my feelings are fully confused. I don't know what I feel for anyone, nor for you, nor for him" said Serena
-"Do you think we have a chance together Rena?"
-"I hope Seya, because I really adore you... you made me laugh and cheer up when I was sad, you brought happiness in my life, you're not only a my lover, but also a great friend to whom I can confide"
-"Do you consider me more as a friend or as a lover?"
-"Seya..."
The school bell rang indicating classes were to begin. Serena exited the empty classroom to get to her classroom, Seya following her
-"We haven't finished this conversation Rena"
-"I know Seya" answered Serena before they entered their classroom.
During the next hours they were students again, having to listen to horrible Mathematics and English classes and wait until the one hour lunch break to come. They both thought about the situation and Serena realised that she hadn't told him one thing about herself... that she got pregnant with Darien's child and that she was forced into an abortion she did not want... 'How would Seya react to that?' She wasn't decided whether to tell him or not... nor was she really conscious of her feelings.
Somehow, lunch break was announced. Seya got hold of Serena and took her to the rooftop
-"Rena, I..."
-"Seya, please just listen to me without stopping me" she said. Indeed during class she had time to think ... and after visualising all the solutions and scenarios offered to her... she opted for one of them. She knew she had to sort things with Darien and Seya.
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Ok, what has Serena decided to do or not? I know there were a lot of conversation in this part and not much of action, but they all needed time to understand and get to know one another. The next chapter should be out in a week. Until then, please email (bluedreamer80@hotmail.com) and come visit my webpage (http://membres.tripod.fr/bluedreamer) .
By Blue Dreamer
Standard disclaimer, you know I don't own Sailor Moon, and all that other stuff, now
on with the story.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
- "..." indicated when there is a dialogue
- '...' indicated what the person is thinking
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
... 'Honey, is that what I just heard????' All this was too much for Serena. With that she fainted in Seya's arms. ...
*~*~ Chapter four: What am I to do? ~*~*
At the Tsukino's
As Serena fainted Andrew, Darien and Katarina rushed over to Serena's side.
-"What's wrong with your sister Andrew?", asked Katarina.
Andrew was hurt to see that Darien hadn't mentioned about his sister to Katarina. However, he should have expected that as Darien never used to talk much about himself... to a point where even Andrew wondered if he really knew his so called best friend.
Andrew looked up to Darien before answering Katarina
-"Serena was Darien's ex-girlfriend", said Andrew, "She's probably got a shock seeing you two"
-"I'm so sorry..." started Katarina
-"...Don't be, it's my fault", continued Darien, "I should have been more cautious with all this. Not only should I have told you about Sere, but I should have informed her of our coming here"
-"Don't you dare call her Sere" said Seya rather angrily. The fact was he was hurt to noticed that Serena still cared for Darien as the purpose of her fainting was related to Darien. Darien, Andrew and Katarina turned towards Seya. Darien glared back at this comment but did not say anything.
-"Seya, why don't you take Serena upstairs to her room" Andrew said
-"Yes I'll do that" With these words, Seya carried Serena to her room and put her on her bed.
-"Seya, I'm sorry to..." Serena opened her teary eyes at that very moment
-"...shhh... don't worry meatball head, just take some rest" Seya said
-"stop calling me Meatball...." Seya silenced her with a kiss.
Serena closed her eyes and did not quite respond back to his kiss. Instead, she got up and told Seya that she wanted to go downstairs see and reassure everyone on her health.
-" I'm not sure it's a good idea..."
-"Don't worry, I don't faint twice in a row"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
While Serena and Seya were upstairs, Andrew took Katarina and Darien to the living room. After a moment of silence, Katarina was the first to break the ice
-"I did not know that your sister was going out with Seya"
-"It's been quite a while now, but luckily for them gossip magazines haven't been too bad"
-"I understand now why she could get the concert tickets" laughed Katarina
-"I don't understand what's so fantastic about this guy", Darien stated coldly, "just because he sings a love song, and all the girls are drooling over him including my girlfriend and my ex-girlfriend"
-"Don't talk that way about Serena, I tough you'd know her better than that" said Andrew rather quickly
-"What to you mean by that Drew?", asked Darien
-"Nothing, just forget what I said" said Andrew
At that moment Serena and Seya had come down.
-"I'm sorry to have worried all of you" started Serena.
-"Who said we were worried" commented Andrew
Serena feigned to be hurt at this comment.
-"You were worried for me, I heard you" continued Serena. She turned towards Darien "Hello Darien, I... did not expect to see you.
-"It's my fault really", said Darien
-"Yes probably", continued Serena. "By the way, I'm Serena" she said to Katarina
-"And I'm Katarina, but everyone calls me Katy"
-"Nice to meet you"
-"Same here"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
As the conversation continued, Katarina was talking with Seya and was really excited as she had hundreds of questions to ask. Andrew took Serena to the kitchen
-"Rena, I did not tell him about..."
-"Drew, thank you, I don't think I should tell him"
-"I think you're right, but it's for you to decide"
-"What should I do Drew, what can I do?"
-"You still love him, don't you?"
-"Yes, no... I don't know really... I'm lost Drew, I really am"
-"Don't worry, remember I'll always be there for you. What are big brothers for?"
-"Thanks"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
As then Darien entered the kitchen and Andrew left saying that the two needed to discuss a few things. However things got heated up quite quickly
-"Darien, its been a long time"
-"I know Rena, I know"
-"You never called, or wrote... you had completely forgotten me"
-"Not at all, I was just... well you know"
-"No I don't understand Darien, you left me after making love to me and then just disappearing..."
-"I did not disappear, I went to America, for my scholarship"
-"You did not write, I did not have any news from you" Serena said, tears in her eyes, "You don't know what I went through Darien"
-"Rena, you know the situation... what did you want me to do? Wait here and be with you? Your parents would have killed me, you're like a sister to me Rena"
-"Darien you son of a bitch, you just wanted to satisfy yourself, and as soon as you landed in America, I'm sure you cheated on me"
-"What the hell ! What about you! You're dating some singer whose making all girls drool over him"
-"So what? What's your problem with Seya"
-"So you can have a boyfriend, and I cannot date a girl, is that what you're telling me Serena?
-"I'm sure you did not wait for a long time before sleeping with her, isn't it?"
-"Will you shut up Rena, you don't even know her and..."
-"I know, I don't know her... she seems to be a nice person" Serena calmed down, "however, I ... Darien... I think we should avoid seeing each other"
Serena wiped her tears and went back to the hall where Seya and Katarina were speaking. Seeing the two together she could not help wondering if Katy was going to take all her men away from her but she knew this thought was silly. However she heard the end of the conversation as the two hadn't realised that Serena was there.
-"I could really come to the concert? That's fantastic. I really don't know how to thank you"
-"Don't worry, my pleasure... my brothers will be happy to see you"
-" I really have to take some pictures if you don't mind"
-"No, not at all" said Seya laughingly
-"You seem to like Serena a lot, she's lucky to have someone like you"
-"I guess I should say I'm lucky to have someone like Serena" said Seya "After all, you're well with Darien, am I not right?"
-"I sometimes wonder if he really cares for me or else is he with me because of the baby?"
-"You're pregnant?" asked Seya surprised
-"Yes, for four months now"
-"Waouh, it must be a great feeling for you to carry a child"
-"Yes especially his child, I really love Darien"
Serena heard all of this and this latest news devastated her... Katy was pregnant, she was expecting Darien's child? 'My gosh, what if I kept my child? Darien would never have known and he would have had a child with Katy' Serena was at the same time relieved and more upset by this news.
-"Hey Meatball head" said Seya as he saw his girlfriend
-"I see that Serena nickname still is in use" said Darien who just arrived from the kitchen with Andrew. The two had discussed a bit
-"It's not funny, first Darien and now Seya using it, it's not fair especially as my hairstyle's changed"
-"But you're the same old Meatball Head" laughed Andrew
-"Not you, please" Serena's eyes saddened as she saw Darien going towards Katy
-"It's time for us to leave" said Darien to Katy
-"Ok" said Katy getting up from the couch "Thanks to all of you for this day"
-"Wait a minute, I'll drop you off" said Seya
-"Thanks Seya" said Katy
Seya gave a quick kiss to Serena and left with Darien and Katy. As soon as the door closed, Serena cried. As Andrew wondered what was happening, Serena did not tell him anything, she went upstairs and locked herself in her room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
As Seya drove Katy and Darien to Darien's place. Darien was curious to know how Serena ended up with Seya especially that he could not stand this guy.
-"How did you two meet?"
-"As I came to Tokyo with my brothers, we decided to finish our studies and ended up in Serena's school... that's how I met Meatball Head"
-"I see. Oh, the house is right here. Thanks for bringing us"
-"No problem. Ok, Darien, Katarina, I'm expecting you at the concert tomorrow" said Seya
-"I'm not sure if I would come or not" said Darien
-"Don't worry, I'll come" said Katy waving as Seya was driving away.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
At the Shield's house
Darien took Katy inside. As usual, his parents were not there. Darien and Katy kissed and Katy's kissed were becoming more urging. Darien removed Katarina's dress and left her mouth to trail her neck and leave millions of kisses down. He reached her breasts. She kissed one, and was nibbling the other one. Katy was moaning as she was struggling to remove his trousers. She took his manhoood in her hands and massaged it. Darien's groans made her sure he was enjoying this as she continued. Darien couldn't wait any longer and pulled out Katy's underwear and put a finger in her womanhood. Katarina gasped at this intrusion and let go his groin. Darien placed himself on Katarina and entered her without further waiting. He thrusted in and out going faster each time. As their lovemaking ended they both fell on the bed.
-"Katarina, what's the matter?" Darien asked as Katarina sobbed a little
-"Darling, I want to know the truth, what really happened between that girl and you?"
-"It was a mistake, a terrible mistake", started Darien "The Tsukino's have treated me like a member of their family as my parents were hardly in Tokyo. I consider Ilene and Ken like my parents. My best friend's Drew and I considered Serena as my sister. However, the day I left, Serena came in and said she loved me... and... then ... she... we made love. Just after that, I regretted all of it..."
-"And now, what do you think of her...to you see her as a sister or else as..."
-"Katarina, are you jealous or something?"
-"Darien, it's not that but I need to know the truth"
-"Well I feel funny to see her...especially because she's with a guy I don't like at all. But I'm with you now... and our baby" said Darien as he touched Katy's womb
-"Darien, what if I wasn't pregnant, would you still be with me?"
-"Katy, what's the matter? You know I care for you, baby or not. I feel a bit hurt that you think I am with you because of the baby"
-"I don't know, but Serena still seems to be affected by your presence, so I was wondering..."
-"Don't worry honey, we will stay together"
Darien hugged Katarina and silence took place. As Darien was caressing Katarina's hair, they both fell asleep.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
In Serena's room
'Why Darien, why have you done this to me? I love you I still care about you, what I am to do now?' Serena was thinking of her relationships with Darien and with Seya and the events of today. She was at a total loss. Darien left her pregnant and even though he did not know anything about it... and now he's with a girl who got pregnant herself. Serena wanted to shout and scream... she wanted to tell Darien that she had been pregnant... but Darien might be angry as she got her baby killed. 'Oh Seya, what have I done, I care about you but Darien is Darien... I don't know what to do...' Serena was now crying and exhausted by the events of today slept.
As Ilene and Ken got home, Ilene prepared dinner and called for Serena, but no answer came from her normally hungry girl. Andrew told his mother that Serena was in her room sleeping
-"Is she all right Drew?"
-"Don't worry mom, she'll be fine"
-"Drew, did anything happen, please tell me"
-"Darien's back in town and Serena's really affected by all this"
-"My poor girl..."
-"Not only has he come back but he's brought his girlfriend with him"
-"I can understand that she needs to be alone right now, my poor little daughter" said Ilene rather sadly before adding "Seya might suffer from this as well the poor boy, I like him"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The next morning
-"Rena wake up or you'll be late for school" shouted Ilene. The same ritual happened everyday in the Tsukino houshold. Serena always found it difficult to wake up for school.
-"Yeah mum, I'm up, no need to shout like that" answered back Serena
-"Come on hurry up a little or else you'll miss the bus"
-"Yes yes, I know..."
Serena as usual got ready in ten minutes and ran out forgetting her lunch as usual. Surprisingly enough she got to school five minutes early only to find Seya waiting for her.
-"We need to talk" started Seya dragging Serena to a calmer place as all the girls were eyeing enviously Serena. They were all mad over the Three Lights and most of the fans adored Seya who always found it difficult to have time for himself. As he found an empty classroom he continued "Do you love me or I am just some kind of replacement?"
His question took Serena by shock. She did not know how to answer this
-"I...er.. It's..." mumbled Serena. She was taken aback
-"I get your point Serena"
-"No I don't think you do" said Serena as she got over the shock of the question "Seya, I really care about you. I wouldn't have gone that far with you if I did not care about you"
-"But do you love me Rena, tell me honestly, look at me and answer?"
-"I...I don't know...you would have asked me that two days ago I would have said yes but to be honest, now that I saw Darien again... my feelings are fully confused. I don't know what I feel for anyone, nor for you, nor for him" said Serena
-"Do you think we have a chance together Rena?"
-"I hope Seya, because I really adore you... you made me laugh and cheer up when I was sad, you brought happiness in my life, you're not only a my lover, but also a great friend to whom I can confide"
-"Do you consider me more as a friend or as a lover?"
-"Seya..."
The school bell rang indicating classes were to begin. Serena exited the empty classroom to get to her classroom, Seya following her
-"We haven't finished this conversation Rena"
-"I know Seya" answered Serena before they entered their classroom.
During the next hours they were students again, having to listen to horrible Mathematics and English classes and wait until the one hour lunch break to come. They both thought about the situation and Serena realised that she hadn't told him one thing about herself... that she got pregnant with Darien's child and that she was forced into an abortion she did not want... 'How would Seya react to that?' She wasn't decided whether to tell him or not... nor was she really conscious of her feelings.
Somehow, lunch break was announced. Seya got hold of Serena and took her to the rooftop
-"Rena, I..."
-"Seya, please just listen to me without stopping me" she said. Indeed during class she had time to think ... and after visualising all the solutions and scenarios offered to her... she opted for one of them. She knew she had to sort things with Darien and Seya.
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Ok, what has Serena decided to do or not? I know there were a lot of conversation in this part and not much of action, but they all needed time to understand and get to know one another. The next chapter should be out in a week. Until then, please email (bluedreamer80@hotmail.com) and come visit my webpage (http://membres.tripod.fr/bluedreamer) .