Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ SgAltima Presents: Dear Diary ❯ Intertwined: January 21st, 2000 ( Chapter 4 )

SgAltima Presents:

Dear Diary

Dearest Diary!!

My heart flies right now on wings of love. I can't remember any other time that I have ever been so happy, even when I was with Mamoru-san. I am sitting underneath my sleeping bag in Rei's tent on Minako's trip right now, and Rei and I have spent the most wonderful day together.

But I promised myself I would keep writing in this, because right now, I don't even want to take a chance of forgetting one single thing. For the first time, I can look beside me and see the love of my heart sleeping peacefully next to me. Life is truly wonderful.

Sadly enough, I have more of Minako's effort to thank for this than of my own. I wasn't even planning on going... I was excited last week, but two days ago when we were planning on leaving, I didn't think I could go through with it, and so I decided not to show up.

But that Minako!! She actually came over to my house to pick me up and DRAG me there. She told me that she wanted to drive me because I wouldn't have a chance to not go, and more important, no chance of running away once I was out there. Minako thinks of everything, I think.

It was great during the first day. We went rock climbing! I've never done anything like that before, but I felt safe about it because Minako had hired someone to take us, and bought a whole bunch of ropes and stuff to keep us tied to the mountain. Wow, I don't think I've done anything so physical in my life!! Even all the fighting I did as Sailor Moon.

But then as the sun was setting, it seemed like the courage I spent all day gathering so that I could bare my heart to Rei was slipping away, just like the remaining daylight. As we walked back to where all of our camping stuff was waiting for us, Minako slowed to where I was walking behind the group and told everyone else to walk ahead.

My heart was pounding as we stood silently for a moment. Then she just simply said that there was extra space inside her tent, hugged me, and ran off to catch up with the rest of the girls. I stood there for a moment.

Minako had offered me the ultimate way out. But I didn't make any decisions there, I knew that I would know which way I would go when I got back. Until then, I kept trying to gather all the courage I could.

When I got back, Rei was standing by her car, using that familiar brush I knew all too well. That's when I knew I had to try. She looked so incredible there, tossing that long hair I've dreamed of running my fingers through.

I told myself mentally that I had walked away from the worst that Evil had to offer and that surely I could find the courage to tell my beloved fire princess how I felt. I walked up to her and grabbed the brush from her hands and climbed inside her tent. Naturally, she followed me to get her brush back.

I was sitting inside her tent when she burst in. She angrily held out her hand and demanded her brush back. I quietly asked her to sit down... I couldn't even look at her, I was so nervous! She stood there for a moment, and I couldn't even look at her!! I wrote that again, didn't I?

I closed my eyes and pleaded with the Silver Crystal for strength, because my own was faltering quickly. I could feel its warmth against my chest, and I was able to sit there. Suddenly, Rei sat down with her back to me, knowing what I wanted to do! She backed up against me, and I sat there for what seemed like eternity, just brushing her beautiful hair. It really does shine.

I put her brush down quietly and began just running my fingers through her hair. It was such a heavenly sensation. She leaned back farther against me, and sighed. I love the sound of her voice. It was that moment that I would try what Ami suggested to me.

I moved her flowing hair to the side, exposing her neck to me, and I said a small prayer as I lowered my lips to her neck, kissing the soft skin I have dreamed of for years now. I could feel her body tense against me, and I hurriedly wrapped my arms around her chest, cupping her breasts as I held her close.

I whispered to her that I loved her and kissed her ears. It felt like my heart stopped beating when I felt her relax and place her hands over my own. I felt like crying out for joy, but I didn't want to do anything that might even have a chance of ruining our moment together.

She took my hands and pulled them away as she turned around and pushed me down. I trembled as she was kneeling between my legs, just looking at me. She laid down on me and took my face in her hands, kissing me passionately. And it was at that moment that nothing else in this world mattered except for her. My fire princess.

And then she was lifting my shirt... I was so happy that I didn't wear my bra that day. She lowered her lips to my belly and began kissing me. Before long, everyone's lamp was off, and I was with my Rei in the darkness, exploring each other. All my dreams were realized that night as our souls bonded...

I look at her again as I'm writing, and her eyes are open, looking at me. She smiles at me, and my body radiates warmth all over. I know there's no place I'd rather be. She's beckoning for me, caressing my back with those hands... the only hands I ever want to touch me and to know me.

My heart's desire is to feel those hands caressing me for all eternity.

I love you with my entire being, Hino Rei... my fire princess.

Tsukino Usagi