Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Eternal Youth ❯ Broken ( Chapter 10 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Author's Notes: I know it's a short chapter, but after so long can you blame me? It is a good place to end and I am working on the next chapter. I also revamped all the past 9 chapters so they sound and look better. My warning for this chapter and chapters to come is the mention of child abuse, Rape, prostotusion, and murder. If you do not feel comforitable reading about those topics then please please do not read any further. I don't want hate mail or Reviews for that content when I've already warned you about it. But if you like it or have comments or editing help email me at: dracopup@yahoo.com Thanks^.^ Now onto the chapter.
Chapter 10: Broken
Rans face lightened into a fully heart felt smile. "Not yet Yohji. The shops still open and I promised ken and Omi I would help close up. I'll be back very shortly. I promise." He knew he would be back. Something in him finally accepte the warmth he felt near Yohji. Protecting someone who seemed so vulnerable at times.
Yohji closed the blankets back up and kissed his fingers then puts them to Rans lips with almost a giggle in his eyes "Ok. Then You go close the shop and hurry back." He slips' over to his side watching Rans' face as his eyes slowly close.
"I will. I promised didn't I?" Rans' weight lifts up off the bed as he stands and tuckes Yohji in properly before kissing his forhead and leaving the room. Leaving teh light on to give some comfort to the man who was trying to sleep. He still had that feeling in his gut. Something in the back of his mind was telling him to stay. Something was going to happen but he didn't pay it much mind and left the room. reading back down to the shop where two very very worried teammates were sweeping and dusting. Both looking up when Ran came back down stairs. "Omi, I want you to do some research on these drugs." He hands' the genki boy the print outs from Yohji's perscriptions. "I need to know what they are for and why there's so many of them please?"
Omis blue eyes blinked and looked at the papers he was handed "Theres.. so many Aya-kun. Are these... Yohj-kuns?"
"Yes they are. He doesn't know why he's on them and I had a very bad feeling about the doctor he's been seeing." He take's his place at the till starting his countdown.
"What's wrong with him Aya? He said he had issues that he couldn't deal with from childhood. But he's never said anything. We havn't seen a thing that points to Yohji being mentally uncapable like he was earlier." Ken's determined stance and eyes on Ran made the redhead know he wasn't going to back off till he knew.
"It's Yohjis' choice to say. he hasn't even told me anything really. I do know though that it has something to do with his father and for some reason its been surfacing lately."
That seemed to satisfy Ken a bit but his concern over his teammate was still there "He's not field stable is he."
To be able to say what all of us were fearing. Yohjis stability as a field agent was definatly compromised if he keeps flinching at raised voises and the sight of blood, but to try and say it about your own lover is more difficult then anything in the world. "I don't know yet Ken. He'll need to be evaluated by Kritiker. They will determin if he is stable enough to go out. Until then we need to be there for him."
"You're right." The brunettes shoulders relax. Knowing full well that the elder member was in a condition he didn't know anything about. "You've changed Aya. The past couple days you've started to act differently. Less cold."
"Ken-kun!" The chibi snaped. Looking at Ken for stating how they both felt "Thats rude Ken-kun."
A soft chuckle is the responce they get. Drawing both their faces towards their red head team leader who didn't know why he started to chuckle. Then started to laugh at their faces of shock. The ice was melting and for the first time in years Ran Fujimiya was begining to live again and it felt good. It felt even better when Omi started to giggle along with the laughter. Something more showing in his eyes. Relief maybe? Who knew but himself. Before they all knew it they were laughing together. Not sure why but they did know it made them feel better.
A couple hours later as promised Ran went to his lovers room. Slowly opening the door and slipping in. he had waited for Omi and Ken to dissapear into their rooms after the shop had closed. Still not wanting them to suspect what was happening. They didn't need any more surprises today. It was enough that they now had to come to grips with Yohji and his problems.
"Yohji?" Amythest eyes narrows seeing the bed that had held Yohji close and warm while he was gone was now empty. He scanned the room noticing now that there was nothing on the floor. Nothing except Yohji. Huddled in the corner curled up looking like a lost bunny. "Yohji it's ok. I'm here." Slow cautious steps as that nagging feeling that this isn't right starts up in the back of his head again. "What's wrong?"
Fear filled green eyes. Innocent eyes look back at the stranger that is now in the strange room. Quivering lips stumble out uneasy words. "W-where am I? Where's papa?"
Ran stoped his movements. No this couldn't be happening. It can't be happening. Yohji knows where he is. "Your in your room at the Koneko Sume Ie. You're papa isn't here."
"Koneko? No... papa said to never leave his side." Those eyes study Ran as if it was the first time he's ever looked upon him before. "Is papa outside? Are you supise to play with me?"
"If you want to play I can, but your papa is not outside."
Yohji drops his eyes to the floor some tears rolling down his cheek "papa....sold me...." Then he's silently removing his clothing.
Narrowed eyes study Yohji and his behavior. No this isn't right. What had his father done to him as a child. Why would he strip for play? "Stop that." The last couple steps were fast and the arms wraping around the shivering scared body firm. "My names Ran. Fujimiya Ran and I'm going to take care of you now. Your father isn't here and won't be comming for you."
"Does he hate me now? I was good. I cleaned my room. I did what he said."
"I don't know if he hates you." That nagging again drawing questions he wants to ask to the front of his mind. With aheavy sigh Ran askes the questions slowly. "What's your name? I would like to get to know you."
"Y-yohji Sohma."
"Well Yohji. How old are you?" Well at least Ran isn't the only one who changed part of his name when entering Kritiker.
"Four and a half."
"Tell me about Play Time. Don't show me just tell me. It's ok. I wont tell anyone."
Nervouse teeth worry a pale dry lower lip before the young mind traped in an adults body wispers out the answer so that no one else can hear him except Ran. "I make the men and women papa brings home happy. I do what they want me to do and if I'm good papa rewards me. If I mess up I have to practice with papa and get punished."
It's hard to hold back the tears that threaten to fall. No. Yohji hadn't been treated like that. He couldn't have been treated so badly even at the age of four. It's impossible though it has to be true. How would someone thinking their four lie about that? He wouldn't lie. "You don't have to do that anymore."
"But papa will get mad. I don't want him to get mad at me."
"He wont get mad. He's not here Yohji." A soothing hand runs through blond hair. "Come on. let's get you to bed. You need some sleep. We can talk more in the morning."
"Ok Mister Fujimiya."
"Call me Ran."
"Ok Mister Ran"
At least it was a little better the using his last name. Though it still hurt. The man he had finaly let into his soul was now nothing but a scared child. Picking up the changed man and tucking him back into bed was all he could to to keep his heart from cracking. He was trying hard to keep the tears back not wanting to scare Yohji any more then he already is. "I'll be back in the morning. You sleep now."
A slow nod of his head and questioning eyes studying Rans every movement. Not sure how to react to this show of kindness that he's never experienced before. Those same eyes watched Rans back as the red head went out into the hall. Closing the door behind him. Only when the door was closed and he was alone did Yohji's eyes close to sleep. Ears alert to every sound that could be his papa.
Chapter 10: Broken
Rans face lightened into a fully heart felt smile. "Not yet Yohji. The shops still open and I promised ken and Omi I would help close up. I'll be back very shortly. I promise." He knew he would be back. Something in him finally accepte the warmth he felt near Yohji. Protecting someone who seemed so vulnerable at times.
Yohji closed the blankets back up and kissed his fingers then puts them to Rans lips with almost a giggle in his eyes "Ok. Then You go close the shop and hurry back." He slips' over to his side watching Rans' face as his eyes slowly close.
"I will. I promised didn't I?" Rans' weight lifts up off the bed as he stands and tuckes Yohji in properly before kissing his forhead and leaving the room. Leaving teh light on to give some comfort to the man who was trying to sleep. He still had that feeling in his gut. Something in the back of his mind was telling him to stay. Something was going to happen but he didn't pay it much mind and left the room. reading back down to the shop where two very very worried teammates were sweeping and dusting. Both looking up when Ran came back down stairs. "Omi, I want you to do some research on these drugs." He hands' the genki boy the print outs from Yohji's perscriptions. "I need to know what they are for and why there's so many of them please?"
Omis blue eyes blinked and looked at the papers he was handed "Theres.. so many Aya-kun. Are these... Yohj-kuns?"
"Yes they are. He doesn't know why he's on them and I had a very bad feeling about the doctor he's been seeing." He take's his place at the till starting his countdown.
"What's wrong with him Aya? He said he had issues that he couldn't deal with from childhood. But he's never said anything. We havn't seen a thing that points to Yohji being mentally uncapable like he was earlier." Ken's determined stance and eyes on Ran made the redhead know he wasn't going to back off till he knew.
"It's Yohjis' choice to say. he hasn't even told me anything really. I do know though that it has something to do with his father and for some reason its been surfacing lately."
That seemed to satisfy Ken a bit but his concern over his teammate was still there "He's not field stable is he."
To be able to say what all of us were fearing. Yohjis stability as a field agent was definatly compromised if he keeps flinching at raised voises and the sight of blood, but to try and say it about your own lover is more difficult then anything in the world. "I don't know yet Ken. He'll need to be evaluated by Kritiker. They will determin if he is stable enough to go out. Until then we need to be there for him."
"You're right." The brunettes shoulders relax. Knowing full well that the elder member was in a condition he didn't know anything about. "You've changed Aya. The past couple days you've started to act differently. Less cold."
"Ken-kun!" The chibi snaped. Looking at Ken for stating how they both felt "Thats rude Ken-kun."
A soft chuckle is the responce they get. Drawing both their faces towards their red head team leader who didn't know why he started to chuckle. Then started to laugh at their faces of shock. The ice was melting and for the first time in years Ran Fujimiya was begining to live again and it felt good. It felt even better when Omi started to giggle along with the laughter. Something more showing in his eyes. Relief maybe? Who knew but himself. Before they all knew it they were laughing together. Not sure why but they did know it made them feel better.
A couple hours later as promised Ran went to his lovers room. Slowly opening the door and slipping in. he had waited for Omi and Ken to dissapear into their rooms after the shop had closed. Still not wanting them to suspect what was happening. They didn't need any more surprises today. It was enough that they now had to come to grips with Yohji and his problems.
"Yohji?" Amythest eyes narrows seeing the bed that had held Yohji close and warm while he was gone was now empty. He scanned the room noticing now that there was nothing on the floor. Nothing except Yohji. Huddled in the corner curled up looking like a lost bunny. "Yohji it's ok. I'm here." Slow cautious steps as that nagging feeling that this isn't right starts up in the back of his head again. "What's wrong?"
Fear filled green eyes. Innocent eyes look back at the stranger that is now in the strange room. Quivering lips stumble out uneasy words. "W-where am I? Where's papa?"
Ran stoped his movements. No this couldn't be happening. It can't be happening. Yohji knows where he is. "Your in your room at the Koneko Sume Ie. You're papa isn't here."
"Koneko? No... papa said to never leave his side." Those eyes study Ran as if it was the first time he's ever looked upon him before. "Is papa outside? Are you supise to play with me?"
"If you want to play I can, but your papa is not outside."
Yohji drops his eyes to the floor some tears rolling down his cheek "papa....sold me...." Then he's silently removing his clothing.
Narrowed eyes study Yohji and his behavior. No this isn't right. What had his father done to him as a child. Why would he strip for play? "Stop that." The last couple steps were fast and the arms wraping around the shivering scared body firm. "My names Ran. Fujimiya Ran and I'm going to take care of you now. Your father isn't here and won't be comming for you."
"Does he hate me now? I was good. I cleaned my room. I did what he said."
"I don't know if he hates you." That nagging again drawing questions he wants to ask to the front of his mind. With aheavy sigh Ran askes the questions slowly. "What's your name? I would like to get to know you."
"Y-yohji Sohma."
"Well Yohji. How old are you?" Well at least Ran isn't the only one who changed part of his name when entering Kritiker.
"Four and a half."
"Tell me about Play Time. Don't show me just tell me. It's ok. I wont tell anyone."
Nervouse teeth worry a pale dry lower lip before the young mind traped in an adults body wispers out the answer so that no one else can hear him except Ran. "I make the men and women papa brings home happy. I do what they want me to do and if I'm good papa rewards me. If I mess up I have to practice with papa and get punished."
It's hard to hold back the tears that threaten to fall. No. Yohji hadn't been treated like that. He couldn't have been treated so badly even at the age of four. It's impossible though it has to be true. How would someone thinking their four lie about that? He wouldn't lie. "You don't have to do that anymore."
"But papa will get mad. I don't want him to get mad at me."
"He wont get mad. He's not here Yohji." A soothing hand runs through blond hair. "Come on. let's get you to bed. You need some sleep. We can talk more in the morning."
"Ok Mister Fujimiya."
"Call me Ran."
"Ok Mister Ran"
At least it was a little better the using his last name. Though it still hurt. The man he had finaly let into his soul was now nothing but a scared child. Picking up the changed man and tucking him back into bed was all he could to to keep his heart from cracking. He was trying hard to keep the tears back not wanting to scare Yohji any more then he already is. "I'll be back in the morning. You sleep now."
A slow nod of his head and questioning eyes studying Rans every movement. Not sure how to react to this show of kindness that he's never experienced before. Those same eyes watched Rans back as the red head went out into the hall. Closing the door behind him. Only when the door was closed and he was alone did Yohji's eyes close to sleep. Ears alert to every sound that could be his papa.