Sonic Series Fan Fiction ❯ A Creils Story ❯ Vanilla's fear ( Chapter 16 )

Well now peeps, I must say that you've enjoyed this ride for a while now, and yes it's getting down to the wire. Now to those who review this, do me a favor, stop the using these: {*} No more asteriks, write words out. If you're gonna call someone a bastard, write "bastard" out, if you're gonna say ass, the write "ass", and if you're gonna call Robert something along the lines of a dipshit, call him a fucking "dipshit", I'm not the damn FCC! Now for the answering of a specific question. Last Chap, Vanilla told Passion that she had the Chaotix rough Tails up. Personally I don't blame her for doing so, I'll explain why soon enough. Also, people want to know more about Tails' Gold self, that'll be explained too. As for when Gold and Doe Rouge get to meet.... I have that planned, how on the other hand is the question?

Now as for this chapter goes, dear readers, This one is from your perspective, especially in this opening part. For those who don't understand, just read it out. Hopefully you'll see it. Well, let's get this show on the road.

Hey, hey Miles....

"Gold, just go away, I'm not in the mood." Tails just turned off the light.

Just call her, you two need to talk.

"Look, if you wanna roam around, then fine, but I'm not in the mood for it now."

Are you still bummed about what-

"Bummed, try devastated..."

In one Quick action, Tails changed to Gold. It's no use. Gold thought. Miles is still hurt from when he found out he was forbidden from Cream's wedding. I thought he'd have been over that. No matter... things'll work out. Gold walked onto the balcony and jumped to the roof. He looked into the sky at the stars on this night as Tails was crying in subcon. "Sometimes I wonder if I can actually get the one thing you said I dont have...." Gold's stargazing was cut off by the sound of the train. Hmf, the last train of the night. Something tells me a visit is due.

Vanilla stopped off the train and walked slowly down the stairs, she had a hard message to deliver to Tails. I know when Tails hears me tell him this, he's going to be upset. Vanilla thought. I really hope he doesn't hate me for this choice. Even though I halfway don't want to tell him this, but I have to. It's better for me this way.

Gold saw Vanilla heading this way, "Hey Miles, Cream's mom is on her way." he said.

I don't wanna talk to her. Tails said.

"You probably don't, but I do."

Fine, have a word with her, just leave me alone.

"You wont be set free until-"

I said leave me alone! Please Gold, just let me sleep...

Gold jumped from the roof of the workshop and landed in front ot the hangar. Since you're in pain, I shall be the overseer.

Vanilla walked up the steps and saw Gold standing there. "Thank goodnes you're up, I need to have a...." Vanilla cut trailed herself off as she saw Gold.

"I thought you'd be asleep at this time, Vanilla. I guess I was wrong about you." said Gold.

"I don't know you, do I?"

"You tell me."

"You look familiar, but you aren't who I'm thinking of."

"Are you sure, I just might be that person.... in another state of mind."

"So what might youre name be then, since you already know mine?"

"I have no name, but my allies call me Gold."

Allies, huh? "O-kay, I guess I can leave the message with you then."

"No, but I have a few bones of yours that need tickling, so to speak."

"Alright, I guess that can work. Tickle my bones then, Gold."

"I wanna know flat out, why you've forbidden him to go to Cream's wedding?"

"How did you..."

"Miles decided to drop a dime that day. He had planned to patch things up with Robert and he heard you say that you had forbidden him to go to Cream's wedding. And to top it off, you'll arrest him should he attempt to attend? What the fuck is wrong with you?!"

"Normally, I'd be mad at you for usting such words at me..."

"Why be mad at something that should be told to you? You deserve to be cussed out by Miles and you know it."

"Which is why I'm not mad at you."

"Well answer my question, woman."

".....I don't need this, wake Tails up and I'll talk to him personally."

Using his kung, Gold lifted Vanilla off the ground, then levitated up to her. "You obviously don't get it, do you? So I guess I'd better take extreme methods to get my point across." said Gold. Suddenly, Gold had went into Tails' subcon with Vanilla and the two saw Tails lying on his side motionless. "My god, Tails!" Vanilla ran to Tails' lifeless body, dropped to her knees and began to hole him close to her, but her arms went through his body. "What kind of trick is this, answer me you bastard!"

"I thought that even you would like to know what goes on inside of Miles' mind," said Gold, "so this is where I've transported you. That isn't the real Miles that you know, but it's the portion of him that represents his heart."

"..... But he's not moving."

"That's right, he's not moving. Normally, this state of Miles is happy, full of free movement and euphoria, but ever since that day, since that very moment he heard you forbid him from Cream's wedding, this part of him stopped moving. He thought that he could make it home while he would no longer be like this, but the poor guy ended up having a nervous breakdown between floors in the elevator.

"Since he had that Breakdown, this part of him fell over to how you see here and it froze itself in time. If there was ever a way to destroy Miles' hopes, dream, and all the good in him, you found it. From that moment on, he stopped eating, he didn't drink a drop, he never left the room, all he did was lay there and cry. He just started going back to sleep, after I've forced him to, but that's not the point. The point is, that in one foolish decision, Miles' world dropped on him like a ton of diamondium bricks. Congratulations Vanilla, you literally killed this guy... but instead of letting him waste away from existence, I have taken over and decided to ration for him.

"Now do you understand how much he wanted to go to this wedding?"

"I.... never knew he would take it this badly. Sure I though he'd yell at me 'til his voice was sore, but to enter a state of suicidal depression... I never saw it coming."

"Of course not, no one really does."

"So if what you said is true, then you are simply using Tails' vessle to house your very soul?"

"Yes and no."

"Explain."

"I am Miles' justice, that only take physical form, when he's in dire need, or in this case, suffers from 'The Pain of Loss'. Otherwise, I'm just a sense in his mind that he can talk to in preminition."

"So you're a part of Tails?"

"One that has my own trait. Unlike the two tailed fox that you know, I don't take kindly to very much. Usually I'm around to whoop some ass, or to scout things out... which usually leads to me whooping some ass."

"So when do I get to leave?"

"When I'm done with you, now answer my question."

".....It's because of a nightmare."

"What is the real reason?"

"I recurring nightmare that I-"

"Get out of here before you miss your train."

"But Gold, this is-"

"Nothing but a waste of time. You obviously think that I believe you banned Miles from this wedding because of some bad dream that constantly haunts your ass? Even Miles wouldn't believe that first class bullshit. Get out before I put you out!"

With that, Vanilla left the workshop, Gold closing the door behind her. The doe ran for the train and was going up the stairs as it was starting to pull away. Vanilla was able to grab hold of the rail at the end of the train, she made it. "And people wonder where Cream gets it from...."

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Vanilla took her seat, flashing her ticket to the attendant as he passed by her. The doe gave a sigh and placed her purse in her lap. I guess having Gold chew me out is a good thing, she thought, but I never would've though Tails would be so crushed to be banned from Cream's wedding. Vanilla wipes her brow. I remember the time I saw Tails and Cream playing poker on the bed and Cream was wearing only her gloves and panties at that time. I was sooooo mad when I saw that, I hired the Chaotix and had them beat the living hell out of that boy. I was pleased to know that they gave him such a sound beating that they hospitalized him from it. Only when I later found out that Cream had messed up the dress she wore that day and was getting it washed and had no other clothes over there, I felt so bad. I was literally on my knees begging that fox for forgiveness.

He forgave me on the spot too, saying that he understood what I thought had happened and wasn't mad at me or anything. I learned to put a lot of faith in that boy and he's taken borderline perfect care of my daughter.... In a sense, he was the only boy I really could trust her being around wearing noting but panties... she gave a chuckle. Now his just self hates the hell out of me because a practically killed him. He wouldn't even let me explain at all what I keep seeing in my nightmare. It was the day of Cream's wedding and I leave to go to the bathroom. While in the bathroom I hear lost of commotion. When I return, I see Tails and Robert fighting each other. Then it shows my horrid expression as shots are soon heard. And that one line, kills it for me: "I'm not getting a pulse... he's gone." Before the dream shows me who had died, I wake up in a cold sweat... and I've had this dream for some time now. Sadly, I believe the reason why I wake up before my subconscious tells me who dies is because it's Tails that gets shot. Vanilla clenches her chest. I know if that boy dies, Cream won't be able to live with herself and I could stop blaming myself for letting this happen. This nightmare is my greatest fear at this wedding.

Tails, Gold, please find it in your heart and forgive me, but I don't want you dead. Because I know if I let Tails go to this wedding, Robert will stop at nothing to kill him... and Tails' death at Cream's wedding is the last and main thing that I don't want to happen.....