Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Don't Cry ❯ Something is Changing Inside You. ( Chapter 7 )

Don't Cry

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R, but it could perfectly be NC-17. I'm just not in the mood to change it yet.

Disclaimers : Weiss is not mine! It belongs to Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me (even if I want to own SchuSchu... and KenKen... and Yo-tan... and Brad-chan... and RanRan... well I want to own 'em all! ). The song 'Don't Cry' belongs to Guns N' Roses, and I don't own it either nor own Guns N' Roses.

Warnings : Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC, angst, torture, kawaii Crawford. If you don't like that, then you can go to read my other WK fics "...Lies Bleeding in my arms" and "KenKen" (to read KenKen is published only in mediaminer.org).

Notes : Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Arigatou for all the reviews!! I love ya all minna-san! Ne, I have to say that I'm impressed of all the reviews the fic is having. It had more than 20 when ff.net deleted my account, and now there were a few ones again until ff.net deleted the fic *glomps reviewers and kills ff.net*. But what surprises me the more (and makes me really happy) is all the reviews I'm gettin' from mediaminer.org *glomps revievers* keep on reviewing! I have no time to thank ya all now, but I'll do it next chappie, okay?. And to finish, thanks to all the people who's reading the fic and not reviewing (does that word exist?)!

And, as promised, some SchuKen interaction in this chappie!

IMPORTANT: FF.NET deleted this fic (I would like to know why, I'm starting to think that ff.net enjoys deleting all my fics). Until day 17 I can't upload anything there, so all my fics will be updated here and in my page. I'll try to upload it again to ff.net (just hope they didn't kill my account again ¬¬)

Chapter 7: Something is changing inside you.

Schuldig was nervous. Shit, why did they have to send Schreient to look for Nagi? If they found the boy they were going to have even more problems that before, specially if Takatori discovered who had taken Nagi out of Schwarz and the plans he had to get everybody out of there.

He had to do something. But how was he going to do it withouth scaring Nagi? He wanted the brunette to relax and start a new life, but how was he going to do that if he had to be constantly hiding from the girls of Schreient?

Ken.

Why was he thingking of Ken now? I mean, he though a lot about the brunette, but now his name had entered his mind for no apparent reason.

Why do I have to start to think about him now? I have enough problems already and don't need to distract myself even more! He scolded himself. Then he understood it. Of course! I'll tell Ken. That way, he'll take care of Nagi without the chibi knowing it, and that way, Nagi will be okay and won't have to worry about anything!

It was a good idea.

Now he only had to hope that Ken would help him.

And that was the biggest problem.

The German opened his eyes and looked at Brad, who was sleeping calmly next to him. Then he closed them again and sent his mind far, to where Ken was.

Before he said anything to the brunette, he had to know in what state he was and if he was asleep or not.

Luckily, Ken wasn't sleeping yet.

As usual, he was waiting for Youji to come back home.

The soccer player was sitting on his bed with the blankets around his shoulders, trying to get some warmth from them.

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Nagi tried to continue awake.

Omi had left to a solo mission that night, so he had been left alone in Weiss' house with Abyssinian and Siberian (of course, he supposed that only the younger one knew he was there). And with Aya there, he had to be careful.

And it wasn't easy.

So he decided to take care of the wounds that Takatori had made two days ago. Some of them were starting to infect. The worse ones were on his abdomen and back. Also the one on his arm. That one was a bullet wound. And he hadn't taken proper care of it.

He had tried to bear the pain, but it was impossible.

Even Omi had started to suspect that something had happened to him, but he hadn't told his friend.

He had to get that bullet out of his arm, or he wasn't going to bear that anymore.

In fact, he had no idea of how could he have that on his arm for so much time and not have nobody noticing. It was inhumane.

He tried to get the bulled out with his powers.

At the first try, he had to stop inmediately because the pain was too much.

At the second, the bulled moved a little, but he had to stop again.

At the third one, blood started to pour out of the wound, the pain was so hard that he had to bite his lower lip to prevent himself from scream, the bitter taste of his own blood invading his mouth. Then the pain became too much for him and he fell heavily to the floor, unconscious of the sound of the door of the young blonde's bedroom opening and the redhead entering the room.

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Ken was just sitting there. Nothing mattered anymore.

It was the same day after day, night after night.

Soon, the always cheerful Ken was starting to change.

And his friends were starting to suspect that something wasn't okay with the brunette.

But the worse wasn't it. The worse was that his lover knew how he was, but didn't do anything.

And that, I don't need to say, hurt the most.

It hurt to see Youji knew and didn't do anytrhing. It hurt the blonde too, but he didn't try to remedy it.

And Ken had have enough.

What am I going to do now? Youji... we can't continue like this. Why are you doing this to me?

/Ken?/

Shit, and now I have to listen to this German psycho? What will be next? Ken asked himself.

/Ken, we have to talk/ Schuldig said in his mind softly.

I'm not gonna talk with you, Schwarz. Or do you think that because I'm letting your stupid friend here I'm gonna have to stand you too?

/Fuck Ken!/ the redhead was starting to lose his patience. /Just open your fucking cute little ears and listen to me! I don't want anything with Weiss!/ he stopped for a moment to calm himself. He knew that the soccer player wasn't in a good moment and now he had to be careful with what he said. /Look Ken, I was just going to ask you for your help. I can't ask anyone else./

What are you talking about?

/Is Nagi. Takatori has sent Schreient to look for him. They're gonna find him soon if we don't do anything./

And why don't you tell the kid? He can defend himself.

/Nein, mein liebe. I want him to be happy and start a new life. I don't want him to worry. Also, if he knows about this he'll be worried about Omi and would leave your house, putting himself in even more danger-/

And what the hell do you want me to do? Take care of the brat? Or spend my time going after him to see they didn't found him? Or do you want me to tell Aya, who'll kill him so there's no problem anymore?

/What is the fucking part you don't understand? I just want the kid to be safe and happy! Wouldn't you like your friend Omi to start a happy life without any worries? Wouldn't you like to start a life like that YOURSELF? Maybe I'm wasting my time with you! How am I gonna ask you to help a kid if you can't even help yourself?!/

SHUT UP!!

/It hurts, doesn't it? That's why you don't want to help him. You're jealous that he can have a new oportunity and you can't. Do you know something? I though you were more intelligent, but you aren't. You just keep on feeling guilt and pity yourself, and you don't realize who's the source of your problems. You keep on thinking that Balinese is the onewho has to accept you and help you, and you don't see that he can't do anything if you don't do that to yourself before!/ Schuldig yelled into his mind, his eyes starting to moist a little. /You don't even realize that a lot of people would gladly give their life just to be near you, to make you happy, do you? You just keep on hurting yourself and the ones who care for you! Stop being so selfish!/

I SAID SHUT UP!! Ken screamed into his mind. His head hurt like hell.

All what Schuldig was saying hurt. And it hurt because it was the truth. But he couldn't do anything, could he? But if he... He was so confused... maybe too confused to think clearly.

He was so focused on his thoughs that he didn't hear the house's door opening. And didn't notice Youji entering his bedroom until he saw him.

"YOU!!" he yelled when he saw the blonde, his eyes confused and his voice angry when he did that.

"Ken?" A equally confused (if not more) Youji asked tentatively, startled by the brunette's actions.

tsu zu ku...

Ok, I admit it. I'm evil! I usually end the chapters like this, but this time I've been a complete bitch *points to a group of readers yelling "hidoi yo" at her* leaving things this way. But a new chapter will be up soon (I hope) with some answers, and as usual, even more questions..

Well, I'm sorry for updating so late and with such a short chapter, demo I couldn't get to the net in a lot of days and I've been far of my computer too, so I couldn't write either.

The truth is that this fic is getting longer than I expected. I dunno how many chapters are going to come yet.

Ne, did ya like the chappie? Hope ya did!

Onegai, remember to leave me a comment! It makes me happy and lets me know what you think about the fic. What ya like, what you don't. What I should change, or how you're gonna kill me for being such a bich.

¡Hasta luego minna-san!