Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Eternal Youth ❯ The mind of Chibi ( Chapter 11 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
So many pills so many bottles. I don't even recognize half of these but Aya-kun had such worry in his eyes when he asked me to look up what these are. I don't want to dissapoint him. I can't disapoint him. It's for Yohji-kun. He seemed so scared and weak I don't know what to do. I've only even seen him like that after a mission. Never after a day out on the town. I'm so worried.
I'm also confused about Aya-kun. Something in him is changing as well. He was laughing in the shop. I'm not sure what about, but it sounded like something cracked and broke then his face lightened and he smiled and laughed. He's been like that the past couple days. ever since I glimpsed him comming out of Yohji-kun's room. I'm not as dumb as they think I am. I have my speculations about what their doing in that room. Even if I'm not eighteen the signs of 'been laid' as Yohji tends to put it, are very easy to spot. Blushing cheeks, a glow in the eyes, secret glances at the person your with, and going off alone with them. Well thats Aya-kun and Yohji-kun to a T right now. Even if Yohji-kun is sick and having problems it doesn't mean their not, well whats a gentle word for it, Reaching the clouds of heaven in the gentle breaths and sweeping each other up into their wings.... what ever. Their Screwing each other and I think its sweet. They both needed it. Really they did. But hey that's just my own opinion.
"Omi do you have anything on the pills yet?"
I glance back from the computer in my room and to my surprise theres Aya-kun looking about to cry. He must have looked in on Yohji. I hope everythings alright. "Hai I have." I gesture slowly towards the screen and turn back around to do what he was expecting me to do. Reserch reports. I'm always type casted as the book worm know-it-all. "It looks like the chemical make up of three of the pills when combined cause a very unusual side effect. Flash backs, memory lapses, amnesia, Insomnia, Depression and so much more. It's a combination Kritiker has on file to use on tough people to interogate. Otherwise if un supervised in usage its dangerous."
"Thats what's causing it then. Not a mental relapse he's being drugged. Has been drugged for a long time."
The hurt and sadness in his voice stings my heart. How could this be happening to Yohji and we never knew about it? "Whats Yohji-kun's condition? I know you looked in on him. I can see it in your eyes."
"He thinks he's four and that his father has sold him to me to use as I see fit."
"Four!?"
"Yes. Four. I don't like what I've heard from him so far and I don't like your findings either. We need to call kritiker and get Yohji detoxified and under real medical attension before somthing else happens."
No. This can't be happening. Yohjis been compromised as an agent. I know Kritiker will most likely take him from us and assign someone else in his place. I just don't know if they will kill him or not as it's unknown how much he's told others. I can't let Aya-kun see that I'm scared. "I'll contact Kritiker immediatly. You should tell Ke-"
"You don't have to tell me shit. I heard you both. Yohji's been drugged and now those bastards are going to take him away when they know damb well -we- can take care of him."
When the hell did ken-kun get so good at sneaking up? "Ken-kun, we can't treat him. He's been on these a while from the looks of it and he could go through Drug withdrawl or even go into more remission then he already is in. He needs help Ken and we all need to accept that."
"I know he needs help." I know what he's fighting inside. He's fighting how he feels. He's been watching Yohji for so long from a distance. Eyes watching him and wanting him. Sometimes I hate knowing everything. "I just... don't want to lose him..."
"Neither do I Ken."
"Aya it's not fair. It's not right. Nothing was wrong before. Can't it go back to like it was?"
"No it can't. It needs to be better then it was before. Trust me. After Yohji is better they'll have him back here and we'll have to put up with his comments and laziness again."
I hope Aya-kun is right. I really do. Though I hit send on the small report of the current situation to Manx. I give her three hours before her and Birman are here to drag Yohji away from us. "We should go make sure Yohji-kun's ok." I have to at least see him once before they take him away. I'm not even surprised when Ken and Aya follow me to Yohji's room. Though we all stop when we hear the crashing, banging, and screaming inside.
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"Yohji!" I can't take it I have to be in there. I have to. Yohji needs someone and not those stupid kritiker agents, but before I can get into the room Mr. Superhero in his mighty orange sweater busts in first. Go figure. I've been waiting to help Yohji and now when I can someone else is there first.
"Yohji. It's ok. It's me. Ran. Remeber me?"
Now thats news. Who the fuck is Ran? Well, I guess its Aya since he's the one with his arms wraped around Yohji on the bed. Arm's wraped so familiarly around Yohji. I feel sick watching them.
"R-Ran? The nice guy.... Papa wants me home. I need to go take care of Mama and Miki. Take me home. Please take me home."
"Ay-Ran-kun where does Yohji-kun live?"
At least the chibi is willing to play along with this. I don't want to. I want to hold Yohji until he comes back to us.
Ran, as he is known now while we are infront of Yohji aparently, cradles the one in my heart to him and wispers. I know he's asking where he lives. I know what Omi's probably thinking as well. take Yohji to where he wants to go. Live out this hellish nightmare. Me? I just want to gut the bastard who did this to Yohji. Mission or no Mission they should pay for this.
"The mountains. A house in the mountains. Take me there please?"
"I will. In the morning after some sleep I'll take you home."
"Promise?"
"Promise Yohji. Now go to sleep please."
Well I can't stand around and watch him tuck in the blond."Common Omi. They don't need us here."
"ken-kun they do to. yohji-kun is sick and he needs us."
"He need -Ran- not us."
"Why are you being so mean Ken-kun?"
Great now I have those big blue chibi eyes pinning me to the wall like I'm a mean old monster who dragged him out of bed to and then stole his candy. Man all I did was take him back into his room "I'm not being mean. Yohji didn't even know we were there."
"True, but still... we could have given moral suport."
"We have Omi. We're here. We're awake and worried. Thats moral suport. let his -Ran- do the rest." No I'm not jealous. Heartbroken,maybe, not jealous.
"Ok ken-kun. If you say so."
"I do say so." Of course we get interupted by that stupid, pig headed, Yohji stealing bastard.
"I'm taking him to the mountains tomarrow. I think I know where he was talking about. maybe theres some clues there about whos doing this to him and why."
Yeah he thought that on eup on his own. Tsch whatever. I thought about it. Doesn't that count? "Fine. Omi and I will stay here and keep communications open and Kritiker updated as per the situation."
"Aya-kun... is your name really Ran?"
I can't believe that smile on him. It does make him look good, but dammit, he never smiles.
"Yes it is Omi. Aya is my sisters name. It's a long story about why I use her name and not mine though I would like for both of you to call me Ran now. Please?"
Holy Fucking Shit! Did he just say a complete nice sentence that actually means somthing other then an order? I don't know if I can take this much longer "Sure. Whatever Ran. Owww!" Omis got boney elbows. I didn't mean for that to sound rude. My bad.
"Hai Ran-kun!"
"Thank you. Both of you."
There he goes off to sleep. Bastard.now I have to go repent for calling some innocent girl, unfortunatly related to Ran, bad names and damming her to hell. Then I have to start my damnations over again using his real name. Life sucks. "Night Omi." I don't even wait for a reply as I walk off to my room. Omi going back to his computer. I hear his typing when I go into my sanctuary. He's probably telling Kritiker to hold back until we have further information.I sure hope thats what he's doing. I really don;t want to imagin him looking at porn online.
I'm also confused about Aya-kun. Something in him is changing as well. He was laughing in the shop. I'm not sure what about, but it sounded like something cracked and broke then his face lightened and he smiled and laughed. He's been like that the past couple days. ever since I glimpsed him comming out of Yohji-kun's room. I'm not as dumb as they think I am. I have my speculations about what their doing in that room. Even if I'm not eighteen the signs of 'been laid' as Yohji tends to put it, are very easy to spot. Blushing cheeks, a glow in the eyes, secret glances at the person your with, and going off alone with them. Well thats Aya-kun and Yohji-kun to a T right now. Even if Yohji-kun is sick and having problems it doesn't mean their not, well whats a gentle word for it, Reaching the clouds of heaven in the gentle breaths and sweeping each other up into their wings.... what ever. Their Screwing each other and I think its sweet. They both needed it. Really they did. But hey that's just my own opinion.
"Omi do you have anything on the pills yet?"
I glance back from the computer in my room and to my surprise theres Aya-kun looking about to cry. He must have looked in on Yohji. I hope everythings alright. "Hai I have." I gesture slowly towards the screen and turn back around to do what he was expecting me to do. Reserch reports. I'm always type casted as the book worm know-it-all. "It looks like the chemical make up of three of the pills when combined cause a very unusual side effect. Flash backs, memory lapses, amnesia, Insomnia, Depression and so much more. It's a combination Kritiker has on file to use on tough people to interogate. Otherwise if un supervised in usage its dangerous."
"Thats what's causing it then. Not a mental relapse he's being drugged. Has been drugged for a long time."
The hurt and sadness in his voice stings my heart. How could this be happening to Yohji and we never knew about it? "Whats Yohji-kun's condition? I know you looked in on him. I can see it in your eyes."
"He thinks he's four and that his father has sold him to me to use as I see fit."
"Four!?"
"Yes. Four. I don't like what I've heard from him so far and I don't like your findings either. We need to call kritiker and get Yohji detoxified and under real medical attension before somthing else happens."
No. This can't be happening. Yohjis been compromised as an agent. I know Kritiker will most likely take him from us and assign someone else in his place. I just don't know if they will kill him or not as it's unknown how much he's told others. I can't let Aya-kun see that I'm scared. "I'll contact Kritiker immediatly. You should tell Ke-"
"You don't have to tell me shit. I heard you both. Yohji's been drugged and now those bastards are going to take him away when they know damb well -we- can take care of him."
When the hell did ken-kun get so good at sneaking up? "Ken-kun, we can't treat him. He's been on these a while from the looks of it and he could go through Drug withdrawl or even go into more remission then he already is in. He needs help Ken and we all need to accept that."
"I know he needs help." I know what he's fighting inside. He's fighting how he feels. He's been watching Yohji for so long from a distance. Eyes watching him and wanting him. Sometimes I hate knowing everything. "I just... don't want to lose him..."
"Neither do I Ken."
"Aya it's not fair. It's not right. Nothing was wrong before. Can't it go back to like it was?"
"No it can't. It needs to be better then it was before. Trust me. After Yohji is better they'll have him back here and we'll have to put up with his comments and laziness again."
I hope Aya-kun is right. I really do. Though I hit send on the small report of the current situation to Manx. I give her three hours before her and Birman are here to drag Yohji away from us. "We should go make sure Yohji-kun's ok." I have to at least see him once before they take him away. I'm not even surprised when Ken and Aya follow me to Yohji's room. Though we all stop when we hear the crashing, banging, and screaming inside.
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"Yohji!" I can't take it I have to be in there. I have to. Yohji needs someone and not those stupid kritiker agents, but before I can get into the room Mr. Superhero in his mighty orange sweater busts in first. Go figure. I've been waiting to help Yohji and now when I can someone else is there first.
"Yohji. It's ok. It's me. Ran. Remeber me?"
Now thats news. Who the fuck is Ran? Well, I guess its Aya since he's the one with his arms wraped around Yohji on the bed. Arm's wraped so familiarly around Yohji. I feel sick watching them.
"R-Ran? The nice guy.... Papa wants me home. I need to go take care of Mama and Miki. Take me home. Please take me home."
"Ay-Ran-kun where does Yohji-kun live?"
At least the chibi is willing to play along with this. I don't want to. I want to hold Yohji until he comes back to us.
Ran, as he is known now while we are infront of Yohji aparently, cradles the one in my heart to him and wispers. I know he's asking where he lives. I know what Omi's probably thinking as well. take Yohji to where he wants to go. Live out this hellish nightmare. Me? I just want to gut the bastard who did this to Yohji. Mission or no Mission they should pay for this.
"The mountains. A house in the mountains. Take me there please?"
"I will. In the morning after some sleep I'll take you home."
"Promise?"
"Promise Yohji. Now go to sleep please."
Well I can't stand around and watch him tuck in the blond."Common Omi. They don't need us here."
"ken-kun they do to. yohji-kun is sick and he needs us."
"He need -Ran- not us."
"Why are you being so mean Ken-kun?"
Great now I have those big blue chibi eyes pinning me to the wall like I'm a mean old monster who dragged him out of bed to and then stole his candy. Man all I did was take him back into his room "I'm not being mean. Yohji didn't even know we were there."
"True, but still... we could have given moral suport."
"We have Omi. We're here. We're awake and worried. Thats moral suport. let his -Ran- do the rest." No I'm not jealous. Heartbroken,maybe, not jealous.
"Ok ken-kun. If you say so."
"I do say so." Of course we get interupted by that stupid, pig headed, Yohji stealing bastard.
"I'm taking him to the mountains tomarrow. I think I know where he was talking about. maybe theres some clues there about whos doing this to him and why."
Yeah he thought that on eup on his own. Tsch whatever. I thought about it. Doesn't that count? "Fine. Omi and I will stay here and keep communications open and Kritiker updated as per the situation."
"Aya-kun... is your name really Ran?"
I can't believe that smile on him. It does make him look good, but dammit, he never smiles.
"Yes it is Omi. Aya is my sisters name. It's a long story about why I use her name and not mine though I would like for both of you to call me Ran now. Please?"
Holy Fucking Shit! Did he just say a complete nice sentence that actually means somthing other then an order? I don't know if I can take this much longer "Sure. Whatever Ran. Owww!" Omis got boney elbows. I didn't mean for that to sound rude. My bad.
"Hai Ran-kun!"
"Thank you. Both of you."
There he goes off to sleep. Bastard.now I have to go repent for calling some innocent girl, unfortunatly related to Ran, bad names and damming her to hell. Then I have to start my damnations over again using his real name. Life sucks. "Night Omi." I don't even wait for a reply as I walk off to my room. Omi going back to his computer. I hear his typing when I go into my sanctuary. He's probably telling Kritiker to hold back until we have further information.I sure hope thats what he's doing. I really don;t want to imagin him looking at porn online.
